#trash that's why lmao

[lizstiel]

Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table eating meatloaf when it all sort of hits – and he’s desperate to remember it exactly how it happened.

With his fork raised halfway to his mouth, a dollop of meat and sauce perched precariously on the tines, his eyes wandered over to where Cas stood by the sink in a pair of ratty pajama bottoms and one of Dean’s old t-shirts. (One of Dean’s old t-shirts, because once Cas gets his shoulders into them they never really sit the same way.)

He’s got soap up to his elbows, scrubbing methodically at the dishes Dean just dirtied, his brow a taught, concentrated line. He’s bringing the same kind of meticulous focus to the dishes that he used to bring to leading the armies of Heaven; that singular kind of attention, both unnerving and admirable. (Dean had once tried to explain that he didn’t need to wash them quite so vigorously, to which Cas had deadpanned, “Do you know how many food particles remain on the dishes you wash, Dean?” It quickly became his job, after that.)

It’s early July. About 6:30pm. The window over the sink is cracked, and the front door is wide open, letting the sound of cicadas and crickets drift in with the summer breeze. The sun’s starting to set behind the field, casting the world in that particular orange glow that has always made something in Dean ache. In the other room, the record player Sam got them for Christmas plays a beat up Janis Joplin record he’d found at a secondhand store in town. The opening chords of Me and Bobby McGee have just started, and the cicadas are humming, and the crickets are singing, and the sun is setting, and Cas is standing in old pajamas washing dishes Dean just used to make them dinner and –

Cas tilts his head.

This isn’t revolutionary. He does it a lot. A very ingrained behavior, some might say. But he isn’t confused, he’s reacting. To the song. He doesn’t react to music the way Dean wants him to, never has, but in his own way, it’s almost like he’s leaning closer to hear it. An infinitesimal thing. The smallest gesture. The corner of his mouth twitches, and Dean has never loved him more than he does at this moment: backlit by a summer sunset in their house in the middle of nowhere, hand washing dishes and listening to Janis Joplin.

Cas turns when the sound of Dean’s fork clattering on the plate sounds, but Dean just scoops him into his arms, chases any worries away with a kiss, and then another, and then one more for good measure. Cas laughs against his mouth, desperately trying to keep his soapy arms away from Dean’s dry clothes. “Dean,” he chides, squirming and chuckling, trying to extract himself from Dean’s grip. “I’m not finished.”

“I’ll get ‘em tomorrow,” Dean promises, peppering sweet little kisses down the line of Cas' throat. He hasn’t shaved in a couple of days. It tickles all the way down. “Love you so much,” he says, because he wants to. Because he’s so full with it he’s overflowing. Because if he doesn’t tell him right now, in this moment, and every moment after this one, he might die. He needs him to know. It’s vital that he knows.

Cas’ laughter warms, and he slides one soapy hand to the back of Dean’s neck, eyebrows raised in challenge when he shudders at the sensation. When Dean doesn’t immediately shoo him away, he slides the other soapy hand up Dean’s arm. “Dean?” He’s not worried, the timber of his voice is honey-smooth and light, but he’s confused. Not that Dean doesn’t tell him often, and loudly, how much he loves him, but to be fair this did kind of come from nowhere, so he understands. It’s just much too much. It’s not enough and it’s everything. It’s everything in the world Dean has ever wanted.

Janis Joplin is singing freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose, and Dean’s arms are loose around Cas’ waist, and he loves him, god he loves him so much, so he kisses him on one corner of the mouth, and then the other. Janis says, nothin’, don’t mean nothin’ hon’ if it ain’t free, no, no – and he rocks their bodies together, slow, to the beat of the music. Cas’ arms come to wind around his neck automatically, and his smile starts to sprawl into something reserved for only the really good moments. Wide and gummy and for Dean – and feelin’ good was easy, Lord, when he sang the blues. He presses his forehead to Cas’ and they just sort of sway there like that, smiling at each other like this might be the last chance they ever get.

Cas says – “I love you, Dean,” just as Janis is singing, you know feelin’ good was good enough for me – and it occurs to Dean that he’s dancing in the kitchen with the love of his life. He thinks back to the longest, loneliest nights he spent staring up at the night sky, believing wholly he’d die bloody and alone on the backend of some random hunt, and how the smallest (but loudest) part of him had wished for exactly this. For someone to hold him and see him and dance in the kitchen with him, barefoot and covered in soap.

He kisses the tip of Cas’ nose, the lines under his eyes. Doesn’t realize he’s crying until Cas is wiping tears away with the pads of his thumbs and soothing hands through his hair. He’s crying, too. Laughing and crying and telling Dean he loves him, he loves him so much, he’s loved him from the first moment he saw him.

It settles in Dean then – really settles deep, and true, and good – that he was meant for this. He wasn’t born to be a weapon. Wasn’t born to be a son, or a father, or a brother. Wasn’t born to save the world or to end it – was just meant to dance. His arms were meant to hold. To sway them both around the cheap linoleum floor, to sling low around Cas’ waist and spin them both ‘til they were dizzy with it.

