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jungkxook · 2 years

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—pillow talk. (m)

⟶ pairing: jung wooyoung x fem!reader

⟶ genre: fwb!wooyoung / innocent!reader + fluff / smut

⟶ words: 10,334

⟶ rating: 18+

⟶ summary: so maybe, if you think about it, you might be in love with your best friend, but you swear it doesn’t mean anything. you’re still just friends. nothing more, nor less.

⟶ warnings: yeonjun finally makes an appearance lol, messy idiots in love we been knew tho, oc said many thoughts head full and is v insecure :(, alcohol mentions, multiple sex scenes, praise kink, oral sex (f receiving), face sitting, face riding, finger sucking, fingering, clit play, breast play/fondling, ass play, riding, missionary, cockwarming, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, marking, aftercare!!!

⟶ note: this is part three to body talk !!! it can’t really be read on it’s own so i highly recommend checking out the first two parts!

also tagging @rockwithwoo as usual bc she always hears me crying about this fic and puts up with it ty chelle hehe 💛

The thing about your relationship with Wooyoung is that it’s always been a sort of blurred line, in that boundaries with him never really existed.

Maybe that’s always been a given, when you consider the amount of things he will do for you wholeheartedly at a moment’s notice and vice versa. Secrets around each other aren’t really a thing, instead embracing the whole and unabashed truth because that’s what best friends do. It’s a testament to your closeness with him, all the ways in which your friendship with him sometimes may seem a little too close.

Like the time on your high school camping trip when you purposely snuck out of your cabin room so that he could lose his virginity with his crush who also just so happened to be your roommate, or all the times you fling your shirt off in front of him to get changed into something more comfortable, or when you puked on his shoes the first time you got drunk, or all the rants you give him, perhaps one of the most sexually experienced people you know, about how you want to wait until you find the right person to have sex with and not some random sleazy college fuckboy.

There’s nothing that could potentially unblur that line by sobering you back to reality when it’s all that you’ve known ━ and certainly all that you’ve known ever since asking him to take your own virginity.

What was meant to be a one time thing born out of your paling confidence in the dating pool of college a month ago has blossomed into something much more, in a way you never would have thought. You wouldn’t necessarily say you’re a modest ignorant virgin saint either when you definitely have needs too, some of which weren’t being met until Wooyoung made a place for himself in your bed which subsequently somehow became a permanent thing. Or, at least, for now.

Because it’s only been a week since he had found you in your bed, so desperate to get off with the stupid pink vibrator he had bought you mostly as a joke after he had first slept with you. A whole week of sneaking around behind your friends, behind Yeonjun (maybe even behind your own emotions). A week of sex with Wooyoung in any way he can get you or you can have him, exploring for the first time in your life every little desire you have. Though you prefer not to call it that, instead referring to it solely as practice sessions to make you a better lover, mostly for Yeonjun’s sake as that was the original “plan,” but you can’t remember the last time you thought about him in a romantic sense at all, which is a scarier thought in and of itself.

And so this ━ if you think about it long enough, but you choose not to so as to avoid an everlasting headache of conflicting emotions ━ would surely seem to cross some form of imaginary blurred line. But it doesn’t.

“Ten more minutes.”

Wooyoung hums this now into the crook of your neck now and, had it been any other day and any other moment, you probably would have playfully shoved him away. Instead, he’s a comfortable weight over top of you, and his dick is still wedged between your thighs. It had been his idea for the early afternoon meet-up, and how could you say no when it comes to him? Surely not after the way he made you feel, letting you come on his tongue at least twice before tenderly pushing for a third around his dick. He shifts now and his dick twitches inside your walls, a sensitive reminder of your third orgasm only moments ago.

Your heart is still beating shrilly against your ribs when you croon his name, “Wooyoung.”

“No,” he whines sheepishly, his lips brushing faintly against your neck. “I know that tone. You use it when you’re about to tell me something I won’t like.”

“You’re crushing me,” You quip instead, and he shifts his weight again to relieve the pressure. “And, besides, I promised Yeonjun I’d study with him later today.”

Wooyoung wonders briefly if you can sense the way he dies a little more inside each time you say Yeonjun’s name when you’re with him. He burrows his head in the crook of your neck again, still trying to catch his breath. Thinking of Yeonjun is really ruining this for him, Wooyoung thinks bitterly. Especially when he’s just spent the better part of the afternoon fucking you into his mattress.

“Tell him you’re busy studying with me,” Wooyoung tries boldly again. “Just a different type of studying.”

You snort. A part of you wishes you could, but it isn’t that easy. And when he’s with you ━ when he’s actually with you, tangled limbs, and not a thought on his mind except for you and the way he’s making you feel ━ it almost seems as if it’s meant to be, the two of you. Like maybe there are no outside obligations pulling you away or him. But it’s always a brief thought, and a harboured one, quickly being stowed away in the back of your mind.

“I haven’t seen him in a few days. He’s been asking to hang out.”

“Then he can wait a bit longer.”

“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” You taunt, fingers poking at his sides. “I’m not sucking you off if that’s what you want.”

At this, Wooyoung’s head pops up so that he can gawk at you in a feigned hurt. “I wasn’t gonna ask! I was just going to ask if you wanted me to run you a bath. Y’know, like usual. Or you can use my shower if you need to before you go since you’re in a rush.”

Your hand flutters up to your face, and you snicker into your knuckles at his endearing nature. The sudden movement has your body vibrating beneath him, and you’re made that much more aware of how hard his dick is still wedged between your walls, a stark reminder that you crave more. So maybe it’s wrong how insatiable you are for Wooyoung and his dick, but you swear it’s nothing more than sex. You huff out loud, clinging to his waist. “C-Can you move? Please?”

“Ah,” Wooyoung tuts, smirking. He seems to understand your needy plea all at once, judging by the way your chest arches up into his. “But that’s what you want?”

Still, his warm palm slides onto one of your thighs to hitch it around his waist so that he can sink deeper into you. Who is he to say no? He wastes no time in obliging, pulling out just enough before rolling his hips back into yours teasingly. His dick stretches you wide again, a familiar sensation that has your head spinning and lolling back on the pillow.

Wooyoung can’t help but watch, eyes sparkling in just the right way that makes your heart flutter. Then, a distant thought seems to cloud them and he bites at his lower lip. “How are you guys anyway? You and Yeonjun?”

Definitely not what you were expecting to hear from him, made even worse when you consider you don’t have a decent answer. The truth is your relationship with Yeonjun has been stagnant and stale but you chalk that up to simply being nervous. “Good. I think.”

“You think?” His hips work expertly against yours, plunging his dick into your already wrecked pussy in another smooth stroke. He marvels at how wet you still are, still a sticky mess from all your past orgasms. “Did you send him those nudes?”

Your cheeks warm in a timid blush ━ or maybe it’s from how he’s currently making you feel. The nudes in question were never sent to Yeonjun, though you’re certain they make a better home on Wooyoung’s phone anyway. You simper as the tip of his dick nudges against a sweet spot inside you that’s still tender. “We’re not talking about that right now.”

Wooyoung’s breath stutters. His face pinches up at the overwhelming pleasure, and his head falls to nuzzle against your collarbones, mouth pecking at your breasts. “He’s a nice guy, isn’t he? He treats you well, from what you’ve told me.”

“Mhm━ Fuck, Youngie,” You moan.

Wooyoung grunts, but you’re certain it’s from the way your walls squeeze tight around him. Choosing not to dwell any longer on Yeonjun, he instead asks, “Are you going to Tae’s party on Saturday?”

“No. Yeonjun’s taking me out to dinner.”

“Right. Of course,” Wooyoung scoffs. “Well, if you change your mind or if your date sucks, you know where to find me. It won’t be the same without you there.”

While it’s not unusual to drag one another to random frat parties around campus, his request seems to thrill you to no end. You nod now, but instead of replying you hastily fumble to grab at his face, pressing your lips to his. You kiss him hungrily, as if you were starved of his touch. As if he isn’t already fucking into you so well.

“I thought you needed to go,” he mumbles against your mouth as you nip and suck at his lips. You can feel him grin sluggishly into the kiss.

“Ten more minutes,” You echo.

He chuckles. “Think I can make you come by then?”

“You’ve done it in far less time.”

You note the way a certain type of proud amusement tugs on Wooyoung’s features, albeit a little more drowsy as he’s more focused on the way his dick burrows into you so well. He slams his hips more firmly into you, earning a delighted hiss from you. “Then I’ll make it a challenge. Don’t wanna keep Yeonjun waiting.”

You give a weak attempt at rolling your eyes but it mostly just ends up with your face contorting in pure pleasure as he reaches down to press his thumb against your clit, rubbing slow circles against you.

“Whatever you say,” You croak. But he’s already won you over, this much you know for certain. You’ll do anything just to spend a little longer with Wooyoung in his bed, in his arms. “Just as long as we take a bath after.”

“Anything for you,” Wooyoung grins and it makes your heart swoon. “What are friends for?”

For a moment, you believe him. When he talks like that ━ like you’re the only one important to him, the only one he does this for ━ it sure is so easy to get carried away.

Because maybe all you want lately is something more with Wooyoung; but would he say the same about you? It’s a terrifying thought, but if the only way you can have Wooyoung is like this then maybe that’s all you can settle for.

Ten more minutes, you promise yourself. Or maybe a little bit longer.

If you’re being honest, there is not a single doubt Yeonjun is perfect.

Your dinner date that Saturday arrives swiftly, and you get all dressed up for him. He takes you out to a fancy restaurant downtown, asks for the most expensive red wine off of their menu, and offers to pay for the dinner; then he walks with you along the city’s waterfront, watching the sunset as it glitters across the water’s surface.

The only thing wrong with the date, you realize almost immediately, is that you would much rather be anywhere but there.

It isn’t Yeonjun’s fault. The date itself is a picture-perfect one fit for fairytales, and he certainly acts the part with all his polite and cordial actions. He makes a reasonable effort to strike up conversation, but you’re made aware of the fact that he’s the only one really even making an effort, your own mind too busy wandering off as you think about everything and yet nothing all at once.

You would have been more than content to end the date on another awkward parting but you’re only faced with this moral dilemma when you find yourself in Yeonjun’s apartment splayed out beneath him on his couch. What had started as a movie date to end the night turned into light touches on your thigh, and eventually his lips on yours. Truthfully, you had been more than pleased to finally experience something more with Yeonjun, every touch sending chills down your spine.

He hasn’t kissed you ━ like actually kiss you ━ in a while, safe for a chaste peck on your cheek after your second date and so this is all you’ve ever dreamt of. Of course you have no doubts in embracing it until you come to the startling and abrupt realization that you don’t want this ━ any of this ━ with Yeonjun. More surprising is the fact that you can only picture Wooyoung in his spot, and when the harsh reality of your situation finally strikes you, you’re okay with Yeonjun making a move until you’re not.

As the devastating thought saturates your mood, Yeonjun kisses hungrily up your neck to your lips where you turn at the last moment. He almost makes contact with your cheek before he stops himself and, when he wonders what distracted you, he instead sees you shifting uneasily beneath him.

“Sorry,” You mumble timidly, and then flinch when you realize that is probably the last thing a boy who likes you wants to hear.

“Is something wrong?” Yeonjun asks softly. “Wanna move to the bed?”

“N-No, I promise. I just━” You can’t find the words to properly explain yourself, though you think the silence does it justice enough. Accepting your fate, you sit up on the couch and Yeonjun follows suit.

“Look, I don’t mean to pry but you’ve been acting off this whole night. I mean…” He trails off, scratching at the back of his head. “A month ago you seemed really into this and now it’s like… I don’t know. Any time I try to hold your hand or kiss you, it’s like you can’t get me off of you fast enough.”

“That’s not true,” You say timidly.

“Isn’t it?” Yeonjun deadpans, his mouth pulled into a taut line. “Is this because of Wooyoung?”

“Wooyoung?” You sputter. You don’t mean to sound so hostile, but the unwarranted mention of Wooyoung immediately puts you off. “What does he have to do with this?”

“You tell me,” Yeonjun says simply, his brows pinched together in a scowl. He speaks in a way that makes it seem as if he’s accusing you of something. “You’ve been blowing me off to hang with him these past two weeks. I know you guys are best friends but━”

“But? So if we’re a thing, I’m not allowed to be friends with him?” You ask hotly. “Are you just saying that because you’re ━ what? ━ jealous? And mad that I don’t want to have sex with you right now?”

Yeonjun immediately scoffs, turning away from you. “That’s not it at all. If I wanted to have sex with you so badly, I would have tried that already instead of going on all these dates with you that’s taking us nowhere but it’s not my fault you’re so━ So boring.”

“Boring?”

He seems to immediately regret his choice of words from the way he flinches, but he’s already in too deep. “Boring, yeah. Everyone told me you aren’t, y’know, experienced. But you seemed so into us at first and now, every time I try to, or want to, make a move, you back off.”

You shake your head incredulously, lips pulled into a taut line. “So were you just playing the long game to see when you could get into my pants?”

Yeonjun grimaces. “No━”

“Whatever. This is so stupid. I’m leaving.”

Yeonjun barely has time to register what’s happening until you’ve already pushed yourself off the couch and are by his front door. He hastens to fix the grim situation, but it’s too late now. “Wait, Y/N━”

But you’re long gone before he can even stop you, if he even was going to; and you’re left wondering if maybe you were wrong when you thought Yeonjun was this charming perfect boy of your dreams ━ or maybe you just finally have a good enough excuse to think so.

So, here’s the thing: you can tell yourself you don’t have feelings for Wooyoung (aside from loving him wholeheartedly as a friend), but you don’t think friends should get jealous as easily as you do.

There’s no reason to be jealous either, and maybe neither disappointed, but you were allowed to feel some sort of hurt when you show up to Taehyung’s party later that night after your abysmal date with Yeonjun in search of Wooyoung and instead stumble across Jinsol and San.

“Ooooh my gosh, you made it!” Jinsol exclaims drunkenly the moment she lays eyes on you. She tugs you over to her side, tossing one arm around your shoulders and nearly sloshing her drink all over you. “How’d your date with Yeonjun go? Score any?”

She wriggles her brows suggestively, and you have to reach out to steady her when she starts swaying dangerously.

“What?” You gawk. “No way.”

“No, you’re right ‘cause you’d probably be getting railed right now but instead you’re here,” Jinsol says this as if you’re in the wrong, and maybe you are. She’s always rambling about the rumours that Yeonjun is some sort of sex god anyway. “Why are you here and not with Yeonjun?”

Fortunately, San seems to be your saving grace. He notes your distracted demeanour and flitting eyes glancing around the crowded living room, and interjects Jinsol’s slurring words to say, “Wooyoung isn’t here if that’s who you’re looking for. He left an hour ago.”

This seems to grab Jinsol’s interest, and she straightens up at once. “Oh, yeah! Remember Yeji ━ that cute little thing with red hair ━ that he had a fling with for a little bit a while ago?”

Yes, you remember, although you’d much rather forget. As far as you know, Wooyoung’s fling with Yeji was from far before last summer anyway, and you hadn’t heard him mention her since. At the time, you never really seemed to care much about it.

“She was, like, all over him tonight.”

Now you seem to care a little bit more. You don’t know why, but the thought makes your stomach churn violently. You wonder if you might vomit, or if it’s the wine from before now finally hitting you.

“And then she left right after him,” Jinsol adds, still blissfully in her own world. “Wouldn’t be surprised if they did that on purpose.”

This seems to make it even worse, an overwhelming wave of amalgamating emotions washing over you. Is it jealousy? Anger? There’s no denying the bitterness that seems to gnaw at your heart at Jinsol’s implicit words.

San snorts, dragging you back down to reality. “Doubt it. Wooyoung was the one who broke things off with her in the first place.”

That doesn’t seem to make the situation any better. Rather, it has the complete opposite effect, letting you crumble into nothing short of a self-pitying shell of a person. You’re thankful when Jinsol and San seem to drop the conversation about Yeji and Wooyoung entirely and shift to a different topic (something about how Hongjoong lost every game of beer pong and then passed out on the driveway before being whisked away by his girlfriend), but you continue to wallow in your own thoughts.

There’s no denying your feelings, though you can’t quite sort them out and the frustration of it all seems to overwhelm you. The only issue is that you’ve never felt this way before about Wooyoung, and it’s driving you insane. Because it’s not just potentially about Yeji, but about the other girls he may or may not have slept with while seeing you. And if you think about it ━ if you truly think long and hard about all of it ━ the fact of the matter is that you are jealous. Jealous. Maybe even a little possessive, because Wooyoung is yours. He’s your best friend, he knows what makes you laugh, what makes you cry, he knows your body the best. He should be yours to cherish and love, and no one else’s.

While it would be easier to ask Wooyoung if he and Yeji are still a thing, you have no right to pry nor be upset about whatever (or whoever) he chooses to do. You certainly can’t let Wooyoung know you’re jealous ━ if you even truly are, because you refuse to fully believe so ━ not when you were both so adamant from the beginning that your routine hook-ups were never supposed to be anything more than simply “friends helping friends” (if you can even call it that, because this goes far past typical friendly hospitality).

Then you think dismally about the fact that you’ve ruined any potential relationship with Yeonjun by pushing him away. Worst of all, you can’t seem to sort out your emotions. Maybe Yeonjun is the right one for you; or maybe Wooyoung is.

So, to cope, you do the only thing you can think of. You drink, maybe a little bit too much, but it doesn’t weigh too heavily on your conscience when it’s just another form of self-sabotaging to add to the ever-growing list of the night.

You’re not quite sure how long you spend at the party, the minutes blurring together as you stand by Jinsol’s side while your mind wanders elsewhere. Eventually, when the party gets to be too much and you realize you’re doing nothing except thinking about Wooyoung, you do the only other thing you can think of. You call him, cradling your phone to your ear while you sit outside of the house on the curb by the end of the driveway after sneaking away from the party for a breath of fresh air.

Truthfully, you don’t expect him to pick up, and a myriad of images threaten to infiltrate your mind of Wooyoung distracted with another girl who isn’t you. In fact, you almost give up and are about to end the call when you finally hear his groggy voice on the other end.

“Hello?”

“Wooyoung?”

The sound of your voice must jostle something in his brain because the moment he realizes it’s you, he clears his throat and you can hear rustling on his side of the call as if he’s sitting up on his bed. “Hey, Y/N, what’s up?”

You bite at your lip. “Can you come pick me up?”

“Yeah, of course. Why? What’s wrong?” he asks at once, concern lacing within his tone. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine,” Your lip quivers and suddenly you break. Tears start to well in your eyes and you curse yourself mentally. God, did you have to sound so pitiful and stupid in front of him? For all you know, you’re interrupting his night with Yeji ━ but that seems to make you feel even worse. Talking to him, at the very least, immediately seems to comfort you while also tugging heavy at your heart. “No, I’m not fine actually.”

“Are you crying?” His voice sounds even more panicked.

You shake your head, as if he can even see. “No. I just━ I really need you right now, Wooyoung.”

What you really want is for him to help you, like he always does, when your emotions become too muddled, becoming a beacon of reason and light despite his chaotic ways of taking the world by storm. Only, you can’t quite confess these feelings to him, but you wonder how long you can keep this a secret from him.

“I’m coming,” Wooyoung says without a moment’s hesitation. “Where are you? Don’t move, okay? I’ll be there soon.”

You’re fortunate that, when you do hang up on him, he manages to arrive only a few short minutes later, pulling up in his car to the edge of the driveway; and, not even twenty minutes later, you’re sat on his couch in his living room as per his request (because he couldn’t let you go home alone like this), with a cup of recently brewed hot chocolate courtesy of him (with extra marshmallows, just how you always want it). He sits across from you, perched on the edge of the coffee table, his hands rubbing comforting circles on your thighs. It’s silly how awful you feel, and even sillier to know that the simple remedy of his company and a warm drink soothes your heart more than anything. You’re not crying anymore, which is a miracle, but it still scares Wooyoung nonetheless to see you so upset.

“Are you ready to talk it out?” Wooyoung asks gently. “What’s got you like this? Did Yeonjun do something?”

“No,” You lie. You glance up at him and take a deep breath. “Not really. We just… The date was a total bust, and we got into an argument.”

Wooyoung’s brows pinch together. “About what?”

About you, you want nothing more than to tell him, but you refrain. “Nothing. Something stupid. I don’t know, I don’t want to talk about it. I’m just so tired, Youngie.”

“Have you been drinking?” Wooyoung asks.

“Maybe a little.”

He can’t help but snicker, patting your knee. “So is that why you wound up at Tae’s party after all? I stayed for the longest time just waiting to see if you’d show, but when I figured you were probably having more fun with Yeonjun, I didn’t want to wait up. It was boring anyway; I didn’t even drink. Now I’m thinking I should have just dragged you to the party instead if that meant you wouldn’t have had such a bad night.”

His words hurt you a little more than they intend to. You hate to imagine leaving him alone and expecting your arrival at any point; but you also hate to imagine the reason that spirited him away from the party altogether. He says it’s because it was boring without you, but then there’s Yeji. You haven’t spotted any sort of tell-tale sign to indicate if she were in his apartment that night at any point at all, nor does Wooyoung look any different than from the last time you’ve seen him. No messy hair, nor hickeys on his neck.

“Ah, well, Yeonjun’s a sorry loser anyway,” Wooyoung muses out loud. He shifts in his spot to move to the couch next to you. “He’s an idiot if he’s arguing with you for no reason. Maybe he’ll come around and apologize, or maybe there’s someone else out there who’s perfect for you just waiting for you.”

“You think so?”

“I know so.”

You hiccup, then take a small sip of your drink. Then, you turn to look up at him only to find him already gazing softly at you. You can’t help it; as if overwhelmed by a sudden desire, you settle your hot chocolate down on the table and then move hastily, hurrying to straddle his lap, leaning down to press a kiss to the corner of his mouth. Maybe it’s just a way to overcompensate for yourself, and to rid all those intrusive thoughts of Wooyoung with Yeji or another girl who isn’t you.

