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maccreadysbaby · 1 year

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Butch Deloris reacts to lone touching him in a positive way for the first time. Like he’s so used to fighting and his mom probably wasn’t very touchy and lovey

I very much agree! It’s not a stretch to say lone’s touch could very well be the first positive physical touch he ever has

not me writing my own butch content 💀💀

Butch DeLoria Reacts to Positive Physical Touch

butch deloria didn’t like to be touched

could he deal with it? sure. quick things. but he wasn’t one for long, sappy things, like when doctor james tried to hug him that one time after he patched him up. made butch swerve so hard he ran into the wall

his mother didn’t touch him sweetly — or at all. that was probably for the best, he figured, because drunk impulses usually don’t end in hugs and kisses

he was used to physical contact being pain — probably because that was what it always was. every touch he received usually ended in pain. it was something he didn’t necessarily hate. the pain was something constant, something that he could rely on to always be there, unlike his mother. why else would he fight lone all the time?

touches had never been soothing to butch like they were for so many people. it always made him squirmy, made in expect a sudden blow, look over his shoulder. He avoided as much physical contact as he could

so the day he and lone were just adventuring around the wasteland and they decided to hug him? he squirmed

what in the world we’re they doing? he thought they were on good terms now? he hadn’t done anything, had he? he’d seen lone in action, and deep down, he knew he didn’t stand a chance if they wanted to beat him from the east coast to the west

his first instinct was to fight — that’s what he does when someone grabs him. but lone isn’t fighting him. are they holding him so someone can attack from behind? no? they’re alone?

it takes a few seconds for him to process the fact that lone isn’t actually trying to hurt him and is just hugging him

everyone and their mother (including butch himself) saw him as a player. so obviously he’d be cool as a cucumber when physical touch came onto the scene, right? right?

wrong.

he goes stiffer than a rod of iron, and keeps his arms down at his side because he’s still not actually sure what lone’s trying to get at here?

will probably ask them what they’re doing, and when they respond with “it seems like he needs a hug”?

he suddenly remembers that lone knows every detail of his life, his mom, his nonexistent dad, the neglect and pain and words as sharp as knives that made him how he was in the vault. and he feels incredibly naked in front of them

he won’t move for a solid minute, and when lone asks “why is your heart beating so fast, butch?” he won’t have an answer

their words would bounce around in his skull. he “seemed like he needed a hug” well, butch never thought he needed a hug. not until right then, when he was getting one, and he wasn’t feeling squirmy or uncomfortable anymore, he felt safe, something he hadn’t felt for a solid nineteen years at least

takes him a solid thirty seconds to kick himself into gear and hug them back, albeit a little awkwardly. he wraps his arms around them probably too tightly and his head finds its way onto their shoulder like it was meant to fit there. for the first time, he felt like he was meant to fit somewhere. after years of being the vaults outcast, the kid that spent more time with security than at home with his mother, he thought, what if home wasn’t a place, but a person?

there they were. lone was hugging him, not out of pity, but because they cared about him. they weren’t hurting him, no, the opposite, they were healing him. when was the last time someone had touched him with good intentions? he couldn’t even remember. had anyone ever touched him with good intentions?

lone’s one hand travels up and down his back gently, the other, messing with the hair on the back of his head. he didn’t know how badly he’d needed a real hug until then. how much he’d been craving some kind of physical touch, some kind of something to make him feel better. because no one in the vault ever cared about the bully, the bad kid, no one ever gave him a second glance, never looked hard enough to see that he was just a kid and he was just in pain

he can’t even get out of his own head long enough to realize that his hug has turned into a death grip, and that they’ve been doing this for like, five minutes now. he wonders why lone hasn’t let go yet but he doesn’t actually mind because he isn’t really ready to let go yet either

(turns out they’re just holding onto him until he’s ready to let go)

his head is swimming with all kinds of things, but the main thing is that lone actually cares about him enough to know him, to touch him, gave him another chance and let him unleash all his trauma on them because they care. they actually care

takes him to few seconds to realize lone pulled him closer, and it’s because he was breathing kinda heavy. why was he doing that? and his eyes were watering up. why were they doing that? was he crying? why was he doing that?!

for the first time ever, butch deloria was able to cry in someone’s arms instead of into his pillow or hidden in the bathroom. for the first time ever, butch deloria felt safe. like he belonged there. with lone

#butch deloria fo3 #butch deloria x lone wanderer #fo3 butch #butch fo3 #butch deloria #fo3 companions

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mattodore · 1 year

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Tell me more abt Theo 👁️

being asked about my little guy makes me feel so warm 🥹 but whew... i don't even know where to begin.

cw for mentions of drug use and child abuse

so this is theodore or theo as he prefers. everyone say hi theo 👋

theo is a man in his early twenties who's been having a pretty rough time coping with the traumas of his life and has developed some nasty habits and defensive behaviors because of that. theo was born as the only child of an investment banker (his father) and a heart surgeon (his mother), who were both very clinical and hands-off parents — in fact, the only time they were hands-on were when they were hurting him. so theo initially grew up more under the care of his childhood au pair rather than his parents.

theo's parents were more on the outside of his life up until they started pushing their ideas of academic and social excellence onto him around his teenage years, which was also around the time they sent away his au pair and expected him to start fending for himself. he was maybe around ten or eleven years-old then. theo's rebellious phase was very short-lived at this age as he was cowed back into line pretty quickly. in such a high-tension household he was always on edge unless his parents were away, which gave him a messed up sense of comfort in isolation.

being sent to boarding school for his summers gave him the chance to explore his sexual orientation but the shame overwhelmed him back into repressing. as he got older the idea of love and physical affection distorted pretty bad when he was so used to any kind of touch being a source of hurt. late in his teens he began to rebel again in little ways like with his fashion choices and growing out his hair. theo was used to the violent reactions his parents would show in the face of these infinitesimal rebellions and, in a way, he craved them. in his mind, the only time his parents showed him attention was when they were hurting him... and he wanted any kind of acknowledgement he could get from them. the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference... and they proved themselves to be far from indifferent when he was acting out.

when he moved out for college he didn't know what to do with himself. theo struggled a lot in that first year of college... he was suffering from some fucked up kind of separation anxiety, almost, despite everything. he very quickly fell into unhealthy coping mechanisms to handle the pain of separation. partying was something he found himself doing a lot. all those people showing him attention, the alcohol, the drugs... self-destruction was an easy vice to fall into for him and in many ways was another way to rebel. he escaped that way. in college, theo has a group of people he sees often who view him as a friend, but his view of himself as unlovable from an adolescence of abuse and neglect has him unreceptive to the notion.

as an adult, theo is still closeted when he's with his family. he can't help but crave the approval and affection of his parents, so he dresses the part and he tries to be what they want him to be. alone, he tries to be himself... but he doesn't exactly know who that is anymore.

theo is a loner, prone to bouts of depression, noncommittal, easily jealous, competitive, kind of waspish and mean at times, and touchy; like an injured animal with its hackles raised, who lashes out to scare others away. he's also desperate for affection, fashionable, diligent, intelligent, and alluringly magnetic.

#river dipping #asks #simarcana #theodore doe #echthroi #s: echthroi #oc extras #cw child abuse #cw drugs #sorry this took so long for me to reply to you sent me this yesterday and my brain immediately short-circuited and i ended up stopping #everything i was doing so i could go stare at my folder of pics of him and go through his pinterest board with my hand on my screen #and then i ended up getting very distracted by jerma streaming all night... re4 my love <3 #but theo is hands-down the oc i care the most about and there's honestly a lot of projection going on here...#like we have a lot of similarities... i project a lot onto all of my ocs especially my favorites um. so he's very dear to me #echthroi is a group of ocs from a story that revolves entirely around theo!! he's the main star!#that's kinda why the characters from lykos are so much more fleshed out whereas echthroi is mostly just theo #bc lykos is about everyone but echthroi is theo-centric

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rebelling4you · 2 years

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October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month.💜

“34 CHARACTERISTICS OF A NARCISSIST

A list of traits that narcissists commonly have. A narcissist doesn't generally have them all, but if they have 5 or more of them, they are narcissistic.

• Turns every conversation to him or herself.

• Expects you to meet his or her emotional needs

• Ignores the impact of his/her negative comments on you

• Constantly criticizes or berates you and knows what is best for you

• Focus on blaming rather than taking responsibility for his/her own behavior

• Expects you to jump at his/her every need

• Is overly involved with his/her own hobbies, interests or addictions ignoring your needs

• Has high need for attention

• Brags, sulks, complains, inappropriately teases, is flamboyant, loud and boisterous

• Is closed minded about own mistakes. Can't handle criticism and gets angry to shut it off

• Becomes angry when his/her needs are not met and tantrums or intimidates

• Has an attitude of "Anything you can do, I can do better"

• Engages in one-upmanship to seem important

• Acts in a seductive manner or is overly charming

• Is vain and fishes for compliments. Expects you to admire him/her

• Isn't satisfied unless he/she has the "biggest" or "best"

• Seeks status. Spends money to impress others

• Forgets what you have done for them yet keeps reminding you that you owe them today

• Neglects the family to impress others. Does it all: Is a super person to gain admiration

• Threatens to abandon you if you don't go along with what he wants

• Does not obey the law--sees himself/herself above the law

• Does not expect to be penalized for failure to follow directions or conform to guidelines

• Ignores your feelings and calls you overly sensitive or touchy if you express feelings

• Tells you how you should feel or not feel

• Cannot listen to you and cannot allow your opinions

• Is more interested in his/her own concerns and interests than yours

• Is unable to see things from any point of view other than his/her own.

• Wants to control what you do and say--tries to micromanage you

• Attempts to make you feel stupid, helpless and inept when you do things on your own

• Has poor insight and can not see the impact his/her selfish behavior has on you

• Has shallow emotions and interests

• Exploits others with lies and manipulations.

• Uses emotional blackmail to get what he/she wants

• May engage in physical or se8ual abuse of children

Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233

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nik0laii · 2 years

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From Nothing to Everything

This wasn't requested there's just not enough Jouno content.

Pairing: Jouno x gn!Reader

Word count: 1737

Sypnosis: After a life or death experience, something seems to change about Jouno...

Warnings: !!Spoilers for chapter 92!!, kinda ooc

From an outside perspective, it seemed as if Jouno took you and your love for granted. Of course, you knew that wasn’t true. He just didn’t show his love in typical ways that can be seen by others. And of course, you had no problem with that.

Jouno isn’t a very physically affectionate person, he never has been. One could say he’s touch starved but he would deny that claim until the day he dies. He never felt any sort of need to be loved or have anyone near him so he never sought it out. It simply just wasn’t something he was interested in. Nothing more, nothing less.

However, when you’re in a relationship with someone, touch is expected, it’s more strange to not often be affectionate with your lover than it is to be overly affectionate. Unfortunately for you, Jouno still didn’t really care. He seemed to have little care for other people, besides you of course, and even less care for how they viewed his relationship. He doesn’t mean to neglect you or make you touch starved, he just doesn’t know how to respond to affection. It wasn’t something he received often growing up and it’s not like any of his coworkers are touchy either.

Jouno would always try to keep it to a minimum, a short hug here, a fleeting kiss there, nothing too extravagant or long-lasting. This somewhat troublesome philosophy of his continued no matter the occasion. It took a while for Jouno to even let you sleep next to him, but now that he does his back always faces you. He’s nice enough to not push you off if you come closer or cuddle him, though if he feels you’re becoming too affectionate, he will. He’s very blunt and isn’t afraid to tell you when you need to stop, even if it does make you upset. Of course, he always makes it up to you, but he's never as eager to cuddle as you are.

This is why some might say he’s not treating you with the same care as you do him. He expresses his care the best he can, though it’s not his specialty. It seems as if he can’t express the same amount of love that you do for him. That doesn’t by any means say he doesn’t harbor it though. He loves you more than anything in this world, he just has difficulty showing it. Jouno won’t allow himself to display that weakness around anyone. He doesn’t take you for granted, god no, but from an outside perspective, it seems like he does.

