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#yes this may have been slightly venty if you couldn't tell
bhramarii Β· 3 months
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at least my cat was there for me after my breakup
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bedoballoons Β· 6 months
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My friend got sick with a bad cold, but because of school I couldn't help her get better, so, can I ask a headcanon where the reader takes care of sick anemo children? (I have too much affection and I don't know who to give it to)
If you don't like it's okay!
Hope you and the other anons are ok! - πŸ„anon
Sorry it took so long for me to write this! I hope she's doing better now and I also hope you don't mind but you didn't say who you'd like to be included so I just picked some anemo boys! Thank you for your request and I hope you enjoy!! <3
β”€βŠ°β βŠΉΰΈΊπŸŽ„π”Ύπ•–π•Ÿπ•€π•™π•šπ•Ÿ β„π•–π•’π••π•”π•’π•Ÿπ• π•Ÿπ•€βŠ°β βŠΉΰΈΊπŸŽ„
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{ΰΌ»~Caring~ΰΌΊ}
CW: Mentions of sickly children, lots of fluff. (Pet names: Kazuha: Dear,
(Includes: Venti, Kazuha, Xiao, Wanderer and Heizou!)
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𑁍༄Venti:
You sat down next to one of the children, covering them up with a blanket as music filled the room and the once cold air evaporated into a warm comforting breeze. The power of the anemo archon was truly something...and listening to him as he played the lyre was healing for the soul, it was no wonder the children liked him so much and the medical staff often asked him to perform.
"May every boy and every girl, sleep well tucked in tonight. Have no fear and feel no fright, for the anemo archon will keep shining down bright upon you." Venti sang out, chuckling sweetly as the children sang along, in that moment you fell deeper in love with him and everytime his eyes met yours during his performance...he fell harder for you too.
𑁍༄Kazuha:
Kazuha laughed softly as your words made the children around you giggle, he had no idea you were so good with kids...it was like the second you walked in all of them felt just the tiniest bit better and it amazed him. He could sit here and listen to you tell them jokes and read silly stories for hours and so could they.
"Can you read another?"
"Oh pretty pretty please tell us more jokes."
You glanced at Kazuha as the children around you asked for more, would he mind staying longer?
"I want to hear another too, please go on dear."
𑁍༄Xiao:
You glanced in Xiaos direction, blushing slightly as you watched him carefully make a paper lantern for the child next to him. He'd been doing this all day with you, helping the sickly children take part in lantern rite and giving them a chance they normally wouldn't have. You still couldn't believe this was his idea...it seemed so different than how he normally portrayed himself...it was a whole new side of him that you wish you could have met sooner.
Fireworks started to go off around you and you both hopped up as the kids hurried to release their lanterns. All of you watching together as the floated up into the sky, carrying dreams and memories along with them.
𑁍༄Wanderer:
"Hmph" Wanderer sighed, trying to hide his flushed cheeks...how you'd managed to get him here...taking care of sick children and watching them as they played with his hat...who knows. That wasn't even the most surprising part of it either, he was genuinely enjoying it...he was enjoying watching you.
The children all looked up to you and you gave all of them attention, never leaving one out...hell you hadn't even left him out this entire time. It was unreal to him, how it felt like he had found his heart and it was you...
𑁍༄Heizou:
Heizou set out the crafts he had prepared, making sure each and every child had one, and of course you too. This idea he had was genius, he'd been planning it for weeks now and you just couldn't help but love him even more everytime he mentioned it. He was so proud and hopeful that it would make the kids feel better, if anyone could do it...you believed he could.
"Alright do all of the little detectives have their crafts?"
A chorus of yes's followed and as he explained the rules you watched the wonderful scene unfold. With a little help the children shaped out a magnifying glass out of paper and then poured different colours of paint into a sturdy see through bag, with this they could find shapes and make out different creatures or items in the mixing paint, like pointing out shapes in the clouds. In the end they would have a squishy to remember the moment and a paper magnifying glass to search for more beautiful things everyday.
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ଘ(ΰ©­*ΛŠα΅•Λ‹)ΰ©­* ΰ©ˆβ™‘β€§β‚ŠΛš~Merry Christmas~*⁠.⁠✧
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babychoko Β· 2 years
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πŸŒΊπ”Έ π•€π•šπ•π•–π•Ÿπ•₯ 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕦𝕖𝕀π•₯🌺
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Part 13
In the last few days I have been feeling much better. I walk more often for fresh air and take medicine as well as juices to strengthen my immune system. Salty food helped me a lot. Although it was also important to drink enough fluids. And I'm talking water here, not juice with fizz.
I left the pharmacy with a small bag because I had no more room in my backpack.
