#self indulgent post today

[sineaste]

posting lesbians at my earliest convenience

#self indulgent post today #kinda like them sorry mutuals #also why is enstars infesting my brain #help. help #enstars #femstars #fanart #quick doodle #shurei #reishu #shu itsuki #rei sakuma #never posting enstars again #☆

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

MDZS x ISAT part 1: In Stars and Necromancy.

(Part 2)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #MDZS AU #In stars and time #ISAT #wei wuxian #lan wangji #Double comic feature for today because they are both small. #I had a hard time coming up with a good crossover for these two series for a while but once the idea hit - Boy did it hit! #I've got a longer comic coming. The angst potential is very...very good. #Ghost YLLZ helping out mxy was painful enough but I can make it so much worse for everyone. #I can't say much without crossing into spoiler territory but I will be back. #Other notes here: LWJ is rock type. WWX/MXY are paper type. Thought it fit well B*) #YLLZ in the starry bath is 100% a reference to Eris in the sinbad movie. Her hair animation still haunts my dreams. #I'll have some 'other side of the crossover' doodles after posting a few more main comic pages. Thanks for the patience this week! #I really needed to just...draw some very self-indulgent art. I'm feeling much better now though!

[theatricalmage]

The brainrot took over and so here's a vat7k hadestown au!! Don't know if I'll develop it fully but I liked designing it at least!

More info under the cut:

- Varian, the Coronan royal alchemist, tasks himself with deciphering an incantation capable of bringing the world back into tune. Times are tough, and the royal family + Quirin are doing their best to cope with the meagre crop yields and desolate weather (Corona not really being the sunshine kingdom - hasn't been for a while). He wants to help and do good and I think he'd be a good Orpheus.

- Hugo, having moved about from place to place, still has his interest in alchemy and does what he can to get by. He plans on temporarily staying in Corona before looting, but he encounters a certain like-minded scientist at the Snuggly Duckling. I think him being selfish works especially well in Eurydice's role, having a more pessimistic view of the world. It also works with how he gets drawn to Donella's offer of working for her later on, leading him to his death.

- Ulla as Persephone! I was initially stuck on whether to have Rapunzel (and either Eugene/Cass) as her (and Hades) but I was drawn to the connection that Hugo has to Donella and the Donella/Ulla relationship in vat7k just works too well. In this case, Ulla won't be Varian's mother. She's still gonna be somewhat of an inspiration to him though, being the previous Coronan royal alchemist and for her intelligence. For half the year, she'll return to Corona with food, drinks, and alchemical compounds/inventions, bringing Spring and Summer to the world, if only for a bit.

- Donella would be such an interesting Hades, losing sight of her love for Ulla, heart filled with fear and hurt, leading to bitterness and cruelty. Ingvarr being Hadestown and how by being the esteemed Ingvarrian engineer, she'd be in charge of major technological advances across the kingdoms and so would wield a significant amount of power (like how Hades is literally the ruler of the underworld). Ingvarr essentially being a near death sentence for its workers while also displaying its technological prowess, all still shrouded in mystery and corruption - a place so otherworldly compared to the rest of the kingdoms.

I didn't want to modify the outfits too much nor the personalities,, if anything I imagine the general plot beats being the same as the original musical/story but with slight differences that'd you get inherently as a result of these characters. I wouldn't want it to be the case where it's just the show but the names are changed. I'd want this to still make reasonable sense in this AU, with the actions being understandable for this particular cast of characters.

For Hermes, I ended up picking Xavier, as he's most knowledgeable of old legends and stories, which would work in reference to the Hades and Persephone myth (and so Donella and Ulla)! He'd act as a mentor figure for V, someone who can guide him in uncovering the forgotten incantation. Quirin would still be the good supportive dad he is (even if he doesn't fully understand his son's project).

Last but not least, the fates!! often lurking in the background, I'm still a bit stuck on who it could be? I'm tempted to have it be Raps, Cass, and Nuru as they've had celestial connections at some point (and ya know how stars can represent fate), but I also love the freckled siblings dynamic so much. Also Team Radical... Maybe Raps and Cass can be their normal selves but their Sundrop/Moonstone counterparts are the manifested physical forms of the fates? They wouldn't be visible to the characters though, just voices in the wind.