He seems stunned at first, then gets carried away as your lips work a magic against him that has his head spinning. He knows where this is going, how these intense and passionate makeout sessions usually end and he would want nothing more than for it to continue along it’s natural course, but he can’t do that. Not tonight anyway; not with how dishevelled you seem.

So, gathering enough wits, he murmurs into the heated kiss, “Wait, wait━” He pulls back with much difficulty, staring at your swollen pink lips. “You’re drunk.”

“So?” You retort in a giggle. You press a chilling kiss to his neck, moaning softly, “I want you inside me, Youngie.”

Wooyoung nearly chokes. His hands reach out to land on your waist, and his grip on you tightens. “God, I promise I want nothing more than to feel that right now but maybe also let’s leave that for when you’re not intoxicated.”

You sit back on him at once, your stare visibly turning dismayed. You don’t notice his grip fastening on you even more in the moment, as if willing to keep you there, frightened you might leave. “Am I boring?”

Wooyoung blinks. “H-Huh?”

“Is sex with me boring?”

Wooyoung gawks at you, as if to decipher if you’re being serious or not. A dumbfounded laugh tumbles from his lips before he can bite it back. “What are you talking about?”

“I don’t know,” You groan, dropping to burrow your head in his shoulder. “Am I too vanilla because I’m still new to all of this?”

“Is that what this is all about? Did Yeonjun say something to you to make you think that?” Wooyoung demands, jaw clenching. “Because I swear to god, Y/N━”

“No.” You wonder why you lie again, but your defence is still up as you wonder about Wooyoung’s own relationships outside of yours. And maybe Yeonjun is right; maybe you are boring. Wooyoung must like Yeji so much to go back to her again because she’s so experienced. You could do the same too. “I’m just curious.”

“I think,” Wooyoung rubs comforting circles onto your hips with his thumbs, “it’s probably time you call it a night.”

“But━”

“If you have the same irrational worries in the morning when you’re not drunk, then I promise we can talk about it then,” Wooyoung’s grinning so he must find it somewhat amusing instead of humiliating. “Deal?”

You chew at your lower lip. If you weren’t so tired, upset, and a little tipsy, you’re certain you would have been dying from the sheer utter embarrassment of this whole ordeal but your drunken rambling has some sort of truth and reasoning behind it. “Only if you let me fall asleep here.”

Wooyoung clicks his tongue disapprovingly. “You know I’m not letting you go home alone like this, right? Come on, let me get you a change of clothes.”

So, you let him whisk you away, pulling you into his room. He finds you a comfortable shirt of his that’s big on him and even bigger on you and a pair of sweatpants; then, he helps you into them when you’re too exhausted and fumbling, all tender and careful touches so intimate it makes your heart swoon.

“Stay with me?” You ask him when you’re curled up beneath the covers of his bed.

“God, you’re such a needy drunk,” Wooyoung teases playfully and you let out a half-hearted, drowsy snort. What he doesn’t tell you at the moment is that he wouldn’t want it any other way, but you know his answer either way already. Sometimes, when you’re really upset or sick and you’re at his apartment when he’s taking care of you, he’ll offer the entire bed to you and opt to sleep on the couch. Tonight, though, he craves nothing more than to be by your side, and he’s content to hear you say the same.

So, he crawls under the covers with you and you fall asleep next to him, cuddled up close to his side and your head resting on his chest. You remember hearing his heart thudding wildly beneath your ear, but it seems to be all forgotten by the time you fall asleep, and certainly by the time morning comes.

You wake before Wooyoung, the details of the night before coming into focus in your groggy and hazy mind and making you feel dizzy, like a terrible hangover. One-by-one, you recount the events that unfolded, and everything that is still weighing heavy on your mind. Yeonjun, Yeji, Wooyoung. Making a complete fool of yourself in front of Wooyoung. How do you move on from crying to your best friend about thinking you’re too boring during sex? Although, you know the reasoning behind that meant far much more.

You think you heard Wooyoung wake up earlier, sifting about in the bathroom to take a quick shower and make a cup of coffee judging by the half-drunk cup on his bedside table, before eventually making his way back to bed. He must have dozed off again, still beside you, though you slither from his grasp now to tiptoe to his bathroom. You use the spare toothbrush he keeps in the top left drawer just for you to brush your teeth, then wash your face with cold water as if to knock some sense back into you. When you saunter back into the bedroom, Wooyoung’s already awake, half-lidded eyes staring up at you.

“What are you doing up?” he pouts childishly, holding out his arm for you. “Come back to bed. It’s cold without you here.”

Your heart skips a beat, but you listen, crawling back under the covers with him. He pulls you into his arms at once, tucking the top of your head beneath his chin. It’s silent for a while, before you mumble faintly, “I’m sorry I ruined your night.”

“Ruined?” You’re surprised to find him still awake, snickering. His voice is less disoriented, as if he’s been awake this whole time and just basking in the feeling of you in his arms. “You didn’t ruin anything. You know I’m always here for you no matter what, right? Whatever you need, I’ll do it. You’re my best friend.”

Maybe I wish I was something more, a fleeting voice beckons in the back of your mind. You push it away just as fast as it appears, instead shifting to look up at him.

“Besides,” Wooyoung says cheekily, his eyes sparkling mischievously, and you already know you won’t like what he says next, “I definitely had fun seeing you cry about how you think you’re too vanilla during sex.”

“Oh my god,” You whine. “Don’t remind me. You’re supposed to forget I ever said anything, like a good friend.”

“Or use it as leverage one day,” Wooyoung retorts. The sparkle in his stare fades now to a mix between entertainment and compassion as a thought distracts him. “So… Can we talk about that? I’m assuming Yeonjun said something to get you so upset. I’ll kick his ass if you want me to.”

That wouldn’t work, you think dismally to yourself, because you’re certain you’re also at fault with your argument with Yeonjun ━ but that’s something you’ll have to deal with at a later time.

“No, Youngie, I was just thinking,” You say sheepishly. “Maybe I’m a little insecure about it. I know I’m still new to all of this but…” You trail off now, wondering if you dare say what you want to.

“But?” Wooyoung quirks a brow. “You know you don’t need to do anything you don’t want to do, right? For anyone. Yeonjun, me. If doing certain things makes you feel more comfortable, that’s okay.”

“I know,” You sigh. “And I know you’re probably just cautious around me when we’re together because it’s still so new, but I wouldn’t mind you showing me other things too sometimes.”

“What things?”

“Whatever you like. However you like it. Just teach me,” You simper. “I want you to be rough with me.”

Oh. That seems to send a nerve straight down to his dick. He gnaws at his lower lip harshly, meeting your innocent gaze before dropping his head to rest in the crook of your neck. “You really are gonna be the death of me.”

You can’t help but to giggle, playfully nudging his head away. He doesn’t move very far though, instead returning to kiss at the underside of your jaw slowly.

“We could have a lesson right now.”

A roll of your eyes doesn’t go unnoticed by Wooyoung. “Your libido is honestly so impressive. Isn’t it, like, eight in the morning?”

“Eleven, actually,” Wooyoung hums. He continues to kiss along your jawline, down to your throat; elsewhere, his hand flies out to grip at your hips. “Besides, morning sex is just one of the ways I like it.”

Your head spins violently, and you swallow thickly. It’s almost alarming to see how quick you fold to him, but then again you’ll do just about anything for him. You grab his face in your hands and pull him down for a kiss. “Please.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

You can feel his lips pull into a smirk against your skin, and it sends chills down your spine. He doesn’t need to be told twice, instead pausing the wet trail of kisses he’s leaving along your neck to lock gazes with you. Then, he brings his hand up and pops two fingers into his mouth, wetting them just enough. He never once breaks eye contact with you, and the sight alone is enough to make your stomach flutter. He drops the same hand and pushes your thighs apart, sneaking past the waistband of your sweatpants, and pinching his fingers at your clit, all wet and firm.

“W-Wooyoung,” Your breath hitches in your throat, legs instinctively spreading wider for him.

“Fuck,” he groans. His finger swipes down your folds, gathering your arousal. He dips one digit into you just barely, before wiping his finger up again to your clit where he rubs small circles, a mixture of his spit and your cum causing a slick mess. “You’re so wet already. Always so desperate for me, huh?”

“Y-Yes,” You whine, hands fisting the material of his shirt. “God, Wooyoung, yes. I want you to wreck me so bad.”

He loves it when you get like this, especially when it happens so quickly. Just a whimpering, writhing mess, all for him. He pushes his two fingers past your folds, sinking until he’s knuckle deep, before stretching you wide, scissoring his fingers outward. It feels like fire, pleasant and warm, coiling in the pit of your stomach and you let out a blissful, broken cry.

“Yeonjun doesn’t know what he’s talking about,” Wooyoung hums distantly. “How can someone be boring or vanilla when they sound so filthy like you? And all just because of my fingers.”

“F-Fuck━” You shudder violently beneath him, focusing only on the way he now pumps his fingers out and then back in to you. “So, so filthy. Only for you.”

“Hmm.” He nips and sucks at your throat, twisting his fingers faster into you. Each time he does so, he seems to sink a little deeper inside you, curling his fingers upwards further and further at a spot that seems to make you convulse. Each time he dips his fingers into you, it’s accompanied by a lewd wet squelch that makes you moan. You can feel your juices drip down his fingers, spreading a mess along the rest of his hand and your pussy. “You know, it doesn’t have to be rough to be dirty or good.”

“Maybe I want it that way,” You somehow manage to choke out.

“Oh, yeah? Like what?”

“I━ I don’t know,” Your face warms with a certain type of embarrassment. You don’t know why you tell him, but maybe it has to do with how well he’s fucking his fingers into you, hardly able to focus on anything else other than him. “Pull my hair, or━ Or choke me.”

You can feel his amused smirk pressed against your throat and it sends chills down your spine. “Maybe one day. I don’t want it to be overwhelming.”

“Fuck, Wooyoung,” You gasp out loud violently, chest arching into his as his fingers hit the same spot in you that has you keening.

“How do you want to come? On my fingers or my mouth?”

“Y-Your mouth. Please, Wooyoung.”

“Need you to do something for me then.”

“Anything,” You pant. He pulls his fingers out of you to press them fiercely against your clit, rubbing the sensitive bud.

“I want you to sit on my face.”

It’s hard to focus now when he’s taking his time with you elsewhere, and so when his words finally register in your head, you can’t help but simper delightfully at the thought. Still, you’re left dumbfounded, gawking at him. “Huh?”

“Trust me,” he promises huskily. “I’ll make you feel so good, baby.”

You don’t doubt that, and so you take his word for it. He pulls his fingers from you much to your dismay, wiping your cum onto his sweatpants. He helps you to your knees then and you follow suit in a daze, tugging your own pants and underwear off of you until you’re only left in his shirt.

“Here, like this━” He helps you into position, settling down beneath you as he tosses one of your knees over his head so that he’s trapped between you.

Your head is already spinning from the sight, with Wooyoung just beneath you, gazing up at you hungrily, his hands hooked around your thighs. You pause at first, hips lifted far off of him, timidly asking, “Wait━ what if I hurt you?”

This earns a chuckle from the boy as he shakes his head. “You won’t, I promise.”

“Tell me if I do?” You beckon.

Wooyoung nods, his eyes softening at your tender apprehension. “Now, come closer━”

His hands grip at your hips now, guiding you down onto him and you follow along, careful not to smother your best friend. You make sure to prop most of your weight on your knees, though he’s so close now to your bare pussy that you can feel his warm breath against you and it sends tingles running along your body. It’s different being like this, so shamelessly on full display for him, and he’s admiring you like you’re a one-of-a-kind painting. With one hand still fastened to your hip, the other swoops lower to swipe his thumb at your glistening folds, spreading you open. Then, he leans forward, using his tongue to follow after his finger, lapping at all your juices and you nearly collapse on top of him.

“God, Wooyoung━” You rasp. Your hands hurry to grasp at his shirt, bundling it up at your waist so that it doesn’t fall into his eyes but, mostly, so you can have a clear view of him with his head buried between your thighs.

He presses the tip of his tongue at your clit next, teasing the sensitive bud. Around and around, back and forth, he hears your breath hitching in your throat and hums into you, “Feels good?”

“Y-Yes,” You moan. He watches as your eyes screw shut to focus on the pleasure, your grip ironclad around his shirt that you still wear.

“More?”

“Please, Woo.”

He obliges happily, teeth nipping at your clit and earning a sudden cry from you. Then, he dives lower, wrapping his mouth around your folds and sucking hard. He wastes no time in pleasuring you, tongue delving past your opening and into your walls, lapping at you from the inside.

“You can move,” he informs, his voice muffled.

His fingers pinch lightly at your hip where his one hand is still anchored, and you follow his directions attentively. Your hips swivel slowly above him, rocking back and forth on his tongue with his useful hand as a guide. The added sensation suddenly seems to be too much, and you gasp out loud. The new position makes it feel as if he can reach so far inside you, a perfect canvas for him to wreck. While one hand stays bunched up in your shirt, the other flies out to grip at the headboard to steady yourself because, if you hadn’t, you’re certain your legs would have caved in beneath you and crushed him.

“Oh my god,” You moan. “W-Wooyoung!”

“That’s it,” he hums against you. “Doing so well, baby. Tell me what it feels like.”

“W-Wet,” You choke. It’s a messy sort of wetness, his saliva and your cum mixing together on the tip of his tongue as he continues. “So wet, and warm. I’m━”

Your words fail you as the feeling overwhelms you. He eats you out like a starved man and you’re his first meal in an eternity, unabashed by his foul and lewd actions. Your thighs start to shake above him and he can sense it, your approaching high. All you can hear is the filthy squelches of his tongue and mouth working against you and it sends you spiraling.

“Wanna see you come for me,” he murmurs. “Make a mess all over my face, please.”

It’s the desperate plea that nearly sends you over the edge. You can’t help yourself, eager to chase your own high as your hips grind shamelessly against his mouth, thighs squeezing with more pressure around his head. Each time you rock your hips forward, the tip of his glorious nose nuzzles against your clit and the newfound experience has you turning into a moaning mess.

“Ah━ Ah━ Fuck, Woo━” You cry. “So good. Gonna come, fuck, fuck━”

Your hand that is still bunched up in his shirt pushes the material further up, your palm not quite comparing to Wooyoung’s as you grasp at one of your breasts, imagining only his hands touching you everywhere you like. Wooyoung watches through his lashes as you pinch at your pebbled nipple, and moans into your cunt. His tongue works faster against you, his hand coming up to press his thumb against your clit.

“Oh, god━” Your broken cries turn into a beautiful, delighted sob of joy before splintering off into another moan as your orgasm hits you. You try to ride out most of it but your hips stutter as you writhe above him, and so he furiously tries to let you bask in it a little longer, his mouth and finger never once ceasing until you’re a panting, sticky mess.

“Fuuck,” he groans from beneath you, his hand slipping down to grasp at his hardened dick from over his sweatpants. He can’t help but palm himself leisurely as he laps at all your juices until you’re cringing from the oversensitivity. “So fucking sexy.”

“Wooyoung,” You moan softly, in the way Wooyoung knows that you only do when you’re embarrassed.

His hand rubs comforting circles against your hip as he stops and, when you lift your hips off of his face, you can see your own wetness glistening along his lips and chin. He licks most of it away and wipes the rest off where his tongue can’t reach.

“Good?” he asks, and you can only nod, your head still so lost in the clouds. He helps you back down to him, catching you when your knees wobble just slightly. He sits you on his lap, hooking your thighs on either side of him as you grasp at his face to lean down for a kiss. His fingers prod playfully at your waist, his wide grin taut against your lips. “That’s not an answer.”

“Shh,” You tut jokingly. “You just made me come on your face; I’m still too giddy to answer properly.”

His large hand comes up to rest on your neck, fingers splaying outward to your jaw where he has a better grip and more control to pull you down to him. “Do you want to stop? Call it a day?”

“No,” You whine. “Wooyoung, please. I want more.”

“Hmm, you’re such a good girl,” he muses thoughtfully.

“Y-Yes,” Your chest arches into him. “Just for you, Woo. Let me be your good girl. Tell me what you want me to do.”

He marvels at how innocent and pretty yet filthy and vulgar you can sound all at once, eager to hear more praises from him. You reach between the two of you to grasp at his dick over his sweatpants, but he stops you briefly. “Ah━ Shit, wait, no. I need to be inside you, like, right now.”

You nod wildly, helping him out of his sweatpants and boxers, then the shirt that he’s wearing. He sits up a bit straighter to help you tug off your own shirt, tossing it somewhere onto the floor before returning to your figure. He kisses up between the valley of your breasts, then bites and sucks at the soft flesh until he catches one of your nipples between his teeth. His other hand feels large and warm as it slides up across your ribs to catch your other breast, fondling you obscenely.

“Ah━ Wooyoung,” You hiss when his tongue flicks across your nipple, thighs trembling above him.

“God,” he grunts into your chest. “Love your tits so much. So fucking beautiful.”

“Wooyoung.” This time you whine his name impatiently, fingers threading with his hair at the nape of his neck and tugging hard. “If you’re not fucking me in the next minute, I will actually go insane.”

He snorts, but still continues to take his time. He grasps a little tighter at your other breast, enjoying the soft bounce of it in the palm of his hand. He leaves a trail of hot, sloppy kisses from one breast to the other. The perked wet bud of the breast he’s just abandoned hardens under the cool breeze, and you cling to him desperately.

“Can you do something else for me?” he asks.

“Yes.”

“I want you on top,” he hums with a mouthful of your breast. “Want you to ride me. Feels deeper, nicer. And I can do this easier.”

He’s referring to the way he’s currently marking up your chest, and you decide you have no issues with that either. Still, the thought of being in control of both of your pleasures both excites you and intimidates you.

“Lemme get a condom━”

You stop him before he can reach over to his nightstand, a brief and thrilling thought popping into your head. Maybe it’s still part of your own way of overcompensating, not only pleasing yourself but him in any way you can.

“Wait, no. We don’t really need one,” You tell him. “I’m on the pill anyway.”

This seems to excite Wooyoung to no end, though he refrains from getting too overly ecstatic. Wooyoung can only blink, gawking at you. “Are you sure?”

“Yes,” You cling a little bit tighter to him. “Please, Wooyoung. Need you right now.”

Wooyoung debates it for a millisecond before ultimately saying, fuck it. His own zeal and impatience spurs him on, promising himself he’ll pull out in time. “Oh, fuck. Okay. Okay.”

Buzzing with a certain kind of exhilaration, you ask him, “What do you want me to do?”

“Here, lift your hips a bit higher━”

You do as you’re told, watching as he grasps his dick in his hand, all red and angry, straining for some sort of relief. He pumps himself a few times, running his palm over the glistening tip. Then, he guides himself to your entrance, teasing himself at your folds, gathering your wetness onto him. He pushes into you tediously and, when his tip is securely wedged between your walls, both of your reactions are immediate. Low, breathy groans tumble from your lips, and you have to pause to adjust to his size. Then, you grasp his dick over his own hand, pushing him the rest of the way into you as you sink lower and lower on him until you can’t focus anymore.

“Oh my god,” You cry. “Youngie━”

“Oh, fuck,” Wooyoung moans, tossing his head back onto his shoulders. “Fuck━ Holy shit━”

He can’t seem to explain himself, though you don’t need him to. You know exactly what’s gotten him into a dishevelled mess so quickly; you can feel it too. Being on top, sitting on his dick, is one thing; the weight of him is a comfortable heavy wedged so fucking far into your walls that it feels as if the tip of him nudges against your cervix. But that’s not all. Feeling him ━ all of him ━ without the obstruction of a rubber condom makes you shiver and writhe above him. Every vein, every ridge, presses flat against your walls, dragging deliciously against you. You’re so wet too, evenly drenching him, letting him slip so easily into you.

“Ah━” Wooyoung whimpers now, and your walls clench tightly around him at the sound. “You feel so fucking good raw. Oh my fucking god━”

Raw. Entirely, unabashedly connected as one. Your head spins at the thought, your fingers digging into his shoulders.

“W-What do I do?” You feel stupid to ask, but you can’t seem to think straight.

“You can move,” Wooyoung pants. “Any way that feels good to you. Oh, fuck━”

So, you do, rocking your hips forward gingerly. His cock moves with you, rubbing along your walls. His own hands fly out to grasp at your hips, but his eyes stay trained on yours even when your gaze droops to watch as the base of his dick slips into view with each gyrating thrust before sinking back into your walls.

“Like this?” You swallow thickly.

“Just like that,” Wooyoung hums approvingly. “So good, fuck.”

Somehow, intertwined in his arms like this with you on top, it’s more intimate than anything you’ve ever done. As you fall into a steady pace of grinding down onto his cock, his hands never once leave your hips, guiding you to and fro.

“Good?” Wooyoung asks again, gulping. “Comfortable?”

It takes you a moment to respond. Though you’re used to his constant questions for reassurance during sex, it still hasn’t stopped making your heart swoon. “Better than. Ah, Wooyoung━ F-Feel so… So full. You’re so fucking hard.”

He growls at your words, burying his face once more in your chest. He drags you up along his dick a few inches, then drops you back down, and you let out a shattered moan from the way he stretches you open. Fumbling to feel more of the burning sensation, you follow his lead, alternating between lifting your hips and grinding against him.

“Filthy,” he grunts. “So fucking filthy. Look at you. So desperate to make this dick yours. Gonna be a good girl and make a mess all over me?”

“Yes,” You whine. “Ah━ Fuck, Woo.”

“You like being stuffed full of my cock like this?” he teases. “Look so pretty fucking yourself on me.”

Your head falls back onto your shoulders, shoving his head further into your chest as he nips and sucks at every inch of your sensitive skin. Elsewhere, his hands fall from your hips to tug at the flesh of your ass, pinching and spreading you apart. As you drop your hips back onto his, he meets you partway by slamming his dick up into you and you nearly collapse against him.

