#very incongruous

[sneez]

conrad veidt would make a great tragedian i think

#pathologic #conrad veidt #artwork #scopophobia #id in alt text #if any of you actually benefit from IDs id be very grateful to know if you prefer them in the alt text or in the post body! #anyway :D HIM #this is caligari-era connie obviously. i was saying this the other day but later connie would be a great saburov i think #i cant decide if i prefer the idea of him playing every tragedian or him being a very obviously incongruous tragedian who has just painted #his face to look like a mask and is hoping nobody will notice #also please ignore that the lighting doesnt make sense on the second one i used reference images lit from two different angles and didnt #notice until i had rendered it out because i always flip my canvas so often and im too lazy to fix it #anyway (part 2) i am still on my conrad veidt autism explosion and i am having a great time. i am having so much fun. i love he #i hope you are all well too my friends! term just finished for me so i am back hoam :D yaaay

[mamanbou]

easily my favorite shoujo love triangle

#i've experienced this arc in a way that many people simply couldn't fathom #kuroshitsuji #black butler #finny black butler #finnian black butler #snake black butler #doll black butler #png #also you may notice the shading is very incongruous in most places. thats because this is unfinished #it also never will be finished though so we ball #50 #finnysnake

[gunnslaughter]

I'm suffering you guys

#i always think I got something #and then I lose steam #or dont have time #or whatever #what im saying is having a tumblr and having a real life is very incongruous #never should the twain meet

[elbiotipo]

sometimes I try to keep myself from making "this is like when burger" jokes but honestly they make it way too easy

capitalism is when burger too expensive, without capitalism burger will be cheap

#cosas mias #at least I think THAT'S the point they were trying to make #or were they praising the fall of fast food chains? who knows English sucks so much #but even so the incongruence of everything here #it's capitalism that makes fast food cheap it's first world imperialism in a very indirect yet tangible way that keeps prices cheap

[leonardalphachurch]

You ever think abt how no one acknowledges how weird it is that theres just one live action scene in rvb. Like hi Lindsay Hicks. What are you doing here. And its not even played for laughs like watching that for the first time redefined White Woman Jumpscare for me like would it have been that hard to give her a 3D model like the director and Carolina have Im baffled by this artistic decision

WHITE WOMAN JUMPSCARE IS SO REAL sometimes people will post her on our dash and i’ll be like !! jumpscare… put a warning on that thang……

#asks #crown-prince-of-pavement-4 #it is a weird artistic choice #it makes her feel like. incongruent with the world. #by making her More Real than everybody else you have simultaneously made her more artificial #her very existence Does Not Belong in this world but the director keeps trying to do it anyway #also i think the 3d models in rvb are uh. not fantastic. so i don’t mind the choice LOL

[grand-theft-carbohydrates]

whats this. bold use of cgi and hand-drawn animation???? unique, well thought out character designs and costuming that are *gasp* colour-coded for recognisability???? a haunting soundtrack with a seamless blend traditional instruments???? stylised action scenes that are chaotic but easy to follow??? A WELL-PACED PLOT LINE THAT CREATES SUSPENSE AND DOESN'T INSULT THE AUDIENCE'S INTELLIGENCE. is this...basic competence????? i feel like i've seen the face of god. i was so disappointed by the Scum Villain tv show and the Untamed. (they're bad in opposite directions, one is breathtakingly bland the other is straight up incompetent) but watching MDZS makes me feel like i took a party drug. they animated the facial expressions on a fucking donkey that's in 2 scenes max. who is the art director they need a raise and also my hand in marriage.

#ok the cg and is slightly incongruous but it's mostly reserved for tracking shots + inanimate objects so i can forgive it this time #opening scene pacing is super dodgy but they stick the landing #mdzs #i will say this. the acting is very good in all three. absolutely ate and left no crumbs. everyone understood the assignment. #chew the scenery and be as gay as humanly possible without tipping off the censors

[omegalomania]

patrick stump is the best vocalist on the planet cause he looks nothing like he sounds. white boy the size of an ipad with the voice of a whore.

#*making poasts #i dont have any brain cells currently. wrok wrung me out so bad today. #i mean this with all affection. but patrick does not look even a little bit like a frontman #petes lyrics are the saddest and gayest and sluttiest things youve ever read and then he hands them off to patrick #who very categorically looks NONE of these things #he looks like a guy who drives a white prius #he looks like someone who takes his coffee so sugared and milked up that it may as well not be coffee #he looks like the most incongruous just some guy little guy and then he opens his mouth and Sings Like That #and that #is the magic #of fall out boy #i am very tired

[uncanny-tranny]

I've probably talked about this before, but man, when we're talking about the dangers of mandating trans people go to the "correct sexed" spaces, that isn't the time to bring up passing trans people and say how weird it'll be to see a man in the women's restroom or vice versa, or whatever other example there is.

