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rendezvouz-fling · 1 year

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Astro Observations #14

• People with Pisces in their big 3 especially Sun/Moon tend to be known by a certain nickname. E.g. Olympia Ann (Olan) Sylvers (Pisces moon), Etterlene (Bunny) DeBarge & Robert Louis (Bobby) DeBarge (Pisces suns), etc…

• Gemini/Virgo placements be talking to themselves the most! Lol.😭 Virgo placements will think it’s concerning and call it “talking to their buttons” while Gemini placements will have full on conversations by themselves to themselves and argue that it’s a healthy thing.🤣

• Gemini risings are those kids at the beach who will try to make conversation with another kid by the water that they don’t know in attempts to get the other kid to play with them lmao.😂

• Leo suns with Aquarius risings are all about GOOD vibessss!! These bunch are the type to put summer music on and goof around with their best friends!

• Earth Mars people are so good at dirty dancing?🙃

• Gemini suns with Aquarius moons and Sagittarius risings are so witty and such big goofballs behind the scenes!😂 They also have very good taste in fashion and are hott!!!🥵🥵🥵

• Libra/Gemini/Aquarius sun little kids be so energetic, goofy and sneaky! Lmaooo The boys specifically be the types to pull pranks on people or smack people booties then run.😭🤣

• Capricorn suns with a Scorpio stellium can literally just take my soul already!😩 So earthy, ambitious and open up little by little but are so sensitive and so cute!!💜

• I also love their senses of humors!✨

• Aries suns with Aries mercuries are so funny!😂 When they’re explaining something that happened to them that annoyed them for real they’re so straightforward and no-bullshit type people that be saying the funniest shit! I love y’all! 😩😂❤️‍🔥

• I love the energy Taurus suns with Gemini mercuries carry! Specially when they have Sagittarius moons, they’re so goofy and love scaring little kids lmao.😂

• Scorpio suns with Sagittarius mercuries are some of my favorite people!! So blunt and unapologetic unfiltered/care less!

• Taurus moon-Aquarius moon friendships are so underrated! They’re both stubborn and might be set in their own ways but will normally be very sweet and thoughtful with one another! They’re also not the types to stay mad at each other for too long.💙

• Aquarius suns with Taurus moons and Capricorn risings are types to plan shopping trips if they like you, even if you guys just met!

• Aquarius placements 🤝 perfecting/staying focused on their crafts.

• Virgo moons are almost always right! Even if you think they aren’t, they ARE. And you’ll thank them later.

• Sagittarius sun-Aquarius moon, Sagittarius mercury grandmas be lit. Idc.😂

• Jupiter in the 5H people are beyond talented!!

• Sagittarius/9th house placements don’t always just want to learn new languages or travel to the middle of nowhere. Some of them are literally forced to move AND learn a new language.

• Most Capricorn placements aren’t boring especially when you get to know them lol! Some can be a little shy too and think it’s a bad thing when they ‘talk too much’ and in reality it’s not, it’s actually entertaining since you might make a lot of people see things from a more downright logical perspective and your smartness is hella attractive!💖

• Men with Sagittarius moons might start to emotionally distance themselves from you before avoiding you and then completely leaving your life!

• All jokes aside Gemini risings are also very smart like their counterparts (Virgo risings) they just choose who to use their smarts around and when to do so.🤝🥲

• Libra moons are such harmonious people in general, I genuinely love you guys!💗

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rosexxi · 1 year

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Please I need more social media with MV1 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Gossip Girl (Max) 💅MV1

the f1 gossip is piping but Max remains unbothered

Max x engineersdaughter!reader

F1gossip

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f1gossip too good to be true? after hard launching their relationship only a month ago, y/n was seen getting close with an unknown boy during her trip to New York.

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user1 lmaoo another gold digger 💀

user2 I'm pretty sure she doesn't need his money, boys and girls can be friends

user3 no way,, she just used max

user4 poor max, you could tell he rly loved her 💔

user5 you could tell it was one sided, he posted her way more then she did

user6 bffr she doesn't need to post him to prove she loves him

user7 the gossip in the paddock must be hott

user8 WHY DID MAX LIKE 💀

user9 he remains unbothered

user10 probably doesn't realise the gossips about him 🫠

y/nsdiary

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y/nsdiary visit your dad (and bf) at work day

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user1 girls brave leaving comments on

user2 cheater 💀

user3 max baby this isn't you

maxverstappen1 babygirl 😍

maxverstappen1 u dressing up for someone else 🤨

lando.jpg 😑😑

maxverstappen1

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maxverstappen1 the race winner and the cheater 🫣

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danielricciardo how did you find out 🥲

pierregasly 🤨

y/nsdiary baby its not what it looks like 🤚

user4 watt???

user5 so he's just gonna forgive a cheater?

user6 its joao felix all over

user7 we can't keep losing these guys to serial cheaters

user8 serial?

user7 she was seen with the guy again in monaco, he was carrying her shopping bags

user9 and she kissed his cheek!!!

y/nsdiary

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y/nsdiary working hard 🤓 p.s meet my cousin (he's not into the girls 🙃)

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danielricciardo yall look like clowns now

pierregasly you mean max isn't being cheated on??

lando.jpg wat a shame

maxverstappen1 my beautiful girl

user2 is this where max learned spill the tea from

maxverstappen1 being with them has changed all my language

user4 f1twt when they find out y/n isn't a cheater

y/nsdiary f1twt wen they find out a happy f1 couple can exist in peace

user3 the shade 💀💀

#f1 #max verstappen fluff #max verstappen imagine #max verstappen #f1 instagram au #f1 fluff #f1 smut

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sturnad · 26 days

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NIGHT SHIFT p3

Pairing: y/n and Chris Sturniolo

Summary: a girl that just started working in a local cafe in her small town and a boy who just moved into her town because of his dads job.

Warnings: none

During the summer break i saw Chris a lot of times, he always or smiled or waved at me. And I ALWAYS got flustered just by his look.

Tomorrow is school.. FINALLY!! I will get to see Chris every day and hopefully we end up in the same class.

The next morning

School started at 7:30 so i got up at 5:45 to get ready. I didnt usually wake up this early but it is the first day so I kinda had to.

I rolled out of my bed and stretched. I yawned while walking to the bathroom half asleep. I turned the water on and I let my hands drown in it. It was so warm on such a cold morning, all i wanted to do is go to sleep but I couldnt so I snapped out of it and opened my eyes fully. I quickly striped my clothes off and got into the shower. I quickly showered and shaved really quickly, while I was in the shower I also brushed my teeth and cleansed the shit out of my face.

I got out and soaked up the water from my body with a clean towel. I quickly ran to my room and dressed up. *The outift*

After i dressed up i went to my vanity and did my skincare and makeup.

I put on tons of smells. Deodorant, lotion, bodymist, perfume.. It was all vanilla scented. I even showered in a vanilla scented body wash.

6:55

I packed my bags for school and took my headphones.

Before I left my house i quickly shoved a gum in my mouth before locking the door.

7:05

I sat down in the bus, listening to the music that was blasting through my headphones.