“Touch me, Youngie,” You plead, jaw unhinging at the feeling. “Please, please. Touch me.”

It takes him a moment to act, but when he does, a sudden spark forms in his eye. He reaches up with one hand to tap his fingers gently at your lips. “Open.”

You do as you’re told, allowing him just enough space to wedge his two forefingers into your mouth.

“Suck for me.”

It’s almost foul how quick you are to obey, a crude display of your tongue and lips wrapping around his digits as you suck hard, as if wishing it were his dick instead. The sight alone is enough to make his own cock twitch from inside you, and he hisses. Then, pulling his fingers from your mouth, he reaches behind you and presses his two wet digits against your hole.

“Ah━ Oh, fuck, Woo━” You mewl from the newfound sensation, chest falling flat against his. It sends the familiar fire spiraling at the pit of your stomach but tenfold in intensity, making you pant as he rubs small circles against you.

“Like that?” he coos.

“Yes.” Delighted tears prick at your eyes. Your hips snap in pace a little faster above him. “God, fuck, yes, Youngie. I’m gonna━ Mmmm━”

You wonder how either of you are able to stay somewhat composed with all the overwhelming feelings. His ministrations against your entrance never cease, making you squirm above him; meanwhile, your pace becomes desperate to reach your high. You cling a little more tighter at his shoulders, bouncing wildly on his cock as you ride him recklessly. He can’t seem to form a coherent thought either, instead so focused on how intensely your walls squeeze around him. You’ve never seen him so concentrated, so dazedly disoriented, so susceptible, and all because of you. Every new bounce of your hips has him jerking beneath you, moaning and panting.

“Ah━ Ah━ Youngie. Gonna come. Fuck, fuck,” You shake your head as you come with a deep shudder, wetting his cock as you continue to ride out your high.

“Fuck, yes,” he groans. “Good girl. Just like that. Make this dick yours.”

Before you can even register what’s happening, he’s grabbing at your ass to hoist you closer to him before shoving you onto your back beneath him. His hips replace your prior efforts, pounding into yours so firmly, you feel his cock so deep within your walls. You sputter to form any sort of words, instead resorting to a delirious whimper, “Y-Youngie━ H-Harder━”

God, he loves this. Fucking you so well, so dumb, that you can’t form a single thought or sentence, crumbling to pitiful innocent nicknames for him and only him. You’re still so eager to feel one last orgasm before the wave of oversensitivity washes over you. He’s close too, judging by the way he grits his teeth with each resonating jerk of his hips.

“One more?” he asks through breaths of air. “Come for me one more time. Wanna feel it so bad. Make it so fucking messy, and filthy.”

His words seem to be just what you need, pushing you quickly to a third orgasm that has you seeing nothing but white light. A few more thrusts of his hips, accompanied by your spasming walls around him, and he’s there. He pulls out of you sloppily only to grasp his dick in his hand, jerking himself off hastily. Finally, he reaches his end, spilling ribbons of milky white cum onto your stomach with a beautiful whine of your name.

“Fuck,” he curses under his breath when he’s spent. He collapses beside you, burrowing his head in the crook of your neck as the room falls silent.

It’s quiet for a long while as the two of you attempt to catch your breath, and the euphoria of the night fades and mellows into nothing but the tender and pleasant stinging between your legs and the sticky mess he left behind on your stomach. Just when you think he’s fallen asleep, you can feel his lips brushing faintly against your throat, kissing down to your collarbones. He catches you smiling softly to yourself when his head pops back up, then catches your attention by pecking your temple.

“Feeling okay?” he asks. The events of the morning seem to return all at once, and he wonders if it was too much, too fast.

“Everything hurts,” You snort. “In a good way, though. My legs just feel like literal jelly.”

“Don’t move,” he tuts when you try to shift over to face him. “Let me clean you up.”

He disappears for a moment, slipping into his sweatpants as he wanders into the bathroom. You can hear the sound of water running from the bath, a familiar and comforting noise. Seconds later he returns with a wad of toilet paper to wipe away his cum still on your stomach. Then, like always, he whisks you up off the bed and into the bathroom.

It’s both heartening and calming to see how easily you two slip into the same routine of things, with Wooyoung helping you into the bath he’s just drawn for you before clambering in after you. He wedges you between his thighs, and you lean against his chest, letting the balmy water soothe your aching body. His fingers trace patterns onto your bare shoulder, and he smiles down at you.

Tell him, a voice urges you. Tell him everything, all the worries and thoughts in your heart and in your mind. But you refrain.

“You’re not boring, by the way,” Wooyoung muses pensively, grinning smally to himself at the reminder of the night before. “Or vanilla.”

“You’re never gonna let me forget that, are you?” You groan.

He shakes with mirth, poking his fingers at your side and causing you to squirm into his chest. “I mean it. You don’t need to please anyone, except yourself.”

You hum in agreement, though that’s mostly due to the fact that you’re far too exhausted to string together a coherent sentence. Still, Wooyoung has a way of making you feel less insecure about everything ━ Yeonjun, Yeji ━ even if just for the moment. Being alone with him like this makes that an easy thought anyway to get used to.

“Besides,” he takes a deep breath and exhales slowly, settling back against the tub and shifting you around until you’re leaning more comfortably against him, “Yeonjun doesn’t know you like I do anyway.”

You wonder what he means, though there’s no need getting help to decipher the way it makes you feel. You shake your head at him, a timid bashful grin not going unnoticed by Wooyoung. Eventually, he’ll pull you out of the tub to make you a hearty breakfast, then pull you onto his couch where you’ll spend the rest of the afternoon with him like friends do. For now, though, you’re content being here with him like this as a single thought pops into your head:

God, you love him. Yes, maybe in that way.

But maybe some things are meant to be kept a secret from your best friend ━ at least for now.

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❝ 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ❞ FT. COOL GRANDMAS AND GRANDPAS

𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘴 : your energy towards this date, your love interest’s energy towards this date, and the overall energy of the date ( + things of significance and a mini moodboard )

𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘳 : take what resonates and ignore what doesn’t. remember your intuition is quiet, peaceful, and self-doubt free! take a deep breath and do not overthink when choosing a pile, the first picture your eyes land on is usually the pile is for you. ALSO, remember that you possess the privilege of freewill so whether the things that i channel below happen or not, depends on you. there are infinite amounts of possibilities and you are in control of your fate. i am simply here to read the current energy!

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚 𝙤 𝙣 𝙚 :

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

right off the bat, i’m sensing excitement but also HELLA nervousness. i heard the phrase “long overdue” so this may be someone who you been crushing on or been tryna get on a date. the hermit popped out in reverse so what this tells me is it’s been a minute since you been on a date or just in a romantic connection in general? for some of you around the time you’re reading this, you may have gone through a spiritual awakening of some sort or have shed old skin and had this internal/external glow up. you’re now in this “the fool” energy of new beginnings and trying to gain the confidence to really step foot into this new chapter. this date is not only going to be with someone you’ve liked but also the first outing of really embodying this new you. because of this, you may be feeling the pressure hardcore. i think you’re gonna be SOOOO in your head before this.

first of all, you’re a bad bitch (all genders are bad bitches. argue wit ya mama). you gotta let yourself just be because when you do, you are the most charismatic. like you’re actually really outgoing and good at first impressions so stop worrying about how you are going to be perceived/any potential negative outcomes (7 of cups popped out, so you fr fr needa get out of your head to see clearly). instead allow your intuition to guide you, you’re supported by spirit! i sense a lot of fire sign energy (specifically leo and aries placements). regardless of the bit of anxiousness, the ace of wands came out so you’re going to be very passionate and excited about this date. you’re gonna be so prepared too! like you probably gonna buy a whole fit for this, get ya nails and hair did, bust out your most expensive perfume, shoes, etc. like you really are going to be invested in this shit. honestly i don’t even feel that nervousness anymore so i don’t think it’ll last long after you give yourself a pep talk. i’m hearing to try some mirror work and solar plexus affirmations before and you’ll be straight!

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

nahhh cause whoever this person is, the attraction is definitely there. let me just say, you’re like their type forreal, they ADORE how you physically look. for some in this pile, i’m getting you may have rejected this person at first or tried to go on a date and it wasn’t the greatest lmao (take what resonates, ignore what doesn’t!) and so they’re going to be using this as a way to redeem themselves. they’re embodying the king of swords energy so this person is smart, logical, and direct. they’re not going to be nervous at all and it’s not because they’re cocky but moreso because they know what they want when they see it and YOU are what they want. however, i do sense they will be a bit guarded BUT it has nothing to do with you. the tower popped out so i feel like this is their first date after a messy breakup. what’s crazy is i think you’ll end up making them spill the beans somehow and so they might end up being straight up with you about this.

omg y’all, the lovers came out. they really do see you as a potential match and i sense that they have this sort of intuitive hit that there’s def chemistry between yall. anyways, i find their energy to be very peaceful tbh, i feel as though on this date, they want you to be as comfortable as possible. they’re a great listener but there’s also this balance to them that they know how to implement in social settings. you know those people that either don’t shut the fuck up or don’t speak the fuck up; well this ain’t gonna be a problem with your love interest. the magician came out and as clarification, the passion card from the prism oracle deck came out. chile, this person has been manifesting you. whether it’s been consciously or subconsciously but they’re passionate/invested in this date just as you are and im gonna go out on a limb and say maybe even more than you!

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

broooo, yall’s chemistry is out of this world. we got the magician, 2 of cups, and the 6 of wands. y’all don’t gotta worry about this date at all omg, it would be comical to worry. originally, i said that your love interest was the one manifesting you and with the magician card popping out again, i still do think so but now i sense you have been too. if not of this exact person, maybe a connection of such remarkable substance. this date is gonna have both of y’all going back home blushing and daydreaming like some pair of kids. i think you guys are going to feel so comfortable around each other. there will for sure be a natural flow of conversation and playfulness. lots of flirting, playful banter, and funny stories. it’s going to feel like a breath of fresh air to both parties.

this date will come after times of disappointment and suffering. i really do sense both of yall have closed out some sort of cycles by the time you go on the date. it’s truly going to be a rejuvenating experience though, it’s finally going to feel easy. the four of wands is present so a lot of joy, laughter, and just blissful feelings will come from this date. this is gonna be an A1 date if there ever was one. the card from my prism oracle deck that represents the overall energy is protection. both parties will feel safe and secure within each other’s presence. in conclusion, there’s no way there WON’T be multiple dates coming out of this one! y’all’s energy and compatibility is definitely way up there. love that for you bestie!

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: infinity signs, night time, crows, birds, owls, 666, lana del rey, scorpio placements, dinner, coffee, casual bar setting, outback steakhouse (WHO EATING GOOD?!), belts, full moon, gages, alice in wonderland, pigs, the book animal farm, fire sign energy, cartoons, blue jeans, jazz, 828, lots of 8, dreams - fleetwood mac, hotline bling - drake, llamas, blue, red, orange, big foot

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜: just another interlude - bryson tiller ✩

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚 𝙩 𝙬 𝙤

TW: mentions of emotionally abusive relationships

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

jeez pile two, who tf hurt you? i’m gonna be straight up, immediately tapping into your energy i was met with lots of confusion and slow-paced energy. i don’t think you’re going to look forward to this date tbh. i think mainly because you’ve dealt with so much grimey shit from past connections that you’re expecting the worst so you won’t be disappointed. you’re energy is pessimistic and you’re going into this date with this sort of paranoid and critical mindset. i’m getting blind date vibes from this or just pressure from your circle to start dating again because i feel you dead ass not tryna go LMAO. some of you have been single for a minute, mainly because your last relationship was a mess (it’s giving karmic AS FUCK, i know when i feel one and IT’S TIRING). i feel like for some of you, you may not be over an ex. with the seven of pentacles present, by the time you go on this date, you’re gonna be on the brink of beginning your healing from your past icky relationships or this date itself will have an impact on this journey.

you’re just not up for this date at all, you don’t even want to give it a chance. queen of swords came out reversed so what this tells me is that you tryna be the mfing ice queen on this date. you really going in guarded and double walls up. it’s funny though because i sense you’re intuitive as fuck BUT it’s like you will purposely block out the signs and synchronicities from your spiritual council to keep an open mind on this date. with the hierophant in reverse, the moon, and 10 of swords in reverse present, you’re keeping up these illusions and deceptions that you’re not strong and that you’re not worthy of love (i feel like these are directed from a past relationship that was either emotionally abusive and/or where you were decieved constantly).

before this date, you’re gonna receive so much signs, downloads, synchronicities and it’s gonna be directly from your guides as a sort of push to reflect inwards. do some self-care and heart chakra affirmations before! i’m seeing your heart center caged up, the thing is i see you with a key. you’re just refusing to unlock it due to extreme fear of being hurt and being taken advantage of but you have to remember that you are not that person anymore! the strength card from my prism oracle deck came up. this tells me you’re resilient as hell. stop believing you aren’t! you’re kind, a beautiful soul, and worthy of every good thing that comes your way. it’s all about reflecting on the past; not in a judgmental or negative approach but rather a compassionate and forgiving sense. look at your past connections, past situations, people, things, etc. as forms of self-discovery, growth, and lessons to learn from! these are lessons you can use to boost your self up and truly embody that person you dream of becoming.

s/n: sorry this turned into a whole ass advice giving section lmfao but i felt called to enter my empress energy and offer some words of wisdom. i have a feeling someone really needs to hear it! just take what resonates lovey!

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

oof i just fucking knew this person’s energy was gonna be good, it’s almost like i’m psychic HA! anyways, this person is embodying the king of wands energy. they’re feeling REAL good about themselves, their current life, and are ready to pop up back into the dating scene after a period of healing. they’re definitely coming into this date with a complete opposite energy of yours. with the world card here, i feel like this person would have just completed a cycle and is in this confident and invincible type of energy. they’re feeling empowered for sure.

with the knight of cups, this one’s a charmer and a classic romantic! in their mind, they really want to make a great impression. their goal is to come in and try to wow you. aw cute as fuck, i’m seeing red roses so expect them to bring you flowers on this date. they’re so optimistic and excited about this date for some reason. they may be an avid dater? i’m getting the vibe that they know exactly what they’re doing and this isn’t their first rodeo. however, for them there’s something about this date specfiically that they really want to go perfect.

this person is REALLY in tune with their emotions and is in balance with both their masculine and feminine energy. just like in your energy reading, the moon came out but this time in reverse! so to me, this means that they’ve let go of any anxieties and fears regarding love and are entering this date in an open and receiving energy. a lot of cups and watery energy present here so this person may either have prominent water placements or some sort of watery influence/dominance in their chart. don’t get me wrong, to get to this mindset hasn’t been easy for this person. with the 6 of swords and 6 of cups, they’ve been through shit man. it definitely took a lot of releasing toxic habits/mindsets and strong willpower to move forward and fully embody this energy but they’ve done it. this person has truly learned from their boo-boos (ahem ahem… especially in the realm of romantic relationships). this person is going into this date in great energy and i think this could be refreshing af, particularly for you!

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

my lovely pile two! hell fucking yeah. with the 7 of swords and the star card coming out, what this tells me that despite you coming into this date with an icky mindset, you will have a pleasant surprise coming out of this and the energy seems hopeful. i keep hearing “this is not what it seems.” the energy of this date at surface level will seem minuscule and insignificant but the deeper energy to this is transformative and powerful. the death card from my prism oracle deck showed up so this date is definitely kickstarting (the word kickstarter is so significant, spirit keeps repeating it) something within both of the parties involved. air sign energy is definitely present in this bitch, like heavily (aquarius and libra placements, i’m getting aquarius moon for some). it’s almost like both of you have been holding on to something. (hanged man in reverse, so yall haven’t fully released something). this date, whether there’s a direct conversation about it or not, will have you going home feeling like you had an epiphany, feeling like there’s hope.

the fool and the chariot are present so this date is pushing forward new beginnings and hope for both of y’all. there’s going to be a vital moment in this date that really switches something within you. i see you holding on a serious RBF but by the end of the date you’re all smiles. this person will make you feel so understood and valued, nothing like you ever dealt with before. spirit for some reason doesn’t want to give me extra details cause my nosy ass really wants to know the defining moment but they won’t tell me LMAO.

finally, they want me to leave you with this last thing. i can’t even lie to you, this energy is giving divine connection. i pulled the 24th, venusian card from my mystic martian oracle deck and this card is all about romance, soulmates, and divine counterparts and the number 24 is all about harmonious relationships. so do what you will with that information. there will be hesitance to go on a second date but this is just the initial shock coming in from how well this date went so i feel there will be multiple dates and possibly a commitment of some sort. honestly, the divine seems to have orchestrated all of this perfectly, it’s just up to you to recognize that and allow it to flow freely.

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: ace of spades, autumn, october, 24, 123, 143, hooters, lake, river, bridges, new york, define me interlude - jhene aiko, 555, green, red stars, shooting stars, nature, traveling, aurora borealis, overdue iphone reminders, the office, cardboard boxes, moving, leap of faith, genuine, aquarius moon, libra rising and venus, june, summer, clear quartz, third eye chakra, heart chakra

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜: give your heart a break - demi lovato ✩

𝙥 𝙞 𝙡 𝙚 𝙩 𝙝 𝙧 𝙚 𝙚

TW: brief mentions of sex

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

first things first, as soon as i tapped into this pile’s energy i got a very indifferent and unbothered energy. i don’t think y’all really concerned with what happens on this date. like you’re very neutral about it. you’re putting no expectations on it and are kinda just wanting to go with the flow. i’m not sensing it coming from a place of malice or from your shadow side but rather a period of isolation and personal evolution. i swear the collective in these piles are really starting new cycles. it’s crazy. go you! anyways, around the time of this date, you’ve decided to put yourself first. it’s still in the beginning stages cause as i was shuffling the cards, they were flying all over the place and just chaotic af but i felt calm. so it’s almost like you’re energy is in a blissful mess of some sort LMAO. it’s giving “i don’t know what the fuck is going on but it’s ok cause yolo.”

with the 10 of wands and 2 of wands here, they’re telling me that you’re going into this date with baggage (6 of swords reversed) you’re trying to let go. the judgement card is present so you’re definitely making progress due to learning from your lessons, inner reflection, and questioning everything. before this you had to walk away from limiting beliefs, people, situations, etc. that didn’t serve you. you’re starting to understand that self-concept is crucial to your growth. essentially, it feels like you’re using this date as a crutch to claim your independence. you want to explore different aspects of yourself and this is gonna sound contradicting but it’s like you’re trying hard to “go with the flow.”

this date seems out of your comfort zone. i’m getting you’re either not that well-versed in the dating world or for some it’s with a person that’s not normally your type. LMFAO OK so i heard “abstinence” so maybe for some of y’all it’s been a minute and you’re potentially using this date to get some?! you’re just super casual about this, you dead ass just tryna go out of your comfort zone and see what the world has in store. it’s almost like you’re sampling; trying to see what you like, what you don’t like, etc. it’s a good energy to be in, imo, cause you’re truly coming from a space of curiosity. you’re surrendering to the divine!

✩ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

ok so the fire sign energy is off the charts bro, this spread damn near has all wands + the sun and strength card. this person is definitely looking forward to this date. i’m also picking up on this renewed and curiosity energy from them as well! for some of y’all, it seems you could meet or have met this person online. around the time of this date, this person would have received good news, a promotion, or just seen some sort of huge level up in their life that has them hyped up. especially with the 10 of pentacles here, they for sure have made a breakthrough when it comes to their financial aspect of life. they got money money around this time so they tryna flaunt this shit.

this person is embodying the knight of wands energy; they’re feeling themselves like crazy! i’m sensing they’re not normally this confident and charismatic, like they definitely been through some shit and are still recovering from that in private. however, this news and upgrades got them feeling too good. so they wanna channel that energy and explore just to see what happens.

the 8 of wands popped out so with this date, they plan on coming in hot. for some, i sense this person has always wanted to court you and shoot their shot but they were too shy to approach you. they viewed you as out of their league so now that they scored this date with you, they not playing no games! the determination card from my prism oracle deck came out and this just tells me they’re in this energy of feeling like they can move mountains. they’re determined and so focused; it’s actually insane how well they can channel and transmute this energy. they’re in such an optimistic and positive attitude and trust and believe they’re only bringing good vibes to this date.

✩ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 ✩

now this not might be for everyone, take it as it resonates, but some of y’all are gonna get freaky freaky with this person after this date or at some point. when i was reading both parties’ energies individually, i was getting, how you say, turnt up. i do sense there’s a lot of sexual compatibility between y’all (a bunch of horndogs in this pile huh?) the lovers and 9 of cups popped out so this date is going to be all about pleasure and just actually enjoying the moment, simply letting loose. this date is giving all nighter type vibes like i feel like the original plans are going to go so well that both parties are gonna want more and end up hitting up different locations like maybe a dance club or strip club? (i’m sorry this pile is funny as hell, who are yall?! you seem so fun pls). i think after a period of stagnancy for both parties (chariot in reverse) this is y’alls comeuppance straight from the divine.

ace of wands is at the bottom of the deck so a lot passion and animated energy surrounding this date. YOOO you’re gonna be leaving from this date your chest puffed out, you’ll be feeling like THAT one fr. with this person, it’ll feel like y’all been known each other forever. it’s giving besties/partner in crime vibes. i sense that maybe in the past you’ve felt lackluster energy when meeting others and you weren’t as confident when meeting new people but this specific date is going to show you otherwise. let me just say that, either you or your person have so many guides. there were so many orbs throughout the duration of this reading and i just sense a lot of different presences around me. bitch, you protected for sure. this tells me that they may be present during that time as well. almost as a way to say it’s ok to go crazy cause we’re here protecting you. i’m hearing “tik tok on the clock, but the party don’t stop!” this is gonna be the funnest date you’ve been on for sure. as far as a second date, spirit is not giving me a clear answer. they keep on telling me, “only time will tell.”