It still puts trans people in danger whether or not they pass, or if they "look" like they don't belong in a space. Who do you think is most in danger of these mandates? Because cis people will (generally, not always, obviously) be fine, if anything, it will be trans people who are affected, and those assumed trans.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #transphobia #transphobia tw #i hate hate when people put up a trans man who passes and they go 'lel have fun seeing HIM in your womens spaces' #because you know he's going to be in danger of harm because of transphobia right? #like why is it seen as appropriate for some people to be doing this y'know? #and the frustrating part is that it still centers cis peoples feelings rather than the material safety of trans and gender diverse+ people #it centers on cis disgust of the 'gender incongruity' of seeing somebody who doesn't belong in a space #which is a very similar disgust response that *transphobic* cis people have of trans people in general #anyway i just want people to reexamine how they respond to these things and consider fully how helpful it would be

[butchfalin]

realizing that a p5r false reality bad ending fic could be nearly indistinguishable from an ooc "akechi never did anything wrong" no metaverse high school au and amusing myself about it

#now im thinking a little bit like... it would be really interesting if someone were to write a fic and advertise it like the second one #and then very very gradually start to drop little incongruences until eventually the audience realizes it's actually the first #and then all hell breaks loose... or perhaps even more frightening: it *doesn't* #anyway. lmao #yeehaw

[todayisafridaynight]

Religiously i think about one of my twitter mutuals pointing out how aoki's design is subtly asymmetrical while ichiban is more symmetrical

when i think of it, masato's design is fairly symmetrical as well isnt it.....

#snap chats #please no one look at me i shouldve gotten my drink two hours ago #what does it mean ..... #i swear my mutual had like. galaxy brain when it came to aoki i swear to god in heaven no one got him like they did #they were also the one that did that glass analysis post i shared some months back #moving on tho... #i guess there is the stipulation that because masato's shirt buttons dont match his shirt like ichi's does the buttons at the top mess it u #but aside from that everything else is pretty even: he has a pair of bangs and while his shirt is patterned its not like. grossly so #the pattern doesnt go particularly one way or the other its obviously just a pattern and the colors arent offensively against each other #on the flipside aoki's hair is more obviously swept to one side and leaving the other side bare #not to mention his tie in general. the 'bulb' part and 'tongue' part even go against each other #as if a diagonal striped tie itself wouldnt be askew to his overall look #again these are very small things to notice but im glad theyre small- it makes sense for a politician's to be subtly incongruent #the glasses are super important to aoki's design too but that's covered int eh glass analysis and isnt about symmetry #idk ... maybe im just waffling on about nothing.. either way i love those posts by my mutual #OH i think of this because i am once again thinking of updating how i draw masato #cause i like the blazer and necklace i gave him BECAUSE of that asymmetry #but now i wonder if thatd go against his design ... so i have to ask 'what underlying message is there for masato to be symmetrical' #i guess- even if he is a creep and a weirdo- he's not. evil? idk ... he hasn't gone totally off the deep end compared to aoki #like compared to what he'd go on to do as aoki he's pretty normal as masato #he is just a guy. who DOES have ties to the yakuza but this aint about that LKCJALKREJVA #he doesnt even like them he just uses them for his convenience 😔 #idk. ill prob still draw masato the same tbh LMAO if anything ill just crop his blazer but keep it symmetrical #i guess i cant wonder this TOO much when i give him mismatching rings 💀💀 ill just have fun ig fjaelrvekljv #at the end of the day its never that serious ...... i just gotta draw what makes me chortle. esp for a chara three people care about VJLAEK #but i will wonder ..... <- it is not that deep #ima go bye

[freakinator]

its been 7 hours in the poll so far and i saw the who ppl want to win coming but i wasnt expecting the who they think will win ngl, like i was expecting it to be a little more even but nope lol

#mine.txt #lifesteal spoilers #< jic #wanted to keep my opinion to myself until the poll ended to prevent influence or whatever but realized that was stupid so here it is #personally i want zam to win but i think theyll come to a stalemate #i want zam to win causeas cute as it would be to give zam a redemption arc and esp by minute of all ppl i just dont like that idea very muc #i want his redemption arc if he ever decides to have one to be long and gruelling and full of setbacks and last for seasons #i want him to keep failing and building himself back up and all over again through the influence of multiple ppl and experiences #i dont want it to start and end all cause of one guy #and with ppl as stubborn as those two it would not surprise me if they reached a stalemate #esp since they seem to have completely incongruent mindsets regarding the nature of lifesteal #identical yet opposites those two #zam may think hes more determined than minute but i dont think thats true i think theyre a lil more even #like not to bring up kings but they both went looking for nether fortresses for hours in the first session #they both kept farming and grinding even when the odds are stacked against them #even when they lose hope they keep going anyway for that tiny sliver of a chance that Something happens #like theres a reason minute looked up to him in s3 and i think its cause he saw a lil bit of himself in zam #or at least what he could be if he set his mind to it #but honestly i dont really care who wins or loses that much #all i ask is that the season ends in an interesting way regardless of if its in peace or chaos #characterwise; plotwise; possibly even metawise #just give me something to chew on and ill be happy

[hes-a-tough-kid]

I’ve been thinking a lot about how Spider felt when he hit puberty and started growing facial hair, making him even more different to the Na’vi. I wonder if he hated it.

