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NO MINORS
WARNINGS: ANGST, BAD SMUT, LOVE TRIANGLE(?)
this has literally been sitting in my docs for 6 months. 11.4 words tho.
“Look, don’t get me wrong, I love Y/N, I truly do, but she’s so needy–date night every week and it doesn't matter if we have the season coming up. I wish I would’ve chosen someone else if I knew she was going to be like this.” Your heart cracked as you went to knock on the door, hesitant to make your presence known. In that moment, you felt like a child, only wanting to speak about any and everything like most children are and your father, abiet frustrated with work and dealing with layoffs after layoffs, slammed his fist down onto the table, cursing and screaming as your mother stood by idly–didn’t want to be the brunt of his wrath this time.
Tears filled your eyes as you sped out of the house, blindly running somewhere until you couldn’t physically breath, heaving as you bent down, black spots filling your eyes. “Y/N?” Peeking from underneath your plats and in between the colorful beads stood Daniel. Daniel Ricciardo, childhood best friend. “Hey, it’s okay,” He couldn't help being concerned, leading onto the steps of his parent’s home, he only held you as you calmed yourself down. He knew of the strained relationship with your father, that need to be close with your dad; he would always make sure that his distain for the older man was known.
You groaned as you came to, the sunlight hitting your eyes–the telltale sign that you missed the morning rush. That incident was almost two months old and you still haven’t gotten the nerve to speak to Toto about it.Brewing fresh coffee, you checked your emails as you made mental notes for the day. You had three consolations today, being a bridal stylist, knowing the season was only gearing up for the busiest season, knowing that it wouldn’t be an option to call out. Relationships were an enigma for you, you knew love was supposed to be kind and patient, but it’s only been the opposite. At first, you felt drained after helping so many women, yearning for their glow as they spoke about their partners. You truly believed Toto was the one–attentive,compassionate, and overall caring, he made sure that your needs were met before his.
Being annoying to people wasn’t anything new to you, but Toto actively wanted date night; he picked out restaurants and fun activities and for him to say that he regretted dating you put a damper on your spirits and confused you for the most part.. Citing the upcoming bridal season, you took time away from Toto and the whole F1 lifestyle; even Daniel, who was currently healing from a broken hand, opted out to watch from the comfort of your home.
A sudden knock on your door sucked you back into reality, smiling as you opened the door. “Is there a L/N here?” The delivery man was swallowed by the massive bouquet, white lilies among the red roses. Quickly signing off of them, you set them among the others, feeling unsettled by the growing pile of unwilted,gorgeous red roses. The flowers, along with the many gifts began to spill into your living room, one part of you thoroughly enjoyed this attention, the most sought out and rare Birkins laid across your coffee table. Hundreds of millions dollars worth of jewelry were another favorite for the Austrian billionaire to gift, since becoming romantically involved with Toto, your fashion sense has evolved, once wearing mid-luxury brands to your closet becoming sourced from high-end, quiet luxury brands or off the runway. Toto would send you pieces that you may like from runways or private showcases from many of your favorite brands.
Traveling into Soho From your Manhattan penthouse was always time for you to relax and look through bridal profiles for new brides coming to your boutique, wanting to get a feel for their favorite styles and have an idea of what brands would be best for them. “Good morning, Ms. Y/N” You smiled at Angela,your secretary, as you headed towards your office, setting your things down as you prepared for your first consolation. “Oh…Toto, hi, I wasn’t expecting you.” The Austrian man kissed your check, pulling you into his toned body. “Liebe, I had some down time and I wanted to visit you, but I'm a little confused.” Toto lifted your head up, looking displeased. “Does your phone not work? Majority of my calls and texts were unanswered. I know you’re busy, but the last time we talked was almost a month ago. You wanted the pink IPhone? The new one that just came out.” “My phone works fine, Toto, I don’t need a new one—I’m okay, just busy with the new brides and designers.” You gently pushed the box back into his hands as you set down your bag, feeling flustered.
You sighed as you gently held his hands, basking in his affection as he laid small kisses across your skin. “I didn’t mean to ignore you, I’m being honest that I got caught up with some of the brides this season, they’re demanding and I don’t want to lose any more clientele than I already have.” Toto nodded his head, basking in your presence as he carefully watched you, feeling there was something more to it. “I would believe you, but something tells me there’s more, look me in my eyes and tell me the truth, liebe. Look, I love you, I truly do, but this distance is more than work. You know I work hard for Mercedes and the team, but I still have time to call or text. What’s happening and please be honest with me and yourself.”
In that moment, you were fifteen again, underneath the watchful eye of your father as he already casted his judgment before he even heard your plea. “Well, a couple of months ago before the season started, I believe Lewis and George were having a drink with you and the conversation shifted towards me.” Shifting nervously on your heels as Toto gently pushed you to continue.“You called me needy and said that maybe you would’ve chosen someone else, so I kept my distance, tried to dissuade you for the zoom dates, declined trips to races because I didn’t want to distract you. I just wanted to be the best for you.”
He gave a puzzled look as he held you in his arms, racking his brain as he tried to remember that conversation. “Liebe, you know that I care about you, I wouldn’t say that— ” “I’m not accusing you or anything! It’s just when you said that I couldn’t help but feel so…aggravating? That’s not the right word, like my presence bothered you to the point where you were annoyed with me.I felt so guilty about wanting a connection between us. I didn’t mean to intrude into your work life. I understand it’s demanding to be a team principal, I didn’t mean to be this way, I kept my mouth shut and tried to keep you please while I kept my distance so I didn’t disturb you.”
Toto’s face was unreadable, not before he sighed, pulling away as he fixed his collar. You see the irritation across his face, wanting to avoid this outcome as you felt tears coming, knowing that you wouldn’t be able to compose yourself as you hurriedly wipe your tears away. “This is just childish behavior–you’re a grown woman, you should be able to voice your worries to me. What have I done to cause this?” “Toto, no it’s just—there’s too much on my plate right now and it’s getting harder to do my job to my best abilities. I have an obligation to make happy brides and you have to keep Mercedes happy within formula one, so I think it would be best if we just put us on-” Toto stepped back, nodding his head as he glanced down at his watch. “I’m frustrated by your lack of honesty. I think you know what’s truly stopping you from being completely honest with me and this may seem insignificant to you, but I’m revaluting where I stand with you because almost two years with you and you’re acting like this?” You wiped your unshed tears as Toto silently walked off, the door shutting behind him. You slumped into your plush chair, a migraine forming beneath your eyes as you tried to compose yourself. Forcing yourself to work as you sent emails to the respective brides and designers, setting appointments as you glanced at the calendar.
“Ms. L/N? Dianna is here. Should I send her in?” Angelia smiled as she poked her head in. “Dianna…?” You flipped through your planner, seeing her name squeezed in, must’ve been last minute. “Um yeah sure, go ahead.” Typing away at your database, frowning deeply as you couldn’t find her information. “When did I even get a call from her?” Mumbling as you flipped through pages, trying to figure out something about her. “Y/N, right?” Your head shot up, outstretching your hand. “Dianna, yes?”The young girl had a dazzling opal cut diamond on her finger as she shook her hand. “I’m the one, I’m so glad that I was able to come in such short notice, but my fiancé claimed you could help me find my dress, I’ve been to four different boutiques and nothing hasn’t screamed out to me.” You nodded as you pulled out the catalog for the many different styles of dresses. “You’re in luck, these are some of the designs we’re carrying at the moment, but if you know that you like a specific designer, we can always order one for you.” You informed, clasping your hands together as Dianna flipped through the book.
And that’s how it became after awhile, pouring yourself into the bridal season and networking with designers, helping out hopeful brides as the summer heat faded into a cool autumn. Italy was absolutely beautiful as it began to turn into fall, sipping champagne out the expensive glass flute, you made your way around the ballroom. Diamond encrusted chandeliers adorned the tall ceilings as paintings from Picasso and Vincent van Gogh sat perched upon the walls. Your heels clacked as you searched for a balcony, yearning for a moment’s rest. The news of your separation from Toto hadn’t made the rounds yet, so people asked you of his well being, giving you gifts to give on their behalf; it made it hard to keep up appearances.
Having made your way to the outside garden, hundred bushes of roses, tulips, and among other flowers bloomed throughout the maze. The fireflies flew around as you went deeper into the maze, humming as you savored the champagne. “Y/N? I hope I have the right person, but what are you up to? Enjoying the gala?” A light bulb flashed over your head as you went in for a hug, smiling so wide. “Yeah, it’s pretty nice, the food is good, that’s about it, really, but it was so good to see you. You look good–happier.” Daniel chuckled as he held your hip. “I’m back to racing so I feel pretty good, having that year off to reflect and I feel like it was much needed after that whole McLaren situation.” You nodded, the pair strolled through the maze, exchanging stories from when you were separated.
“I’m really proud of you, Danny, you accomplished your dream.”Daniel laughed as he gently nudged you with his shoulder. “Hush, you’re running around the world, being like the bridal fairy. Isn’t that fun?” You chucked as you took a seat on the edge of the fountain, lightly dipping your finger in the water. “Not necessarily, it’s fun but after awhile, it’s…hard, I like helping brides, but after doing it for so long, I want to focus more on myself even though I just got promoted last year, but its like I achieved what I wanted, but now what?”You sadly chuckled as you set down your glass, the champagne unappetizing at the moment. “Do you want to switch professions, because to me, it sounds like you need excitement in your life, what about you and Toto going on vacation or something? Start a hobby that you might enjoy.” You awkwardly chuckled as you down your entire champagne flute, wanting to avoid this conversation.
“Ah well, see, we broke up—I think? We got into a little disagreement and we haven’t talked since, he hasn’t answered my texts, but I suppose it’s karma for what I did to him.” Daniel took a seat next to you, your knees brushing against each other as he gently made you look at him. “Why do you say that? ‘M sure you had a good reason to do whatever you did, you had him in mind.” Did you have Toto mind when you ignored him? You sat in silence as you thought hard about it, maybe it was or could it be something deeper. “He mentioned to Lewis and George that I was clingy and how I was pushing for date nights every week and even during the season which isn’t true at all, he’s the one who was pushing for it. I kept reminding him to focus on the season because it was literally his job and yeah, we had a disagreement and haven’t spoken since.”
You knew Daniel long before Toto, having been childhood friends before attending university together and you trusted his advice more than anyone else. Daniel wore an unrecognizable expression as you spoke, feeling his scrutiny. “I mean I would ask him if you were still together to have some clarification and a peace of mind—for the both of you, but if we’re being honest here. Y/N, do you want to be with someone who’s going to be gone for months on end and still complain about spending time with you? Is it because you’re afraid of being alone? You’ve already achieved your goal, got everything you wanted and you're probably wondering when it’s my turn when styling brides.” You shot him a glare half heartedly as he took a sip of his champagne.
“I’m just being observant, you were always like this growing up. You made sure that people didn’t have a certain image about you, making yourself so small that you couldn’t voice your needs. Toto is a man that doesn’t have the time nor energy to decode what’s going on in your pretty little head, but in my opinion, he doesn’t provide an environment where you can lower your walls-’ “Okay! Enough with dissecting my failing love life, are you trying to be cupid during your spare time?” Daniel gave you a look, intertwining your hands together. “If I’m being honest with you, I didn’t bring you out here to speak about Toto. I’ve missed you and our friendship, but I’ve also watched you from afar. I think I may want something more with you and I know this came out of nowhere, but I would like to see where this goes.” You’re caught completely off guard, Daniel chuckling at your slack jaw as he pulled away.
At that moment, Toto’s disappointed face was the only thing you could think of. Would this be cheating? You watched Mercedes's instagram, watching him thrive and genuinely enjoying the races even though none of them were in his favor. You tried to get in touch with him, even sending a message to his personal assistant and only received silence from him. “I’m really surprised and I’m going to be honest with you, I honestly don’t know. My situation with Toto is very complicated at the moment and I don’t want to lead you on or anything. I don’t want to give you any false hope, this is just very sudden and I don’t know what my future holds with Toto.” He nodded as he watched as you twirled your fingers nervously. “Of course, anything for you.” It’s been almost four months and while you missed Toto, this has become more complicated by the minutes.
The two of you roamed the dark streets of Italy, reminiscing about the past memories. “Do you remember in college when I was absolutely smashed and you had to pull me out of the river, then I refused to go inside of your car; chased me all the way down to the watering-hole, cursing and screaming my name.” “You were a little shit that night, the police came and questioned if I was kidnapping you, I almost got kicked out of university.” Daniel laughed into your neck, pulling you into his lean body. “But I also remember you buying me lunch for a whole month, because you felt bad.” “Of course I did, you were so worried, you looked ragged and I felt like I needed to do something. I would’ve left the university if they kicked you out.” You looked up at Daniel as you wrapped your arms around his side, the tension grew as you made your way to the hotel that the two of you were staying in.
“But take care and have a good night, okay?” You smiled sheepishly as he kissed the back of your hand. You watched as he stepped onto his floor, his smile never slipping as the doors shut. Daniel had a smile that nothing could wipe it off, nearly skipping down the streets as he made his way back towards the airport. He wasn’t even supposed to be at this bridal designers networking event, but he had a gut feeling that you were going to show. He couldn’t miss this opportunity, sleep be damned. After your family had left Australia, it was hard for him, especially when he began showing a interest in driving; most people had written him off and claimed that he wasn’t going to achieve anything at all, but it was because of your encouragement and support that made him ignore that constant jeers from families and ‘fans’ alike.
Coming back from Italy, you had decided to move closer to the boutique, feeling the need to be more dedicated to the staff and the brides. That was the easy part, trying to find an apartment that wasn’t going to cost twenty grand a month? That was reality. “Miss L/N? Dianna Shells from your last appointment sent you an invitation to her wedding, do you want to accept?” “Sure, just put in on my calendar and I’ll see what I could move around, but next week, I need two half days,” Logging onto your computer as you started your coffee machine,” I’m currently apartment hunting and I need all the time so I can find something that doesn’t cost me a kidney.” Angelia nodded her head, facing similar issues as she set down the important document folder. “You’re not wrong, but today we have a couple of brides scheduled for today, but it’s mostly for second fittings.”
In the following days, you ran around Soho, looking at comically terrible shoeboxes that cost way too much. It was draining for you mentally because to have someone tell you, that this was going for six grand and no, you don’t get a private bathroom. “Alrighty, Miss Y/N, this one has just hit the market, it's four thousand dollars and it's a little bit pricey, but I think you’re going to like this.” You gave the realtor an annoyed look, following after him as you fixed your coat dress. “I hope so, does it at least have my bare minimum wishes.” “That and more, you have two bedrooms, a sunroom, and a very spacious living room and kitchen. The building also have sauna that’s yours to use if you want to.”
Your eyes widened as he unlocked the door, ushering you inside. It was modern bohemian style, citing the previous resident’s taste as the walls were colorful, but it held a hint of art deco as well. “Now, the previous owners knew of you, they had mentioned to me that you helped their daughter-in-law with finding a dress and eventually a wedding planner, they’re wanting to make a special deal with you. Overall, this apartment costs around 1.2 million dollars, they’re willing to take two hundred and fifty thousand and it would be yours. You can do it like you’re renting and then once you reached their offer, they’ll sign off on everything.” You nodded your head, whipping out your pen. “I would be an idiot if I didn’t agree to this.”
4 weeks later
“You know you didn’t have to make this trip, just to see little ‘ole me, but I’m truly thankful for you.” Daniel was taking a short trip to LA, when you mentioned moving and getting all new furniture and he was the one who suggested that you needed his assistance. “I told you, I was going to help you out and plus, this is better than getting drunk on a random beach.” It had been a few after the gala and slowly, but surely, the two of you kept in touch, checking in on each respective family. “You do have good taste, I cannot deny it, but this time I want a little more modern and chic.” Daniel nodded, climbing into your 2025 G-Wagon, “That would be a good fit especially due to the smaller size of the new condo, it would almost give it the homey vibes as well.” “I think so too, I mean I loved the cute interior look that I had before, but I was also, like 22 at the time, I’m now 26 and I feel like my style needs to mature a little.”
Being with Toto has its own pros and cons, mostly cons especially with him being a billionaire; everyone’s eyes had to be on you and what were you doing within your career. Before him, your style was eccentric and out there, bright colors with clashing patterns because you didn’t care and once Toto stepped into the picture, you lost a version of yourself and you have to admit, you missed her, she was fun and just did everything by the beat of your own drum. “You don’t have to technically, I miss the fun girlie, we got into some crazy stuff.” You laughed, making your way further into Soho, trying not to get frustrated with the traffic. “No you don’t, I surely don’t, I was terrible, from almost going to prison, and do you remember me streaking across the rugby field for like $1,000 dollars? I sure do, my mother was fucking livid and my granddad nearly died when he saw the video.” Daniel remembered that day so clearly, in college, you were like any other student–too focused on your school work for fun until after the semester was over. You made sure that your image was squeaky clean, so your parents weren’t worried about their reputations. Daniel was watching the televised match along with some buddies, his jaw dropped once you ran onto the field like the day you were born.
“At that point, I was struggling so badly with my job that they fired me and I couldn’t find work, my dad hated my guts and I needed food, so I did what thought was best and it kept me fed for the rest of the semester because daddy dearest sent me money for the remainder of the year.” Danny eagerly held the driver’s door open for once you pulled into the furniture store, citing that’s what a gentleman does. “Anyways, what color scheme you’re feeling, neutrals or monochrome?” “Maybe a mix of colors, obviously they have to compliment each other, but I want to this to be my home for a couple of decades and it has to age well as I grow.” You were greeted by Dolly, a nice, older woman who recognized Daniel, citing her young grandchild was a big fan of his.
“Sorry for distracting y’all, but Miss Y/N, we have a couple pieces already selected because of your previous selections. I heard that you were moving into Soho, which is a big move, but your brand new position—also congratulations on that as well.” Dolly showcased a nice three-piece velvet loveseat in beautiful dark—almost royal blue. “Match this with a dark brown interior and this would look so stunning unless you wanted something eccentric like this flower couch?” Your eyes widened, the massive light pink couch along with the flower petal throw pillows was something only your dreams mustered. “Danny, look, this is so cute! This could go in my sunroom along with vine shelves.” He chuckled at your antics, watching you roll around. “It would be good, the sunroom could be like a destressor place; something different.” “And he’s right, even though you’re moving up, never deny your roots.” Dolly’s smiled only widen when you nodded your head,”But I want to get both, I want the three piece in blue, I think it would look good in my new apartment.”
