#wishful thinking ig

[welcometogrouchland]

they shouldn't let me stay up past midnight bc then I start identifying every single problem I've ever had. No solutions found. Net zero personal progress and 0.5 hours of sleep are achieved

#ramblings of a lunatic #ignore me I'm having a moment #actually wait that's one of the problems we (the brain council) identified. is my need to not have problems where ppl can see #oh very problematic of my brain. not a fan #look i just got out on christmas break for college the term is catching up to me #i didn't make any real friends and it's not that I'm surprised..but yeah I'm surprised. i forgot about My Whole Deal somehow #like girl do the math. 7 yrs to make A FRIEND. SINGULAR. came pre packaged w/ 2 friends but took you 4 more years to make another one- #-independtly. straight up did not understand friendship and human relationships until you were at least 16 #did we honestly think we were gonna knock it out of the park in terms of socialising this first term???? did we???? #wishful thinking ig #oughh. college...bad. or not bad but. strange. and lonely. and yeah kinda bad #existentially horrifying in ways i didn't even realise were possible. i get why so many tma fans were college students/grads now #college just irl cosmic horror #anyway. i think i should try and sleep now lest the brain demons get the better of me #but also I've gotten like. 4 hours of sleep total over the last 6 days- not for lack of trying mind you #so like. I'm anticipating a struggle.

[demobatman]

i know the duffers said theres gonna be a body count this next volume but man i hope they pull a breaking dawn pt 2. like having several main characters be offed just to reveal it was a vecna illusion casted on el or something bc i dont know how else to handle that information.

#wishful thinking ig #if they k/ll max i will lose my shit #stranger things #stranger things season 4 #st s4 v2 #mike wheeler #will byers #eddie munson #steve harrington #robin buckley #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #el hopper #dustin henderson #lucas sinclair #max mayfield #erica sinclair #joyce byers #jim hopper #murray bauman

[bluesundaymorn]

Started scrolling through an old mutual’s blog who passed away in 2017 and now I’m just lying in bed crying lollllll

#miss him #he was the goat #we were the same age and we were both so so fucked up #survivors guilt man…it sux #I didn’t even know he passed until like two years after the fact #I had hoped he just quit and went into recovery and cut us all off #wishful thinking ig

[alientabs]

OFMD WAS RENEWED AND IN HONOUR I FILLED OUT MY BINGO SHEET

blank sheet courtesy of @local-space-gay

#yes i added izzy getting thrown overboard and punched for no reason #wishful thinking ig #ofmd season 2 #our flag means death #ofmd

[apexulansis]

in the progress of updating her design yet again .... then maybe i can draw icons for her and write with her more

#OOC. #XENOART. #i say ''maybe i can write more'' but when does that ever happen lol #wishful thinking ig #EVEZ ETIT YESKIV; GUILE AND FURY.

[burninlovebutler]

my bf: you want a boston cream ?

me: austin cream ????????

#that is what i genuinely heard #wishful thinking ig #pt ??? of annoying my bf w elvis shit lol #he’s so sick of me #austin butler

[transsweet]

shoutout to scc fans who are making merch rn . you all are literal saints

#yeah so. saw the anniversary leak. #it's a spamton themed anniversary. #i can't say i'm surprised but also i was at least HOPING fangamer would release scc merch by then #remember when i said i'd believe fangamer hates scc if merch wasn't out by the 1 year mark ? yea. #i'm just . GOD . i'm lucky i bought this scc keychain and sticker from cozylittleartblog and heydderek respectively #bc without them i'd literally have fucking nothing of scc #just . upset rn . #was rly hoping we'd get merch by now . #wishful thinking ig #prince thoughts

[tmascfaggot]

idea: hands being tied in constant prayer, arms bound to my chest, head made to be bowing, forcibly trapped in worship

#had a vision of being led wround a kink event in this kind of tie by a divine-type dom while on a lead #also blindfolded. specifically a pretty one like layered lace. in some jind if habit or other religious wear ig whatever the dom would want #idk... just been thinking abt it... #signal broadcast 📺 #t4t nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #ftm ns/fw #queer nsft #ftm sub #trans ns/fw #k!nk community #k!nk blog #k1nk blog #i wish i knew the religious kink tags

[scribblemew]

last year at pride fest i saw the most lovely lady ive ever seen and i actually think about her all the time, i hope shes thriving.