His work as a Hunting Dog wasn’t safe, anyone could see that, though Jouno was aware of his capabilities. He was efficient on the battlefield and seemed to always know what he was doing. All his decisions were calculated and well thought out, albeit very quickly, the turbulence of fighting never slowed down for someone to think.

He's a capable fighter, he's good enough to be in one of the highest-ranking military troops there is. Jouno knows this.

He’s a capable fighter.

So how?

How did this happen?

How did he fuck up so horrendously that he was on the brink of death?

Fukuchi was strong and even more of a capable fighter than Jouno was. After all, how else was he able to be top ranking in the hunting dogs? Challenging him isn’t in anyone's best interest, but it had to be done. Despite his sadistic nature, deep down he knew the safety of the general public was more important than his filthy need to see others in pain. But now, at the most crucial of times, he failed.

Jouno knows what he’s doing, he was able to make it out in the nick of time, though even he was willing to admit that it was a miracle. He’s not sure how it happened, how he escaped undetected, but god he was glad. No, no, he had no time to relish the current miracle of life. He’s practically on death’s doorstep, he can’t waste any time or that door will open with a cold, crushing welcome.

He still remembered where the rest of the Hunting Dogs were in the huge airport. As much as he hated coming to others for assistance, they were his best bet. Life was slowly slinking away from him, like sand dripping down an hourglass. In his current state, even slight movements were agony, throughout his years as a Hunting Dog, today might be the most difficult. Despite everything, he needed to find the motivation to persevere, expose Fukuchi to his comrades and hopefully, put an end to this treachery.

But first, he needed to find a way to stay alive.

***

It was late, extremely late. You sat on a soft couch in the living area of your shared house, though no matter how soft it is, how much it beckons you to fall asleep right then and there, you couldn’t.

Jouno wasn’t home yet.

It was late, you were tired and your eyes slowly closed, only to be forced back open again.

Jouno wasn’t home yet.

The clock ticked, ticked, ticked… What time even was it? Well, definitely far past the time you were normally asleep. Exhaustion struck you with each dull tick, though it didn’t matter.

Jouno wasn’t home yet.

Hours after hours passed…

A deep sigh left your lips, standing up from the plush couch and stretching slightly. You knew he would be home eventually… right? He had to be in his way soon, as much of an ass he can be sometimes he would rarely ever leave you alone at night. He was very protective, very concerned for your safety. Each night, he made an effort to be home, even if it was rather late. He would always tell you it was nothing, that he just wanted to sleep somewhere comfortable. Though you knew it was a facade. After all, that’s the main way he shows he loves you, protecting you.

You groggily flopped into your bed, taking only a few deep breaths before your eyes shut and you slipped into unconsciousness.

It was multiple hours later, nearly sunrise, when Jouno stumbled through the front door. Luckily, he was going to be ok. Although the injuries he got were horrible and without a doubt went into his “list of worst and most horrible injuries” he was going to be alright. Obviously, it would take a bit of healing but that’s not something he can’t manage. Unfortunately, the horrid pain that no person should ever have the misfortune of experiencing was just a part of the job.

Finally being home from such an eventful day, the reality of the situation finally settled in. He almost lost his life, he could have died today. Everything hit him all at once and he slid down the cold door, back pressed against it. He almost wasn’t able to make it home. The morning he left could have been the last time he saw you and that thought was horrifying. He was supposed to protect you, that’s what he swore to himself he would do when he fell in love. He swore that no matter what, no matter what state he’s in, he would protect you. How can he still stand by that after this? How could he protect you, how could he save you, when he can’t even seem to save himself?

Jouno tried to take deep breaths, in and out, calm himself down, get his mind stable again. After some time, the rapid beat of his heart seemed to slow. He picked himself up off the hard wooden floor, groaning from pain, and made his way to the bedroom, assuming you were in there asleep.

Slowly, he lowered himself into the soft comfortable bed, laying quite a bit closer to you than usual. His hand reached out to caress your face, slowly, gently, almost as if you were made out of glass that would break from a misaligned touch. Though ironically, with the soft subtle feeling of your skin pressed against his hand, he was the one to break, to shatter. He grabbed onto you, pulling you near him as if his life depended on it because, in his mind, it did. His hands haphazardly wrapped around your waist, squeezing you as tight as he could manage as he pressed his face against the top of your head. Rarely was he this emotional, but tears slowly started to gather at the corner of his eyes, ready to cascade down like a waterfall at any moment. He needed you now more than ever. The thought of no longer being there for you, no longer being able to protect you, infested his mind like a plague and traveled quickly.

Jouno was never one for physical affection. He didn’t like it, but now he needed it.

You shifted slightly, being woken up from the sudden feeling of something being wrapped around you, quickly noticing it was Jouno. Your eyes slowly adjusted to the dark room as you looked up at him, trying to read his expression, his thoughts, his feelings. Being held by him was rare, a complete anomaly. The more you observed the more you were tempted to ask what was wrong. Although you enjoyed the affection, it made it clear that something was off. Jouno’s arms tightened more around you, trying to be as close to you as possible. This simple action, something that would be practically insignificant to someone else, made you even more concerned.

“Jouno?” You called out to him, even though he was right there, you weren’t sure if he was mentally with you.

There was no response from him.

“Jouno… Jouno are you alright?” Hesitation and concern flooded your voice though still quite tired. Yet again, no response, only him shifting his arms around you to hold you better.

You rationed that it was best to just go back to sleep for now and check on him more later. He wasn’t ever eager to open up to anyone and with how important this seemed, it would definitely take a while before he explained what happened.

Since that night, Jouno has held you close to him every night. His hand is almost always laced with yours or an arm is placed around your waist.

From an outside perspective, Jouno did anything but take you for granted.

#jouno x reader #jouno saigiku #bsd x reader #bsd fanfic #bsd spoilers #hunting dogs bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd jouno #jouno saigiku x reader #bsd fukuchi #fanfic #bungo stray dogs x reader #im not sure how i feel about this one but its ok

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toxicbubblegum212 · 3 years

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Bowers Gang ~ Dating Henry Bowers would include Angst ~

Warning: Angst

With the Gang:

- Henry tends to be more easily aggravated and touchy especially when your close to Patrick.

- Patrick enjoys toying with both you and Henry. Even thought he and Henry are friends he loves the feeling of power it brought.

- Patrick soon became very dominant and agressive towards you, demanding that you do anything and everything that he ask.

- If not Patrick would burn you, cut you, torment you and humiliate you in his own twisted way.

- This is return left you helpless, Henry had trust issues and this defiantly wouldn’t help.

- Henry is unstable, the minute he gets a whiff of something being between you and Patrick you be done for.

- At this point you were just so sick, you were sick of Patrick touching on your legs and feeling you up.

- Sick of Henry’s shouting and rough treatment of you when things didn’t go his way.

- You just felt so trapped, but still learn’t to appreciate the good things.

- Victor and Belch and grown close to you

- You try to hangout with them when you can but its kinda hard being with Henry.

When your alone:

- Henry is more calm down when the two fo you are alone. But he still has his out burst every now and then.

- The two of you aren’t alone were often. Your either with the gang, doing homework, sleeping or having your own time with your family.

- Its quite tiring having to put up with the gang practically 24/7

- Most of the good days where during the start of your relationship during the honey moon faze. When you were oblivious to all the underlying problems.

- Henry would hold your hand, try to take you out to nice place’s and actually treated you right. But it soon all went down hill from there.

Good days:

- The good days are when you, Henry and the gang just all have genuine fun together, laughing, dancing, drunkin singing late at night.

- Those day were always rare but man did you live it up.

- Those where the days when the gang wasn’t living up to societies expectations for them. You were all just a bunch of teens.

- Or when you and vic would play around in the arcade all day trying to out do each other.

- Or when the whole gang would all go and watch a movie, throwing popcorn and eat other

- When you all hit the clubs and just jammed out together. Those where the says and night that you lived for.

- Its also what made you join the gang in the first place.

Bad days:

- Henry come home drunk a lot

- When Henry comes home he becomes very abusive both verbally and physically.

- It wasn’t uncommon for Henry to insult you or undermine you in front of the gang

- Henry would also occasionally flirt with the other girls but this is when he’s usually drunk. Not that it makes it any better

- Henry can also become very possessive, he will want to know everything about you day. Who you where with, where were you, what were you doing ect.

- When Henry is in a drunkin rage he had a history of forcing himself on you.

- Henry can also be very neglectful of you, sometimes you think that he genuinely forgets about your existence,

- There a lot of pain in your relationship with Henry but you can never bring yourself you leave him.

#bowers henry #bowers #bowers gang #patrick hockstetter #patrick #victor chriss #victor #vic #belch #belch huggins #bowers gang x reader #henry x reader #henry bowers x reader

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tenthgrove · 3 years

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Soft Yandere Tizano and squalo

Yandere La Unita

Content Warnings: yandere behaviour, manipulation, abduction, forced dependency, violence, unhealthy relationships, the general existence of Dolcio Cioccolata.

Squalo and Tiziano

It isn't common for Squalo and Tiziano to interact with civilians. Or anyone really, since the pair are largely content with each other's company and nothing more. The sole exception to this is the necessary interactions that result from their frequent shopping trips, from which you, the cashier of their favourite boutique, came into play.

The pair observed you innocuously for many months, slowly learning practically everything that could be known about you simply from overheard conversations with colleagues. You dare say you liked them, even, as they were friendlier than your average customer and a familiar face to look forward too.

One day, Squalo sits Tiziano down and admits his attraction to you. It was meant to be an honourable confession, an honest admittance of wrongdoing to ensure no harm comes to the relationship. To Squalo's shock, Tiziano chuckles and announces he feels the same way. It's time the couple started to pursue you actively.

The defining feature of how Squalo and Tiziano obtain you is that it's calculated and smart. Squalo's happy to just walk up to you and ask for you to be together (or barring that, just abduct you), but it is Tiziano who convinces him otherwise. Not only would conventional methods of wooing you be unlikely to work, but they have practical concerns to worry about as well, being high-ranking members of the mafia. They're going to have to plan something a little more nuanced.

During a visit to your store, Squalo slips a little bit of paper into your pocket. You open it at home that evening to find your own address, along with several belonging to your closest friends and family listed out, above a message instructing you to come to a location of their choice the next day or they'll start paying these people visits. It's an outdoor restaurant in the middle of the city, where there's bound to be a lot of people. They don't want to scare you too much after all.

You arrive at the restaurant the next day on weak knees. Squalo and Tiziano thank you for coming, before introducing themselves in no uncertain terms as mafiosos who have taken an interest in you, and would like to start dating. You read between the lines that you don't have an option to say no.

However, the pair make clear the incentives to accept their offer are just as profound as the threats against refusing it. Are you in education? They're happy to support you in continuing it. Do you work? They have more than enough money to support you in reducing your hours or, if it's something you genuinely enjoy, bribing the right people to advance your career. Ultimately, Squalo and Tiziano know the carrot is just as important as the stick.

Thought you aren't forced to go home with them there and then, it soon becomes clear you're expected to sort your affairs quickly and move in within the next couple of months. From that point on, the couple will treat you as though you've been together for years, expecting you to address them as your partners as well.

Both Squalo and Tiziano are very touchy in their own ways, and while they would never force themselves on you, are more than happy to trail their hands up and down your arms early on. They are also both incredibly teasing, and will pick up on all your reactions.

The good news is that the level of freedom afforded to you is high from the get-go. Even from the beginning, you're allowed to maintain control of your finances and go out by yourself provided you tell them. Just be warned they'll occasionally check in on you by surprise to make sure you're actually where you said you would go. The one thing they do quite heavily police is social visits. The possibility of you revealing to someone they forced you to be with them is very acute, not that you would get very far if you did try to run away. It's not that you can't have friends, you just need to be very honest about who you're meeting and why.