Suddenly I felt a wave of mens perfume hit me, I turned my head around to see that it was Chris. I smiled at him and waved him over.

The girls were drooling over Chris even though thats the first time they ever saw him (but who could blame them honeslty..). Some even invited Chris to sit next to them and when he sat down next to me they had the disappointed face on.

He sat down next to me and smiled..

"Hii, I love your outfit y/n" he stared.

"Thanks Chris, you look nice too" he smiled as I spoke.

While we talked i spotted a few eyes on us from behind but I just ignored them all.

After some yapping we finally arrived.

7:20

We walked together into the school and once again the girls were all over Chris. IT WAS KILLING ME INSIDE but I decided to play it off.

"I guess youre the popular guy huh?" i nudge his shoulder. He chuckles and shakes his head off.

I looked around and suddenly I felt a rush of anxiety run through my body because of all the looks people were giving me and Chris. I also heard some girls say:

"Ew does she really think he would wanna be with her?"

"Hes so hott"

"She doesnt have a chance with him hahaha"

"Do you think hes a good kisser?"

I just took deep breaths as I still felt everyones gaze on me and Chris.

Chris shruged my shoulder "you okay?"

I quickly got my mind together and responded: yeah.. im okay..

Chris nodded but still looked a bit concerned.

We got to our lockers and got our things ready for our the first class. We separated our ways since we thought were not even gonna be together in classes. I got to my class and I sat down. When a couple of minutes passed by I saw Chris walking towards me.

"What are you doing here?" i smiled as he sat down next to me

"I guess we are together" i smiled slightly even though i was filled with excitement and happiness.

Since it was a first day we didnt learn anything we just got our schedules and talked about our summer break.

1st and 2nd class finished and it was time for lunch.

I found my friends in the hallway and walked to the cafeteria with them. We sat down behind a table that was facing the table Chris was sitting behind. Chris also sat down behind his table and a group of popular boys from a soccer team joined him. He smiled even though he didnt really know what was going on. I saw some girls from a cheerleader team also sit there. I was furious. How could he be so popular i thought as i bit into my apple.

"y/n! hello!!" my friend snapped her fingers into my face.

"are you even with us?" she said.

"yeah just got a bit distracted sorry.." i replied.

"what? is it that new boy, whats his name... Chris? Right?" she smiled. "hes so fine" the other friend added.

I was so mad i just wanted to punch them all in the face but I got my act together and just nodded.

After school I was outside waiting for my bus to come.

I sat down in the same seat i was sitting in the morning and once again Chris sat down next to me. For some reason I was so mad at him i didnt even wanna talk to him but he didnt even do anything.

As he sat down i just looked at the window and didnt say anything.

"Omg I met this girl-" he started talking. I was this close to telling him I liked him but it was all gone. I thought he felt the same way about me. I rolled my eyes at him as he continued talking about that girl and I knew exactly who she was. Shes the popular girl at school that fucked almost every single boy in the school.

I nodded to Chris and didnt mention anything to him about her since I wanted him to find out himself.

The bus got to my house and I just rushed out, without a goodbye.

While I was getting ready for my ice skating practice I got a notification..

I opened it and it was from instagram. I opened the requests and saw that girl texted me.

Melanie

Leave my Chris alone before I beat you up.

Your Chris? You said that about half the male population in this school that you fucked so you should be fucking ashamed of yourself, whore.

I sighed as i pressed sent. I got ready for my practice and I checked my phone for the last time before i left. That whore left me on seen. Of course thats what she always did when someone put her in her place.

I smiled to myself and left the house.

OKAY WTF. IM REALLY SORRY THIS IS SO BAD AND SHORT IM GONNA CRY.

if theres any mistakes please do not mind them this was kinda rushed.

I know its not even that good im really sorry but part 4 is coming soon, ily all and thanks for the support and btw requests are open please request anything!

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#chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #nicolas sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #chris sturniolo smut #sturniolo x reader #sturniolo fanfic #matt sturniolo smut #chris sturniolo x you #chris sturniolo x reader #night shift

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yesdevineruler · 2 years

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eddie munson audio p♡rn

minors DNI!

hi my loves ! i am so sorry this took so long to get out , i’ve had a lot going on lately !! but here it is you horny fucks !! ily <3

p.s not all of these will sound like him but i tried my best… use ur imaginations💗

p.s.s some of these are very cringe… bare with me lovers :((( !!!

dom eddie

popular good girl reader goes over to buy drugs from eddie and he puts your whore self in your place !

bimbo listener keeps interrupting eddie while he tries to speak , he punishes u for it !

eddie reads your diary !! he does to u all the things you write about !

eddie ruining your makeup with his cock.

you make eds wait too long and he’s not happy ! this guy kinda sounds british sometimes idk lmao .

punishing u for being bad

dungeon master fks u after a game

Eddie can’t be gentle this time

fem dom listener but then u push him too far! dom eddie insues

Sweetheart eddie eats u out

punishing u for getting off without him

msub to mdom (tip ignore the teacher assistant thing imagine this is during a dnd game bc HOTT)

Eddie learning how to dom

Jealous and gentle eddie

bratty listener

dungeon master eddie (THIS ONE IS MY FAVOURITE)

masturbation instructions !!

sub eddie

Eeddggiiinggg

pegging him while he’s tied up

neeedddyyy eeedddsss

nervous boy 🫶

vanilla to msub , he’s nervous to tell u he wants to sub ( i rlly like this one even as someone who doesn’t like sub eddie :0 this is SO cute )

more nervous to sub cute stuff

feminisation and pegging

giving switch eddie a taste of his own dom medicine

domming insecure switch eddie

begging mommy listener to let him cum

idk wether to put them in d or s lol

Virgin ! Eddie with a big cock

teaching him how to dirty taaalllkk !

solo eddie

jerking off w moans

more jerking off w moans

fcking his fleshlight (u all know i’m a bitch for fleshlight)

going to eddie’s for a drug deal but hearing thiiisss outside the van so u listen ( i luv this one )

#eddie munson #smut #stranger things #eddie munson smut #eddie munson masterlist #audio p #stranger things masterlist #stranger things smut

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ravenadottir · 6 months

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drag race: boys edition

we had gender bent edits, we had paralell universes, and i'm not sure if someone has done this, but in case it hasn't, here it is. did i need to do this? yes, yes i did. enjoy!