Sure, it didn't do any good for the environment. But what else is harmful to the environment? What I just got from a prescription from my doctor was not necessarily worthy of bragging about in public. Otherwise I would have held the small package normally in my hand. Not to brag about it, of course.
After all, one less thing to worry about.
I looked at the clock first and realized Venti would be out of the library soon. Today I was going to pick him up and stand by. His graduation is coming up very soon and he really had his hands full. He may find the subjects easy to fall into, which may be one less problem, but it didn't mean he shouldn't type anything at all. And it's not little that he has to do.
I walked up the small stairs to the library and mistakenly pushed the glass door outward, even though it said it opened inward.
There can be signs all over the place.
Will I still push a glass door the wrong way? The answer is yes. Not proud, but not annoyed, I entered the library. Surprisingly, only a few busy students lurked in the hall. It was also quiet as usual. Only rarely was it very noisy here. Be that as it may, it didn't take me long to find Venti choosing a seat in front of the window. The view of a few people spending their usual activity outdoors apparently gave him some inspiration. And actually, I wanted to surprise him from behind by covering his eyes with my hands.
This was usually what he always does with me, should he have seen me and I didn't notice him. At the very beginning, when we didn't know each other long at all, it scared me.
But as it seemed, he turned to me with a smile even before that. That, although I was quiet as a mouse and paid attention to my step volume. I wondered how he always did that. Then it occurred to me that he must be able to detect it because of his abilities. I don't know how and I'm still slightly confused about it...but surely he can. We didn't really talk about that subject. I'm sure it came up because he rarely uses his abilities and when he does, he complains about fatigue. I was already curious, but I never asked him to show me some of the things he has in store.
"Did you come to give me strength?" Venti looked energized again. "From the looks of it, I already have..." I stated and sat down with him. My eyes fell on his laptop screen. He'd already accomplished quite a bit, I could tell. "That's right. But honestly, it's all getting to me." Venti leaned his head on the table and sighed. "Can you put me out of this misery?"
"Short and sweet? That's going to be difficult."
"No, that's not what I meant...maybe someday. I meant something gentler, though." I put a hand on his shoulder for comfort. "Like what?" Maybe I am capable of helping him at this moment after all. Otherwise, he cheered me up much more often.
He just turned his head so I couldn't see his face and muttered.
"Now out with it."
"I need to... get rid of pent up thoughts." Uh... and in what way? Wait-what thoughts?!
"So what? What do you need for that?" Maybe I can muster that certain something from somewhere after all. I'll do what I can.
Venti looked to me. "There is a way for stressed people."
"Yeah, and what's that?"
He let his face show again, which looked smug, and placed two fingers on his lips, which he pulled back into the air. "See? Hand over a few already."
"Venti, I'm not carrying cigarettes with me. Besides, cut the nonsense."
"But how then? I need to blow off steam... it's all getting too much for me. And forbid, I'm in total withdrawal!"
He means wine, right? Right... that's what I think. What else could it be?
"How long has it been..you've actually been sticking to it?" He nodded in response to my question. "More or less..definitely so much that I'm in withdrawal. And yet, the infusion therapy wasn't a success." He sighed again and hid his face. At that moment, I really felt sorry for him. I know the feeling when you try very hard and still the results are not satisfactory. And Venti looked really miserable right now.
I scrolled through his work a bit and was not surprised how much passion he has for music. Also, his grammar as well as spelling was perfect as expected. However, the last few lines really slacked off and at some point you realize he completely gave up when not even a sentence was finished. Poor guy. Rarely do you see this sight.
He deserves a reward, of course. "Listen Venti, you don't have to torture yourself like this. You're trying very hard and you've kept at it for a long time..." He was already looking at me with slight hope. He's just waiting for that one sentence. I swear... even his eyes were already sparkling. And why does the sun suddenly start to give him light as if he were a saint?!
"I'm not your boss, and ironically I say that, but you should sit back now with-"
"With a couple of glasses?!"
"Yeah, just that."
He flipped his laptop closed, but of course after saving his work. "Then it's decided. Today we blow off steam!" I didn't see him cheer up that quickly.
"Tonight, okay?"
"Okay...I'll go with you." Not that he's drunk talking to a garbage can. I experienced that once with a tree and it looked really sad. He even thought a tree was more attractive than me. "Thank you, I'm glad. Come, let me give you a hug." No sooner said than done. "And I'm not hugging you because of tonight... just because I missed this, yeah?" Whispered Venti to me.
If he missed this badly...
I ended up putting my arms around him. "Mhm..me too. Honestly, I've been feeling empty lately." I confessed slightly embarrassed.
"Hoo..empty you say?" Venti leaned back a bit to the back of the chair. "Empty..I see."
