#would just be lost to the fate of time

[reachforthestars-101]

Me seeing a new anime: wow can't wait to see all the fandom arts and creations!

Me checking tumblr: 3 art pieaces some text posts and the rest just manga pages images from show or gifs directly from the show mostly of ppl pointing out where it stand in their top 10

Wich valid if ppl aren't interested they are not and you can't make ppl interested in creating stuff if they are not

It's just a lil sad and lonely in some anime fandoms..

#anime #crunchyroll #isakai #anime shows #anime show #I now wonder if #I didnt have my lwa #sideblog and put a lot #of effort into helping growing #the fandom #and others helping too ofc #would it have ended the same? #something so precious to me #would just be lost to the fate of time #like the rest gone to obscurity #not even a few very dedicated #fans on this website #cause they would just be so #alone they would move on.. #my post

[lunarharp]

lazy scribbling of my baldur's gate 3 characters

#*emerges from 430 HOURS of life-changing playtime blearily like a lost and confused kitten* #i lost my interest in drawing bc everything is too sad & horrible right now. it was a luxury and privilege to lose myself in this instead #what follows will be my personal and trivial emotions about that #i'll do better proper drawings later. for me. they are both so very dear to me... deeply dear...unforgettable journeys of fate #truly have played like one possessed for the past few weeks. you have no idea. what do i do now. what do i do. #their personalities are so vivid to me though they mostly made the same choices. both intersex and they/them - canonically <3 #i missed out on FOUR PARTY MEMBERS in my first playthrough due to not understanding anything whatsoever. #gloaming ended up with wyll and pavane romanced karlach and astarion. and ended up with the one i did NOT plan on. this wasnt the plan #one of the most fulfilling romance paths i've ever..i cant say more..it all got too immersive and now i have to just.. MOVE ON ?????????? #live in THIS world where i can't gut imperialism personally and emerge alive from that? #without Long Resting? without my character requesting a kiss from their beloved after a tough day ?? #without preparing my little spells? without channelling divinity from my death god to keep us all alive? #without dyeing my man's clothes fancy colours for him? without him Approving whenever i lie and double-cross our enemies #without sharing clothes with my ex? without choosing to eat the heavy food first so that the weight is easier on her Carrying Capacity? #without orchestrating ways for all of my friends to kill the abusers that ruined their lives for a decade or even 200 years? #without experiencing degrading horrors on a daily basis but in a cathartic way where we always make it back to our rooms at the inn #WITHOUT SPEAK WITH ANIMALS??????????? #at least there's music. just like with persona 5 that will always be with me. always #like how p5 melodies take me back to those feelings. those rich and personal feelings.... BUT THIS WAS A WAY MORE NUTS EXPERIENCE #i thought i would hate it. i did at times. thought it would desensitise me to various things. it did. but there was so much more..it was... #Well anyway *continues my life* imagine if dnd was real..something to think about

[scalproie]

my extremely corny and indulgent but satisfying and symbolic ideal scenario for Kazuya and Jin to fully Break The Cycle™️ would be for one of them to grab and save the other from falling off a great height. perhaps even a cliff.

#LIKE YEAH ITS CHEESY AND A BIT OOC AS OF NOW #BUT IMAGINE WITH THE PROPER BUILD UP FOR THIS TO HAPPEN #cause jin already *kind of* accepted his father by accepting himself. he's not *there* yet but he left him alive after all #and kaz has a lot of work ahead of him before he would even take that action but PLEASE. PICTURE IT. #i dont even know who i want to save who bc both works so well regardless #if its jin saving kaz. not only has jin never participated in the cliff-tossing curse of the family but he's actively preventing it #and as for kaz: for the first time someone is NOT letting him fall. kaz who sees falling as a proof of weakness. #of course he would probably see him getting helped as an humiliating form of weakness but just as jin learned in t8 that hes not alone #well maybe he could see that wow someone (other than jun) his blood- his SON is helping him despite it all. must be a weird feeling. #that right here right now for arguably the second time in his life- hes not alone. #and as for kaz saving jin... well frankly i dont even have the words. #it feels too indulgent to imagine kaz preventing his son from suffering a similar fate as him. and would confuse the hell out of jin #smth about both of them having lost their wings but still not being at risk of falling if theyre willing to have each other in this fight #or in their lives. #also its kaz willingfully breaking the cycle HIMSELF even after hes convinced himself that family hurting each other is part of their blood #idk. i love on-the-nose symbolism #ok im done being sappy #tagging later #tekken