[listen, i saw a video from runner eye and if i can't stop thinking about it, you have to be the ones to be punished by it, i don't make the rules.]

roberta mckenzie. a comedy queen from glasgow. she loves the audience, mostly working up the patreons in hopes to find a gold mine of weird info dump, enough to make the rest of the bar laugh. is the makeup rough? yes, very much so. is the material roast winning? not exactly... but she's new to the game and is trying her best. plus, her outfits pay homage to jamaican patterns every chance she has and most of us enchanted by the charisma and bad puns.

rhonda. one-name-only for a one-personality-only and that is... snake! she's the one pretending to be zen and "i don't do drama" but has the most snake rattle sound effects during her confessionals. she also tries to steal henrietta hotts from luna kohko, and the audience saw it from A MILE AWAY. unsuccessfully of course... HAVE YOU SEEN LUNA? she's the trade of the season.

kassandra. she dj's on the weekends all mounted in silver gowns and small boobie bibs (as she calls them despite being annoyed other people refer to them as that). kassandra has issues with everyone that ISN'T doing recreational drugs at her gigs and call them "stiffs" for it. however, despite looking and sounding harsh... well, that's about it. there's a reason she and luna get along so well!

glitter renell. "a traditional drag queen" according to herself, and to new queens it only means "my uncle in a wig with a rough and patchy makeup work and plastic-ey wigs". the only queen not wearing "fantasy" by britney but who's noticing?? her special number involves ripping off the sleeves of her outfits and revealing MASSIVE biceps, but often times they pop off on their own. got the magic mike title of the season.

ingrid. she's a "sporty type of queen", has multiple tricks with golf clubs, and despite having a couple of head hitting tricks in her history, she tries her best. it sometimes can serve her as a pole to drop to the ground in a split and honestly? work. ingrid is considered one of the hottest and cutest since her shyness brings a different glow to her eyes, which are LOST in pink glitter and magical rainbow shaped makeup. she dares and we love it, leave her alone.

luna kohko. this is a SEASONED queen, alright? makeup on point, fashion in place, attitude to donate, and walking the runway like she built that shit. however, when it comes to friendships in the werk room... don't speak, don't come near, don't come around... in fact, don't come at all. luna doesn't waste time with phony queens and prefers things exactly the opposite of her: straight. she's a lesbian, which means she loves dating drag queens, and since entering the show she has a LIVE AND THRIVE romance with the innocent henrietta hotts. "if that crusty fucking hippie so much as breathes the same air as henrietta again, we're gonna have a fucking problem, yeah? i've seen her lurking the machines trying to strike up a conversation about climbing. there's only one building henrietta is gonna climb and it's not a limp one."

noelle waves. "we have a wall of fabric in that werk room and you continue to come out in swim suits. STOP - RELYING - ON - THAT - BODY". she's a bit reserved most of the time, but if the "girls are fighting", she's the first to step up and play MOTHER. the public likes her, but she's not exactly winning challenges. "safe" defines noelle better than "creative" or "winner", but she tries and helps everyone during challenges.

henrietta hotts. THIS GIRL HAS IT, OK? her signature look is the red lipstick and the blonde wig, and with those beautiful freckles, her persona is very much the girl next door. it makes the judges go "i feel like i haven't met henrietta yet, and i know there's someone in there that needs to... ROAR. also, baby... you need more makeup." is she the smartest? no. is she the most problem-solving? no. is she the most graceful? YOU BET HER ASS COVERED IN GLITTER SHE FUCKING IS.

graham cracker. ANOTHER UNCLE IN A WIG. barely knows how to walk in heels and is giving kim chi vibes. however, because of her leadership skills (which are not comparable to noelle's) she does manage to maintain her position for a while since most of the girls are lowkey scared of her. she's unpredictable and most of the contestants suspect she's straight.

carlota miranda. THIS IS THE MOST EXTROVERTED QUEEN ON THE RUNWAY, however, the boom mic needs to enter her throat to pick up what she's saying due to her bashfulness. not a fighter type but if someone comes for her???? she'll definitely... apologize for it. "fuck, don't fight" is her motto, followed by a timid little giggle since she tries not to curse. her style is "executive realness" but covered in crystals and diamonds. "it's either a mugler or nothing, babes. i don't have time to look like cel. sanders..."

felicia butterfly. annoying as alyssa edwards and untalented as... well, [REDACTED WINNER OF SEASON 4]. she's a one trick poney and the trick is... well, the public and the production are still trying to find it but in the mean time she becomes the bud of the joke. it's kind of entertaining watching her trying to understand anything in the werk room. it gets old but... she leaves pretty soon, so no problem there.

doge style. always wearing dogs' styles on her wigs, it's her signature. the poodle poof is AMAZING. she also becomes friends with everybody, particularly with the nervous ones, like carlota and henrietta since doge's hugs are infallible to relax the girls in situations of stress. she sometimes lets a facial hair look take over if the look calls for it, while the others are afraid of embracing it. "i'm not a woman impersonator, i'm just creative, get over it!" she has a HUGE CRUSH ON ELLA FAME, and it's reciprocated. rumour has it they fucked on the first week and are already planning a getaway.

ella fame. the most exquisite wigs in the werk room NO QUESTIONS ASKED. has beef with gigi goode for the title of best hair styles, but since her house is older and richer, she thinks she has a better chance to win this one pool on twitter. overall, ella has a walk to kill for, one that graham cracker has been trying to learn since day one. "i got it from naomi... you either know it... or you dont." she tells and retells the time she walked the same runway as naomi, even though everyone keeps reminding her that it happened as elijah, not as ella, but as she says in the confessional: "these bitches are so fucking jealous they're causing me intern wrinkles.".

jacoba zabinski. she's not very creative, doesn't have an interesting name, doesn't know how to walk differently than a constipated bear and doesn't know how to wear a wig. to be fair, she's only in the show to get clout for her male persona, jakub. bodybuilding is not paying off since his scandals in multiple gyms for his part time job as an instructor. so instagram shit tea and self taner brands have been the bread winning besides being the biggest bitch in the room. she enters the porkchop hall of fame. OBVIOUSLY.

#litg #love island the game #litg s2 #litg season 2 #litg arjun #litg bobby #litg carl #litg elijah #litg felix #litg gary #litg graham #litg henrik #litg ibrahim #litg jakub #litg kassam #litg lucas #litg noah #litg rocco #this has been on my mind for exactly an hour

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mybrainislostinagalaxyfarfaraway · 2 months

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Clone trooper x female reader prompt/Confession:

Y'all love the 'There's only one bed trope' right?

Well; what about having to share a sleeping bag or those tiny one man tents with your handsome clone trooper crush?

Like, it's just big enough for the two of you to fit comfortably, but you're both really pressed up against one another and what if he gets really turned on and you're just trying to get comfortable, squirming and rubbing against him and he either ends up accidentally creaming his blacks and having to try to act like nothing happened because he hasn't even told you he likes you yet and what if you don't feel the same/think he's a creep etc and all of that silly junk.

Confession: I have such a HUGE thing for guys being so turned on they lose control and cream themselves fully clothed - IMAGINE MAKING OUR COMMANDO BOYS CREAM THEIR BLACKS IN FULL ARMOR AND WE'D HAVE NO IDEA (Unless they'd admit to it. I mean, with how little alone time they get at times, they'd be pretty pent up and doesn't seem like it'd be too far fetched or uncommon.)

I know some of them might worry because they think they should be above 'creaming themselves like a shiny' but nah Honey to me that's super HOTT.

OR- He just gets super horny, you notice, start getting horny too, you both admit to liking each other, que steamy make out and dry humping scene until you both cum fully clothed. You can decide whether y'all end up going all the way afterwards or waiting until you've got more freedom of movement for that.

But yeah, just thought I'd share.