I looked to the side a bit as Venti gently put his hands on my shoulder and pulled me to him. "Yeah...if I can put it that way-m..."
He hushed me with his lips, licked once over it briefly with the tip of his tongue, and now gently bit my lower lip with it. It made my whole body tingle.
"Mwah~, all better, right?"
I was speechless and hoped no one was walking by. Honestly, I couldn't get a word out. It was just unexpected...
Venti formed a V sign with his thumb and pointer finger under his chin and winked at me with a smile. "Heheh... I'll give you more later if you like!"
When I spoke of emptiness, I didn't think of that, but...it surprisingly helped. "Uhh..fine with me..?
We had some things to do, so we won't meet at a bar until later.
I didn't know if that was a serious question. With him, it was always unclear whether he meant such things ironically. Believe us or not, Venti and I actually kiss very rarely. And when we do, it's only a fleeting kiss. Nothing longer, nothing naughty....
I briefly looked at the cloudless sky.
All right, once it had not exactly been innocent between us. But more was and came also nothing. His ways of love are rather totally harmless.
Then I thought of a question, whether Venti had had a relationship before me? Until now he has not mentioned or hinted at anything. I have also never asked about an ex. Actually, you don't talk about your ex either. After all, he is a bit older than me, has experienced a lot in contrast to me, many people find him likeable and he doesn't seem to be unpopular either. In terms of relationships, he is a total sweetheart....
Wait, didn't he once tell me about the most beautiful poem he had ever read? As far as I can remember, it was from a girl who was too shy to let him read it.
So there is a very high probability that Venti already had his first love.
I continued my walk, feeling a slight and uncomfortable tug in my chest.
And what if? It shouldn't bother me. After all, he has his own life and I have mine....
I guess I'm worrying unnecessarily again. It's the time here and now that counts, and unlike before, I'm no longer completely miserable.
And even though I told myself that, I was lying to myself.
Towards evening, I was finally free and searched my not-quite-full closet. It's not so cold anymore, so could I wear something light? I picked out a blouse and a long skirt until I realized that what I had in my hands didn't look stylish at all. Venti always has nice clothes.
I often had to listen to people saying that I dressed like a granny. I shook my head and looked deeper into the baskets of my closet.
There was a skirt that I ordered once, but it looked way too short..there it is!
Oh. It's actually short in contrast to what length I usually wear. Hesitantly, I looked at the piece.
Yup, definitely going with tights. I mean I might catch a cold or something haha. That's right, I don't want to catch a cold. I definitely don't wear the skirt because I'm embarrassed or too shy!
Okay...as a top, I could wear a fancy sweater..would this one be okay? I couldn't make that decision until I had the whole outfit on. So here goes.
I put on the tights..no, no...
They're see-through! I took them off again.
I sighed and grabbed a razor from the drawer. Actually, Venti wasn't interested in how a body looked at all. He's more the natural type though... I don't even possess that much self-confidence.
Uh, quick change of plans or commercial break. Whatever you call it.
After leaving the bathroom with silky smooth legs, I now put on the clothes.
As I said, I didn't have any self-confidence at all. It looked all right... but on me? I bent down slightly to test that one did not see under my skirt. Honestly, I don't want to put on a show and just wanted to make sure.
After a while, I walked out of the apartment when I was done. Did I want to make sure so badly today that I didn't look like a granny? I honestly wondered since when I started worrying so much. Just for this one special evening then. After all, it was all about not holding back. And that only went for drinks, nothing else.
I took the bus and only had to walk a few feet before I saw the lounge. A few people were standing outside smoking as they chatted about news. I only fleetingly heard what they were talking about. Something like, "I don't believe in that at all. Sounds like something out of a bad book..." or, "If you only knew what else existed...".
Apparently, a mysterious person is being sought. Police searches have not been successful so far. I think that from now on I should watch more news TV or listen to the radio with Venti. I must have missed some things in the world.
As I walked on and reached the entrance, the warmth of the lounge and the dim red lights of the room hit me. A few groups sat at a four-top table with comfy couches, a few people preferred the tall chairs in front of the counter, and others stood casually.
"(Name)!" I turned around and was surprised with a hug and the light, pleasant scent from the forest. I returned the hug fleetingly. "Hey..." Venti, as always, had a casual but fashionable style of dress. A slightly oversized green cardigan with a white shirt and brown pants with a belt. The green hat is not to be missed.
We sat next to each other in a quiet alcove. Here you can talk in peace and others will certainly not interrupt us. Somehow I am glad to see him again today. Lately we saw each other rather rarely and we were very busy with other activities.
Oh... am I that dependent on him?