[hellhoundlair]

spn pilot where it all starts out the same but when dean breaks into sams apartment and they spar, dean is going too far and is genuinely trying to knock sam out. and sam cant keep up.

sam wakes up injured and woozy in the back of the impala. the energy is tense and fucking scary. dean looks into the backseat via the rearview mirror and sam recognises him. dean tells him johns gone. he died a week ago on the hunt and deans been trying to piece his death together. and he cant do it alone. wont do it alone. hes not entertaining sam anymore by letting him think he can just get out of the life and stay out.

sams not happy about it. its a fucked up situation. but in trying to live a normal life hes realised how he cant connect with people. he cant tell people about the way he was raised. the only people who can ever understand him is his own family. and all thats left of that family is dean.

dean doesnt let sam out of his sight and keeps him locked in motel rooms when sams not taken along on a hunt. it slowly becomes more and more of a stockholm-y situation where sam empathises with dean and choses not to leave even after he gets the opportunity to (after all, hes the only person who can understand him)

#ideally would end with roles reversed of sam being like domineering scary. dragging dean into hunts when deans lost the will to keep going #telling dean if he tries to leave he'll kill himself etc. etc. #spn #supernatural #whole theme of mutual destruction and u cant escape ur family/fate but taken to the extreme #was thinking 'this ideas sooo fucked and weird' but when writing it down i was like. this is too close to the actual s1 actually lol. #abuse tw #i think scarecrow would be the episode of sam finally gets the opportunity to get out. and he just immediately goes back to dean. #which i mean thats what happens in canon too but this time with the added bonus of dean has been keeping sam in a locked room. #and he still choses to go back to him. #theyre a bit farked... #ALSOOO i dont think this idea is very original its definitely been done before i just wanted to write this down <3

[teasel-backatitagain]

Thinking about her (Karina Braun)

#I do not like her in the slightest #But also want to explore Reiners feelings toward her post rumbling #Her 'oh yes i only want my son' bullshit is not flying with me (nor is it flying with jean AHAHAHAH) #Karina used Reiner as a tool to further her own desires #Putting a clear expiration date on her only son as the ripe age of ten #She sees him coming back from his trip to hell depressed suicidal self harming and does not care lol #She also gladly pushes gabby toward the same fate (and we know how Reiner feels about Gabby) #So yes propaganda propaganda but goddamn the amount of damages she caused her only son (a literal CHILD) #Reiner is somewhat aware of all that but feels conflicted about it and might kind of push it away #Cause god he has already lost so much #She would have AT BEST troubles reckoning with the full extend of it and properly atone for it #And at worst be a nasty bitch about it and straight up refuse to admit anything but still insists on having a relationship with her son #Idk man wherever she ends up falling on that spectrum Reiner is in for a fun time #(cause i do think he'd want some sort of relationship with her) #(also i think she wouldn't be fully on board with her son kissing devil men (yes jean) on the mouth so that's a problem to add to the list) #Interested about how jean would fit in all of that cause of course he'd be there every step of the way #(they're in love your honor there is just a chance they don't know it yet) #Between his mom being so not karina #his foul mouth #big heart and burning desire to prevent reiner from being trampled yet again #That would make for some fun discussions #So much possibilities... the juices are jussing #do i have the braincells to discuss all this with the nuance it deserves at this ungodly hour? no #hopefully at some point i will #reinjean adjacent #rambling

[coquelicoq]

so i did just go outside and it is mad slick. i was like whatever i've got shoes and so forth. then the wind picked up and i could hear all the ice-covered branches clacking ominously against each other and decided i should get the hell out of dodge. have you ever tried powerwalking when the sidewalks are sheets of ice? i wouldn't recommend it.

