#sorry jade enjoyers lmao

[kisses4lao]

Ok so I was thinking about a smut with a leech and wanted to ask you to do (i love how u write)

What about a AFAB!reader that likes to open her mouth and sometimes you do it without realizing it.

I read somewhere that eels have it like an invitation to mate or something like that (dont remember so much)

And about if is jade or floyd… well, both are my favs so I cant choose. What works better I guess

EEK TYSM!!! I feel as tho floyd would fit this better bc jade is a smart boy, probs knows that humans just open their mouths wide for random shit but floyd

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Hes a lil stupid when it comes to these things(I love him I swear)

10/10, would fuck in the VIP room again

-floyd probably lmao(also the name of the fic)

♧CW!!! fem reader, breeding kink yas slay, unsafe sex(wear condoms kids), degrading(? Floyd calls us a slut for yawning around other men but he loves us 🤞), little to no foreplay hes too hawny, semi public sex, pwp?, mentions of jade but light, none that I can think of right now but floyd is such a silly little goose(im terrified of him)

NOT PROOFREAD

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♧ you were originally here to study.

Seeing as your boyfriend, Floyd, was nowhere to be seen. Sitting in the mostro lounge while waiting for Floyd to be on break was a normal occurrence.

Since it had been awhile with slight glimpses of him taking care of customers, you decided to start studying on your own. Opening up a text book and starting to read and take notes, Jade comes over with your order.

"Apologies for my brother taking so long. The customers he has are being seriously rude, we're trying our best to have him not squish them." Jade says as he places your tea on the table in front of you.

"How long will he be?" You ask as you take a small sip of your tea. Jade rests his chin on his hand as he closes his eyes, seemingly in thought.

"Soon." He simply says as he walks away.

Although odd, you've gotten used to Jades strange behavior. As you were about to return to studying, you spotted Floyd waiting on the table across from you. He shoots you a smile before turning back to his customers.

You took that as a sign to go back to studying. Flipping open your text book, you begin to take notes again. As you get further into the book, your eyelids begin to feel heavy. Resting your head on your hand, you start to close your eyes for longer periods once blinking.

As you began to drift off to a light sleep, you felt yourself yawning as you began to shift in your chair.

Having finally settled in a comfortable position, you begin to get lulled into a peaceful sleep by the surround sound of calming music in the lounge.

Drifting off, you get woken up by a sudden loud noise. "Boo!" It was Floyd, creeping up behind you just to scare you awake. Playfully punching his chest as you complain about how you just fell asleep, he takes your hand, leading you off somewhere.

"Floyd, where are you taking me?" You say between giggles. "Somewhere, it'll be fun, I promise." He says as he gives you a wink.

He leads you to the VIP room, which usually isn't occupied by anyone, like now. Just the two of you. He turns around to lock the door, he turns back to you, eyes widened with an unpleasant look on his face.

"That thing you did out there, I cant believe you did it infront of other men. Do you understand what they may think now? Think im not your boyfriend? Think I dont treat you well enough?" Confusion. All you felt in the moment was pure confusion.

"Floyd, what the fuck are you talking about? I was just studying, nothing happened." You could tell he was getting frustrated. "That thing! Where you opened your mouth wide!"

"You mean yawning? The.... thing people do.... when they're tired?"

"You can't do that around merfolk." Oh. Oh? This seems like something you can tease him on.

"Oh? And whys that, Mr eel boy?" You say as you chuckle. Somehow, floyd got even more pissed at this, he slammed both your arms above you and against the wall behind you, eyes still wide, and very much angry.

"You don't understand what you're doing. You're making a mating invite by doing that, what if the other merfolk saw? Or worse, what if Jade saw?"

"Floyd im sorry okay, I didn't mean to, seriously-" you were cut off by him smashing his lips onto yours, you fed into it, not resisting in the slightest.

He began to sink his head down to your neck, making soft bites on it and licking up the semi bloody aftermath. "If you want to act like a slut, then I'll fuck you like one." He says before digging his open hend into the flesh of your thigh and biting down on your collar bone.

You choke out a groan at the sudden pain as floyd slowly kisses the bite, making it feel more pleasurable than anything.

Once hes done, he looks up at you. "You're okay with this, right?"

"Yeah, just don't do anything stupid." You're able to say between puffs of hot air. Giving you a smile, he hooks his finger under the strap of your panties, taking his other hand off your wrists. Sliding down the peice of fabric while biting off his glove, he starts to suck on your neck as he begins to work his fingers into you.

Taking his thumb and rubbing it over your clit as he slowly sinks two fingers inside you. You moan out as he begins to curl them in you, sucking on the bite mark you made earlier.

"F-fuck... I cant take it anymore." Floyd groans out as he unbuckles his belt. Lining up his thick cock with your hole, "You're sure you're okay with this, right?" He says one last time in a panted breath.

"Yes just... don't do anything stupid-" and you were cut off once again by him doing something stupid.

He thrusts his whole length into you at once, earning a low, throaty groan from him as you were just trying to find stability. He takes both you thighs and wraps them around his waist, being able to hit much deeper in the position.

Mere seconds later, all the pain you felt turned into pure, absolute pleasure as he started fucking you against the wall.

Filling the room with moans of utter bliss from the both of you, having Floyd come completely undone after minutes. "I'm gonna fill you up so fucking good- make everyone know you're mine- have those other eel bitches know if you're gonna be a slut, you're gonna be mine, understood?"

You're barely able to make his words out as you start to feel lightheaded from the pleasure. His grip on you tightens as you feel him twitch inside you. "Fuck, im gonna-" he was cut off by a powerful moan as he came inside you, slowing down his pace in the process.

Floyd slowly sinks down to the floor as he places you down on it, leaving you for a moment as he grabs a wash cloth. He starts to clean you in silence, waiting for you to say something. You were too tired to speak, however.

Once you're clean, he makes himself presentable again as he picks you up and walks you back to your table. Once he sets you down, he walks off and brings back a bottle of water and some snacks.

"Dont worry, they're on me." He says with a wink.

As he turns to walk away, you grab onto his sleeve to get his attention. He leans in close to hear you over the bustling crowd. "Floyd, I didn't get to fini-" he places his index finger over your mouth.

"Now, now, I didn't forget my dear, I promise. If you're good today then I'll double it tonight, hm?" And with that, he walks off and returns to his job where jade and azul kept yelling at him for bailing.

As you sit in silence while occasionally looking over at Floyd, he makes eye contact with you while being yelled at. Going back to you table, you realize something, your tea has gone cold.

Oh dear, whoever will you call over to replace it?

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A/n: i had no clue how to end this fic wiwhwihsiwow im going insane

#twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland smut #twst smut #floyd leech #floyd twst #twst floyd #floyd leech smut #twst floyd smut #floyd twst smut #jade is mentioned but hes not important #sorry jade enjoyers lmao

[sea-jello]

to my movie morro enjoyers yall got me curious so i did some research and tweaked the laws of youth criminal justice cause it's a movie about legos

WHOOH i expanded on this a lot and its not even all the options

uhhh should i tag the people who said they wanted to see my half ass ideas

@star-ocean-peahen @here4dragons i know hes TECHNICALLY not the villain here yet,, but its coming Soon. just ignore if you dont care SORRY BOUT THE TAG 💀💀

so morros role in the gang is he like collects intel n shit, scouts and/or recruits new members, makes plans and gives orders from the boss (preeminent) so hes sorta like the preeminents ambassador. general?? right hand man?? number 2?? something. occasionally he participates in very low key crimes where his face and identity could be hidden. never does anything big and flashy, so hes the least likely to get caught and thats one of the reasons hes so high up. the boss usually has a business to cover for the gang so the preeminent has a bar or a nightclub or something where they allow you to cover your face and morro works there to be like,, closer so its easy to recieve orders/info or something yk. when asked he says hes small for his age with a VERY obvious undertone and they leave it at that, cause so what if the nightclub is a little sketchy, goddamn this kid whips out drinks faster than anyone. hes very in the shadows undercover and thats why they couldnt catch him/had no evidence he was high ranking (i need a gang name help should it just be cursed realm?? cursed spirits maybe)

IF we want morro to just have general shenanigans with the ninja then hes on parole. if you dont know what parole is basically they let you out after 2/3rds of your sentence to let you integrate back into society or something, but youre still under supervision. so the timeline is morro starts his criminal activity at 14, gets caught and arrested at 16 and then gets released at 17. if youre worried about the 3 years in the above post trust me the logic checks out

they KNOW morros the criminal mastermind running shit behind the gang, they just cant find any way to prove it so he only gets sentenced for gang affiliation. he spends around a year or so in juvie and they let him out for the next 6 months

they let morro stay with wu cause hes like,, the head of the fucking ninja team he can handle himself, BUT he has to have security guards accompany him to school to keep an eye on him/watch for signs of him actually being highly involved in the gang. lloyd is real fucking embarrassed about it cause morro loves to come up and bother him, and it attracts even more unwanted whisperings about garmadons cousin who went to JAIL. morro bothers him even more because of it

no one knew morro was lloyds cousin, so when the ninja show up to the garage one day and find the fucking ex convict just chilling on lloyds mech theyre like ??? WHY ARE YOU HERE. they knew lloyd had a questionable cousin when he mentioned he got out of jail, but they didnt know it was HIM. like i said, morros infamous for being a mastermind escape artist (i kinda want to give him an alias so drop suggestions 👀👀) even better wu walks in and he goes "ah i see youve met my son morro!!" and the ninja go batshit cause wu had mentioned visiting his son in jail which already rose so many unanswered questions back then, but not THIS GUY

im debating on whether lloyd knows morro was a criminal during the three years or not. cause if he didnt know it would be really funny when morro/the gangs arrest was on the news and lloyd goes 👁👁 THATS MY FUCKING COUSIN. but if he DID know he sees him on the news and hes like "lmao get fucked wait till i tell uncle wu" (again,, drop the opinions)

wu knows he was a criminal pretty early on and absolutely does not give a shit cause movie wu is bat ass crazy and jaded to fuck. he sees morro on the news in his like gang getup and goes oh look at him go 😄😄 i hope he remembers to tuck in his feet like i taught him to 😄😄😄 morro was terrified when he got caught by wu, but all he did was lay out two hard rules. 1. no killing innocents and 2. no drugs. morros like ?? thats it?? and wu just sort of stares at him and goes ‘‘i believe so. now don’t you have somewhere to be?’’ and morros like yeah.. i got a bank to rob at 2. JUST TO BE CLEAR morro has NEVER ONCE KILLED ANYBODY just to be safe, even though wu was all for dismantling the dictatorship or patriarchy and whatnot. when morro gets arrested wu visits him just to laugh at him (im copy pasting most of this from tags from this post lmao)

wu absolutely makes morro train the ninja cause lets be honest theyre dogshit without the mechs. morros idea of training is jumping them all around the city at random times. he bullies them so hard jay is on the verge of tears every day