"Today it's all on me. Do you know what you want yet, (Name)?" He looked at the card for a moment, then handed it to me. Somewhat reluctantly, I took the drink menu and took a quick look inside. Then I looked over at him. "I think I'll have the fruit drinks..."
"Eehh..? But I'd like to see the drunk (Name) sometime..." Sighed Venti, leaning his head on my left shoulder. "Not gonna happen!" I said decidedly and folded the card shut.
"Besides, I should be watching you more." I added. What about if he does any shenanigans and I can't find him?
Or worse, he's drunkenly talking to a tree again.
"Subtle as ever." Venti stated quietly, looking to me. "I like that about you." He doesn't elaborate and accept that? He really is a godsend. I've heard so many stories from friends back then and one thing I can say...it wasn't pretty. I am really happy to have him.
But because I didn't know how to respond, I suggested that we order the drinks now.
"Ah, they even have candy!!!"
"Alright then, let's order some candy to go with it." After all, it's supposed to be a relaxing evening tonight. "Pick some out, here." I get to pick?
"Do you actually know what you want yet, Venti?" I asked, looking at the offerings. Jellybeans, Konpeito....
"Anything will do. Especially apple flavored." I propped my cheeks up with one hand and ruffled his hair with the other. "You're so quick to settle for anything." I stated. When he looked to me, I was sure he had slightly rosy cheeks.
Oh yeah, before I forget.
In the end, I didn't cut his beautiful hair after all. I advised him to sleep on it for a night. Venti was a little conflicted until he did listen to my advice and didn't have it cut. His hair was back to the style it was when I first saw him.
He was just Venti and that suited him too. The braided hair with the blue tips. He told me that at least the blue tips should be back on. He really didn't seem to like himself with the black braids. His reasoning was that he didn't have any fond memories with them.
For some reason, my first thought was that he wanted to avoid a certain look. Maybe...because he doesn't want to look like someone? Honestly, I can't explain why I thought that. I have no idea.
"Let's just order the Konpeito." I decided and turned to Venti, who looked at me in amazement. "You're eating those? Since when?" Funny question. "I don't know, it's been a long time. But I eat them rather rarely, because they're way too sweet for me. "Don't you like them a little, Venti?" He shook his head with a smile. "No, it's not like that. I haven't had them in a very long time either. What are we waiting for?". After much back and forth chatter, the drinks were on our table.
I didn't expect the bottom of the glasses to light up. At first I thought the drinks were poisonous. But these are glasses that start to glow as soon as they are filled with liquid. They really looked very cool. Especially, with the little umbrellas and ice cubes made of heart shapes.
I tried a sip and thankfully the juice didn't taste funny. As very strange as the combination was....
"I totally forgot to ask this, but how have you been lately? Have you...actually seen a doctor yet?"
"About that..yes, I have been. It's been stressful." I left out the fact that I was diagnosed with burnout for now. I didn't want to ruin the night with worry. But knowing him, I'm sure he already knows that. "That's why I should get reduced hours."
Venti put his hands on his hips. "And you keep those nicely!"
"Yes, sir."
"But the nausea is gone, thankfully, I see?" And how. I'm really relieved about that. It's been pure hell.
"Yeah, thanks again for your support. I don't know what I would have done without you. Really now."
"Oh, don't mention it!" Venti took a sip and looked like the happiest man alive. "Did I miss this..." He muttered, seeming to be in his own world.
"Go ahead..." I said quietly and patted his head. I took a Konpeito and brought it to my lips. I looked around a little bit and observed the other guests. No one was getting into mischief. Everyone was very relaxed and enjoying their free time with friends. I ate the Konpeito and looked at someone sitting on one of the high chairs. It really stood out. Did I look as lonely back in college...?
I think it was a young man. Maybe my age? He had an unusual haircut, but I couldn't make out the hair colour because of the LED light. He seems to be the only one here alone. Just as I picked up the second Konpeito, the person jerked up and turned slowly..
Towards my direction.
As someone walked past me, the young man had disappeared off the face of the earth. I could not see his face. This moment simply passed much too quickly
I looked again to the same place, but there was really nobody sitting anymore. Did I just imagine that? No...that would have been impossible.
Was it because of my burnout? Did I reach for the wrong drink after all? To confirm this theory, I looked at my glass. No, it certainly wasn't that either. I'm absolutely sure of that.
"Say Venti, can you try a sip?" Uncertain, I held my glass up to him. Without hesitation, he accepted the glass, our fingers touching. "If you want it so badly..."
He raised the glass to his lips and tasted a sip. Then he looked to me with a clueless smile. "Hmm..It's just juice, if that's what you wanted to know. Was that what you were worried about?"