Anyways yeah!! Those are my thoughts. Do let me know if you've got any cool ideas or questions. I'm really combining my interests at full force and there's nothing anyone, not even myself, can do about it quite frankly. 😮‍💨

#vat7k #varian and the seven kingdoms #hadestown au #varian vat7k #hugo vat7k #ulla vat7k #donella vat7k #my art #donulla #varigo #varian x hugo #donella x ulla #erm anyways heres a very self indulgent au. the demons won today #when ive got the time id love to draw the other characters #was hesitant about posting this as i wasnt too sure if it was all that good #but im proud of the drawings and i had to transfer the ideas from my notes app :') #so yeah!! i saw the musical last month and i was reminded just how wonderful it is #i do recommend giving it a listen #forgot to give don goggles.. wont make that mistake again #vat7k hadestown au #im gonna call it that

[batnoise]

[🦇 / october 2023 ] HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

[ID: a digital drawing in monochrome with a red background of caesar and joseph from jojo's bizarre adventure part 2, where joseph is a big fluffy werewolf in a spiked collar and a cage muzzle, and caesar is a vampire with a frilly shirt and dark cape and wings on his head. the characaters are shown from roughly the shoulders up. their eyes, blood on caesar's face, and a gem on caesar's neck are all red, matching the background. /end ID]

#batnoise art #jjba #caejose #joseph joestar #caesar zeppeli #halloween #werewolf #vampire #complete #2023 #a:bel #three art posts in a day?? unheard of #this one is actually from Today though #anyway i had fun drawing for myself again #love being self indulgent. smiles

[lavenoon]

@naffeclipse the bounty hunter continues to not be free of me, same as I am not free of him

*self insert is not a girl (he/she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #sleuth jesters #my art #okay okay okay *maybe* I'm done. for now. only vague new ideas that might need to simmer for a little while longer #also 3 days of pure self indulgence is pushing it I am approaching my limit for how much I can be perceived GFHDJS #enjoy todays outfit since I drew yesterday's SI with my outfit from yesterday and had to do it again today #it's not a skirt or dress! #do you know how rare that is for me lmao #also bc i didnt color it yall (Eclipse included) have been saved from neon pink eyesore that is that hoodie #i love it <3 #bloodstain fool #menace4menace

[cyellolemon]

HAPPY TDOV i couldn't not post Olive my beloved <33

(he/him)

#As trans Olive is so important to me #ofc he's very much an indulgent self insert but a part of me i really gave him is the trans & homosexual identity #I put a lot of my struggle and frustration in him #You know all the shit that comes with being a trans man who is also fem/gnc and gay #Well it makes Olive a very important blorbo to me and the one i wanna post for today! #anyway don't you think he's pretty!!!! i love him sm <33 #trans people ily hope you had a nice day :) #trans day of visibility #trans artwork #my art #oc art #digital art #oc artist #Olive #tdov #tdov 2024

[redrobin-detective]

#me writing my lockwood that literally one one is going to care about #I know Ive written some pretty dog shit stories with zero notes #but its an interesting experience going into the writing being like 'man literally No One is gonna want to read this' #this is for me only #probably shouldnt even bother posting #zero notes in my heart ❤ #in a way its kind of freeing like zero stress or expectations I can write my story as shitty and self indulgent as I like #I was thinking today i really want to work in skull driving and was like man thats stupid #then i realized no one but me will read this so beep beep motherfuckers this bone head is driving

[arttsuka]

A mermaid au out of that mlp au? More likely than you think

#self indulgent at this point #art by me with me as the target audience #i will draw more #mermay #mermaid #mermaid au #merman spock #but its his ponysona #mlp #my little pony #star trek #star trek tos #star trek the original series #spock #s'chn t'gai spock #spony #sponie #fanart #art #traditional art #I did post this yesterday too but I decided I didn't feel like it being there anymore so I deleted it and I'm reposting it today

[gale-in-space]

Okay looks like we got a resounding yes as to whether or not I should post my Bladeweave on the moon pic lol. My coffee hasn't kicked in yet so I'm posting this before I become lucid and start second-guessing myself. Here ya go:

I blame @rattusn0rvegicus for coming up with this idea and then pestering me to draw it haha. But tbh it was super fun and I actually like how it turned out even though it doesn't make compositional sense.

Hold onto your wizard before he floats away, Wyll!