#almost lost one of the aforementioned shoes...two different times #anyway i was not powerwalking it's just that i would have been if that had been at all physically possible #because i didn't want a tree to fall on me lol #anon from the other day don't read this...let's pretend i stayed inside like i told you i was going to #i did have a moment of guilt when i was putting on my scarf like but what if some hilariously bad fate befalls me out there... #what will anon say??? #IN MY DEFENSE i also tried to go outside yesterday. but i turned around and went back in at the end of the block #because it was so slippery. see! i can make good choices! #but today it's been raining ALL day and it seems so melty from my window and i just wanted to SEE #and it IS pretty much all melted in the streets where the cars drive. just not on any surface where the cars do not go #so for most of the time i just walked in the middle of the street (there are very few cars) and it was fine #until the trees started rattling at me. then i was like no thanks #anyway i hope it melts for real soon and the wind doesn't get any ideas #ice #my posts

[risingsunresistance]

now that all i have left to level up is foraging and fishing (dont talk to me about the farming contests) i keep thinking about the player feedback in the last design thread

#why is foraging like this #fishing is Okay. i would have more fun if lava fishing was easier for me #but that would probably require a hype lol #i can kill stuff it's just tedious #but foraging... there is Nothing to keep it interesting #and no good way to do it without a lot of competition #the second you get the treecapitator and a monkey you've maxed your setup 😭 #cant there at least be like... a milestone pet? rare drop? ANYTHING??? #chat #sb #the farming contests arent happening i've accepted my fate #cactus MAYBE. with finnegan. wart is a lost cause #everyone else can farm like 5 at a time but at the same speed and angle i get 3 on a good day

[gonguji]

I'm having lots of new brainworms lately thinking of verses for kabukimono, as well as figuring out a changed version of the story to serve as a base :3c

#* . ⊹ 𝑇𝐻𝑂𝑈𝐺𝐻𝑇𝑆 𝑂𝐹 𝐿𝐼𝐺𝐻𝑇𝑁𝐼𝑁𝐺 › ooc . #listening to golden hour and imagining dying Niwa kissing Kabu for the last time and unsealing his core. thunder sakura sprouting #and surrounding them. one last goodbye becoming the most beautiful scene for death. a bittersweet last gesture to ensure there is no #their chests touching and Niwa's heart's last beats echoing inside the puppet. Niwa offering his last breath to his fated love ;; #I'm also thinking whether this moment should create a thunder manifestation. purified but mourning what it had lost! #a thunder manifestation with white pieces like an oceanid instead of dark ones #imagine a creature like this floating around a place on the top of the cliff. making Niwa a beautiful resting place. growing more flowers #and because Kabu and TM are in harmony they are truly one instead of anything primal. #I also thought of Kabu manifesting a crystal just like Callirhoe and leaving it with Yoshinori at the Kaedehara's clan #so a piece of his own heart would be passed down with Yoshinori. a priceless gem which belonged to his father and which came from #the puppet's love. he'd fix the furnace himself with his power unlocked and bid farewell to Tatarasuna. aim to help people and discover #the true identity behind Niwa's murderer >> roaming the world and meeing new people as well

[naw-naw-honeyimgood]

I have noticed a recurring theme in the characters I like that they're far too nice and forgive people who've hurt them far too easily. "It's fine" "I never blamed you" "There's nothing you need to apologize for"

meanwhile I'm two steps behind them snarling over their shoulder going "c'mon let me beat them up please it'll make me feel SO much better and they DESERVE it"