(thank you @l0on for so many of the ideas 😌😌 find them in the reblogs)

morros got the cool older cousin vibe who acts like he doesnt care and he actually doesnt care. idc what yall say he does NOT go easy on lloyd just because theyre cousins.

this is all set after the movie btw. morro only got away with so much for so long because everyone was occupied with garmadon

soo if we want him to be like the actual villain thats gonna be in another part cause god DAMN this got longer than i thought it would

#jellos movie morro au #don’t ask why or how i went into so much detail about gangs and accurate jail time #they actually do get a couple years for gang affiliation yk #gang affiliation is just when youre like associated with a gang/on friendly terms/knew they were going to commit a crime #something like that #my search history o7 #if youre actively in a gang you get way longer #and then add that to the sentence for the crime #but thats what i get into in the next part 👀 #look what yall did. you made me make a third au #JOKES this is so fun #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #the lego ninjago movie #movie morro #ninjago movie morro #ninjago movie au #lego ninjago movie #ninjago movie #tlnm #tlnm au #ninjago au #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #lloyd garmadon #lloyd montgomery garmadon #movie lloyd

[honeynclove]

It’s your turn pookie 🫵 tell me about your favorite ships for each character 😍😍😍😍

IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED TEEHEHEHEHEH (ships underneath the read more bc lord can i blabber) also the formatting of this one turned out odd for some reason random letters r bold n I am too lazy to fix it so

heartslabyul riddle - azurid‼️‼️‼️ GUYS THEYRE SO CUTE IDK their moments in book 6 were everything to me n also this fic sold me on them they’re so cutie rahhh. special shout out to the oc I ship him with ace - adeuce r my annoying little brothers however I want the best for them n think their relationship is funny deuce - ^^^^ and also epeldeuce bc ain’t no way they went on a beach side date and thought I wouldn’t call their gay asses out 🙄🙄🙄 trey - auhmm. hhhrmmmm. well. I do like riddle cater n trey as poly but I wldnt say it’s my favorite 🥱 cater - IDEKEI 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 chronically introvert online discord mod x chronically online extrovert instagram user ITS SO GOOD GUYS (for fic recs strongly recommend anything Adverb_Slut on ao3 writes) special shout out to the oc I ship him with savanaclaw leona - malleona is funny to me but like. I don’t ship it idk. same w/ leovil they’re just comedic to me. LEONA X ROOK THO IDK I REALLY LIKE IT IDK WHY ruggie - rugs too busy getting cash to be in love /j 🙄🙄 idk I do find kalim x ruggie and ruggie x silver to both be cute jack - epeljack is rlly cute to me but other then that I’m not a fan of any other jack ships. I LOVE LOVE LOVE him and vil PLATONICALLY tho <333 oh and ig someones yuusona w him is cool or whateverzzzzz octavinelle azul - besides azurid, which I adore, I alsoooo love love love idiazul smth about those two LOSERRRSSS in love makes me happy 💕💕💕 I also enjoy him with rielle but like… my very specific interpretation of rielle that’s basically an oc 😭 jade - will y’all kill me if I just say myself bc that’s the truth. like I’m sorry guys me n Jade r so madly in love it’s actually wildly insane and crazy and we will have joint tombstones 😁💕💕😍😍😍🏳️‍🌈🙄🏳️‍🌈 we r madly in love and also both on the spectrum (which one? all) I also like siljade bc I think it’s silly floyd - FLOJAMIIIIIIIIIII 💞💞💞💞 GOD. that ship is so silly I wanna shake it like a snow globe rhhhhahahahahha. i also love FLONEI bc it’s SILLY N IDK 😭😭😭 I just like it guys. also myself sorry I’m sorry scarabia jamil - ^^^^ n I also enjoy azujami in a comedic sense but outside of that I lowkey dislike it lmao. WAIT AS IM WRITING THIS I AN REMINDED OF JAMIL X RUGGIE WHICH I HIGHKEY ENJOY TBH kalim - Again don’t have any specific ships for him, but Silver x Kalim is v v cute I would squish them my cuties pomefiore vil - alr mentioned leovil but I am also casual rookvil enjoyer I just think they’re silly. shout out to the oc I ship w him tho rook - mentioning rookvil n rook x leona again just bc they’re silly ‼️‼️ honestly love rooks lil freak self epel - epeldeuce epeljack and uhhhh SEBEPEL ignihyde idia - I think I’m running out of idia ships to mention tbh. I DO LOVE IDIASIL AUGHHH. Idk his chronically online ass is so good w so many different ppl it’s crazy diasomnia malleus - I ship him w myself duh 🙄🙄🙄 malleyuu specifically I love seeing everyone w him it’s so cute. ALSO I find mallerollo rlly funny n interesting tbh silver - silidia n siljade &lt;3 sebek - just sebepel rlly tbh lilia - LILIBAUL😍😍😍😍🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈‼️‼️ I LOVE OLD MAN YAOI GUYS /j n I also rlly enjoy him x levan n meleanor the angst is crazy and insane and I love it RAHHH. I also ship him w my oc Fleur who’s based on Flora from sleeping beauty. Also most ppl who make Lilia a bf get my support I love that old man staff trein - him x his wife ig crowley - him x meleanor x lilia only in the crowley = levan theory vargas - I ship him w an oc based on lefou from beauty and the beast ‼️‼️ sam, crewel - no ships for them :(( other neige - FLONEI ‼️‼️‼️ I just wanted to mention them again tbh. I’ve also seen cheneige which is v cute chenya - kinda fond of him poly w/ Trey n Riddle ☹️☹️ I think it’s cute rollo - ROLLO X AUGUST (vice president npc) FOR THE WIN GUYS I COULD TALK AB THEM FOR DAYS. YEARS EVEN. fellow honest - more weird silly ships I’m the second fellow x aces big brother shipper literally ever

OKKK I think that’s everyone 😍😍 feel free to leave opinions on my opinions idk

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst ships #adeuce #idekei #azurid #i don’t wanna tag all of these ships now that I think ab it #flonei #Just bc I like them rhahahgh #💕!- asks #💛!- Z

[tumblezwei]

new relic sets and Firefly and Jade's finalized kits have leaked, I shall talk about them. Keep in mind this is an amateur's reading of this stuff, I'm not number crunching here.

god it figures a new BE set would release right as I finish farming meteor for Sushang. I guess I should have known what with Harmony TB, Boothill, and Firefly all utilizing break effect. Here's hoping that harmony TB can get me over that 250% threshhold lmao.

aaaannnddd the new best in slot for the FUA crowd. Actually I really hate seeing "FUA" used for follow-up attack bc it always tricks me into thinking people are talking about Fu Hua for at least a couple seconds. Marshal Hua leaks......where are you.....

But idc about this set bc I have no FUA team. I am making the prediction that this set's lore is about the Yuque, it just has the look of region-specific Cloud Knight armor.

literally just Firefly's BiS. Who else can even benefit from that set?

Well, actually now that I'm thinking about it, Asta with this and the new BE relic set might go hard as hell. And maybe Hoook?? But honestly I haven't even taken a glance at Hook's kit so idk what she specializes in. Himeko and Topaz could too, I guess, but I think they'd benefit more from this other set.

Speaking of, the other is just another FUA buff, following HSR's tradition of providing a new BiS the patch directly after a new support unit for that gimmick comes out.

As for lore, the first looks like the Zhuming?? If we're just going off of the flame motif. The second feels like the Yaoqing, considering they're the ones with the Lunar Embryo and the Borisin problem. It makes sense that we're getting more Xianzhou lore considering we were told we're going back to the Xianzhou this year.

idc about eidolons so I'm not including them.

Firefly's kit looks pretty similar to the various beta stages. Ultimate enters her into an enhanced state (SAM) with stronger attacks, standard skill consumes 50% HP for 50% energy gain, enhanced state skill restores HP. DMG taken decreases alongside her HP so you can worry less about her being oneshot after she uses her skill, so she might be viable to run with a shielder only.

Technique and enhanced skill gives a fire weakness implant and thank god bc that shit used to be locked behind her first eidolon.

It looks like the complete combustion countdown will prevent you from spamming her ULT and staying in the enhanced state. It looks like speed and break effect will be the two stats to look out for. Especially with one of her traces ignoring target's defense starting at 250% BE. yeah, that BE relic set was made for her.

Jade! Her kit is weird. Basic is standard AOE attack, but her skill enhances an ally's speed by 30 and when that ally attacks they deal addition quantum damage to every enemy based off of her attack. Oh and it also consumes 5% of the ally's HP.

Each attack from the ally that has her skill active gives her stack, when the stack reaches 8 she deals a follow-up attack. Her ULT is an AOE attack that enhances the damage of her follow-up.