Have Fun~😏💚

#star wars the clone wars #clone trooper x female reader smut #smut scenario prompt #filth #filthy thoughts #smutty confessions #feel free to reblog and add any headcannons if you want #feel free to use #what do y'all think?#star wars thots #clone troopers creaming their blacks is HOT #yay or nay?#let the clones have fun #enjoy #youre welcome

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ronearoundblindly · 11 months

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a jimmy for you 😌🤲🏻💕

Alrighty, I get that I have not posted any real story for Common Education but this pic is giving me vibes. Warnings for zero editing and GOOD CHRIST sexual tension. WC ??? It's not long.

Sad Sack, a Common Education headcanon/thing/idk

So imagine you're older-student-Jimmy Dobyne's history professor and you've had a few instances of realizing that he is not at all like your typical student based on his background. He knows hard labor. He knows early mornings and long days. He does not know partying or really getting out of the comfort zone of similar-minded people. Jimmy's roommate, Steve Rogers, being an artsy nerd is a bit of a stretch as is.

Imagine that the first big paper was due last week in your class, and Jimmy did...okay.

He's good at memorization, like a lot of college freshmen, but he's not been asked to analyze very much. His paper didn't give any insight or opinion, and you critiqued it as nicely as possible because you are rooting for Jimmy (probably more than you should). You want this young man to succeed.

Jimmy does not take it well.

You don't see him two classes in a row which means he's now missed a week. Yes, you videotape lectures for kids like Steve Rogers who have reason to not come into class frequently. Yes, Jimmy hasn't missed any assignments at all and his grade average is perfectly fine.

You're still worried.

So you spend more time than normal at that little bakery you first met him at, arriving a little earlier, staying until the last second before you have to get to your classroom. No Jimmy.

Finally, you brave asking Noah, one of the bakery employees, if he's seen Jimmy around.

Noah looks very confused.

"Yeah," he scoffs, "I love that guy. I haven't had back pain all week."

When you return an equally bewildered stare, Noah points toward the back.

"He's right out there."

You crane your head over the counter and lower your voice. "May I?" You point through the building. "Do you mind?"

You think perhaps...well, you don't know what to think as Noah leads you carefully through the kitchen and to the alleyway beyond.

Sure enough, there's Jimmy, hauling enormous sacks of flour off the back of a truck and just shooting the shit with the delivery men all taking a smoke break whilst your student does their jobs for them.

You don't mean to, but you hiss his name like a disappointed mother.

"What are you doing?" As the other workers around seem more interested in what such a professional, pristine lady is doing out on their loading bay, you step closer to continue asking, "Why haven't you come to class?"

Does he need the money? You thought he had enough of a scholarship to cover living expenses. It's not as if the man still donning his farm shirts and stained henley is a big spender.

He ignores you until tossing the flour onto a dolly Noah then rolls inside.

"Look, Teach--" Jimmy takes off his trademark hat to wring in his hands, calling out to the workers by the truck "--one sec, boys."

He juts his head out to lead you deeper into the alley, then crosses when he realizes that's near the dumpster.

"I'm not..." Jimmy pulls a pack of cigarettes from his back pocket, tapping one out and putting it between his lips. He doesn't light it. "I don't think I'm cut out for this. I don't know why I came here."

"Is this because of one paper? Did something happen in another class?" You stop yourself from ripping the smoke right out of his mouth so he'll look you in the eye.

Jimmy shakes his head and does it for you, rolling his tongue over chapped lips and then holding them in.

"No, ma'am."

You relax a little, waiting for him to elaborate. You're waiting the whole time Jimmy mulls over his cigarette. He takes out a lighter and then thinks better of it and shoves it back in his pants, leaving the hand buried in his pocket.

"Can't have you thinking of me like that," he mumbles. "Like what if I just get worse? What if I'm stupid and...I don't want you to see me that way."

His concern warms you inside, hitting lower than that heat of appreciation should.

You sigh, trying not to allow your smile to read as dismissive.

"You are not stupid, Jimmy. You proved that long before you walked into my class. You're skilled and curious. You work hard. You could never fail that way. You could certainly never--" you clear your throat "--fail me."

He looks everywhere else but at you, shyly adjusting the brim of his hat again.

"You're just saying that."

No, in fact, you shouldn't be saying that. You shouldn't be having any hushed conversation in a back alley with one of your students, but you can't stand the thought of Jimmy giving up. He deserves this. He deserves options and a way to elevate himself. He deserves to choose his own path beyond the plot of farm he's only known.

"Come back to class," you beg, chancing to reach out and grasp the arm--that thick, veiny, strong forearm--which fiddles with a cigarette like a silver dollar dancing between his fingers. You could be hypnotized by those hands, how they move, what they can do. "Please."

He flexes in your hold.

"You want me?"

His deep voice should not spark the high jump your heart does.

"I want you there," you allow, swallowing the lump in your throat.

For whatever reason, you can't for the life of you let go of Jimmy's arm, and your gaze raises. Your apologetic eyes are met with something infinitely more dangerous--confident, clear blue ones.

"Can't let you down then, can I?"

You're trapped, helpless, at the complete mercy of a gentleman you almost wish were naughty.

"So," you whisper, "I'll see you Tuesday?"

"You'll see me whenever you want, Teach."

Oh damn.

You release his arm finally, the breath you had no clue you were holding gusting out like a tidal wave.

"I'm taking this," you say, plucking the smoke from his hand. "It's a nasty habit. You should quit."

But you don't throw it on the ground or dispose of it in the dumpster, no. You're going to need this cigarette after you forcefully release the freight train of tension that just drove its way into your core.

Just as you turn, Jimmy lands an equally incendiary response.

"Yes, ma'am. I can do that for you."

Y'ALL I AM NOT OKAY. WHY. WHY HE END UP SO FUCKING HOTT? HOW???

My god, no wonder I haven't been able to write more than drabbles of these two--I'D FAINT. immediately. D.E.D. Ded.

Anyway, tagging interested parties is beyond my brainpower at the moment, so maybe in reblogs later. Fuk. I need a cold shower.

[Main Masterlist; Light Masterlist; Ko-Fi]

#ro answers #common education #jimmy dobyne fanfiction #jimmy dobyne x reader #jimmy dobyne x you #professor!reader #jimmy dobyne modern au #modern au #teacher!reader

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muns0nslov3r · 2 years

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Request! Giving sub jonathan his first handjob 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

a/n ; omg.. this sounds so hott.

warning ; smut, praise, hand job, bit of sub Jonathan, virgin jonathan, dry humping

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You kissed Jonathans sweet lips holding his face gently as you moaned into each others mouth. As he grabbed at your breasts squeezing them gently as you whimpered “oh baby..” you panted as his tongue lapped around your nipple.

grinding against his thigh as you panted “oh fuck!” you whined grabbing at his shirt “ your doing so good..my baby.” you clenched around nothing at the praise making you shiver.

you moved your hand from his shirt down to his crotch, squeezing his strained cock. his eyes fluttered a bit sighing at the relief, you got up getting on your knees as you undid his pants.

he watched your every move watching your painted nails graze his skin. how your hand moved all over his cock. you pulled out his throbbing member as you giggled “its so big..” you look up at the flushed boy.

watching you spit on your palm as you squeezed his cock, making him jolt that the feeling. your hand going a slow pace rubbing slowly. you kissed his inner thighs smirking as your hand moved a bit faster.

