#they made me CRY jesus fuck

[nothatsmi]

You are light...

I'm at the chimera ant arc and every episode my heart crushes a bit more tightly. I suspect it will soon explode.

I really want to do more fanart, hope I will find the time (I wanna draw Kurapika sm). I actually have several complete HxH animatics in my head that I cannot do, it's frustrating af (literally the only free time I have I spend it watching this shit, i'm doomed).

Anyway this anime has occupied my entire brain lately. Or maybe 80%, the 20 other being a random book I'm reading (that I will soon do fanart of hopefully).

#hunter x hunter #hxh #killua zoldyck #gon freecss #killugon #you are light #man these scenes in watercolor where killua rambles about gon being his reason for living #this shit manages to make me laugh and then bam the most tragical thing happens #they made me CRY jesus fuck #i really am invested in this #everything #from every characters to each storyline #immaculate truly

[raelyn-dreams]

Pretty 5 is so beloved bc we have:

Arashi "I dream of being a beautiful woman and also had explicit attraction to girls and my male teacher" Narukami.

Tori "I'm in love with my unit leader but he's in an arranged marriage to my sister and I feel selfish for wishing it was me" Himemiya.

Mika "I'm going to live with my beloved partner in Paris as a direct parallel to the life his queer grandfather never got to have" Kagehira.

Hiyori "I'm a princess in the units with the most fanservice imaginable and almost kissed my partner in an mv 3 times" Tomoe.

And Aira "I blush over idol fanservice and am a tsundere towards my unit leader and enamored with my former online friend" Shiratori

#my point being: they're all queer as fuck and i love them #pretty mission made me cry #eichi's whole same-sex marriage speech was such an emotional gut-punch jesus it was so good #plus the iconic “oshi-san's gettin' married? ...there could be death” #“'we' are not currently respected for our opinions” ara-neeeeeee #and of course every “jun-kun!” ever #aira thinks they're all insane which is fair but he's also their beloved kohai and he does still adore them #ensemble stars #enstars #ensemble stars music #pretty 5 #enstars pretty 5 #enstars circles #arashi narukami #tori himemiya #mika kagehira #hiyori tomoe #aira shiratori #gonna tag the implied ships which are #eitori #shumika #hiyojun #hiiai #kohaai #kohiiai #<- they're all such good ships btw i love them

[samusaran221]

Watching Mob Psycho 100 for the first time in your mid-twenties is like:

“These wacky preteens fighting villians and dealing with teen angst! Ah, Mob and Reigen just had a fight, I wonder what hijinks Mob will get into without Reigen to watch his back??!!”

*shrimp emotions*

“Well they made up! Time to go fight the bad guys”

#anime saul goodman made me have to pause a COMEDY SERIES TO GO CRY IN MY BED #jesus christ what the fuck #why would it go for the jugular like this?? #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka #shigeo kageyama #anime

[sehtoast]

me: MY HAIRLINE IS RECEDING OH NO OH FUCK

also me: full time student (worth noting i wrote stupid here at first without realizing), 20-30 hours in customer service every week, teaching myself 3/4 classes, teaching myself advanced algebra with a teacher (basically just a proctor) who shuts down any/all asks for help, juggling college financial woes, navigating dying relationships/people abandoning and/or attacking me bc i don't have time for things i used to anymore, none of my hobbies are making me happy when and if i have time for them,, i have no time for myself, i'm on my second all-nighter this week, i'm perpetually exhausted in a way sleep isn't fixing, my body aches because i'm so tired, and i'm barely able to stay asleep when i do get the chance bc the anxiety wakes me up

my hairline: two hops this time!