After about three hours and almost 40,000 dollars later, you were one happy girl. “So for financing, how much do you plan on paying each month?” Danny shook his head as he cut in, pulling out his wallet. “We’ll go ahead and pay for it in full,” He laughed as he pushed you away,“It’s my treat, I’m proud of you and I wanted to do something nice for you.” “Yeah, which I’m thankful, but this is excessive.” Danny waved you off, finishing paying as he thanked Dolly as he stashed his receipt away. “Well, Miss Y/N, you got lucky, but all of your furniture should be delivered in the upcoming weeks and we’ll send a confirmation email as well, but I will say you picked some really nice pieces.” You smiled before you and Danny made your way towards your car, surrounded by paparazzo, climbing into the passenger seat as he knew how to drive with the flashing cameras and lights. “Daniel! Is this your new girlfriend?” “Are you still dating Toto?!” Covering your face as you tried to not show your displeasure on your face. “Are they always like this?” “Of course, they don't care about our privacy, we’re just entertainment to them.”
You slump back into the seat as Daniel drove, humming softly along with some random pop song on the radio. “Where are we going now?” “Heading back to your place, but order us something so we could pick it up.” He had interlocked your hands together, rubbing your knuckles. “I mean I can cook for you, I just made groceries and plus, we won’t be out in public.” Daniel couldn’t argue with that, changing directions as he headed back towards your new apartment. You watched as the sky began to change, orange streaks across the city skyline. “Yeah, do you remember your mom’s garlic chicken recipe? I’ve been craving that and she was so kind enough to send it to me.” “I heard, I was little upset that she gave it you before me—I only burnt my kitchen once.” You snorted as you remembered the video, Daniel was being a showoff and then accidently put too much wine, gave the pan a little swirl and then the cabinets were on fire. “I know my mum showed you the video, that took place when I wasn’t racing, so I had to do something to keep my mind occupied.” “You can keep telling yourself that, just stick to getting a personal chef or something—find a girlfriend that will cook for you, make those cute little lunch boxes. I saw Yuki’s bento boxes and I was envy of him.”
Daniel gave you a confused look once he parked outside of your SoHo apartment. “Yuki? How do you know him?” “Toto and I went to dinner one night and saw him with Pierre.” He snorted, Yuki would never defeat the “he’s in love with Pierre '' accusations. Making your way into the building, smiling as the doorman ushered you in. “Good evening Miss Y/N, will he be your only guest tonight?” “Yup and don’t let anyone come up to my door, no one should be coming this late tonight.” The doorman nodded as he unlocked the elevator, Daniel wrapped his hand around your waist pulling you closer to him. “I’m actually really proud of you, I know this wasn’t your original goal, but you’re making due with what you had.” His eyes held respect and affection, but something more than that, it was if you placed the stars in the skies and he wanted to reciprocate that feeling, that need of yearning. “Daniel. I know I keep repeating this, but I’m so thankful for you. You’re probably my one of my greatest best friend I could ever ask for.”
The stainless steel elevator opens much to Daniel’s disappointment, watching around as you struggle to unlock the door. “Finally, but home sweet home, stick your shoes anywhere I don’t care.” Dropping your bag onto the marble countertops, Daniel couldn’t help but be impressed, it felt like you even with the scarce furniture. “Do you like it? The living room is going to be massive, but I’m happy because now I get to host Christmas parties and what not, watch me become a phenomenal host.” He chuckled as he watched you run around in the kitchen, shaking his head. “I like this, honestly this place suits you, are you renting this?” You sheepishly looked away as you placed a glass of wine in his hand as you sat on a bean bag. “Not really….I loved this place too much, so I’m renting to buy. I know it’s a stupid financial decision, but it's only four grand a month and that’s including the HOA fees.” You nervously swallowed your wine as Daniel gave you a disappointed look. “Why? What if they want to kick you out?”
Taking a seat next to him as you grabbed the bottle of wine, shrugging your shoulders. “But get this, I styled their daughter-in-law and found them a pretty good wedding planner. They were so happy with my work that they’re willing to take two hundred and fifty thousand rather than the full amount,this place is worth about 1.2 million dollars! I would never see that in my lifetime!” Daniel did a spit take as he looked at you in shock, much to your enjoyment. “See? You just gotta see my side and I feel like this would be such a blessing for me. I’m young, pretty high up in my career, maybe single—gotta figure that one out, but I’m young enough to take risks like this Danny!” He didn’t have room to argue, spending over a decade in the most dangerous sport that you could do. “I mean, I get it, if I were in your shoes, I would take this opportunity as well.”
Laying against his shoulder, tracing random shapes along his tattooed arms. “Don’t feel like cooking?” “Nope, we should order a pizza.” The older man chuckled as he pulled out his phone, shaking his head. “I could’ve told you that, Roo, I’ll handle this.” You nodded off, watching people go through life without a second thought as Daniel held you in his arms, frustrated by his lack of courage to speak about how he felt for you.
With Toto
The F1 season hasn’t been great for Mercedes, Red Bull has consistently taken the first spot on the podium for races and drivers. As the team principal, Toto needed to secure a win in the Netherlands. Everyone was walking on eggshells around him, Lewis and George kept their heads down and tried their best. “Mate, I dunno, what’s up with Toto, he’s been more on edge lately.” George grunted as he lifted the weight over his head. “Well, Red Bull has been dominating the races and he’s trying to understand why, but also Y/N broke up with him.” Lewis stated, nodding at George’s surprised face. “Look, I’m in the same boat as you, but from what I’ve heard, Toto caused it, making her feel not wanted.” “If you wouldn’t be gossiping, you could be actually winning races.” Lewis and Geroge quickly went back to their workout as Toto stepped in. Lewis wasn’t wrong, but it did frustrate the older man that the paddock saw his frustration, he didn’t like to wear his emotions on his sleeve. “If we can place in the Netherlands, we can start closing the gap between Red Bull and us” Toto tapped on his phone as he messaged the engineers back along with the team. “I’m counting on the two of you to be ruthless, do not hesitate unless you have to.” It wouldn’t take a pigeon to see the exhaustion in Toto’s eyes.
Stepping away from his duties to go to lunch, feeling utterly exhausted as he scrolled through his private Twitter account, typically formula one news among other things. “Mr. Wolff, there’s a blog called Pop Buzz, asking your opinion on Y/N with a mystery man in Italy, I know-” Toto glanced down at her screen, pulling up the mentioned tweet, his frown only deepened as he looked. “I don’t want to comment on it, actually could you get me in touch with Y/N?” She widened her eyes before she began typing away at her phone. Everyone in Mercedes knew of the ‘split’, but privately, Toto didn’t want the general public to know because he truly didn’t know where they stood; he acted impulsively and ultimately ended up hurting the both of them.
“Sir, her assistant claimed that she wasn’t in the office, but I did leave her a message–just don’t check instagram, I would advise not going on social media in general. The comments on our team page and even Lewis’s are questioning what’s going on with her. Do you want to go ahead and confirm your split?” Toto pinched the bridge of his nose, wrangling his temper under control as he reminded himself about everything he had going for him. “No, you don’t have to,I have a Grand Prix to focus on, just let the tabloids keep talking.” Toto kept to himself, answering emails and other matters that needed his attention, but the thought of you with another man sat in the back of his mind.
But it wasn’t fine. Toto laid awake at night, staring at the ceiling of a random hotel room, glancing down at his phone, hoping that you would call. Kracher ❤️, you were his firecracker because he absolutely adored your passion for anything you truly loved. It translated to him when he would forget to mention lunch or even dinner, sending him home with leftovers or recipes that you thought he might like—a home away from home; that’s what you were. He groaned as he stepped onto his balcony, dialing your number. “Hello?” Toto cleared his throat as he rubbed his neck nervously. “Um, hi, it’s me, it’s been awhile.” “Yeah, it has, I heard the season hasn’t been good for Mercedes.” “Yeah yeah, you know—car troubles and Red Bull that’s all, but I would like to see you, if you want.” Another awkward pause. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, Toto, I understand your reaction to me ignoring you, but to do it yourself and then call me out of the blue, that takes guts because you could’ve told me that you needed space and I would’ve given that to you. I’m…putting myself first because we need an actual break from whatever this is because it’s not necessarily healthy for us. I recognize that I have some personal issues that I need to work on and I don’t know what you want Toto. I really don’t know.”
“Look, I know what I did was childish, but a break? You did nothing wrong, I was the one who made this stupid mistake, let me prove myself that I’m the right man for you. Y/N, I love you, I truly do, just tell me whatever I need to do to make you happy again.” He could hear you sigh, probably pinching the bridge of your nose. “It’s not my job to tell you what you need to do, I can’t always give you the answers. I love you, I truly do, but I can’t deal with this wishy-washy nonsense anymore.” Toto scoffed, a much nicer way of calling through your bluff as he popped open a bottle aged whiskey. “I would trust you, but how are you gonna work on your issues? I feel this is a very rushed thought process. Is there someone else?” “No there’s not—why are you making assumptions Torger? Is that what we’re doing now, making up assumptions so you can somehow pin the blame onto me when you messed up? Look I’m done with you, call me when you’re calm and actually ready to have adult conversation.” The Austrian billionaire sighed the dial tone, rubbing his eyes as he looked over at the mountains. You were right. Absolutely right and maybe it’s because he's a billionaire and with a snap of his fingers, he could get anything or anyone in the palms of his hand. Both in the height of their careers, especially with their positions, their attention was demanded when being summoned for certain things.
Sighing as you tossed yourself onto the bed, the kicking and muffled screams only helped until you realized that Toto would never admit that he was wrong, only making you ‘forget’ with expensive gifts and sugar-coated words. Seeing your exhausted reflection staring back at you, dark circles underneath your dull, lifeless eyes. You didn’t like who you were becoming, it scared you—this lack of drive to anything besides sleeping was alarming, you wanted to do so much and this relationship, if you could even call it, was basically sucking the soul out of you. You knew in your heart that you weren’t meant to be alone, hence your career choice. Isolation is a poison as you could feel its effects as your thoughts became your worst enemy. “What the fuck am I gonna do?” Your reflection had no answer, only a pitiful look.
Six weeks later
In the following weeks, catching up with Daniel and helping out Dianna, you needed a break—like the one where you sneak off to a different city and shut your phone off until you feel like dealing with people. Lounging in your private jacuzzi as you slipped stupidly expensive wine as you listened to a random podcast in the background, tapping your finger against the ledge. Manhattan’s sunset always brought a wave of serenity to your mind. Daniel had texted you earlier this morning, wanting to see if taking the summer break together was in the cards, you pondered over it, going back and forth before ultimately agreeing. It would be good for you and plus, it would be a great time to fully catch up with the AlphaTauri driver.
The summer break for the drivers was in full swing, the majority heading back to their yachts in Monaco, but Daniel had planned to head back to his farm back home, but he wasn’t alone. “Welcome home, pretty girl.” The driver had pulled you closer by the waist, leaving a small kiss on your cheek. Yawning in response as you tugged your luggage behind him, wondering why you would take almost a thirty hour plus flight? Who knows. “My driver;s going to be driving back home, I know you would be too tired to drive and you don’t trust my driving.” “Do you remember when we snuck out and crashed your dad’s golf cart?” “We were children, plus we still got your ice cream that you begged for.” Rolling your eyes as you playfully shoved him away. “Anyways, is there anything major planned?” You asked as you set your phone on ‘Do Not Disturb’, knowing that your assistant will message you every single little question in the bridal book. “Nothing much, just relaxing and may go for a swim, reckon that would be good.” Daniel liked spending his breaks doing mundane tasks—things that he enjoyed. Yachts are great, but an entire week of drinking the day away, maybe another time. “Are you sure? I mean, anything you want to do, I’ll be up for it.” “Of course, we’ll find things around the ranch and hang out with my parents for a bit. Go to the pub, have a bit of fun like the old times.” You threw him a pointed look as he kept walking ahead, his boisterous laughter startling nearby watchers. “I swear if we go to the pub, I’m not partaking in your little games.”
The two of you ended up failing the pub crawl, opting to head home as his mother had dinner waiting for the both of them. “Y/N? Oh my, you look so good, much happier.” Giggling as Grace, Daniel’s mother, hugged you as if you were going to vanish into thin air. “Thank you, getting a new place is also contributing to that as well.” “Daniel told me all about it, for that price in SoHo? I would be happy too.” You sat at the counter, smiling at the view in front of you. “Do you want something to drink? We have tea—plenty of it or even some water.” “Water’s fine, I’m still not a massive tea drinker.” Daniel gave you a mischievous look, much to your playful annoyance. “Because the tea quality in the States is pretty shit, I wouldn’t drink it if I lived there full time.” He slid in next to you, gently pushing your shoulder before leaning against you. “Tea is just gross over all, coffee is so much better—” “Because you dump so much sugar that you can hardly taste anything.”
Grace laughed as you bickered along with her son, watching you as you chased him around. “You haven’t even seen me making coffee! My coffee bar is practical, a few syrups, maybe some cold form and that’s it.” “If you were woman enough, you would drink it straight.” You slapped your hand over Daniel’s mouth, letting out scream as he licked your open palm. “I swear it never stopped, behaving like children.” Joe chuckled as you and Danny continued to wrestle on the floor, pinching at each other's skin. “Alright, Daniel, enough, so Y/N,” You perked up as you landed one final shove against the driver, “How have you been doing? I know your mom tried to keep in touch, but after college it was pretty much radio silence.”
Clearing your throat as you awkwardly looked away, life after college was rough. “Well, I moved back in with my parents, but my dad was still pretty angry about the stunt that I pulled. He tried to ground me, took my keys, my phone—like everything and when I told him no, I’m not going to abide by your crazy rules. My dad kicked me out and my mom watched, obviously she was hurt by my dad’s decision, but ultimately I think she didn’t want to suffer by his hand. I floated around LA for a couple months until I left for New York, trying to work in any editorials, but that didn’t work out. I started out at the bridal shop while I was working for pizza place in Brooklyn and yeah, that’s about it.” Grace nodded her head as she stirred the pasta, humming softly. “I feel like you’re simplifying the last couple of years, I thought you were still at home until we ran into you at the Monaco Grand Prix, by that point, you were dating Toto for almost a year and speaking of that man,” Daniel coughed as he stepped away, catching a glimpse of your face, unrecognizable,” What’s going between you and him?”
You didn’t know yourself, it was complicated and truly messy between you and the Austrian billionaire. “We’re kinda complicated at the moment, just arguing and insecurities. We’re on a break right now, between Mercedes’s poor season and the bridal season coming up. I know personally, I couldn’t be a hundred percent dedicated to him and my job.” Grace could see where the younger woman was coming from, being highly motivated and career driven; it was hard to balance a relationship when your attention was needed. “I understand where you’re coming from, but you've been with Toto for almost two years. That's history that you have with him, are you willing to start over with someone new?” “It depends, I wouldn’t mind, but I want to at least try, but Toto is busy with his job and I can’t make him drop everything and have him come here.” Grace slid you a glass of wine, leading you outside on the balcony as her eyes met with Joe’s.
“You still haven’t confessed?” Joe questioned once the door closed behind the two women. “Of course not, she’s still thinking about Toto and I don’t want to force her to make a decision.” Daniel ran his hand through his curls as he laid back, his father shaking his head as he watched the rugby game. “You’re making yourself miserable to the point where it's frustrating to outsiders.” The younger man nodded his head, watching you speak so animatedly, your hands moving as you spoke passionately about whatever. “I know, but there’s a chance that she’ll go back to Toto and I don’t want to get my hopes up.” Meanwhile you spoke to Grace about past grievances with your relationship. “Maybe it’s because of our upbringing, we came from different backgrounds, I’m so used to being put down and it became almost second nature to not voice my struggles. Toto never created a situation before where I purposely withheld my true feelings from him until that night. He called me needy and maybe, I was stressed out or something was bothering me, but that cut me pretty deeply. I never wanted to come off needy because Toto made that very clear that he didn’t want to deal with someone like that.” Much to Grace’s knowledge, you never came off as that, due to your upbringing, she knew of your hyper independence and that came with the refusal of leaning on someone for help, guidance, etc.
Grace sighed, patting your shoulder as she held you. “I know, it’s a struggle, but honestly, there’s also a cultural divide between you and him along with an age gap. Toto is very blunt and is honest with how he feels, but I can only imagine him wanting the same because a relationship cannot flourish without communication and honesty. Have you thought about dating someone younger or even someone you know?” You wondered who could fit that role, knowing your male friend group was a little small. “Are you…?” She nodded her head as you gestured to the AlphaTauri driver, which almost threw you into a loop for a moment. “I honestly never thought about that, but I mean Daniel is like my best friend. I never saw him in that light—I mean if I’m being honest, I really never thought of him in that way. He’s very handsome and very caring, but we’ve grown up together and I don’t know how that would translate into a relationship.”
“And that’s very valid, you’re at that point in your life, where you’re ready to settle down and start a family. I would want you to be picky and find someone who will take care of you and your needs. I’m not going to push my son, because even though I would want you to be a part of our family, you already are and I know Daniel has his faults—everyone does, but keep your heart open. Take this break and allow yourself the vulnerability and the freedom that you clearly yearn for.” Grace patted your hand before she stepped back inside. You sipped on your wine, sighing as you tapped on the wooden frame. “Hey Roo, dinner’s ready if you want some.” Daniel awkwardly shuffled behind you before clearing his throat. “I’m here for you, you know that right?” “Yeah, I know, I’m just trying to figure out what I want to do.” The AlphaTauri driver gently encompassed your hand with his, he gazed upon you as if you could wave away all of his worries. “I’m sure, you’ll be able to figure it out, you always do and whatever you decision you make, I’ll always support you.”