“oh my go-..” he got cut off by a hiss when you put your other hand on his balls, kissing them slightly sucking on them.

hearing him pant made your core soaking.

you squeezed his cock hearing him groan, you moved your hand fast using some of his pre-cum as lube. the slick noises from it was filling the room even his pants and moans.

you kissed the head of his cock. smirking as he bit his bottom lip, groaning as you rubbed his tip fast making his hairy thighs quiver.

kissing down his member as his cock twitched “ im gunna cum fuck..” he whimpered as you went down to his balls suckling on them as you jerked him off.

“ fuck fuck fuck..im going to cum! fuck im cumming oh shiiiit!” he let out a groan as you stuck your tongue out jerking his cock.

white ropes of cum shot out hitting your face some on your tongue. you giggled hearing him whimper, as you helped him ride out his high.

#jonathan byers x reader #jonthan byers stranger things #request #stranger things smut #Smut #stranger things #jonathan byers

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iveil · 2 years

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YANDERE SERIES: HEESEUNG

{ EP 3: Your Little Marionette }

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"There's always consequences to your actions. Before you act, make sure you're prepared for them."

Behind the closed doors, Heeseung were on his phone texting with none other than you. It has been nearly 2 weeks now since you've known each other, well atleast through the fake profile which consists of your older sister's picture. You were now laying on your bed, giggling at the boy's cute texts towards you which was a complete change of demeanor from the day you start texting with him.

[ .. flashback .. ]

> Congrats, Hee_01 has matched with you <3!!<

The moment you saw that notification, your heart jump in excitement mixed with a bit of fear since you were just trying to mess around with random people from the app. But it's too late now isn't? As you opened the chat, you expected for the boy to give you a text but there was none. Well it was expected, since you were the one who made the first move. Scoffing, you typed on your phone's screen, starting your little game with..

sweetpurpledarling077: Heyy, have I seen you before?

10 minutes passed, it felt like the guy wasn't interested at all or was it just you who were just too excited to play your little games of fooling around? Then a notification pops up.

Hee_01 typing. . .

Hee_01: As far as I'm concerned, nope.

What a dry ass text, you chuckled. This would be fun, this was just a mouse-cat game for you as you so just wanna break that cold demeanor of this guy behind the screen.

sweetpurpledarling077: But well I'm concerned cuz a hot angel like you might be a little wounded after felling from the sky lol.

Hee_01: woah, me angel? Not so close.

sweetpurpledarling077: why not? you look like it thooo~

Hee_01: tone it down a bit, I might not be so angel as you thought 🤷‍♂️

sweetpurpledarling077: Oh well, then maybe we can test it :))

Hee_01: How tho if I may ask? 🤔

sweetpurpledarling077: take a pic of your eye

Hee_01: that's sus.

sweetpurpledarling077: bruh how's that sus-

Hee_01: how can I be sure that you're not some serial killer trying to hunt me down with my eye pic-

sweetpurpledarling077: who the hell can hunt someone with an eye pic bruh 😂

Hee_01: hmm

sweetpurpledarling077: hurry up bruh.

Hee_01: fine

Hee_01 sent a pic...

sweetpurpledarling077: your eye is so pretty :)) it's Bambi doe eyes haha, that's enough to call you an angelll

Heeseung chuckling at the text, it was quite cute, he thought. This girl seems funny, but he had another plan he wanted to try when another text message pops up.

sakuraaa_: see u at party tomorrow 😘

Seeing his crush's text, he smiled. Then your text pops along with Sakura's message getting his attention back again.

sweetpurpledarling077: Bambi doe eyes ignoring me I see :((

The nickname made him chuckle again, it was just so silly. It caught the attention of the Aussie boy behind him, grinning as he take a closer look at the older boy's phone. Sensing it, Heeseung immediately hid the phone.

"Hehe, who was that~"

"None of your business, go away." Frowning, he shooed the boy away but not before teasing him. "Introduce her to us later~" turning on his phone again, he saw your last text. That nickname is cute, he thought. Opening the chat, he types..

Hee_01: it hasn't been an hour yet but ur already giving me a pet names lol.

sweetpurpledarling077: I love giving pet names :3 don't mind it~

Hee_01: what if I say I don't like it?

sweetpurpledarling077: what if I say I don't care? Hehe :>

Hee_01: bruh.

sweetpurpledarling077: bruhhh :)

Hee_01: gosh, just call me Heeseung

sweetpurpledarling077: ooo so ur name is Heeseung, the name is so hott.. like u

Hee_01: stop messing around bro

sweetpurpledarling077: i'm infamousss for messing around so yea

Hee_01: lemme guess, so u r Miss. Messing around? 😂

sweetpurpledarling077: bingo, call me that then >:)

Hee_01: okay then Miss. Messing Around, do you have atleast any proper name?

sweetpurpledarling077: yessir

Hee_01: and it's?

sweetpurpledarling077: your sweet darling :)

Hee_01: OMG STOP.

Laughing so hard on your bed, your stomach ache so bad. This was fun than expected, messing with this guy make your cheeks ache from laughing too much. That night, Heeseung completely forgot about his original plan of trying to invite you, a complete stranger, for the party, to annoy the hell out of his crush, Sakura. Your humor and silly acts were just too much for his no-emotion face to last, so he had to went to the guest bedroom just so the boys who were playing under the couch won't notice it, not want to take the risk of being tease by them all day. The night was unexpectedly spent of you two texting and getting to know each other.

[ .. Flashback ends .. ]

Two weeks. Starting from that day, a part of your life was spent with this guy, Heeseung. It was quite fun getting to know him, even though he was quite cold for a few days, you eventually manage to break that by using your little tactics. Playing your little games on the boy with your sweet compliments, a bit of flirting, and the rest just by being you. Some days, you kind of wanted to meet Heeseung, and be good friends with him. But then reality dawned on you, that for him, you weren't you. Your fake picture, was the very reason he matched with you in the first place which he mentioned the other day. He find you attractive, ah yes, your older sister. Well, who doesn't? Taking a sip from your hot chocolate drink, you glance at your older sister taking her online class diligently in the living room. She's so pretty, you thought.

Shaking your head, it's just a petty little game, you thought. That guy Heeseung was just your another little game. You just wanted to have fun and fool the guy behind your phone's screen around a bit, and then mercilessly crush his heart by dumping him just like that. You felt you were being a bit too cruel, but oh well, you were really infamous for messing around since you were a kid. Playing with people's hearts as if they were little marionettes inside your little playhouse.

A ting from your phone caught your attention, smirking as you knew who it was. Taking your phone, and turning it on.

Hee_01: hey silly :) wyd?

What you didn't know was with every innocent, flirty and silly texts exchanged, you didn't realize that your little marionette will eventually snap and paint your pretty little playhouse red with insanity.