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚: tinder, co-worker, out of my league - fitz and the tantrums, caribbean descendant, islander, movies, club, 15, 1010, 888, lots of 8’s, yellow, leo placements, old akon songs, spring cleaning, project x, drunk, green, bananas, clumsiness, tame impala, edm, coins, x gon give it to ya - DMX, late night beach trip, yellow jasper, all nighter, dancing, till dawn

✩ 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜: young, wild, and free - snoop dogg, wiz khalifa ft bruno mars ✩

𝙃𝙊𝙋𝙀 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙀𝙉𝙅𝙊𝙔𝙀𝘿 𝙔𝙊𝙐𝙍 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙔. 𝘿𝙊𝙉’𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙂𝙀𝙏 𝙏𝙊 𝘾𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝘼𝘽. 𝙁𝙀𝙀𝘿𝘽𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙄𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙇𝙔 𝙁𝘼𝙑𝙊𝙍𝙀𝘿! xo

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any-mouse · 3 years

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Maybe unpopular opinion, Wei Wuxian matured faster then Lan Wangji, he just was never romance focused. Besides keeping himself alive on the streets and thriving in a sect where his superior at the very least strongly disliked him (Madam Yu and her relationship with Wei Wuxian has been discoursed to death), he was head disciple for at the very least his generation on down of one of major sects. Which means training, potentially housing, politics, watching diet, classroom work, the Six Arts, core foundation. And he probably had a role in assigning night hunts and any administration task that neither Jiang Fengmian or Madame Yu wanted to do. Boy was busy, even discounting the civilians who could approach him for something they considered important but not enough to bother the sect leaders about.

Going to Cloud Recesses was probably the closest thing he’d had to a vacation in years. (Which, explains a lot about his general attitude while there. And why Jiang Cheng kept wanting to strangle him. Imagine going for study abroad and your obnoxiously talented sibling spent the whole time site-seeing and getting straight A’s while you studied your ass off just to get A’s and B’s.)

This is not, in any way, trying to say that Lan Wangji was not mature for his age, or that he didn’t have duties and responsibilities of his own, just that he wasn’t taking on an adult’s workload while still in puberty. I think a large period of his personal growth started with the burning of Cloud Recesses. The Wen Indoctrination Camp is a dark mirror of the Lan Lectures as the fandom points out, but people seem to miss that it was also a personal dark mirror of Wei Wuxian‘s Cloud Recesses experience. Forced to obey the rules of another sect that he found ridiculous, physically punished for what amounts to a personal grudge, most definitely did not have his choice of food or drink. Some of the only things that made the Summer Camp From Hell bearable for him were probably all related to Wei Wuxian. Noticeably, this is the first time that he is able to experience the benefits of Wei Wuxian being a pest to authority figures, and see some of the moral benefits to Wei Wuxian’s antics.

And then after the crucible of growth and maturity that is war, they are both indisputably adults, and mostly mature. Lan Wangji has decided that it’s Wei Wuxian or no one at this point, and while he has a few rough edges, he’s ready to commit. Wei Wuxian however is not in the headspace of a romantic relationship being possible. We know he’s at least a little bit of a romantic himself, because no one saves/protects their first kiss like that if they aren’t. And given that the word “protect” is used, it wasn’t due to lack of interest in his person. But the majority of the romantic relationships he has observed first hand have been unmitigated disasters, and he doesn’t remember his parents. It’s no wonder he questions Jiang Yanli about romance. He’s trying to figure out if she’s agreed to be the next generation version of Jiang Fengmian at best, or the next generation version Madam Jin at worst. He wants to know why she’s going back to the man that has been hurting her, and quite badly, since they were at least fifteen. I tend to think it was for longer, because of how willing Jiān Fengmian was to break off a political alliance when the Wen were on the move. This is, actually, also a scene that reminded me of my own brother. There’s roughly the same age gap between he and I as between Jiang Yanli and Wei Wuxian, and while he is an adult and mature, his own grasp of romance has lagged behind. I’ve had conversations with family over this where they all comment that what he’s found that helps him understand to be juvenile, I have observed to be about right for him emotionally.

So, while I adore fix-it’s and early get together stories, I don’t think the two of them were in compatible places in life until Mo Xuanyu did his thing. There, after he fulfills the summoning rituals demands (and in the novel, the only targets were the the Mo and A-Tong) he is free of all debts. With the core transfer he squared his debt with the Jiang Sect as a whole, and with protecting the Wen he paid any remaining debt between he and Jiang Wanyin by saving the latter’s honor even if no one else knew it. Any debt between Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng ended when the latter set the dog on him. (That does not mean the emotional connection between them snapped then, but with the breaking of the promise, it was the last debt tie.) This is literally the first time since Jiang Fengmian took him off the streets that Wei Wuxian has not been either debt bound or tethered to anyone. For the first time, his life is his own.

So he makes himself responsible for a donkey and goes to become a rogue cultivator. And finds himself smack dab next to the one person who can draw him in like a moth to a flame without even trying.

#the untamed #untamed #mdzs #cql #wei wuxian #lan wangji #debt #Someone ask me about physical and emotional puberty #Wangxian #It’s not that they were immature during Sunshot #or even post Sunshot #It’s just that they had obligations that were pulling them in different directions #And only one of them realized that

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lyrasings · 2 years

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Bruce Wayne NSFW Alphabet

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Really sweet. Makes sure you have whatever you need be it food, water, or a bath, will pick you up and carry you to a bath if needed(We all saw him pushing those tables)

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His arms and back, strong for working our and being batman and on you he says its eyes(its really thighs and ass)

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Average amount. Says he doesn’t care where it is but something about seeing dripping it down your face and onto your chest does something to him.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

The idea of doing you on a rooftop in his full batman get up. He wouldn’t dream of doing it in the alleys where it's much too dangerous, but something about doing it on the roof while he’s supposed to be watching over the rest of the city, but instead he is entirely focused on you

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Have you seen this man? If you aren’t his first it's been ages since he has had someone. However, that doesn’t mean he won’t learn. He will spend hours pouring over you to figure out just what makes you tick or under you worshipping you.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

A little boring but missionary, he loves being able to see your face react to every little thing he does to you. But also, he loved having you sit on his face, being able to look up at you as you run your fingers through his hair and pull a little when he finds the right spot.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Dead serious. Takes the whole thing rather seriously, doesn’t matter if he’s beings dom or sub, he is internally focused on making sure you feel the best as possible(unless he's doing a punishment)

H = Hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Nice little trail. Doesn’t groom it unless you ask him to, mostly because when he does take a shower usually he doesn’t have the energy after a long night of batmaning.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Won’t be too vocal about it, but even when he is being a mean dom he lets you know he loves you in other ways, be it linking hands or softly kissing you. He very rarely says I love you, and prefers to do it at times when he thinks you won’t realize

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He used to do it a lot more before he had you. He is still a man and sometimes when he has to go to a shady club…well. But it was never anything more than a way to get the edge off.

But know that he does have you, he would prefer to make love or fuck you instead. But if he can’t he’ll do a quick one.

Of course, he isn’t opposed to mutual masturbation…

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Authority kink, Bondage Kink(has definitely stolen a pair of handcuffs from the gpd), and some impact play. He is definitely a switch and whether your beneath him handcuffed to the bed begging him or whether he's handcuffed to the bed as you have him eat you out, he’ll be happy.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Bedroom most definitely, in there with you, he feels like there is no difference between Bruce Wayne and Batman, there is just him, his body, and you. He isn’t opposed to doing it anywhere in the tower and he most certainly has had you in the Batcave after a ruff night.(and as stated before, he would love to go outside the Wayne property)

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

You. Everything about you. Your eyes, your body, your mouth, everything about you. As corny as it sounds he just loves(and lusts after) you.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Any type of gunplay or non-con. Consent king and the gun would bring too many bad memories back.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

While he loves when you go down on him if given the chance would spend all his time going down on you. Will eat you out until your legs are shaking and you're beyond overstimulated. Will beg you for one more and what are you supposed to do when he's looking up at you with those wide blue eyes as your cum soaks the lower half of his face.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Can go anyway. However, he definitely leans towards slow but his strokes are deep. Rearranging your guts with each one. However, he will fuck all his anger into and fast.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not opposed to a quickie but definitely prefers to take his time with you. To either beg for you or make you beg.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Open to experimentation as long as you both consent, however, there are lines he won’t cross for both your and his safety

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Can go for two rounds but after that needs some time to recover, doesn’t mean he isn’t willing to make you feel good in other ways while he recovers. Rounds usually last 15 minutes depending on how he's feeling. If he is feeling particularly cruel he can tease for at least an hour, man can be patient when he sees fit.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Won’t usually use them however, he won’t be opposed to having you have a vibrator in while he’s out, with him having the remote so he can tease you

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Will tease you forever, and can be quite cruel about it but the moment you use it back on him? He will become a mess for you.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Not the loudest but will let out little growls and will whisper the filthiest things in your ear.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Has a secret breeding kink, the idea of coming deep inside of you and it taking root awakens something in him. He deeply, deeply wants a family.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

When fully erect about 6 inches and thick, but not so much that you can’t handle

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

He’s still rather young and adds in the fact of batman, high. He can and will fuck you every night and every chance he gets.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

Won’t sleep until you do, will watch you fall asleep, and will tell you all the things he's too afraid to say when you're awake.

#bruce wayne x reader #bruce wayne smut #batman x reader #batman smut

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todoscript · 3 years

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you receive a love letter in your shoe locker from an anonymous admirer

characters: bakugou katsuki, kaminari denki, kirishima eijirou, midoriya izuku, shinsou hitoshi, todoroki shouto

genre: fluff. very slight angst.

word count: 3.2k+ total, 400-700 per character

warnings: jealousy, possessiveness, feelings of doubt (mostly all fluff though)

author’s note: i’ve been on spring break so i found some time to write this! i absolutely love writing for these six (not like they’re my faves or anything pshhhhh—)

BAKUGOU KATSUKI

he’s already fuming the moment you open your locker and hold out the pastel pink card, sealed by a shiny heart sticker with your name written in smooth calligraphy.

it doesn’t take much for him to realize some other dunce head is trying to make moves on his girl.

and he absolutely won’t stand for it.

he stomps over to you and snatches the letter right out of your hands as you’re reading it.

your complaints go ignored behind him while he inspects the writing with the most livid expression.

you know that ugly face he makes when it comes to his over-exaggerated anger? the one with his eyes all squinted and the corners sharpened upward?

that’s his face as he continues reading, growing more twisted at every mushy sentence this anonymous admirer had the gall to say to you.

at one point, he can’t stand to read it anymore so he crumbles the letter in his fist before igniting it into crisps.

you scold him for causing such a scene and letting his anger get the best of him, but bakugou is still annoyed about it regardless.

“tch, who the hell does this shithead think they are, trying to make moves on you when we’re already together?! i’m gonna kill them when i find out who it is!” he exclaims, hands instinctively sparking with heat that scares off the other students walking by.

you mentally facepalm at this. still, you go about reassuring him that you won’t be swayed and take his hand to walk to the dorms together.

“katsu, you know it’s going to take more than a love letter to make me leave you, right?”

“heh, damn right, it’s gonna take a hell of a lot more that’s for fucking sure,” he sneers, a confident smirk on his face as he knows everyone else never had a chance with you to begin with. they can keep sending those letters and he’d make sure to burn them before they could even reach your hand.

on the way back to the dorms, he makes a conscious effort at pda—arm wrapped around your waist while his eyes glare daggers at any extra that even so much as looks at you the wrong way—asserting his claim over you.

meanwhile, having bared witness to that whole scene, your secret admirer is trembling in the corner. they make note to never send you another letter again unless they want their life to flash before their eyes in a fiery explosion.

KAMINARI DENKI

surprisingly enough, kaminari takes the whole situation more positively than most people expected.

in fact, he’s actually prideful about it.

just as he’s about to head over to your locker so you two could walk to class together, sero pokes his shoulder.

“hey, did you see all those written love confessions in y/n’s locker?” sero whispers behind his cupped hand near kaminari’s ear.

the blond scrunches his nose, confused. “no. what love confessions?”

“the letters that were stuffed in your girlfriend’s locker.”

again, kaminari is still puzzled at this. he realizes there’s only one way to understand what sero means.

when he glances in your direction he’s met with you fumbling around with a pile of letters balanced in your arms. his vision zeroes in on the envelopes, deciphering the fancy stationary and pretty embroidery.

oh. they’re love letters.

“other people are trying to make moves on your girl. what are you going to do about it, kaminari?” sero chimes in with an important question and honestly, kaminari can’t exactly make out a solution. or rather, he feels he doesn’t need to.

sure, he should be a little annoyed over the fact that others are disregarding your relationship.

yet could he really blame them for taking such a liking to you?

you’re pretty, smart, nice—the whole damn package.

he’d be more shocked if you didn’t have any secret admirers lurking around.

kaminari decides to leave his friend’s question relatively unanswered and continues his trek to your locker.

“hey, pretty girl! whatcha got there?”

taken off guard by his appearance, you nearly drop all the letters in your arms.

“denki, you scared me!” you exclaim. “these? they’re just some love letters some anonymous person placed in my locker. don’t worry though! i don’t plan on returning their feelings.”

smiling at how quickly you reassure him, he crosses his arms behind his head. “nah i’m not worried, babe. i don’t feel threatened or anything. it only makes sense that my girl is popular after all!”

you’re pleasantly surprised by how rationally he reacts to the scenario. though, knowing his character, he can’t just seem to leave it at that.

“yep, seems like we’re quite the popular couple!” he grabs your hand, wanting to show each other off as you make your way to class.

the bakusquad sees this as another opportunity to egg him on.

“and just how many love letters have you received since the beginning of the school year, kaminari?”

the blond freezes at the question. kaminari bites back words, but begrudgingly answers.

“...zero.”

KIRISHIMA EIJIROU

“heya, babe!” kirishima enthusiastically calls to you, approaching your shoe locker. “ready to go back to the dorms?”

“yeah! in just a second though!” you reply.

as kirishima comes closer, he sees you occupied with some envelopes in your hand.

“what’re all those?” he asks, pointing at the refined stationary curiously.

“ah some letters gifted to me from an anonymous admirer. something about wanting to make their feelings finally known, but i’m not interested in them,” you say, clearing up everything before a misunderstanding could arise.

“oh, that’s cool.”

you quirk a brow at how relatively chill he is at this revelation. you were expecting a bigger reaction at this, but kirishima just simply smiles his genuine, care-free smile.

you don’t think much of it though. shoving the letters in your bag to dispose of later, you walk side-by-side with him to the dormitories.

little do you realize that kirishima actually mistakens this as pure, platonic admiration rather than infatuation.

to him, if they had really wanted to profess their love to you, they’d do it in person where you could see and hear them. not behind fancy penmanship and some pretty paper.

after all, that’s what a true man would do!

but as the days continue to roll by, he’s starting to have second thoughts.

“y/n, i’m telling you, with the amount of letters you keep receiving from them, you gotta find out who this person is!” he overhears mina lecturing you at your desk, going through another pile of notes that were left in your locker from that morning. lately, you’ve been greeted by an astounding number of these things each time you visited your locker.

“mina, there’s definitely no need for me to go out of my way to find this person.”

“aw, but look at all the sweet things they said about you!” mina recites a line from one of many letters. she muses about how the writer sentimentally compares your aura to that of a dandelion wisp in the wind—free and lighthearted yet fleeting and out of reach.

“how romantic!”

you roll your eyes, indifferent, but one side-glance at kirishima from your desk tells you that he’s beginning to interpret the situation differently.

the redhead has to admit that all those things that anonymous admirer said to you were… pretty sweet.

kirishima has always been a man of action—an passionate believer that actions spoke volumes compared to words alone. however, after hearing all of that, he’s wondering how he’s able to compete in that aspect.

he seeks you out during lunch and asks you something beneath a lonely corner of trees.

“y/n, do those kinds of things make you happy..?”

you tilt your head, curious about what he’s exactly referring to. one glimpse back at his demeanor in the classroom earlier with mina gives you an idea.

“do you mean all those letters i keep getting?”

kirishima nods slowly.

“well… i have to admit, it is nice to know that i’m ‘liked’ by other people,” you phrase delicately. “but all those pretty letters and sweet words don’t mean anything to me if they aren’t coming from you. besides, i always thought it’s better to let your actions speak for you, don’t you think?”

hearing your answer, kirishima’s face lights up immediately. before you can properly react, a pair of lips meet your cheek.

you rub the warm skin where his lips touched, flustered for a moment. kirishima grabs your hand, walking you two back to the lunchroom with a newfound surge of conviction in his steps.

MIDORIYA IZUKU

“ooh, look midoriya, seems like someone else has a crush on your girl.”

as midoriya’s tidying up his red shoes and bringing out his slippers for class, his male classmates inform him of the pink envelope held in your hands.

midoriya looks over in your direction. he watches as you peel the letter out of the envelope and begin reading its contents.

he doesn’t miss the slight flustered look on your features, observing how you scan through the writing while tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, glancing over your shoulder as if your secret admirer was peering at you from behind.

“you better hold onto her tightly if you don’t want her stolen from you,” one of the boys warns, more so as a joke, but midoriya doesn’t take their banter lightly.

“knock it off, guys. just because someone else likes her doesn’t mean she’s going to leave me or anything,” he says this with as much confidence as he can muster, but his demeanor betrays him.

when he goes past your desk in the classroom later, he can’t seem to meet your eyes.

“good morning, izuku!” you greet him mirthfully. however, midoriya fails to return the greeting with the same enthusiasm.

“g-good morning, y/n…”

it’s hard for you not to notice that something is up by the way he heads straight to his desk afterward without another word.

throughout class, midoriya finds it a challenge to concentrate on anything but that letter you received that morning. his mind stumbles into the hole of bad possibilities—ones of you leaving him, those sweet words from your anonymous admirer making your heart flutter more than he ever has.

“—zuku… ‘zuku… izuku!”

he gets pulled out from his thoughts by your voice and turns to see the concerned look on your face.

“you okay? you haven’t touched your pork cutlet bowl this entire time.”

he stares down at his food, untouched since he sat down. “oh sorry, i guess something’s just been on my mind today.”

your brows knit together. “it’s about the letter i got today, isn’t it?”

midoriya stares at you, debating whether to deny your statement, but knows it’s pointless to try when it must have been obvious.

you take his silence as confirmation and grasp his hand that lays flat on the table.

“izuku, look at me,” you tell him and watch as his eyes slowly trail to you. “you know i wouldn’t leave you over some silly letter, right? no amount of words they can say to me could ever make me think differently about you.”

at this, a comforted smile spreads on midoriya’s face. he nods and squeezes your hand as a sign he took your words to heart before chowing down on his food, the uncertainty inside him disappearing.

SHINSOU HITOSHI

“another one?” you inquire to yourself in disbelief, opening your shoe locker to discover a rose-colored envelope waiting for you atop your slippers.

“dang, y/n, that’s like the fourth one this week!” uraraka comments, peeking over your shoulder.

“ooh! i wanna see what they wrote for you this time!” mina approaches from behind. you allow her to grab the delicate letter from your fingertips.

she over-exaggeratedly clears her throat, unwrinkling the paper by pinching at the sides. “‘you are the one who brought me sunshine when i only saw rain.’”

“aw! how sweet!” uraraka clasps her hands above her heart, seeming almost moved.

though the girls are all smitten by the love poem, you bite your tongue, hoping to suppress the urge to gag in front of them.

your boyfriend shinsou is on equal wavelength as you, witnessing the scene unfolding so early in the morning. he’s grown tired of replaying this spectacle for the past four days now.

his eyes navigate to the note and envelope in mina’s hand. by the script and the use of the same stationary, shinsou can tell the love letters you’ve been receiving are all from the same person.

“damn dude, you got some serious competition.” overhearing the girls, kaminari jabs at shinsou’s sides teasingly. “so, you gonna do anything about that mysterious guy trying to go after your girl?”

the violet-haired boy shrugs. “why should i? it’s not like i feel threatened.”

kaminari whistles at his confidence.

shinsou says he doesn’t care about it, putting on a level-headed and indifferent facade. but that was honestly far from the truth.

in actuality, he’s a bit pissed.

what kind of person goes around sending anonymous love messages to someone who’s already in a relationship? what the hell do they hope to gain out of doing this?

shinsou more than trusts you won’t be swayed by them, no matter how many times those notes discourteously greet you every morning.

you never bring up the topic of the letters whenever you two are alone, not wanting shinsou to be bothered over it and create a hassle. all in all, he’s grateful for this, and also for the fact that you make a point of never taking any of those letters seriously and dump them into the trash bin whenever the chance arises.

however, he can tell by your body language that the whole situation bothers you and makes you uneasy.

so, during one incredibly early morning, he decides to do some scouting.

he plays off his odd punctuality by saying he left something in the classroom yesterday and wants to get there early to look for it.

lo and behold, he finds a male student hovering around the lockers—suspiciously darting his head back and forth to be on the lookout for any other students.

little does he realize he’s already been caught red-handed.

“hey you.” shinsou abruptly calls out to him and the boy nearly jumps. “what are you doing here?”

the boy panics at his question, fumbling with his answer while hiding something behind his back—what shinsou presumes to be another one of those cheesy letters.

“u-um, just want to get to class early!” he sputters.

“is there any special reason you’re standing in front of my girlfriend’s locker then? ’cause last i checked, the lockers for general education students were located on the opposite side.” shinsou emphasizes his words with a bite of malice, arms crossed.

“i just lost my way is all–” the student suddenly stops mid-speech, his words and actions forcibly coming to a halt. all thoughts are overturned in the presence of shinsou’s quirk.

“i’m going to make this quick and easy for you to understand. not only are you going to forget about this conversation, but you’re also going to stop handing my girlfriend those love letters.” shinsou bends down to the boy’s height, staring at the abyss in his expression.

“and i’d also appreciate it if you kept your eyes off what’s mine.”

it’s safe to say, your influx of letters had been effectively cut off after that day.