Cioccolata and Secco

If Dolcio Cioccolata has taken an interest in you and his intentions aren't torture or murder, it can only mean one thing- you are someone very dear to him, and have been so for a long time. Chances are, you probably trust him a lot back. Cioccolata's gotten very good at acting normal around his respectable friends, after all.

The two main possibilities are that you know him as a family friend and became close through parties, or you're a chronically ill patient who found yourself in his care, and were lucky enough to avoid his scalpel long enough for a genuine mutual bond to form. It could be both. You could have fallen ill after knowing him for a long time. He could have made you ill.

As for Secco, Cioccolata will only pursue you as a lover with his consent. Cioccolata would never want his darling pet to feel neglected, after all, and for that reason it's only when Secco confesses a fondness for you that Cioccolata decides its time to make you his own. Secco is immediately very excited at the thought of you joining them, and for a while Cioccolata's main concern is actually stopping him from giving their plans away.

As much as Cioccolata would love to pluck you from your home, he knows that would only get him caught. The police are already after a serial killer with surgical knowledge, and taking you like that would just make him a suspect. So he does something more covert, he invites you over. You enjoy a lovely night gorging snacks and watching TV with your two friends, until Cioccolata invites you to the basement. As you go down, he snatches your phone and sends out the first of many messages designed to trick your family into thinking you've run away.

Waiting for you there in the basement, to your horror, is a functional operating theatre, complete with spatter after spatter of blood. You'll probably try to run, but the door is already locked. But don't worry, your blood won't be joining that on the table tonight. As Cioccolata explains to you as you cower in the corner, he treasures your bond very much, the tender feeling of what they call 'romance' that fills his heart whenever you look at him, the obscure sense of care for another human being. He won't be subjecting you to his operations.

That is, until your inevitable first attempt at escape. Although he'll still stop short of outright torturing you (providing a generous dose of general anaesthetic and subsequent painkillers) his 'alterations' to your limbs will lead you unable to walk or carry out fine motor skills. You'll be entirely dependent on his and Secco's care. As he assures you frequently, the changes are entirely reversible and you can have all your old mobility back with another operation and a little physical therapy, but for Cioccolata to give that to you, you're going to have to earn it.

Cioccolata keeps his promise to reverse the damage he did to you, but by the time that happens a lot has changed. He hasn't conditioned you to become like Secco as that would involve removing everything that first endeared him to you, but you're still going to have to become a lot more warmed up to him to trust you with your limbs back. At least you'll be treated like royalty in the meantime, even if you are still a prisoner. Cioccolata will remind you every day you're his darling pet, just like Secco.

Doppio

Doppio was never allowed to have lovers when the Boss was around. He found it a little hypocritical since the boss once told him he had a girlfriend, but he guessed he understood his reasoning and, either way, he would never question his boss. The boss is gone now, and Doppio has nobody to guide him anymore. He's alone and doesn't know what to do; even the old hideouts the new boss never found feel cold and empty, and Doppio can't bring himself to enter them. Then he met you.

You weren't quite sure what you were looking at, seeing a fine-dressed, disoriented boy stumbling around in the rain outside your window. Nonetheless, you knew he was in no state to be alone so you went out and approached him. When it was clear he had nobody to call, you invited him in.

As you leave him alone in the sitting room to make coffee, Doppio's mind is going in cartwheels. You've been so kind to him, and deep down in his heart something tells him the two of you were meant for each other. This could be his new start! Someone to rely on, to depend upon to give him purpose! But wait- if he leaves tonight he might never see you again! As he panics, Doppio decides he can't let that happen. He needs to have you tonight.

The second you return to the sitting room, Doppio pounces on you. As he frantically assures you that everything's going to be okay, you pass out from shock. You wake up in a strange house, tied to an extravagant bed. Your screams bring Doppio to your room. He quickly reassures you he isn't going to hurt you and is doing this so you can be together.

Doppio has some (i.e, a few million quid) money he was able to salvage from before the boss' fall, and he's going to use it however possible to please you. He will buy you anything and everything you desire short of freedom, making his own guesses about what you'd like if you refuse to talk.

His initial plan is to keep you locked up in that room (or at very least the wider house) forever, since it's safest for you and his old boss never went out much, but eventually he relents at your distress. He'll let you out eventually, if that's what it takes to make you smile.

On that note, the best thing about being Doppio's darling is how easy it is to turn the tables on him. Once you've behaved yourself for a while, having learned what keeps Doppio satisfied, it's very easy to become the dominant one in the relationship and make him let you do whatever you want. His sole desire is to serve you, after all.

#la unita #la unita speciale #la unita x reader #squalo and tiziano #squalo and tiziano x reader #cioccolata #cioccolata x reader #secco #secco x reader #vinegar doppio #vinegar doppio x reader #yandere cw #abduction cw #manipulation cw #violence cw

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rheawritessometimes · 3 years

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Oo what about G H and S for Childe Kaeya and Diluc for the sfw alphabet if those letters are still available

{ Childe, Kaeya, Diluc x GN!Reader }

{ Summary } SFW Alphabet G, H, and S with Childe, Kaeya, and Diluc (Separately). 100 Followers Special

{ Warnings } Implied Violence, Physical Intimacy.

{ Notes } I’m sorry I took so long, writing is hard. I’m trying to write as much as possible. Masterlist

{ Word Count } 1140

{ Childe }

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Childe is known to be a rough and tumble kind of guy and that doesn’t go away when he��s in a relationship. It’s not like he wants to hurt you or anything, but he won’t hold back any if you agree to spar with him beyond making sure he’s not putting you in any serious danger. Sometimes he gets in his head about his violent aggressive habits and he’ll suddenly become overly gentle. Treats you like you’ll shatter at any moment, almost doesn’t want to touch you. But every now and then he’s very soft with you because he just adores you so much. As for emotionally, he’s very in tune with the emotions of others, it comes with having to navigate his work relations and to some extent his family relations. He’s good at knowing how to respond to your emotional state, knowing when to tease and how far he can push without going too far. As for his own emotions, it’s a complicated topic. Childe is in a bit of an odd position, stuck between his loyalties, morals, and past. It’s hard for him to seriously open up about his negative emotions but luckily he’s often a fairly happy guy, hardly ever getting caught up in the feels.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

A very touchy-feely boy. He loves hugging you, holding you, just generally being in physical contact. If it were left up to him Childe would always have you in his arms, unfortunately, that isn’t the most practical. His favorite thing is to sneak up and surprise you with hugs from behind, laughing in your ear if you get startled. For being such a beanpole gangly guy, Childe is surprisingly comfortable when he holds you. Falling asleep against him is 10/10.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Big strong partner who is very proud about how capable he is of protecting you. He is a warrior and will remind you of that any time any minor inconvenience threat crosses your path. Even if it’s jokingly, he will make a show out of ‘protecting’ you at every opportunity. Loves to show off how strong he is, whether it be fighting to protect you or easily sweeping you into his arms and carrying you away from the person he’s jealous of danger. He does not want you protecting him! It’s his job to be super stronk and reliable! Unless you’re protecting him from having to use chopsticks.

{ Kaeya }

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Kaeya’s touch isn’t what one would consider gentle. He’s not rough but rather he’s very sure and firm in his touches, he’s not at all shy when it comes to touch. If he’s in a serious relationship with someone, he’s passionate and has trouble holding back with his touches. Kaeya is capable of being gentle, sometimes he can be very soft with you but often he just can’t get enough of you. When it comes to emotions, generally he tries to be good about it but his teasing nature sometimes gets him into trouble. He’s not always able to tell if he’s going too far or being too annoying. Telling him if he’s bothering you helps, if it’s something specific he’ll keep it in mind and if he just needs to ease up that’s fine too! Apologizes if he ever upsets you, he doesn’t mean to.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Likes to hold you, likes to be held. Physical intimacy is fairly regular with Kaeya, save for times when he’s busy. It makes his heart so soft if you come to him for comfort and ask him to hug you. You find his hold comforting? No those aren’t tears, he just got dust in his eyes. Kaeya might be a cryo user but his hugs are warm! Leaning your head against his chest is heavenly, especially if he’s laughing and you can feel the rumble.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Your knight in shining armor, as he jokingly describes himself. If you’re an adventurer he always has your back in any fight, no matter the odds. Even if it’s a single slime, he at least has a close eye on you, just in case. Of course, he expects that you have his back in battle, too. Kaeya protects you in other ways too, he’s also keen on making sure you’re taking care of yourself, eating three meals a day, staying hydrated, getting enough sleep, the works. Kaeya does this even if he sometimes neglects his own needs, but you can con him into taking care of himself too by insisting he eat with you, take a nap with you, etc. As a bonus, you get to spend more time with him like that. Protect him from his paperwork, please. He will love you so much if you do some of it for him when work gets particularly busy or if you organize a little when things start to get messy.

{ Diluc }

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

So gentle early on in your relationship that he doesn’t even touch you! He’s so nervous about intimacy in the beginning, logically he knows that you’re not going to break if he touches you but that doesn’t stop him from worrying. Eventually, he’ll warm up to you, he is touch starved so it’s a surprisingly simple process. Diluc waits for you to initiate physical touch for the most part and will mimic your actions. Emotionally, he can be a bit abrasive because he’s not the best at handling emotions. As he gets closer to you he’s better about knowing how to respond to your emotions and figuring out how to open up about his own. But early on he’s mostly ‘oh god I don’t know what to do about any of this I am just going to be super chill about it’, except being ‘super chill’ for Diluc includes shoving all his emotions in a suitcase and burying it. Pretty quick at figuring things out if you’re open about it or slightly obvious with your reactions.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Diluc is so touch-starved, please hold him. Will he deny wanting your hugs until he’s comfortable with you? Yes. Does he want them? Yes. His words say no but his eyes are begging you to just hold him and gently pet his hair. Diluc runs hot, even without his pyro vision he is just very warm. There is no explanation other than that’s just how he is.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

The secret protector of Mondstadt includes keeping you safe as part of his job. He might not always accompany you on your adventures but he wants to know where you’ll be and when to expect you back if he’s not going with you. Absolutely does not hesitate about dropping whatever he’s doing if you’re not back by the time you should be. Protect him from himself, don’t let Diluc overwork himself and bring him something to eat or drink every so often. He appreciates it and tries to return the favor in any way he can.

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animeyanderelover · 3 years

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I kind of neglected Hunter x Hunter in here so here are Hc’s for them. After I’m finished with this I’ll immediately start working on my request, but I needed to write this first! Enjoy!

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, paranoia, delusions, manipulation, kidnapping, overprotectiveness, clinginess, death, sadism, masochism, controlling Yandere, violence

Yandere Hunter Exam Hc’s

Gon Freecss

🎣I can imagine him as the clingy and lovestruck Yandere. Gon loves nothing more than spending time with his darling and would give up on nothing for this. He loves the s/o with his every being and in his eyes they’re the most prettiest person that has ever existed in this universe and he makes sure to always tell them this.

🎣Also the obsessive type. He wants to know everything about them and every time he thinks he has found out everything that is there possibly to learn about his darling he discovers something new. There’s so much to learn about them and he won’t stop until he knows it all! He can also be put in the category delusional since he likes to think that between the two of you everything is fine.

🎣Gon gets easily jealous, but it’s the harmless kind of jealousy. He starts to pout and stares holes into the person who made him jealous and it’ll be one of the cutest things you’ll ever see. He’ll tell the person surprisingly friendly to go away, but his aura will be only a bit too sinister.

🎣It takes a lot until this guy kills someone. They would have to do something really bad for example nearly killing the s/o. Then Gon loses it and the little sunshine will turn into your worst nightmare. The thing is that he can’t even clearly remember what he did afterwards only remembering pure rage pumping through every inch of his body. Whoever person he killed won’t be able to be recognized, that’s how bad he beat them up.