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writertothemaximum · 2 years

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OMGOMG! I LOVE YOUR!!! I BARELY FIND ANY ENSTARS NSFW WORK AND I AM LEGIT SOOO HAPPY!! I saw your Rules, and I TOTALLY Agree with Hiiro being Dom (HE SO SOOO HOT HEADED AND SPONTANEOUS, I LEGIT FEEL LIKE HE WILL JUST POUT AND JUST PUSH READER AGAINST THE WALL AND LIKE DO HER!!) AND HE IS NOT JUST ANY DOM HE IS LIKE WHINEY DOMM!! I SAW YOUR HIIRO THREESOME BUT LIKE JUST HIIRO BEING WHINY/ MARRIAGE/ BREEDING STUFF IS JUST SOO HOTT. Sorry if weird but this is my thirst XD So Dom Hiiro X Reader?

omg thank you?? ;w;;w;w; dom hiiro is one of my favorite things ever, i love him so much, i want him to be a commanding, pretty boy. he needs to fell his enemies and assert dominance over his sexual partners. dw homie it’s my thirst too, i love this boy so much.

Hiiro as a dom

cw: (very nsfw/18+, dom!hiiro, sub!reader, breeding kink, gender ambiguous reader)

-Feelings are complicated and Hiiro certainly feels them, although often he’s not quite sure what to make of them.

-He knows it’s wrong to just do what he wants, he knows it’s wrong to just push you against the wall and touch you where he wants, it’s so easy in his mind, why can’t he just do it? Why can’t he bring himself to open up to admit that to you?

-He’s not supposed to feel horny as the chief’s aide, it’s distracting. It’s distracting to his role of an idol, it’s distracting to his work, his play—Everything really. He can’t stop thinking about you, he can’t stop thinking about pressing you against the bed and fucking into you slowly.

-If you come onto him in the slightest way, he’ll break. He’ll grab you by the hand, lead you into the room over and fuck you so slowly you’ll be crying his name into next Sunday.

-It’s a little embarrassing for him, but he loves seeing when you get overwhelmed. He loves seeing when your eyes lilt, when your voice seeps out, when you look just a bit pathetic, when you’re covered in sweat and vulnerable, so weak and vulnerable for him.

-You’re just so cute and pretty he can’t help himself, you know?

-He would ask for your hand in marriage while his cock was deep inside of you. He’d ask for you to have his children when he’s ball deep, humping you slowly from behind, because he wants to be one with you, because he wants every part of you, every side of you. (even if it’s not even possible for you to have children—Hiiro doesn’t really care about that)

-Hiiro is the type that can go for many rounds in quick succession, and will act all cute and puppy-eared until you say yes. Of course, he’d never badger you into it or anything, but he would sit there very cute and peppy, hard and excited again as you lie there, practically dead from the three rounds you just did prior.

-Expect to be leaking cum for the next couple of days.

-He’s more than okay with giving you a bit of pain, although please tell him when it goes too far, he can have difficulties gauging if he’s hurting you too badly or not, and he’ll feel absolutely terrible if he knows he did anything that you didn’t like.

#+nonsub #hiiro amagi #hiiro amagi x reader #sub!reader #enstars x reader #enstars headcanons #enstars

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bambinotattoo · 8 months

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These PJ’s always make me feel nostalgic. And I LOVE the snap set up on these as I can easily have my diaper accessed in about any position. Reminds me of a caregiver/sitter I had some many years ago.

At the point of the story, I was 19, living with several roommates and in a new city. Finally all the ridicule and constant berating would finally subside, and I can secretly keep myself diapered at night without anyone knowing. Or so i thought….

It had been a solid 4+ years since having to deal with all the daytime wetting in my early years, still very much a sissy bedwetter…but could keep the secret. I had started dating a women as well. I was upfront and honest bout my wetting and just wanted an open vibe, which she applauded. She was curious about my diapers and pushed and urged to let let her diaper me one night before bed. I was apprehensive but also excited about the idea.

I eventually have in (I gave in right away…who am I kidding). She really loved the idea of changing me and babying me. I still remember the way all that felt from a few years ago and had no problem letting her take control. So she began diapering me at night, and either in diapering or changing me in the mornings (even through I didn’t need a daytime diaper at this point, I liked being changed so I just let her go with it.

After a few weeks I was surprised with a box around bedtime and was eagerly encouraged to open it. It was a pair of Jammie’s VERY similar to these. Snaps all the way up and down. And for some reason, I felt the absolute littlest while being changed out of a soaked diaper after having my PJ’s opened up like a tortilla for the world to see.

Remember what I mentioned about several roommates? Yea, one early morning while fast asleep… paci half hating out of my mouth, and a wet diaper taped around my waist with those babyish PJ’s announcing like a bull horn “HE WEARS AND USUES DIAPERS”. I was awoken by the ever growing giggles of 4 people staring at my wet diaper. At first I thought it was a dream, this wasn’t happening. Not this way. “I told you he pisses himself and wears diapers to bed!” “Can’t believe he is really wet, what a little sissy girl? “Should we change him?” Yea, but take a few pictures to show everyone.lol!”

This wasn’t happening, like history repeating itself. I was trying to fake still being asleep and to my knowledge was doing a horrible job. About this time, my girlfriend was coming in from being out with friends and to her horror witnessed the humiliation I was enduring. She calmly made everyone leave the room and told them, she was going to have them a piece of her mind once everything with me as okay.

About the time she tip toed back in the night light lit bedroom and instinctively went to the diaper closet and grabbed a change, booster, and powder. She began unsnapping one snap at a time being extra careful to not disturb me, hoping I hadn’t heard any of what was going on. About the time she was going to undo the first tap on my diaper I opened my eyes and immediately began to tear up and blush. Blabbering things like “I can’t help betwetting, I wish I could control it, I hate mys….”nope; your my little cute boy, and I love the the fact that you wear diapers, I kinda wished you wore the. 24/7…I think that’s pretty HOTT”

I was again blushing, and beat red but a smirk had found it’s way to my perturbed face. At this point my very wet Bambino Belisimo as exposed and was experiencing a diaper change just 5 minutes after the worst embarrassment I had had in years. Starting to feel all the emotions raging up again my dear babysitter could notice despite the extra attention I was getting with the wipes from the wipe warmer. I closed my eyes, concentrated on sucking my paci while she gently and with tact sensibly began running her nails up and down my now erect little penis. She knew I like being told how small it was while getting a handjob along with “boys with small pee pee’s need their diapers, mommy knows best now hurry up and give Mommy a present”

I did, and was again thickly diapered and my PJ’s put back on. Still a little down and embarrassed, I asked why I was so weird and wrong. To which she said “ fuck them, fuck them all to hell. But you know what, you can’t run from this…do you trust me.”

Ofcourse I did, but had no idea what she was cooking up.

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traysgingersnap · 2 years

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Today is my BIRTHDAY!!!!! ;) no joke.

Let’s play a game!!!! I love a good dance, so teach me

Let’s see who can surprise me with the best gift, story, or whatever you want to surprise me with!!!