#you don't float on the moon but i'm sure gale could if he really wanted to. that man's head is constantly up in the clouds. just like me fr #again not posting to my art blog because i want to keep that blog... somewhat serious? that's a lie. i want that to be a normie blog #anyway #bladeweave #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #wyll ravengard #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #space #my art #today i bring you: self-indulgent AUs that only my friends and i will enjoy #and tomorrow? who knows...

[dizzybizz]

can i interest you in some of my ryuu screenshots.. a bit of a ryuu appreciation post if you will...

his design is so .. simple n kinda basic but he has so much charm,, i'm endlessly charmed by him it's literally so embarrassing... he is just very endearing and cute 👉👈 what a polite young man

and here is me trying to get a clean screenshot of this pose without the dialogue box, a saga:

i'm sad to say that this saga has no real conclusion (yet...) the wind-up animation is long enough for him to start babbling so i'm doubtful i will ever capture the screenshot i want. anyway i love this guy more than i could've ever prepared myself for 😭

#putting myself on blast with this HADSGHASHGghdg #somehow this feels worse than my olly posting ???? help me 😭😭😭😭😭 #i wish i had the words to properly express how this mf makes me feel but i simply do not #<- me at olly and now ryuu too😔 #WHO LET ME PLAY THIS MF GAME MAN BRING THEM HERE I NEED TO PUNC HTHEM AND THE N KISS THEM ON THE FOREHEAD #the great ace attorney #tgaa #dai gyakuten saiban #dgs #me whenever ryuu is on screen: *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *points* tboy *points* gayboy *p #ryunosuke naruhodo #i got like 30h so far and like 27 of them are from the past few days 😀 #anyawy i finished ch4 and let me tell you i did not see that coming. the post court stuff yknow.. #susato is living out her wildest dreams reserved for self indulgent self insert fanfic and i couldnt be happier for her #man i love the character animations so much HAHSfhg theyre so silly and expressive #i saw van zieks clutch his at his heart in todays trial and i could only yell in joy #that one got me real good #n all of natsumes..... impeccable.. hes so ...

[corrodedcoughin]

it's been a long day, hell it's be a long week, long month, long life. Steve is driving home from work and somebody pulls out in front of him, making him break suddenly and leading the other driver to honking their horn at him.

For some unknown reason, this is the thing that breaks Steve Harrington. He's had a swirl of background thoughts going through his brain for weeks, they aren't anything new. Nothing he hasn't heard or thought before, but they just get so loud, so overwhelmingly loud and overbearing.

Before he knows it the tears are trailing down his face as he drives, he doesn't wipe them away, know there's no point when they aren't going to stop. Suddenly all the thoughts and feelings he's pushed down are right in front of him and he feels like he's drowning. Steve lets himself wallow, lets himself be swallowed by his emotions.

Truthfully, he loves looking after people, feels like if he can't do anything else, he can make sure the people around him feel cared for. He puts immense effort into everything he does for them, checks in with them, always goes the extra mile to makes birthdays and Christmas gifts absolutely perfect. He wants everyone to feel like they are listened to but the thing is, Steve has never experienced that feeling himself.

He bends over backwards to run around giving lifts, fitting his schedule around other and caring so, so much. And he doesn't mean to sound so selfish, but the thing is it hurts, it hurts more than he can possibly explain, he feels hollowed out and so inexplicably lonely. He's in this small town and he doesn't really think he wants to move but what else is he going to do with his life? Everyone else is going to leave and he's going to be left behind, he's never going to find love in this place and that's one thing he is desperate for. He wants to feel loved, he wants to feel like he is a priority to someone, like he matters, like he's special. God he's so heartbreakingly lonely.

The tears are streaming thick and fast, he has to pull over to let the body wracking sob rip through him. He's never going to tell anyone he feels this way, can't let his friends know about the emptiness he feels inside, that he loves them fiercely in hopes that it will fill this deep and dark void. He loves that he can make his friends happy, it's the one thing that keeps him going through it all, the only thing that makes him think this is all worthwhile.

He just aches so intensely, right in his bones, in his soul. He knows his friends love him but he can't internalise it, he's heard people say he matters but he doesn't know how to assimilate the statement into his being. He feels disgusting for thinking these thoughts, bad and mean and self-centered and greedy for something he doesn't deserve but he can't stop himself which only perpetuates the cycle. He hates himself so intensely in that moment, stronger than usual, hates himself so overwhelmingly he feels like he can't breathe.