"Actually, it was. I just felt funny."
"Do you want to get some fresh air? That group of people over there have been smoking the hookah for a while...are you getting any air?" He then suggested to me. In response, I shook my head. "No, that's fine and doesn't bother me. You just know my paranoid self." He slid a little closer to me and placed my glass so that the rim he just drank from touched my lips.
"You can relax with me. I'll stay with you, okay?" His voice was soothing. I nodded in response. took the glass in my hands and drank a sip from it. He was right...there are a lot of people here, after all. Besides, I was severely sleep-deprived, so much so that I actually imagined some things. If I only thought about lying comfortably in bed at night... then I could hardly wait.
I should pull myself together, for the sake of my health.
I set the glass down on the table and looked to him with a smile. "I'll order some more. How about you?"
He held the drink menu in front of me and looked over the rim with twinkling eyes. "Oh, I see, you want the number six again?" I then asked him.
"I'd say more like I should take number 8. But better I take the whole row!" I didn't know what he meant at first, but blamed it on the alcohol that he can say confusing stuff.
After a few drinks, we sat close to each other. He had his head leaning on my shoulder and looked content. "Have you had enough?"
"I could use a few more glasses, but my wallet is showing a definite stop." Typical!
"I didn't know you could take so much after all, Venti." He could easily be entered in the book of world records. I am very sure that no one else could beat him in it. I'm so sure about that.
"Hehe, I'll take that as a compliment." Positive as always. "You do that, fine by me."
We had so much fun that we completely forgot about the time. We even made friends with a few other people over time. Everyone seemed to be in a good mood. It started with them thinking Venti was my best friend at first...that we were both girls having a good time. We were going to be treated to a nice evening and bought some drinks. I had never been hit on like that in my life and I really didn't know what to say. Inside, I was panicking.
Luckily Venti came to the rescue and put a hand around my shoulders and after a few drinks on them that the waiter brought us, laughingly clarified that he is actually my boyfriend.The group of guys were speechless for a few seconds, but then they started laughing and cheering for us, which I thought was funny. This clearly happens often with him. He wasnβ€˜t mad one bit.
They were actually totally happy about us and left after a few minutes.
"Now we can stay longer!"
"You really take advantage of everything in your path." I sighed. Give him inches and he'll take miles!
Venti and I talked longer about pointless stuff while we had our shoes off and sat comfortably on the couches next to each other. I watched curiously as he tried a hookah. When I realized it wasn't his thing after all, I patted him on the back comfortingly. As much as they could smell pleasantly of apple..I still passed, waving a hand and shaking my head with a laugh. He stuck his tongue out with a bitter look on his face. He sticks to real apples himself. They are sacred to him!
And at some point we talked about not-so-senseless stuff. He told me that he was already sad about being done with university soon. He would miss it already if he couldn't spend the time there together with me as usual. I felt the same way.
But he is really happy about the fact that he won't have much writing work to do anymore. At least as a music therapist not as much as in the university. However, he wants to continue playing music freely for others before he looks for a permanent job.
Anyway, he has earned that. He has already studied so much, even if he didn't like it.
A break after graduation...? I haven't had a specific plan for how I want to spend my time off. I myself am graduating soon. But it might be a little while yet. Venti suggested that I could sell my handmade things. Or the flowers he had growing around his cottage. He knew an area nearby that would be very happy to have something like that. I thought it was a nice idea. I kept that idea in the back of my mind.
We took a cab to his home as the night came to an end. We had had enough fun and were getting really tired. I totally forgot about the worries from the evening. Besides, he hadn't had a chance to talk to a tree. Good thing!
"Are you happy?"
"Totally!" He replied tipsily as he lay with his head on my lap. He meanwhile raised his arms in the air and chuckled with slightly flushed cheeks.
"Are you drunk?"
"I don't think so..or maybe a little." He whispered and sat up in front of me. Just a little?!
"(Name), I didn't tell you, but I wanted to tell you that these clothes really suit you..." He now looked at my denim skirt. "Huh..you..you usually wear much longer and looser skirts though?" He just noticed that now?! "Yeah, I..just wanted to try something different on. Does it look weird on me?"
"Not at all!" He immediately denied. Then he smiled at me. "So don't say something like that and wear what you like, okay? The important thing is that you feel comfortable in it." At that, I took him in my arms and sighed. "Sometimes you can be really adorable."
"(Name)..."
"What now?"
"I almost completely forgot my promise!" I didn't know what he meant at first. "What promise?" He put his arms around my neck and chuckled as he moved closer to me.
"..That I'll give you more of it..so hold still, okay?"
"Huh? More? W..what?"
