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[lovechai]

diluc ragnvindr x fem! reader

involves ! modern au, ( nsfw themes ) cheating, fingering, unprotected sex

author's note : it's been a while (years!) since i wrote smut, but i had this diluc brainrot i couldn't get out of my head while trying to sleep... so here it is. i'll most likely write a full-blown fic out of this idea but for now, this will make do. also!!! do mind the themes mentioned above!!!

So close, yet so far.

He is Diluc Ragnvindr, a member of the wealthiest clan in all of Mondstadt, a star player for a rival university’s esteemed basketball team, and it is known that he is currently engaged to an heiress from another prominent family back home. You are the unica hija of an affluent political family in your nation, spending time miles away from home to study business at a prestigious university. Although you and Diluc run in the same circles, the both of you already know ever since the very first meeting that you cannot be together.

Hence why it is a well-kept secret that Diluc fucks you whenever he gets a chance to be with you.

Sneaking out after training sessions and games, after scheduled dinner dates with the woman his father had arranged for him to marry, after and in between classes, in the privacy of your luxury apartment, Diluc always manages to take your attention away from anything else for you to focus on him alone. 

He would always greet you with a fervor kiss that never fails to make your knees weak, slipping an arm behind you and another under the bend of your knees to carry you to your bed. Then he would take his time undressing you, trailing soft kisses and words along every corner of your body. 

“I’ve missed you so much,” Diluc would say before he’d run the flat of his tongue across the perk of your breast for a taste he ceaselessly longs for. He would then look up at you with those fiery red eyes full of lust to take in the sight of you panting for more. “Did you miss me, my love?”

His mouth would leave every part of you burning with need and desperation that you could never resist running and tugging your fingers through his untied long red hair.

No matter how much you would writhe under him and how much you would beg for him to take you right there, Diluc doesn’t. Instead he meets your lips for another kiss as he slips a hand down to your entrance, gathering slick and rubbing your folds with the pads of his fingers. And when you’re finally whimpering in anticipation, slowly, he’d bury two digits inside down to the knuckles before he starts moving them in and out of you at a gradual pace. Soon, you’re grabbing onto his shoulders hard and sobbing against his wide chest, toes curling from his long fingers hitting the right spots. 

But there are times when impatience would get the best of him. Whether it is out of frustration or out of his overwhelming desire for you, he’d immediately get rid of his clothes and fill you with his throbbing cock to the hilt. There’s a familiar sting as you could never get used to his size, but that pain is shortly replaced with pleasure when he begins rutting into you. He just fucks you senselessly that the queen-sized bed underneath you creaks from every single time his hips meet yours.

You’re both panting, and you could feel yourself getting wetter and wetter whenever you hear him let out a guttural moan. Your legs are getting numb, but he holds onto your thighs tight to keep you in place without taking his eyes off of you.

“Fuck, right there!” you wail out as soon as you feel that familiar high, your heart’s rapid beating ringing in your ears and your vision becoming hazy.

Wrapping your legs around his waist, Diluc closes the gap between the two of you and buries his face in the crook of your neck. His strokes are now heavy, every thrust against your walls sending you into a mind-numbing frenzy. Your orgasm is nearing its peak, leaving you a stuttering mess. And you finally come with a choked sob escaping your throat, your back arching and your nails digging into his skin.

He continues pounding into you despite the overstimulation it brings, chasing his own high. Groaning against your neck, he spills his seed inside you. He only slows down and doesn’t pull out until he is sure that his cum is spilling out of you with a last few thrusts. He lays down on top of you afterwards, pressing his lips on the corner of your lips.

“I love you,” Diluc would always tell you. His gaze would then turn gentle, a stark difference from his usual demeanor, and it strikes a chord within you, once again setting your heart thumping apace.

Despite your unfortunate circumstances, you convince yourself that it’s better this way. Way better than having to regret not spending a part of your life with him.

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[ilihim]

. . . . . can you keep a secret?

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[lovechai]

alhaitham x afab! reader

involves ! nsfw themes (no explicit sexual content), fuck buddy arrangement, kissing, angst, one-sided love

author's note : couldn't sleep even tho i have my finals exam in a few hours. how do i get alhaitham out of my mind help

you wonder how did you get to this point.

you were not in the mood for sex, and alhaitham only knew that once he had just gotten to your place. you didn't provide him with any kind of explanation, but even so, he was pretty understanding of your feelings and respected your decision. and yet, for some reason you can't comprehend, he asked if he could stay for awhile. even when you two are merely fuck buddies, nothing more and nothing less.

