"I wouldn't expect to see you in a town like this one"
hi!
"I wouldn't expect to see you in a town like this."
Kunikida looks up and immediately feels a headache come on. In front of him is Chuuya, a smirk on his lips and glinting eyes, with Dazai next to him, all bandaged up with tousled hair and eyes that speak of horrors.
"I got promoted," Kunikida says with a sigh.
"Promoted to shit town?"
"You're so insensitive, Chuuya, clearly Kunikida wanted to see more action." Dazai waggles their eyebrows.
Chuuya catches on and does the same. "Oh, well, we could have shown him that."
"Why are you two here?"
"To annoy you," Dazai says at the same moment Chuuya replies, "What? Are we not allowed to miss you?"
"You're both a thorn in my side."
"Hmm?" Dazai muses, stepping into Kunikida's personal space and leaning in close. "Is that so?" His lips twist into a grin, eyes far more knowing than Kunikida likes.
From the corner of his eye, he sees Chuuya's smirk sharpen, feral. He comes close too, lifting a loose strand of Kunikida's hair. "Where would you rather we be, then?" Chuuya asks, warm breath circling Kunikida's ear.
Kunikida hates them both.
Kunikida hates that he wants to pull them both closer and never let them leave again.
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raine briefly rambles about their mental state
I physically can't open up to anyone. the topic if it involves my own personal being and mental state makes me tear up for no reason. I can't get past it for any reason and I still don't know the reason behind why. I want to open up and talk and express my stress and sadness and whatever, and it's easier said than done, but as a response my physical body just stresses out and makes my throat clench and cry and whatnot FOR NO REASON. I can't even find what I want. its just a simple question that I can't respond to for some reason when I actually want to open up. "why are you crying?" "I don't know why." "there must be a reason. everything has a reason. why are you crying?" "I don't know." I feel like my problems are so irrelevant that I can't dig enough to find the root reason. other people have it worse.. so why am I feeling like this? I don't have any 'trauma' that I can call back to. I don't have bad parents. what am I repressing that seems so irrelevant? why am I even feeling this way in the first place? why do I even want to die? is it the lack of a social life? I keep pushing my friends away. I did things in the past I utterly hate myself for. I wish I never had a phone. I'm probably exaggerating things but I can't have a concrete answer to why. i've maybe tried to talk to a therapist but I still couldn't open up. I tried talking. I'm tired at a young age.
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for anyone that doesn't know, i recently started school again! (that's why ive been so mia) so ill be posting class projects whenever i finish them,,, this was a figure drawing assignment :)
you can get a print of this here!
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