So it looks like Jade will need to run with an ally that has a high speed stat, bc she can't enhance herself. Honestly you'll have to go to the meta bitches to see who fits her best, bc I'm not the person to ask lmao. Maybe a harmony unit, since most of those need high speed anyways? Or another damage dealer to make the most out of the attack increase.

Also real quick, check this out

This bitch has a 4-STAR ERUDTION LIGHTCONE

Oh he's a 4-star for sure. Sorry Sunday enjoyers lmaoooooooo

#rambling #long post #honkai posting #hsr leaks #2.2 spoilers

[treesap-blogs]

HI GUYS IM POSTING ON SUNDAY INSTEAD OF SATURDAY!! Sorry. Back with a review of “The Sunbearer Trials” by Aiden Thomas

Hello, Tumblrians! It’s been a while since I’ve made a review, I’m sorry about that. Alas, only two weeks after school, my mom took me down to the South to go visit some family 😔it was lowkey miserable! 2/10 don’t recommend I got gaslit so many times lmao

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING ON SATURDAY😭I was very busy! I’m gonna try to stop making self-imposed deadlines, because a) I literally never follow through with them so they read like empty promises, b) I get last-minute anxiety paralysis and never upload.

Anyways! Here’s a review of a queer book, because they probably would’ve been restricted in the state I was in. Maybe not banned per say, but definitely not accepted with open arms. The only open arms we’re getting in South Carolina are guns, and dear old Uncle Dave pretending he’s asking me for a hug and not forcing me to do it out of moral/familial obligation. Sorry.

Not really any Book Discovery Backstory for this one, except for that I wanted to get around to reading every single Aiden Thomas book. And this was originally meant to be for the Trans Rights Readathon, but I got tired and gave up! Oops.

The Sunbearer Trials is the book in question! For once, its advertising is pretty accurate: Think The Hunger Games’ nail-biting (and televised) battle royale, mixed with the demigod folklore and plot aspects of Percy Jackson (but make it gods of Mexican instead of Greek/Roman mythology)! Teo, a Semidi��s transgender teen(son of Quetzal, the god of birds), because of his Jade status, doesn’t expect to be chosen as a competitor in The Sunbearer Trials: a group of deathly games played by Semidiós teens, where the lowest-ranking has the “greatest honor” of all—be sacrificed in order to fuel the Sun’s power and keep the Obsidian evil gods at bay. However, that doesn’t mean Teo’s worried about others: his friend Niya, the higher-ranking Gold daughter of Tierra, is one of the strongest heroes of their generation and dangerously likely to be chosen. So he’s in for a nasty surprise when two Jades get selected for the games this year, one being Xio, the thirteen year-old son of Mala Suerte, and Teo. Now the two of them must compete in five mysterious trials, against far more powerful opponents, for glory, pride and their own survival.

For a book with that intense of a summary, I wasn’t expecting for it to be as humorous and fun as it was? But I’m kinda glad for that, because hundreds of pages of just on-page child death will inevitably get emotionally taxing. So, I found this to be a very enjoyable read! I liked the descriptions of food!!(don’t read this on an empty stomach), and our character dynamics, which I was pleasantly surprised by because I usually dislike or outright hate books with large casts! Aiden Thomas definitely had his priorities straight on the characters to center though, and although we got to know a bit about everyone, it didn’t feel like there was too little or too much time spent with anyone. It didn’t feel crowded, basically.

Not to be that book account, but we also got a bit of rivals to lovers, with Aurelio and Teo! I was a little on-the-fence about it at first because, you know, tropes, but I ended up growing to like the genuine bond they developed amidst the trials. Also, Aiden Thomas just has a way with writing gay yearning I think! 

With all that said, although this book was a fun read, it felt juvenile at times. If some of the cursing or sexual humor was cut out, it could definitely pass as a middle grade. Personally, I don’t like middle grades, so this was disappointing to me especially considering how dark the summary is? Some of the lines (particularly Niya’s) were so corny or cringey I had to laugh. Add that to this being in a modern world, and I take critical damage from being reminded that memes and vine coexist with demigod death games in this book. 

Anyhow! Overall, this was an enjoyable (even if flawed) read. As you guys should know, I love culturally rich stories, and I loved the Mexican parts of the settings and story. And if you read the summary for that and thought to yourself “hey! That sounds right up my alley”, I’m not stopping you from checking it out. I’ll also be reading the sequel, because there was a hell of a cliffhanger.

Book rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️½ stars/5. Finished 04/05/2023.

(Book content/trigger warnings: fire/fire injury, child death(on-page), violence+blood, bullying, gender dysphoria.)

-Paz, signing off!

[tasteleeknow]

jade do you know where to watch stray kids comeback aside from their mv? do you know if they're gona be on music shows and stuff? sorry i'm new to all these

yeah so they’ll usually drop a bunch of stuff in the weeks following a comeback so things on their youtube channel (dance practices, behind the scenes for music shows and mv filming and shit) and also for around a week to two weeks they’ll go on music shows which you won’t find on one specific channel bc each show has their own. you can search up stray kids s class or whatever and you’ll find the performances (along with fancams) i tend to just get them on my recommendation page. ummm they’ll likely do studio choom as well which is like just another performance but with nice camerawork (on youtube again) and yeah the rest is up in the air i can’t predict it

i avoid twitter bc it ruins my enjoyment i hate that place but that’s where ppl will post literally everything they do. i prefer to just vibe and see what i stumble across in my rec page on youtube and what my friends send me lmao

#answered

[crowtechs]

💻 , 📸, 🎉 for the YouTube ask game!!

IM SO EXCITED TO ANSWER THESE HSJFDSGSDG

i never learn how to write short responses for these i just talk im sorry </3 the ask game is here :)

💻: what would be the name of your joint YouTube channel? what type of content would you guys post?

gonna be so real with you on this question: we will have an argument about what our channel would be named. mainly bc dave is obsessed with his stupid comic that is a literal eyestrain and is going over our names on whos sweet and whos hella and i just stare at him for a very long time. there could be so many OTHER options and unfortunately for me, i have nothing to offer but i do think mad kaden and dead dave sounds funny. dave will have a field day with that one and hate it (secretly he likes it but also hates it at the same time)

ok i went overboard with that answer im so sorry 😭😭 but i believe our channel would be like us playing really silly games or doing those stupid couple challenges because at some point dave would be obsessed with those and wed like react to albums of our favourite artists together! a variety <3

📸: say you guys have a stay at home prank channel. all in good fun of course but who is/are the pranksters and who is the one always getting pranked?

OOOOH I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS FOR THIS ONE HSDJFDDGDFH ok so guess what i find pranks REALLY FUNNY but i will hate them happening to me

ANYWAY! i think id totally be the prankster (with the help of john obviously) and like dave, i love you so much, but watching your reactions when you get pranked is complete priceless and its fun! but then he hates it. then he tries to get us BACK (with the help of jade) and its all out prank war. the winner is still being determined to this day

🎉: (a chance to hype up your ship) put yourself in a viewer shoes! gush about you and your f/o! what makes you guys so much fun/enjoyable for folks to watch?

the chemistry obviously! duh! lmao

but seriously the chemistry and the connection, you just know those two absolutely adore each other and just enjoy being in each others company. like!! their jokes would go one after the other and theres like a DOZEN compilations of their jokes because theyre so funny! or the silly sudden skits they do in the videos that have like literal no script but somehow just work?? they dont take themselves seriously and are basically trying to one up another by impressing the other hsdjfdgfdh

#we are actually madly in love #im insane for typing htis bye #thank you SO MUCH for the ask though #it has given me so many ideas hdsjfkdfgfdh #i think its funny on using what dave wanted and deciding to use my own words because i think it would be hysterical #our channel name could just be an inside joke to us and the viewers have no idea #also YES this is the first i actually just added myself makes me skhfdsklfhdklghfd #asks <3 #dave <3

[traumxrei-archive]

(Pretty sure tumblr deleted one of my asks ahdjsjdj wth tumblr.)

1) BABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE. IM. LEONA BELOVED. HES SO. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA its so good. going through some family troubles rn so having mr lion, his nephew, a cat-raccoon-demon??? thing?? (seriously what even is grim), and their magic-less human’s shenanigans is nice. thank you for all of your writings.

2) OH MY GOD JADE. IM. I DONT THINK I RECOVERED FROM THE ANGST SO THANKS FOR THAT. /nm /lh im so soft for this eelman seeing him sad, it broke me 💔 (in like the best way though again your writings are spectacular. i love your characterization sm.)

Speaking of Jade actually i mentioned this in my last ask (that again i think got deleted hajfjajdh) i have this kinda ooc?? headcanon of the tweels, where i think Floyd likes Jade’s terrariums, just not the ones with mushrooms. and Jade getting floyd limited edition shoes for his collection i just ajfjakdbsk them man. (also they fight over THE dumbest stuff you’ve ever heard. you cannot convince me otherwise. /lh)

3) TSUM TSUM EVENT OH MY GOD. ITS SO STUPIDLY CUTE I LOVE IT SO MUCH. LIKE I ALREADY LOVE TSUM TSUMS.. AND THEN THEY COMBINED IT WITH TWST IM,,, ITS SO CUTE?? I WANT THIS EVENT IN TWST EN SO BADLY… I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR THAT FLOYD CARD HES SO ADORABLE AND FOR WHAT. I WANT TWST JP SO BADLY RN BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

4) Also im really late but Kalim!!! Sunshine boy’s birthday!! Love him, hes very silly

Anyway uh im gonna head out now, have a good day trau!

-🍓

(baby it's cold outside + jade fic)

HI STRAWBERRY ANON !!