Also the inherent tenderness of a boy trusting someone else enough to help him shave for the first time… something about it makes my chest hurt. I really tried to capture it in Foreign Body but there’s so much more that I wish I’d left space for.

#is this me admitting that i might go back and add even more content to my already published and completed fic? perhaps. #spider socorro #jake sully #avatar 2 #idk why im posting this im just feeling so soft for spider growing up and battling with his… foreign body (ba-dum tss. i am boo’d off stage #but fr the way he tries and tries and tries to assimilate and his inescapable humanness is a constant reminder of his incongruity with #pandora… like he cant be truly na’vi and growing up he is presented more and more evidence that he will never be #im still turning the Spider as an allegory for second generation immigrants thing in my head… the draft post is getting a bit too long tbh #but i just cant shake the feeling that he struggles with this foreignness a lot- ESPECIALLY knowing his parentage (father) #anyway here are a couple of drawins from the pages and pages of spiders i have in my sketchbook #for me and and maybe 1 other person who thinks about this stuff 🙃 come get yall juice (cricket sounds) #theyre not very good but im really enjoying being nobody out here #so i can post my bad drawings and run away 😌 #i'm trying to learn to draw please be kind <3 #kid’s post

[canichangemyblogname]

When I started therapy, I was actually hung up on the fact that I didn't seem to have ever experienced dysphoria, which is a lie that has its origins in part in the fact I had no fucking clue what dysphoria actually is. I've since found that it's actually kinda hard to explain, and that's why these narratives that dysphoria is when trans people are revulsed by their body and agab, or when they "hate" their past self, persist. It's also why these "trapped in" bodies and "wrong" bodies narratives exist.

Like. I'm in my body. My body is my body. My consciousness isn't in another person's body; it's in my own. And I know myself. I know myself well enough to know that I am not a woman despite society telling me that my bits, pieces, and parts "make" me one. And how else do I explain this to someone with no frame of reference for this? I liken it to "Freaky Friday," despite the fact that's- technically- what it isn't? It’s like having an out-of-body experience. You're looking at your body. You know it's your body. But there's also a disconnect. Something's missing, and something's there that makes no sense.

I also don't think I could ever hate the girl my parents tried to raise or the woman I wanted so desperately to be. That wouldn't be very kind to me. She really tried her damnedest. And she's not "dead" because she's a vital part of my past. I, quite technically, wouldn't be trans if "she" never existed. I'd be a cis man if I was never afab. "Trans" is an important part of my lived reality.

Was I ever a "girl"? A part of me still has no idea. I know I truly believed I was, but the reasons I believed I was weren't healthy.

I held on to a lot of sex-essentialist ideas for a good portion of my youth. Why? It was all that connected me to the identity society and my family was trying to raise me into. When my cousin gifted me a uterus pin with the words "Women's rights" on it, I wore it proudly. It was a very tenuous connection to womanhood, and it was a connection I needed to critically rethink when my mother and grandmother were both diagnosed with cervical cancer (I was 11). I knew that it ran in my family and that, one day, I might need to go through the same surgery they did just to live.

I asked my mom what connected her to womanhood, and she replied: motherhood. I was never, ever going to be a mother, so I returned to the drawing board. I asked my grandmother what connected her to womanhood, and she replied: standing up to violent men and men who denied her and other women the opportunity to work; community. And I realized that I had never been extended the same community my grandmother always had been. Part of the disconnect I felt was due to violence (sexual and not) I had experienced in single-sex, "women's only" spaces. Girls in "girl's only" spaces made it clear that I was not welcome, and, at the time, I didn't understand why they singled me out and picked on me.

Even though my family was trying to raise me as a girl, the society around me saw me as nothing more than a "failed" girl. I was an "unwoman," not "woman enough," for reasons such as what I preferred to wear. But it's not like in marking me as "unwoman," they made me into a man, far from it. They sorted me- on the basis of my queerness- into some other third category. Something of a eunuch.