🎣Most of the times he clinges onto his darling’s side and most of the time he’s satisfied with that. Something extreme would have to happen for this boy to want to kidnap you. A few examples are when the s/o was nearly killed or when he confessed and they rejected him. But if this doesn’t happen then you’re free to wander around.

🎣Overall Gon is an innocent bean who just wants to make you happy, but don’t get too comfy with him because if you witness what happens when he gets into his killer mode you won’t be able to sleep for the next few days. Luckily he kills rarely and ensures that you won’t notice.

Killua Zoldyck Zoldyck

🪀Killua is a Zoldyck and in my opinion all Zoldyck’s are possessive. No exception for him. Also the overprotective one, especially when his s/o gets anywhere near his family he makes sure to always be alert, he can’t trust his family with the darling. On the delusional side as well, he thinks everything he does for the darling is justified through the large amount of love he holds for them. Sometimes even the manipulative type, but he only uses this when he’s with no other option left. He hates to manipulate his s/o.

🪀Also the lovestruck and touchy one. He sees in his darling everything he’s ever looked for and since he’s never got much physical affection when he was younger he’s very touchstarved for his darling. He loves cuddles! Give him lots of cuddles!!

🪀Killua will never tell when he’s jealous and his darling probably won’t even notice, but the other person will. The look he’s giving them is enough to make even the toughest guys pee into their pants.

🪀Most of the times his killer look and the sinister aura that’s surrounding him is enough to keep every person who could possibly be a threat for his darling away, but if that doesn’t work he has no problem with killing this obstacle. And believe me, no one wants this guy after them!

🪀He never really liked the thought of kidnapping his darling and would only do it in a few cases where the darling likes someone else than him or when they suddenly try to break of their contact with him and he can’t convince them otherwise. That’s when Killua would get desperate and decides to take the s/o with him.

🪀In my opinion Killua is, even though he’s sometimes quite the Tsundere, a more harmless Yandere. After he kidnaps you he makes sure to spoil you with everything a human could ever ask for and would never even lay a finger on you. He could never forgive himself if he would hurt the only good thing ( besides Gon of course ) that he has in his life. Expect to his guy to be your personal cuddle bear. The only problem are his delusions that his actions aren’t wrong.

Kurapika Kurta

⛓Congratulations for getting one of the scariest ones from the list. Kurapika is the possessive, overprotective and aware one. The moment he realized he’s in love with you was the moment he became paranoid. What if something happens to the s/o when he isn’t there? What if the Phantom Troupe attacks them? He realizes that his feelings aren’t anywhere near normal, but he just can’t help it. That leads him to quickly becoming possessive and overprotective over them. He doesn’t let them do anything alone, too scared that they might hurt themself.

⛓Also the obsessive, manipulative and desperate one. He wants to know everything about them, wants to know their interests and wants, wanting to be as perfect as he can for them. Whenever the darling gets annoyed with his overprotectiveness he’s talking them slyly into thinking that he’s just making sure that nothing bad happens to them. Who knows what might happen the next moment. His darling’s safety is his first priority, but he does yearn for their love and affection, wanting to be loved by them.

⛓Kurapika doesn’t trust anyone with the darling. What if they want to hurt them? What if they want to take the s/o away from him? Whenever someone even looks wrongly at the s/o the next moment Kurapika is already towering over this person with his eyes glowing scarily. Jealousy isn’t even the right word to describe this. It’s pure paranoia!

⛓This guy will spill gallons of blood if it means keeping his darling safe. Everyone he sees as a possible threat will be eliminated quickly.

⛓It won’t take long after he discovered his feelings for you. His possessiveness and paranoia are a horrible mix. He kidnaps his darling fastly, dragging them to a place where they’re going to live from now one. Don’t even try to escape, he won’t let that happen and will kill anyone who might know where you ran off!

⛓Kurapika is an intense and scary one, especially if he stares at you with those red eyes of his. You’ll never see other humans again, Kurapika is too scared that they might want to harm you. He does know that his behavior is wrong, but he decided eventually that he doesn’t care. No one can take the only person he loves so much away from him! He’s hesitant about hurting you and will only do it in extreme cases for example when you tried to run away from him. But if his darling would be a survivor from the Kurta Clan this would be an even worse story.

Leorio Paradinight

🧳I can imagine Leorio as the overprotective and lovestruck Yandere. This guy is hopelessly in love with the s/o and would follow them to the ends of the world and this makes him naturally overprotective over his darling.

🧳Also the clingy and touchy one. He won’t even give the s/o space to breathe and loves to have physical contact with them, doesn’t matter to him if it’s more sexual or not, he’s happy with both.

🧳He gets jealous so easily and it will be too obvious. He’ll have a clearly annoyed and angry look on his face and is definitely the type to pull his s/o to his side and glare at the other person whilst throwing a fit.

🧳I don’t think Leorio is the type to kill. It’s more likely that if he finds out that someone hurt his darling he’ll search for this person and starts beating them up whilst yelling at them. In really extreme cases he might also ask Gon, Killua and Kurapika for help to pay the person back who harmed you.

🧳He doesn’t enjoy the thought of kidnapping the s/o, but then again he’s the overprotective Yandere and if something triggered him enough he won’t think twice and lock you up in his house, keeping you until he’s calmed down. That means you’re going to stay there for a while.

🧳He’s one of the more harmless ones. He isn’t really violent with anyone, only if angered enough, and lets you walk around freely, but he makes sure to always stay by your side. The only thing that is a bit annoying is that he can be quite the perv sometimes.

Hisoka Morow

🃏... Oh god... Hisoka is possessive, cruel, a stalker, manipulative and the removal type. He views the s/o more as a toy than a human and the s/o is his favorite toy so he’s very possessive over them. He’s more the type to watch his darling from the distance and this man is talented in lying. He’ll mess with your mind until you don’t know what to think anymore. I can also definitely see him as the removal type, meaning he’ll kill everyone the darling is close to.

🃏Also a sadist, masochist and a touchy one. This guy will hurt his darling when they don’t behave and he certainly takes his pleasure in it. But he also loves it when his darling is hurting him. Every time they do this it gets him excited~ It isn’t a surprise that he is the touchy one, is it? His hands will always be on his darling’s body, touching them in more and less appropriated places ( most times in less appropriated places ).

🃏He has patience with his darling, but that doesn’t count for other people as well. He doesn’t like sharing his favorite toy with anyone and he also has this kind of ‘jealousy’ that he feels when someone hurts the s/o or the s/o hurts someone. That makes him really angry. He’s the only one who’s allowed to hurt them and he’s also the only one they’re allowed to hurt!

🃏The problem here is that Hisoka enjoys killing others way too much so he’s willing to leave a trail of dead bodies behind, taking his time to toy with them before killing them when he gets bored with them.

🃏This guy has as mentioned above a lot of patience with his darling and just watches them for a very long time, but eventually that wasn’t enough for him at some point and so he took them. You can bet that he didn’t miss the chance to play a bit with them before, seeing it as a hide and seek game. Guess who won at the end.

🃏Hisoka is a toxic Yandere to have. He’s so good with messing your mind up and will most likely talk you into thinking that you’re worthless and no one loves you and you should be thankful that he hasn’t killed you yet. Another problem is how perverted he is with you, he won’t stop touching you and if you hit him he gets even more turned on! The same goes for when he hurts you! But I think that all of his behavior comes simply from the fact that he doesn’t know how to act with his feelings. He never was really interested in anyone before, but that changed when he met you and he has no idea how to handle this. Another good thing is that he has a lot of patience with you because he never gets boring with you. If you manage to help him understanding his feelings he might become the tiniest bit better.

Pokkle

🏹Wanted to give it a try with this guy here, I was honestly pretty disappointed when he died. I think he’s the lovestruck and obsessive type. Such a weakling for his darling and obsessed with them in every sense possible. Similar to Kurapika he wants to be as perfect as he can for them. Very clingy, he doesn’t know what the word private space means.

🏹Also the worshipper, delusional and desperate Yandere. He thinks of the s/o as some kind of angel which fell from heaven and treats them like a god/goddess. He’s almost like your personal slave. He’s also pretty dependent on their affection and love they give him. He’s very confident, but at the same time very cautious of his abilities and when the s/o showers him in affection and compliments about his abilities this man will be over the moon.

🏹As mentioned above, he’s very dependent on your attention and love and if you give it to someone else, he’ll feel deeply wounded. There are two ways how he’ll react to this depending on whether he lets his pride or his self insecurity get the best of him. If his pride wins he’ll quickly pull the s/o behind his back and starts yelling at whoever they interacted with. If his insecurity wins he just stands there silently, watching his darling interacting with other people, suffering quietly. But in both cases he’ll be even more needy for your attention and love for the rest of the day.

🏹Pokkle sees his darling as a god/goddess and whoever hurts them will get some kind of punishment. He’ll kill anyone who might mean danger for his darling. Than he’ll either use poisened arrows or his Nen ability rainbow.

🏹Pokkle is as mentioned delusional and can get very paranoid from time to time which leads him to locking the s/o from time to time up in his house. The same goes for when they’re giving someone else too much attention which he desperately needs. At least he only locks you in for one or two days, but it happens way too often.

🏹He can be a real cutie for you, but his constant need for attention, love, affection and his clingyness can be pretty tiring. The fact that he locks you constantly away isn’t all that great either.

Ponzu

🐝Another death which saddened me very much. I think Ponzu is the aware one, meaning she knows how unhealthy her feelings actually are. Also the stalker type, but not her, her bees will watch her darling for her.

🐝Also the obsessive type since her bees are constantly watching the s/o it honestly isn’t hard for her to find out very much of them in a very short time. And she remembers every single detail.

🐝Ponzu is very composed and has a good amount of patience. She won’t get that easily jealous, she can let her darling have fun with other people. But if she thinks it’s enough she’ll send her bees towards the person, letting them attack the other person the s/o was talking to. And believe, it won’t be everyday that you see someone that fastly running away. No one wants to be stung by a bee. And certainly not from a whole swarm of them!

🐝Ponzu is very reasonable and can judge how bad someone’s crime was towards her darling. Most of the time the persons get away with stings littering their whole body, but if someone tries to kill her darling then she sees this as the worst crime possible and then this person will be stinged to death by her bees.

🐝It takes a lot for her to kidnap the s/o and only does it in the worse case scenario where they are nearly getting killed and she couldn’t protect them. Then she makes sure to kidnap her darling. After that escaping is as good as impossible since her bees are always watching.

🐝Since Ponzu is very reasonable with you and has a lot of patience with you it won’t be that bad. If you act up the worst that could happen are one or two stings from her bees. If you’re allergic to them her punishments consist of locking you for the rest of the day up in your room. But if you behave well she’ll even let you out for a few hours.

#yandere hunter x hunter #yandere hxh #yandere gon #yandere gon freecss #yandere killua #yandere killua zoldyck #yandere kurapika #yandere kurapika kurta #yandere leorio #yandere leorio paradinight #yandere hisoka #yandere hisoka morow #yandere pokkle #yandere ponzu

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raven-at-the-writing-desk · 4 years

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Can i request some jealousy headcanons for Malleus, Azul, Leona and Lilia with a female reader who attends the NRC? What kind of things tick them off and how often do they get jealous? Thanks a lot! P.s. your rules didn't specify any character limit so if you don't mind can i request some more characters in another ask after you're done with this?

Greetings.

I would like to point out that my limit on characters per request is 5 (6 if you include Yuu/MC or the Reader/self insert). Feel free to send in another request so long as it adheres to the character limit and the other rules.

The ask box closes for a month or two in less than 24 hours, so I suggest that if you want any other requests to be looked at that you submit one soon.

Now, the headcanons.

Curiouser and Curiouser...

Malleus Draconia

Oh, yes. He gets jealous. Why wouldn’t he? You are the first person in years (outside of his Diasomnia family) to show him affection--so of course he’d be upset if he saw you getting close to other men.