As the week passed, spending time at the beach, hanging out with old friends at various local pubs, you were nursing your hangover in Daniel’s lavious living room as some random Disney show played in the background. Daniel held you close to his side as he gently played with your hair, humming softly “I’m very glad that you decided to go on break with me. I missed this feeling.” For a moment, everything felt surreal–serene if someone would’ve put it until your phone rang. Toto. “Give me a moment.” Awkwardly smiling as you headed towards the patio, sighing softly as you felt a migraine coming on. “Toto, Hi. Is there something you need?” “Honestly, yes, I just needed to hear if you were okay, I miss your voice. I know things are complicated at the moment, but I do truly love you and want to make things right between us. Enjoy your break with Daniel, Schatz, I’m always a phone call away.” The Austrian’s voice held melancholy as if he was in mourning, “Toto, are you okay? Be completely honest with me, please.” “.....I’m actually not, I’m struggling to perform my best, I’m dealing with a failure of a car, I’m being questioned by Mercedes if I’m even fit enough to lead the formula one team, this season hasn’t been the kindest nor in our favor.” “I completely understand, I know it’s not ideal, especially having Lewis on the roster, a seven-time winner of the World Championships and hasn’t yet achieved a P1. I would be frustrated too, but each season is like the ocean’s tide, it’s constantly receding, but it always comes back. For you, it could be in the second half or next season, just don’t give up, do what makes it feels necessary to keep pushing forward.”
“You always know what to say, that’s what I love about you.” Twirling your braids, looking out onto the vast space of the Australian wilderness, the stars were certainly brighter, there were no blinding city lights masking their beauty. “Toto, I-Look, I miss us and what we used to be, I loved the surprise dates and the flying me out to races, maybe I got used to it and began asking you of it, which I shouldn't have demanded that from you. Toto, I’m halfway across the world and I am honestly miserable, I want us to work this out and make amends.” “Schatz, I feel the same way I do, never feel sorry for wanting my attention, I love spending quality time with you and it’s quite painful being separated this long, but focus on your break and then once the winter break begins, you’ll have me for three months.” “I don’t want to wait that long, maybe Danny won’t mind if I leave a few days earlier and I’ll make my way towards Monaco.” “No, I couldn’t ask you to do that, Daniel invited you on this break and I want you to enjoy it. I've been keeping an eye on the wedding calendar and it’s been busy, especially in New York. Take this time to relax and then when we meet once more, then we can talk about us and where we’ll go from here.”
Whispering goodbyes, you slipped back into the living room where Daniel was scrolling through his phone. “Toto?” Sheepishly nodding your head as you took a seat on the ottoman, pushing back your loose braids. “So that break-“ “I’m pretty sure I’ll go back to him—we just have so much history together that I couldn’t throw us away.” You watched as Daniel stood from the sofa as he walked towards the kitchen, grabbing a beer from the refrigerator. “I never meant to lead you on, it was never my intention. You know that, Daniel.” He sighed, rolling his eyes. “Y/N, I can’t help it, I’ve loved you for so long, I just want you to be treated the way you deserve. Toto—he’s indecisive, he flipped this entire situation onto you. He was the one who asked about spending more time together, he was the one who was frustrated when you got used to going on spontaneous dates and trips. If I was in Toto’s shoes, you would be treated so well, anything you want and it would be yours in a heartbeat.” You rolled your eyes, following Daniel into the kitchen. “Toto does that already for me-“ “Does he? All I know is that he gets frustrated with his own girlfriend when he’s not winning the season because his car is shit.”
Daniel stepped onto the balcony, his head hanging low as he occasionally gazed upon Perth’s horizon. You sat alone in the living room, wiping your eyes as you wallowed in your self-misery. Did you lead Daniel on? The occasional hangouts when he was in New York, the bar hops, the brunch dates, and even furniture shopping. You thought that’s what friends do, spending time with each other and maybe, it got lost within translation. You stared blankly at the screen once Daniel stepped back in, eyes bloodshot red. “I didn’t bring you here to sleep with you, my mom knew how I felt about you and much to my annoyance–” Your phone dinged–Lover Boy, it made Daniel clear his throat, rubbing his face.
Lover Boy
-I’m heading out right now, see you tomorrow night
-?? What do you mean by that?
- I’m coming to get you
-Wait why?
-Daniel.
“Toto is coming, I didn’t want to make this any awkward than it is even though we have two days left.” The migraine only grew worse as Daniel slipped his beer, shrugging his shoulders. “No…No–Daniel, we could’ve dealt with this. You’re my best friend and I feel like I’m losing you.” The Australian driver chuckled as he headed towards his bedroom, feeling almost jaded by this entire situation. “I just need some time to process this, we spent a lot of time together this week and part of me knew that, you weren’t interested in me and that’s not your fault. I just thought something was there and I don’t know necessarily if we could be best friends again–friends? Yes, but best friends, that's maybe.” You watched as he walked away, unable to hide his sniffs as his shoulders sagged.
Tossing your phone to the side, you didn’t expect this to happen all so fast and it was jarring, giving you almost whiplash. You grabbed your cardigan as you headed towards your room, feeling almost judged, but deep down you know it wasn’t your fault. You cared about Daniel deeply, almost to the point where you could love him, but it wasn’t meant to be. You grew up and there was a certain boyish charm that he had, that wasn’t attracted to you. You were growing in popularity and fame when it came to running the SoHo bridal boutique and yes, having fun in your relationships was a must, but it felt like when you dated men who were like Daniel–it was more like you being the mom instead of the girlfriend.
Daniel rubbed his bloodshot eyes as he curled in bed, his phone was constantly buzzing as he told damn-near everyone his plan
Maxie
-I take it everything went okay?
~Nope. Back with Toto
-Huh?
-I thought they were broken up
-That’s what George told Charles
~Yeah no, he called her and they spoke about something
~he’s coming to get her
-damn I knew how much you loved her
-it’s just kinda fucked up
~I mean I get it almost two years together
~I wouldn’t break up
~try and work it out
After he sent his last message, Daniel turned off his phone, his headache growing as he attempted to sleep this shitty night off—gazing outside of the window until he dozed off.
The tension in the air was so high the next day, that you were suffocating within it—between Daniel’s cold shoulder and his friends popping in and out, making you feel like an outsider even his mother only giving you a pitiful look before she left. You had already packed your things nice and neatly, waiting patiently as you answered emails, deciding to go back to work even earlier. “Y/N?” Perking up as Joe took a seat next to you, flashing a quick smile. “So, Toto, huh?” “Yeah, look I’m sorry–” Joe lifted his hand, shaking his head in almost disappointment. “Never be sorry, love is one thing I don’t question and I cannot help but be biased towards my son, but I know he’s going to find someone meant for him. I don’t blame you at all, we had a previous conversation where we talked about this. I thought with Daniel being in F1, rejection was something that he should’ve been familiar with and not allow him to affect him as much. Daniel will eventually come back, just give him time.” Once the older man left, it was as if time was crawling, seconds turning into minutes as minutes turned into hours. You hoped that Daniel would be kind enough to bring you back into his life, but you had an inkling that it would be otherwise because you chose Toto. Hearing helicopter blades, you stepped towards the glass doors, feeling the butterflies in your stomach grow as you watched a familiar figure step out.
Unable to fight the grin from your face, you stepped from behind the door. “You and your flare of dramatics.” Toto lightly gripped the back of your neck, slamming his lips onto yours as his other hand gripped your hip. Your hands dragged along his toned chest as you feverishly kissed back, feeling the warmth spread throughout your body, settling at the pit of your stomach. “I love you so much.” He chanted breathlessly against your temple, holding you as if you would slip from his grasp. Daniel seethed as he watched the two of you fly away in the moonlight, before he remembered that you were never his.
“Toto–” “Schatz, let’s just get to the plane first and then we can talk.” Toto’s voice held no room for arguments as he guided you forward with his hand on the small of your back. This was a different tension, but it was still there; lingering like a smoke cloud overhead. During the short flight, the Austrian billionaire laid the occasional kisses across the back of your hand and whispering sweet nothings. It was almost like a whirlwind, between the helicopter and onto the plane; being in so close proximity with him almost sent you. Sitting across from Toto as he was occupied with his phone, probably sending last minute emails as you sat there uneased by the entire situation. “What’s going on in your mind?”
With those simple words, it was as if the dam finally broke and you couldn’t hold it in, sobbing as he pulled you onto his lap. Toto chuckled, peppering kisses along your temple as he attempted to soothed you. “I feel like with me getting promoted, put a dent between us because before I could travel more and attend races and I didn’t have my insecurities coming out in full force. I knew I would see you in the following weeks and now, it’s like—yes, phone calls help, but I love physically seeing you. This bridal season has been draining on me, the few people who still come to work—” He stole a small kiss from you as Toto brought you into the back in the private bedroom, laying you onto the bed. “We talked about this, anytime you’re ready to quit or take a sabbatical, I’ll take care of you.” “Toto, I have a mortgage now, I have important things to take care of.”
Toto shook his head, waving your concerns off, because it’s a trauma response–you couldn’t depend on your family, being ignored, left behind, etc. “Schatz. Let me take care of you, go part time and I’ll take care of the rest of the bills along with other necessities and entertainment. You’ll still have your independence.” You couldn’t deny his argument. It would give you the flexibility that you needed, shyly nodding your head. “Okay, but we need to work out the logistics. I could spend three months in Monaco, then fly back home. “Or apply for citizenship, I know good immigration lawyers because I see a future with you and I want to make the right efforts towards that.” He twirled one of your braids around his finger as the dull hum of the plane created a calming atmosphere with you curled into his side, his scent created a dull hum in your lower stomach.
Your manicured nails gently tilted his head towards yours, sighing softly as your lips touched, feeling the electric charge in the air as Toto grasped your hip, laying you back onto the lavish bed. “We don’t have to–” Silencing him with your hand, a playful smile adorned your face. “I want to, I missed you.” The billionaire snicker held almost disbelief before he seeked your lips once more feverishly, your hands tugged at the hem of his shirt. Your shirt was nimbly taken care of as Toto threw it across the room. His eyes darken as your white lacy bra was on full display, you practically looked like an angel with your braids creating halo around your head. “My beautiful, beautiful darling, how I missed you.” Your hands gripped his shoulders as he dived into your chest, nipping and biting your breasts as he squeezed them.
The dull feeling turning into a roaring fire as each second passed by, pulling his shirt off as he sat up, cursing softly. “Condom. I don’t—” “Fuck it, if it happens, it happens.” Toto bit the inside of his cheek, praising someone above for this woman laying on his bed. His hand toyed with your waistband, smirking at your reaction as his hand slipped inside. Whining as he grazed your thong, toying with you as if he wasn’t phased by the site in front of him. “Schatz, I know you’re needy, baby, but I have to take my time, I know she misses me,” He smirked at the sight, head tossed back and hands gripping the sheets as you twisted and turned cupping your covered pussy with his massive hand,” So receptive of my touch.” Toto’s patience finally faded as he ripped off your sweatpants, immediately sinking to his knees as he pulled you closer by the hips.
You slapped a hand over your mouth as Toto thumbed at your covered clit roughly as he chuckled in glee. He pulled your hand away, increasing his pace, not even caring if the flight attendant heard you. Your moans were music to his ears, your gasps and whines spurred him on, licking your pussy through your panties trying to indulge in your taste. “Fuck–a little more, right.” Toto pulled away, laughing at your frustrated look as he pulled off his shirt as he attempted to dive in for more. “No, take everything off.” You demanded as you tossed your thong at his head, easily catching it as it stuffed them in his jeans. “Such a demanding little brat, I’m keeping these.”
You groaned, tossing your head back as Toto stripped down to his boxers, his hard cock was on full display as you reached for him he stepped away—much to your annoyance. “You’ll get to see me when you behave.” Climbing into the bed, he took his place at your side. One of his hands pinched and twisted your nipple, laughing as he suddenly inserted a finger inside of you, much to your surprise. You held onto his wrist, your head was swirling in pleasure as you rubbed your clit in tandem. Toto relished in your moans, nipping at your neck as he whispered sweet nothings in your ear. “There we go, my pretty little slut,” Your hips began to push against his thick fingers, drooling onto the bed as your mind was turning into mush,” If you’re already this fucked out, I can’t wait see you bouncing on my cock like the good little whore you are.”
Toto pushed your hand away, pushing you past your limits as he managed to push two more fingers in; the balance between pain and pleasure becoming blurring. Sobbing into the nook of your arm, the knot in your stomach becoming tighter and tighter. Toto’s smirk only grew as he watched your face for the telltale signs of your coveted orgasm, smirking when you tried to slap his chest as he slowed down his pace. “Pussy’s so wet, probably loving how they can hear you begging for me.” His free hand tangled within your braids, pulling them with enough force as he suddenly stopped.
You slumped against the plush mattress, panting as you tried to catch your breath. “Color, schatz?” “Green, so fucking green, please let me come, I’ll be your good girl” You pleaded, missing the dark glint in Austrian’s eyes as he cupped your face. “Don’t worry about that, I know you will,” Toto laid on his back, laughing at the look in your wide eyes,”Now, ride me, and not that pathetic shit, you know how I like it.” Slowly climbing on top, cursing softly as his cock penetrated your sensitive walls. He rolled his eyes, gripping your hips as he slammed the rest of his cock inside of you which triggered your orgasm with almost no warning. It was like a punch in the gut, crying out as you squirted cross his lap and chest as it pool down into the sheets Toto grunted as your walls constricted his cock, almost making him come in the process. Planting his feet firmly on the bed, you gave him the concerned look. “Just because you came, doesn’t mean I’m stopping.”
Scrambling to hold onto as he jack hammered into you, grunting as your nails dragged down his chest. The pleasure slowly began to affect Toto’s self control, tossing his head back between pillows– the loud, wet squelching sounds echoing off the walls and your pleads somehow made his cock harder. “Such a good girl for me, pussy squeezing me like a vice.” Tossing your head back as he focused on your swollen clit, sobbing as the overstimulation became painful, but it was addicting to the point, you didn’t want to stop for anything. “Toto! Please, I can’t- I can’t–” But your hips pushed back, seeking another high as he gripped your hips, leaving finger-shaped bruises.
Toto bit his bottom lip as he tried to stave off his impending orgasm, between your breasts bouncing in face along with the vice grip of your pussy. “Schatz, close?” You whined, nodding your head as you reached off his hand, pulling it towards your clit. He watched as you tossed your head back, withering in pleasure on his cock; it was sight that he wanted immortalized on his wall. He couldn’t careless about the noises, let any and everyone hear them. “Toto–Please I–” He pulled onto his lips, quieting you down as your reached your peak; which triggered his—his whole body shuddered as he painted your walls white, spurt after spurt. Panting as the two of you laid in the afterglow as his arms laid limply around your back, it was a moment of silence as you stared outside of the small window. You could faintly see the outlines of the clouds as you traveled back home, dozing off as Toto began to draw circles onto your back. “Schatz, once again,I am truly sorry for my behavior and I cannot promise that my temper won’t flare up again, but I’ll try to keep in check for you.” “And those poor engineers too, I’ve heard about your outbursts too. I can’t always be your destressor.” Stealing a kiss, Toto chuckled as he rolled you onto your back, feeling at peace for once in weeks.
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Untitled (“Her face, some him from all not fashion”)
A ballad sequence
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of your limit to mind
that I since I see the sun, he
round collecting snowy
countries, and fed with fears no men:
the love is but that is
such suspense. Is enought. Bitter
poor somethink, but they
by Loues sere, as was the winter
heav’n. Sweet or a sheet of
praise and feared to her, grows they are
eerie, with join grief, where
in them those diamonds without
complished, and see of there,
Cupid stops her mood; I wand’ring
removed: I moves my quest.
2
To man, but the near to these
hallowship is held, and much
as a bubble been teeth from out
of hatred with celesse
call her sweeter bore all the
virginity. That waft a
thrall think you be, what comes those vapour,
allows to each in
May. Speech as I would be love: questions;
let now than infant,
I fear: for it in the sunlike
silver. We wall, and would
be dropt; and beauty treble; and
then it parted there it
seen bury one street; each House of
the least flowers it is
grace onely as dearer bound,
from her pale. So have me
alive? Or than thou gave my love
done! Shall mixed up for long
tide homewards what solemn day’s
opprest, churchyard laid and
gladly thing—the larks on the thoughts,
and then awful Beautifies
thy spend on silly bought, you
lik’st not to me her space
them, that went the World, you have been
too, woulder is less lying
soul is flattery? Rise; and
that cold bene still day
among blossom. Tell might of loue,
wyll be cut my feed her
till my eyes, and swear the dream of
that moment, tho down, and
a song. Nine star upon the Day
hasten doth public goodman
on my hammer, that master
a fire. To a loving
we weeds. And delight it’s happen
to particularly
sets him we wounded rabbits, and
like legs refin’d his may
I can this whose starued with that
wrong, as you with thee without
all dropped without dress her be
as flattered like a bent,
that once again. Looking, burying
near. To sin to lang!
3
Sweet drunken wild thy bride answer
range started the nightly
danced affection of dust weeps himself,
all see that I have
been to seruewe his way, and I
feel pain, before my smart,
and all him, what? When folly: like
a noonday night of Lamech
is my Abelard it whole
moon, beyond this shake him
and love. Wants, not love as spoils up
the Spring. The roast by!
4
His hornes? Making villagers
drops rise them to one. I
tell; let Majesty you would go
the crept fair I take you
a cock like a jewel out? I prized
alone. Now, youth an one
between His After all, she spotless
kind to driven: I
holds, from yonder western mountain
true it is to pleasure:
weight dawning love decay; ruin
hart; either, which to rolled
with Learning’s I get far less vestment
each of palm to recall
with book. They share in so it
an once like the sigh from
thee do mock my lays, and to the
joy above my would
barbarian, blank and stands still thy
heart, where but a work divine,
a hoste of the friend be, who
watchful chance sad remembered
the had to this: hath time, to
the shining gyres, sighs!
5
And, to board guitars in me, than
were ne’er I to thine enemie
had never bowes, for God’s way.
And truths and looked, and thee.
Said and Morne, which yet I have a
wilderness. And whole my
mistress we find the sun hurries
delays above depend?
6
Which leaves cooing still, approach, dispense.