I WAS WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED BC YOU DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AFTER BABY IT'S COLD OUTSIDE WHICH WAS. ODD. BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE TAKING A BREAK OR SUMN SJDFJ

1) i'm very pleased to hear you liked the newest chapter of baby it's cold outside !! and i hope your family troubles will get resolved soon, but just know that they're all giving you a big hug rn <33 (leona's begrudingly doing it after cheka dragged him and yuu pestered him but he's there too lmao)

2) JADE FIC !! I DID GIVE A WARNING ABT THE ANGST....BUT I'M ALSO NOT SORRY BC JADE CRYING GOES BRRR /J i am also a big jade enjoyer even tho i might not voice it as much, but seriously, imagining him in that scenario was just. heart crushing but also helped me kinda...get to know him a bit better ? bc now i feel like i could tell how he would react to grief n stuff, idk it's weird but yeah sjdfksjf

AND YES !! tweels being supportive abt each others' interests is also near and dear to my heart <33 i feel like floyd would like the terrariums up until jade scolds him for poking at them too much sjdkfsj (and yea it's a no for the shrooms for floyd). and ofc, jade would oNLY buy those pair of shoes if floyd happened to explicitly mention them sjfdksjfk (i hc jade has. bad fashion sense. like if he dressed himself he's gonna look like a schoolboy OR a whole ass grandpa)

3) I'M ALSO SOBBING OVER THE TSUMS,,,,THEY'RE SO CUTE AND THEY LOOK SO SQUISHY... look if i could buy twst tsums irl rn i would 100% GRAB THEM AS FAST AS I COULD !! floyd card is definitely hella cute sobs i wonder what the groovy's gonna look like :')))))

4) and yes <33 we love our sunshine otter hehe

i also hope that you're having a good day / night !! till we talk again wooo

#/trau replies #/🍓 anon #I'M ABT TO THROW HANDS #TUMBLR IF YOU DELETE ANOTHER ONE OF STRAWBERRY ANONS ASKS #YOU WILL GET THIS FIST TO YOUR FACE #n e ways <33 #it's nice to hear from you !! #hope that you're staying healthy and well #and i promise what i'll write next isn't angst so you don't have to suffer

[notepadsandtealeaves]

Damian Wayne x GN!Reader in: So Kiss Me~, Pt. 2

12 Days of Batmas || Day 9—Kissing Under the Mistletoe

↞ previous: movie nights with the (bat)boys™ pt. 2 || watching holiday specials

|| ao3 version | 12 days m.list | batboys tag | main blog ||

|| dick day 9 | jay day 9 | tim day 9 || ((links pending))

He’s never been one for overly involved displays of affection in public settings, but in this case he’s willing to make an exception.

*places a cute lil kiss on your forehead* Yes, good.

↠ Requested By: No one, technically ((but given the fact that I’ve been working on this series since last year I’m sure you’re all ready for me to wrap this ish up lmao)) ↠ Reader Gender: Neutral ↠ Content Type: SFW fluff ((but my blog’s 18+ so if minors want to consume my sfw stuff while still respecting my wishes of them staying out of this space, they can head over to my AO3)) ↠ CWs/TWs: None ↠ Betas? Nah, we don’t do that here. ↠ Total WC: 500~

Post’s title comes from this bop ((nobody look at me, I’m mentally regressing to a time before the shit show that is the 2020s lmao))

Another set of HCs, but this time around they’re even shorter lmao. Sorry about it folks, but my brain’s already checked out of this shitshow of a year if I’m being completely honest lol. But begardless of the length, I hope you all can still get a bit of enjoyment out of this!

Headcanon || WC: 500~

🌟 Like I said back in Day Five’s HC, Damian’s not overly fond of most holiday traditions.

He finds most of them to be pointless and silly, but they’re harmless enough so he’s willing to keep his complaints (mostly) to himself and indulge those closest to him.

The one exception to his mild disdain is mistletoe.

He’s a romantic at heart, one with more classical leanings, so it would follow that he would enjoy this.

He finds the tradition to be rather quaint, a bygone quirk that has managed to age well—well, providing that you’re in decent company.

He’s another one that’ll go actively out of his way to make sure that nobody’s abusing the powers of the mistletoe lol. He doesn’t even have to approach the offender, not when he’s got his patented Death Stare™. One look at those cold, jade orbs and a mf knows that if they don’t step off the next set of eyes they gon’ see will belong to God lmfao.

🌟 He’s never been one for overly involved displays of affection in public settings, but in this case he’s willing to make an exception.

Usually he likes to keep his private affairs private. His reasoning for this is twofold.

Firstly there’s the safety factor. Between his past and the life that he currently leads he has learned to air on the side of caution. He’s not ashamed of you or your relationship—in fact if it were possible he would gladly let the whole of the known universe know that he is yours—but he’d rather that nobody focuses on you for too long.

There is safety in anonymity. The less the public knows about you, the better. Sure, people are aware of the fact that he has a significant other, but the details are sketchy at best. He took great pains to keep you hidden away, but once that was no longer a viable option he made sure to curtail any and all specifics about you and your relationship.

His efforts to keep eyes off of you means that other than holding your hand or wrapping an arm around you, he’s rarely openly affectionate with you. This has led to many people accusing him of being cold with you, but honestly they can fuck right off with that.

Just because he’s not performative, doesn’t mean he’s not showing he cares. You can see it in every lingering gaze, can hear it in the way his voice turns into this soft and gentle thing whenever he talks to you, can feel it in the way his grip on you will tighten just so in a reminder that he’s there.

His love manifests itself in a million little ways that nobody but you will ever be privy to, but when he pull you to him under that sprig—large, warm hands cradling you like you’re the most precious thing to have ever graced this planet—and cuddles his lips against yours it’s a showing that nobody can deny…

🌟 Up Next: Day Ten || Holiday Party ((check back tomorrow!!))

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[wishesofeternity]

rambling thoughts on Jade Legacy by Fonda Lee

(SPOILERS)

idk how Bero has managed to survive till now but I admire his luck

I never thought I’d actually *like* reading about the economical issues of running a clan, but here we are

Wen’s showed up for half a page and she’s already made me cry

“they’d lost the ability to find solace in each other” I’m too ace for all that sex-angst, sorry

I appreciate that Hilo is a complex, flawed, deeply human character. That doesn’t change the fact that he’s an asshole.

also, the way he treated Wen was extremely fucked-up, and the book doesn't acknowledge it as well as it should have

I love that Anden’s studying medicine. Healing suits him.

celebrations! alliances! personal and professional relationships! the political situations of outside countries affecting the inner workings of the city! this is what I signed up for!

you tell him, Shae

I’m still holding out my hope for Shae x Ayt Mada

the Clanless Future Movement!!!! It adds a very distinct and inevitable feel to the story and I can’t wait to see how it goes from here

WEN!!!!!!!

Ayt Mada is hardcore

“You made us have to lie” she’s absolutely right

“you can fuck off and die” she's absolutely right (also, DAMN)

“I get upset even thinking about the problems my sister’s poor dating record has caused me over the years” lmao

god, Niko is a wonderful child.

a fridged woman for Tar (and Hilo’s) manpain. although ig it’s better that her character was developed beyond just being Tar’s “fiery” girlfriend.

yes

yes

yes

YES

It’s what Wen deserves.

Anden and Niko’s uncle-nephew dynamic is so sweet.

Anden’s whole arc in this story is also amazing.

*how* does anyone expect me to give a damn about Shae and Woon when Ayt Mada is right there?????

I love Kaul Hilo, with his “unlucky wife” and “unlucky cousin”

though it’s interesting that the Maiks have risen to the top, but have a reputation for being tragic - a disgraced former leader, a dead brother, an exiled girlfriend-murdering brother, and a sister whose marriage to a powerful clan leader is happy and loving, but who endured horrific injuries as a result of family revenge.

“My name isn’t Kaul, and yours isn’t Ayt, so personally, I don’t see why we shouldn’t work together on this, even if nothing else changes between our clans.” LMAO

“She must be letting them fuck her” go fuck yourself, Bero

the way time is just flowing is done so well, especially with the POV changes.

we’ve seen Niko, and we’ve seen Ru. WHERE IS JAYA?

also, Ru is a sweetheart

see, this is why Wen is probably my favourite character in the story (tied with Hilo). She embodies some classic, enjoyable tropes, but she’s also savvy and perceptive and sees the world differently from other characters, not despite the fact that she’s a stone-eye but because of it.

“our new weapon against the clanless will be garden parties” I think that would make life easier for everyone

I love that although Wen x Hilo aren’t back to how they were before, they’re slowly healing their wounds, and are stronger because of it, but I’m still too ace for them.

no fucking way, Shae

my girl Wen has personal bodyguards!!!

Wen’s speech was 10x better, for the record.

WHERE IS JAYA?

Ayt Atosho is kinda sexy

can Ema slap Bero, please?

HOLY SHIT

wait, is he actually dead? he can’t actually be dead. I refuse to believe he’s dead

“There’s too much suffering here”

Ayt Mada, though. She raged and fought and clawed her way to the top, became the strongest and most dangerous of them all. And her story has been the most tied to Shae, and I’m so curious to see how it develops from here.

HE’S ALIVE

Anden made the right choice. Not the most beneficial choice, but the right one.

Wen is the matchmaker of this series, and she has very good taste. Jirhuya is gorgeous.

oh god, someone tried to make a movie on Wen and Hilo’s love story

fucking hell, the kids are twenty

“Ayt Mada had purportedly forbidden her twenty-seven-year-old nephew from dating until he completed his university degree” LMAO

it’s interesting to see the shifting political and personal dynamics over time, especially the push-and-pull one between the city and the forces outside.

Ru is a treasure, Niko is the moody annoying eldest brother who breaks my heart, and Jaya is the fiery troublemaking warm-hearted badass I knew she’d be

YOU TELL HIM, ANDEN

“a ruling clan family where nearly everyone was a jade warrior or a businessman” yikes

“By the way, I’m opposed to everything your clan stands for” LMAO

but actually, it’s really nice how all these societal issues that have engulfed the world, across cities and continents, are just being ... discussed earnestly and in good faith in a college support group. It feels ... hopeless, but also hopeful, if that makes sense.