He’s pretty reasonable though, only getting jealous when he senses some red flags--and even when he does get jealous, he’s old and wise enough to keep his calm in most situations.

Malleus is fine if you have friends that are guys, but he’ll feel neglected/jealous if you start prioritizing spending time with other people over spending time with him.

He’ll also get jealous if you mention that you fell asleep at the movie or something because he likes having your cute sleeping face all to himself.

Malleus does not react aggressively--instead, he tends to get pouty and sulk when he’s jealous.

He doesn’t think ill of you, but he does become concerned that you might find someone “better” and leave him.

Malleus gets a little clingy and touchy-feely to get your attention focused on him again.

Azul Ashengrotto

Azul can definitely get jealous--less frequently than Malleus, but he’s also more reactive than Malleus.

Most of the time, Azul is pretty confident and self-assured so he doesn’t mind you being around other guys.

If they start getting a little too close or the topic starts veering toward “inappropriate things”, Azul might interrupt the conversation and change the subject, or he might come in smiling while throwing shade at the other guy before reminding them that it’s impolite to touch things that already belong to other people.

If he’s in a particularly bad mood, Azul will be more passive aggressive with his smile and snippier with his insults.

He’ll pull you aside and gently reprimand you for hanging around such “ruffians” later, then give you a lecture about how to keep yourself safe when he’s not around.

Azul gives you pepper spray/mace.

Leona Kingscholar

The most jealous one of them all. Every little thing pisses this overgrown feline off, including the slightest brush of the hand from a male friend on your shoulder.

He’s so used to having everything he wants taken from him that he’s very possessive of what little he does have--and that includes his girlfriend.

Leona will growl and snap at others that get too close to you.

Stop him before he starts a fight.

He tries to subtly flex his position as your boyfriend by keeping a hand around your waist or maintaining some kind of physical contact with you at all times in public.

If Leona feels like showing off even more, expect semi-rough PDA even if he is a lazy boi like kisses.

He’ll be very irritable and demand lots of kisses and cuddles from you as repayment for making him “tear out his fur” over you.

Lilia Vanrouge

Being as ancient as he is, Lilia is very patient and tends to not get jealous easily. His partner is, after all, a free spirit and able to make decisions for herself--and he trusts her to not cheat and/or intentionally go and make him jealous.

It’s when other people are harassing you that Lilia gets the most jealous since they’re actively bothering his beloved.

He’ll hang upside down from the ceiling to spook off the people bothering you, then swoop down to hug you!

The hug is partly to reassure you and make sure you’re not hurt, and partly so Lilia can reassert his place as your lover.

If someone is getting particularly handsy with you, Lilia drops his carefree pranks and gets up in the assailant’s face.

He’ll smile and show off his fangs and politely ask what’s up--but he gives off this terrifying aura, which chases the person away.

Do not mess with the great ancestor, Lilia. You will die if you try.

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fenristheorem · 3 years

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Hi again! Since you posted a lance with a touchy s/o ask, can i ask the opossite? a hc for a s/o who doesnt like pda? thanks

Hello again! Happy to write this! 😊

~Under the cut~

Lance with an S/O who doesn't like PDA/physical touch:

Lance is a bit... weird with physical touch. He's not creepy about it, but he doesn't know how to react to it. Usually when someone tries to touch him he needs to be prepared to fight back for his livelihood and the livelihood of others, so his natural instinct when being touched is immediate attention to what's being portrayed through the touch - if they seek harm or... well, don't.

Regardless of who he's personally close to or not, he just doesn't like to be touched. He basically never initiates any form of physical touch unless necessary, and when someone else initiates this - which isn’t often at all - he just sort of stands there... not knowing what to do...

He’s gotten used to not being touched, so for Lance having an S/O who’s not into physical touch or PDA isn’t much of an issue. He’s just fine with lingering around in her presence or doing things together without much contact.

Of course, there are times where he craves physical contact. Being in a relationship, it’s normal that they kiss and hug and everything like that relatively often, so sometimes he’ll lean against her or hold her for a while when he’s craving the feel of her skin and body since some sort of contact is a given, but he’s aware that it’s nothing too important for his partner so he tries to keep it from interfering with any of their responsibilities. He can live without too much contact and he doesn’t want her to feel pressured - which could drive her away from physical contact he craves in the future - so he tries to keep touch on the down low so it doesn’t interfere with their relationship and responsibilities.

Lance is quite pleased at the fact that he doesn’t need to worry about her trying to be physically affectionate in public, though. It’s not that he’d feel embarrassed by her affections in front of others - he just has a very professional view of how he needs to portray himself in the public eye. When he’s taking care of tasks and giving orders to others he needs to maintain his serious, chieftain persona. There needs a be a constant respect and professional trust that the public has in him - he is in charge of the guard’s military and defense unit after all - so he feels that allowing himself to be physically soft with someone in public can create a bit of a contradicting atmosphere. It can sound somewhere along the lines of toxic masculinity until you consider - again - that he’s not very used to physical touch in general; so subjecting him to loving / gentle / vulnerable touch in public and expecting him to reciprocate in front of everyone can make him feel uncomfortable and awkward - things that he’s alright admitting that he feels at times, but would rather avoid in the long run. His belief is that it’s ok to feel emotions and it’s ok for everyone to admit that they feel the whole spectrum of emotions, but it’s also valid for people to try and avoid situations and triggers that can make them feel uncomfortable or negative so long as it doesn’t interfere with their life and responsibilities too much. So that’s what he does; he’ll admit any time during any situation that he’s capable of feeling all sorts of emotions, but he will actively try to avoid unnecessary, minor situations that would make him uncomfortable. Knowing his partner won’t ever try to subject him to this situation that could cause him to be uncomfortable - and knowing that she avoids it for her own personal reasons as well - relieves him from worrying about how to act during that situation and keeps him from worrying about if he’s neglecting her needs by enforcing a lack of PDA.

However, he has his possessive, territorial moments as well. In these moments he can be a bit... clingy, for lack of a better term. He’ll be happy to lean against her or give a small hug in public, but he’ll keep in mind her preferences. If she’s fine with that - cool. If she’d rather him not be physically affectionate in public - he’ll restrain himself... the best he can with a few “side effects” that will effect them later in private. It is very tempting to brush against her when it’s “forbidden” to do so in public. He has his romantic streak and finds the thought of pulling her off to a secluded corner of the guard to embrace her quite tempting, but he’s also a realist; she may not like that and he doesn’t want to upset her, so he ignores these little fantasies. Being in private during these possessive times is a different story, though. Since she’d rather not express physical affection in public, that can leave him feeling starved for contact that’ll be unleashed when they’re in private. He’ll keep himself distant in public, but in private he’ll test the waters - see if she’s alright with close physical contact now that they’re out of the public eye. If she’s not ok with it, then he’ll keep himself a bit distant, only allowing himself a small brush against her to satisfy the basics of his needs, but if she’s welcome to touch now she can expect to be held in his grasp for hours or until they need to carry on with their responsibilities. In the case where, for some reason, she’s consistently uninterested or avoidant of his touch in public and in private, this’ll lead him to having a serious conversation with her to understand why. He’s not angry or disappointed, but usually there’s at least some physical contact in relationships - even if just in private - so he’d want to understand and know if she’s truly not comfortable with it or if there’s another underlying issue that he needs to be aware of. He may also stress that - while he’s certainly alright with staying distant if she’s more comfortable like that - he does need some bit of contact every now and again. Basically, he’s fine with the lack of PDA, but too little physical contact between them can be a concern for him and could conflict with the fact that he does need a bit of contact every now and again. After all, certain chemicals are released upon physical touch that act to bond a pair, so it’s only natural that he would want some leeway to touch her every now and again.

Lance is overall quite happy that she doesn't have a preference that will push a few boundaries, but he does seek physical touch from her every now and again. They don't ever need to worry about PDA as they share the same preference on that, but they'll need to find a balance if she avoids most physical contact overall.

This is a bit short but it’s pretty straight-forward.

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mintvender · 3 years

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UTOPIA [ 2 ]

Pairing: BTS x Y/N

Synopsis: Y/N L/N, the name of the current monarch of Corea. They became the ruler after successfully ending the previous king along with the dynasty as well. In their harem, countless men are present to help balance the court’s power. However, is this truly their intentions? The palace was always a place that needs to be proceeded with caution but as time goes by, recklessness would most likely outweigh it. You found yourself unable to prosper the kingdom without being too connected to it.

HaremAU!

Warning: None

Word Count: 3.6k

A/n: Can anyone do me a favour, either through your account or anon and tell me how the story is progressing? I understand that it’s still early but I want to know if I’m going too fast and whatnot. Will greatly appreciate it,thx.

Masterlist

Just by glancing at the person’s posture, you could already tell who it was. Your ability to know them naturally accumulated after years knowing them. It all became much easier as the person continues to grow under your watchful guidance.

“ Come in,” you announced, walking back to the table, “ there’s no need to whisper.”

As if waiting for your permission, the doors immediately were pushed open followed by quick stepping sounds.

The steps hurriedly took its way to your spot before stopping behind you, waiting to see your next actions.

You, on the other hand, didn’t feel the need to greet them and instead settled your attention on the various treats displayed on the table. Pretending that there was no presence behind you, you extended your right hand to one of the treats and peacefully munched on them.

You almost groan at the heavenly taste that quickly covers all your senses. It has seemed that you have been neglecting your hunger too much that a simple treat could bring you such satisfaction.

You were about to continue to further enter that mindset when a high-pitched whine from behind suddenly snapped you back to reality. You then realized that you may have forgotten about a certain someone.

Turning around, you find yourself faced with a tall yet lean figure who was pouting at your mistreatment. Only offering him a smile as an apology, you ushered him to come to the table.

The individual, thankfully, obeyed you and placed himself beside you before letting out another whine.

“ Y/N-iee, we haven’t talked to each other for so long. You even neglected all my invitations and when I came to visit you, you even ignored me?” he asked, while clinging onto your left arm.

Knowing how touchy he could be, you could only let him do what he wanted.

“ You know I was busy, Taehyung.”

The pout that was on his face became much more prominent the moment he heard his full name coming out of your mouth.

“ Nooo, don’t call me by that name! You know that I don’t like it, “ Taehyung leaned on to your arm, “ It makes me feel like we’re strangers.”

Finally deciding that you have teased him enough, you brought him into your embrace and hugged him. Feeling Taehyung naturally melting into you, you couldn’t help but let out a chuckle.

“ Alright, alright, I won’t tease you anymore,” you said, “ How have you been with the training?”

At the mention of his combat training, he stopped snuggling into you but still stayed in your embrace, deciding that not speaking would be the best option to get away with having to answer it.

Understanding what he meant, you could only let out a sigh.

“ Have you been missing the training, Tae?”

“...”

Again, he refused to answer and make eye contact with you.

“ If you don’t tell me then someone else will be doing that,” you said, “ Jungkook!”

Immediately after hearing your command, Jungkook entered the room, and waited for your next orders.

“ You have the responsibility of watching over Taehyung whenever General Kim is away. Tell me, how is Taehyung with his combat training?”

Jungkook looked at you before setting his gaze at the cowered figure still in your embrace. He wondered if he should take which side. His friend’s or yours?

Taahyung and Jungkook have quite a miraculous relationship. Unlike the others, Jungkook immediately bonded with the elder. If people didn’t know their status, anyone could have mistaken them as biological brothers from how close they seemed when together.

Obviously seeing how indecisive Jungkook seems to be, you knew that both of them were hiding something from you.

“ Jungkook, I don’t care how close you are to Taehyung. I was the one who made you my bodyguard, not him,” you reminded him, “ You work under me and obey me, understand?”

Both males flinched at your warning, knowing that there aren’t many things that you have distaste more than disloyalty.