They laugh and kiss and Janis is saying – good enough for me and Bobby McGee – and Dean is thinking – Yeah. Yeah, it really is.

#i'm sorry god. #mine #my fic #this literally. listen. #this came to me like a premonition #i was playing stardew valley and then it was like #if I don't write this incredibly self indulgent sappy shit I will EXPLODE #trying to get better about listening to that voice instead of ignoring it #bc i'm not like. great at writing but it makes me feel good. or it used to #and i wanna get back to that #anyway. #love how every few months dean and cas come into my life like ;)))) hey. #remember when everything you made was about us #and i'm like. god you're so right #destiel #deancas #spn #gonna try not to re-read this a thousand times until I hate it too so if it's like #trash that's why lmao #why am i so afraid anyway #ANYWAY

[turtleblogatlast]

People keep saying that Leo’s fic would suck actually and I’m here to tell you that you’re so valid for that take and also SO WRONG and in this essay I will-

#rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #oh make no mistake if he were to WRITE it it would be trash #but saying it? with literally nothing else to do? y’all underestimate himmmmm #but yeah if he wrote it it would be near unreadable lmao #I could go further in why I think it’s both funnier and more fitting that his storytelling is good but I am at work lol-

[enukitake]

ghoul named finger : )

#my art #fallout 3 #fallout ghouls #fallout 3 tulip #fallout 3 carol #fallout 3 gob #fallout 3 winthrop #fallout 3 patchwork #fo3 underworld #fallout #have some wholesome gob w mama <3 #slight gore? idk lmao #tw: patchworks rotting ass detached fingers??? dhjsahdkjhjskda i also dont know why i made them blue #this looks like absolute trash ghggjhjklk #gob #carol #tupil #patchwork #winthrop

[lil-cherubim]

Fought the pink roller blinds live

Lost his mind he did

#lovejoy fanart #lovejoy #wilbur soot fanart #wilbur soot #art #call me what you like #i had this vivid image of him just trashing some innocent blinds in a barbie house #idk why #i might be losing it honestly lmao #fanart #will gold

[lilalbatross]

#my friends make the best requests of me #our flag means death #izzy hands #stede bonnet #ofmdedit #yeah i'll throw my trash in with everyone else's art why not lmao

[moeblob]

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#honkai star rail #trailblazer #wittle trash gremlin #shockingly i glanced at the tags via search feature for a few characters after the trailblazer tag was recommended to me #and then im like.... somehow listed as a blog to follow on some #why on earth would tumblr be like ah yes this person who SOMETIMES draws hsr is to follow yes #when i draw for another fandom much more lmao #sorry to people in the tags that see it and its all my first comics fault #anyway that said im working on lots of detail for an hsr character but it wont be done tonight sooo heres a tiny doodle

[blue-berry-a-trash-artist]

Why does this look so good!?!?

CAN MY HAND NOT SEE MY URL!?!?

#digital art #my art lmao #my shitty art #digitalart #fanart #my artwork #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel fanart #human alastor #alastor fanart #alastor #hazbin hotel #why does this look good!? #I’m a TRASH ARTIST not a good artist!

[bugeyedfreaks]

Was looking at some bootleg sites lately to see if I could find some weird stuff, but I found bootlegged merch of a legit collab from Pop Mart with the reboot designs (I know, it has the original logo on this graphic, but every other product uses the reboot logo and once again they don’t know what they’re doing with the branding 😭) and I SWORE it must have been bootlegged.

these are just ugly as hell like what????

And I mean, there are some actual cool figurines from Pop Mart, but these are just…….. so gross, not even good bootleg kind of gross. I hate this.

#why are they swollen why #they have so many other cute figurines why do we get this trash #they look like me after having to watch a minute of the reboot lmao #i am sorry I just I hate these uggghhh

[imperiuswrecked]

So I just found out that Jason Aaron (aka the worst Namor writer in the long 80+ years history of the character) is writing Namor.

I'm doing fine (lying).

#namor #WHY ME. #WHY MUST THAT TRASH WRITER BE INFLICTED UPON ME #its an understatement to say that he's the worst writer bc if there was something worse to call him then thats what i would be saying #like in 80 + years namor's had some bad writing but never a writer like aaron who purposefully shits all over the character #lmao #lmao. #he didnt even know the MOST basic lore #he cant even open wiki for 5 seconds #he couldnt write a complicated character to save his life #spent years watching him tear down namor in stupid fucking avengers #but now he gets CREATIVE CONTROL OVER NAMOR AND ATLANTIS #marvel hates namor and this is proof #I've seen creators state online how they tried to get a pitch in for years #ive seen them say they would love to write namor #writers who actually KNOW the character #but nooooooo #we get #jason. fucking. aaron. #first marvel doesnt even give namor any spotlight after he was massively popular in BPWF and now they are putting him in the hands of a hac #I will be complaining #loudly #for a long time about this #jason aaron hate train