Tia’s softness should be celebrated. 

“Only children and gods are arrogant enough to judge what they can’t understand.”

all this discussion on clan-running is making me remember how much I fucking hated business

JAYA. This reckless, foul-tongued, wild-hearted girl who’s too damn talented for her own good. who wears leather jackets and defends her friends and stabs asshole guys in the groin. who cares deeply about others and thinks deeply about the world and her place in it. who wants to be the first woman Horn. who is very much her father’s daughter.

Jaya: *passionate ranting* 

Hilo: idk what’s going on but I support you!

also, she’s a skateboarder. 

in conclusion - Jaya is a spectacular person and I adore her with all my heart.

Maik Tar, you’re stressing me out

I get Niko, tbh. Especially that feeling of growing up in a place where a deadly feud between two clans dominates your life, and then leaving that place and realizing there’s a whole wide world out there.

Niko, you fucking idiot

maybe it’s just me, but aren’t these people ... tired? they spend almost all their time going back and forth trying to run the clan, stay at the top, make sure they stay alive. don’t they ever wonder how exhausting it can all be?

Wen really has overcome all the obstacles in her life in such a quiet but resolute way, and it’s powerful.

“I’m Nonreactive to Bullshit” FUCK YEAH

what the fuck???

yeah, this feels very real and terrifying and bewildering.

it also feels like a very typical “threaten a powerful man by kidnapping the women in his life” situation and it’s not a problem, obviously, but it’s still irritating. 

yeah, this is much better. Wen is released, as a misleading sign of cooperation, and Shae is with them because 1) she’s a Kaul by birth, I think they’d be far more inclined to hate her, and 2) as the Weather Man (and the one who decided to expand to Shotar), she’s the one who’s likely to have more information, which is more valuable to them. And Wen’s brilliant to have figured that out.

god, this is terrifying

Does avenging the dead matter more than loving the living? Hilo clearly doesn’t think so

H O L Y    S H I T

WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

Can I just say, I adore that what made these two assholes ally was Shae. The one who’s affected both their lives, in such different ways.

“drowning in blood and jade”

god, this ... is haunting. The clans used to being at the very top - invincible and indomitable. Now they’ve taken a huge hit, both in terms of their clans, but also in terms of their psyches. The Weather Man of No Peak was kidnapped and tortured like it was nothing. Ayt Mada, who flaunted her strength, now requires bodyguards to ensure it for her. For the first time, Shae is noticing Hilo’s silver hair. The years are going by, times are changing, it’s all different, and yet their love remains.

“What will I do? My job. As Weather Man of No Peak.” FUCK YES

although it is quite irritating that Shae and Wen have pretty much gotten the same arcs. This book isn't too great when it comes to its female characters - it kills and sidelines too many of them.

Ru is still a sweetheart, and should definitely pursue public policy like he wants to.

god, Bero’s forty. that’s unnerving

“I’m not going to stand here and listen to those kids fucking“ you have my complete sympathy 

oh no

oh no

oh, Ru. he was a sweet lovely cinnamon roll and he didn’t deserve anything that happened to him

how does Bero keep getting involved in drama and keep getting out unscathed?

and that’s twice now a girl has been killed by her boyfriend :/

“Even if we win, we suffer”

“Maybe we can forgive each other”

this HURTS

oh, Lula. she’s someone who just appeared out of nowhere, and then after realizing who she was, what she had to do, the horror of this whole situation just sinks into you

 Ayt Mada, you’re freaking me out.

Bero dissolving into a self-righteous, self-pitying, and self-inflating rant talking about how he killed Niko’s father and tried to ruin their lives, hoping to go off in glory, only for Niko to say “Move on”

Bero is obliterated

more talk of clan running and different political interests!!!! Niko finding his place and making his mark! Hilo honoring his son’s memory by taking interest in social causes he hadn’t before, finding strength in compassion, healing the world one step at a time, because he wanted his son to know that he was loved, and mourned, and remembered.

Jirhu has my complete respect. He’s his own person with a life that’s completely seperate from the clan drama, so it’s very refreshing and relaxing to see.

Did I mention that I adore Tia? She’s warm and artistic and full of life, the radiant young child of the family. 

... oh no

This plan is ingenious and Ayt Mada is terrifying

“We don’t handle this world. We make it handle us.” this is actually really inspiring lmao

IT’S JAYA

“don’t be cocky” Hilo, I really don’t know what else you expected from your daughter

Jaya has a wild friend group with their own kickass name, and she’s infinitely cooler for it.

“How did I look on TV?” Jaya has her priorities straight.

although I do think that she’s more of a caricature than a character, especially when you look at how her brothers both got complex arcs with internal conflicts, while Jaya, while definitely having emotional depth, is still the generic “cool action girl” trope rather than a fully realized person in her own right. Like I said, this series isn't too great with its female characters.

still, she’s also a mini-Hilo, and I adore her for it

“We’re old now. We’ve tried to kill each other for so long and instead by some cruel luck we owe each other our lives. Maybe it’s time we stepped away and let the next generation try to do better than we did.”

“Sparing Ayt Mada’s life has become a bad habit of yours, Shae“ I’m not complaining

 I’m curious about Koben Ato and what his view is in all this.

Koben Ato??? doesn’t seem bad???  he’s a chill dude, perceptive and progressive, and clearly hot as fuck. I tentatively like him.

Ayt Mada is an enemy who will be feared and revered for generations to come, and it's one hell of a legacy

... fuck

fuck

FUCK

I knew this would happen, I knew it

and it still fucking hurts

but it’s a relief to know that Hilo will see his son and brother again

“Kaul Hiloshudon, a man as dramatic in death as he had been in life”

but honestly ... he had a good long life. They all did.

“Can you see this, from wherever you are? We did it at last. We kept our clan. We made it stronger and passed it on.

I miss you”

#green bone saga #jade legacy #jade legacy spoilers #jade city #green bone saga spoilers #fonda lee #books #queue #kaul hilo #kaul Shae #maik wen #etc #mine

[merakiui]

Ooohhh does that mean you kin Kalim too? I've met many people here who kin him too, and it's kinda cute to me 💕 I can be the Silver to your Kalim lol. My memory skills kinda suck, I can't count on how many times I forget or misspell people's names so I won't survive in Heartslabyul 😩 I'm sorry Riddle, you were the one who attracted me to twst but I can never memorize your rules.

Azul's amusing ngl, he's so focused on making money and preying on people's weaknesses lmao. His voice makes it easier for me to know that he's shady too, but I gotta be careful with Jade bc there are times when I think of him as 'not too bad' but it's actually just him wearing his gentlemanly facade as usual 😔 I tend to ignore people who stare at me too so... Rook and Jade might have a field day observing me

Omg yes yes!!! Please become the Silver to my Kalim! (*≧∀≦*) it’s welcomed!! Kalim would be such a fun friend to have! He’s a sweetheart. I love Kalim!!!!! <3

Most of my studies involved memorization, so it was a skill that was drilled into me all the time. orz it wouldn’t be fun memorizing all of Riddle’s rules, but I would get it done lol. If it allows me to eat delicious tarts and drink tea with Riddle without his blood pressure rising, I will do my best! (￣^￣)ゞ

It’s strange because I never had much of an opinion on him for the longest time. I always thought he was very cool, but I didn’t have much interest. Only recently have I realized how great he is and I’m now a certified Azul enjoyer. Everything about Octavinelle and the trio… It’s so perfect. I like it a lot and it’s really fun to watch the three of them scheme. Azul’s smug expression is nice to look at… 😳

Jade 🤝 me = loving terrariums. He’s so cool for that. What a king. 🤩 oh, but the point you brought up about his gentleman façade!!!! Omg you’re so right. I wouldn’t even think he’s all that bad because of how polite he is. But he’s really just as cunning as the rest. >-<

Most times I can tell when someone stares at me, so it would be really troublesome if he or Rook took an interest in me and I caught them staring. It’s too eerie. T_T aaah but the yandere potential is too good either way! If you ignore it, it really would become their ideal field day. ;;;; It’s like a perfect, real-time documentary for them.

#twisted chit chat #tri3tri

[fonulyn]

alright, you've officially piqued my interest. Do you have fic recs for nivannedy and kreon?

OF COURSE! :D i'd be happy to!

lmao although i gotta first say, nivannedy is one of those pairs where i've legit written 90% of the stuff out there so... can i self-rec? :'D

but out of the stuff other people have written, here:

the last laugh by beesknees

thank you for picking up by beesknees

you can always find me by beesknees

it's instinct by realpoutydadsurvives

(there legit isn't much to pick from but these are all excellent)

and if I am allowed to self-rec? then:

and each one of us is a path somewhere (a re2 au)

and i'm you and you're me (bodyswap, lol)

it was you that i found and life healed like a wound (we will be alright) (pretty canon-compliant, but piers did not get infected)

promise me there will be a tomorrow (piers survives but got infected)

so I confide in you (for nothing compares to you) (piers is ashley au)

smooth talking, Nivans, very smooth (fun little get-together? :'D)

driving deep into your heart (absolutely random au lmao)

i'm sorry for so many self-recs but i wasn't kidding when i said i've written like 90% of the fic for this pairing :'D

if you're into chreon, I do have a fic with past-nivannedy + getting-together-chreon: fate changed (we keep loving as if the story isn't over yet) (piers dies, then chreon happens)

and if you're into the ot3 and want chris, leon and piers all together i can offer you a bunch of ot3 fics, too.