it puzzled you. as far as you knew, both of you agreed on a contractual relationship of sexual nature, and for the most part, it stayed that way. neither of you has ever attempted to pursue more than that, hence why you aren't even close friends with him. he also never stays over. until now.

so what changed?

you know that you should never feel bad for saying no, but he probably had gone here straight from his mind-grueling work. your mind was telling you to keep your boundaries for the sake of your waning sanity, while your heart was whispering for you to take the leap.

now is your chance. take it.

you let him stay.

alhaitham sat at the end of the couch while you made yourself cozy at the other end. you could remember that he was reading a book in a language that you couldn't understand while you continued watching the romance movie you were previously indulging yourself in. and there was a huge gap between the two of you that could only be closed if one was brave enough to do so.

now, you're wondering how you got to this point.

you can't remember how, but all of a sudden, you find yourself in the comfort of his lap, gently tracing the stubbles on his jaw with the tips of your fingers. his turquoise eyes are currently fixated on the film playing on the television screen, book long gone from his hands that are now holding you in place. you have long forgotten the show you were watching as you are too busy studying his handsome face at the moment.

you have never done this before. you have once wanted to, maybe sometimes, but as it is a whole different kind of intimacy, doing so would be overstepping the line you drew.

soon you find his gaze on you. your fingers stop at what they're doing, and instead, settle on the breadth of his chest. you feel heat run up to your cheeks.

"what's wrong?" alhaitham asks, his deep voice tinged with concern.

you.

"nothing," you tell him with a small and shy smile.

his arms tighten their hold around your waist. you wish to the archons that he doesn't notice how your heart is beating loudly in your chest.

he takes his attention back to the television. "kaveh's been complaining about how you aren't hanging out with him lately."

it's because of you.

you let the words linger on the tip of your tongue. then you heave a sigh, slowly wrapping your arms around his neck. "is that why you're here?"

there is a slight pause before his answer comes. "yes."

you study his features again, and his expression has remained cold and distant that suddenly you miss seeing him melting in your touch. you try to resist the nagging urge to do something, to feel him on your lips, to see how he would react. will he shy away? or will he return it?

and so you lean closer, pressing your lips lightly against his jaw. you hear his breath hitch and feel his hands still. as you pepper featherlight kisses along the line of his jaw, you readjust yourself on his lap so that you're straddling him, his hands now on the curve of your ass.

you have never kissed him before. but now, you're about to cross that line. you steel yourself for one moment when you reach the corner of his slightly parted lips. he looks at you with his eyes darkened with need and lust as you card your fingers through his soft gray hair. and then, this time, you finally lean in to kiss his lips.

your stomach coils itself at the warmth of his lips on yours. and when he tilts his head to deepen the kiss, your heart is ready to burst at the seams. his hand reaches up to the back of your neck, his tongue licking into your mouth with fervor, tasting you right there and then. you mewl from all the emotions swirling within you, your mind running empty from the way he kisses you good.

he ends up taking you there on the couch that night, and for the first time in your arrangement with him, you silently cried in his arms from all the pleasure and ache you felt as he pounded his cock into you, capturing your lips in another heated kiss which you'd wish was full of yearning.

the truth is... i'm in love with you. but this will do for now.

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[lovechai]

[ past curfew ] chapter three. good days | aomine daiki x momoi satsuki

past curfew | chapter three : good days | rated T | kuroko no basuke | aomine daiki / momoi satsuki

TAGS : college / university au, slow burn, friends to lovers, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort

CHAPTER SUMMARY :

The two childhood friends successfully steer clear of a certain situation they've always experienced throughout the years.

EXCERPT from CHAPTER THREE :

With less than 10 seconds left on the clock, Aomine manages to steal the ball from a pass he has most likely foreseen and runs it back to the other side, unhesitating in his instinct to jump from the paint and do a dunk shot right there and then. The ball goes in again, and soon the game ends at the sound of the buzzer. God, he’s too good. His teammates tackle him the second his feet touch the floor, and nostalgia comes hitting hard for Momoi. It swaddles her poor heart in threads of longing and yearning that she could only crack the littlest smile from her seat. The widest smile adorns her dearest friend’s face that it reaches the corners of his dark blue eyes, and the sight just knocks the breath out of her lungs. And when their eyes finally meet, Momoi could only wonder how she’s still alive.

LINKS : past curfew - chapter three | ushijimasu on AO3 | ko-fi | masterlist

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[lovechai]

past curfew | aomine daiki x momoi satsuki

past curfew | rated T | kuroko no basuke | aomine daiki / momoi satsuki | multi-chaptered

Summary:

People say that absence makes the heart grow fonder. After months of being apart, Satsuki and Daiki relearn the ways of their friendship and discover something more.