Also this is a bit early but HAPPY INTERNATIONAL DAY OF TRANS VISIBILITY!!!! Ilove all my trans friends sm you guys are lovely

(just for confirmation, yes, this drawing is heavily inspired by the lady i saw at pride, though it was like 10 months ago, so it's obviously not an exact copy of her/ her outfit, cause it's based on my memory)

#art #drawing #draw #character art #trans #transgender #trans femme #international day of trans visibility #pretty lady #she’s so pretty #i wish i mentioned something to her #cause idk if i’ll ever see her again #:( #she’ll just have to live in my memory ig #original art #pride #lgbtq pride #lgbtq positivity #i’ve genuinely think about her all the time #trans artwork #transgender people #trans 🏳️‍⚧️

[lazyhomestay]

"You are the living embodiment of the Decepticon ideal and are merely a step away from completely embracing it."

#more of wip ig :( #Megatron quotes #throws idea out there so I don't think about it and can get on with work #but now I'm imagining how great it'll be to have Starscream in the Functionist Universe and wishing there are more fics about it #knock 'em out like AVL this is how you deal with flashlight heads #happy holidays #starscream #idw transformers #idw lost light #maccadam

[gillisgraynotebook]

me calling on “everyone” like I have more than three followers:

#fml lmao #wishful thinking ig #what else am i supposed to say honestly

[niinnyu]

Cursed.

Explanation for this below the cut heh [mild manga spoilers!!]

In ch181 (?) We see this one panel of her super focused very scary, like she meant business (i cannot find the panel tho im sorry). This happens right after Yuuta vs Takako and Ishigori.

I remember thinking ooh maybe Miwa and Yuuta would team up, but then also why??

Then I had this thought of Miwa now having Mechamaru as a curse and going to Yuuta for advice, but because for Yuuta it comes much more instinctively because of his relationship wih Rika,he doesn't have much to offer (mostly because I'd like her to not have to rely on someone else too much) and she has to navigate having a curse with her.

Her recent appearances do make her look like she still has her brand of nervousness, which I like about her, so I've drawn her like that too. I also gave her Kokichi's ear piece thingy, wonder if that's what created the curse oohh.

For Kokichi I've mixed his human form with the bandages and hair and his mech from his fight with Mahito, because I like to think that was his sorta freedom form compared to the usual metal/wooden mechamaru. It was after he got his body ofc but also after trying to right his wrong.

I talk about why I wouldn't wanna exactly see this in the tags tho lol I'm am my own naysayer ✌️(Miwa has to find her happiness!! And that doesn't have to be a person or romantic!!+ more!!)

#miwa kasumi #kokichi muta #mechamiwa #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #shibuya arc #culling games #muta kokichi #kasumi miwa #i do wonder if what they had was enough for a curse to be born though #because in my interpretation it seemed more like miwa was curious and mechamaru was fond of her #and ig thats a kind of love not everything has to be like stsg level for it to be real #but i just think it is an interesting concept #BUT EVEN WITHOUT A MECHAMARU CURSE I WISH WE GOT MORE MIWAAA #one of the few characters who's gone head to head with kenjaku (albeit not for long because she wasn't allowed it) and did give a fight #i also dont want her whole thing to be mechamaru? #she mentioned that she has siblings to take care of AND I LOVE THAT #as a motivation that is #but she's one of the few female characters who's connection with a guy is somewhat believable also at least by jjk standards #for my taste ig #anyway wow why're you still reading pff obsessed with me or something hah?? #jjk manga #jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #no nickel for niinnyu's thoughts #niinnyu arts

[skitskatdacat63]

I don't know what compelled me to make this but now it exists

#i was thinking about his celebrations ig #and like the bunny ear one specifically. im like is this not just caramelldansen? #so i made uh this #wish the clips were longer it would havemade this a lot easier #so sorry if its not the most smooth but i still like it haha #the kind of video editing project that makes me shriek w laughter to edit(like the vegas waltz one) so im pretty pleased #but now im gonna have caramelldansen stuck in my head for 48 hrs #but who doesnt have that song stuck in their head on a loop eternally #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[arsgoeteia]

yeah.

#genshin impact #nilou #yae miko #baizhu #albedo #kamisato ayato #nahida #layla #kaveh #shikanoin heizou #sixdraws #yes my favorite element is pyro no none of the showcased characters are pyro #sorry for being radio silent on art and then posting genshin #do you still love me #also if you see the sketch lines on kaveh no you do not. THE LAYERS MERGED OKAY. #edit: i now have tulaytullah's remembrance. i got it on like my second wish lmfao #edit 2: albedo is only on here cause i'm going based off the 5 stars that are currently out #heard he'd be good on an itto team? and i do have itto already so sure ig i want him. i don't really want any of the current 5 stars #the only 5 star(s?) i actually want are dain and that like. i think hydro guy from fontaine. with the idiotic swoopy hair #edit 3: i got 2 neuvillettes. from the free primos in my inbox. okay

[rebouks]

Wyatt couldn’t sleep. He’d tried his best to play it cool with Brynn and failed spectacularly, the past week having been a rare highlight in his otherwise deplorable life.