TODOROKI SHOUTO

todoroki is no stranger to finding love letters from avid admirers and fans in his shoe locker before and after classes.

in fact, an unprecedented number of them had begun taking up all the space there after his impressive performance at the sports festival.

when he started dating you, however, he had made a clear declaration that he wouldn’t be accepting anymore of them.

but to be on the opposite end of having to watch you unlatch the door of your locker to have letters and notes practically tumbling out, todoroki wasn’t exactly sure what to make of this feeling that made his stomach twist into knots.

he notices the alarming amount of them and concludes they’re all from various students in different grades and departments.

“y/n, you’re getting pretty popular,” uraraka says, eyeing the stack of envelopes. “must be your dance performance from the culture festival! i remember you did get a lot of cheers in the crowd.”

“guess all those cheers came with a lot of fanboys, huh?” the invisible girl, hagakure, teases.

you jokingly nudge at them to stop with the teasing, but pause when your eyes cross todoroki’s. he’s giving you a look you can’t decipher—one that edges between troubled and apathetic yet you can’t tell which it is.

you send him a nod, silently acknowledging his presence as he waits for you to finish your business so you could head back to the dorms together.

watching you dispose of the various piles of letters has todoroki contemplating about what uraraka and hagakure commented on. about how popular you were getting and how your admirers have been bold enough to profess their reverence for you despite your relationship status.

todoroki’s not entirely sure what to make of this information. he doesn’t linger on it for long though when you finally approach him, your sneakers slipped on and your backpack securely hanging off your shoulders.

“ready to head home?”

a smile finds his lips at your appearance. he softly utters his response.

during the small distance to the dormitories, todoroki reaches for your hand and intertwines your fingers together. as seemingly minor the gesture is at this point of your relationship, it’s a detail you mentally take note of.

usually, when it came to publicly displaying physical forms of affection, you were the one to initiate it. you have to admit, seeing the assertive side of todoroki is like a small breath of fresh air.

as you continue your short journey home, a couple of male students walking by greet you enthusiastically. though you wave back to kindly acknowledge them, you feel the grip on your hand tighten, followed by a slight tug closer to todoroki’s side.

that alone is enough for you to realize something is definitely troubling him.

“sho, is there something wrong?” you ask, steps still walking in tandem with him.

todoroki’s voice doesn’t waver in the slightest as he replies, “no, why would you think that?”

“you’ve been awfully possessive all of a sudden,” you note, “is this because of those letters from earlier?”

“...maybe.”

you quirk a brow, amused. “is that a yes or a no?”

now todoroki is silent. your steps come to a halt. not parting your laced hands from his, you turn to look him in the eye.

“sho?”

“it’s just… when i realize that there are other people looking at you the same way i do, i get… uneasy.” his gaze drops to the ground as he confesses this, hand squeezing yours. the uncomfortable churning in his stomach settles a bit now that the words are out, but he finds it hard to ease the atmosphere.

this is where you picked up from where he left off. your hand goes to his cheek, gently cupping it so you can tilt his head up at you.

“oh shouto, you have to know that you’re the only one for me and i don’t plan on looking at anyone else but you,” you assure him. todoroki stares into your eyes, and in them, he can’t find any hesitance or flutter of doubt.

at this, he lifts your twined hands and grazes your knuckles ever so softly against his lips, wondering whatever troubled him so much to begin with.

#bnha x reader #bnha scenarios #bnha headcanons #bakugou x reader #bakugo x reader #kaminari x reader #kirishima x reader #midoriya x reader #shinsou x reader #shinso x reader #todoroki x reader #mha x reader

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thithesandofferings · 2 years

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“Touch Starved” FF7 Crew pt. 2

Part 1

∆ Note: I could've slept two more hours, but the brain, she was really after me with this one. P.S. I was not supposed to make another one but here we are.

∆ Minors DNI!! 18+. NSFW themed. GN! Reader

∆ Characters: Rufus, Genesis, Angeal, Zack, Reno....Jenova

∆ Tags: overstimming, edging, public themes- Jenova... Tentacles

Rufus

SFW

- is touch starved, and everyone knows it

- But if you say something, you're definitely dying.

- Will kill really anyone if they so much as brush past his shoulder

- cannot and will not show weakness

- He has to have respect for you even before you get to touch him.

- Small doses please.

- You gotta sneak them in. Touch on the arm briefly. Maybe a kiss on his ring finger when you look up at him devotedly-

- he seems like the type to like that.

- When he figures you're loyal to only him? Its over for you.

- Hes already figured out where you liked to be touched without ever having to touch you.

- Will always touch with intent, even if its the mindless kind. Its there to get a specific reaction out of you.

Nsfw

- a menace

- Especially when you have all eyes on him

- Tug at your hair or grip the back of your neck when he calls your name or to get your attention.

- you can hear him just fine, but he rather prefers the gasp when he tightens his hold a little.

- Mindless finger that brushes up and down your leg until youre squeezing your thighs and trying to lean away.

- He'd stop, but he got his point across and I hope you remember what you did, cause he will.

- will not ever let you come. Edging you to oblivion and then will leave and say he has a meeting.

Yes, youre coming too.

- Keeps you next to him so he can play with you under the table too.

- Chuckles when youre whining and squirming. Has absolutely no problem smacking your thighs to be still and behave.

- Fucks you on the conference table and depending on how much you beg, maybe he'll let you come.

- if he's in a good mood.

Genesis

SFW

- Despite his fan group and his love for love, he does not have the pleasure of being touched often.

- Theres a good amount of trust to be had to have Genesis give you his ok, even for a simple hug.

- Will ask in a "romantic way" to hug you.

- dont tell him no, otherwise you'll have a sulking Genesis.

- You'd have to let him touch you first, when he got the courage and was ready for that.

- In his head, youre practically his forever when that happens.

- Will always have some part of you connected to him at all times when he can manage.

- He thinks that his lap is the best spot for a cutie like you

- likes to say something cocky before he kisses you on the forehead as a farewell.

- Be ready to recite Loveless at ...any time.

-Nsfw

- He no longer can complete the book without making you come.

- Fingers you slowly until hes at the last chapter, ignoring your tears of frustration.

- shushes you and tells you that you know the routine.

- Cant help your hips back and forth when you are on his lap. Wants to make you come just from that.

- Has you keep the rest of your body still as he drags his cock- doesn't care if hes making a mess.

- Sometimes doesnt care where you are when he is grinding up into you.

- You wear a skirt and is his mind, youre practically asking for it- you know what it does to him.

- his moans are so-

- Likes to place kisses on the back of your neck when you whine for him.

Angeal

SFW

-I think everyone thinks that Angeal is so strong and can take care of himself. Which is completely true but

- When you go out of your way to care for him- well he gets a little dizzy about that.

- is that a blush?

- Its not that he avoids touch, its moreso he thinks he doesn't need it- or will try and turn it around and give you the same thing youre asking of him.

- You kinda gotta force your hand a little with him.

- when hes really tired from a mission, just immediately have him come home and sit so you can rub his shoulders or neck

- Playing with his hair will make this man melt.

- initiating a kiss unprompted will really have him seize up in surprise and confusion- and just kiss him more.

- You wanting to do something for him will rock his world.

Nsfw

- the man who really deserves a blowjob as soon as he gets home.

- might come a little too fast if you surprise him like that.

- If its a routine, then hes trying to stay inside you as long as possible and he'll ask for you to just sit there with your mouth around him. Petting your head as you swallow him down.

- is surprised consistently when you want to initiate touch and youve got that look in your eye.

- Angeal thinks through everything- but when you ask him to come inside you...well thats your fault isnt it

- mayyy or may not have the biggest breeding kink.

- Please dont say you wanna have his kids when he's fucking you, you wont get out of there alive.

Reno

Sfw

- Reno wants you to think he gets his fill.

- He absolutely doesnt.

- Wants to, but no one gives him the time of day.

- please- id gladly-

- anyways

- Initiate first and initiate a lot

- He'll brush you off first as being a weirdo or a fan, but just...keep going.

- Especially when hes really vulnerable- hold his hand. Lay your head on his shoulder. Hold his pinky while he's talking about something.

- he'll stutter, but he'll continue on what hes doing like nothing happened.

- if you dont touch him one day, he'll tease you

- "what so youre done fanning all over me?"

- thats definitely reno speak of "why aren't you touching me?"

- asks if you need a hug, but its really...

Nsfw

- you start something, you'd better finish it. Or he will make it his job to do so.

- Always teams up with you on stakeout so he can fuck you while watching for enemies.

- keeps the headsets low, but doesnt turn them off. Likes the rush.

- one time he just didnt care and fucked you while the rest of the team was listening.

- You should feel guilt, but no one stopped you.

- Hes got a prickly feeling that it should become a regular thing.

- fucks you slow and deep when youre having a terrible day. Cant stop touching you and that moment.

- it may or may not have been because you cried on his shoulder, but hes not gonna tell you that.

Zack

SFW

- The thing about Zack is that hes technically not touch starved.

- But he acts like it.

- Greedy greedy thing.

- Wants to touch you, be around you all the time.

- is always plastered on your back no matter where you go or what youre doing.

- he always has to be touching you.

- youve told him many times to stop fighting with one hand on his sword-

- but he just wants to hold your hand at the same time!! He cant help it.

- Everyone is over the PDA. You even try to run from it at times.

- he just grins and says challenge accepted.

Nsfw

- Accidentally overstimms you both all the time.

- he just cant stop rutting his hips into your warm heat over and over and over.

- cant help it if you squeeze so tight and drag your nails down his back, hes gonna have to fuck you again.

- shushes you gently when you whine "too much-" he knows it is, but you fit so perfectly how can he stop.

- you may have passed out a few times from exhaustion- his stamina is out of this world.

- sagely thinks that your thighs wrapped around his head are the real heavens gate and he won't take no for an answer.

Jenova

SFW

- back at it again with the chaos

- youre entranced by her so of course you want to touch her.

- i mean, your mind might be possessed if ya get to close- but sacrifices must be made right?

- you only get to graze her skin if you do something for her

- like destroy the world and its lifestream.

- if she wasnt in a bottle, she'd cradle you into her chest, her faithful servant.

- she also might kill you- but, thats life you know

Nsfw

-...tentacles

-is that- are you getting the picture?

-she knows your mind, so she probably saw the nasty thoughts in your head.

-likes hearing you whimper and cry.

-those teeth were made for marking prey like you.

-has those tentacled wrapping around you (especially around your throat) like an hanime scene.

-youve come and passed out a few times, only to wake up to another tentacle filling you up.

-are you wanting to experience the little AND the big death?

-its a roll of dice.

-but if your survive?

-best believe shes playing with you again.

Keke~

#ff7 #final fantasy headcanon #ff7 remake #rufus x reader #zack fair x reader #angeal hewley x reader #jenova x reader #reno x reader #thithesandofferings #ff7 x reader #genesis x reader #ff7 genesis

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NSFW Alphabet w/ Matt Murdock

Pairing(s): Matt Murdock x Fem!Reader

Warning(s): NSFW 18+, title says all, probably some typos.

A/N: Credits go to @the-coldest-goodbye for the template! Highly appreciated. This is also my first Alphabet post. So hopefully I’m doing it right.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He is such a sweetheart. The first thing he will do is pull you close and ask how you are. He’d nuzzle his nose into yours, taking in the euphoric scent that cling to the air. Matt would shower your face in kisses. The wholesomeness would be- *chefs kiss*

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His: It’s rather hard for him to know visually. I think his favorite body part on himself would be his hands. He loves the way you wither when he grasps your neck, ass, etc. His hands have your body mapped out.

Yours: This is tricky. He loves your entire being. One thing that gets him feral is your ass. The plushness of the area makes his fingers itch. He loves something to grip onto.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

It doesn’t matter if it’s his or yours. Matt doesn’t really care. As long as he is pleasing you.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Matt, you naughty boy. I can see him coming home really late, sneaking in quietly. You are in his bed doing something rather…productive. He will stay back, listening to your soft moans and the wet squelching your fingers were causing. He will let you have your own fun, having his own with his hands down his pants.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Oh, Matt. As we have heard from Foggy, he gets all the hot ladies. Especially during his college years. Most of the times, they were simply flings and one night stands. I’d say he is pretty experienced.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Hmm. I guess it truly depends on the mood. If it’s more of a rougher time, then definitely doggy style. If the setting is more intimate, I’d say missionary. If it’s more of an adventurous night, definitely expect a 69 somewhere.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Most of the time it will be serious. There will be an occasional laugh. It would definitely be on a drunken night heading home from Josie’s. A dopey smile slapped on his lips.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Listen, it wouldn’t be a lot. There’s barely any. It connects to the happy trail that leads up his stomach. Matt would keep it clean. He would keep it trimmed. Sometimes he doesn’t have the time to worry about it, so it will grow out a bit.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Hoe. Lee. Shit. The intimacy levels would go off of the charts. The amount of love this man holds in his heart- *phew* It’s not some simple hopeless romantic connection. It’s the type that makes your heart hurt from how much love is shared. The amount of caring and unconditional-ness is enthralling. The type of sacredness only God would know.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Yes. He does. Not as often now that he has you, but it was used more before. During all the cold and lonely nights, he had to take his stress and frustration out somewhere besides fighting crime.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

I think Matt is pretty adventurous. That depends on the partner too. I don’t think he is too kinky. But one thing that can stand out is exhibition. I think he’d get off on the fact that he can do things with you in public places. Especially in Nelson and Murdock. With your eyes and his hearing, surely you two wouldn’t get caught…(Sometimes Matt will not tell you someone is approaching. Almost as if he wants to get caught. Poor Foggy. The amount of times he has seen you guys get it on. “What the hell, Murdock!?!?!”)

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Ah! Speaking of office sex- He will mostly keep it at home, in the bedroom. Other places could be: Nelson and Murdock, Josie’s bathroom, empty alleyways, Fogwell’s Gym, and even cabs……..dare I say church….

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

I think most things will get him going. Whether it’s a risky touch or a needy whisper, his heartbeat will spike and he will pounce on you the second he can.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Nothing too humiliating. Degradation is perfectly fine, but there is a line. Matt would never want to make you feel insecure about something. His heart breaks at the thought of him making you feel insecure or worthless. Matt would never intentionally hurt your feelings.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

I have said in a previous post that Matt gives as much as he gets. He does prefer giving. We know he’s gotta be pretty skilled from getting all the ladies during his college years. Something that will make him lose his mind is facesitting. The way your thighs squeeze his head and the way your grind yourself on his tongue- it will make his knees weak.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Now that depends on the mood and setting. Matt wants to take his time with you, memorizing every inch of you. He is usually fast and passionate/sensual. He wants to show how much he appreciates and cares for you. If you two are home, it’s most likely categorized as love-making. But when you guys aren’t home, it’s most definitely quick and rough. Quickies are something almost essential in this relationship. And as we have previously discussed, Matt can be quite the sucker for exhibition. Matt is such a busy guy and quickies are just a solution.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Aha! The answer is in letter P really. Matt is a busy person. Fighting crime, being a lawyer, dealing with Foggy and Karen’s charades. There’s a lot. And you can squeeze your way between it. Matt always tries to make time for you. Quickies are something that are pretty often. Just know that if he has a night off, he’ll spend all of that time on you.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Are you kidding? Matt is such a fucking risk taker. It’s practically his middle name. This all ties with the exhibitionism too. Pretty sure he will fuck you anywhere as long as it’s safe.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Oh boy. We know he works out and literally spends so much time kicking ass. He will get his shit rocked in a fight and still keep going. You think sex is any different? Matt can AT LEAST go for 4 rounds. On a good night-…probably like 7 rounds. All those rounds have to be around 40 minutes to an hour too.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

I’d like to say that you two wouldn’t use toys. If you did or wanted to, Matt wouldn’t be opposed. It would be a vibrator. Something both of you could enjoy. I feel like it would throw his hearing off…? So that could be a negative. Just know that there aren’t but if you wanted to try something, he would. (Are we considering like ropes and ties as toys? Because I could see Matt wrapping your wrists together or blindfolding you. That’s about it.)

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

AHA! Matt Murdock? A tease? Psh. *sips tea suspiciously* Yes. Matt definitely teases. Hell, looking at him is a tease. He loves to get you railed up and needy. All whimper-y and desperate. Just so he can throw that knowledge straight in your face with a shit eating grin. “Aww. If you wanted me, you could have asked.”

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Matt is vocal! He does a lot of softer grunts and airy moans. Matt is also a dirty talker. He wants to be sure that everything he says gets to your pleasure fogged head. I wouldn’t say he is loud, but he also isn’t quiet. It’s in between the two.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Sensory deprivation. He would bind your wrists together and use a blindfold. He would get you all railed up and would have teased you have to death. Matt would take his precious time with you. I can’t really explain it. Something about him taking some of your senses away and using it against you is just calling to me.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Matt is a bit above average. A good 7 inches. What makes you really feel him is his girth. His thighs and ass aren’t the only things that are thick.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Matt in general is a bit yearning. But sexually? His schedule is sporadic and sometimes it can be hard to work with. Overall, his yearn is just above average.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

After he makes sure that you are alright and mostly cleaned up, he’ll pull you into him. Holding you close and not letting you go. These are the moments he yearns for.

・┈┈・✿・┈┈・

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problematic-faves-appreciation · 3 years

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This Blog's Most Important Posts:

— Fiction —

Fiction is NOT Education

Fiction itself doesn’t affect people or give them Bad Ideas.

No amount of dark fiction would make someone with a solid moral core harm another person.

The guys who stormed Capitol Hill were dressed as Captain America.

Children & Fiction

We as a society already had this discussion with the violent video games nonsense.

“Well if you don’t support it irl then why would you like it in fiction?!”

Why should the writers be held responsible for the bad choices of anyone who picks up their book and ignores what’s actually in it in favor of the version of the book they made up in their head?

People just blame mental illness or past abuse or their victims if fiction isn’t an option.

Fanfic writers are the product of the world they’re in, far more than they are the cause of what’s wrong with it.

Don’t fucking trivialise Nazis and their crimes against humanity by equating them to the fucking “dewit” wrinkle man or the guy who tried to eat a unicorn.

“Fiction affects reality!” It does… but also it doesn’t, and certainly not on a one-to-one level.

Magic Bullet Theory

Fiction affecting one’s perception does not equal the hypodermic-syringe model:

Jaws

It is not necessary for fiction to be good for people’s mental health.

— Romanticization —

Definition of Romantic

What “romantic”, in a literary sense, actually means.

Romanticism is the opposite of realism.

A PSA reminder: Fiction is entertainment, not nonfiction!

Hey fandom, fiction doesn’t have to be realistic!

Romanticizing an aspect of fiction isn’t that much of an issue, actually.

For god’s sake, the reason we tell stories is so we can engage the imagination.

Most fiction “romanticizes” human experiences and behaviors.

Hey, did you know that rape fantasies are really common, especially in women?

Women are infantilized so much.

And ultimately, we should not take away women’s abilities to explore their fantasies through fandom.

A fandom fictional ship should not be an example or a role model of a healthy relationship.

Seriously if you need fanfiction to teach you what healthy and normal relationships are like, you don’t need fanfiction you need resources geared towards teaching you what healthy and non-abusive relationships are like.

— Normalization —

Your words aren’t magical and don’t brainwash people into doing what you imagine

People do not copy fiction as a rule.

Fiction isn’t going to normalize problematic concepts to anyone to a significant degree, unless the problematic concept is already normalized, and then it’s a societal problem rather than one of expression.

This

How ‘normalization’ works:

What antis don’t understand is that exposure =/= normalisation, exposure = recognition, which is not the same.

Normalization and Desensitization regarding Fiction

To antis, this lack of disgust is the normalization they are fighting against

Abusers choose to hurt you. They know that their actions will hurt you, and they choose to do it anyways. Everything after that is an excuse.

Blame the abuser, they did the abusing.

— Villains —

Reasons I have liked villains/antagonists before without agreeing with their actions.

What I mean when I say I like villains:

“The good guys are boring”

The Villain Police

No, the characters one fans over do not “define” who they are as a person, nor “confirm” their political beliefs.

The "women who like villains and ship them with heroines are messed in the head and will end up in toxic relationships" argument is nothing but misogynistic hot garbage.

Excuse me, are you asking if I know that murder is bad?

PSA to the Minors™️ and fake activists:

— Redemption —

Nobody "Deserves" Redemption

Exactly! Redemption is for VILLAINS.

Anyone who says certain characters do or do not "deserve" redemption arcs: shut the fuck up like PLEASE.

The only thing that makes a villain irredeemable is if they choose to be… and redemption is a series of choices, not just a singular moment.

They think that “redemption” is not “becoming a better person and fixing your mistakes”, but “being accepted by the good guys”.

I think it’s really important to talk about how different people have different power fantasies.

No one deserves a redemption arc!

Forgiving is not synonymous with redeeming.

Anyone else think people tend to get the wrong idea about hero/villain relationships where the heroine “”“fixes”“” a male villain?

It’s pretty disturbing tbh, to treat basic things that every human needs (like being loved) as a “reward” that you get for good behavior.

— Shipping —

I ship people because I think their story is interesting, not to get relationship advice.

Reasons Why People Ship or Enjoy Problematic/Toxic/Abusive Relationships

Unhealthy relationship means just that, a relationship that is unhealthy.

Love Redeems isn’t “Lazy” storytelling.

Antis are worried that we "normalize" and "romanticize" abuse for harmless FICTIONAL ships.

Shipping doesn’t mean condoning.

Enemies to Lovers =/= Belligerent Sexual Tension

Enemies to Lovers is about:

Women and their tastes in fiction aren’t responsible for abusive men.

Here’s a take you all need to hear: People do not deserve to be mistreated over a fictional character, even if they…

PSA: Shipping is not activism.

Why Shipping is Not Activism

— Fanpol —

Trying to dictate other people’s expression based on your preferences and opinions makes you an anti.

“Censorship is like telling a man he can’t have steak because a baby can’t chew it.”

Fandom is not activism.