He closed his eyes and moved his lips closer to mine. His hands lightly stroked under my top up my back higher and higher.
It wasn't until he fell right asleep on top of me that I checked what he meant.
Oh, that!
I pushed him aside, put a pillow under his head and covered him with his blanket. He seemed to have really had his fun and was sleeping soundly with a contented look on his face.
"I'll just keep your promise then." I bent down to him and placed a kiss on his forehead.
That day, I felt like I was getting closer to Venti. And that, although we always had nice moments together. I couldn't explain it either. Maybe it was because he will soon be finished with university and I only now realized how quickly the time passed. This seems to make me appreciate moments more.
The rest of the days passed peacefully and I kept to my reduced hours. I rejected further measures offered to me by the doctor. Some measures I found a bit too extreme. Time off from the university, for example. Then I would worry more about forgetting a lot of things. Besides, I had to admit that I also wanted to get my degree as soon as possible..
I didn't want it to come to this at all.
It wasn't easy to change adapted habits at first. That's why I started slowly.
Going straight home after my classes and taking a nap after watching series I totally left behind was my favorite activity lately.
And have I missed a lot..Lucky that so far there have been no spoilers. Otherwise I wouldn't be surprised by some of the scenes. It's not just the same feeling.
I was actually relaxed a long period of time. Yes, was.
Until that evening.
I had been on late shift at the cafΓ© and was happy to see some colleagues again. Actually, I prefer early duty because it's much quieter on a weekday. I could work more slowly then. It's a disaster on the weekend! That's when my team has a lot to fight for.
Actually, my day was going quite well. Until I remembered after work that I forgot a folder in the cafΓ©. When I arrived, my manager was standing there with a smile on her lips, shaking her head and holding the folder. Sheepishly, I took the folder.
"Now go home, it's very late. Enjoy your weekend and have a good time!" I thanked her and made my way home.
It was still pitch black outside and cold because of the time of year. I was kind of hoping that the warm spring would come a little faster. Because now it was still cold. A cold spring. The flowers were already showing themselves.
I walked along the dark street and noticed nothing at first. Sometimes I looked at my phone to check the time. In a few minutes my bus should come and I could make it to the bus stop in time. If the bus driver didn't arrive way too early.
For a time free marked by worry, I was suddenly overcome with goosebumps. At first I thought it was because of the cold. Then I realized it was a shiver down my spine. I didn't usually get a shiver down my spine just like that. I even felt a slight pressure in my ears. A queasy feeling arched in my stomach and I suddenly felt unease.
My steps slowed down. Was it my gut feeling?
I stopped at one point and didn't move when I heard soft footsteps. I didn't know from where they came. But I still heard them clearly. Hesitantly I tried to look around, but I saw nothing.
After a few seconds I plucked up my courage and continued walking a little faster. I told myself that it was surely just another pedestrian and that I was imagining everything.
But a feeling deep inside me denied this too much. I had never felt anything like that before.
I looked around and saw it only for a few seconds.
In fact, I saw the outline of a person, quite far away from me. It was standing between the trees in the park.
At that very moment, a shiver stabbed me again all over my back like a knife.
I want to leave.
At that moment I got the impulse to walk faster, much faster.
Was I running now? Never mind. I just had to get away. I didn't feel how I was breathing or if I was breathing at all.
I ignored my surroundings so much that I didn't hear the sound of a motorcycle next to me and was startled when it stopped next to me.
"(Name)?"
For a moment I held my breath and could have sworn I saw my life flash before my eyes.
That voice..
I looked hesitantly to my left, where the road was. I didn't recognize the man in black clothes sitting on the motorcycle. He seemed to have noticed that and took off his helmet. My eyes widened a bit as I now recognized who he was.
"Xiao...?"
"Why are you running around the street like a madwoman in a panic at this hour?"
I couldn't answer at first. I didn't know what to say either. My legs gave out and I stopped myself at a fence.
"Hey, what happened?" He got off the motocycle, put his helmet on the seat and walked towards me. Then he calmly put a hand on my shoulder as he bent down to me.
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ellitx Β· 3 years
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Oooh~~ butler Himmel got the gears turning~~
How about a bath time with Himmel scenario (boutta make a blog called whoring for himmel, I feel bad clogging up your inbox just lemme know if its annoying oki? ;w; )
The day was sweltering hot ,whilst enjoying your daily walk on the royal grounds the sweat dripping off your back and brow was getting a bit too much to bear, even your thighs were starting to sick together where stockings didnt cover.