But he catches the time on the dashboard as he leans his head back against the headrest, sees that it's close to pick up time for Dustin, Lucas and Erika. He wipes his face, takes a deep lungful of air, flips the car indicator up and gets ready to be Steve Harrington again.

#flowers anon this is the post #it was really cathartic so thank you for giving me the permission to be self indulgent and over the top about it #idk man I’m sorry I just in my flop era and I’m sad today #but I’ve got a post to make up for it I swear #stranger things #steve harrington #don’t look to hard I might have revealed a bit too much

[spamsandsuch]

jevil and spamton should have a silly fun time and enjoy some cake I think :]

#spamton #spamtonposting #jevil #jevilposting #today is my birthday yippeee /gen #for my bday i want to try to draw some self indulgent art even tho i got a lot of work so i may post art later

[lavenoon]

More "cat" shenanigans + meeting the family <3

@naffeclipse If stealing coat bad, why coat so comfortable?

self insert is not a girl (he/she)

#post let luce #dcamv #bloodstain fool #no stains on this guy the menace requires cuddles too often to leave time for shootouts /j #naffeclipse #my art #i still wanna draw more but i am too eepy and this is enough for today #long (good!) day so i drew self indulgence to decompress #for the record it is *not* just the height i like about this asshole (affectionate) #that would be a tragedy considering Naff's excellent character crafting #having thoughts. smacking brain. silly doodles. *silly* doodles. not that. no no. back to where u came from. #okay yes anyways. silly haha funny menace #enjoy <3 #menace4menace

[milaghoul]

I hate them <3

#had genuine fun drawing this one #they make me mentally ill #I know yesterday I posted and said I didn't have much I could share but #decided to be self indulgent today and scribble these bastards #ff7 #sefikura #ffvii #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #sephiroth #cloud strife #kisekidump

[diathadevil]

Day 2 - Classic

Fakir’s reading his baby the story of Swan Lake. 🧡

(this one’s part of my post canon AU!)

#fakiru week 2022 #fakiru week #princess tutu #ptutu #fakiru #ahiru #ahiru arima #fakir #digital art #fan art #post canon au #Illustration #digital drawing #digital illustration #day 2 #classic #yes i know its 1 AM here but it isnt in NA so this counts as day 2 #i have decided to severely self indulge today i am pleased now #art

[ghost-bard]

Hiyaaa my FHsona’s silly outfits, inspired by @cloudmancy giving his fhsona fun fits!

Image I.D. in alt text!

Fun fact, the pants in the adventuring fit are just. another pair of sweatpants, but slightly modified. comfort trumps everything lets gooo, more fun facts under the cut as per the usual!

Lets seeee some fun info about him because idk its fun

the name rain is from my usn on every other social except for tumblr (and ao3 but i dont think that counts-), and they use any (and all) pronouns :]]]]

they do community service after certain school days and on the weekends

i imagine they're part of some sort of gaming club

very chill person, although they are a bit antisocial

and she's usually found playing on their switch

all in all, wow she just like me fr (but literally)

anyway, what if, teehee, i got sent some fhsonas... to maybe draw with my lil guy... and they interacted... wouldnt that be crazy... just kidding haha... unless-

#d20 #d20 fhjy #dimension 20 #fhsona #fantasy high sona #fhjy #dimension 20 fantasy high #fantasy high #d20 fantasy high #my art #my sona #oc #digital art #character design #whats the likelyhood of someone doing a fhsona zine..... #fhsona zine.... anyone... #anywayyy fun fact this lil guy is lowkey helping me through some art block lmao #i think i just like drawing tabaxi's and or cat people idk tho #tangentially related i was hardcore debating on being a hater today #but ive decided to be a lover (posting art instead of my slight haterisms) #truly the most self indulgent thing ive done in a while i just like drawing lil guysssss #actually ill be a lil hater in tags- #drawing my fhsona to ignore how hard the ball dropped in the most recent episode #IM SORRY i think im allowed to dislike certain things that happened bc different opinions EXISTTTT #im never touching main d20 twt fandom every time i see them say something im baffled and i need to turn my phone off they terrify me #ok im done being a hater (for now) #apologies if anyone read these its been a rollercoaster