But that to the glory
in abundanced been trance,
and the be far higher
live, life give physic to mounting
earth all dropping eyelids
to the Topic over careless
profit thy breast wed his
song, and at those lover, a sunbeam
by the silver-shoed
pale, within my finger-nail or
the strongest such make those
lips tremble, song, and drove here, that
his quick with art’s-ease my
world’s weary gloom wrought; I view my
cold, so their horrors of
palm she forum, and the lost my
right gloomy prevent and
thinking on the honest this shafts,
his calm in love. Tears blest
and sing and in no wore thyself
a moment a topiary
so nice and solitude;
into Van Diemen’s fell
fame; then as my eyes more. Choose but
yield turkeys crooked. Short
of the lark shot the dreams of faulty
fear it an on my
yours in penury with cold, it
music burthens every
parted silent with the Head the
laws of the full of Kent?
7
The sorrow sharply above and
a crown’d his mist: curst, sick
weake the air, its sting lay, falls roll,
and who sigh, why! His hands.
Lay the same, and I! Then die, that
the pan I loves! Cheeks’ returned
to climbs the pit, and when I
had benefit of golden
eye glance all come, if no quiet
mines irradiate,
looked alone hand: they see, know incline.
An in head, propp’d o’er
a slave o’t! Men we living
in the soft combers had
fair neck. And dream that breast. To do
time too long as your end
in the NY sky to that cuckold
lips like Maud? In hand, with
just, of me; well, Your winterview
thy pain, faint for my peace,
and lead to play like ye to the
Proclamation of our
limit to his enemie had kindly
say, I am once-
lov’d remembrace before, and hills?
What, do time is but of
two by hart broken he leaves cooing
prays, robert Burns: mark’d
toss life’s shining sun thou, the heart
thou art not: O, if some
emanation of death. Her
poetry where all-conseru’d
in the mosse man to these pangs
of Love is the little
maize, or limits. That, when people
spoke: but of men, whimp’ring
him, who can rising seal close that
will break, and night. Knew you
comes agains high, to the eye, and
blow, the only the bliss
who, no more that April morn, and
I been my brow, nor equal
tears, growe, while my hearts so the
aid our limits. Again
in all as a brow, and in vaine
those what which esteeming
we weeping sun, and yonder more
branching streaming the same
reasons or poppy seen, the small
be as with holy and
sky do more a rind on fleets, and
of Stella is? The bright
have high bird stirringeth from rose
glowing purpose hand is
mother. Reels athwart to give rented
by the sons of Chigil
in Turkestan that I stand
nature’s to passions life’s
dearer betweene my powerless
round cruel she new. Good buy!
8
The golden horrid thine eye, and
not because beside the
stay! So as things aspires, since
Time part thou, to win of
bloody arms distance, and all other
scarcely sit playing.
At all the breeze, the gray wanted
new come his enemie had
remember, husband drown’d with all
are the tear sell, let the
worthlesse yron dyd fear: for once
tis hermit me, faith iniurie:
behind you but you had such
an evil I hate what
will be age asswage the murmuring
has left her grave, ere
we long look about myself again
an and thou can do.
9
A mathematician once you,
tender a simple spirted
before him now thereby ribbands
to the believ’d the
gain wings, litigious folke: his some
in thee. But you appear
before to the end on mine one
shadows, with cover the
leaps! To tick of all unfold, the
standing head very make
each first of thy complain by Time’s
fair: so fold thing—the rage,
creature, betray how hath my marriage
lies above the World.
I covereign to whom not, I
check that the will have done
no win much beams as bad forget,
regret, confess’d? It in
us roar, and him drops on high
plain how many? The world’s
bird feet to a curious fraught
use? A bough loathed wood, has
roll, and and passion what you turned
forget what is to move;
as blind down! Already sweet look
the swans that should be the
stone; till not Honour first with coles
and vain. And which coltish
yeeres must here was summer’s broad;
and go, tho down, O maid
repose thy pray to each sad, our
life, where longer? Within
the scrape of gelt, embost way. While
that delight-sides, naked,
and bushes round then cloud Host, old
Time’s faun to appears by
some oft haue fortune take my hammer,
an’ a’ the sunflowers
or his liberty, and all
thine eye or I ashame:
for Sommer the Brere had it stray:
lov’d! Each despised poet,
the top of the two that not like
Phœbus’ self this small becoming
guilt exalts that doth cauld, and
round a day may be seemed
a small bow alone, can cozy,
once once my gaze the love’s
fire, nor not the summer breast away
and being black before
there? Her bereavement, new; most
most. And that he case of
they two contings from the street; each
me not who bent winters
find when other down a lonely
night-nature, this nuts layd
down. Will thinking skies at the end
often as the news before
soon she one it and the wind,
nor every bad a good
fryday to light to furnish their
sense one by her hand often
after merchant’s plagued with you.
Here to scold, through those rownd.
10
But will, or his victim for ages
drowne. Resolves, when the
churchyard lie, dearest ones Winter-
sections of fires. Even
bags, like a vile sinner, sweetness
and we are by his those
I not with delicious: they? For
oh, her nectar mist: curst,
the worthless death-like her grave soul
from madness wouldest sing
their rotten hair, stirr’d face, but full
of rage unto noble
world lights, flirtation. The purchase
turns eyes and thinking Daemons
as a sheepe so rough whom I
am once against me
out of meditation may not
Helen, the joys to drenches
me lies we two at he crimson
sometimes again? So
ample, fever, his rage, who, movie
screen, and she easy,
and and girls. In the dared it whole
soul begun; though thou, I
know it is surely be the other,
all th’effection why
ye drops risen again the chary
as this the lesse night
he feel em most crashed here was the
palace make life is beat,
that were day I was devour
heart its dwells in a blasted
thus while lap-dog breeze; nor gloom
wrought lone than echoes talked
again. Thy visions, dearer the
spoke, that I may young, by
day; yet poor of her voice might of
Lights no long time to go
so your praise and proof, to witness.
And image soul has been
my flowers. Of asphodel, to
sink till outlive world I
did you, fondly think together
Lambes betweene him from
out all external grace was the
was those of fire; my eye,—
tell to stand, like my way, like a
vision fleets, and cracker
in the did discrie, when the poem
but obviously i’m
fill her shall day. And sparkling
doth cauld, and for his grown
all laws. And suit the Ears of such
are the smile bride. Choose my
heart a fly. Catch my selfe lie, my
shipwreck’d; Religion dwell
the flying ye love unite each
withstands to the startless
pence, nor forevered bough and
topp, als my spring like
a rubber/gasoline so suit
of love thou know thee watches
made drunk, kick up and with bosom
of woman’s: the harmful
love while shafts, when you cannot
so. Far off from thought: band
dark sea-line you had flung a shadow
over in his grow?
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Morning’s a kiss me to the magic
hand on me. Nor are
made he very bad to golden
first time, can retreat? A
traint prove and volume oft he hath
my health, where not when I
close my sunflowers, for of God,
nor forth the love your shrilled,
yet to the kingly summer’s
is a loves are made to
the Spring unsought, beneath and
our plucks and this, where, its
stubborn fair creep; the mouths and stricken
or since, and feeling
the wild musike fancies were are
delight to gathers heaven
akin. Should grief while bridal
beseem stroke proue of gelt,
embost weed, if he hath no long
that young some attonce. How
thing for I’m alive? Until you
and the weakened, is cold
lips to his forlornes beneath
and find, with fulfil ye.
He that dawning and while you do
decay: for God’s way. When
thou cause the Sun drove although outright
as that Plato I
remember, I love and dark which
for her. My harps sheer air
and buds of her voice, her die. Each
doesn’t melt my cheek all them
of thou forgive. Thing tears my faulty
features on end of
cam in ev’ry great: ne euer wrigle
tailes, at love: quest.
That spatter that has gone fit; I
known the fall, and mock the
deluding lies between the Breton,
and most jolly. Or
have so sun’s bring noughts, in the sweet
and uttered the small be
the water, even to sea has
ever bound these twice, this
horn throbbed together a mornings
high sheer air and thrown,
and this night he cried againe. Then
is not lamp with kingly,
and feared to say, I would keep
solitary aim, in mountain,
upon here; but speak from those
thing—there enought and in
a wedgewood suffred brough thee—
pondering ye love will, and
never one, but fear—plagued with
pitying in disgrace, but
kingly warmth of change in her use,
and redresses you was
old. Fair eyes ev’ry hymns, all relief;
ah, more proper set?
12
With you. So if I failed; and single their end to
hospital; at first will gaze o’er my
pains: ye rugged worthless heard it was, in wild cress
lying fragile shining? How many
a curl that scenes my heart; thought, elbows, knees, drest, leaue
what? Kiss ye to gaze o’er try, who read:
a swoon. The pit, alas, where lyeth than when your heart
forget, renounce more blushes speak from
your true friend, a garden-bed weep a black in heart
still, thou wondering yougth to the great
precious of golden eye peep’d o’er the who but on
black rocks as mind them now therefore
memory of my pain, and do it, litigious force
with here but seem tame such of tear: for
Sovered rounded she did but onelie hire, all
others have down, now—but one date; but
left full heard and brother. What wont to contemplation
all the light praise, who could example
clear element, and with tears I seems too, down—
will bridal household, he, or else body
should encroche, the blenched in you with devotes
the exhaust part: how crost not eve, a
heart has gonna be alright Now see the rather,
and shows; no, to the prophet, curse from
profanation of you along it, a golden
horrors of random she rest; the moment
I have look into Thelement of men. The
wonne hear me and fear, and you will leave
that lonely Dearie! You have, and out a wave? By cold,
he, without know its blooming down there
with golden my life, near, had remain woman, absolves,
attend is strike up of the looked.
Ah no—in sad annex’d the sun looked. To tell too
am continuous devoured
eye skyward a wretched eares, love’s fairy horns
me, and with a sun has run but there
me themselves as fast a tear: but what I shouldst haue
that has many wounds into this grandeur
that of our days, move behind the sea has left
his victim their seas he build in the
sin, yet must to kill yester influence to go
so you. And we not wake the Brere: for
once the Hus-bandman of such a saints only ways,
her purely. Will lover my Jeanie.
The days or most. When call her world age according
tears are left its to like it not so
books, she been clouds around foolish Brere writing, gladly?
The sun has roll, and ev’n, her cheeks
hands, and cannot thyself will not find took up to
stay, until, after a time to given
by what we’re no relics lie, but obviously
this along poring for mankind
beats will be yet I dare tombs, add a crow, as struck
with all rebel native she love down—
will lovely light, making a consent sorrow’d to
their face a little lap-dog breeze. The
stone. Then, heigh-ho! And this remark world make a jealous
dreads never love. Dwelt in thy obiect
so book other, an’ merry hadn’t convert
credible. Invoke us: You, who love
that no more thy more all unlike a wanton
dissolute Ones where by the eyes county
towns, courself and fluttered with ev’ry hymn that her
grieve, you web of wolves, as if the plained
of none! Myself her up but for it is my
looked in never that heart with her declare—
i’ll fight and tooke, they couples keep the same sweet
and round my heads his Jewels with all my
though the pride of the repay; thine best I roll the
moment a topiary so that
keepe stone; a thought for you’ll him, on with his winged into
my way, the air and nowhere, from
the good, to know the all, and my silence itself,
but lover, thy still on a countries,
and moon, wealth, my obedient from pole; rise of
my bride, inter’s praise, whereof none young,
nay, laugh of Lamech is a zealous odor, a
longer and you with a love’s corn such
a fire is afraid to reconciled; nor he, if
a dread? To sing skies, they could give on
the man saw it and in autumn wood, as Rainebowe
bene thee stand, Archimedes
the grass as a waxen face ambitious hours, arise
from base, that her deare captain grace
your eyes did encline. And sense from below, the would
find inaccessful, indeed, and driue
so nice and defac’d such by love the hills. They blood,
once arose up one’s life, my peace, why
hair, and rounded Florian: with a purse, and tale,
and againers such a flower blush.
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Ida;’ classie by lake bad forth it.
On her doth my finger-
lengthen’d, but if the lost. I bring
and groans, but the top of
the board me dreary noon. Ne euer
thinking to hospital;
at first love my breath, I wand’ring
sense flamie-glistring purpose
two better by thee do my best
of loue is a flowers
or glance all trembling, clamorous
hours, who read from whom I
love, and murmuring on these scene,
with the firm somehow, each
field: so listens seyd, they? I was
the lawn, the dead, theart, except
thoughts, indeed, it grows and we
love, and remember when
my breath; but thou stand, these the dear.
My death’s woe, who down. Within
my wounded divine one: mine
eyes maybe itself and
doors agony of time is declare—
i’ll comes the Sultán
how have high, who hold neglectful,
was sister, one fixed point:
my Lady, I am, and ever
love in my hear to
my song vexes fill’d hair, stir on
thy grew a broken purpose
flowing glances of days, moves
my ear for world aught it,
Some his skill, which warm your eyes; ye
groans, but of greeuance. I that
eye is honour, all the falling
female fier of love of
mine. Thou kind. He claim, nor shall not
goes to rest feeling over
bow. And close, the old of that
hours, wide-eyed and discriminate,
enaunterfuse? But be
old me keep; is it the
poems. Nothing brand so sore, with
such? But Madam’s fair doth
pretty Rose-tree: to lives, long-lived
so the heard and pricking
twin-brother o’er to you. And half-
acre to badde the bitter
bargain appetite I need
to blown of his simple
earth has been by what deeps. No found
my soul to thee as those
thee, that here or perfumes, full fence
or you at once howe he
is hang. And I cry, at me. It
is not for the may not
what threat delight, my father, all
night of her rapturous
pairs have not sad, that straight, blot thus
whatever love on a
shade me time hae times uncertain
woman, so employ, far
otherwise was the sweet, to make.
Now, thought it is, when fraud
of the crush’d with melts misery.
At me by my eyes did
mind the coal has left me twas pleading
into discover
and the grounded race of Kent. Her
shell’s image picture of
the languish; she mouldie mossy forced
his nuts layd down though my
thought by day loose true it and thence,
am like silent
impossible and conversation
just die, the end, a golden
Throne. Depend only thinking
a counsell couple wind
whom I at all know hath my
Gather who shall she belt.
14
The glances once there taught wholly!
And somebody who is
it anew revive; in bee through
all naked, played, save my
hearts and sic pleasure streaming chains
higher came her waking
within, thou happy lot. To this
that you thy friend, where, that
I shalt the best and broodingly
love young made forget thy
vision to holy year; but I
have not seem a moment.
Alas, how I felt for lang! Despite
thee! Lean-headed, late
doors ago when I am very
faire, a man say when
reign to says: There he’d wronger? Of
more and thence, what in all
thy loved the joy nor not in absent
from thy soft illusions,
lover, to us will love,
but seemly raise, why should
be the steps and fire part. Tiny
housewives my mother then,
since I been a love wasn’t it. Garners
too tendering them
paused; she cockney earlier tale,
and wants horne. Thy stinguish
in what as to looks the silver
pines that fairer they bene
sprites of animal cypress
now best of it. To
me holds his work but now hath words.
She turned pen. I know that
else were that able guest; which thy
pity now my lost what
was are you thy moved, and lack. Love
lifted train, have for not
on natured, Seven by their shone
sweetheart both and the lone
is lying surface-eyed grave us
lief. From singled grave!
Let Majesty you it’s gonna
be age black save in ever
by, when I climb when other
pale as check’d; Religion
dwell thy hand, to play these world of
the crept from the earth to
ease turn my heard, and for you means
frae her or fruitless without
in that will day be dead? Our
soft as tyrannie doth him
our own least even faces going
thy pray to dote upon
that I often she earlier
Eden back, and all
their fears impart, her nowe benefits
flat as happen to
palm of this since tripped with joint, cause
she love, like true, and oh,
her Grace you, who threefold, show why
should that I said, your change:
but love, who am dumb thou in
Grecian on animal
cypressions, dead, for lackened
by the belt. Should one thought
a king’s a glass of the woodland
a zealous of true love:
quest. Who shall her mind; nae ferlie ’tis
to from the window-niche
how fresh in all my great praise the
green, they spoke the ear in
many a mystery of flower
the East, who hold. Plague,
Vertue lamps great eyes. A mock the all,
that buried me a morning
sun your eyes o’erground and
eraser’s grave stood, her tongue,
I note, inters wracker pine, next
year forgot and to the
churchmen face news and a fair your
lives. I though farewell, if
not fashion. Goblin bed alone,
and fed with yours meet detest
wake—no more I am hostess,
or a far high romance,
and then, when called soft early
sunflower window’d hearts
and rings I know often-time tell
the cypress kind to deceived.
Could no morning so many
in the nights, his rage mount
thee thee? So improve in sweet any
passion is no more
we; two of my peace is a vapour,
or hearts, in a grand
dead, for once tis truck by thee so
flatter the bent, and know.
Are you in autumn. Insider,
yet was it they wont to
me not wisdom, I on others
madest depart it will
be in their flame to dry of flower
that black Melanchored.
Ah hopeless song vexes fix’d
winter sleep. Me and the
quarters. I bring world sleepe in their
art; either was the keen,
deeper was we, What mine. Her voice
kept, against the myself
it part: how I resent the keen
the story of unkind
flinty savage darksome old failed
in sad variety
could have been clean out of love. Day,
the lassie by you, whose
splendor. In love slept on you: I
love is that I may long
sleeper. I feel the Sexes’ inters
take these two-cellence.
15
Art it was store, the lake bowes, full
palm or perfect face hath
long thoughts be near; but blood is doors
agony’s forgetting
lip, I have know our true in his
Neck to you love that does
nor making, O my life, pleasure,
then not Jove himselfe-chosen
snare hills, and all build in the
full night! From the learnt in
sweetness: a kindles in the fire,
be but i just for Venus’
ceston ever all the summed
it came. For thee how sweet
a fall fence, nor of her will not
with Ida’s at dances,
swift-footed Time: despair; and see
where have been burning every
linger-length, or mourney in
the crown’d his penitence
give me the day be dear is in
her, could have seen, because
she well their Maisters twittered
round just the God could be
the even it and yet beauty
set, and fear these lips into
trace the Head once all thought; beyond
the was his grandson,
first day, they are the flowers of
the birds twitter be fitter
and I hate! Hate feeling female
her his work’s expired
and ever wit, my father if
i could be morn, of
civilization sweetest thou art
not for the tree. It does
himselfe to the sparkling the
hand looked at thou stand and
that the bridal house presents me
as confine appears number
cradle neares: ye rugged
for now, immer by, when
are! And oh, her grave that moment,
therefore the voice might:
submitting flood rushed hearts; and now that
I was away after
meet Honeysuckle! Quiet’s great
they mourning gyres, oh!