THEN KREON! please please look at the tags bc these are mostly not happy fics. there aren't many happy fics for the pairing, tbh.

other people's works:

Love is a Battlefield series by tirsynni

Letting Go by tirsynni

Beneath You by socialdeception

Just a Number by socialdeception (not finished yet but i broke my "never read wips" rule for this :'D)

Smoke and Steel by socialdeception

anything by these authors is worth checking out!

the self-recs :'D

my jaded heart is yours to poison with your flame (Darkside Chronicles fic)

you and I aren't built to last (let's take a ride before we fall) (back-alley sex? :'D)

drive me crazy (your eyes made me crave for this) (krauser accidentally catches feelings)

slipping on a razor's edge (I hope you'll finally find me) (post-re6 krauser lives au, also comes with a sequel)

lust that I've already spilled (ok it's a pwp lol)

also, since you asked for nivannedy and kreon? if you want them both in one fic, I can offer you worlds apart (past kreon, current nivannedy) :'D

i hope that there's something within these that you find enjoyable! :)

#fic rec #self rec? :'D #me and my fics #anonymous #ask and i shall answer #re answers #kreon #nivannedy

[thesimperiuscurse]

—  2 0 2 0 

A rambling reflection upon my simblr the past year. Here are my favourite moments ❤

Damien — He is by far the best sim I made this year, and likely enough to dethrone Raphael from my hottest sim ever (sorry Jade). I need to take more shots of him! 

The Glow Up — Perhaps the greatest day of this simming year was April 9th, when I finally fixed (or so I thought...) Mako’s ugly ass face. He’s still giving me grief and I hope for another glow up in 2021, but when I’m not hating on him, I’m proud of his unique yet classically handsome appearance. As unique you can get with an asian romance webcomic wealthy businessman trope haha. 

Palette — My fave two ‘scenic’ shots! These act as occasional breaks from all the minimalist story aesthetic, which I do get tired of sometimes.

Eva — The starring character surprised me with how tremendously fun it is to write her voice. One of the things that has developed over the past year is a very physical element. She’s always moving about and lowkey bumping into things (Mako) like a Wattpad klutz lmao. What a cute little dumbass. 

Lookbooks — The lookbook challenge was both difficult and enjoyable, since it pushed me out of my comfort zone. I didn’t think the fantasy ones would turn out all that good in my style, but I like fae Piper. 

Artbreeder — I actually had a lot of fun playing around in this website. It helped me envision how I truly wanted my characters to look like. I imagine them as humans because it helps my extremely logical mind to empthasise with my characters lol. I might give it a shot again to try get the vision more accurate!

Portraiture — Nicholas still needs work, but I just really like this shot of him. A finer control of lighting + editing shadows is the thing I most improved this year. 

—  2 0 2 1

On this very day last year, I wrote a creator resolutions post. Five, which were to stop procrastinating on cc making, finish En Pointe by the end of the year (bruh), stay attached to my characters, continue improving my pictures, and keep updated with other stories. 4/5 I kept, but to an unimpressive level. I’ve only published 9/25 chapters of En Pointe. Hilarious. In 2021 I want to just pass the halfway point of the story and progress my writing + pictures. I feel like I still have many more things to learn about storytelling. And I hope the people who read the story enjoy as I do so ❤

#this was supposed to be the start vs end tag but i went completely overboard and just decided to make it something else #i will post the tumblr top 10 thing later #it just shows the most popular posts but i kinda hate some of them lmfao #lilaremonn #thesimperiuscurse

[blog4snape]

for the Snape asks, 10, 17, 18!

thanks for the ask  💖 💖 💖  you rock sorry for rambling lmao, I added TLDR in case you don’t wanna read all my garbage. i SERIOUSLY rambled on this so i’m adding a read more

10. favorite snape fic?  hmmmmm... I’m a huge sucker for snape x readers, especially those written by @bush-viper-cutie c: my favorite from them is tied between garlic chips and sMuggled art. other amazing snape x reader writers that i ADORE are @deepperplexity, @violet-knox, and @severussnapeimagines ... there was another writer but they no longer post or update their beautiful story so i don’t think i’ll add em :c (they’re not on hiatus... they actively quit all of their projects. i’m still so sad about it, i miss their writing every day 😔 💔  i wish they would come back eventually but they said they won’t. i wish them luck on their future endeavors) 17. what rubs you the wrong way about how he’s portrayed in fanfiction? to be fair I don’t see this * that * often (prolly bc i only read snape x readers lmao) and we don’t really know how snape would behave in any romantic endeavors canonically,,, but like,,, I get a bit confused when I see him just jump into romance and stuff in those fanfics. I feel like he’d be too distrusting and jaded by the world to dive head-first into that kind of thing. to just... leap immediately into mushy romance, loving words, and soft touches without any prior emotional connection,,, hm. I mean, sometimes it’s very enjoyable for me to read! but other times, it’s just not. I guess it’s just how it’s handled by the writer- but you know the golden rule: their fic, their choice! they have every right to portray snape however they want. we’re just lucky enough that they decided to post their creative work online c:  TLDR: snape not being a prickly cuss (lol jk)

18. what’s an aspect of his character you wish more people would explore? I would LOVE to see more people write about snape’s childhood and how it shaped his adulthood. I would love to see more people write about snape’s sallow skin, his childhood spent in spinner’s end, the way he viewed himself and dressed himself, the way he probably spoke before he got to hogwarts, him getting destroyed and building himself back up not as who he was, but who he wants to be. you can see from the way his persona is just a balance of careful, precise movements and high control battling with his turbulent and feral, uncontrollable nature. I love that. I love that so much. I love to see the two snapes in the same person and I would love to read more fics in which that is a large aspect of himself, but it’s not,,, the entire fic. like if it was a romance or something and that was an important part in how he forms a relationship with a partner. that’s partly why I started my story with young snape... I wanted to write kind of like an AU- thing... where his childhood before hogwarts and during hogwarts is the same, but the future is different due to ,,, well. i guess i can’t spoil it in case anyone actually wants to read that garbage. in the story, the past has obviously shaped him and how he forms relationships (i probably don’t accomplish this very well in my writing lol). but yeah, I LOVE reading and writing young snape <3 it would be so nice to see more about his youth TLDR; I’d love to read something about snape’s early life and how it affects his adulthood... preferably an x reader fic if u got any  👀 👀 👀

💖 💖 💖  thanks for the ask again, i was a bit nervous to answer but i had fun writing about snape c: i’m excited to answer more  💖 💖 💖  

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[dorkshadows]

(1) I wonder have you watch this jttw ep series called "Chinese Odyssey:Love is forever", I only watch for 5 eps but thsi adaptation in my opinion is hilarious crack, but confusing to me that I have to step back and rewatch few time between scenes especially wukong romance part and this "wukong" painful journey with sanzang

(2) Seem spoilerish for 5 eps overviews in my pov: The story of chinese odyssey love forever seem have 2 plot?? 1 ,wukong romance but apparently a real wukong and he basically dont even get punished nor goes journey with sanzang, and the one who get punished for wrecking havoc is 6 ear who act as wukong suggest by Jade emperor (he and jade emperor have ties and jade emperor say for hsi benefit) tho the whole scenes between them is hilarious for me and fresh air.

(3) Chinese odyssey Love is forever Sanzang version is having same crazy energy with Sanzang! Stephen Chow Demon strike back, even tho still have small range but they both hilarious and crazy for me (and he is cute). This sanzang really live up the "annoyance" energy and he really love to bully "wukong" so much, its only ep 5 but thsi sanzang really like to hug "wukong" a lot altho 6 ear seem gonna have heterosexual romance as well?? I think? Conclusion: I'm still at ep 5 tho the story seem really random but enjoyable beczu the humour and confusing at same time becuz the 2 plot they having, maybe I'll take time again to prepare for the randomness scene they will make altho im not sure if im gonna dedicated to watch full 41 eps, maybe jsut few only (sorry for separate into 3 part, I was typing on phone ahahah)

Hi anon! LOL unfortunately, I have seen that series! It was so bad LMAO, I only enjoyed it for the Wukong/Sanzang moments but it felt kinda fake to me because they kept trying to force that Wukong romance with the love interest. And 6 eared macaque had soooo many scenes it was ridiculous- he had more screen time than Wukong, Sanzang, AND Bajie. I thought the actor’s representatives were bribing the production or something lol.

You’re right about the plot though! That’s basically it. Sanzang was the best part because you’re right omg, he did have the same stupid crazy energy as Demons Strike Back Sanzang XD Even in the original Chinese Odyssey films, Sanzang was always very fond of Wukong. Thankfully, he doesn’t get a heterosexual romance here. But rest assured that there’s a Wukong het love triangle that Six Ear is also part of! And nobody will have chemistry with anybody asdfasdf

The separate asks came out fine! It’s up to you if you want to watch all 41 eps, but you’d be justified in just skipping around to the entertaining parts because they are very long and very bad LOL

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[ephemerlskies]

thank you, colmar | myg

⇢ pairing: yoongi x reader

⇢ genre: drabble, established relationship, so much fluff it could be mistaken for a cloud...., very mild angst, long distance relationship, writer!yoongi

⇢ word count: 4.5k

⇢ warnings: explicit language, this is very PG to be honest

⇢ summary: long distance was a challenging feat to take on, though you and yoongi were sure you two would be the exception. since his leave, you had been counting down the days, hours, and minutes until you finally got the chance to visit him. little did you know, this visit was going to become the most memorable weekend of your life.

a/n: i can't even explain myself i'm SORRY.... but i am literally the softest yoongi stan ever known to man. it had to be done. this was purely for my own indulgence lmao. also yoongi? france? a concept.

Do you know the feeling of being outside during a sunset? Telling yourself, ‘I’m going to watch the sunset this time’ and being so sure that you won’t miss the sun’s gradual sinking beneath the horizon. Then, during the mess of dusk and life, you do miss it; the sky darkening before you can even realize the sun has already bid its farewell to the sky today. And, maybe if you spent less time ensuring that you would enjoy the sunset rather than simply enjoying it, you wouldn’t have to scold yourself to pay more attention tomorrow.

That’s how life felt with Yoongi.