#i'm so stressed man #sehtoast rambles #sehtoast vents? fuck if i know #i just feel like i can't get ahead #i used to be able to get all my shit done by friday and have the bulk of the weekend to myself #but that's not doable at all this term #i just had a whole ass mental breakdown over fucking homework #like i'm almost grateful T made it near impossible for me to cry bc like #i was going to have a whole sobbing crying breakdown and at least i only had to feel the mental and physical anguish of it instead #it's 3am and i just made coffee so i can do the rest of my work #luckily the last two are super little in comparison but #i can't keep doing 30 pages of notes with 10 pages of homework and a 40 question 'quiz' for math #on top of making like 7 excel spreadsheets a week #not including the 50 page readings for management plus the 50 questions that follow and the writing assignments #i'm so glad my ids class is easy. dr s is my personal jesus christ for being so gentle with her students #idk i'm just... really not doin well rn #at all #idk if anyone read this far in #if you did ily and appreciate you

[shit-sorry-fuck-mybad]

I imagine that every time anyone has to act with Tom Cruise they get called to a meeting before they start shooting the movie where they will discuss with them every single thing they have to do in order to make Tom Cruise appear taller than he actually is

Honestly I don’t know how anyone who has ever acted with Tom Cruise hasn’t given like an exclusive interview about the stupid things they’ve done to make Tom Cruise look taller, or the process of just staring as someone put a box in front of them so that Tom could stand on it and look taller than he is

#dude if I was an actor and someone told me ‘right in this scene Tom is gonna be standing in a box’ i don’t know what I would do with myself #maybe cry and maybe laugh idk #heard that Anthony edwards cpulnt wear shoes sometimes cause they made Tom look shorter????? the fuck?? #I think it’s the most ridiculous shit ever #the obsession with making Tom look taller than he actually is #or not as short as he actually is #he’s short just get over it and keep going with the movie Jesus Christ no one gives a fuck #also fan girls love small little angry guys like him so like idk use that #tw: Tom cruise #I hate the guy #I hate him and his stupid cult and his stupid little boxes #top gun #Tom cruise #mission impossible #i feel like u should clarify that this is not me hating on him for being short I don’t give a fuck I think it’s dumb to do these things to- #-make actors look taller #it’s weird

[goofyjelly]

I just. I'm on season five episode sixteen of Supernatural.

Okay. I've always loved Dean Winchester as a character, and there's always been moments where I relate to him and would be able to rant for hours on end about how complex he is.

But this goddamn scene-

SAM: Dad always said they had the perfect marriage.

DEAN: It wasn’t perfect until after she died.

It actually broke me. Five seasons in and this is the first time I've cried watching this show.

DEAN: It’s okay, Mom. Dad still loves you. I love you, too. I’ll never leave you.

This line itself absolutely broke me holy fuck- a young Dean saying that to his mother- I just- I actually needed to pause the show for a bit and just- wow oh Jesus.

AND THEN IT ENDS WITH

SAM: I just never realized how long you’ve been cleaning up Dad’s messes.

I love this show 🥲🥲🥲

#like fr omg #ive never cried during a show before #like seriously #nothing has made me cry #but dean 'family trauma' winchester was the end of that #holy fuck that episode was really just- #jesus i have school tomorrow and like tests and stuff #IM EXPECTED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS #i just wanted to watch spn after i finished studying wtf Eric Kripe #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #s5 ep16 #spn s5 #goofy jelly thoughts

[mhmmaybe]

Why must they make me ugly cry at least once a month?

Fuck these hoes

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted damien #redacted huxley #redacted sam #and jesus Hux cant get more relatable #fuck his pretty brown eyes but thats not what made me cry #FUCK

[lupsbro]

welp i am crying

thanks taz balance episode 69

#WHAT A SURPRISE #my throat hurts so fucking bad did you know crying can make your throat hurt more i literally just made an appointment to the doctor #it took me a while huh #I don't think im gonna relisten to amnesty as well but man balance is just. it heals the heart. GOOD FOR THE SOUL #fucjing magnus and fuck8ng griffin for his superb storytelling #now i guess im gonna have to switch to christmas spirits again and read my stupid holiday romance book? #oh MAN #i remember back in 2018 fucking 5 YEARS AGO after i finished the finale there were a few weeks where id just burst into tears randomly #just thinking about taz and listening to the ost (and voidfish plural of course) #made for an awkward run in with a roommate lol #now i gotta explain to my parents why my eyes are red #and also why i can't TALK anymore jesus christ