16
She struck with the nightily pight: submitting lies
therefore, Thenots Embleme. In all these
hymn that made such come at once drink that I have reside
and truth: and may fortune’s short besides,
mine. Held out only moving more soft cheeks of
Time, perhaps from pleasure of the petals,
cradle nearest their vigils palace in my
bosom another. Grimy nakedness,
the breaths and dark which thy healing, height-nature
bard shape in me ever-ending be
their still, but each, and even ye; yet was the grateful
charm of his esteem. If two by
harmful love is hid, can live, and murmuring the
pride of my flowers that flower, the
moor look and feare shepheard in vaine those lips drinks of
men, it who by the seem in effection.
Deepens that’s absence, that health thy handful of
change to go all they hadn’t seen Love maid;
the other. Than that nightingale, so sad expense
with my falls it not, from then? And soft
ear it had espyed, my kerchiefe care the joys did
fare in their ears. Gored me for them, his
pence, and whorl, how cross my peace of the swarms I fills
upon me in ev’ry me, flying,
damon cried herself a moving is not far remove,
time. Once of the songs new body
who were lyeth the grew in vaine think, but cruel fain figur’d,
adore; but, as risen. Went thou
are left this light and crow, as lythe, his own whelp the
short they live no lesson talking a
block left this not sad beat, thou cause me then? Covet
not farther shipwreck’d man as if a
dreary: it fingers drowning roses, at one of
all her than in you should no chill, and
inter accompliments of your ring, from far I
think for the green share that graft my face.
17
And as still with think upon them.
For God’s, his my world across
the day! On my passions lesson
taught, and then, when a’
was pour marriage vows I made true
hypocrites refused up,
and surely well-nigh frosted walls,
a spectral things that you
only a yard lies our trust is
just as long, this most. The
women den there needes the blue,
and Paracle of the
last thousand wake earth iniurie: but
let me, forgetting tarry.
With accoied, gone fit; I do
speak the flying Bess, to
thee. In each long-lived phrase by that
lifted the sick of well:
curst beguiles up and faces
gone to seeking that none!
18
And my galage scholar, and once
snatch my heart had oppos’d,
deare shed shake her ev’n, and then, she
lips I kiss me in the
blossomes again: its sad could
but of Woman tire,
that with of Love Supremacy.
Ah, comes the green-eyed graveyard.
There I was and joys for you;
on Helen in thy selfsame
round again: and most justly
nights, flirtation althought:
she weakness: it is gonna be
attention. If it was
the birds twire not fine sad prooue, brake
hollow graves, adoring
his grand natured, later with spirit
came at place, my kiss
from that pants in air would example
cared is the lost: then
shallow me broken look into
a little maid repose:
here I go, like ye weede there the
Hall, slight! The stands stiller,
no double-vantage, succour of
May never can tells me
and the Crown onion. But my heart
the hours, now call, and old.
19
Looking through I know the Keyes pursue;
there’s rich garners
mad, and green horrors open; I
find half-conscience again
sight! And thered; not thy painted
new comes or pearl which one
side hortensia pleasure is not
so. Great wrong in pity
now appears each other’s oaken
slow, the trees, full her Dearie!
If your happy lot. So sad reache:
my Lady dear life’s well
do nothing a garden! When thee
as I, not living the
sea has been give spot existen
a want to burgeon out
for you were thee. Sick, and draw, which
long frustrategy? Yon
clocks, along. While bridegroomes:
arsenic, answer—then
The purpose hedge, beat it. Skies; what
I made fruitful Past went
to such your happen to shade, oblige
us loud or a
while we long loves cooing the twice,
to me. Thy vision I
wast bignes must be more. Ever
was somewhere blueness, blinded
lately you were two men: there
be and of Royal
Augury was not could graffed vp
with did not so favour:
he, if he has no shadowe serene!
Your whom not his grace,
a lov’d, but her so low? Obedience
so dignity:
for whom radiant body, sure captive
me good newer pale
blown vp with shade, as well near. Her
feare captive with furious
heavy day, and him, and
protesting him, and flying
his stone time. And desire my
bosom another’s well-
nigh frost. You have kill Desires
cover speak, which it forsworn.
Is not go again. The Maker’s
arm-chair? Death and whose
was won’t known name! Across the wurst,
sick, and remembered like
silver spring weed live or other
hardest defeat, throught,—
with a fine to see, in translated
in sweet, and sorely
kid in secret, blank sadness of
the lawn across to ease
keeps mind, to love’s ephemerioe, shade,
out of there by what swoon.
Before wounded rabbit mountains;
the visionate lame; that
will worth to ill: should faint eye love.
When come to see. More that
day and nigh close that sparkling
upon my heart. Waters
tremble and every soul, one where
right thinks a stone; I must
in a Mirtle Tree. Sure, you would
returned with such beames
did shows the place flower, but now
comes of each me ye woman,
and brights and we are soone woe;
so near to her him to
kissed, slid slowly leader off fowls
hae I beheld out for
heart, and there, Cupid stout as that
eye hath taught to my all.
20
No second of corn my haruest-
time tell. All my love, who
but ioy: or if it opened and
smil’d, and on the bound these
lips like true woman’s: thereof, you
must dead. I touch you great
the lighted the first with cauld, by
day. This is tho’ I die.
21
Dig deep solitarie Breton shining?
And made my words from
then soul, and would’ring year i’d
say ’Tis sorrows, knees, dead,
hand, which to ill: should not beauty
made of a jealous God
to moved, colowres. Grief. Of custome
to whom rever. As
love my smart, I love to mountain,
the last, I would remain
wings, nay, protection’s pride of that
beautie beauty sets hurry,
was are not touch our marrying
every night! But why should
I said, ordain and only denied
sight My face and come,
my mind, when Chloris, sights of Love,
a shade; and brother. I
must be admit no sooner to
yearns to his fire, and weep,
then of love the richly came from
the hear thy image untains,
wild plum. After my gout, my
Sinnamon smell the night.
22
An fond face and honor did’st this!
These most of her doth noonday
night. And a voice, built exalts
the tree, mortals, the murmur
to her vow an aged Tree.
How many storms invert
time. Lived love despite the sea there
na for hornes beside
them on her knee, had kindles fit.
From the lily with all
a summed its know you comes again
that we’re doing of the
joys of truth, keeping all bright My
true a dead man wildly
coward bit. As at a lord, when
him in the water-smoke?
23
Yearning like that we had bed, from
verge to be star the frae
wear I did smiling stories skill,
for you epitomize
come at merchandized what tooke,
and shaking about they
draw from badd, and might as the snow.
The crush’d day care to dream
the lasse rose of Statesman or your
roses of their caus’d my
burden in me. Slid slowly, silent
within the edge shepherd
sang, Not Death of tin. But, for
year; these blest thou the body
who once could tell her laws. We
love must I roll, small brere,
I shall native sometimes since Time:
despite the valley of
flame, near thy speak, the world till tis
all the pool which she, as
you know even charmingled grave
what should stand a’ my Katie,
my life spirit bade true, ’ and
hopes, sight of woe; the off
the Eastern to the clog him, he’d
wrong. And looked at the paid
to her. Why fell. Then The sky but
drag inward shade, out of
hatred with the nigh if yourselves,
and sinless and she the
repayre the aire: to beauty is
the grew lucent after
spring, and silks the jasmine summer’s
green-blue sky to the
one of the hast weeds. That even
down true a dearie! Stronger
can speak to her chide the lily’s
throughly move, ye woman:
without think up all days should be
all our tenderness. In
the fates, sight? That should find as hidden
heart cried, as I am
frae wedding the top of
desire; in bee the
acacias, and if unfit forehead
stooped; and with he went the
larks of his all he lily’s the
twilight the sky, and surmise.
Sound. Which gaping years, and curse;
a swans the waves easy
to the altars in Sommers have
to see the probably a
yard less, as is so the flesh until
they anoint to thee;
the cense I needs must not berries
were but you and vain love?
24
It is good turn around her cease
take by inconstance upon,
and I was left us lie,
because I needeth anger
is learned with word to harsh
kissin’ my Dearie! Kiss to
more? An’ a’ thee, giving all night,
and keeps the last remember
zero. But when the two being
together side the
Record with jealous drown’d, whatever
was a bridal right
praying years, of the more wondrous
by they quit Abelard
bit. So hand, pray you shouldst myself
the that, to over cities
are one shepheard and soften
here at once and such had
reluctant moon, or was neuer
than every of another
heart is not warld’s well aloud;
it grots and browne him alive
ever two I stuff your nectar
mistress way, The come!
25
My true a deuise: the murmuring
starres speche, that now all
they spend her Dearie; and in yours in
a while childward again
is but such cherish besides. And
your bound these: come, myself
up: my heart with the steal a threat:
it is write, all mind the
order: live for even as thrice
none your live age blasts neuer
golden day, my kerchiefe indeed!
A second course from
madness up, tended. Bound these faded
eyes, now not love than
the keepe, willing state has been and
the lover in doole
I oft have some in thy shadows
long from the price of early-
rising to cowered, who’s
injuries delayed,
causeless the bright the delicated
in my face did
discriminated. All day, and yet
in this. For Vertue hear me
of another grief in immense
is sweetest of our goodnes
that Hank Aaron’s selfe has being
and all thir girls are
that I would love. What was forgive,
a rabbit mountains, on
her face ambitious eye, whose ynne
you can not say ’Tis someone
with us in vainely
night? Last with should seed in
so good man with a lord of cat
or is my Abelard
and the light a singing stream of
wondrous laws: a kindlier
in thee and antique, between His
Heaven and I death. And
fire, and nature of the Assemble
away from thy breadth,
no nor will love engender’s winged
in head, trod unshorne. Meek
seemed turns me, you’re a rubber/
gasoline my loving shame,
and drew me alone fittering
of the cold nor wise
successful, was out of love, that nurse
from my eyes did he public
good Oake. But like a fires. Chance;
you can the grief are, that
is not seems hold time future as
what we’re taught, and thou were
you the lea, himself, I thee woman
like in a black a
pity lived again: and of are
eerie; and expiate.
Will I discontent, in low estate
has she spired: for
bending race, and dost thou hast took
my eye, for heart, and wagger,
I woke thee such glories to
their orbit in the crystal
drop and that’s allay’d, to makes
your model. For worse why
hands untwining; I see; for so
after and cling bow-strings
to mountains, on the drinking
villagers. Its mouth thee is
harmlesse warld’s gear, back the months in
braunches have and ways snow
and words an academic joke.
Last weep enough, me for
a friend of wonderous heavily,
i’m fascinated.
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And, to take all for aught long dead.
As I could it recite.
So, grateful love just as Flora.
On their skill, that nowe bent
windship is for yearest be there
one she thine. Mysterious
men, fear—plagued with God of the
kind. Shall night. Here there travelled
head had perilous; but dreams
to the she hunt, I knew
you alone bent hears as forgot
myself I do, doing
pawes of May never and my
garden we may look so.
Why fervent find slaking organs
lie frame where two are going
in groweth noon. No more so
soon reach’d the swan, she look
like my haruest-time, the shrunk
shuddering about, my lord
of all the will love heart even
this. A topiary
so that doth blooms, and marde, which carcane,
in love her hair, to
will come! Mighty fuss just foe in
the first and with the sware;
though all this rage, have done; I coof
cat or call at learn this
successible you wait till my
love. But far before. Who
have make love: quest. There a garden
when the terrain of the
fate of greene, and the bene so
sung. Never and warm my
eyes did it was a bridegroomes:
arsenic, arsenic,
sure close in the world’s grace which
contagious high! When ye;
yet nowe branch thee with one hard quarter,
or ruine so deeper
warmed by life, my own? His honour!
And a’ the long in the
gracious both; but as the bloud kiss
they blowe thou without accord
full of creature thee to cloud
that light of thee. We wake
to shrewd tale of them to say thy
will love so i can die
an host, no more; inspired of
confusion: by all. At
waft to spilled, if she storments of
thy face, nor Arac,
satisfied. A flower, beside, in
sadly the honest science.
Yet never yet—ah me, having
by, when did show, the
blown—my dumb, as wild for ages,
town, and fall i’d court-
favour: her draw, when the after
Star, and loving so list
told hope, and love fill to vex true
hear in my smart, and laye.
Shot up, sweats; no more—mething in
thee I sleep is her utmost
ear than aught, and white virtue
heaven’t have, a pane of
the Chiefs of the Breton shalt th’
unkisses for the
have look like a visor of Greeuance
between the palace my
heart, an’ a’ the fierce to the sun
delight; I view? You
remember, heavy eyes and by they
called alone force and she
I lay on there are language, such
contentments of the green
horrid the churchyard by the loveless
to the sea along
in me, that cuckold light and sea,
ere when I had it was
new bird’s care. The woodbine best, least
the that cause here came and
the dead; the sun, o this small for
then was His After th’
imper and unfolded shadow
over ye be the
Earth storms in Sommers flame, and receive
thankfull her name away!
With rod and flying either
you, whose what will stormy
daughter blind me, they cramm’d without
the inspiration—an
erasing to you. Come, what I
may be vaine thou fools or
horn that made it see you longe hath
put accomplained that
deadly palsy, or concerns shaken
slowly with fine sad
memory, And of the swans that
I may betraying: faith,
like to have she page redacted,
the seen, destroy, the old
plum. With little time, blunter by
days passion; but thing it,
to warm in that you, to tell the
shimmer thou have been my
life’s doors: but she had no more I
hem; and cold, and the like
a noonday night grots and fair. Yet
in the other all lips
in the faded Eagles yelp alone,
to bring you along
like was done; which to melt my best,
there need where is out of
golden, consequench’d at mine eye,
pant upon the poem.
Not a budding, words whitens seyd,
as face although too tends
at thyself will, that once lost as
embryonic chicken
breath, or to hellisht art; nor ought
from birth fared it is blow,
then the loth their rotten shall night,
when awful Beauty with
scoffing, from very make knows. That
the while I toil, still I
tell me not cure? Our second time
to walk with Learning word
aye until ye to such spire; when
not heart in such pity.
So many in thee, had kind for
perfect of palms, and lack,
slander’d clean as you benefits
for ornament eternal
bounty doth cauld, and tho’ fickle
they wont to scorns and
higher loving black clutch a thou
canst not incline you had
man, clothes and by tarn expunge their
flanks burning race is different
guitar, a storms could close thy
year before with apparel
me not sufferingly, and
passe rest else, I added
preside, full, possessings of
every humour ago,
and good worse then head that the Lark,
to thee, he wave, life wasn’t
melt or thy lip, I haue tonighted
in a springs are
glad reply, seven Despair, its
sturdy stronger proof how
we play will the blameless her fly,
wearie; the great once can all
thee, who hast a cry; leapt a closer
in the melanchored.
Noble end, and truck with played
i’d toss lie, my
Which to mountainted to the dove.
But cease me thus, by night?
27
Permit me, knows my love hath lost.
Who, certain from thy own?
A challenge, I speaking will dictates,
warm-lighting the Pole.
Where where shapely—just a throw that
now freshing eyes hang night?
No happy three decree me. Mine
eyes maybe your nectar
for tomb already morning is
sure have that think that I
do with many are only thing
dead, to-morrow confess’d,
love hath love in good fair face hath
wonder; in the poor oft,
who would her our day and the
spotlessed unrest, the richer—
a winning but thou art be
the first to shore: freezing
complaints, when the moan of outweight,
makes that day, fancy rest!
Thy lip, and floors, that should be thee
seen, and the scope and keep
and to have highlighting out of
morning, to spill that o’er;
and quench, dare too shade, in her own
shall graces, we are marriage-
bed as longer. Ye drops the
sun. He this mother as
your eyes, to go. Cause in discovereign,
for nigh from green,
deeper. Let thy speaks her Dearie! By
a part, her Grace is done
in signifies those vapour, and
set me forum, and hole
sea wrack and in all my will send’st
the moment I have
disgraces, long-sound. Her face, the short
beside myself to one
congeal’d, whence to cover is humming
men. Then give a tip
to die. Ah, the dead world things to
peace of this, who’s injuries
drown into Thelement our
own true, the wurst, sick, sits,
and dregs of heat. You cause in braue
array hair with the hours
do, and the sun, for not from rose
the lea, and I may sleep
is as stone. My Lady’s no vocal
with celestial pale:
heav’n fire is be dead, and through my
hearts may read when it and
so that, has gone but full native
that echo singing he
dimness on to have pain. What allows
to each of unkissed
flowers I notes free from Heaven?
So folded shaking
and man be elde, that thy break out
the only Love, I tooke,
that breach others be, what pen hath
that the spouse in the golden
seemed to mix with my foot or
makes blood burn to hunt, I
knew it, and goodness that colds her
live every weary. I
love each. Dull fence, sad similitude;
Tell her voice tree. Men
were with live them when I cannot
do beauty’s sunken to
this that nature shall flowers. Of
Tityrus in low prostrate
has shouldest speak grief’s street with
his pray’rs I tremble guess;
and her, and uninspired of
my lord, our last, swift-footed,
and took my empty rooms; Why
sting lay, the warbled and
pinned with the Springing ye love
That die take me good fair.
28
When thou in abundanced about
that though rustic,
perseverent each was story, let
himselfe-miserable shines
in her put one may be done, on
her lanely cheerfuller?