[mamawasatesttube]

just remembered how megfitz made tim think about how bernard is so much better than all the other relationships he'd "settled for" and was once again briefly consumed by rage. meghan you apologize to zoanne wilkins right the fuck now

#rimi talks #like also apologize to ari and steph and all but. i specifically am a zoanne wilkins stan blog until i die. so #i can't lie. this line alone made me dislike tim/ber significantly more than i did before reading it #and the rest of tdr did Not help with that. #protip: if you have to put down women in order to prop up your m/m ship i WILL hate that m/m ship out of spite immediately #especially when you do nothing to sell me on the ship other than going HEY THEYRE PERFECT BTW. THEYRE SO PERFECT TOGETHER. like... ok #can you tell me why they even like each other tho. (she cannot bc she doesnt know how to write a mediocre romance forget a compelling one) #god i really just. that comic was a trash fire. lord. the mentions of kon in it made the kill bill sirens go off in my head #anyways. its fine tdr isnt real it cant hurt me. but meghan does still owe my girls an apology lmao

[matryoshkamark]

guess who motherfuckers

anyway i've been Rabid about this new hyperfixation for the past mmmmonth now?? roughly?? and i've fallen head-over-heels madly in love with, specifically, postal1 dude

aheem heem all i can offer for now are sketches i'm so sorry ;A;

#matryoshkamark's art #art #artwork #digital art #clipstudiopaint #sketches #postal art #postal #postal 1 #postal 2 #postal dude #aheem heem whimper #WHY IS HE HOT #like there's an attractiveness to him despite him being a fucking possum trash man #idk i guess i just have shit standards in men #or he's legitimately really attractive and i just hate myself somehow #lmao

[bitegore]

fucking hate it when people who are hateful little bigots make posts that are completely irrelevant to the thing that they are hateful cunts about and those posts are actually really good but i know they want me personally actually dead and in the ground so i cant be like Yeah

#red rambles #terfs stop making posts forever challenge but also especially can you not do posts that make a perfectly salient point about like #people refusing to engage with languages that aren't their own bc i KNOW that's going to be an in-road to 'transgender is just an american #concept and theres no other cultures with more than two genders' (factually untrue) 'and thats why transphobia is the only #globally acceptable movement' (hateful bigoted trash nonsense) #but like americans refusing to even make the slightest attempt to understand anything in any language that isnt english drives me insane #Google translate is right there also if its six words long and four of those words are english loanwords or cognates i do expect you to jus #use your brain and get with it lmao. its not hard #i was talking about this with a friend like a month ago. how it drives me insane how some of the people around me just refuse to pick jack #anything up and get with it

[twistedappletree]

this app’s shitty autocorrect will let me type ANYTHING except Jin Ling 😭

#JANITOR LING LM F AOOOOAOOAOANANZKANXJS #just ling #like just egg #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I’m fucking wheezing why do I even use this trash app oh my god #I like the aesthetic of it I guess and that I can use it offline and it still saves my work #but like #lmFAOOOOO #apple babble 🍎 #the app is Werdsmith btw lmao #fic musings #autocorrect

[breezypunk]

Vaughn: Adrenaline Junkie. Goro: Too old for this shit.

#cyberpunk 2077 #oc: vaughn leblanc #goro takemura #otp: golden hues #breezys photostories #my screenshots #I NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT #this has been in my drafts for over a month now #I don't wanna throw it in the trash so here it is #another cringe/cute photostory I made cos of this set I built and I wanted to put it to good use lmao #ignore vaughn's old tats they are gone now xD #that's how long ago I made this #but I was staring at it and decided to go ahead and post it cos why not

[brain-rot-central]

good news, everyone

the migraine i've had since 3 am finally seems to be going away (it's currently 1pm here) and i feel like a person again. i'm starting some soup for dinner and then will most likely resume writing!!

#idk where or why i ended up with such a bad migraine #i don't have cluster headaches but when i do get a migraine #i get one that lasts like 3-4 days in various intensities #good god i thought i was gonna vomit this morning #i feel like such trash overall though #my whole body hurts #i even took aleve and i still hurt lmao #neech's speeches #don't become an old bitch like me #stay young forever

[altschmerzes]

one day my wife and i are gonna compile our enormous 'this is why this is garbage and everyone who wants to kiss this author's ass should so some serious personal reflection and also read another book im fucking begging you' review of all for the g/ame and then it will be over for all of us

#gav gab #that trash is so insulting to me for so many reasons #the racism. the misogyny. the homophobia. dear gd the homophobia. #in a book series where everyone crows about the hashtag representation too #diversity win! this m/m love story is VIOLENTLY HOMOPHOBIC!!! #i am also personally insulted by it as a sports fan lmao #and a trauma survivor #just in every possible way #the sports part is the least important obviously but it's such a pet peeve #why write about sports if you don't want to write about sports #this woman did not so much as google the wikipedia dot gov page for 'sports'