"Mistress are you alright? Would you like to go in for the afternoon and freshen up?" Always so attentive and kind your sweet butler is as he gently took his handkerchief and wiped your brow "Y-yes that would be wonderful, thank you" you say with lightly panting while fanning your face with your hand trying to hide the blush that was forming
Stepping into your much cooler quarters you heaved a heavy sigh of relief as you plop down into one of your chairs with Himmel following you in to make sure you're alright since venti was busy with other matters he had you for the day to himself. "Are you alright, My dearest? Is anything I may get you or help you with..?"
With all your clothing stuck to you, you could help but think "A nice bath and a change of clothes would be most delightful" and looking down with a blush knowing there was a heat only he could cool "I might need a bit of help.. I cant reach a few things.." you face beginning to burn " Help me undress..?"
A small flinch went through his body as a blush began to tinge at the tips of his ears "O-ofcourse..! Not a problem at all Mistress!" A small lie slipped his lips knowing that there was indeed a problem, him craving his dearest like mad, with him slowly removeing each article of your until much of you was exposed skin glistening, leaving nothing but intricate garments, beautiful lace gaterbelt with matching panties that dug slightly into your soft form with a complimentary bra.
"Venti had surely dressed her this morning this is much too.. too erotic for our sweet maiden.." he though to himself but he couldn't help but take in your beauty for a moment. "Alright wait here, Ill start your bath for you" he spoke trying to keep his composure through his excitement but as he walked towards your bathroom he heard soft footsteps. "Sir.. I want to acommany you.. you look quite hot yourself.. would you like to join me, I want to help take care of you since you work so hard.."
He inhales sharply at your request " would it really be alright, what if we were cought, surely if it was of her request it shouldn't be a problem" he thought again be he cant stop his mind from wandering to more inappropriate matters "A-As you wish, my dearest" holding the door open for you step inside as he pulls off he coat and gloves laying them on the marble counter.
He drinks in your ethereal form as he draws the water making sure it to your liking with dd a touch of lavender scented soap to help you both relax. "Are you sure about this my dearest.." he asked softly locking eyes with those gorgeous e/c orbs. You nervously compose your naked form undressing moments before while his back was turned "Yes.. you need some time for yourself too.. just Venti may not be too happy if he hears.. I just want to take care of you for once.." you plead crossing one arm around your breast and the other to grab his hand you pull him in for a sweet kiss.. " Dont make me wait to long~" you tease as you drop down into the tub perfectly warm and soothing
God your lips were intoxicating, nodding he turns to undess himself fully.. "N-now mistress, may you keep your eyes closed un till I tell you..?" He was really embarrassed about not only having his angel see all of him, but him already being half hard. He slowly guides you forward and positions himself behind you hoping you wont notice "Alright my dearest you can open them now.." he sighed into your shoulder while gently placing his around you " Dont be shy.. sir Im also quite heated" you whisper as you turn to face and straddle him
Oh god feeling your thighs brush against him lit aflame and with your bear wet chest leaning up against his he feels like he could combust any moment "Y-y/n.. my beloved do you really want to-" "Shhh" you hush his worries with a heated loving kiss slowly he let himself go, opening his mouth to let his tongue swirl with yours. Almost instinctually starts grinding into you with his cock brushing againt your slick folds.
"Mm..! Sir.. more..!" The way you said sir sent electricity through him he never thought he love it the way he did "My songbird.. I am here to please Aahh.. All of your commands and desires.." he moaned while while letting his hands slide up and down your plush thighs under the water being careful not to make a mess
" Then just relax Himmel..~" you cood as you raised yourself over his hardened member, wide-eyed and red faced he held your hips to position your self and slowly guiding you down onto him both moaning in unison you rested on him, just laying your head on his shoulders rubbing them to try to ease all of his tensions while you bask in the full feeling of your core
"Aa... Y/N you really are such.. nng.. an angel so sweet.. so beautiful.. to think I have been blessed with you.." He couldn't help be feel so loved by you and himself sit with the warmth of you around him.. "H-Himmel Ahhh~ I want to please you too.." He feels so torn one side wants to keep you still and feel your wet warmth all around him but the other wants to rut up into you bringing you both bliss "M-misstress.. Ahh!"
Your sudden bounces cought him of guard "Im sorry sir I- Ahh.. I cant help it..!!" He grips your hips tighter helping you to move on him whilst water sloshes about "Oh.. god my sweet... Its so good!! More..!" He shakily breathes out the coil building the more you go, wanting to come undone as you clench down around him and with your hands on his shoulders trying not to slip "Yes..! Right there..! I dont know how much longer i can h-hold it..!
"Dont my songbird..! Let it go spill onto me..!! And that you did leaking everything you had onto with you clenching onto him he swiftly pulls out and finishes into the tub "mmm..!" He moans looking away shyly.