And it seemed like the only thing I had was some sex-essentialist, cisgender pretense (I absolutely loved the linked blog post as I found it quite striking, even though I was *never* trans-exclusionary, and I never supported those ideas about trans people) to sort of reassure myself that I belonged in society. Every time I usurped or rebelled against our sex/gender norms, I would work to distract myself from how I constructed my body into a binary and thus ignore how being made into a girl was wrong for me. I literally disconnected myself from parts of my internal self & internal thoughts, and I denied myself the opportunity to construct an identity. I was constantly gaslighting myself and consistently engaged in thought-stopping. In part because I was terrified of being "different."

I so desperately wanted to be just like every other girl that I ignored the fact that I likely never was (and that there is no such thing as universal woman/girlhood). With that realization, I could hear the words of my school-yard bullies from years ago, words which, it seems, many trans masc people have heard in their lifetime, "What's wrong? We're all girls here, aren't we? We're all alike."

I've been unable to recognize my own dysphoria because I have spent my whole life purposefully ignoring and distracting myself from those moments of "huh. something's off." I spent some 23 years of my life essentially disassociating from myself (I'm 26 now). I felt detached from my body and detached from the world around me. It felt as if everyone else was moving, but I was floating in place. I disconnected myself from my thoughts and emotions in an attempt to be accepted by a society that finds queerness disgusting.

I literally felt like I was watching my life and body unfold without my consent rather than me unfolding it myself. So, I liken my experience to "Freaky Friday" because that's also what it is.

#TW: depersonalisation #TW: assault #TW: dissociation #TW: transphobia #this is what therapy is for #It’s been healing to start to recognize what moments are dysphoria #Which might seem counterintuitive #Like. Why would I want to learn to recognize the moments of distress that come from an incongruence between my identity & body? #It’s so that I can better address them #And learn better coping mechanisms to deal with my mental distress #Help lessen some of my internal self-perception issues (very hard on myself mentally & not physically) #Helps me identify mental self-harm #Mental self-harm is not a way to process my distress. It only stresses me further 😅 #Gender journey

[bredforloyalty]

honestly i love don't hug me i'm scared i love silly goofy bizarre almost macabre shit like that i love meta awareness and being stuck in a loop and i love puppets.

#and i grew up like this #or maybe why i'm always drawn to kiddie things that are really just masquerading is because i didn't grow up like i was supposed to #. #it's a nice middle ground #the incongruity appeals to me very much #kata.txt #dhmis

[aeide-thea]

also like. after that last reblog i thought to myself belatedly, okay, but given that i'm always saying it's more responsible to examine a snippet in context i should probably practice at least a little bit of what i preach, so i went and looked up what wilson had done with the rest of that sentence and uh—

εἰ δέ τις ἀθανάτων γε κατ᾿ οὐρανοῦ εἰλήλουθας, οὐκ ἂν ἐγώγε θεοῖσιν ἐπουρανίοισι μαχοίμην.

in her rendering apparently becomes

If you are one of the immortal gods descended from the sky, I come in peace— I am not one to fight the heavenly gods.

'i come in peace'???? not only is that made up out of whole fucking cloth, it's giving jarringly incongruous first-encounter-with-aliens vibes. 'take me to your leader (priam).'

and then there's that 'descended,' which first of all is, imo, a pretty heinously baroque way to render what's ultimately a form of the language's most straightforward word for 'come'? but it also, even less forgivably, introduces a new and confusing ambiguity to the sentence, such that it's now unknowable whether the descent in question is literal or lineal unless you refer back to the original greek—like, hello, it's entirely possible for a god to be descended from ouranos in the genealogical sense! that's a perfectly plausible interpretation of wilson's english! but it's absolutely not a possible interpretation of homer's εἰλήλουθας.

obviously you can't judge a whole translation on the basis of one sentence, but. can't say i'm too impressed with what happened to this one. :/

#like if i wanted an english translation that was neither wholly comprehensible without consulting the greek #nor wholly trustworthy in its rendering of it #i could just read lattimore #at least he wouldn't offer me eg 'nonentity' as a rendering of οὐτιδανοῖσιν #like. what a weirdly aesthetically incongruous choice! #and then in wilson's footnote she points out that οὐτιδανοῖσιν sounds an awful lot like οὐτι-Δαναοῖσιν‚ which is to say roughly #'nothings of danaans'—which is a neat‚ smart observation! i hadn't noticed that before! #but at that point i felt like‚ okay‚ so if you weren't contented with the dictionary's 'worthless'— #doesn't something like‚ idk‚ 'do-nothings' very immediately suggest itself for the sonic echo? #or like‚ dare-nothings is worse sonically but maybe better semantically #but 'nonentities' just seems like the worst of all worlds to me—an active‚ obtrusive choice that doesn't seem to add anything! #idk‚ guys. wherefore all the hype… #ktema terpnon #translation #emily wilson #the iliad

[luvwich]

#oc: vania perez #arch nazare #dogtown #my vp #this bike is. so incongruous with her personality lol #just the best one she could get her hands on for free #so in that way it is very her