#wouldn't have said anything but this is also a thing i do for wei ying so i was like 'ah so this is a pattern' #but thought this up while reading a yaoi abo where mc lost his SERIOUS BOYFRIEND to his CHILDHOOD FRIEND #bcuz they turned out to be a fated pair #and then i mean its a yaoi obv mc eventually moves on and finds someone else #but this is like a good time after THOSE two get together #so now that mc finally has a relationship he can TRUST wont EXPLODE IN HIS FACE #which is only something he even eared in the first place because of not only EXPERIENCE but also TRAUMA #but only now does the childhood friend come by to say sorry????? #like??????? #lemme tell you if i had a long time partner that i LOVED who turned out to be “”“”DESTINED“”“” for MY childhood friend #like i have low self-esteem id prob be like 'oh theyll make each other happy :')' #but my childhood friend would flip FATE ass over teakettle bein like “YOU THINK IM GOING TO JUST GET WITH WITH MY BEST FRIENDS BOYFRIEND??” #which is the correct response #so the fact that this shitty-ass childhood friend not only absolutely WENT with it #he ALSO literally never apologized until mc was mostly past it #thats no fucking friend #dont mind me goin feral #ugh #yaoi

[yourlocalmysticalvoid]

Greek Mythology HC bc I'm watching Tangled for the 138492193845845th time

So, Rapunzel's whole 'flower gleam and glow' song, right?

Headcanon that every single time that song is played, anywhere in the world, when it gets to 'change the Fates' design', the Fates kinda get summoned, like they're all 'Who tf is calling us this time?????' and it just. keeps. happening.

So they're getting so fed up that at this point, when they hear that line, they *will* find out who it is and they *will* 'change the Fates' design' so the poor person responsible for that will end up with some "completely random" bad luck pretty soon after

#greek mythology #ancient greek mythology #tangled #rapunzel #flower gleam and glow #let your power shine #make the clock reverse #bring back what once was mine #heal what has been hurt #change the fates design #save what has been lost #and OF COURSE Will Solace would be singing that while he heals so many times that eventually they just send Nico to go tell him to stfu

[drysauce]

hey lol I was going thru my old posts and found this under an ask xD wanted to thank you for the blessing bc. I literally got yoimiya on my first 10-pull !! (and her weapon too sobs) hope you got her too!

woah holy shit good for you!! seems like all my gacha luck went to you because i had to hit 160 pity to get her hahah

#i hoped that i would win to have some sumeru savings but apparently gacha gods had different plans #80% of lost 50/50s and hitting pity every time... i just hope my luck will shift in sumeru because i want 4 characters from 3.0 and 3.1 #and currently i have only 170 fates lol #ask

[consciouschunkofmoss]

been talking to myself for a whole hour while washing the dishes about inquisitor stakh and honestly i think thats pretty hot of me<3

#literally though i think thats such a cool concept #idk how to elaborate in small words #but just #the whole deal about him heing stripped from all the physical things that tie him to the town #and being sent to be trained by the powers that be. leaving his friends and his own town behind #him being so easily manipulated yet so angry at the very system that molds him #how useless he would find himself to be upon reencountering the plague without isidors teachings #even through all that has been passed down and taught to him by the powers that be #the dawning realization that he was sent to the very place he was born in to meet an unfathomably cruel fate #being so sturbborn and jealous he would proudly let be molded by an outside force #aching to show his own past self. childhood friends and very town how he has grown to be knowledgeable and worthy of praise #because oh boy does he crave it #seeing burakh after such a long time #seeing that through artemys actions he in fact was never actually going to be enough to heal the town back into its state of tranquility #he was never meant to heal this town #because the all the knowledge to be cultivated about it through isidor was now lost to time after his death #all the power that is sacred and necessary to saving his hometown was never really in his hands #being ripped so early from the core of his own development as a citizen of the town made him useless in a such desperately native situation #not being able to take attention and pride if not coupled with jealous #hoping so dearly to prove all the people he loves wrong #yearning for attention and the proud eyes of his friends that would gaze upon him once returning triumphantly as their only savior #not handleing the fact that he was never going to be one #not to lara. not to artemy. not to bad grief. and much less isidor (who he had not the chance to meet and much less learn from properly) #having to see artemy as struggling as one can scramble through his problems and come out of it all alive #having to gaze upon such a man that also abandoned the town and his steppe pratices yet still was so readily accepted by the town #the jealous of giving up agency over his life. his emotions. only to be better than others and still be rendered utterly useless #jealousy** #finding that lara is far worse than when he had parted #(as described in pathologic 2 they seemed to be quite close. thus theorizing that her depression be lessened by his presence) #being made so impersonal to his own roots to such a degree that the conflict stirring within his chest about the system only grows larger