Post on my wall something hott, sing to me, play your sexy guitar just for me, tag me in stuffs, private message, be great, nice & respectful to hear please & thank you loves …. or you’re also welcome to message me & ask to send play $ (no I promise I’m not asking for that babes. Tbh, I just had someone send me 50 just to make my birthday great a sexy tease D pic & all he wanted back was pic of my boobs above but with a dildo btw them. Just for him)

Let’s have a great birthday together…. I will message you all back too. Or even talk dirty with you. So can you keep up with me?!?!?

🔥😎😏😘🤯🫣🤗😱🥵😳🤤🤪🥰😍😇🤞🏻🥴🤒😵😮☠️😈💋💪🤟🏻👅🫦👀🫵🏻👂🏻🫶🏼🤠🧠((🧔🏼‍♂️👩🏻‍🦰👨‍🦰))

And no, I promise you TheMave (the bf) will not get mad at all. I even added him below too, maybe you’d rather talk to him about sexy fantasies with us too dear. We’re on here for fun & too change things up in the bedroom, or wherever decide to play. You can ask him. He loves a great detailed sexual conversation too. Boy does he love knowing. Seeing, and reading what other men have to say to me or reading our intense conversation!!! Maybe, he’d let you watch so how fun or great are you ?!

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akwardlyuncool · 2 months

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Akward Class Favorites The Playlist 2023

I thank y'all for being here. I thank myself for being here. Somehow you and I made it through another year and another Akward Class Favorites and that is a win in my book. I do this thing, whatever this is, because it brings me joy. Regardless of all the missing pieces or the things that will show up later cause I lost them in the couch, I'm still trying my best to show up for that joy. Before I officially close us out though, we gotta phat playlist to listen to. I'm also gonna add in some life-notes, cause I like to talk and I overshare and what better way to do that, than through an annotated playlist. Once again, thank you for sticking around and if you're new here thank you for showing up. As always conversation are encouraged on this blog. Let's see what comes next.

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Notes:

This is not a strictly 2023 playlist, but the 2023 songs will be clearly marked.

There is a story or flow that I tried to create once again, but you do not need to know any of that to follow along with the playlist. You can listen in order, shuffle, pick and choose, do whatever you want.

That being said if you’re following along from the beginning and reading along, the anecdotes that follow many of the songs aren’t really apart of that story, they’re just extra pieces of sometimes “personal” information that I include because it’s fun for me.

When I’m collecting YouTube links for these songs, I’ll often find a live or alternate version that I really like and will share that instead, or in addition to, the original/studio version. I will note when I do this, however the full Spotify playlist will have the “correct” version.

And to make sure I included the YouTube links in general, the formatting for the whole post might be a little off, sorry.

Side note: I wrote all the songs how they show up in Spotify, which is why some are capitalized and some are not. (Just in case anyone was wondering.)

Key:

⭐️ = Songs that came out specifically in 2023 🕚 = Songs that came out in November/December of 2022. (You know the late babies.) ✊🏾 = Songs by/featuring Black Artists.

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There is something here for literally EVERYONE, so if you don't find something you like, you didn't listen hard enough. Enjoy!

1. ⭐️ Gans Media Retro Games - Hot Mulligan

Why do I keep trying to spell Hot Mulligan as "Hott Mulligan?"

2. ⭐️ CHRONICALLY CAUTIOUS - Braden Baless

I relate to this song on a core level.

3. ✊🏾 Anxiety - Meg Thee Stallion

I know less than nothing about this current beef, but it's always gonna be team Meg!

4. I'D RATHER DIE - AS IT IS

It was a rough summer. People who know me in real life, I promise I'm fine.

5. ⭐️ Lost - Linkin Park

Happy 20th Anniversary to Meteora! These unearthed tracks fit that era so well.

6. ⭐️ Rational - Matt Maeson

Stop describing me lol.

7. ⭐️ No Shoes In The Coffee Shop “Or Socks” - Hot Mulligan

8. ⭐️ 20 Missed Calls - Braden Bales

The video is of a live session, but Spotify will have the recorded version.

9. How Do You Know It's Not Armadillo Shells? - Hot Mulligan

10. I Like to Hide in the Bathroom at Parties ft. The Knocks - Winnetka Bowling League

11. ✊🏾 Stupidfreak (Audiotree Live Version) - Juice

12. ⭐️ Nevermind - Between You & Me

13. Fake It - State Champs

14. ⭐️ It Won’t Be Like This Forever - Neck Deep

15. ⭐️ NEW LOVE - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

16. First Date (Acoustic Cover) - Taylor Acorn

17. PERRIER - Braden Bales

It's just so cute and it makes me want to find a crush and be in giddy kind love.

18. Sundress ft. Four Years Strong - State Champs

This song also makes me want to be in love.

19. Over My Head (Cable Car) - The Fray

Second first kisses or first second kisses? I definitely wanted to be there and wanted to do it again. Also it wouldn't hurt if you thought things would have gotten better the next time. This is filler a version cause the actual song that played was a heavy punk cover of this song and I don't know who sang it.

20. ⭐️ ✊🏾 Buckle Bunny - Tanner Adell

Be a little thot-y. Have a little fun. PS: This post has been written for quite some time now, but with the new conversations being had, I just want to add that Yoncé didn't invent Black Woman in Country music and she is not the revival of such things.

21. Nonsense - Sabrina Carpenter

Dress a little thot-y. Have a little fun. Flirt a little. Fall in love or hard core like.

22. ⭐️ Breakfast For Dinner - Winnetka Bowling League

This song is hella cute. Y'all don't understand how much I want to be in love.

23. ⭐️ The Places We’ll Go ft. Dashboard Confessional - Yellowcard

24. 🇵🇸 sun and moon - anees

My best friend had baby, but more relevant to this list, a baby-shower that was themed after the moon and the stars. She asked me to make the playlist and I understood the assignment. Free Palestine!

25. Spaceship - Andy Grammer

More baby shower playlist gems. Also this song is hella cute and I recommend it to all the parents.

26. Act Like That ft. Mitchell Tempenny - State Champs

27. An Irish Party in Third Class (Includes "John Ryan's Polka" and "Blarney Pilgrim") - Gaelic Storm

25th Titanic Anniversary in Imax 3D. Let's just say I finally got my "Dinner and A Movie," you know the one that Harriet The Spy was talking about.

28. ⭐️ ✊🏾 What’s The Move ft T-Pain - Watsky

29. ⭐️ FIGURE IT OUT ft. YNG Martyr and Stafford Beats - Chandler

I only really like Chandler's parts and if you heard this from this from TikTok, yes the Chandler Shimmy has a hold on me too.

30. ⭐️ THE OUTSIDE (Outsiders Version) ft. 30H!3, State Champs, The Summer Set and The Ready Set - Boys Like Girls

This collab is top tier and I'm still geeked about seeing most of them in one lineup. Also not to be rude, but what part does The Ready set do? I've been trying to figure out what he does and the answer doesn't seem to exist for me.