90% of the problem with Twitter is treating fictional people like they're real and real people like they're fictional.

I’ve noticed that the younger crowd requires villains to adhere to a strict moral code. lol

And the girl moved on with her life.

Antis are the one hurting people.

Self-Projection

Hey guys, guess what? According to Twitter, you're "promoting" a villain's actions if you're their fan!

Fandom Frollos

The Moral Crusaders of the 1950s

You are taking responsibility away from the person who has made the decision to abuse and instead placing the blame upon the tools they used.

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read part two here read part three here part four here

when you and kuroo started your freshman year of college —at different universities— your relationship became stagnant.

“tetsu, maybe we should just break up” you suggested as the middle blocker stood proudly in front of you, suited in his graduation cap and gown.

“maybe we shouldn't,” he argued, his eyes widening at your idea. “I know us being far apart isn’t really ideal, but it doesn’t mean we have to end this completely.”

“what if you meet someone else?” you rationalize, “or if you get too tired of not being able to see me all the time?”

“y/n, do you want to end this?” he asked. he shuffled, wondering if your suggestion was something that you actually wanted.

“no of course not, I just don’t want to be holding you back from having a proper ‘college life,’ if we stay together.”

kuroo looks at you and smiles, the foolish smile that you were used to, the one that you fell in love with, and he pulls you into his chest, his arms swiftly wrapping around you and his forehead meeting yours as he says “I don’t think I’ll have a proper ‘normal life,’ without you in it— let alone a college one.”

“you’re such a sap,”

“but you love me anyway,” he counters and you hum in affirmation, “look y/n, even if we’re 3000 miles apart, this doesn’t have to stop, you’re not even going to notice I’m far away with the amount times I’m going to call you and text you, alright?”

his words provided comfort, and you found yourself believing in the confidence he had that your relationship was going to survive.

but early into the first semester of college, you realised that kuroo’s promise was definitely not going to be true.

the first week of school you were busy, swamped with mountains of schoolwork and overwhelmed with the sudden change in environment, too busy to even check the vast amount of texts you assumed your boyfriend had sent you. except when you finally had the chance to settle into college life, you’d realized as you looked through the messages between you and kuroo that there weren't any new ones.

it was hard navigating your college life and social life whilst having a boyfriend miles and miles away, especially one who barely talked to you. there were plenty of men that had shown you interest, but you had to remind them —and yourself— that you were taken. there was an usual feeling with the amount of romantic attention you got— way different to highschool, no one would dare try to hit on you with the 6’2 middle blocker always by your side.

when kuroo opened his front door in the cold winter, the last thing he was expecting was for you to be there.

“y/n,” he awkwardly exclaims, his brows furrowed in confusion, “it’s a surprise to see you here, what are you doing here?”

“I didn’t know I had to book a reservation to see my own boyfriend,” you joked and you looked at him waiting to be let inside and he hesitantly stepped aside as you walked in front getting a look of the college dorm he was situated in.

“it’s a nice place you got here,” you said lying through your teeth as you gave the place a once over, it was a mess not reflecting kuroo at all who you knew always prided himself in his neat attire.

“sorry for the mess,” he says “i’m actually in the middle of cleaning, going to throw a party tonight.”

“a party?” you questioned “you’re throwing a party?” he hummed nonchalantly whilst moving around you to pick up the mess you were surrounded with.

“but you hate parties,” you continued “you used to say ‘parties were like a social examination,’ and would rue the day you were ever found at one.”

“well I guess people change,” he mumbled.

“yeah I guess they do…”

there was an uncomfortable pause before kuroo asked, “are you planning on staying here or are you just passing by?”

“well I didn’t catch 3 buses and a 3 hour long train to just ‘pass by,’” you said “unless you don’t have any place for me to stay with all the parties you’re planning on throwing.”

“no it’s fine, i’ll just sleep on the couch for a few days”

“the couch… we can share a bed together y’know?”

“yeah but my roommate has thing about not bringing randoms into our bedroom”

“oh you have a roommate,” you said ignoring the part where kuroo referred to you as a ‘random,’ “are they nice?”

“she’s cool, quite chill not really your vibe I guess,”

“she’s a she?” you asked and he gave you another simple ‘mhm’ in response, “is she pretty?”

“what’s that got to do with anything?” he questioned.

“nothing I was just asking…”

“you’ll see her at the part anyways so I guess you’ll be able to answer that question yourself”

“right the party.”

you regretted ever deciding to make the journey to your boyfriends once the party started. you were already put off by his odd mood but once the party was beginning it was like you were seeing a stranger.

even when you walked around the party — after kuroo left you on your own — you felt even worse when his friends would say ‘I didn’t know kuroo was dating anybody,’ and you tried to come up with a reasonable excuse as to why none of his self proclaimed ‘best friends,’ never heard of you but you couldn’t even kid yourself.

he found you sitting in his bedroom, staring at your phone “hey do you want a drink?” he asked his words slurring and you didn’t even need to hear his inconsistent speech to tell he was drunk as kuroo reeked of alcohol.

“no i’m fine” you said “i don’t drink remember.”

“c’mon y/n live a little...just one drink,” he persisted, swinging the cup of whatever random substances he combined in front of your face.

“what happened to you kuroo?”

“what do you mean, i’m the best i’ve ever been!”

“well I beg to differ,” you mumbled but even in his drunken state he still hears.

“what’s that supposed to mean,” he says “just because i’m not the same guy I was in highschool doesn’t mean I haven’t bettered myself”

“oh look at you kuroo I’d hardly say you’ve bettered yourself.”

“it’s not like you know me y/n”

“thats the problem you idiot,” you said feeling frustrated “I don’t know you, not anymore”

“well college life is busy, you should know that yourself”

“I know that but in spite of how hectic things can get I still at least tried to make time for you, i literally came all this way to see you”

“It’s not like I asked you to do that though,” he argued, feeling annoyed as if you were blaming the half of communication all on him.

“well are you saying you don’t want me to be here right now?”

“with the way this conversations going I can’t really say I do want you here right now,” he said with a sigh.

“fine, I guess i’ll be taking my leave then…” you stood up and grabbed the small luggage you brought with you ready to head to the door.

“y/n,” kuroo calls “have a safe trip” and with that you left not looking back at your boyfriend.

on the train ride home you stumbled across an old photo of you and kuroo and realised there’s something you need to do that you should’ve done a while ago.

“tetsurou,” you said as he answered the phone call.

“yes y/n?”

“I’m breaking up with you” you said trying to sound confident and not like you were second guessing every word you were saying.

“oh I see,” he says quietly in response before finishing with “i still love you though.”

kuroo didn’t have a chance to hear your response since the line went dead as you ended the call placing your back phone into your pocket.

AN: um this was so hard to write dbshdhhs it angst ik but I promise there’s better days to come w Kuroo and y/n. Thanks to tee and eris for reading this over for meeee bro I hope you all enjoy it let me know what you think

#signedwithane😌#* falling in love a second time series #ummm new format fbhsfbbsfb #haikyuu x reader #haikyu x reader #haikyu scenarios #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu drabbles #haikyuu!!#kuroo x reader #kuroo tetsuro x reader #kuroo tetsurou #kuroo angst #kuroo fluff #kuroo scenarios #kuroo drabble #kuroo headcanons

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Things I love about Heiji and Shinichi (as someone who hasn't read much of the manga and is about halfway through the anime):

🔎 The way that Shinichi is instantly impressed by Heiji's deductive abilities. He respects Heiji's skill to such an extent that, solely out of concern for what will be discovered about him, he decides—unhesitatingly and while feeling deathly ill—to accompany the Detective of the West on a (seemingly non-murderous) case investigation that he pointedly had no interest in otherwise (Episode 48).

🔎 The way that Shinichi tells Heiji—the boy whose life has been so defined by comparisons to his father (and later to Shinichi himself), who is so insecure that he constructs unnecessary competitions in an effort to feel as though he's worth something—what essentially amounts to, "You don't have to prove yourself to me" (Episode 49). Despite the temporary antidote wearing off and making it a considerable effort to even remain standing, Shinichi is still sure to let Heiji know that there isn't any competition in detective work—that "[t]here's no winning, losing, above, or below when it comes to logic... After all, there's always only one truth."

🔎 The way that Heiji enters the series purely to find Shinichi, and the symbolic significance that can be read into how Heiji is, quite literally, the reason that Shinichi does in fact appear for the first time since being poisoned (Episodes 48-49). It's as if to say that Shinichi cannot keep hiding behind Conan when Heiji is present—that Shinichi cannot help but be himself, not the false persona he's created, when in the company of Heiji Hattori.

🔎 The way that Shinichi not only can be himself with Heiji but also feels safe being himself with Heiji, even early on, when he doesn't (consciously) want Heiji to know his true identity, so easily deducting with Heiji in their second meeting (Episodes 57-58) because he respects Heiji's abilities, trusts that Heiji can solve the case, and wants to do so beside him.

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 57. Conan and Heiji stand outside in the dark. Conan talks to Heiji, who looks at him, saying, “But all the suspects were in the lodge... Could someone have put a time-activated detonator in the garage?” End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Shinichi, regardless of his tsundere attitude, genuinely loves deducting with Heiji and makes this fact no mystery. He's full of smiles when they're working a case, absolutely ecstatic to share his findings with his partner, thrilled to bounce ideas off of someone he trusts to be on the same wavelength. From the way Conan looks adoringly up at Heiji in Episode 118 (and throws a literal tantrum and is sooooo grumpy when they're separated), to the way he eagerly calls out to Heiji that he's found what they're searching for in Episode 167, to the way he's so clearly looking forward to the prospect of comparing notes in Episode 174, to the way he smirks when they've both come to the same conclusion at once in Episode 263, to the way he grins and asks, "You got it too, right?" in Episode 382, there's the definite, undeniable understanding that Shinichi absolutely cherishes Heiji's company.

[Image descriptions: Six screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 118, Conan walks with Heiji and Sakata, looking up adoringly at Heiji while smiling broadly. In the second image, from Episode 167, Conan shines a light on a small hole in a wall, saying with a wide grin, "I found it! Hattori, it's here!" In the third and fourth images, from Episode 174, Heiji asks, "Then shall we compare notes?," to which Conan smiles in response. In the fifth image, from Episode 263, Heiji and Conan stand out in the rain. While smiling and looking at Conan, Heiji says, "Now we know why the killer wore a special outfit that has a zipper." Conan smiles back. In the sixth image, from Episode 382, Conan smiles and says, "You got it too, right?" End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Conan looks so content when revealing the full truth to Heiji (Episode 58). The way that letting Heiji in is such a comfort, a relief. The way that Shinichi is elated to have someone to confide in, to not have to hide from, who is his peer, not a mentor figure or a parent.

[Image description: Screenshot from Episode 58. Conan and Heiji sit on a bus; Conan has told Heiji everything about how he’s really Shinichi and searching for more information about the organization that poisoned him. Conan has his hands behind his head and smiles. Heiji leans against the window and rests his face in his hand as he looks at Conan. End image description.]

🔎 The way that Heiji is adamant that children not be exposed to murder (Episode 48) but also doesn't belittle children, either. When trapped with a killer (Episodes 57-58), Heiji doesn't brush off Conan's insights or tell him that he's not allowed to speak; in fact, Heiji encourages Conan to share his thoughts prior to realizing that Conan is actually Shinichi. And Shinichi, who has consistently been discounted and not taken seriously because of what he looks like, relishes Heiji's consideration, momentarily forgetting his circumstances as he deducts without his usual façade. Heiji always recognizes the value in Shinichi's words—he goes so far as to suspect that they're true Sleeping Kogoro!—regardless of how the person speaking them appears.

🔎 The way that Heiji is so set on seeing Shinichi again—after meeting him all of once!—that he enters a Sherlock Holmes fan tour (Episodes 57-58), which required exemplary knowledge of Holmes to be selected, despite openly not being a Sherlock Holmes fan and preferring Ellery Queen... all for the self-admitted chance that he might find Shinichi there. Not only that, Heiji effortlessly rattles off various facts about Shinichi, making it abundantly clear that he's read plenty of Shinichi-focused interviews and reports.

[Image description: Screenshot from Episode 57. Frowning and with his hand on his chin, Heiji thinks to himself, “Kudo ain’t here. I shouldn’t have come on this tour...” End image description.]

🔎 The way that Heiji notes in FUNimation's English dub, "When a guy's away from his girl, she's all he can think or talk about" (Episode 48), and the way that this sentiment near perfectly applies to his feelings about Shinichi, given that he gushes and talks about the Detective of the East so incessantly and with such reverence that Kazuha initially believes that Shinichi is a girl whom Heiji is in love with (Episode 118).

🔎 The way that Heiji's unabashed affection is so notable in this story, as characters here are typically embarrassed to admit their warm feelings for one another.

🔎 The way that their relationship is thus built on a kind of openness and honesty seldom seen in the franchise, something evident not only in Heiji's proud displays of emotion but also in Shinichi's vulnerability with Heiji. As soon as their third meeting (Episodes 77-78), Shinichi reveals to Heiji the tragic conclusion of one of his most emotionally devastating cases, “The Piano Sonata ‘Moonlight’ Murders" (Episode 11), wherein he couldn't stop the culprit from committing suicide. It's a trauma he explicitly feels unable to share with Ran, and it's likely that he hadn't spoken of it to anyone else aware of his identity at that point, either. But he feels safe letting Heiji in.

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 78. Conan kneels on a table and looks inside a container while Heiji looks at him. Conan says, a very serious look on his face, “Say, Hattori. Have you ever killed someone?” End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji takes Shinichi's words then—"A detective who corners someone with logic, but lets them commit suicide, is no different from a murderer"—to heart, sustaining a bullet wound whilst successfully preventing a culprit from shooting themselves in the head (Episode 118). The way that Heiji so deeply values Shinichi and his insights. The way that Shinichi realizes the depth of Heiji's admiration and is profoundly affected.

🔎 The way that Shinichi so deeply values Heiji and his insights. The way that, in as soon as their second encounter (Episodes 57-58), Shinichi's nervous about Heiji uncovering his true identity, despite never feeling similarly about the actual police detectives with whom he'd worked dozens of cases at that point.

[Image description: Screenshot from Episode 58. Conan looks up at Heiji, thinking to himself, “But it’s all over if he catches me during my explanation.” End image description.]

🔎 The way that Heiji's deduction suspecting Shinichi's favorite soccer player of murder enrages Conan (Episode 239), and the way he angrily declares that he'll prove Heiji wrong, signifying just how intensely Shinichi respects Heiji and his logic, because why else would Shinichi get so heated and determined to uncover the evidence that would render Heiji's deduction false?

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 239. Conan, furiously angry, tells Heiji, "That's ridiculous! It's absolutely impossible!" Then, Heiji, with a surprised expression on his face, is shown beside Conan, and Conan continues, "And I'll prove it, just you wait!" End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Shinichi thinks so highly of Heiji that, in his imagined future (OVA 9, "The Stranger From 10 Years Later"), Shinichi conceives of 26/27-year-old Heiji as a prominent, well-renowned detective with his own agency—who is so good at what he does and so attractive that he's nicknamed "The Lady-Killer of Naniwa."

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from the 9th Detective Conan OVA, "The Stranger From 10 Years Later.” Conan (now an 11th grader just like Shinichi was) watches a news broadcast on the streets of Tokyo. It's an interview with an older Heiji Hattori, who smiles politely. The interviewer says, "I've heard that the young ladies have a certain nickname for Hattori-san... "The Lady-Killer of Naniwa." End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that they both respect each other but never fall into unhealthy idolizing, with Heiji not hesitating to call Shinichi out for his bias in the aforementioned Episode 239, with both willing to disagree and not unthinkingly believe anything the other says (see also Episode 174).

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 174. In the first image, with his face shadowed by darkness, Heiji says, “This is very interesting.” In the second image, the full moon is shown, with clouds moving to let its light shine through. Heiji continues, “How unusual. Our deductions aren’t the same.” In the third image, Conan’s face is slightly lit by the moon. He says, with a smile, “Yes, this has only happened once when we first met.” End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that, with the help of their fathers, they both solve the same case while in middle school and are then too ashamed to meet because they feel the other is the better detective for seemingly solving the mystery on his own (Episode 490)... but they still smile fondly at the prospect of finding each other again one day.

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 490. In the first image, with a fond smile on his face, Heiji thinks, "Well, even if I don't see him, if he's a detective..." In the second image, with a similarly fond smile on his face, Shinichi thinks, "We'll get to see each other one day on some mysterious stage." They are both outside at night, with snow falling around them. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that the sponsor screen at the end of the episode (left sponsorless on streaming sites like Viu and Bilibili), which usually consists of a still or short looped animation, is instead a collection of clips from the case that looks like a Heishin fancam.

🔎 The way that the episode, focused on Heiji and Shinichi's relationship, is filled with traditionally romantic imagery, with cherry blossoms in the beginning and, of course, the snow.

🔎 The way that Heiji originally defines Shinichi as his rival but is repeatedly ecstatic to work with Shinichi, not against him. The way that Heiji loves to emphasize their similarities, bringing them closer together rather than farther apart (as pictured below in Episodes 117, 189, and 516), and the way that Shinichi, likewise, is delighted by the existence of a young detective just like him (Episode 490), even blushing when he first learns of Heiji in the manga's version of the story.

[Image descriptions: Three screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 117, Heiji smiles while talking to Conan on the phone, saying, "Yeah, I bet! You and me are a lot alike! We cross paths before we even know it!" In the second image, from Episode 189, Heiji sits with Conan on Conan's hospital bed, holding a bouquet of flowers. Heiji says, "I was shot in the stomach, too. We've got things in common." In the third image, from Episode 516, Heiji smiles broadly while picturing Shinichi, thinking, "It's just as I thought! We're two of a kind, birds of a feather!" End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji gleefully describes himself as Shinichi's best friend rather than Shinichi's rival (Episodes 277, 521). The way that Heiji finds helping and being friendly with Shinichi so much more important than competing against him.

[Image descriptions: Three screenshots. In the first two images, from Episode 277, Heiji smiles and blushes as he says, "This old man [Dr. Agasa] called me, saying that if I, your best friend, came, I could help you." In the third image, from Episode 521, Heiji smiles and blushes in the car as he tells Kogoro, who is driving, "Of course because I'm Shinichi's best friend." End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji engages in some of the silliest—and cutest—shenanigans so that Conan can participate in solving mysteries with him. Be it stuffing Conan in his jacket (Episode 118), lifting Conan up so that he can see evidence (Episodes 263, 278), or even sabotaging a good luck charm to make it so rain would cancel a field trip that'd keep Conan from a case (Episode 325, though, okay, maybe I don't like that example so much...), Heiji treasures working with Shinichi and is so eager to do whatever he can to ensure that his friend can freely do what he loves.

[Image descriptions: Four screenshots. The first image, from Episode 118, shows Heiji unzipping his jacket, where Conan had been hiding. Conan gasps for breath and blushes. The second image, from Episode 263, depicts a rainy scene. Heiji holds up Conan so that Conan can see a photograph held by Inspector Otaki. The third image, from Episode 278, shows Heiji holding up Conan so that Conan can see a photograph held by Inspector Megure. Jodie, behind them, looks at the photograph, too. The fourth image, from Episode 325, shows a sunny boy doll meant to keep the rain away. Heiji’s hand reaches for the doll. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Shinichi asks Heiji for help.

🔎 The way that Shinichi Kudo, the guy who hides his trauma, who'll skip meals out of anxiety without ever admitting what's really on his mind, who forces smiles so that others won't worry about him, whose refusal to ask for help and rely on others is what created Conan in the first place, confides in Heiji. The way that Dr. Agasa, who has been more of a constant in Shinichi's life than his own parents, calls for Heiji, all the way out in Osaka, to help Shinichi—and more than once (Episodes 189, 277)!

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 189. With a serious expression on his face, Heiji sits on Conan's hospital bed, holding a bouquet of flowers. He says, "Truth is, I got a call from an old guy named Agasa last night. He wanted to talk to me about you." Conan looks surprised at these words. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Agasa feels that Shinichi will not open up to anyone else. The way that, even if Shinichi (so far as I know) never explicitly refers to Heiji as his best friend as Heiji does for him, from how he must talk about Heiji, Agasa believes as much.

🔎 The way that Agasa is right. The way that Shinichi does open up to Heiji, especially in Episode 189, where he asks for advice—where he asks, regardless of his near-constant moralizing and strong sense of justice, what Heiji thinks is right. Where he asks what Heiji would do in his place.

[Image descriptions: Two screenshots from Episode 189. In the first image, Conan, in his hospital bed with the bouquet of flowers that Heiji brought on the sheets, says, "Hattori, listen." In the second image, the camera pans out to show Heiji standing by his bed as Conan continues, "What would you do? What do you think is right?" End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that, though it looks amusing out of context because Conan's sitting on the toilet, Shinichi repeats the same question to Heiji hundreds of cases later (Episode 491)—"What would you do? If you were in my position?"—and how, in that case, he's looking for Heiji to supply the same answer that he's already decided for himself because he, too, finds comfort in their similarities. The way that Heiji's identical response then—that he'd "just go for it" regardless of the danger—assures Shinichi that he's making the correct choice even if you could argue that he really isn't.

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 491. Conan sits on the toilet, talking to Heiji on the phone. He says, "What would you do? If you were in my position?" Heiji then answers, “Well, if it were me, I’d just go for it.” But then, with troubled expression on his face, he stammers, “I mean, no, I would...” With a smile, Conan says, “I’d do exactly what you would. I’ll pry as deep as I can into it. Until the curiosity within me dries out.” End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji is always so ready to help Shinichi, be it the little things like lifting him up or the bigger things like trying to give him peace of mind in regards to Ran (Episode 189). The way that Heiji directly says as much in Episode 278—"If any other suspicious persons show up, just call me! I'll run right over!" The way that, as the story progresses, Shinichi asks for Heiji's help without any prompting from anyone else (Episodes 345, 479). The way that Shinichi trusts that Heiji can help, not even bothering to think up a plan to get away and shrink back into Conan where he can't be seen in Episode 522 because he has complete faith in Heiji to handle it.