Jungkook, who was the main target of your warning could only sent Taehyung a sorrowful glance as an apology.

“ Y-yes your majesty, I will make sure to not repeat my mistake again,” Jungkook said, “ Regarding the Royal Consort’s combat training, he… have made very little improvements.”

Somewhat expecting this result, you felt a wave of disappointment hit you. Looks like he still doesn’t understand what’s best for him.

“ I will hold your word accountable, Jungkook. Now, leave us be.”

Jungkook bowed down to the both of you before rushing out of the room, seemingly allergic to the atmosphere that was slowly intensifying.

“ … Care to explain to me what you were doing at that time?”

Knowing that he would not answer your question, you brought your right index and thumb finger under his chin before tilting his head up to meet your gaze.

Unfortunately for Taehyung, he could not break himself out of your hold and had to suffer from facing the abundant amount of guilt that he has created for the both of you.

“ … I’m sorry, I really tried but I kept slipping out of order. I didn’t want to disappoint you so I…” Taehyung trailed off.

“ So you think that me finding out by another person would be better?”

Taehyung did his best to shake his head, denying your claims.

“ I didn’t think that Jungkook would rat me out like this.”

“ You should have expected that, little mastermind. He works under me after all.”

You then released his head before gently patting it.

“ I understand that physical combat isn’t your best domain but you still need to understand the basics.”

“ But I understand the basics, Y/N.”

“ Are you sure?” You calmly asked.

Taehyung who was about to nod his head decided that it would be best to think again when he heard your overly calm tone.

“ I’ll… give it a try.”

Shaking your head, not knowing how to deal with such a sarcastic comment, you pinched his pouty cheeks and smile.

“ You little minx! How many times have you promised me and broken it? You, yourself know all too well that you won’t keep it!”

Slapping your hand to let go of his cheeks, he continues to let out pitiful whimpers.

“ Ouch! I’m sorry, Y/N! Won’t do it again. Ouch! Ouch!”

Releasing his soft cheeks, you gently rubbed them to soothe the pain while laughing out loud.

“ Alright, alright. If you do show up on most of the days, I’ll even accompany you whenever I’m free.”

Taehyung, who was previously sulking and pouting, immediately changed his demeanour when he heard your comment. His face practically lighting up when he heard that you will be joining him.

“ Really?”

“ Of course,” you assured him, “ You know that I will never break my promise.”

He nodded before once again tackling you into a tight hug, now satisfied that he gets to spend more time with.

And with that, your little personal conversation came to an end.

Once he finally let go of you, standing up, you make your way towards the desk and bring back a pile of paper. Seeing what you were doing, Taehyung immediately moved all the plates somewhere else to make room for the pile.

Placing the pile in the centre, you skillfully separates them into all the topics.

“ Today’s audience, I’ve been informed by General Kwong that the Grimores are attacking our eastern border,” you informed him, “ However, this was done by adolescents that have yet to fully mature.”

Looking over the papers, Taehyung asked, “ Then how did they managed to break into the warehouse and destroy all the crops there? Children who have no experience can’t possibly do that.”

You nodded in agreement, “ I agree. Even though it is a possibility but the chance of it is too unlikely for that to be the main reason.”

“Their actions were also quite bold. It doesn’t seem too irrational at all.”

“ You mean that it’s all planned out?”

“ Yes, it’s very possible. All their actions were thorough and seemed experienced. I have a feeling that someone is secretly guiding them in the dark.”

You looked into Taehyung’s stern eyes, seeing how serious he is, this might really be possible.

Taehyung, besides being known as your Royal Consort, is also infamous for his sharp and observant mind. Combine that with all the training that he has done, anyone would have to put his words into heavy consideration.

With you knowing him for years, you have almost absolute trust in his intuition and mind. After all, what would people think of you if Taehyung’s mentor didn’t trust him? People would most likely think that you are using your status and clinging onto his title to benefit your own intentions. You definitely did now want that type of influence.

“ What should we do now then?”

As if expecting this question, he simply answered, “ We’ll just have to wait.”

Sighing, you nodded. Even though you have faced these types of scenarios countless times, this silent obstacle was always the worst. Through time, you have somewhat managed to cope with the raw feeling that constantly gnaws at your insides to take actions, and instead follow the detailed plan that you have spent countless hours working on.

“ Mhm, I will send some people to go and watch for any suspicious people there.”

Taehyung nodded, satisfied with your plan, “ How is the alliance with the Ecenyths?”

“ It’s… proceeding as planned but slower than what we need it to be.”

“ Do the Ecenyths still think that we are unworthy.”

“ Might be so. They are known for their prideful selves after all. Even if they desperately need this alliance, they would never be willing to ask for it.”

Taehyung rolls his eyes at the thought.

The Ecenyths occupied the entire south of the continent. As a result, they have the largest land for agriculture which offers them many alliances with the neighbouring countries and beyond that. Even the Grimores, who take up most of the land that links the mainland and the sea have to give them some face in order to receive a stable supply of crops.

If the Grimores were considered to be arrogant, the Ecenyths would be somewhat too prideful for their own good. This was a result of the many countries that backs them and victories they have won throughout history.

Despite this, Taehyung still found himself despising them courtesy to a certain merchant from said nation.

“ What were they thinking sending such a chatty and loud merchant? Are they seriously toying with us?”

You, unable to keep your laughter to yourself burst out laughing. You somewhat always knew that Taehyung didn’t favour the funny merchant, but you didn’t think that it would be to this extent of him downright degrading him.

“ You think so?” You teased, “ I don’t think he’s that much of a nuisance.”

Taehyung glared at you, “ Hmph! Of course you wouldn’t. He basically becomes overly sweet and flirty whenever you’re around. How wouldn’t you like him if he was like that?”

You raised your eyebrows, amused by Taehyung’s sudden outburst.

“ Are you jealous, my little consort?”

“ Hmph.”

What’s the special occasion today, I wonder.

“ Let’s get back on track with our previous conversation.”

Taehyung reluctantly nodded, still mad at the thought of the merchant.

“ The drought season is slowly approaching. I can feel the humidity rising during the day,” you said, shivering when remembering how sweaty you were underneath the dozen layers of your hanbok.

Sighing, Taehyung turned towards you before composing himself and joined the conversation.

“ Yes, it is expected to be extremely dry this year.”

“ We need to take precautions to minimize the damage that it will bring to our economy. With water becoming a rarity during this time, everyone will be on edge with the prices of products increasing.”

“ People in the Amber section would suffer the most.”

People of the Amber section, is a commonly used term to describe commoners. They are people, who are not of nobility and most likely work jobs of intense labour. The next rank is the people of the Malachite section. They are people who consist mostly of merchants and owners that are somewhat wealthier than the steel section. On top of them is the Topaz section, people of nobility who mostly work as officials. Finally the rank that tops all the rest is the diamond section, royalty for short.

“ With the increased price of products, they would not be able to pay for it with the amount they earn.”

“ Yes, even though we have already established a minimum wage for every worker, it is still extremely hard to track that. Only established shops would abide by such rules. And even with that, they would not be able to afford the products.”

“ What do you suggest then?”

Looking over the papers, Taehyung immersed himself into his own world, trying to come up with the best plan.

“ We need to come up with a plan that ensures the Amber section could survive this season.”

“ Elaborate.”

“ Providing families of the Amber section with necessary materials will need to be done.”

You nodded, taking his suggestion into consideration.

With this plan, however, there are several setbacks that you should be able to work around to minimize how much money will have to be deducted during this time. Knowing that many ministers will disagree if this has a big budget, you need to come up with a persuasive plan in order to win the majority.

You and Taehyung continued to work together on the possible plan through the night, only stopping when realizing that the sun was about to rise.

☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️☁️

Waking up to a blinding light entering your eyes, you were quick to try and swing your arm over them and shield them away from the light. Unlike other times, you were unable to lift your arm, feeling a weighted object was crushing your arm. As a result, you could only continuously blink them until they have adjusted to the light.

Finally realizing that something or rather someone was lying on your arm, you look over to meet with a familiar face snuggling into your arm.

Smiling to yourself, you turned to your side to admire his ethereal face.

Taehyung has always been a beauty, but you found yourself adoring his visuals the most during the early mornings such as this one. Contrary to him complaining about how puffy his face is in the morning, you were the complete opposite. Wanting nothing but to smother his face with reassurance whenever he’s insecure about them.

Right now, you couldn’t help but bring your free hand to caress his lips, admiring how soft they really are. Slowly, you extend your hand to other places, continually surprising yourself at how soft his skin was.

Unlike you, who have been trained at combat since young, and whose hands were littered with callouses. Taehyung on the other hand, possesses clear and porcelain-like skin. As a result, you were somewhat envious of that.

You snapped back into reality when you felt the body next to you stirred around, arms coming up to your neck to only interconnect behind them, snuggling closer into you.

Chuckling at his cute action, you let your arm rest on his back and pulled him closer.

“ Tae, it’s time to wake up now. You get to train today.”

Feeling him pout against your neck, you gently rub your hand down his back.

“ Nooo, it’s comfortable here,” he whined out.

“ You can’t, Tae. We have a busy day ahead.”

Despite your protest, Taehyung continued to whine, trapping you into his hold.

Even though the thought of staying in bed for hours was an appealing idea to you, you knew better than that. If Taehyung was not being obedient then you will use another method to force him to wake up.

“ Taehyung, get up.”

Immediately after hearing his name, Taehyung sat up and look down at your still lying figure, pouting at you.

“ Why do you always use this method?”

Sitting up, you offered him a pat on the head before making your way to the edge before standing up.

“ You were being stubborn, Tae. I could only use such methods,” you said while stretching your body, “ Apologies, my little consort.”

Begrudgingly leaving your bed, he sleepily walked towards the table, sitting on one of the chairs and waited for food to be served.

“ How did we arrive at your bedroom last night?”

“ I carried you to bed, Tae.”

Looking over at you, he smiled, praising you.

“ Aigoo, my Y/N is so strong. How could I live without you.”

You, who was still stretching, froze at his comment before awkwardly walking towards the table, sitting in front of him.

Seeing how you were hesitant about his comment, he suspiciously asked, “ But you will stay with me right?”

Knowing you couldn’t escape his questioning if you didn’t reply to this, you could only agree.

“ Yes, Tae. I will stay with you.”

“ Forever?”

Offering him a small smile, you nodded.

Being the observant person he is, Taehyung obviously does not quite believe you but decided to let you go.

Like on cue, maids began to scurry into the room, bringing various dishes made the both of you forget the previous conversation. Soon enough, you both started to eat while peacefully talking to each other.

Amidst the feast, Taehyung whined about having to go through his training in the early morning which was answered by you ignoring him. Deciding that it would be amusing to surprise him later.

After finishing your meal, Taehyung took his time getting dressed by the maids.

“ You certainly took your time.”

“ Of course, I’m the royal consort after all.”

“ Stop procrastinating.”

“ I’m not procrastinating!”

“ Then let’s go.”

Taehyung, who was getting ready to work looked at you, confused.

Seeing how puzzled he looks, you hold out your hand, silently offering it to him. It might not be as grand as you have imagined but at least you still get a laugh out of it.

“ What are you achieving just by standing there? Let’s go, we’re about to be late for practice.”

Finally understanding your intentions, he rushed towards you and grabbed your hand. Holding it between the two of you, Taehyung pulled you towards the exit.

“ Tae, why hurry?” You teased.

Taehyung who was pulling you only pouted as a response but immediately blush when the maids behind the both of you giggled at his cute antiques.

“ What are you laughing at?” He growled out, immediately shutting everyone’s laughter which resulted in all of them awkwardly avoiding his gaze.

Knowing that he wouldn’t actually punish your people makes the scenario much more amusing to you. After all, you and Taehyung have known them for years.

After that, the entire crew walked to the training ground in complete silence and continued to do so until General Kim arrived at the scene.

As soon as General Kim entered the training ground, he flinched seeing your presence.