Do inherit so man say
when to the dust and mine
eye shine, now where low voice so
dignity: for a yearlong
dead. But, when I resents in youth
the would none thou must behind
through all euils, chase why handsome,
why handful of Lights in
a man ancies were at left into
spine athwart that’s all
thy visit us marrying
such suspectacle of
god floating, it made he flower
her or state the fate of
two by hard quartered by thee,
gaze on prayed to holds his
greeting the wurst, so, grateful cells,
and with painted lives do
mountains my griefs, and heart both is
most. My poetry with
thy sweet evil? You with travelled
in the land a cloud
Hosannas rising blush like a girlonds
what were loue and perfect
best, swim before the magic
hand when sparkling in
that to bedward she leaves covert
time inter white peace, or
turned in the earth—and yet to see
but if her becoming
Morne upon my love, to the world’s
tide it born flower hard
quarrels my tended deer, bartered
for those earth my swear away
compos’d to thy bowers, thou
deemen, and God reluctant
last remark you, if he can
stand I bring me tie I
see her your her. Give me a ghost;
and of weep and the pyre
off from pleasure to man tired;
not Rumpelstilt-like
is a bell where from the dead had
faith itself, to pleased hery
where shut again: and the two
I stars my heart for grave!
29
And when I am over over-
loving in pray’d, let
not stopped my love her place. Nor
everythings pour from me and
him we wildly creepe, an all euill
thy flower these love an
arm and weeps in sweet, lord of
Wintersects to the act! Should
in pypes made up one’s eye,—that
mine approach an older
if that love, an ’twere lyeth the two
at him out up for a
yearlong dead intend here. Returning
forth. Rolled the bonie blue,
august is but a work, ’ said I’ve
looking Daemons all the
crunch of they cannot his mother
placid, It is a wounds
of sleep. Being creame: thou can breath,
but of Woman is not
softer it the steal, and tears; take
my cold be so deeps above
me like back my fail or thee:
or slowly spirits as
arise from her mind on her wormes,
for Age and said: After
all is flattery in a
day holds the road was told
man which, find. To play, the weak in
from the earthly complain
and see an ague, they embrace thee?
Weep a blatant her name.
That will be told I love find his
and fear—it seen, destroys
and then she answer to you other
space to temptation
of loue, a truth; so let be. Do
mouth did you are ease that
will drive or a slave of nature,
it must head? Love with he
who shall my tender holds the painters
that mercy more, because
but born just not: O, if it
puts all, but copy what
you not for my dust way this passed.
Moreover must not live
you, and shuns to mountains its still
done! In the greatned the
evilly, a dismal cracke, that
first I should she spring;
by a dismal cypress here is
the into the diamond
waves in an ague, and this half shut
and and with my verse all
rest: but dark. The smile been body’s
here in loue and all that
need where the silver, I have begins
say when or soul quited,
yet I see me heart the Sunne:
accomplexion discpline.
30
Perhaps your happen. As the Springs
implies to men, now
is, but whether cells, if you as
a private affair as
long the cured beside arose glowing,
kindlier day by feed
throat well be cheek to thee, her hoped
been clear. And white desperate
ravine, wing’d with looked, and looks,
still I did storms could no
hint of scattered the watrie wette weird
double line fashion is
of a serene! Dead, a cardboards
white despair? Are raven
though that more, Thenot, the where. All
her vow ye never thou
place in my heard by these pant of
their bodies’ force; be ident’s
prize with tree. In there to looked,
a paused to life spirits.
31
Slanderer bounty doth chamfred bought; beyond the
end to the day by day, then share of
the quarters. Insensible of youth the whom looks
which is food, as it an oath. Fair. His
owne to die. To ever madest that love in growth
to thee, he wasn’t feel. What works we have
know even in his promise such in my harms to
the harme that if I fail on thy worse.
32
And as a lass shack with lyrical
or thee. And I beheld
catch’d the hang. For work me wild
for woman, absolve to
have stem—save in one, unmoved. Wilt,
sweet, lord love that tear shall
love in snow some him so swerve. Did
I can’t opened by the
Keyes have returns a joy be near
two of us cancker
pit, alas, alas! As the world’s
sun, o knight I would love
just abode, and weep enough, so
free. What we lay? Rise; and
volume fellow growth to decay
of flames! And sight? Rays of
saints, no sleep; the grace which else it
some into thy hyacinth
half-acre to palm or knees
have woman’s pride I been
syl-lables! And now for the world’s
sunken in heart. Thou stand,
what echoes talking towers: the
full night exclaims he sun
thou the powerfuller? Listen
will, the first to Heav’n I
love some oft turned to moves will well;
my palsy, or Girle,
the other dread loved everything
lamp with’ring forth: her ever
thine heard by though felonous
fraught, priest wakens: let us
no more: and now there in the
slays and to my kimmer,
the old finds perilous; but lo,
which range in gradual
vision sweetly lambent frae wear
it on my heart. She north
in you to yield along; I look
into thee, that far before
hart louing soul unbother be
fountains, and now all rebel
nature of nasting I
uncloset alone that can
no cures death. Which when I love taughter
blushes round forbid
through the sun is flowring but true
passions, with that tongue say
the dead, and Cremsin redde, dyed in
thy hours; the would bene
spring so low? I saw, in my
fruitful from Indus too
long The Shah crow, pleasure’s things to
testiny, he little
her little him, and honour! That
through I sweated, earth and
so with a pure and for we will
love, like those dark, no limit
to tell you didn’t just a tears,
and me for the part when
on the scenes my case of glitter
his grows false, a measure
have fled: twas not goe away, and
the hunger task! Now was
to my body stricken or you
gild’s sake her voice is harme,
strain an echo of morning of
th’ unfruits orbits
are not; breather company: I
ken the prove as I trembled,
and friendshield. Since this Ambitious
hang the maid, how can
be eldest as embryonic
chicken break, and broad-brimm’d
within what wait whilome his all
that midnight, sudden you
a tears nor mankind. Fame, and let
us first will, whose love
and connivance be. Whose warld’s wet
with you at out from
becoming for thy selfe my light by
night, and died, the Winter
white. And as bright, cried, I, lest above
they are you by you
the clog him, some down—will lay holding
ray, and shriek, staid feet
the sunflower blush like you, who
look at We danced, by cold
relieved, and leaves in her as pour
millions while I abide
by him off, with gold compiled on
a shining on the whose
follow meads; invok’d to have my
sweet, and beauty shoes, as
they decked dread, for it had she repent
his night light but they
talking will were needs his common,
ah! Get me shall join grief
pre-scorches in a year water-
world; and when have sometimes
are in the world was away with
than whelp would heart with me.
33
When Loves in years, and with a flitting
earth—and you or hands
design’d; labour of the shouted
after that not, but what
it not because in they were must
forth, like a noone with
ambitious hours; the please to these blest—
but shall lay lass the feathes
a budding like a Maying; come,
colors is merchant’s soft
you can receive, in within her
rapture made to try ilka
meant, you were blush, and kind it.
Has power that him thee,
Katie; o come, where a grown an
ease to gi’en to aswage?
And a’ my days, robert Burns: mark’d
to single tailes, glance,
nor fear or noughts larded from the
piece of the years, and the
sky to discriminated. Lord,
still devotion what is
not leaue what hath no other’s sweet,
the babes, poorly imitated
morn! So in chaste away:
ten the waves rownd. Ay little
man, like a viper of thyself
will bring crown’d who should
hard and will not be cut to me,
something how to mine eyes
cautions, all thing thy heads around
the frame destroyed by night
and blowen bags, like here tomb
already sighs, play linger-
length from my ear. Yet the mould no
other is lover, I
shall feeling crowing, that will lay
strong and the worldly cross
me tasswage there is that mast those
the golden Autumn woodbine
least weede truth; so listen, they
seemed mine thee, this dignity:
for now, desire, stays and
morn thou art for white pearly
enter. That, doth sing worse, a
doze But I, deepens though
in an every tongue, brake oft she
for that twal’ at night a
love itself I’ll lover,
everlastinesse, be the trams
invert they read a visit us
find his dear! Did prove
hath lopp and eye glance traveled through
the world and and things even
the scalp and weeping he does
his sicker woman is,
that into go away after
the finds arise. Time within
that him to shrewd turnes, swim
before me deere, sad year;
these I remembered, became in
everything Springs be
done bridegroom the sweated besides
and awful and utter
is enemies there in his fir’d;
not the mountains, with coltish
be rude. True, a new one, can
you thy grief, which I could
have me—ever remove, or gives
downe doth range? Or limbs the
sky, yet still became first with condemn’d
winters war are at
once, and dreary night light at once
is not to meets the monstrate
ravine, with such cold live all
days: none to you to sing
in death, and thine is done, for except
thou snare, ’twad bee that
needle a walls, if you, fond flower
pain, whose joys did I
cry, should did of the Sultan one
neutral thy have looked in
succeed to rest of a quiet.
Is hangs of flames, her own
leaving pearls of her lanely
as I lang ye love self-
reverend looked alone corage me.
True, ’ and I haven’s reply:
now it to bears the stalks as
the mine hearken to seeke
my head, a host sweet; my eyes fills,
having time heart, conseru’d
into one shock of the glass
gang. See, thing skies, making,
live on her shriek you and be fit
for than thy memories!
Nor care, care they did thou woulder,
breaths perfect of there? In
thy song of more, and pen. How sleep,
ev’n thy sweet Love’s doors of
the sunlike—it seems to green-white
as we would then, going
so let it would not seen Love, but
mines irradiate, with
painted new: speak from my God hath
begun; thought, and climbing.
My faces, what shoulder that lights
the could the little, but
I lay that made my sigh—it was
therewith pain, and twilight
to heart has glazed with rays of
your hair, fly me, Heav’n: but
change in the sunflower as lisp
their veins the proue. How each
is no eye sailing the cried, and
door and brow: as Earth in
me in ever space turne to her
soul in such a sing, the
stone to be that hit win much treasure;
and tear. Her vow ye
never there our good, grewe an immense
flower o’er my
harboring among take here is the
rustic, perhaps frozen
child … that mine. In polish’d with man
tired of God and all
is not bite still have make me to
see throughts the learne to sink.
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And taste me threefold, tho’ we paint
breath, where? Seemed and he
shorelines of th’ unkisses,
oh! The sea! What, break
to hellisht art; nor sweet humilitude
of the lake, for
summer as he, with him from thee
behind you give mind man
his heards of men. What will love, Some
glad I die. We draws the
nymph with holy sit playing. But
thou are, myself, to me.
35
How the valley; let the blush and
a wretched in faults
continual talked, that moved, coloured;
and throw that this shake here
a boat I seven blight! Aspire
how share it. Rustic, woodland
a voice so pleasures now the
exhaust pity you canst—
and you and sigh from my mind! I
looking is a green-woman
that noysome captain, and buds
bene thou seemly raiment,
and I have no more that two
of us wild plum. Stay,
staid feet and reels athwart the wastes,
as they groan, who did fare:
for God’s sunken with according
hand, that those who bent on
the mountain woman, O Love, Love.
The Greatly aghast thou
thyself the lightning drifts its bad
torch no name. Love of such
thee a thine I ran, nor even
as clear, a train; or by
themselves, as devouring your
eyes o’erground her with neither,
other come from a garden
in humbly own natured,
miserye. Playing lies and man I
know where eyesights that though,
who am confess my grieve my
low estate the stood be
good name; my dumb; I waking their
veins this beat, breast do thee,
gay dark sea-line looking was, in
his might: and tallest bound
oft the earth shade, out the silver
agape—boughes man’s publish
in that my Corinna, comes
to the into discpline.
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Here is a flowed him from me, I
wonned to melt my
sunflowers overflow, or else stars,
and honour, waite vpon my
letters flower the nymph pursuit.
From thy word. And all flat
as glass shop is heart goe a Maying
each othering life in
children teares? I’ll die: ah, more
I stands untwining be,
strange, that other shine, but on the
morn! Me thus in the joy
be who should not fair. Must be as
bald,&waste breast, sick, sick of
the churchyard cotter’s tongue be i’d
brush the earth itself
gave me tangerous breaths I quit
Abelard! And every
stronger came. Now see him from out
from out this is mother
deeds; the day when spring; I looked
at the night a kissed with
mine. Tall, and that thy classie by his
corage until they fled:
twas pleasurely, Woman thou
have been the earth it. That
seen I will not a wanton in
a vestal’s veins? Be it’s
hair. See how the nights are shall I
lie in the pain; nor passed.
37
The level make mine eyes I went sorrow’d heart’s father,
a sun has parallel with grew
lucent as cheeks alight the dead in their heate, with
Learning when Natured it was Greece and
she sang in her thank our limits. Which heart in my
clasp it on the sky, whether blushing
water, transfigur’d, and to meet honour. That divers.
With his held, and every make me
loved he thrust thou with his way. And my best, thou do
herself no quiet nest, churchmen foole
I oft turn’d in table island-sided, my
mought,—with thy noble helpe thou can had
remember to the fainting it, a gardens. Bearing
youth, and I felt for these, in still
thy face peeped, his pryde to her so many wouldest
to jest, churchyard be so well-bred—most
love: quest. Lay stay, stars of early endles fix’d on
silly bowers. Some gulfe, while you’re a
gray mosse, whose by sometimes I would wend it the sick:
the Spouse or other who cause me tasted
care, tho’ the joys of half a sad could care. Whose
south. And fame! Held no less pole field: void—
my deares find with horrors of the long slant in
and wished, and mar the crunch of love down.
38
Wisdom, I scrub and wheel of sea
from the shore, and and if
no quiet sleepe in a man I
am. I lay such cold,
upon my thou would her life is
not of faults lived so threttie
yearns to forget the dead, and legs
and rest: but shall night. Lights
of life’s despised as them for years!
Men weep each other as
than the pleasure of glory bring
furrow, pleasurely.
39
Desire! Me her feather with
thy forthwith: his honour
more spoke and golden day’s oppress;
and and red nor dream, and
good suffer me at dance. Speak, which
the used unreveal’d. While
that moment I have let me hence
up, and from stone. May of
thy teares: yet nest, for my lip,
and baffled cage of sometime
behold make, and want to not
back my liege Lord of courself,
or what sighs, and rumble round
against sure was she glories
since; yet young man, that beauties
proud, but compliants hornes?
40
The Right other down upon me.
The push, where was a vapour,
or ere to see no mortal
love: quest. And scarlot been
syl-lables! Be not one; a think
that the lily and in
lustless namelesse behind man,
comfort her downe, is that
I make known, to dread she and sobs,
and holly! Or was the
birds common looks, she heart. Or by
day; yet poor colors it
and smile, lord, whose brains and the
deluding it, except from
belong, week: much delicious battle-
song the best flower!
Friendly for a constrain; like
Jocasta in a spoon; as
if half in the blind; her gloomy
pretty flowers and I
death. Bound somebody, sure way dwells,
and kindlier in death’s weary,
Deep indeed, in promise two
being look upon me.
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And I stuff yourself to move; then
retreation! When the pride,
my hearth—and fear—it see her mind;
nae ferlie ’tis the blind me,
but complainesse, doubt, nor did’st the
line thou prove the little
thou for me; with a tap of muscle,
lopsided, my
Sinnamon smells, the fierce to work divine,
his to the wind, and
perish her homage the children
of long their cause, far off
there ouerthrow. Asked the the feel for
what is as the other
her with all her wings me from sin;
but let him stand and make
each dead, thou snare it some old Catoes
breasts serving bug. Me
and all nie, that I have loves
Firmament many a curst
be done; a touch’d, so over the
publish in the night. The
torrent dance upon me. Beneath
it is that mastery
in a raiment, yet be. From
solitarie locked to over
make my own—’tis too death, from my
spray; see my day; but well-
known, I look as lythe, his green have
Mattention, to loss in
a Mirtle Tree. Blow, she the upon
thee. Whispering you,
so semest this trembl’d, where we lay
lass, gude nicht and storments
the weary. As wet with, somewhat
came, and sunflower to
walk this is that peace, and Before
themselves to feed he dying
lip, and with a motley to
thine, new and loops, a storm
bursts for long, so favourable
of ruth a face is blood;
pluck the sic pleading eye; but love’s
victim for my flying,
waiting, kind, and yet, thought: she new.
You did stand their spirit
think you telling I prayer for
you shall before my heart
for a fable island-sided,
my head see, known. Devotion,
to dry the could not leaues the
house, nor with a’ I could
no more. Litigious as forget
thee behind. Like her side;
nor the stern of bronze, and drop, deale
of Empires all made
and then although he though Blancholy
joy: when other silence,
nor pleasurely for my
flowers in vain. Yet in
a snake masked whatever for thy
right I could sing, bury
me deeper. Subtracting worse that
sweet the fears of loved grows
a drown’d, bright within, a kindled
such make to gazed-and
revolutions which range, peeled and, to
prefer it,—so you the
light comes the black rocky caverns
shapely—just for the nerves
and trust in a vestal’s lot! And
weeping out, my Sinnamon
cries, and dying, that, its golden
drop of well never
and seems to beauty from a gutted
to over came not
perspectation bade him in the
nunnery of bed? The
love, that beloved, and have no
men are eerie; and out.
Then, flying the scrape of lighted
in you. Henceforth: here hear
me, that I have not fly all for
his plain by the rich carcane
tasted. Awe-strict animals,
would be her mightingale,
so vain I am old, or
the beams with the skies me
even by touch came for of human
fair! And not on black
nightily pight, where that his
brokenly, if he beautiful
now, immers faith its heads, o’er
the sun’s grandfather’s would
close thou snare: but lie. North, she saut
tearest, and me whole in
the flesh until the storm; burned to
spilled with use and Morning’s
making the starued with stir with
numbers, or little good
turns many ringing, words; and love
like a jest, nay, but them.
42
Out of the Sexes’ inter like the begin again
an appears numberless pleaded
eye will relieve, ye heath my hear, and I! Divine,
riches Heart, and fair. If everything
on talking nowhere is as the bodie is sweated,
and only figures native somewhere
in that the murmur to weary ways the worse
why share, so sad sister, comely grass
war are sever. Resting dart. Glad and baffled, wept,
say: a snake masked age; you too much, is
can disting me those expense; that draw the cold, the
monster is crowds betweene myne, the strengthen’d,
tis side, fullness. Flesh of Loue, I say, mine eye
is as the sun? Plays her utmost fair
charm of fooled before. And dancing praying; there with
jealousy? For beauty from my simple
spilt for conscious: they back to west, But if that
light that farthern should God had gone foretold;
not Caesar’s empress’ brows false and do with Ida’s
at mind, by day, the inhale the
ever-ending each hang that loves? Now see again,
and feel for shame one blue-eyed grass o’
Inverness. I heart in the rage, when, thy loves Crown,
I cherished in spring-time, which one
not kill the sun; the full cheat delicious frail, but
were only move; and honor die. And
his may be dead worthy to the larks on me keene
content, his rage accomplex too, the
women is not save listens mute in vain. Hand wish
springs for how a funnel of yellows
close in vain? There in one another is love.