🔎 The way that Heiji's immediate response to Shinichi's request that he put his life on the line and disguise himself as Shinichi Kudo is to send an "OK" composed entirely out of heart emojis (Episode 345).

[Image descriptions: Two screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 278, Heiji runs and says, "If any other suspicious persons show up, just call me! I'll run right over!" In the second image, from Episode 345, Conan looks at his phone, which has a message up that's just an "OK" composed out of pink heart emojis, which had been sent to him by Heiji. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that the 33rd opening sequence, "Miss Mystery," so beautifully and perfectly encapsulates this aspect of Shinichi and Heiji's relationship. Conan readies himself to handle everything on his own, as he feels he must do, only for Heiji to rush in, without any hesitation, and break through the obstacles in Conan's path. And Conan accepts Heiji's help. More than that, he smiles at Heiji's help, because Heiji gives him strength.

[Image descriptions: GIFs from OP 33, set to the song "Miss Mystery" by BREAKERZ. Conan runs only to stop before long, finding a wall of English text blocking his path. The wall includes the words "DNA," "POISON," "LOCKED ROOM," "ALIBI," "BLOOD TYPE," "ANAGRAM," "FINGERPRINTS," and "DYING MESSAGE," among others. Conan takes a step back and prepares to knock away the text, but Heiji arrives running. Conan looks in surprise as Heiji leaps into the wall and clears the path for him, knocking text away with his feet before landing. Heiji then turns to look at Conan behind him, smiling. After a moment of surprise, Conan returns the smile with one of his own. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Shinichi is truly so grateful to have Heiji in his life. The way that he's immensely frustrated when Heiji declines working a case with him and hangs up the phone (Episode 117). The way that he can't stop thinking about Heiji when his partner suddenly disappears from an investigation (Episode 174). The way that he doesn't want to carry out a deduction show alone when Heiji should be there (Episode 224). The way that he so earnestly and genuinely thanks Heiji for his help in Movie 13, The Raven Chaser.

[Image descriptions: Six screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 117, Heiji, talking to Conan on the phone, hangs up, saying, "Lemme know if you figure anything out! Good luck!" In the second image, also from Episode 117, Conan angrily throws down his phone, swearing, "Damn!" In the third image, from Episode 174, Conan sweats and thinks to himself, with a worried expression on his face, "What's happened to you, Hattori?" In the fourth image, from Episode 224, Conan sits behind Kogoro, preparing for a deduction show, and looks at his watch. He thinks, "Hattori, where are you? Why aren't you here? What're you doing?" In the fifth and six images, from Movie 13, The Raven Chaser, Conan talks to Heiji on the phone. He smiles kindly as he says, "Thank you, Hattori. For real." End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that they both care so much for one another that they have nigh-supernatural instincts about when the other is in danger. The way that Heiji is so haunted by a bad dream of Shinichi's death—which very nearly comes true—that he lends Conan his good luck charm (which then saves Shinichi's life) (Episode 118). The way that Conan instantly knows something is amiss when Heiji is thrown overboard a cruise ship, despite no one else noticing anything and, considering how deep he was in the ship, how he shouldn't have noticed anything himself (Episode 174).

[Image descriptions: Four screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 118, Heiji says, "I had a bad dream..." In the second image, also from Episode 118, Conan has his hand on his face in thought, while in the background, Heiji imagines Shinichi in pain, clutching a bloody wound on his chest. In the third image, from Episode 174, Conan sweats with a horrified expression on his face. In the fourth image, also from Episode 174, Conan asks Kogoro, "Hey, didn't you hear a strange water noise?" End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji always sees Shinichi as himself. The way that his aforementioned nightmare involves Shinichi, not Conan, even though it's Conan who's nearly killed (Episode 118). The way that Heiji describes Conan when asking about other investigators of a case (Episode 516) but pictures Shinichi in his mind (pictured way above). The way that he sees Shinichi in the place of Conan and has to rub his eyes to find reality again (OVA 2).

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from OVA 2, “16 Suspects?!” Both wearing coats and scarves, Heiji stands next to Kazuha outside. She smiles, but Heiji looks as though he can’t believe what he’s seeing. It turns out that he’s seeing Kudo, who crouches next to Ran with a serious expression on his face. Heiji thinks, “Kudou!” He then rubs his eyes and sees reality: Conan standing beside Ran with his hands in his jacket pockets. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Heiji is arguably the catalyst to a more permanent APTX 4869 antidote, and thus, symbolically, the key to Shinichi's true self. Because of him, Shinichi is able to instruct Ai to drink the baigar/paikal/baijiu to escape from Pisco (Episode 177), which not only saves her life but also allows her to procure the drug data necessary to concoct more antidotes.

🔎 The way that Heiji is right by Shinichi's side practically every time that he's able to be himself. The way that the only movie in which Shinichi makes a genuine, non-flashback, non-Kid-in-disguise appearance, Movie 7, Crossroad in the Ancient Capital, features Conan purposefully making himself sick and taking an antidote for Heiji and Kazuha's sake.

🔎 The way that Conan thinks, "Thank you, Harley!" while holding a bottle of alcohol in FUNimation's English dub (Episode 50).

🔎 The way that they both want the best for each other and support one another. The way that Heiji encourages Shinichi to do the right thing when it comes to Ran (Episodes 189, 524). The way that Heiji celebrates Shinichi's successes (Episode 491). The way that Heiji cheers Shinichi up when the conclusion to a case depresses him to such an extent that everyone worries about his wellbeing (Episode 239). The way that the tension leaves Heiji when he sees a smile on his friend's face again.

[Image descriptions: Six screenshots from Episode 239. In the first image, Conan looks sad, holding his face in his hand. Offscreen, Ran says, “Maybe Conan’s the same [as Shinichi] and he’ll start to hate soccer [because something disappointed him about it].” In the second image, Heiji tries to kick a soccer ball but drops it. In the third image, Conan says, “You’re lousy.” In the fourth image, Conan starts kicking the soccer ball himself, saying, “This is how you do it!” In the fifth image, Heiji smiles in relief. In the sixth image, Conan smiles as he kicks the soccer ball. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that Shinichi attempts the same lifting of spirits for Heiji when Heiji's found himself angry and irritated for reasons he doesn't understand (Episode 406). The way that Shinichi is sincerely flustered that his pick-me-up effort fails.

[Image descriptions: Two screenshots from Episode 406. In the first image, Conan holds on to Heiji with his hands over Heiji's eyes. Heiji, standing, grips Conan's arms, saying, "Hey! Stop it!" Conan, imitating Kazuha, says, "It's me!" In the second image, Conan sits on the ground and looks up, a surprised expression on his face. He blushes slightly as he thinks to himself, "Hey, Hattori." End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that, when Heiji admits his insecurities (Episode 479), Shinichi assures him that he's in the right without any teasing or sass. The way that, throughout that case, Shinichi is always by Heiji's side, even as Heiji gets insulted left and right. The way that Shinichi never follows Hakuba and openly defends his friend.

[Image descriptions: Screenshots from Episode 479. With a serious expression on his face, Heiji asks, “Hey, Kudo. Am I wrong?” Conan answers with a smile, saying, “No. Not at all.” End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that there's an official illustration that depicts "Conan's Dream Vacation"... which involves Shinichi as himself playing beach volleyball with Heiji, Ran, and Kazuha.

[Image description: An illustration that depicts Conan dreaming about playing beach volleyball with Heiji, Ran, and Kazuha as Shinichi. End image description.]

🔎 The way that the cover art for a movie guidebook promoting Movie 21, The Crimson Love Letter, shows Conan unabashedly enjoying a piggyback ride from Heiji.

[Image description: The cover of a book that depicts Conan on Heiji's back in a piggyback ride as he walks down the street. They both smile broadly and share street food. The text advertises the book's contents, and there are two images of Momiji on the bottom left. End image description.]

🔎 The way that they're so in sync that they come to the same conclusions at the same time even when they're not directly working with each other (Episodes 58, 490).

[Image descriptions: Five screenshots. In the first three images, from Episode 58, Conan and Heiji make a realization at the same time, which is visually represented with a flash of light and their eyes widening. Heiji then thinks, with a smile, "That's it!" Afterwards, Conan thinks, with a smile, "Now I see!" In the fourth image, from Episode 490, a detective, on the phone with Shinichi, says, "He [Shinichi] is telling the exact same deduction as that boy [Heiji] with the exact same timing." In the fifth image, also from Episode 490, Shinichi and Heiji, in different locations, are shown reacting in surprise to this revelation. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that they Vibe. The way that they finish each other's sentences and speak in unison (Episodes 142, 174). The way that they smile at each other when they've realized the same thing simultaneously or succeeded in their goal (Episodes 293, 327, 522). The way that it's repeatedly stated that they're such good friends (Episodes 191, 325) because they love being together and make that love no secret.

[Image descriptions: Five screenshots. In the first image, from Episode 142, Conan and Heiji sit in a tree and smile at each other, saying, in unison, "The case is hereby closed." In the second image, from Episode 174, it's nighttime, and Conan and Heiji smile broadly at each other as they bring their faces close together and say, in unison, "A fake!" In the third image, from Episode 293, Heiji crouches so that he is eye level with Conan and smiles at him. Conan eagerly smiles back. In the fourth image, from Episode 327, Conan looks up at Heiji and smiles, and Heiji smiles back. In the fifth image, from Episode 522, Shinichi and Heiji sit in a car and smile at one another. End image descriptions.]

🔎 The way that they're both so good for each other—"that Heiji is someone Shinichi can trust and rely on when he’s forced to keep so many secrets, and that Shinichi is someone who respects and values Heiji when he’s so plagued by self-doubt."

#detective conan #case closed #heiji hattori #shinichi kudo #conan edogawa #heishin #ramblings #shut up goop #suicide mention #video #i am cringe but i am free...#judging from all the links i cluttered this up with practically everything i've done on this blog this past year led up to this monstrosity #and i really wish i could have formatted it better but i was trying to work with the beta for the image descriptions...#and the beta doesn't let me just paste in images anymore? i don't like saving the screenshots i use for essays if i don't have to haha #so i saved a tumblr draft of the images without the beta because without the beta i can still paste things in #but now you get that source link at the bottom? and idk i guess that's good for this because it's easy to click that for full size #but idk about this beta and the 10-image limit and its funky paragraphs now (couldn't mass delete my notes at the end)...#not sure of the best way to write essays on tumblr anymore #but if nothing else i've been behind on laundry (partly because i was working on this post lol)#and so the last couple of days i wore these tops that i've worn like once or not at all #'cause they kinda look like things that a 1980s businesswoman would wear and so feel a bit 'much' haha #but nobody said anything so i guess they fit well enough with my usual wardrobe and y'know they made me feel cute #so i want to wear them more now :)#so yeah this post's ridiculous (i seriously thought it'd be a quick little thing!)#but if nothing else it maybe helped convince me to mix up my wardrobe? ^^;#and i really do love these two...#maybe i focused too much on shinichi but i really wanted to emphasize that i don't think heishin's as one sided as it gets made out to be #maybe i'll update this as i watch more idk...#edit: ditched the beta so that i could put more pictures on this :')#gifs i made

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“Romanced Companions react to a Drunk Inquisitor celebrating their victory against a dragon”

Thank you anon! Honestly half tempted to write this into the chapters it deserves but, alas, it’ll just have to be short little tidbits. Unless, you know, I feel the need to write further👀.

-Lord Lex

Cullen

“Maker, give me strength.”

-Heard you were back after a particular dangerous battle with a dragon and had expected you to come up and tell him about it, but after 3 hours, he still hadn’t seen you

-Eventually finds you at the bar drunk with Bull, both making cheers to random things such as Dorian’s ass and even Cullen’s own ass

-”Love, I think you’ve had enough.” Tries to help you up as you’re giggling and stumbling over your words to explain the difference between getting fucked by a dragon and getting “fucked” by Cullen

-Maker help this poor man, he’s burning and trying to hush you yet nothing’s working. You’re gonna have a long talk in the morning. Or not, if he’s too embarrassed

Josephine

“Dearest, there you are!”

-Laughing and enjoying seeing you celebrate a victory like this, especially after this spectacular hunt. Definitely wasn’t worried when she received word that you had gone into battle against a dragon, for Andraste’s sake

-She knows it’s no use but she’s trying to have a civil conversation with you about making a trophy to commemorate it

-Bull mumbles something causing you to give a very dramatic gasp, saying “To my Josey-posey! The most dignified of the…dignities. I’d fight 10 dragons for her!” Not the most romantic thing but she thinks it’s rather sweet

-Definitely pokes fun at her new nickname, saying if you’d like any help from your Josey-posey

Solas

“Ma vhenan, is this really how you'd like to celebrate this victory?”

-Was very proud and very surprised that you’d been able to take down a dragon, especially with the different conditions of the battlefield you’d been on

-Actually had planned on having a celebratory drink with you but it seemed the Iron Bull had beaten him to the punch and was already well into the bottle. Sorry, bottles. Several.

-He’s trying to coax you to bed so that you won’t be completely incapacitated tomorrow but you’re not going down without a fight, demanding he drinks with you

-After much one sided arguing, finally agrees. Of course, it’s just water but you’re none the wiser as you make a cheer to Solas, as you declare your love for him. He makes a cheer to you as well, “May your heart forever be joyous and find all your battles as stupendous as this one.”

Cassandra

“Bull, did I not tell you only a few drinks would be fine? This is half the bar.”

-You know what, she should’ve expected this. It’s Bull, why wouldn’t he drink and drag you into this? And if he was pouring you the same amount? Ho boy, it’s gonna be a long night.

-She’s trying to convince you to go rest so that the head pain you’ll have in the morning won’t be as bad, but to no avail

-Drops it and decides to just carry you. Easy enough. Except for when you keep trying to pet her face. And kissing her cheek. And trying to hug her. And just being affectionate, stop it, damn it

-Last thing you say is something along the lines of how lovely Cassandra is, how she outshines the morning sun or something poetic like that before passing out. She’s an absolute blushing mess. Even if you only meant it because you’re drunk she still thinks about it

The Iron Bull

“How about another round, Kadan? Or you about finished?”

-He can drink for a good while, which irritates Cabot but what can he do? Bull’s paying for the drinks anyways

-This honestly would be one of the first few times you’ve drank together, so not only are you celebrating but Bull is watching to see what your limit is for the future is ever you wanted to drink again with him

-There is most definitely dirty words exchanged during this and implied thoughts, but Bull doesn’t act upon them unless he has a definite idea on yalls relationship. If so, Cabot has to ask you to leave. He’d rather keep the counter clean

-Bull eventually carries you back to your room, slung over his shoulder and singing your own renditions of the bard’s songs

Dorian

“Cheers to not dying! And very, very fine company!”

-He’s getting just as drunk as you are, both of you trying to keep up with Bull who just keeps pouring drink after drink. Doesn’t mind it though, he’s got a high tolerance for most drinks

-Leads to both of you just shamelessly flirting with each other, until it’s just “I love you more!” “No, I love YOu morre!”

-Man is just holding your face in his hands as he’s declaring how ridiculous and wonderful and dangerous you are, how did you win against a dragon? How did ANY of you win against a dragon? Why aren’t y'all dead?! Or are you dead?! Well that would suck.

-Tries to lead it on to more “activities” in private but you both just end up passed out in the library in his chair

Sera

“What the hell, Bull! First you don’t invite me to come drinking, then you get my Inky all out of it!”

-She’s not actually mad, more irked than anything. He had invited her but she hadn’t been paying attention. As for you, she’d been looking for you for a good while before finding you here

-She wanted to share all the new puns and jokes she made about the dragon and even the scale she managed to get before you left

-Just being her sour little self until you lean over and whisper a certain thing you’d like to do that involves you, her, her bedroom, and something about honey?

-Loses it with giggles and drags you away upstairs, leaving Bull chuckling at how quickly her mood changed

Blackwall

“I’m quite sure that’s not what happened, but go on.”

-Joined you both in celebratory drinks but not even trying to catch up to you two. Is just enjoying spending some time with you and listening to you and Bull’s words slurring

-Not even gonna stop you. Have your fun, gods know you haven’t had time for it

-It’s also pretty funny listening to you trying to retell how you killed the dragon but each time it gets more and more strange. Where did the mention of nugs attacking come from?

-Of course, we can’t forget about the flirting. There’s so many pick up lines and jokes, you can clearly see where his beard ends and where his bright blushing face begins. If it starts to get too dirty, he picks you up saying “I think it’s time the Inquisitor heads to bed” and quickly leaves

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mystical-lemonade · 3 years

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Hi! Can I request some smut headcanons for Riddle, Azul and Rook with their first time with a fem s!o? Thank you( ˘ ³˘)♥

Warnings: Sexually explicit

Wordcount: 1,320

Pairings: Riddle Rosehearts x f!reader, Azul Ashengrotto x f!reader, Rook Hunt × f!reader

I want to preface this by saying over time, Riddle will get so much better

Generally very stiff

Riddle doesn’t have many memories of getting kind affection from any female figures in his life

So it takes him a good long while before he even thinks about sex

Then at least another month after that before he's ready to consider doing it with you

Be patient with him

I'm afraid to say that any sexual advances you make towards him before the 8 month mark of your relationship will end up with him panicking

So once he finally approaches you, with the desire to try the whole sex thing out, you will have to explain some things to him

Like the concept of foreplay

Because he genuinely does not know anything

His version of sex ed was "Riddle don't you dare have any sexual thoughts or feelings. Sex is for making babies, if you do it before marriage you will die"

You absolutely will have to take control

He will let you, because he needs to learn what to do

Guide his hands, show him where to touch and how

Kiss him. Kiss him plenty

All over.

Tell him how good he's doing. That you're enjoying it

Thank him for going outside his comfort zone for you

The appreciation you show him will go a long way to help him get comfortable with the whole "hes about to put his Penis in you" thing

Don't, don't try and give him head unless you want him to explode.

Because he will, and it'll end with him being simply too embarrassed to continue

Save that for later on

Hes very good at kissing you, you can tell he enjoys it

Now you're going to have to ensure he's made you come at least once during foreplay, because I don't think just the penetrative sex will be able to do it for you

Its going to be sloppy, and slow and he definitely will come quite quickly.

He was a virgin before this so not only is it a big deal for him, but he's genuinely very sexually repressed

The boy has masturbated maybe 3 times his whole life and none until completion because he just can’t stop thinking about his mother and how disappointed she'd be in him

The one thing Riddle is absolutely prepared with though, is condoms.

He may not want to have anything to do with sex usually but he knows what protection is and absolutely keeps plenty in the dorm.

He cannot stop his dorm members from engaging in sex but he wants them to be safe at least when they do it

Cries after you're both done

Its just such an emotional relief for him, he loves you so much that he was willing to go against everything that he had been taught

And to see that it wasn't a bad thing, that sex is enjoyable and wonderful with someone you love?

Its overwhelming

This is also the moment he realises he wants to marry you. Because he knows nobody will ever be able to replicate the amount of love he feels for you in this moment.

Will help you get dressed after should you need it

You two will share some snacks and just talk, get emotional, be mushy and loving

And then you'll fall asleep in each other's arms, the last thing either of you remember before slipping into unconsciousness is the whispered "i love yous" you both shared

Inexperienced, so you'll have to take at pretty slow

Knows what he wants, but not how to ask for it

Will be bright pink right down to his chest

Definitely sets it up with you like he's scheduling a meeting

Its the only way he can face you without wanting to crawl into his octopus pot and never leave

"Doll, we've been dating for some time now and I believe we're ready to take it to the next step. Are you free this Thursday at 6pm?"

Don't worry, the twins will make fun of him for it as soon as he informs them

When you do end up doing it he will absolutely have set up some romantic candles and rose petals.

He wants to make a good impression

Definitely a sex with the lights off kind of guy

At least the first time

Not really sure what to do with himself at all at first

So please for the love of all you hold dear, guide his hands to where you want them

He'll get it eventually

Will go nuts with the foreplay

Azul read many guides to human coitus before this point so he knows what he has to do before the fun begins

So he'll do his very best to please you

Be vocal, tell him if he's doing a good job, or what he needs to do better

He needs to hear it so that he can blow your mind

Oral confuses him but he's more than happy to do it for you

He'd probably make you cum once or twice depending on your general sensitivity to his ministrations before moving on

Praise him. He desperately wants to hear it.

Worship his body, show him just how much you appreciate his efforts

And once you're nice and ready he'd work himself up, and then slowly penetrate you

He wants to make sure he doesn't accidentally hurt you by going too quickly

Once he'd fully sheathed himself and started moving he'd probably only last about 1 or 2 minutes

He's so touch starved it makes him extremely sensitive

So he nuts very quickly

Definitely is a compliment to you though!

Will 100% apologise over and over again

Reassure him its fine and that you don't care. As long as he enjoyed himself too

And if you have a silver tongue, maybe, just maybe you could talk him out of his embarrassment enough that he would let you ride him to completion.

Once you're all done he'll probably just run a bath for you both before you to climb into bed to sleep.

Very gentle

He has some previous experience so he doesn't fumble around aimlessly

But he remains on the side of caution

Really wants to make sure you're comfortable with everything he's doing

The first time with him will be very, very passionate

We're talking hands intertwined, slow steady thrusts, and plenty of eye contact

He will be praising you the entire time

Its one of his biggest kinks, and the only one you'll be seeing much of the first time

"Thats it ma cheriè, just like that. Perfect~ You're doing wonderful. Being so very good for me Bunny~"

Will absolutely eat you out like a starving man

Sit, sit on his face. Just sit on it

You'll have your mind blown

He loooooves it so much

Your thighs clamping down on his skull as he makes you cum

Cleans you up a bit with his tongue afterwards as well

Will make you have multiple orgasms

He doesn't feel like he did a good job unless you've had at least 2. Aiming for 3

At least for the first time

Not enough to cause you pain

But enough that by the time you're all done for the night, you're sleepy and soft in his arms

He'll take his time with the aftercare.