Desperately rubbing his chest to calm his heart, he asked, “ Your majesty? What have brought you here?”

Offering him a small smile, you answered, “ I’m here to watch over the little minx to make sure that he is focusing.”

General Kim chuckled hearing your response. You always managed to surprise him with your duality. You could be making jokes one moment before becoming terrifyingly in the next. The transition being so smooth that if people were not there before would think that you have been acting like this for hours.

“ Lucky for you, Royal Consort. We’ll be running laps today,” General Kim announced.

Taehyung, who was originally standing beside you bolted in the opposite direction after hearing what they were going to do today. Unexpectedly, you caught up to him long before he even managed to move ten meters, and was dragged back to where he previously was.

“ Look at him being so excited for today’s activity,” you teased.

Pretending to be impressed, General Kim said, “ Now that’s a first.”

“ Haha, you really want to kill me today.”

Taehyung looked at you then at General Kim, before repeating that motion a few more times, somewhat regretting pulling you here with him.

“ Let’s move to the fields now.”

The both of you then followed General Kim to a grass field not far from the training ground.

After that, you quickly settled onto the ground and began to warm up your muscles.

When you guys were finished with the warm up, you both walked towards one end of the field and waited for future instructions.

“ This section is specifically for testing your stamina so go at a speed that you know that you will be able to last the longest.”

You and Taehyung nodded, and started running.

To not let Taehyung be alone, you followed his pace, knowing that it would be much slower than you.

Seeing how you were at his speed, Taehyung insisted that you should speed up.

“ Don’t worry about me, go at your own pace.”

“ Don’t talk, it will exhaust you more. Let me do the talking,” you shushed.

Knowing what you meant, Taehyung didn’t talk for the entire time, secretly appreciating your kind gesture.

After what seems to be like half an quarter of an hour, Taehyung was on the ground panting heavily while you were breathing a little harder than normal.

Knowing how hard he tried, you ruffled his sweaty head, praising him for his effort.

“ Good job, Tae.”

“ Why. is. this. so. important?” He groaned out.

“ Because you need it in order to do physical missions,” you answered simply.

“ I have done countless physical missions but never needed ‘stamina’,” he whined out, still out of breath.

Opening your mouth, you were about to protest when you heard a person yelling out your name. Confused, you turn around only to be met with a pale orange patch blurring your vision. Before you knew it, you were on the ground, seemingly getting crushed by the weight on top of you.

What’s with people wanting to squish me today?

#harem au #bts hoseok #bts imagines #bts jimin #bts jungkook #bts seokjin #bts yoongi #bts rm #bts taehyung #bts x reader #bts x y/n #bts series #bts harem au #reader insert #Utopia #MintVender #Dom!reader

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imagineansuta · 3 years

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Hi there!! I'd like a matchup, please<3! I'm quite soft-spoken and shy, but once I get comfortable I'm very talkative and can ramble for hours with extreme passion (I'm always worried that I'm being annoying or talking too much or looking stupid though),, My love languages are physical affection and gift-giving (being 5'0 Exaggerating my height/a little closer to 4'11/roughly 152.2cm exactly, I really really love hugging people taller than me) but since I'm too shy to ask for affection I usually tend to just stick close to people/lightly tug on their sleeves or fiddle with their hands or fall back on giving them interesting little stuff and going 🥺🥺🥺. I'm often tired and definitely need to be coerced into sleeping more, but I'm definitely a night owl that also likes the daytime too much (peak naptime is always early afternoon tho lol). I'm a bit too hardworking to the point where I stress myself out, but I love being spoiled (though I'd never demand that I really want it) anddd my hobbies are reading books (and analyzing literature), admiring art/nature (never been to a museum but I love plays, movies, and watching people sing/dance), and baking (I love sweets!!! baked goods and drinks, especiallyyyy the kinda expensive and fancy kind, but I'm too broke for those usually and go nuts with happiness to be able to have them... I just stick to basic recipes when I'm baking though). I also really love foreign languages (I've been taking French for abt 5yrs), tea, plushies, and art in general (I admire anybody with artistic talents sooo much,, I do poetry some myself but I'm too anxious to share it with a lot of people) and I hate hot weather, being getting angry/yelling at me, bugs (I don't scream but anything bigger than a fly scares me and I wish I had people to kill them for me,,) thanks!!!!

I MATCH YOU WITH...

HIYORI TOMOE!

i do think hiyori would find you so adorable. nothing is more satisfying to him than seeing you breaking out of your shell. when you’re all shy and timid? he thinks it’s super cute, and he doesn’t mind doing all of the talking for you. when you’re loud and excited? you two can spend hours blabbering on, much to jun’s dismay. also, both of you better get real good at begging jun to kill the bugs around you.

my god, he is affectionate. so, so affectionate. even if you don’t initiate it, he’s quite touchy with you, leaning against you or having a hand around your waist. he absolutely insists that you hold hands with him or else he might lose you in the crowds! he’s also a bit (a lot) of a rich kid, so expect luxurious dates and gifts. they’re almost a bit too extra, really, but that just shows how much he loves you! he’s also a big fan of shopping dates and taking you to those fancy overpriced cafes. you know, the ones with the insanely photogenic menu items that people would post onto instagram.

he admires you for working hard, but he’d like it if you weren’t neglecting other aspects of your life for it. you need to pay attention to your hunger, sleeping habits, and of course him. luckily for you, he’s real good at convincing people (whining until you give in)

I COULD ALSO SEE YOU WITH...

TSUKASA SUOU!

tsukasa finds your shyness endearing, and he feels proud once you eventually warm up to him! you can count on him to spoil you, he’s a gentleman after all. at the same time, make sure to spoil him lots too. he’s not a big fan of pda (it’s not proper!), but in private, he’s a lot more willing to cuddle up with you. he’ll do his very best to treat you right, trust me on this.

also, he thinks that your hobbies are super refined and elegant. he’ll research into your interests to initiate discussions about them for sure. plus, it doesn’t help that you’re into baking... he won’t ask for it directly, but make him some homemade sweets and he’ll be the happiest person ever, seriously! dessert dates with him are an absolute must, he’ll be happy to indulge you (and himself) until you’re both sick of sweets.

he’d invite you over for tea and spend hours listening to you talk while you hang out in his garden. do you prefer dates that are a bit more extra? expensive dinners at restaurants that he plans reservations for weeks in advance. either way, he’s eager to please you and reward you for your hard work.

#enstars matchups #ensemble stars matchups #matchups #thank you for the request!!

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ryuichirou · 4 years

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Do you (and your gf, tell her anon said hi) have any top Eren headcanons? Or is Levi the main focus for you two?

opinion on how Eren would be in sex?

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(I hope it’s ok if I reply to both of you here… sorry for the wait)

Levi isn’t the main focus, I just can’t shut up about him because he is my personal fave hahaha, but we love headcanoning stuff about all the characters, but especially the our main ships (eruriererizevi), so feel free to ask if you’re interested in anyone else! These are extremely fun to write.

What’s interesting about Eren is how he changes over the time… well, I don’t think he’s changed much to be honest, but we think he became more bold and mature. I’d say that he also became more open about what he likes, but I tbh I feel like Eren never really knew how to hide what he wants, it’s always written all over his face.

You can also check out my reply to the ask I received 3 month ago about why I like top!Eren so much, I talk about a lot of same stuff here too. And there are some manga caps, so it’s fun 👀

Ok, so here are some of our headcanons about Eren:

Eren is extremely physical. He loves to touch, to grab, to rub his face and to press his head against his lover’s shoulders, back, chest, etc. He became more touchy as he got older, now he grabs and hugs Levi whenever he feels like it. He just knows Levi would let him do that.

Eren doesn’t necessarily hate to be touched, but let’s just say that Levi is the only lover of his who is allowed to touch him wherever he wants. He’ll never say “don’t touch me here” to Levi, he adores him and he’s always hungry for him. He can smack Jean’s hand though, poor Jean.

Eren is very animalistic, very dog/wolf-like. Sometimes he’s straight-up feral. He growls a lot, he grabs very aggressively, he literally mounts his lover like a dog sometimes lol He also dry humps his lover through the clothes from time to time.

Oh and the most obvious thing: he bites A LOT. He’s EXTREMELY bite-y. His teeth are so strong it’s scary. Remember when he bit through his own meat 1023410 times in the manga? He does the same thing to Levi’s shoulders almost every time. He feels guilty afterwards, but as I mentioned in a previous post, Levi doesn’t mind, so this keeps happening.

Is it surprising to anyone that doggy is his preferred position?

Cowboy position with Eren is a little tricky. It’s impossible when he’s to horny, because he’ll end up still moving his hips, thrusting into his lover from below, and then he’ll just change position and take all the initiative anyways. Although sometimes he can just lay and watch his lover with a very bored and almost apathetic face. It’s either this or that, no in-between with him.

Same with blowjobs. He’d either watch his partner suck the d all bored and stuff, or just thrust into his face like if it’d kill him to stay still for a moment. He always goes straight to the throat in this case.

I should probably mention that he never looks bored with Levi (unless it’s needed for a very specific reason for a very particular AU…). Like I said, he adores him too much and respects him too much.

Eren doesn’t hate Jean or whoever else there is in an alternative ship with him. He still enjoys the process, he’s just a little mean lol idk how to explain this one, he’s a little bit condescending towards them, I think it’s based on the fact that Eren’s always bored and treats everyone like crap (it’s shown much better in Isayama’s High School AU) lol

Speaking of Jean, we have a headcanon that in the canonverse these two had some sexual experiments going on back when they were cadets fighting each other every day. This is one of the reasons Jean missed their bickering, Eren got a little distant overtime, and Jean kind of sort of misses that d and that rude attitude that comes with it.

Eren always ejaculates inside. He likes this feeling too much.

He’s very neglectful towards his own body, he doesn’t really think very well when he fucks, and a lot of times he ends up being absolutely exhausted.

He used to be very loud when he was younger. He was moaning, whimpering, mumbling, all this stuff. But now that he’s 19, there’s only heavy breathing and low growls. He doesn’t like to remember how he used to be, it makes him a little embarrassed.

He also used to cry after an orgasm almost every time. He was so overwhelmed and euphoric that by the end of the process he became a wet red crying mess that hides his face in Levi’s neck and bites him for distraction. Plus all the love he’s feeling for Levi becomes too much for him. He was shy about crying even back then but he couldn’t control it very well (Levi pretended he didn’t notice this stuff in order not to make Eren feel uncomfortable). This is the part Eren really doesn’t like to remember as well, this makes him even more embarrassed. Now that he’s 19 he very rarely feels that he’s getting teary eyes, but it still can happen.

I don’t want you to think that Eren in the past was a crying baby, he was still very thoughtful of whatever was going on, he thought about his admiration to Levi and how he should control himself and stuff, and he was still very initiative and... pervy, although the latter was happening by accident. It was just hard for him to think while having sex with Levi (who can blame him) and all his emotions were a mess, but still, the only thing that’s changed – Eren’s calmed down a bit.

Eren gets horny very easily. There were a lot of sudden boners when he was younger, a lot of them happened at very bad moments for him lol his teenage body was out of control. This doesn’t happen so often anymore, but Eren still can get a boner when you least expect him to. For example, sometimes he gets horny while watching a horror movie, even though he’s extremely bored…

If we’re talking canonverse, he definitely got a boner while he was in his titan a bunch of times. When he was crushing titans for the first time ever, when he was fighting Annie both in the forest and in Stohess, when he was fighting Reiner. He was emotionally distressed, but he felt some level of arousal in all of these situations, esp the first one.

When he was at his depressed emo stage, he was more gentle and less intense with Levi. Maybe it’s fair to say that he was asking for comfort with no words, because he couldn’t say anything about what was going through his head at that time, but he needed to run away from these thoughts just for a moment. He was also less bitey back then, but much more clingy.