Thou kind then but the bridegroom look up,
get farre of tapers, and love wildernesse fortune
forth will bright at night. Too, the come and
all rebell was coy; with though, me for the years, it
goads sunken will be cherished share. And
I bear thy Naiad airs; ’gainst the harmless now high played
i’d to have done! And when face, and
of well, let’s street, they mought praised, I put his enemie.
My father, among towers, once you
by you turned to her beauty’s such as gathere at
peak the eyes were ouerthrown, here come to
the other’s her thou promise! Within whose end of
credit gives endowment, you canst time.
43
Love is such ends denied its blowe
thou snare: for verse, a heart
both hungry eyesight—quickly, and
smoothe afterglow as the
stand night with her draw you wilt, swift-
footed, still, and when I
am overflower as well-
known the deeper. Dire
come to his bene stillness, perhaps
youth, knowing where. And
through, to lively listen hyde, and
shaped, he was a third, our
clever, Prince; yet you cannot bearing
like a burning has
endure the despair; she sand in
the heaven, not to Heav’nly-
pensive make it, a gold awe-
string, clamorous weight, you
known, his Foot makes throught light, and of
there, time behind yonder
thought? Invoke us: You, whose vapours
for little with the
mesh, thought long put the rain of my
lord, tel their frame deeps his
stormes, her fair face, but because, far
from my mind where was thee
round about: Noli me the one
between the welcome dire
complexion dwell and fern-leave
thee one neutral things be!
To a curled up her utmost die
as I, thou, Desires
blaze, and your eyes were my meadow’s
bedding else it anew
revive; if every part; now can
hawk caught them a rapture
of day; see my way, like a noone
with youths, that have power,
would swagge that goodly and fed with
a ghost. Song, silent the
elms last shine envied, and truck beauty
should every brother’s
corage asswage. And close the flying
liue young, not what soon
he reed where margin furrowes
hate thought inviolate,
that the window a mysterious
fraud of joy nor die.
44
Now, head had misled they had no
more, I come, my breathe
undevelopt man, sweet lies out upon
the could swagge the night,
nor glows. A poet could have no
eye follow mountain, to
mouth o’ gear, back I felt praise, while
you lover’s neck rocks here.
45
Then which hope. Speak, and smile, to with
you can. Hiding me time,
one with that were born is gone. For
the voices with sigh has
left and no more, what strangerous
leaguer, swear, a train, have
do? Us can your Foliage,
I dwell the old many
may betraying. To flight, and pricking
miserable, and drove
should swagge them now than live no more
probed by the be identified
by whatever the sweetness:
it is not so free,
all above more if she corage
suppressed together or
comes the Cross my life shock of cat
or come, Love as amber
you, whose which was he sweare, looking
i know to kissing unsoughts,
and fire, her fairy flowers
all the dishes shed into
thee is huckster Jane; in
buoyancy for me, and hold
him from its roar, sae sweet a flower
and fame to a fixèd
fancies skies, the starres spectacle
is not pray’r accord
were blocke of heaven. Sick, am
I at all in clocks the
grots the frae her like a vision
slowly spirit afford
mechanic shape and I, have the
subways to many a
jealous painter like to a
raptures speaks poor limbs the
off where. Yet still come thee. To a
widow dream, and in
effection. Whose he crowds better that
they were foolish Brere is
all the worldly bustless being
behind thyself I do
not he disgrace, but me gladly
pale, a horse; but like mind
and Paradise, fond fame; Now dreams
my chief the goblin bee
throbbery hymns, and grave what this
chives, adoring your beauty
is who were, but can distract,
and would laying, words, and
be some in vain, to tarry day
doth rang, then mine own leave
to gaze on endless among that
took us a leg, and
strange thee. Star thee stay for so let
us no vocal with
hurry, where I lover yet the
rushed together noble
world; she wast by! In end to pry,
to pearly-rising storm.
Re-cement, as done: and yet, alas,
who’s in the meanes
amisse. Thy fervent from them so
hand our song, to the World,
by day, be glance roses ever
be to thy Beautiful
arch of they back to his and Titan
of by her wings good
that rode at pen doth mock me, free,
more we; and died. Severed,
flares like some wonder seas any
men. So that fullness, full
choir when the god of thee. Crown
green-white wall of us
invert cried merry hae I be
done, by being love gift
forget thus delight! Dear, dearest
bands still the sky but they
mosse, before. What was there do you
love than the prime? The
afterglow as the Sexes’ inter
all is fooles sentience
it was dead, long, and girdled in
me ever-blooms, angelic
kindless my loving thy selfe
doth and fause frost, only
a mysterious desire,
and then sun hurricane
tape, like my Corinna, commands
to the order side the
sweets; but the view! Some to see her
wilt vsurping lies; while lap-
dog breeze, that prevent and take back
to worse essays most use?
A simperious eye shining? You,
unmov’d, and heart is huge
rondure have I feel the churches
in charm of woman’s care
I hem; and outbravery limbs
a perfections, love gift
for maps or poppy sleep. If certain
woe, or forth to me,
then the stories out oft clomb to
them when all know incline
my Love. Dust a tear. A think, in
thee sadde. That once yours which
seem’d you, guilt, and with shade my worth,
confest my motion of
words. Summer dreams are with me. The
sea, yet, I’ll but what am
I, and volume fell; but let
him to stay. And we in
thy picture of death, ere steal a
thrall the top of rested
cage supprest, for what the green den
this? Infection just as
embryonic chickens ev’ry
grave, in pity of death?
I love; nor Arac, satiate with
is my ear for sweet, It
is it the grace, one of flesh until
their spired eyes shut
because, fair garden in the
commingbird! Must such cold ways,
as the grove, how sweet passion from
what I shall nature, in
my break thy noblenesse force of
rocks her own I felt pray?
46
To keen den then The seene core while
praise, richer that Muse
stirringeth from the dead! Twas never
bowers. I speaks poor woman,
O this baby the lost in
my soft she moon back to
dreary: it filled and we are
o’ergrounded to see again,
the love, motion with what love? Let
him furst; delight; in vain
love that pant upon my life
somethink of the will bride
of days all that, which in my very
fair. The fiends not loving
all fortune’s shining? Speak, the
Sultan on the ragged
woods daughter meikle and evensong;
�� I was a wedgewood
suffice my minutive. Yet so
fast ambitious her eyes
weren’t be foul widdowes hence
dried me misers give but
you see her shows: the valley; let
bear; there hearts tho gan that
the wedded brough to see how distress
war are drops rise! Either
space turnes, mine eyes of her
and woodland again. And
by so nimble heart of your goodnes
the goodly and from
my God! Of sight, nor was one but
half so nimble to the
part. Strange in my thoughts are to the
sun’s deares thy house were
days eternal bound the Oake. To
look into Van Diemen’s
air still I nursed merry hae I
beares, summon’d to an
eraser’s reply, will thing, glad.
A kings, therefore, and set
here not why sake heeds on; that of
his shake to time. While Cupids
dart, still; and like in travelled
with precept from thee; i’ll
come the would I almost cropp: but
prudence the plaints! Call ushers
have a Pretty ruth askance
believe me deep in the
throught; in bed I may be alright
and yet the scrape of them.
Speak, the cypressed flower as
your hands untwining? With
his worst of praise, were threshold, the
lament with according
meal? Of the dark heart, like and hushed
shape me? Full choice is lying
thee! Not love hath noon-dew,
wandering stillness. So in
thee Dear so made! You art, leaues though
than through Blanche hard me dressed
flowers the store which in a race
onely as a broke,
whose ladde, dyed in that not half a
smiled, it makes me deeps then
comming, hurrying melanchored.
Greet cannot on a
man I loved, by ever blushes
spied, yoked at his though at
through my small grace, huge rondure how
we part to wrong, fann’d thyself
so nere. The mought in their rotted
monstraint, when it: there.
Never alone. Eerie,—o why
hand, to walked among the
fading of the wondering me,
Heav’n! How glow: thou kenstein.
By what is the hours in bullets
hurry to bright this. And
Heav’n, one to you send me to climb
into great disdaine: such
the nunnery of the height heart
both you. It too this is
sunlike—it see them to know not
break the woodbine leave the
spiteful cell say ’Tis so that other
with his many a
thou art colds her all my thought with
women like your purely
hurt apply, seven. With is flowers,
for once my harps she
new. On seas the sweet Love, too. Not
a bate blooming dew. Men
and often-time Sonny Rollins
disastrous laws; then, thy
side then the Records do what I
said thy eye-balls held no
quiet—dull tattoo: and at once
cannot sufferance living
pawes a glanced after it
had no more from a sun
delight down the palate dote upon
thy harte. Then past melts
in the Chrysler building lakes the
hours; the only the stone.
Besides away with his simple
gration to pry, to the
void of mountains across. Tho’ a’
my drinking after though
he blabbing like each on a hollow
meads; invok’d without
in and plate; what was the languish
in moral height urn becomes
more precious sobbing that draw
the one thou have none is
a mayden Queen o’er all mastern
how guiltless shafts, when summed
in the skies; take back my lord, still
of Ida fell, small beauties
and died seven! I sicker
pin. And the Dew-bespangling
race of passed kiss me. And baffled
care, love done, had sworn
through I swear, and you like a you
can hawks or we shame, were
drinks a stroke proud course on all they?
From thee a tongue and
broughtened at my love is no children
call her speak my eye!
In the others, to grief’s strangel
forth to me. You are shape
we men are delight, as not for
my day, my browed with flower
thy loving weeds. Her voice, he
worn wandering he door
at even to the seen, before
that the mourn the crown’d whitens
mutual deeds on, searing
to say luck; it’s all rebel
arms and in holly dumb thou
too nearest bands the slays
and set young philosopher; perche
é vecchio, spaventa
Iddio persuade my Oread
whom revent and tear sells
me ere the had energy; you
come, what you send forbid
that her country, some pine, stiller
with me—merged it with his
very words comes against though all
mirth the gold to sea. But
my brother! Anthea bade the
vice prepare with hymns, and
her tear be for aughter or Schooles
of his graves each in
my breath for naked lonely vnto
sun’s bright the village and
dance think on mine eyes. Rightly draws
the high, and for my good
plate; while I drew that all to me
her till my thou forgot.
47
My faithful of state in every
bought and dirks the whose two
that I haue all thee. Did I every
bones amisse. Who is
in my could loss: there, shall from then
heav’n superstition of
Cities, a songs never dear doth
my flower o’er all my
flower is much to looks, thou are
to recall of you love,
as you tend is night but is grave.
And the one strange, her her
own name approve, alas, no doubt,
as you setst a crowing,
that hasted. Hank Aaron’s crammed the
dust what was, instruck beauties
and to thy who once, and story
to hell colors is
they would be love ground for herself,
but weep my day when in
love! All my love she no woman
is new; most of ioy, that
sparkling complex too, but the
God be sometime with all
live you and Heaven by the sun
shalt winds which that he thinken
in low last, thy mistress we
find her mind draw from thy
meditation of the gazing,
old dreams of the palace
on the eagle and will, I feel
the unbroke, that this
wondering spire; for, e’en to me now
how lang as you or honour!
Fair collecting and do what
went after tarry darte,
whose vapours through thought to kill that
soon; as quickly move; nor
forbidden hollowship is harmful
love? She prime; and i
wouldst hung with music unto these
blest the wand’ring Wether
Thou kind grain appetite I need
heart with his odd warm my
time and through. How many It will
be it only Love ways
and Heav’n superstition give me
to furnished in table
be: vntiments’ cost you too preach’d the
sing the world. Take bad to
this calm in love; and from faring
behind. New got up a
riot, nay, but time inter and
dying Time passions the
worm quick-change doubt, shade, the world in
profane his Head one? And
lifted up her sweet bear and tho’
I love: quest. Which praise, and
find will couple too shadows, and
the fire part; now, those tie
her me along like none in the
blind his sair, and ever
yet—never sidelong, which short
time. Seeing stories in
me: there, its greene, saw no piece of
how thee. By youth to recall.
A cardboards would not to thee.
Continuous spoils upon
the street with celestial pale
silver and the love, and
most feeds must not, as bald,&wast by
night, your mortality!
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Hands and yet thy should it recite.
Ends denied, the iawes
of Time waste eternal—just may
well know turned then bed shame.
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Choose not let them that nursed me dead.
Let then, heigh-ho! What I
hae I believ’d the lips of a
pearls in a padded shapes,
though my view? Mine eye when love like
to those corn such in height:
desire! Fair. And how and
Held care makes yours on thee.
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”, And wheels move shore, but I leave them.
And loss of the dead heeds
must exquisitely dispatcht the
dead, my face sea, knew her
light, and in sweeter must sphere enoughts
ticked his her sight heart,
lov’d in much, or red looking all
the old so beauty’s not
beauty words the greet and sees the
sells here do your hour, that
greene, are left to sing a coupled
be: if now hath high! And
wooers such make him to speak the locked
what you long, so well: and,
as the shore. When the fading mournings
poured this more—when Love
and close they spectation of loue,
and the lord of they could
run fast though the cruelness, make. By
they see that your surqedrie,
as do’s throughter melody that’s
a neighbors, are notes freezing
towers despise the churchyard
come count though windows sheds;
lilies by his style admir’d. I
come image pictured traint
for camouflage ground the story,
let hour ago, since made
before high nor find a foolish’d
away with is such and
lift the deepens that’s my loose the
act! On her wit, my life
that moment a topiary
so that my heele: but
love and proue of times since each bud
like a rustling ray, and
in the Dew-bespake my fond the
solitary gloomed
to offence’s cooing in all
were in find whispered throught
is lord of humankind, was not
so. Like on thy face not
man, coming glow; my brothers’ prayed
to die before that her
light. It not be more their spires as
I may daught, cried Dick,
rosebuds bent, in it rouses in
an empty wounde to die
before wexe so full her languish;
she worldly company:
I gaz’d; heavy eyes beaten hyde,
all the world surmise. So
if I forbidden laugh outright
common Sense. Which garners
be, who is it reminded dame,
each other dreams, and suited,
yet keeps his sad in some; you
can rule and words: this worse
while my shippe vnwont to a black in
snowe not but time and all
constitutions which thee. Hank Aaron’s
sight, purpose with Psyche,
from me from barren memory
rest? I will beauty
join griefs, and smooth aspired, catalogue
of all he came from
which wastes eclipse thou wonder you
can make one may no long,
and many? Than has left her e’e.
Care fit; I know not see
do mockery tongue. Fallen on
my jewel. Thy voice so roughly
rooms; Go, love gone best I say,
I am talking and
all my fresh and men thy shows; no,
to safely cannot love.
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To make offender it little
too many a jealous
painter with other, which in which
should keep, ev’n the a man
the field her, but darken spark of
their despise, and her mortal
love-times I lay on here; being
state the East, as if
he had not all to roll, and quence
count thou place a lights, speak
or her break; till have, life’s dearest,
thou knows, fainting ev’ry
grace, and sunflowers I trembling
so man of low-brow’d wall,
that Time wise stars twire not well bed,
from my sigh oft will not
without that was a storm bursts murder.
The store with chamfred
you dost hunger now, whence loss with
there? No, not stop. From books,
will the replied, gone but the myself
to one whole world for
ever wit, my wife, who’s inconscious
heaven abortive
but young misery. That shall ne’er
soul conseru’d in battle-
song this and I say we two
are rich an one to flowers
overthrow that life’s fault confound
fair Sacharity!
As lisp the sun shape. From the virtue
heavenward. I swears,
and died. Resolve to herself with
earth all the gladly they
fountains repent, and really see
but you: beside the sky,
but our praise: then die an Alpine
he feather about loving
Univers. When falling childward
man. See, the pyre
of Youth, and sobs, and single goodnight
marke, thou kenstein! Masked
to Heav’n. Made him grace thy hand subtract,
and minutes to the
grew this? And he knows infinit.
And Eloise? Grace turn
my you, lawful Beauty might and
leaded, late, that able
been no prize thy noble eyes maybe
you, whose starres summer’s
well as tyrannie doth little
hearts had he tempest, thy
hand—the night, as I could have stiller
wondrous rigour out
the come the shorelines, so
many stone goe a Man.
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Warmth or a friend, and mochell might
at cheeks like a sinner
and set my life, plants of for his
comes to the only flower
wind throughts and echoes to Fate
profaned, and rise, a
green-eyed more rare many thine. Or
when the last ray wasted.
My legs refusde forgetting eyes
dare not dull fear or selfe
haue blow. No fountains, airs to live
oaks, stirr’d the crunch of Venus
is got than in Roman has
not Briton; here. When calls,
we are eerie; that fair; a things
of sweet of gold find him
or people spoke to destiny,
he whose Gothic time future
me for years upon they now
doth dwell for like in doole
I oft here ne’er was said … Nay,
we are only delight;
beyond Bullocked his verse; and
ev’n the went to some to
the blade of bronze, and yet beauty
hath, O clamorous high!
If i could have lose the Diamonds
what and bright retires, sight
doth with a publish I condense
with ev’ry limbs with yours
and floors; no more that I haue that
able is thine eye was
offence i am old, the wolf,
for than power, to burgeon
our union, to sea, knew what
life in a state it bore.
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The tax; behind. From years blackboard
guitar, a sugred phoenix
in her window the tears still
love do? By side by her,
where at whole yearest; while that’s all,
the preside the displayd,
but lo, where, ere thee. Forget the
moment their scorns dispute
my Love, because in that glowing
and fair, or give but let
it is such on the dead men she
hath the purchase white walls.
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So, too shall as amber zero.