You’d been caught up with existing, along with the countless sporadic surprises and thick responsibilities that came with it, and maybe you had taken the moments spent with him for granted, the moments you once promised you would cherish as they came. But what’s the good of regretting the past when it felt far less burdensome to just appreciate it all? Even when the time with Yoongi brisked by, as if it had somewhere better to be than right here with you, the memories were still there to cherish, retrospectively.

When you found out Yoongi had seized the opportunity to study abroad in a small, French city just a car ride away from the German border, you felt like you, again, had only been able to see the rounded edge of the sun before it ducked beneath the land; then it was gone.

You tried to be happy for him, you were happy for him, and you shoved your newfound resentment of France and Colmar, the city he’d be residing in for the next two years, into a shameful yet not so secret compartment of your brain. Your smile had worked against you, becoming transparently saddened when he told you the news.

Yoongi asked if you were okay with this, to imply that had the moral choice to say no. Any and every ounce of you would have thought it vile to keep him from such an accomplishing triumph towards his career as a writer. To you, there was no way you could take that away from him. And you told him that, to which he responded that no other thing in the world would tilt him away from what you wanted of him.

For some reason, that was painful to hear. You didn’t want Yoongi to say that, not because it layered more pressure on your decision but because he offered this as if it were no bigger of a compromise than cleaning spilled water and you despised the idea of being the reason he would put an end to his dreams. You wanted to be the reason he chased them. So, that's what you were. A martyr for sake of selfless love, marching into the battle of a long distance relationship.

Two years was tough, but it was something you were capable of. It was something that wasn’t going to be the final destination of your journey with him, just a speed bump to create some turbulence to happily ever after. Although, you believed happily ever after had happened the moment you met him.

But then again, the opportunity of visiting Yoongi in Colmar felt awfully similar to happily ever after. One fifteen hour plane ride, what felt like another fifteen hour car ride - though it was most likely only an hour or so, and a listless walk to the house where he was staying later and you released a guttural sigh that the hardest part was over. The anticipation of seeing him after each bi-weekly, late night phone and Skype call and far too much distance for your liking had passed, though slowly and just as lonesome as those five months apart from him. All you had to do now was walk into the door.

And again, seeing him with his hair a mess and dressed in the same shirt he’d lounge in at your apartment had dethroned yet another happily ever after.

The first embrace had your muscles feeling the most relaxed it had felt since the last gut wrenching farewell-hug at the airport. The long journey, the countless shed tears over missing him was not as heavy in your mind; his arms carried the weight of your body like none of the loneliness and worries were your burden to bear anymore and all you could give in return was to bring your wearied hands to run against his scalp, through his freshly-washed hair. The air of this French Summer night was meager, pathetic, compared to the warmth of Yoongi’s body. How his lips dragging kisses along your jaw and cheek made you want to mock how the Summer in France couldn’t possibly equate to his kind of amorous heat.

You and him walked hand in hand along the cobblestoned streets of Colmar. The Renaissance Houses, parked two rows on each side as far as your eyes could see, had decorated the riviera fittingly. Strangers of France glared with objection to you being here, and with Yoongi it had almost slipped your mind that the French weren’t fond of tourists. Maybe this short walk wasn't enjoyable in the slightest, the eyes of judgement and turned backs gripped your throat with discomfort. Maybe it wouldn’t have been worth it if you weren't hand in hand with the love of your life. But that was quite a hefty maybe.

The subtle brush of his thumb along the backside of your palm withered away every set of eyes that blistered against your skin into nothing but a lighter, less noticeable brush than his finger. As you moved through the town with him, your resentment of France and Colmar moved with you however quieter than it had before. It trailed behind, waiting to pass through and in front of you the moment you had to leave him again. As of now, you couldn’t resent France being ingested in its beauty, where your hand was being held by Yoongi.

He had pointed out every restaurant and shop that he planned to take you to and spoke of the kind family housed across the riviera, and how they’d been helping him with his French. Young children found it fascinating and esteemed to teach someone older than them; Yoongi had taken quite a liking to the excitement they would share while spouting random words in French during their almost daily lessons.

“Tu es mon amour.” With his rich, low voice he whispered some phrases that he said reminded him of you. This was thoughtful enough that it had you treasuring the intimacy of it all. It was his way of offering a little pocket of romance to feed your heart when it felt starved of him, which it often did; Yoongi had never been anything less than generous with his thoughtfulness.

“Miel.”

“What does that mean?”

“Honey.”

“Sucré. Sweet.” That resounding tingle in your stomach had nearly disoriented you, soon traveling to the soft of your cheek where he had left a warmer-than-Summer kiss. How could you forget that this was what it always felt like with him? Perhaps you were still too busy shaming the French Summer’s radiance as inadequate in comparison to Yoongi's lips and hand.

“Belle, doux, éternal. Any guesses?”

“Nope!”

“Beautiful, gentle, forever.”

You clung to his arm, feeling as though if you let go you could drift away into the black riviera, separating two halves of the same street. Now, you had been on the side with Yoongi. And the riviera had littered reflections of the stars and moon in its body similar to how Yoongi littered his delicious words along the streets of Colmar. Walking down and down, hand in hand with Yoongi and soon the first night together in five months had coalesced with the end of the road.

You fell asleep from the pure exhaustion afflicting your limbs and eyelids, without more than a ‘Goodnight’ and ‘I’ve missed you’ to Yoongi as he found his rightful beside you. Sleeping next to you, the light snore of your jaded breath was quiet compared to the deafening silence of his empty bed that dragged him into fits of insomnia. Your company had been consumed by his longing heart to full capacity and now he thought to himself he would never have to eat again because your presence had proven to be plentiful in feeding his hunger for this lifetime and the next.

Yoongi sealed the night with a loving kiss on your forehead before joining in your slumber, bodies touching to make up for five months of space. There was no need for space right now. Even though you had been all the way across the world just days ago, being a millimeter away from you now was far too straining and gaping of a distance. Through the night, there was never a moment when a part of him was not laced between a part of you, and even in a state of sleep he thanked the heavens for that.

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The noise of the outside clamor, the argumentative honking of cars and utterances of pedestrians failed to tear you from your sleep. Neither the warm air leaking through the opened window nor the ripe morning sun piling over the bed sheets conspired in your awakening. It was the symphonic lullabies emitting from the record player that seeped into your dreams and lulled you awake with its gentle jazz music and had you sitting up. Then, it was the sweet mix of smells trailing from the kitchen that had you fully conscious and remembering where you were and who you were with, along with the all too apparent absence in the bed.

The riviera looked alive this morning. People walked down the streets joyfully like there was something other than your reunion with Yoongi to be worthy of celebration. As sunlight melted your skin to a light sweat, you pulled yourself from under the covers and inhaled the sweet, warm aromas from sources you couldn’t quite place.

Not long after you had awoken, Yoongi returned with a tray of food and a smile so wide it could be seen by everyone in Colmar. Unluckily for them, this smile surfaced just for you. He set the tray in front of your eyes and mouth that were both watering at the lovely little display of his work.

“How was your sleep, baby?” Spoken as light as the air and harmoniously with the music, he found a spot across from you and brought your hand to his lips.

“The best sleep I’ve had in five months. You?” The feeling of his smile against the back of your hand could have outdone the smoothest velvets and sleekest silks and softest wools in the world.

“Me too. Let’s eat.” The release of your hand had you groaning and crossing your legs to stare at the selection of food. “I got us some croissants from the bakery just a block from here, strawberry jam, grapes, and brioche bread with some brie cheese. French people know how to cook, that's for sure.”

“Yoongi, you got all of this today?” A mix of guilt and gratefulness churned in your head but he only laughed to mend the crimination against your own need for rest.

“Honey, you just got out from a long plane ride to visit me. It was the least I could do. Plus, I was up early anyway so I thought this would be a good use of my time.” From the looks of it, all the food was fresh. He implied this did not require as much effort as you thought, not nearly as much effort as enduring air travel.

It was then when the breach of emotional labor had been closed. You and him always forged your relationship through mutuality, whether that entailed trust, comfort, support, or intention, there was never a moment when one gave too much and one gave not enough. The never ceasing equity and balance filtered through the gaps you thought could never be closed. You were always enough for him and he was always enough for you; that had been your normal with him.

Sunday morning, in France, in Colmar, sitting in the sun kissed bedroom and watching the waters run down the trench, eating the sweet fruits and flavors of the town could have fooled you into thinking this could be forever. A brief moment strung together a temporary kind of eternity; your eyes were never seized for too long by the sights of France, your mind purged of the resentment towards Colmar as of now. Your soul had been enamoured entirely by Yoongi, and you refused to let yourself miss the sunset. Not this time.

Little by little, the food had been eaten through the morning. Through the small, delightfully insignificant topics discussed between you and Yoongi. This was what you missed the most, you thought. Being with him, talking about the small things no other would ever think to mention, and those small things became more important than a necessity. He dusted the shallowness from your ‘small things’ and made them meaningful through his genuine care. So, how could you stop yourself from sharing with him your whole world?

“I have a new hobby.”

“And you’re just telling me now?” He tossed a grape into his mouth in suspense of your answer with a tone that made it seem like it had been some sort of life line kept from him.

“Well, I wanted to surprise you with it.” The suddenness of your leap to retrieve said surprise had further drawn from Yoongi a desperation to know what you had been talking about. After a bit of digging in your suitcase, a victorious smile followed when you found it.

Yoongi felt his arms move to pull you onto his lap by an unknown force generated well beyond his own will. As if his body was now governed by his love for you, his love to be near you and hold you, rather than his own mind.

“I make little clay figures now. And before you say it, yes I am losing my mind just a little.” In your hand laid a miniature bear, slightly deformed from a lack of skill and inexperience with these kinds of things. “I have to do something because you’re not around to bother when I’m bored!” It wasn't perfect, in fact it was far from it. The body was unsymmetrical and the limbs had been a bit misshapen more sausage-like rather than arm-like, and nonetheless Yoongi took it between his index and thumb finger with the prudence and excitement of one who was holding the most precious gem in the world.