[wonderloste]

redoing tags p. 1 : character tags.

#ʚ c. alice liddell ɞ ⁄ oh you clever little thing‚ what a charming basket case. #ʚ c. white rabbit ɞ ⁄ if i only could‚ i'd make a deal with god and i’d get him to swap our places. #ʚ c. jabberwock ɞ ⁄ stroke of luck or gift from god‚ by the hands of fate or devil’s claws. #ʚ c. bandersnatch ɞ ⁄ worship your body as you walk my way‚ you're the only one who can make me pray. #ʚ c. king of hearts ɞ ⁄ roses are red and violets are blue‚ from the depths of my gardens our hearts bloomed. #ʚ c. cheshire cat ɞ ⁄ for now my heart is pierced by cupid and i disdain all glittering gold. #ʚ c. gryphon ɞ ⁄ you’ve got what it takes to set me free‚ oh‚ you could mean everything to me. #ʚ c. caterpillar ɞ ⁄ she can crush every hope when i've got her heels stomping down my throat. #ʚ c. mad hatter ɞ ⁄ and the man who drank the tea and took the pill has locked himself in limbo. #ʚ c. march hare ɞ ⁄ do you know that you’ve imprisoned yourself like the king of all the capulets. #ʚ c. dormouse ɞ ⁄ time dancers whirling past‚ i’ve gazed through the looking glass just beyond my grasp. #ʚ c. mock turtle ɞ ⁄ facing the storm‚ i'm cast out at sea. i'll drown eventually‚ so don't save me. #ʚ c. tweedle-dum ɞ ⁄ forgiving who you are for what you stand to gain‚ know that if i hide‚ it doesn’t go away. #ʚ c. tweedle-dee ɞ ⁄ swear to god‚ love seeping from your gun. know that if you hide‚ it doesn’t go away. #ʚ c. red queen ɞ ⁄ what a lovely time that it would surely be‚ so bite your tongue and choke yourself to sleep. #ʚ c. white king ɞ ⁄ sometimes the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain. #ʚ c. gnat ɞ ⁄ weep not poor dreamers‚ i’ll show thee the way through all the pain and the sorrows. #ʚ c. duchess ɞ ⁄ she lost her voice down by the river‚ screaming for courage and called it her terror. #ʚ c. raven ɞ ⁄ all the queens and the court jesters clapped‚ adored‚ but a trophy of mercy is a trophy no more. #ʚ c. nobody ɞ ⁄ but you won’t cry for my absence‚ i know. you’ve all forgot me long ago.

[mxdotpng]

and of course, i think ff15 could have actually been something great if we, over the course of the game, had seen anything to make the tragedy worth it. to make it cathartic, and have there be some closure to the end.