A warm washcloth for cleaning you off, some nice smelling lotions for your legs,

Don't want you to have any muscle cramps!

Dress you in some nice soft and clean pyjamas and underwear

He'll carry you to the bathroom so you can pee, Rook would rather die before he gave you a UTI

And finally he'd hand you a nice big glass of water

Once you're finished with that, he'd tuck you back into bed, your head resting on his bare chest.

And you'd snuggle the rest of the evening

Thank you for the request dear. I hope it lives up to your expectations!

If you liked the post and want to see more from me feel free to send me a request . See you soon~

Sincerely, Jupiter

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creweemmaeec11 · 3 years

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The problem with the romanticization.

Please take a moment to read, as this is an important topic to me, and it would mean a lot <3

As some of you may know, I am a big believer in tearing down the romanticization of abusive, obsessive, toxic, or manipulative behaviour.

I want to say right at the beginning of this post, I am not a psychologist and while I have done a decent amount of research I am also nowhere near a professional. This is just my opinion.

I'm making this post, not with the intent of shaming others or casting hate on anyone who makes content that may fall into this category, but with the hope of making more people simply aware of this idea, so they themselves can come to their own conclusion and opinion.

It is also important for me to point out the scale of what is considered abusive behaviour, especially in this context, is beyond vast, and is strongly individualistic due to its direct relation to one's moral beliefs. Everyone has told a lie, but one lie doesn't make you a manipulative person. The question then becomes how many lies can a person get away with before it is considered manipulative? Ultimately, these are conclusions you'll have to come to on your own, as there is no definitive answer and usually has to be considered situationally, and not as a whole.

My problem is not at all with the creation of this content, nor its creators, but the ideology and labelling of it as "normal", "healthy" or even "sexy", instead of making note of its impacts.

The concern is, when abusive behaviour is put in a positive light, readers may start to view the behaviour itself, as a whole, as positive.

That doesn't mean every aspect of a positive relationship has to be perfect, in fact, that would be arguably just as damaging. No relationship, romantic or otherwise, will be perfect because nobody is perfect. Good characters will and should always have flaws.

The solution is not in avoiding making or consuming this content, but I believe it's in increasing your own critical thinking.

I'd like to highly, HIGHLY, recommend this article, and ask you to read, or even just skim it. They do an amazing job explaining things simply, way better than I could do, and highlighting why this is even a problem in the first place. It isn't very long, don't worry.

https://www.dvsn.org/february-2021-the-romanticizing-of-domestic-violence-in-literature/

Whether you are a consumer or a creator of any type of media, I think you'd benefit from this food for thought as a way to encourage your critical thinking of the media relationships portrayed around or by you. I'd also like to link to the video that first opened me up to this idea at all, and it does a great job highly just how toxic "Twilight" is. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgpY9nCo43k&t=5s

Plus I'd like to include the video I was watching today that prompted this post at all, which deals with the psychopathy test, and the idea that we are building a society that encourages these personality traits, but also the problem with the stigma and way the idea of "psychopath" is portrayed in media. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRN8MSkByeQ&t=2s

Finally, it would really mean a lot to have this reblogged around, especially if your blog deals with younger audiences. Even a like and comment to help feed the algorithm is really appreciated <3 Also, if I tagged you in the comments, it's not at all because I am accusing you of doing this, but instead either because your my friend and I'd like to share something that's important to me with you and perhaps get your opinion, or I simply think you'd find it interesting.

#Important #Writers #Writing #Media #Media problems #romanticization #toxic traits #toxic people #Fiction

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baddiedaddy7 · 3 years

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🤍☾✨𝑀𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑆𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑠✨☽🤍

Aries Moon🦖

stands up for friends. honest. can be mean/ungrateful to their moms though😒. fun. periods may cause these folks migraines/headaches. may also make them more grouchy. usually very social. may like quick food like tv dinners, ramen noodles, etc. or “sport” drinks like gatorade. may also like general fast food(mcdonald’s, wendy’s, etc). may react to things first with anger. not really good to depend on emotionally. probably the least emotional out of all the fire moons. confident. rude/inconsiderate. music tastes may be rock, music w/screaming or just loud in general, rap, music that gets you jumping around/dancing lol. bold, but also acts 3😭.

Taurus Moon🪵

eats their emotions away. distant. down to earth. laidback. hard headed for no reason🙄. during period should take showers/baths with all fancy stuff like bubbles and soaps lol. wants food more than usual. might prefer sweets over savory. when i think of this placement i think of dark wine, or just “sensual” food in general like strawberries. romantic food. eats slowly, and may stay full for awhile. probably likes rnb, jazz, or classical music. songs focused on romance. usually emotionally stable. mom may be stable and sensible, but distant or not too warm. kind.

Gemini Moon🦋

loves taking quizzes, and personality tests. overthinks more than usual on period, or thinks of the past more than usual. very agitated lol. flows aren’t consistent, one day it’s heavy, then it’s light lol. has a new crush every other day, unless you’re mysterious😏. our daily schedule is talk abt useless things/gossip, go on some type of technology, have a mood swing/mental breakdown, then be all happy again 2 minutes later. eats snacks through out the day. fast eater, or doesn’t stay full for too long. more than likely to have anxiety or fidget a lot. we love us some aqua, virgo, and sag moons🥰. intelligent. usually talented in some way. copes through humor. restless. never boring/very interesting. likes all types of music esp edm, 80s/90s music, pop, and rap. lots of rappers are gemini moons. the most emotional air moon. charming. versatile. forgets easily, cause there’s so much information in our heads.

Cancer Moon🦢

mood swings galore. defensive. great listeners. will write you a paragraph. always there for family and friends, and great ppl to go to when you’re sad. emotional beings, and overly sensitive. periods may make you want to just sleep and eat. nipples may get delicate, and stomach may get puffed up. may prefer home cooked meals, but may also go out every now then. likes music associated with how they are feeling at the moment, so may like a few genres of music, it just depends on their mood. playlists/specific artists for every feeling lol. loyal, and very reliable. romantic. warm, i love these ppl😭. most emotional water moon.

Leo Moon🦁

good vibess. very funny, and charming. warm, but can be shallow. may love to party. enthusiastic. wants to be catered to during period. over dramatic. either lives fancy food, or junk food lol. might like both. likes pop music. probably also likes soul or rnb. probably plays music on speakers/very loudly. guys here are annoying but in a charming way. can be bossy. may also have selfish tendencies. most emotional fire moon.

Virgo Moon🌱

notices all the little details. observant. freaks out over the littlest things. silly, sometimes. cries in private. reliable. straight up. very caring, and honestly this placement is underrated. when in a bad mood tho, can be nit picky/over critical. probably gets muscle aches during period. also more worrisome during period. usually eats healthy, like low calorie foods. fruits may be the only thing they eat as snacks. smoothie lovers. another placement that likes all/a lot of music genres. sweet, and always thinks of others. most emotional earth moon.

Libra Moon🌸

unbiased. very jealous when it comes to love. friendly. very shallow. usually loyal. indecisive. wants to be around S/O or friend during period. indulges in lavishness during period. may “balance out” how they eat, for example:if they eat something too sweet they’ll eat something savory to balance the taste lol. also likes sensual foods. rnb, sexual songs, pop, and songs focused on relationships and sex are probably your go to’s. diplomatic. makes either good lovers or shitty no in between😬 the least emotional air moon

Scorpio Moon🥀

lies abt the stupidest things. reliable. the petty/bitter ex/ex bsf😂. values privacy, and doesn’t trust easily. chill. can be funny. periods can be rather strong lol. more sensitive during this time. not rlly picky abt food, or zealous abt it. might like “dark” music. bands. sexual music, or taboo. probably likes eminem lol(hes hella explicit in some songs😭). these folks are intuitive, and can be charming in a mysterious way. assholes sometimes tho lol. the least emotional water moon

Sagittarius Moons🐸

shit talkers😂. funny. these ppl are just vibes. most likely smokes. honest. inconsiderate. probably wants to be left alone on their period. definitely can’t just stay in the house during their period tho(unless they’re binge watching tv & eating snacks lol). not rlly picky. probably likes foreign food more than anything. thai takeout, may eat at an indian place, etc. probably likes music in languages they don’t even understand/foreign music. also probably rlly likes rap and pop. crackhead energy, just like gem moons lol. unreliable, but always down to have a good time

Capricorn Moon🪨

standoffish. reliable. too serious. loyal. focused on work/school. cold. go getter. more negative, and sad when their on their periods. stresses out easily. may not really care much for food. eats a normal amount. may be picky w/food. likes their food natural. may like old school music. “boring” music like classical lmao, or just instrumentals. disciplined. the least emotional earth moon

Aquarius Moon🐳

very chill. zealous abt society. cares deeply abt friends, and may prefer them over family. likely to be an activists. may have quite a few online friends. actually can give good advice. can be aloof too tho lol. may sleep less during periods. unpredictable cycles. may like “weird” combinations of food, fries and ice cream, nutella and pickles lmao, etc. likes to try new foods. either loved or hates mainstream music. probably prefers disco or edm music lol. charming ppl tbh. open minded, but also erratic/all over the place.

Pisces Moon🐛

forgives rather easily lol. loving. the victim mentality does need to go tho💀. great listeners. creative in one way or the other. you’re out of energy when it’s that time. might have weird dreams on their periods lol. may love junk/unhealthy food. appetite increases OR decreases when anxious. loves seafood or maybe hates it lol. more than likely has a sweet tooth. likes all types of music, and probably has lots of playlists. intuitive. always thinks of others, but can be overly sensitive.

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fernweh-writes · 3 years

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hiya! can you do HCs for the slashers with a male s/o? i usually always see them geared towards women so itd be fun to switch it up! (it could be their first m/m relationship or not, doesnt matter!)

Of course hun! Usually I try to keep my writing pretty gender neutral and as inclusive as possible. Hope you enjoy! Also I’m trying to get better with adding warnings… it’s a work in progress

Slashers x Male S/O

Warning: slight nsfw content in all of these and it’s slashers so mentions of murder, kidnapping, etc

Michael Meyers

Michael isn’t good with feelings, usually his feelings towards others are anything but positive, he’s sure of that. But something about you was different, he wasn’t a fan of the feeling honestly. But Michael is a curious person, so he ends up stalking you for a decent amount of time. Eventually, he’s able to predict your every move, he knows your schedule, has figured out all your favorite things. He knows everything about you.

Michael eventually comes to terms with the fact he has a crush on you. After stalking you for some time, he was able to figure out the feeling. But at first he was honestly contemplating making you his next victim just so the feeling would go away. Now he recognizes it as a good feeling though, he needs to keep you and make you his.

His go to is knocking you out on your way home from work one evening. When you wake up you’re arms are tied to the bed, but he was kind enough to leave your feet unrestrained. At first, he just stares at you, unsure of what to do now that he has you. His favorite thing is watching you while you sleep, you just look so content and happy.

Eventually, Michael lets you wander around the house. He knows you can’t leave him, he’ll simply find you again. After all, he’s stalked you for so long he would be able to find you easily. Even if you do alert the cops it’s not like it’s his first time dealing with them. It’s best if you don’t run away, he isn’t against teaching you not to leave him again if you try.

If you make attempts to be kind to him he absolutely adores it! Massaging his shoulders, rubbing patterns across his skin, baking and cooking for him are all gestures that he loves. But, it also proves to him that you care which makes him more possessive over you.

Speaking of possessive, Michael also has the strong urge to always prove to you that he’s the dominant one. He both needs and craves control and feels the need to prove that he’s bigger and stronger than you are. Expect some rough treatment from time to time, he likes to remind you of your place.

He’s a virgin and the only knowledge he really has about sex comes from what he’s caught his victims doing. While he does do a lot of stalking, he really hasn’t learned much. Besides, most of what he’s seen has been between girls and guys, very rarely has it been anything else. But once you show him? He’s insatiable. While he’s never thought much about his sexual desires before, you’ve completely changed that. You can expect him to be pressing against your ass at any time of the day.

Loves joining you in the shower. One, it’s just an easy way for him to see you naked. Two, he usually gets you to wash his hair and all for him and he loves the feeling. You running your hands all over his body to bathe him leads to three, he usually forces you to your knees and gets you to wrap those pretty lips around him. Loves the sight of you looking up at him with water on you eyelashes and lust in your eyes. Some times you’re gonna need a second shower.

Bo Sinclair

Bo is the one most likely to deny to himself that he finds you attractive. He grew up in the Deep South with a religious family in a religious town. Anything that isn’t between a guy and a girl was always frowned upon so it takes him a minute to come to terms with his feelings.

Once he does expect him to be a big flirt. Turns out, Bo can smooth talk guys and girls all the same. It’s easy for him though considering that there’s so much about you he likes that he never seems to run out of compliments. Quickly decides that he loves the sight of you blushing and flustered by the things he says.

Once again, feels the need to prove that he’s the dominant one. Bo has never given up control to anyone, you’re not going to be any different. Often makes a show of his strength to prove he’s stronger than you. Bo also just loves to manhandle you in general, especially during sex. You just look so cute when you get all flustered about him moving you around like you weigh nothing.

Lots of ass grabbing and lewd comments once he gets comfortable with you. He’s a major pervert, so expect him to be handsy with you all of the time.

Eventually gets to the point where he likes to flaunt you. You spend a lot of time with him down at the station and he occasionally gives you small, easy chores to do, but mostly he keeps you there to chat with and keep him company. This also means that you see a lot more of the victims than you might like to and Bo isn’t afraid to let them know the two of you are together. If anyone says anything rude to you then he makes sure they get turned to wax a lot faster than he normally would. If he deems the comment to offensive then there wont be much left of them to make into wax, sorry Vincent.

Bo likes to make you believe that he would never let you top him. But if your able to hold out long enough, you can make him so needy for you that he’ll relent and allow it, but only just the once. Okay, maybe more than once but it’s still a rare occasion. He still won’t let anyone believe that he would ever bottom though. Like I said before, Bo needs to feel in control and that extends to being in control of you as well.

Vincent Sinclair

Vincent wasn’t as well versed in relationships as Bo or even Lester. While he would know that he’s attracted to guys, he wouldn’t have much experience at all. He would be very surprised if you showed any interest in him at all honestly, but when you do he knows he has to keep you.

He’s very shy and nervous at first. You’re most likely the first person he’s ever had a romantic relationship with so he’s very unsure of what to do at first. It’ll take a lot of reassurance from you to get him to open up to you and even longer for him to feel confident around you. Since he doesn’t talk and is pretty socially awkward, you can expect small gifts to be his go to way of wooing you. Like a penguin giving you pebbles, he is a large man bringing you wax figures.

Vincent would definitely play a big care taker role honestly. He’s both your protector and your provider. You depend upon him to survive in Ambrose and he enjoys feeling in control for once. Vincent does a good job of making sure you’re taken care of as well. Always makes sure that you eat until your full, gives you only the best of clothes from victims suitcases, and you get first pick of the items left behind by the victims.

Likes keeping you close by. Not down in his workshop of course, he doesn’t want you to see him as a monster and witness the cruel things he does. Besides, he sees you as to precious, to pure and innocent to be able to handle witnessing such things. Of course, you’re aware of the wax figures, but you’re not aware of how they’re made and he wants to keep it that way.

Vincent prefers to have you tied up beneath him with your cheeks flushed and skin covered in sweat. Also thinks your skin looks great when it’s covered in wax. Also loves the way you look so needy for him to give you some sort of relief with your pupils blown wide, lips parted, as your hips attempt buck against his.

However, Vincent does occasionally enjoy letting you take the ropes. This usually happens when he’s stressed out and has to much on his mind. Being able to let go and let you be in charge of his pleasure gives him the freedom and comfort that he needs.

Brahms Heelshire

His parents would be surprised at him requesting a male nanny but so many women had failed that he was curious to try something else. When you came along, he decided that you were perfect for him!

Unlike most of the other slashers, Brahms is more than okay with you topping him, He secretly enjoys being forced into submission and only occasionally likes to take up the dominant role in the bedroom. Goes absolutely feral for the way you discipline him and get him to submit and be good, especially since you never fail to tell him what a good boy he is and how much you enjoy him being well behaved just for you.

At the start though, he simply watches you through the walls. Especially enjoys watching you while you’re in your room or taking a shower. He’s a dirty little wall pervert what do you expect. Once he watches you jerk off for the first time, he quickly decides that he’s 100% attracted to you. Like I said, he’s a dirty wall man.

Enjoys that you still follow the schedule and do such a good job of filling the domestic roles he craves. You provide him with more structure and stability than anyone else previously had. You’re not scared to discipline him when he steps out of line and you do such a good job of taking care of him. Especially loves when you indulge him and spoil him, it drives him crazy.

He’s needy and clingy and loves to cuddle up to you. Brahms is practically glued to your hip 24/7, following you around the mansion like a lost puppy. He’s lucky you find him cute otherwise you would grow annoyed with him quite easily. He enjoys laying his head on your chest and listening to your heartbeat, it’s really soothing to him.

Please read to him while he cuddles up against you. It’s his favorite thing ever, especially if you give him attention while you do so like playing with his hair or simply running your free hand up and down his back soothingly.

Will purposefully find ways to get dirty so that you have to bathe him. Refuses to get into the tub or shower unless you join him. Really just wants to be pressed up against the shower wall and fucked. If he needs an excuse to see you naked, he’ll steal your clothes and hide them. Then he watches from the walls as you have to go up to your room to get more clothes. The clothes he stole will remain in his room within the walls to curl up with whenever he pleases.

Billy Loomis and Stu Macher

Honestly these two would compete over you. Might even have a bet over who can woo you first. They get jealous of the other very easily.

Billy is intimidating and plenty of people are scared of him, for good reason of course. So with him you don’t really have to worry about anyone being rude or saying anything offensive. If they do then you’ll see them on the news within the next few days. If you mention it to Billy he basically says “wow, that’s unfortunate, whatever will the world do without them.”

Stu is more likely to get physical with the person as soon as anything offensive leaves their mouth. Usually he’s less affected than Billy but he’s just so protective over you that he can’t manage to keep his cool. Sadly this means he can’t kill the person since he would be more likely to be a suspect after a physical altercation like that. They’ll still have a broken nose.

Billy is more likely to be a top, Stu is more likely to bottom but he is a switch so he likes to top occasionally to. Billy is also more rough with you in bed and enjoys running the blade of his knife across your skin while he has his other hand wrapped tightly around your throat. He degrades you while he fucks you, even the praise is degrading, telling you how good you look getting fucked like the slut you are. Stu is a lot sweeter and needier when it comes to sex. He likes to praise and compliment you, telling you how good you make him feel and how good you look just for him.

Both of them are very proud of you. They aren’t afraid to show you off or be seen with you. We all know that Stu is handsy but Billy isn’t afraid to sweet talk you in front of anyone and everyone. Claims he’s classier than Stu for not basically shoving his hand down your pants in public like he hasn’t grinded against you multiple times already. He’s just more discreet about being handsy in public.

Jesse Cromeans

You get to live lavishly with Jesse, that’s for sure. He makes sure to absolutely spoil you, anything you want is yours. The movies confirmed multiple times that he’s rich and it turns out when it comes to you, Jesse is very generous with his money.

Although, he does love choosing what you wear. Of course all of the clothes in your large closet are designer, he can’t have his boyfriend looking poor. Jesse prefers to dress you up in expensive dress shirts, slacks, and ties, something about it just gets him going. Some times he’ll allow you to wear sweatpants or whatever comfy clothes you want but it’s still going to be name brand stuff.

Also likes to shower with you. Picks out expensive and high end products so that you always smell good. Of course Jesse always smells good, his favorite colognes are never less than $100 for even a small bottle. Sometimes when he comes home late at night and crawls into bed next to you, you can still smell the slight metallic scent of blood on him. It’s usually hard to notice though since the sheets smell strongly of him that it can mask it.

He’s perverted and loves to show you off. Once you find out what he does, he won’t hesitate to take you with him on his “business trips” to different warehouses. Jesse keeps you safely tucked away in his office though, he can’t risk putting you in harms way and certainly doesn’t want you to witness the carnage. Prefers you to sit in his lap during meetings and he isn’t afraid to feel you up during them either.

If he ever gets you to blow him under his desk one day don’t expect him to let you stop just because Spann or Preston walks in. Jesse won’t hesitate to force your head back down if you try and pull away. In fact, having you choke on his cock while someone else in the room does nothing but make him feel even more aroused. Luckily for you, it’ll definitely deter Spann from trying to make any more moves on your boyfriend.

Asa Emory

Asa is a sadist and he absolutely loves to see you squirm. You can expect constant teasing and degrading from him at all times, very rarely does he compliment you. When he does compliment you though, just know he truly means them. Asa doesn’t really do feelings, his best way of showing he cares for you is by keeping you locked in his home rather than in his demented hotel.

Honestly, he probably does his best to keep you from knowing about the extent of his nightly activities. Of course you know about the hotel, you spent a few months there. You also know Asa is sadistic and enjoys hurting other people, even you that he cares so much about. But your stay at the hotel was luxurious compared to what happens to the other people in there. And while he inflicted some pain and left small cuts on you with his knife, it was nothing compared to the way he tortured the other people.

Again, Asa needs control and enjoys being in charge of everything you do. He picks out your clothes, plans out your day for you, he’s into the whole dumbification thing. You have a list of responsibilities like cooking for him and keeping the already neat house clean and tidy. Your not just his boyfriend, you’re his pet. Anything he instructs you to do, you do, otherwise you’ll be punished.

Makes sure you have your own guard dog. He hates having to leave you alone and so he leaves his best trained German Shepherd with you to keep you safe. But on the bright side at least you have well trained company that also happens to be very cuddly and friendly with you. Just don’t let Asa know you let the dog on the couch…

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