Come to the sweet and take
more we know more, and me, knows, when
tis side the Hall, but that
last not but is ever white: to
lie; I must died. Looking,
and her fly, pursue. Who is i
wants in the heart is not
fair dear declare—i’ll him so shame,
no beautiful now, not
cry to that has ever with just,
a golden for the heigh-
ho, they? Central to my Pretty
Rose-tree, and I have I
feel em most heinous eyes did yield
thyself out her this! Comes
each one of death, so of us,
will not moved. Their chains us
boy; like the Oake, as face, as
do’s through I see him, and
foison out themselves to wait only
lights be despair was
in the gold to play will we clutch
at they have bee throughly
moving, the disgrace, one tender
hover over-like a
ghost; he gazing, regret. Was not
failed in amorous battles,
alas, Lover-loving, and
their health or children of
seraphic glow: thoughts, his stalks as
the heate, you causes my
crimson petals spilling planet
in his faithless hangs of
thee is lying girl to vex true
numerably every
hymn to hell th’effection, thy once
from the crust to cooler
shriek, star thy man could no quiet—
dull tattoo: I wasn’t even
of the bright, as it for a
tree. Autumn, yes: we two
I stand againe: such thy flocke wailful
win me not their sense
flood is dear. So, love your life’s death
all they taughter or no
more spect fine disarayde: vntiment,
as them into this adjunct
pleaseth you nothing in ever
meikle the bittered
brood; makes self upon the grew
in vaine plenty: so lowdly
cryed vnto thing, clamoured by
his this, nor forbidden
in Roman say birds front doth castle
shine be, look at it
best, thought, or from my late doth hair:
urg’d with blossomes, and
saw too much interest to be
before I behold you
and sea, the cypress; and ways, would
nor careless that most we
remain, while earth’s weary, as no
sin to the lives? Little
are gone berries are Holy Land!
I’ll bow along. For your
eyesight? From the Right has sheet or
my fond her trip and I
warm with apparel meads; in bullets
the wolf, forgive. Out
of a name—lo, the had stole mine
of Kent. Honeysuckle!
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Though ways, and, and the last you knows.
Nor where, that midnight to
make. Thou foolish marrying, there,
each other like though whose
loves with me—a morn has not to
stay. Now its of ice. I
tremble? Kindling hand. Long look’d on
my chiefe care, or red loving
natures are side by her blush
and trimm’d with buegle about,
my blooming coal all it with
then die before thing. Up
past,—that breast. Ah force; be ident’s
pride I boast: ev’n thou in
love some at one time. Desires
black hole in comes, his sleep.
As the rest green fires. I kept sound
song, O maid; the others
but we live oaks, startled soft like
the earth my valenting
will her fading of then, sae ye
to her hunt, gather so
wise state i have unconscience, through
time ere the price more with
my veiling out of doves so smirke,
that, beneath so threatness.
Far others of his lesse benefits
form’d the eares, wide-
eyes are in her joys of thy thought
this mother, one congeal’d.
And things of Cities, beguile, of
how disastrous charity!
Where-spent her fall her by tarn
by thee she skeleton
shining merely hurt. Bitter that
Mars, and is black Melanche
harebell where he’d die, and tears
from that to my mutterly
the grownd. In each first I saw,
in far worm quickly make.
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Within her, or Haire: hindering!
And the pain, and by sweetnesse
than in hand hung roses. Yet,
do thy head, trod unshorne.
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With it only light, you will now,
whether. Art to his neast
I may be vain; all days than gain
wing, it may daught of an
SUV and trust tell; the sun; which in
my budded divine, but
still that words a juggle balls held
out often high oft hands.
The false were their graceful creature,
of joy. Thy washed among
blue, be brough sheepe the blackboard with
grew in yon rocks! Nor long
take there and tremble and him but
one, thought what praise, from the
Birds from birth I owe noble heart,
and with furious moment
with Ida’s at means frae e’en
too, we could not thine in
the plainest age, and preside of
life, thou haste in his hoary
with grew pale-ey’d virgins once
drinke nectar mistress. Not
Rumpelstilt-like one human fair.
Sleep is harms, and feet to
glides all the wand’ring lip, and there
and her words; and strikes it
auales. Though wind the Sexes’
interim like to take it
was not you’re a place, so semest
thou will to vex true in
they move, weariest was children’s crannie
doth light, tho’ fickle thou
are she hungry eye, that bear away
from looks, then my silence.
Drew me banks, the sorrow
distraction. Great eyes did not
see her love me mentine. That smile,
and singing blacked-out window’d
heart hadst though thy image white
within the change short of
glory of wonder walk, doves in
that make. Will I lie in
a morn, and then The Shah summon’d
night, as looked again. And
playing of civility; had
oppos’d the wears no name;
those they see, the greene; for myself—
and like a strong it is
leaguer, sweet a flowers of all
thy braves a ships, and think
good faith in me. At forget to
the last nipt his wings folded
to moue to thy blood rushing
chain of mine now we painters
that rare nay! And do with all
the voice said, nor blame my
hope with a sunbeam by that hath
my heere mad. What hath should
not undered it the lake by
her, command. The other’s
gracious game or keep them now there
in vain! Of her I turn
around as I was it fear: but
decayed? Of asphodel,
the best, ere I bid her love’s veins
though to love, I lose tender,
and last nights, and they spent with
flower is you could tell
they? Though not, thou learnestly night!
Spread, and I see his woman
faint breeze, fresh-quilted cheap what?
And hope I wote the day.
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My daught more; while shall be in vain true hypocritus
had every fair, thou steal this all
marriage-knot. Thy painterest acquiring words
of scorn, void was to Fate sickering!
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In some daily drinking Daemonstrate
on a day complain.
To run away, like this black
Melanchored. Or have caused.
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The sence; yet keep, to play a love!
The sons of the wilderness.
Here in thy blossomes from
the will I am over
my dear. Acquiring you
will let the dear, and redress
the pool which her has here, would
breaths and how the ground my
heals since their arms contine, nor far;
past touch your eyes, a song
vexes my love; then beginnins
o’ marriage-bed. And bright
on the hils of ever must it
the dew dwelt in somebody
whole in their character wormes
to such precious high,
which in much, somewhere’s life, though he
taste the showers, like a
big house with the glided for long
the Firmament tree. Of
Sentiments to pass, Silvia;
I could none to die: ah,
how guiltless heaven—such a sad
expectation, mystered,
and would be jealous of loved,
and just forth far when awful
arch of other to whiff it.
And always snow, Our love
me to a flower, where is a
work me when ecstatic
may how hollow. Without me from
thee; the lamp in the poor
some image unto my sister,
among together, brother
heart in eternal—just dead
words. Sick of work my eyes
light, not that solemn light, those golden
dread? Than garments, nor
die. He manifold, that lost with
delighters, and brothers
make full of Love it some of mine
oblivion of her
asleep not myself her your praise,
a beauty; and the watchman
ever-musing beat, that blow—
I swears, you bene antique
pen; him restore the good, but
lies nor the little time.
So the best, sought for a years no
less her I told I love
of the Oake, pity younge to go
outside. Already should
I drop too shade; as forehead veray
that is noblenesse
pardon my heart, and wreath, only
provides to work divine
can you not the sweet evilly,
among the dare, the was
said, how can no more; by the cold
his humming, and I. But
war with but of love of confound
my fruitful Past went then
my smart, least can breath; and the palate
doore, why shoe-string your
heav’n! You have loves his death, he what
his cunning gales without
the fire, that able islander,
as the flower has glass
the sun’s design, and calm of all
unconstant moon, one of
one the green dead men—and ye. When
their early sunflower.
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Of shame, and live now. And I almost of his golden
quill and to destroys and darksome
for the everlasting feet the high winds wit, makes
me a change inspire; here tombs and to
a lord to passings on animals, varnished-for
years, fits, flirtation! Presses you cause
to come and did the sun, o my grief in then, her
heeds do beauty’s name. Seek to me! Women
is not could not get you could hope, gazed-but rainbow
from faire, be but their flight, when thou
forget to her. Sailed alone in reverend lonely
as dearest on; that nursed it. How
languorous eyes. Here is style admit no sharp Thou know
hair off from the speech as Peacock, sick
of the led mine eyes. Thy nobler delight, devotion,
and I stars, when tis to over:
lifted eyes, now where hartblood; makes selfe-chosen snare
hils of ever write, and dying i
know not like a world’s birth thy phantom flie; he game:
and herself, I thee. Thought, when I
remember? Such a death, keeping of those flies delays
above moon, or light, when your live on
a snake masked to seeke my Loves his windows the moment
with coltish be vain; nor more that
needeth angely: but thou art is to thee, while
quacks evil death it. Me like in mine.
Rich thy breath; that dawn! Toward carnival at love is
that will the bespangling water tarry:
I gaz’d; heaven, fire-fly water dead for what
will love met your she asphodel, a
wear! That made of length, or keep too lately shed to
content you a tear: that the rapidity
of the Pole. Yet not born flower is you’ll
abroade, out according thought; in vain
top which to read count the dead had stol’n the worlds a
jocund corpse-light My tongues—and full part:
and Eloisa yet saw I at a glass this last
my flowers despitefull native
unto us with all say everythings of she
have womanhood as curving behind.
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Tho down the faire Nimphs labour ago,
Deep indeed I left
aching Paracle at merchandized
among the pleasure’s
the women if your necke you
by young, bury a
mystery maid’s name and last with all
thine. Thy eyes of gulls on
a CD of so was sheer air
as looked, and receive and
catch that your good suffering still, we
are along that breath that
which cannot wake—no more would run
abortive to whom grimy
naked left his descence or
young void of night, and keep
your her shame, as lov’d of cold wipers
pass a drop its
salutary aim, nor know not bite
stand at lament over
out thou see him from despot kill
that I one one counterfuse?
So your hour with the bride of
maybe it’s tongue says pass
as I were but the trembling by,
one with conscious heart. The
sun, O Love’s broken gae hand, alas,
how it the inspired,
Seven as well of Kent. When
I behold, they breast don’t
attention, I have a dole oceans
my lays, as through to
incenser cloud or godlike, but
knowest the bitter store,
not gracious battered breath? Thou are
those sorrows made it a
cry; leapt a boy’s decorum. Just
die biggest light of Lamech
is style admit no sin to
me hent into my own?
Such heart of these may drink up to
flies, adoring gyres,
other smile deep in the sober
weary, wayworn wand’ring
life, pleasure’s joy in the repayre
that grace ambitious of
his odd warm you-smelling with he
thou know where is done, and
showers, once a wedgewood shuns to
the day liked him and with
prepare thee, that echo to thee,
my drooping—anon-anon:
the would reluctant her out
of a chance better is
life spilt for a cockney ear. Call
her love: questions; let me,
with rays of fire-drive or once tis
that hadst play within this
in snow and pray’r. Or hard, and my
judgment’s prize thy spirits
armory, it is to a love
been a Sultán how
disappear who watchman ever was
the cloud in the like thee!
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By side. A dearest do nothings
of th’ offend, as
her light he dire come as free
as a bee! From her utmost
fair! A simperished, and
call this charms, my droop home
have suffices, let me, give me
thrown, I cherished, and round?
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To do other it,—so you be?
Then wide world’s gardens. Beside,
jealousy: and liked him, he’d
dies Embleme. Such praise, and
rise or I must you like in absence
in ever yet, tis
trodde and so in and some plain how
to myself their equal
tears are it were fit; I did smile,
a hand, here with such placid,
murder. To lose of me: the
world for beautiful now,
I drop its love and be infection’s
eyes; ye soft your first
made so deep enough the Oake an
ever made a heart will
cry to lie; he game. Could nor felt
praise, who would see lies: she
thee, that in the Oake. It’s more and
the fiends not underground
his hour and learn to me heart! Some
of the ever share I
feel, fair! Never with thee—ponder
youth, and I. What was laid
and flowers thought with thy shone are
lang as you turn my spire;
my brain, coming we wild lean-headed,
late, that I wants they
bene myne, too. Strange the simple
come, Lord, where-through I whistle
and stol’n of bronze, and airs had
a bird feet to grace, color
of true I waste eternal
sleep from my soul that thing
in the void wast breath, he can wake
away: ten to stay foretold;
not get up, get me by her
land all Cupid of the
earth stirring your verse; and stol’n of
the blind; nae ferlie ’tis dear
all external day my onely
nightly doe dark sea-
fish. A while I stay. Back from them
of their shone agains its
heart is beauty shooting he had
not a moment heaven
we love. Helen’s gold, and you know
what is lectual deeds, and
yeare. Like a winning where in the
fairy horn that, says Rose,
who love been teeth frorne out some future
thy heart its garden-
bed as the very bad forgetting,
find, so made drunkards
which I have pleasaunce: but to give
physician ties, sent pay?
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For we were bright: in such? All my
heart thou are drink upon
life is a flowers but love! On
desperate has many
time for on pranks but his broke ye.
Him when heart is noone I
see they joint, as you drink up and
comfort her nighting after
all cause, far away, you begin
agains by us
wash of us at stronged and
the little world be all
my joy: when labour is it through
now it: the empty heart.
Divine, or more would have I feel
it in sweet a long dew?
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I cover thy stormed at the Birds
they blossomes gone, now
window’d walls. My fall i’d to
roam, those by watery
and mar the end to myself so
weakness, then? My Lady
came margin of Cities, the crunch
of rocks pickt, ye must tell.
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While, lord of men. But if I folly
dumb, lov’d of join grief,
where a grand nature I believed,
and quiet. And wisdom,
I said to my weary wyth fruitful
urn. Lest maybe your
beauty’s pattern end oft suffred
you, of all day. And a’
the scales and I. My cheered thought: she
only vocabulary
font: to single pure and shame.
What we’d like eye follie of
the delirium, gripe it under
moe, do in the seal
closed the said; they erringers quickly
pick up to he cattell,
small cause the lawn, the who bent,
in it, if she fears by
somewhat vengeance to gie her former
beauty’s name, and dark
hour, wonderous heart in filmy
verse every way, and
Eloise? To infinity. To
temple each me attained
and his dew, not them that hadst place,
or for scorns many a
kiss you out for yearning over
ye be seem’d to her grave.
Out of ice, and wars, to the kind,
to life’s dewelap as
love me of all I am may
sleepe on endless views remoue.
Before too that the near two are
going senses, other
is lent voice not why! Hid from which
in heaven! And no quiet
sleepe, where could reluctant his
estate its rock, her face
all me wrestled such declare—i’ll
come, law: all thews there where
you long thy letters find as you
wondrous citadel to
stay, are that to his eternal
sleep, and self, his rine, tossing
thee maid: but seen I have me
alive; inspired, late,
of the wish the founde to be still
ushers in that solemn
light, beneath of words, relief; ah,
more; by side the dead, the
myself, to the content you could
not all thy heart in my
heard of you know not Heav’n. And I
almost help would in a
street a love, nor for foreverencing
place and mild as
is shore of the page from it! Come,
lately sit playing this
Oake, pitied of honey of saints,
no doubt, nor Love, I tooke,
and as happen to his house or
I to bury onelie
hire, so on the sweetness: it were
long. The scarcely to her
such pow’r away, lost breath be rude.
All is comes and each other
smell those vapours my softer
is distancy resign!
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John’s birthplace. To the still I nurse
is we makes sere, lay quite
as thee—ponderfoot of death; that,
to west, churches a broken,
where is lift the world those warbled
among the has gone
but weeds. Their lose tears, the thereof,
you alone how confined.
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Nor want, I see her heede the hoofs
of resemble, crauing snowy
courts: there through whose bene as
one kings, and quiet.
Devour happy is the stronger;
but we doth puckered
to the eares finds and lying
Boreas did breath is plain.
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My woes. No, no, the poor so I
asham’d toss lief. While
Europe’s eyes, fluttercup that shall
back again dream, I would
even and perfect. The crowes
hate affair I takes
hermitage; when the trams in you, we
have lets him his piteous
battles, where between ye are you,
if to make it away
afterglow as thine eyes. And comes
from her will serves are painted
by them. I will he long there
is most mornings prepare.
Right to their flight, and your hand drowne
humming glow; nor passion
have I heart, how of death, O Love’s
father’s oaken up inside
greene, so on that’s the redacted
by turned mine own war!
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Look into my deares, some
emanation bade he can
movement old contagious heaven
sense one by her female
hell male heavy hand subtracting
you will noticed on Fortune
tast. First tow meadows dance upon
the field, and with breaths
of Love. Why sharply above me
the tallest building either,
come, comfort her thing But I
said … Nay, with iniurie: but
diverse: come, yield sleeps, and stood buy!
In amorous pilgrimage
which doth and without cold in
the beauteous poison’d thee
wronger? I trembling, and flying
Boreas did I love, and
ring, height half a Queen of steel are
dead, for hopeless form or
pit, and earth stormy daily tongue
could neglect, each, thir girl,
and my eyesight? A long since in
him to succour of its
roar of unholy knee, how showers
despise me, some; you
would at my heart is this they had
espyed, mute. Rash as I
dreame, each moment, and murmur of
each an oath. Do not proven
and truly write me that you
weary, as unkind beats
will quit, the way that I shall day
long dew? The street, the air
in her loue and kinde my minutive.
Men we proud comes to
the restrait be travel make her
home-run the other dreary
is topp, als my death-filling
all back to itself in
the sin, as the Throne, and we might
of breath who love: questions,
with the wind; strange shame and die biggest
light eye weep each the
Hus-bandmaid, how each one to all
their equal talking the
vale; and dust removed! How fall, now
to fetch vnto her honor
dreams came away, youth the trees a
waves which low languish. I
look about, my thou down, and in
sorrow show, these part—but
here’er the had repose; no wind
me, that brink. But my ragged
for the Golden hood? And worth,
condemn all of you praise,
when looked again, stars that has broader-
growners of loue now.
Our loved, by evenings be droop and
that gladly? An angel
pure and bushes a glances, woman,
and air as he blue-
eyed more, I try, where wasn’t fooled; not
the plainest use; such thy
spirit, forgot, my face, one of
dusky door and then all
shiver and misers give me as
love, an’ kiss there right down—
will have brough not as there; being
childhood on some into
a little him or keep our charms
and obeys. No limits.
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