Tags: college/university au, slow burn, friends to lovers, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort

Excerpt from Chapter 1 - supercut (the visions never stop) :

Something sears through her throat down to where her heart comfortably sits when a tangible piece of memory appears within Momoi’s eyeshot.

Deep within the bottom drawer of her desk, in search of a pastel pink flash drive, she has stumbled upon a Polaroid she had almost forgotten in most of her years as an undergraduate student. It is a picture of her in her Touou Academy uniform, appearing so full of life as an almost eighteen-year-old as she cheerfully latched onto a sulky Daiki who looked as if he’d been wanting to go home as soon as their graduation ceremony came to an end. And sealed in the small ziplock found under the picture is a button.

The corners of her lips tug upwards, and soon enough, Momoi couldn’t stop herself from laughing.

past curfew | ushijimasu on AO3 | masterlist

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[lovechai]

[ past curfew ] chapter two. little by little ( i wanna do it right this time ) | aomine daiki x momoi satsuki

past curfew | chapter two : little by little ( i wanna do it right this time ) | rated T | kuroko no basuke | aomine daiki / momoi satsuki

TAGS : college / university au, slow burn, friends to lovers, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort

CHAPTER SUMMARY :

Momoi and Aomine go on their usual shopping trip. Some things haven't changed, while some do.

EXCERPT from CHAPTER TWO :

“Dai-chan?” Aomine looks up from the menu. “Have you figured out what to order yet?” Momoi brings the cup of tea back on the table and slowly traces its rim with a finger. “Do you remember?”

His eyebrows furrow in confusion. “The food you like? You tend to eat vegetable dishes, right?” “The last time we fought.” Oh. Who could ever forget that? Aomine’s hand shoots up to rub the back of his head, and soon his lips curve into a small sheepish smile. “Geez, why are you bringing that up?”

LINKS : past curfew - chapter two | ushijimasu on AO3 | masterlist

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[lovechai]

burnout | beidou x ningguang

burnout I T | Genshin Impact | Beidou/Ningguang | 5.7k words

Summary: 

It isn't supposed to happen that way; but with the bitter taste of beer on her tongue and the overwhelming ache in her heart, Ningguang tells Beidou what she has always felt for the past four years.

Or: three things Ningguang had to put up with that night, and that one time she had to take the whole matter into her own hands.

Tags: modern au, college/university au, unrequited love, in vino veritas, alcohol, smoking, hurt no comfort, angst

Excerpt:

Diluc turns to Ningguang. “Not with Beidou?”

Ningguang blinks.

Great. Another one.

“No, not tonight,” she affirms with a weak smile. In the corner of her sight, she catches Lisa hiding a wide grin behind the palm of her hand. This prompts her to jab at Lisa’s side with a finger, the latter giggling in response.

“I haven’t seen her lately either,” Ningguang then admits, her voice and smile faltering by the end.

For some reason, there’s a momentary ache in her chest. Recognizing it brings forth a flurry of emotions she almost always has difficulties fending off. It has come to suffocate her once again, and before it breaks out to the surface, she grounds herself with the mental reminder that she’s outside in the public’s eye. Breaking down in front of her friends is something this night doesn’t need. Besides, she’s already had enough of pity parties.

She inhales, brushing aside the fact that her breathing is shaky. Then she clears her throat, somber gaze wandering about the shelves of liquor bottles behind the bartender of the night. “Can I have a bottle of beer, please?”

Diluc watches her briefly in silence. “Any preference in mind?”

Pressing her lips together into a meek smile, Ningguang shakes her head. “Anything will do.”

“How about you? The usual?” Diluc asks Lisa. Seeing the latter give him a thumbs up, he turns away to get to work.

Lisa hums, keen olive green eyes studying her blonde friend who is suddenly tracing imaginary circles with her index finger on the countertop. A sigh then escapes from her red-stained lips.

“Did something happen?” she asks eventually, quirking a brow when she catches a glimpse of Ningguang’s face.

Glummer than ever. A peculiar sight, indeed.

“Nothing happened,” Ningguang replies as if it’s a matter of fact.

In which it really is.

Friends. That’s what Ningguang and Beidou are. And will always be. Nothing has happened between them, not if you count what Ningguang has long kept hidden from her.

For the past four years, for the most part of her life in university, she has been hopelessly in love with Beidou.

 burnout | ushijimasu on AO3 | masterlist

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[lovechai]

. . . lei. fanfic writer. for genshin impact, nct, kuroko no basuke, more. . . . . . twenties. they/she. filipino. EN/FIL/KR/DE OK! sometimes nsfw.

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