31. 31 - Mike Edel

32. Miles Apart - Yellowcard

This was my summer anthem for 2023. It's just such a perfect fit.

33. ⭐️ ONE MORE TIME - blink-182

PERFECT! No notes. It gives the same energy as Back Together by The Summer Set, both of them make me want to cry.

34. ⭐️ 2005 - Story Of The Year

I'm not mad at it. Let all the boys come back and reminisce, especially if it involves anniversary tours.

35. ⭐️ NOTHING LIKE THE LAST TIME - Watsky

I am celebrating. I am not crying. I promise you.

36. ⭐️ Don't - Wild Rivers

This song is so good, but I ran away from it because feelings are complicated and I thought I didn't know until I realized I did and then it was over. PS: You can always ask me how I feel or felt, conversations haven't expired yet.

37. 🕚 Forget Me (Piano Acoustic Version) - Lewis Capaldi

38. are you okay? - Winnetka Bowling League

This song is everything, moody, sad, caring…. all the feelings.

39. Untitled - Rex Orange County

40. ⭐️ That’s Not How This Works ft. Dan + Shay - Charlie Puth

41. ⭐️ That's Not How This Works (Sabrina's Version) ft. Dan + Shay and Sabrina Carpenter - Charlie Puth

You can skip this one if you want, I just listened to both versions back to back every time, so it was hard to not include both.

42. fiimiy (fuck it, i miss you - Live Version) ft. Demi Lovato - Winnetka Bowling League

Sometimes you just need to let yourself say the words, even if you don't act on them.

43. ⭐️ Heartbreak Of The Century - Neck Deep

I feel like I'm finally getting back into Neck Deep, not that I really stopped I just didn't listen to their last album and it feels so good to be back.

44. ⭐️ BLOOD AND SUGAR - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

I love this song so much, it's hella groovy, but I'm sorry I can't ignore the fact that it's essentially "why doesn't she like me?" or "why won't she go out with me, we're all just human?" Or hey to be more forgiving, "why does she make me feel this strongly if we're only 'blood and sugar?'"

45. ⭐️ Daddy Issues… - Bury Mia

46. MakeDamnSure (Cover) - Hot Mulligan

47. 31 - Soul Glo

This was the first song that popped up when I was looking for songs the day I turned 31 and I will say it's not for the white faint of hearts. It goes hella hard though.

48. Fuck You - The Used

49. *Equip Sunglasses* - Hot Mulligan

50. ⭐️ ✊🏾 Roll The Dice - Fluorescents

I walked around singing that 30 second bit from TikTok for a good minute there. I was probably annoying. Although I do enjoy the song, I wonder if TikTok is just feeding me pizza. Do I really like these songs or do I only like the 30 seconds I've heard 100 times. (I'm gonna make a playlist of my music folder on TikTok and get back to you on that one.)

51. Forward - Linkin Park

Songs 51-54 are what I considered to be my safe music for a period this summer cause I was just so sad and nothing was making me happy for the longest time, so thank you Linkin Park and Disperser CA for being the "good guys."

52. Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

Again happy 20th Anniversary to Meteora, thanks for being there when I needed you.

53. ✊🏾 Snake Eyes - Disperser CA

54. ⭐️ Easier To Run (Lofi Version) - Less Gravity/Linkin Park

55. ⭐️ They Don't Make Pills For A Heartbreak - HONESTAV

I heard it late one night and wanted to cry.

56. Monsters - James Blunt

57. ⭐️ Cut Deep (Live Version) - Matt Maeson

I think this was from my date of the Never Had To Leave Tour, which makes it extra special.

58. I Need You - Relient K

TMI, I thought I was breaking up with my sister (will not provide any further details) and through this song, among others and prayer, we're comforting me. I'm okay, but still working on healing wounds.

59. Brown Skin Girl - Blue Ivy, SAINt JHN, Beyoncé & Wizkid

It's here in the name of my self love journey.

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Idk how much experience you may have with this but lately I've been thinking about how most men I know somehow can't clock transwomen as fast as I can and I'm wondering if male's like don't have as strong of a recognition of sex as women do? And maybe that's part of why a lot of transwomen think they pass when it's very obvious to us 🤔

personally i've been able to clock just about every trans person i've come across, either IRL or online just from something as small as a reddit post. most of them are pretty obvious. there's like probably 30-50 trans people at my work and i can clock all of them at first glance (there's two people I am unsure of) and only one of them knows i'm trans because i told one transman that i trust, when i told him he asked if i was transmale or transfemale.

from what i've experienced, males are atrocious at pattern recognition when it comes to people because they literally just have "man, boy (potential man), woman/girl" is how they categorize people it seems. i've heard radfems talk about how part of the reason males are worse at it might be because they don't need it to survive as much, but girls and women need to be able to accurately ID a male, in any circumstance, to survive in modern society.

for me, again personally, the only people that have really clocked me have been lesbians and gay men. most straight people seem to be completely clueless, more so men than women. i do claim i pass but when i say that i mean like in most everyday situations like going to the grocery store or to get food or something almost everyone will assume i'm a "woman" even though i'm not one. i definitely think there are plenty of women who have clocked me and just not said anything/played nice. i think any woman that spent any amount of time talking with me or hanging out with me would figure it out sooner or later, but i generally tell any close friends if we're actively talking/hanging out that much because i don't want to and don't mean to deceive them.

some anecdotes from personal experience:

i have been targeted by powerful men before because they, for some reason, legitimately thought i was female. a woman who "worked" for them also thought i was. that situation made me legit fear for my life.

the most common question i got asked at whole foods anytime i mentioned i didn't feel well, multiple women would ask if i was on my period, to which i would say just no it's just stomach cramps or w/e was making me feel crappy.

most women that do suspect me to be not what i appear usually think i'm non-binary or a transman if they ever want to ask anything.

i was disallowed from doing something at a different whole foods because they said it couldn't be a woman doing it if the other person was a man (overnights require min 2 people present). this rule miraculously disappeared after the pandemic hit and we didn't have the staff to do otherwise. i had volunteered to be the second person since i already came in early so it was no big deal to come in earlier, but they were like no it cant be a man and a woman if there's only 2 people.

this isn't me trying to say "oh i pass sooo much better" or anything like that, because i doubt i pass that particularly well but also at the same time i often struggle to make sense of what i do experience. i can't imagine this many people doing all of this just to validate me and i don't go around telling people i'm a woman, however my documentation all reflects "F". these experiences are generally why i will say i "pass" and also why i use the term "assimilated transsexual".

i think being bullied so much by boys and men plus getting into radical feminism drastically improved my human sex pattern recognition. i definitely used to not be as good at it as i am now. i can look at myself and pick out my male features fairly easily. i have had more androgynous features most of my life than anything else.

it does blow my mind when i see quite clearly men wearing makeup saying they pass and are hotter/sexier than women, because i feel like any look into the mirror would reveal otherwise... which the same could totally be said about me, maybe i look like a clown too and everyone is just nice to me who knows, but i almost never wear makeup, i've only worn it on special occasions and it's usually just eye makeup, nothing else.

#this got way longer than i expected #sorry

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