But happiness was a foreign and elusive concept, one that caused uneasiness instead of contentment. It didn’t feel right, like he hadn’t earned it, like he didn’t deserve it. How could such a wonderful feeling create such a twisted knot in the pit of your stomach?

Usually, when Wyatt slept with a woman, he didn’t feel much of anything; he’d make himself scarce the next morning, or drive them away on purpose for his own entertainment-.. and yet, with his nose nestled in her hair as she slept, he realised he didn’t want Brynn to go home.

He actually enjoyed spending time with her. She wasn’t annoying or high-maintenance, boring or stupid, and she didn’t expect anything from him, nor he her. It was terrifyingly easy.

Wyatt had never been in love before; hadn’t even come close. Not once could he remember having loved anyone or anything, familial, platonic, nor romantic-.. not properly, anyway. Not without condition, doubt, or backlash; but for some inexplicable reason, Brynn had captivated him completely.

She was soft and compassionate yet rugged and unruly, so tenacious – albeit somewhat assumedly – that he couldn’t help but admire her. She was beautiful too, and Wyatt didn’t throw that word around lightly. Hot? Sure. Gorgeous, pretty, sexy? Sure. But never beautiful. That was reserved for more; someone unique, someone he didn’t want to let go, someone he didn’t want anyone else to touch…

No, he definitely didn’t want Brynn to leave at all.

But leaving she was, and Wyatt had no choice in the matter. If she wanted to stay, she would. If not, he could only hope that she’d return one day… He’d thought about asking her not to go, but he didn’t want to beg. His father had always instilled in him not to beg for anything in life, it was demeaning and pathetic.

He’d also said you ought to take what you want by force, but Wyatt was choosing to ignore that part. It wouldn’t feel the same unless she chose for herself.

Whether he wanted to admit it or not, Wyatt was a little worried. He’d tried to ask Brynn about her life back in San Myshuno more than a few times, but she clearly didn’t want to talk about it, expertly shrugging him off every time he broached the subject. He couldn’t tell if she was nervous, ashamed, or if she truly believed it wasn’t worth talking about.

She was so good at hiding certain things that it was damned near driving him insane, and despite their rapidly growing intimacy, he wasn’t much closer to figuring out what was going on.

He couldn’t exactly keep an eye on her either, not from here-.. besides, he’d told himself that following people probably wasn’t the best idea, even if he didn’t necessarily think it was a big deal.

Wyatt sighed deeply; his head pounding. Why had he let her get under his skin? Why didn’t she want to stay? What the hell did she have in San My that she wouldn’t have here? Who the fuck did Gael even think he was? The pathetic fuckwad. She clearly didn’t like the guy all that much, why would she rather leave with him?

Unless-.. what if Brynn meant more to Wyatt than he to her? He doubted she was that good an actor, but he’d found it rather difficult to think straight recently.

Sweating at the thought, Wyatt realised he might have to be a little more honest if he wanted some answers…

Shit.

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#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 story #sims story #forever in between #fib #wyatt shaw #brynn franz #awwwwwwww shiet #do u think he wishes he'd told her to fuck off?? #😅💀 #s'too late now pal #u done gone caught the feelies #rip #ALSO.. i wanna point out here when he says he doesn't think he deserves it.. it's because he didn't like work hard for it ig #not because he has feelings of self doubt or hatred #fine line maybe but it's a big difference! #we know by now wyatt isn't one for regret or hating himself so idk i wanted to make sure that part was clear #u guys sick of prose yet?? ahaakjsdkj.. we'll be back to normal for the most part soon #unless everyone prefers it ig? i could always carry on with both for other chars n stuff #idk #i'm rambling #byeeee

[synthshenanigans]

It's still the 5th for me so this counts as birthday art, totally

Anyways Happy Birthday to Chonny!! :D

[Alt stuff & non fire versions below]

This has references to the power hour in general, mainly Memento Mori. But specific art refs to @/disruptivevoid's & @/artofdansan's pieces in the video! Go follow em if you don't already, they're both very cool :}

#84 hours in total ough #wish it looked nicer for 80 hours but oh well it happens #art sometimes be like that tho ig #chonny jash #cj wwph #-atlas art- #i hope this looks better than i think it does cos ive been staring at this for way too long