“___, this is the dumbest and cutest thing I’ve ever seen.” He rotated the little bear between his fingers, memorizing each painted detail. Imagining you impulse buying loads of supplies and binging tutorials on instructions to make these had his stomach burning from his eruption of sweet laughter.

His other hand was hooked around your waist and his chin sat on your shoulder. The blend of jazz in the morning and Yoongi’s laughs induced you to a state of entrancement, nodding off in his loving muse of physical affection. Finally being able to touch him and hear his voice unencumbered by low quality microphones of video calls was something you could easily re-assimilate to, but at the same time you were afraid of the comfort this had sheltered you with; you knew that being in France would only last a weekend before you had to leave this asylum from solitude. Then, it was back to muffled conversations and fingers stroking the pictures of him on your phone’s screen rather than the plush of his cheeks and arms.

“Please tell me there are more of these.” The whispers lovingly grazed the nape of your neck so that you reattached to reality. You tried to hold in the tears and the fact that you were already missing him, feeling like another sunset had drifted from your grasp.

“There are, but I brought this one for you.” He thanked you with a warm kiss, you returned your welcome through a soft caress of his cheek and pushed his lips deeper into you. You hoped maybe his kiss would imprint into your skin; that during moments of the day where you couldn’t come to distract yourself with work or friends and when you would lie awake at night from the harrowing torment of the missing body in your queen-sized bed, you could touch your hand to your cheek embedded with the memory of his lips and that would somehow requite this aching as if he were really there.

“I love it, thank you. What should we name him?” Yoongi hadn’t removed his lips from the side of your face, knowing you longed for him to never pull away, and that this unsaid desire was mutual as everything always was.

“Yoongi Jr. has a nice ring to it, don't you think? He certainly takes after his dad!” You held his hand and moved it next to his face to compare the two. “The resemblance is uncanny.”

“Mm, no he’s too cute. He definitely takes after his mom.”

“Looks like we’re at a standoff.” You said with the interest of getting your way.

“What about a compromise?” Your nod of agreeance to this suggestion had struck him with inspiration. “What about Miel? You know ‘cuz bears like honey?”

“Babe, you don't have to explain it.”

“I was just making sure you got it!”

God, he was so cute.

“Yoongi, what would you do if I told all your friends that you're secretly a softie?” In a fit of bashfulness, he fell back onto the bed with a chuckle. You had sprawled out over him, legs woven in with his and hands tugging the soft shirt over his torso. The rise and fall of his chest had your head, resting over it, rising and falling. Your head didn’t rise and fall back home without him. It was stagnant, miserable, waiting to rise and fall with his chest again.

“I think I would have to kill you.” He joked while pulling you in closer.

“Okay, okay, your secret’s safe with me. And Miel is a cute name for our little child.” Yoongi had been in a league of his own when it came to sweeping you off your feet. You couldn't specify when it happened, but the gradual notion of assurance that he was something of a forever presence in your life had become the only thing in the world that stood entirely unequivocal. This certainty solidified through every moment you spent with him, especially this one.

“Well, Miel! Welcome to our little family.” He said as he waddled the little figure along his chest in front of where your eyes laid. You smiled as Miel pranced before your rising and falling head.

It might be illogical to try at a long distance relationship that was only subdued with sparse and abbreviated visits. The nightmarish idea that only once every five or six months could you afford to visit him for less than a week had made it more than sensible to end it before the pain had grown too immense. On paper, that was the rational choice. But when he held you, when he bestowed an endless supply of kisses, when he did cute things just to see you smile, there was no stopping yourself from exempting all reason and rationality.

“You are the love of my life, you know that?” This had taken him by surprise. If it were possible, Yoongi was sure he had fallen in love with you all over again. The way you carried yourself with such conviction turned him from someone who could never quite settle on any decisions or beliefs to someone who had the strength to be sure in every step he took and that you and him would make it through two years of Colmar; that you and him would always make it.

“___, I- I need to get this off my chest.” He sounded hesitant, withholding of some secret. Your worry came to a peak, your mind brewing a cluster of doubt that maybe he hadn’t felt like all this pain was worth it. His breathing halted, along with the rise and fall of his chest and your head. Swallowed in the pounding of your heart, you sat up in hopes this would help obtain grounding for what was about to come.

Was this it? Was this visit the last before a goodbye that would turn the empty space in your bed into a permanence? Had you been teetering on the last of your relationship, and is this him finally stepping away for you to fall to the end of it?

But it slipped your mind in this moment. That unmistakable habit of Yoongi’s to always, without fault, sweep you off your feet.

He'd been fumbling over himself to get to his desk drawer which wrung out more suspense from you. You, still drowning in your own self-pity and imagination, were choked with tears and the rock now lodged in your throat, wishing he would just get it over with.

A part of you hoped it was because he met some beautiful French person that earned his affection because it would be unbearable to hear that it had been you that just wasn’t enough for him anymore. That your love wasn’t worth the endurance and the pain of missing you.

Anything but that, you prayed, let it be anything but that. You hated France and Colmar and writing now more than ever.

He interrupted your wallowing with an arm hidden behind his back that seemed unable to hold steady due to his shaking, effectively turning your attention to this oddly nervous behavior.

“Wh- What is it…” This came out less as a question and more as an urge for him to get on with the heartbreak that you had played out in your head about a hundred times since he said he needed to ‘get something off his chest’.

“I um,” He cleared his throat and sighed like the abundance of warm air in Colmar was not sufficient in giving nearly enough oxygen to thaw his frozen lungs. “I love you so much, ___. And I know we haven’t even finished college yet and I have over a year left in France but I don't think I can continue without doing this right now. Every bone in my body has been bruised for not doing this sooner.”

Oh god, here it comes.

“Will you marry me?” And just like that, he’d bulldozed you to pieces and not in the way you’d expected; never in the ways you’d expected. One would think you would be able to predict this pattern of behavior from him, but you laid on the floor, defenseless, in shock, and absolutely swept off your feet - again.

“What…” If you could go back and slap the sense into yourself to say yes, you would have. But life doesn’t give you those choices. It gave you a dumbfounded expression and a measly ‘what…’.

“Before you say no!” He opened the velvet lined box to reveal a simple ring with a marquise cut opal jewel and two round diamonds on each edge of it. The stone of your birth month, again his thoughtfulness had you tumbling over and over. “I know spending our first month of engagement halfway across the world is dumb. To literally anyone else it is stupid and horribly timed. But not me.”

“Yoongi-” Lowered onto his knee, he fondled your hand with his; the same one holding Miel who was now clasped between the two hands. Your hearts beat in a perfect synchronicity, more so than the jazz music playing in the background and the sun’s waltz with the ripples of the riviera.

“Being here, without you, has made me realize something. It put into perspective what life would be like without you. And, God, it’s nothing compared to what I imagine a life without writing. Hell itself looks like paradise compared to all the heavens without you, ___. And when you call me or text me or send me pictures of what you’re eating for lunch, that just…” He blinked away the wetness threatening to leak from his eyes. You, on the other hand, had thrown all restraint to the wind as streams were now trickling down your face, dampening the clothing beneath your chin.

“You have no idea how much your effort means to me, baby. How kind and understanding and patient you have been has pushed me to stay here. You don't know how often I fear you think I chose writing over you. Never- I don’t. I choose you. Every time I will always choose you. I will choose the forty eight hour visits and the five months of being apart and the spells of monumental loneliness. I would choose to live ten, hundreds, thousands of lives if that meant I could spend at least an hour with you. But that’s not the case, is it? I have the chance to spend this life with you, so I’d be damned if I let that go to waste. I love you, ___. No, I’m in love with you and I didn’t realize the two were any different until I met you. I want to be with you forever. I know this to be the only truth I can confidently place all bets on. So again, will you, ___, marry me?”

His lips, tongue, and body had again not moved from his own will, no; he finally realized it had to be influenced by something far more powerful. With you, because of you, Yoongi moved through life by love. Although he had the mind of a writer, with every word at his fingertips and the ability to stack one on top of another in a way that could move the masses, this proposal was not of the mind of a writer. It was driven by the love of a lover. All of his words were a medicine to cleanse your ears diseased of shameful distrust in his love. The love that just devoted the rest of its life to you.

“Yes.” You announced to the world, but not the world of Colmar. To Yoongi, who was your world now. “Yes, fuck. Yes, yes, yes, yes.” In the midst of your repetitions, he scooped your body in his arms and held you against him tighter than ever before and he noted that moving through love had that effect; holding tighter, kissing deeper, speaking kinder.

“I love you. I love you, Yoongi.” Now through sobs, he couldn’t bring himself to resist how you had been beckoning the affection from his heart.

Would it slip out of his chest and seep into yours? Would his affection ever translate with the same intensity that it had ridden his heart? It did more than that, unbeknownst to him; it convened with your affection of identical fervor and flooded the riviera of Colmar above the length of the trench, above the cobblestone streets alongside it, above the rooftop of the renaissance house surrounding you, flowing all the way the sunset that seemed to be the only thing you could see right now. In your eyes, there was the most beautiful sunset and there was Yoongi.

“Je t’aime, mon amour.” He slipped your fourth digit on your left hand through the ring. The cold metal encasing your finger was a new sensation, the first and last promise on this chaste finger. The only one that felt perfectly fitting and destined to be there.

And suddenly, your resentment for Colmar and France and writing had been inflamed by a tender appreciation. For being the place where you had been engaged to Yoongi and giving perspective to both of you, that distance has nothing to be discouraged of and instead, it would forge a bond of unparalleled resilience. For anointing your heart with a riviera of pure and true love, and vowing a lifetime of vibrant sunsets to witness. To that, all you could say was:

Thank you, Colmar. Thank you.

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