[arrogantmrcnry]

so now I'll sing for you

till i can talk

I've been teaching myself to cry

so that you know how much you're loved

#po-uta #porter robinson #jesus fucking christ porter i need an apology NOW #fuckin asshole made a vocaloid have an existential crisis and made me cry too. bitch. #good sounds #vocaloid #music #Spotify #humansongs

[woundedheartwithin]

Crispin Freeman voicing Helios in GOWR Valhalla is probably the best evidence ever that good direction makes a huge fucking difference no matter how good a voice actor actually is. He’s terrible as Kaito in the English dub of je/lj, but he is fucking fantastic as Helios in GOWR. I can’t even believe it’s the same guy tbfh like it’s that huge of a difference

#she speaks #god of war ragnarok #gowr valhalla #anyway I finished the main story #Jesus Christ Christopher Judge is such a fucking brilliant voice actor #made me cry goddammit

[rustystars]

crying at school is so embarrassing what the fuck is teachers problem with direct communication

#why the fuck did i get called into the PRINCIPALS OFFICE. to get told that i hurt your feelings. #why would you not talk to me directly. like jesus fucking christ #also like. not to be a bitch! because im trying to be rational about this. but why did it hurt your feelings that bad. #so bad that you went to the principal & made it sound like i screamed at you? when the whole reason i was angry was that you kept #raising your voice with freshmen? actually jesus christ. #like you're an adult man. it's been two weeks. actually fuck off #<- getting very angry to cover up the fwct that i'm skipping class because i feel so crying jittery

[mushroombo]

brooooo whatever. WHATEVER. i can’t focus on you right now, but i need your help. god just fucking SHOOT ME Jesus CHRIST

#bro if i had a fucking nickel every time a dimension20 series made me cry I’d be a rich man #mentopolis spoilers #just rewatching it at 4:40am for fun #Jesus CHRIST #what I’d do to see a season two with the same cast. the chemistry was unmatched

[suburbanlegnd]

I hate it when I finish a sad book and then can't stop crying for a few hours. like what am I supposed to do next when all I have left is a feeling of emptiness lmao

#i just read the war of the worlds by h.g wells #and ohhhh boyyyy #i could write a whole essay on this #i loved it sm #and the ending? jesus fucking christ #I HAD CHILLS #LITERAL CHILLS #it's been a while since a book made me cry sm #rambles #bookblr

[shadowed-yet-vibrant]

Wow turns out there's a reason every lawyer I'd ever met told me "don't be a lawyer."

#seven months into practice #most junior attorney at a litigation boutique #I've never felt more incompetent in my life #I felt pretty on top of things until last month #made a few mistakes and they keep coming #fortunately they're all different mistakes - not making the same ones twice #but jesus fucking christ #I spend probably an hour every day just worrying they're going to get rid of me #also it looks like the senior associate is leaving #which our firm structure is weird #but he's basically the only person in a mentorship role #and I feel like if he leaves I'm actually going to cry #because I feel so lost and the partners are all so busy #also my billing is shit because I'm so sad and stressed I keep just having non billable chunks of my day #which is me stressing out and just feeling bad #which isn't productive at all #stereotypical lawyer lmfao #I keep waking up at 3-4am with nightmares about my cases #I dream about work almost every night #usually fucking something up or getting fired or losing something important #I just want things to feel under control again #not spiraling just beyond my grasp #I've heard this is normal which is helpful in a small way #but consider: knowing it's normal doesn't make the actual feeling less shit

[parkercore-69]

living in a world where even though movies may be my special interest i literally cannot watch them with new friends because i cry at EVERY. SINGLE, MOVIE

#its EMBARRASSING #me when i cried when i made the gang watch perks of being a wallflower #no joke though #cried at night at the museum the other night because i love steeve coogan #i cry a lot guys #i just do #sometimes its just whats up #i cry whenever i think of i am legend tbg #that movie fucked me up #god jesus christ

[h-f-k]

when did we as a society stopped making these type of movies?

#that first air bud (the basketball one) made me cry my fucking eyes out as a kid #jesus christ...