Out of all the characters, his libido is the highest. He’s the most interested in sex and probably has it most often compared to others. Especially in the AUs, where he has nothing interesting to do a lot of times and gets bored all the time.

A lot of Eren’s boldness came from him seeing how Erwin and Levi interact with each other. He was a little bit scared of Levi at first, well, rather he was scared that he might disappoint him if he got too clingy. But seeing how patient Levi was to whatever Erwin did to him made Eren think, “Can I really do that to him too?” And then he did. And never got scolded. And everything was great.

He’s the only lover of Levi that helps him with the cleaning afterwards. At least a little bit. He’s a responsible young man.

When he wants to be left alone with his lover to do the thing, it’s super obvious. It’s obvious that he hates everyone who doesn’t leave them alone at the moment, he looks like he’s about to bite your face off if you don’t leave. When he’s pissed off and horny enough, he can just ignore the presence of a person and start touching Levi, waiting for a person to feel uncomfortable and leave. This usually happens to Zeke.

Oof, this is… a lot lol. I feel like we can talk about Eren for even longer than about Levi, and this is saying a lot. His energy is bizarre… And this is such a small portion of everything we’ve discussed about Eren.

Hope you find any of it interesting! Haha

Thanks for your question

#replies #eren yeager #eren jaeger #headcanons

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If There’s a Place I Could Be - Chapter Seventeen

If There’s a Place I Could Be Tag

September 13th, 1985

Remy laid back on his bed, studying the cracks in the paint on his ceiling. He wanted to sleep, but he was finding it hard without his blanket. He’d had it for as long as he could remember, but his parents had hidden it away somewhere today, and they had refused to give it back. He had begged, he had offered to do anything for its return, but still they refused. And when he was left on his own, he had cried.

He grabbed Bones and snuggled the dog close to his chest. At least he still had Bones, he definitely didn’t want Bones to be taken away, ever ever ever. Next to his blanket, Bones was his biggest sense of comfort. He closed his eyes and tried to sleep. Sooner or later, it had to work, and then maybe tomorrow he could set out in search of his blanket.

January 3rd, 2001

Remy had few rules in his life that he would not listen to, and even fewer that he would discard entirely. And rule number one, that he had made when a young kid, ignored time and time again, only to get hurt, time and time again, was “don’t get attached.” Don’t get attached to that toy, Mom and Dad will take it when they think you’ve outgrown it. Don’t get attached to that animal, its owner will eventually have to take it home and Mom and Dad would never let you get a pet of your own. Don’t get attached to people, if you think you’ve made friends with them they’ll crush your very soul when you least expect it and Mom and Dad will say it’s your own fault.

He had been pretty good at following that rule starting in high school, but even then, he only lasted three and a half years with that rule before he had realized he’d thrown it out the window. Emile came along, and he got attached. Worse, he got friendly. He couldn’t imagine what his past self would say to him right now, but he knew it would be something along the lines of being an idiot.

And now, he was breaking another one of those rules, which was “tell no one.” Because here he was, spilling his guts out to Kim, explaining how he had grown attached to Emile and how he didn’t even realize how much the man meant to him until their first therapy appointment and what Emile had said afterwards. “...And I guess it’s a good thing, you know? Most people would say that it’s good I’ve made a friend, and that I want to make more friends, even if it’s just so I can have a safety net. But in my past experiences, friends have only ever tried to hurt me, sooner or later.” Remy scratched the back of his neck. “I still don’t even know why I’m explaining this to you, because one of my other things was that I didn’t want to tell anyone about this. They’d see it as a ‘problem,’ when it’s not. It’s just how I live.”

Kim sat there and nodded as Remy talked, and when his hands fell back into his lap, which they had both realized meant he was done talking, Kim spoke. “Different people certainly do have different ways of living, Remy, but humans are social animals. We need other people around us, who know us, and who can interact with us, if we want to stay stable.”

“Everyone says that, but there are days where I find that so hard to believe. Humans are cruel, we hurt each other for sport, and laugh when someone cries over something, and we’re often forced to hide parts of ourselves we don’t want to be mocked for, because being mocked is a genuine concern,” Remy said. “And, like, I know Emile won’t hurt me. At least, not on purpose. But I don’t know if that’s the case for anyone else, not for sure. I don’t want to put myself out there only to get crushed again.”

“And yet you still want friends?” Kim asked.

Remy nodded with a sigh. “I want to skip past the rocky part where you don’t know much about each other and just know right off the bat if I can trust them or not. But I’m not the best judge of character.”

“And every relationship has that rocky part. From what you’ve told me you and Emile had quite a bit of clashing at the beginning of your friendship?” Kim asked.

“Yeah. Mostly because of me. I’d do something that hurt his feelings, or else I’d just try and push him away so I could be alone, but he didn’t give up. He kept trying to talk to me. And eventually I gave in, and he’s a good guy,” Remy said. He shrugged. “I got lucky. He wasn’t trying to get close to me to exploit me.”

“Is that how you see most people? Out to exploit you?”

Remy shrugged. “I mean, I guess. That’s how it was in the past at least, you know? And people don’t really change all that much, unless they make an active effort. And I never saw any effort from them.”

“You’ve never seen what these potential friends might have been doing by themselves to make them better people, either,” Kim pointed out. “Just because it doesn’t happen when you’re around doesn’t mean it doesn’t happen.”

“I know that,” Remy sighed. “But it seems...insincere.”

Kim pursed her lips. “You know, Remy, there’s not much else I can say except to tell you that you’re going to have to take those chances in your life. And yes, there are going to be times where you’re going to make mistakes, or misjudge someone, or say something you shouldn’t have. But that’s not a good reason to not take a chance. College students are much more forgiving than high school kids, I’ve found. You might find that more people are like Emile.”

“No one’s like Emile,” Remy said. “He’s a beast unto his own. No mere mortal would be able to get me in this seat.”

Kim laughed, and Remy smirked. “Well, we do crazy things for the people we love. And obviously, it doesn’t have to be romantic love, either.”

Remy agreed quietly. “I’m...I’m coming to terms with that one, at least. That you don’t have to love someone romantically to do kind things for or with them.”

“Did your family not do those things with you?” Kim asked. “Because that outlook is typically not something one has to learn.”

Remy laughed, a harsh and bitter sound. “That’s a good one, my family doing kind things for me. Toby might have, but Mom and Dad? Didn’t remember that I existed half the time.”

Kim frowned. “They neglected you?”

“I mean, I don’t know.” Remy shrugged. “They made sure that at the end of the day I had food, and water, and a place to sleep.”

“But did they hug you? Did they give you reassurance when you were hurt? Did they make sure your emotional needs were met?” Kim asked.

“What...what are emotional needs?” Remy asked. “I don’t...because we weren’t very touchy-feely in my house, but...”

“Emotional needs are things such as feeling safe, feeling loved, feeling special in someone’s eyes,” Kim said. “Physical touch can be one way to express love, but you don’t need to hug someone all the time in order for them to help you meet your emotional needs.”

“Uh...” Remy wracked his brain for something to say that wouldn’t sound bad. “I mean...my brother...Toby would help me with those.”

“But not your parents?” Kim asked.

Remy inwardly cursed himself. “Does it really matter who’s meeting those needs, so long as they’re met?”

“Yes,” Kim said. “Your brother should not have had the responsibility of taking care of you.”

“Well, he didn’t—”

“—Emotionally, Remy. Taking care of someone physically or emotionally should not fall on a siblings shoulders, especially when that sibling is a child themselves. That was your parents’ responsibility. One which, evidently, they neglected.”

Remy swallowed. “It wasn’t that bad...other people have had it way worse than me...”

“Maybe, but that doesn’t mean that what you experienced wasn’t bad,” Kim gently said.

Remy looked around, and saw their time was almost up. “Uh, quick question before I go...”

“Yes?” Kim asked.

“How do I...explain this to Emile? Like, he asks me about our sessions, and I share whatever I’m comfortable with, but if I...if I don’t want to unload all this trauma on him so I don’t hurt him, but I do want to share the concept...how do I do that?” Remy asked.

“Introduce the subject, either off-hand or outright, depending on what you think Emile would prefer,” Kim said. “Once you give him the basics, allow him to ask his questions. You obviously don't have to answer any of them, but he won’t ask a question that he isn’t comfortable hearing the answer with. He’ll make sure you’re not overstepping his boundaries by stopping you if he gets uncomfortable, and not asking questions that may upset him in the first place.”

“That’s it?” Remy asked dubiously.

“That’s it,” Kim said.

Remy leaned back in his seat. “...Why does that feel so obvious in retrospect?”

“Hindsight is often twenty-twenty vision,” Kim said with a regretful smile.

Remy sighed. “I should have known all this stuff already,” he groaned.

“I won’t say that you shouldn’t have,” Kim said. “But I will say that you didn’t. No one was there to teach you. And while the best time to plant a tree may have been twenty years ago, the second best time is today.”

“What does that even mean?” Remy asked.

“You may have been ‘supposed’ to have learned this already, but you didn’t. So the next best thing to learning it back then is learning it now,” Kim explained.

“Oh. That makes sense, I guess,” Remy said with a shrug.

Kim smiled at him. “One thing at a time, Remy, remember? That’s what we’re working on. Find one thing to focus on and work through that. Don’t let all your worries overwhelm you.”

Remy nodded, they both stood, and Remy walked out to find Emile waiting, as per usual. “Hey, how’d it go?” he asked.

“Pretty well, I think,” Remy said. “I’m realizing some stuff about my family.”

Emile stiffened, but Remy pretended not to notice. “Oh?” Emile asked.

“Yeah,” Remy said as they moved through the parking lot. “Apparently my parents could be considered emotionally neglectful. Which I didn’t even realize was a thing.”

Emile blinked. Remy looked him over. “You okay?” he asked.

“There are days where I would absolutely kill your family in a heartbeat,” Emile replied.

“Don’t kill Toby, at least, he did a lot of the stuff my parents didn’t. And he didn’t have to, he did it because he thought it was the right thing to do,” Remy said.

“It was the right thing to do, but it shouldn’t have been his responsibility,” Emile said. “Nor should it have been yours.”

Remy sighed. “Yeah. I know. But at least I had someone looking out for me, you know?”

“Too small a consolation, in my opinion,” Emile said, practically snarling. “What kind of parents would do that?”

Remy felt nausea build in his stomach. “Hey, listen, they weren’t all bad, Emile.”

“Right,” Emile said, voice dripping sarcasm. “Because people responsible for child neglect must have some redeeming qualities, like kicking puppies or tax evasion!”

“Emile!” Remy exclaimed. “That’s crossing a line!”

Emile was shaking. He ran his hands through his hair. “I can’t...I can’t believe that they would do that to you, Rem. I just can’t. It’s cruel and unusual, and it’s not fair at all to you. You deserve to have parents who love you. Who respect you. Who treat you like a human being.”

“They did treat me like a human being,” Remy said.

Emile silently got in the car.

Remy turned red and got in the passenger seat. “Emile. I haven’t judged you or any of your quirks in a while. Because that crosses a line for you. Well, you talking about my family, and my parents like that crosses a line for me. They weren’t the best, and yeah, I’ve cut contact with them for the time being while I can get my bearings back, but you bashing them isn't going to endear me to you any!”

Emile gripped the steering wheel tight as he started to drive. “Remy...I’m trying real hard to bite my tongue right now. I want to respect your wishes. But what you're saying is making me angry. You shouldn’t have to defend your parents. Because they shouldn’t have to be brought into question over this in the first place. But they are. Just...let me be mad.”

Remy sat there in stunned silence. “I’ll let you be mad, but I disagree with you.”

“I’ll allow that,” Emile said. “So long as you allow me to blow off steam once we get home.”

“Of course,” Remy said.

Emile nodded, and they drove the rest of the way back to their apartment in silence.

#if there's a place i could be #sanders sides fanfiction #remile #emile picani #ts sleep

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