#.text #ffxv #i think. most of all. i would have liked to see it with noctis #we are told he has made his peace. we are told that he's okay with it. his end. but we never get to see it. #we are told he's come to peace with it. but we never got to see him talk of how much he loved his friends. or see him realize that #his life was precious to him. that he wanted more time. and we never got to see him grieve. #they should have told noctis he was to die much earlier in the game i think. that woulf have solved a lot of things and it wouldve ended #flowing naturally. we could have seen noctis go through that grief. he denies it. he doesnt want to die. so this is all a joke. right? #bargaining next maybe. the anger would always be there constantly as it always has been but it would be less here and more #'there has to be another way. we can figure out another way.' #and they dont. of course. they never do. and he's lost in moments he doesnt want to give up. he needs more time. #the anger. the sadness. would he lash out.. would he curl in on himself? both? would he see no worth in it all? #he'd see too much i think. he wants just one more chance. another day. more time. and he doesnt get it. thats what he would be angry about #i think. being forced away from his people and his friends. a force from beyond the sky hiding away and leaving the fate of it all #up to one single person. one single life. one single death. who gave them the right to take away his life? his time. #and i think. in zegnautus keep. we should have been allowed to see him realize he just wanted to live. #and we should have been allowed to see him realize that all he had and all he had experienced was precious #every person he met and every sight he saw. the past year being the most precious thing to him #the memories and the moments of his friends and his family. we should have been allowed to see him understand that its all #been precious. that everything was precious. and that even if he wanted to live he could make his peace. he could be okay with this. #unfortunately ff15 is written like. you know. not great. is a really good game and the road trip aspect. god. it makes everything so... #but the themes fall flat the majority of the time and i think if they had done something more.... #a tragedy for tragedies sake is not. its not... its just not. it isnt. #i can fix him. i swear... #dont even get me started on luna...

[darabeatha]

#;ooc #ooc #so i finished hearing this summary of paradise lost and #im im??? im???? #my brain rn: umm ok anyways- #THAT WAS A L O T- like legit a lot; in all senses possible #listen i dont know the context nor the story of the author himself or a bunch of religious beliefs but i can say that was a creative poem #allow me to be silly but as i was listening the story i was like; wow this would a banger anime OIUTORHGROHG #IM SORRY IM #i was already thinking; wow the angels could make a banger concept for a storyline in fate #i dont think i would read it raw tho- bc old english is so difficult to read #BUT GODDDD IT WAS SO TRAGICAL- TRAGEDY- #im still speechless about it but if i could put a word to summarize my experience with it; it would be tragedy #its like hope but tragedy but its so sad but there is a lil light but also OUGH #the angel gabriel was funny; when he lit showed l.ucifer just how minuscule his power was against him; like lit on a scale (literally) #im seeing it in the lenses of an epic so apologies if i came up crude with my wording i have no intentions to offend anyone okok #also i've heard of d.emonology but??? yesterday was the first time ever that i heard angelology exists and its so interesting?? #like; this is coming from the perspective of someone who's only here for the stories; its quite fascinating #like we all know the meme of 'oh biblically accurate angel that is all eyes and wings yeah!'BUT LIKE THERE'S S O MUCH MORE #i dunno i never really gave it much thought about it before so to me its a lot!

[borealiszero]

People should make more doomed by narratives siblings relationship.

Like with lovers you can just sever it and not have it related to you ever again but with siblings how could you?

You grow up with them you raise them or they raised you you both know how unforgiving the world is to both of you? You would die for them but will hate them for doing the same and yet none of you would regret it and both of you know it. They could be the person you loath the most and miss the most cause you still remember how they sneaked a candy into your hands. You can sever the tie but you can never look away at what you've lost, at whom you've lost because fate doesn't allow you to be together, eating dinners in quiet peace, if only there's another life, another time, where i can make you another plate of pancakes i would im sorry im sorry im sorry —

#[borealis.txt] #sorry um. got feels again #just. aughhhhhhhhh #like genyas and sanemis relationship and the brothers in sctir #theyre so fuckin tragic cause god. aaaaaaaaaaaaa #'because my nemi is the best brother' WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!! #edit: alright you guys can rb this again cause im feeling charitable