You curl up onto his chest and playfully whipser " looks like the day got even hotter huh~"
( oops this got long im sorry sjdjdj -πŸ’š)
ANON YOURE FEEDING ME WITH THESE HIMMEL CONTENTS AND I LOVE YOU FOR DOING THIS FEED ME MORE PLS IM HUNGRY, IM THIRSTY FOR HIMMEL
I. NEED. MORE. HIMMEL >:((
And you also included one of his kinks of shower sex!? I mean it’s not really shower but yeah he’s into those taking a bath with his darling ;3c
And that sir πŸ‘€ i have a headcanon where himmel has the position of the student council president and he sometimes stays late to finish all the paperworks and his darling often visits him to check on how he’s doing.
Wink wonk we know where this is going β™ͺ(´Ρ` ) himmel, stressed, desk sexβ€”
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Part 4
"Are you okay?"
My throat was so hoarse that I almost couldn't talk. I must have looked very stressed at that moment, or I wouldn't be asked that question.
"Mister Zhongli... I haven't been able to reach Venti for days..w-what if something happened to him?", I asked worriedly.
"He hasn't shown up in days?" he asked, exchanging a quick glance with the short man next to him.
"I don't want to exaggerate, but I have a funny gut feeling. I want to go see him...but I still don't know where he lives."
"I understand. Then I'll drive you to him," Zhongli suggested. I didn't expect that answer. But since I didn't know how else to go to Venti at the moment, I accepted the offer. After all, they both know each other.
It was strange to sit in the car next to a man you've only known for a short while. Especially when that certain man was teaching you. Not knowing what I could say during the car ride, I preferred to remain silent.
And most importantly, the other young man made me nervous. I learned on the way to the car that his name was Xiao. Instead of sitting in front, the passenger seat, he sat behind us. And I think I know why, too.
Whenever I looked at the rearview mirror, I saw him with a slightly scowl, which makes me nervous.
Did I do something wrong? Because I have a feeling that this facial expression was directed at ME.
Help.
Zhongli must have noticed that I was nervous. I bobbed my legs slightly and tightened up a lot, which must be why he started small talk.
"You and Venti...do you get along very well?" he started.
I'm sure he meant to ask something else.
"Yes, very well actually."
"How come you never visited him?"
Good question, Mister Zhongli..even though we've known each other for many months.
"Somehow, it never occurred to me. It looked like he would rather spend time at my place. So I never asked him directly.", I answered the question. It was starting to get dark in the car, which had to mean we were in a tunnel. I wonder how far Venti lives? Then how does he even get to the university? Does he also drive a car? That's kind of hard for me to imagine then.
I looked at the rearview mirror again. Xiao is still scowling at me. Could it be that he has trust issues...?
It was getting light again in the car by now because we drove out of the tunnel. Today was cloudy anyway.
"How did you two meet?", I asked this time. Zhongli didn't think twice. He seemed older than Venti. So they had to know each other somewhere else.
"I often saw him at the library. Before that, he attended other universities where I taught and he doesn't make himself very inattentive at times..let's put it this way, we share some interests when it comes to history."
I looked at the window in mild surprise. So this isn't the first university Venti has been in? I assumed he used to change universities a lot. I couldn't imagine that he must have studied for so many years and had many titles. He can't be much older than me, as young as he looks. After all, he is still in his young twenties.
I noticed more and more how very little I know about him. Well, he does tell me a lot about himself, just nothing about his family or past. His answers were always brief when I asked personal questions about him. Eventually, I let it go. He doesn't have to tell me everything.
"How come you trust him blindly?" came a voice from behind. This time, Xiao spoke up. "You take everything way too lightly.", his answer was very direct. I agreed with him.
"It may be strange, but I have a feeling that I can trust him. He's always there for me when I've felt lost. His company alone is enough for me for now. And when he feels ready, he'll want to open up one day...", I said quietly. "He must have been through a lot, so I respect that for now. It's not easy, after all."
There was silence in the car for a moment. Xiao wasn't scowling at me by now. But he looked rather slightly surprised. Then he leaned back again. "Oh, I see..." he mumbled.
"Y/n, you're nice as always," Zhongli said quietly. Before I could even ask what he meant by 'always', he stopped the car.
"We are here. See the little apartment with the 2 floors? That's where he lives."
Not knowing what to say, I looked to the said direction. Silently, I picked up my bag and then quietly thanked him as I freed myself from my seatbelt.
"Do you want me to come with you?" asked Zhongli.
"I'm fine..thanks for everything," I mumbled and slowly got out of the car.
Before that, he gave me his and Xiao's phone number. I should call at any time in case of trouble. The wind was blowing stronger and stronger and I saw the clouds gathering more and more. I still waved after the two as they drove away.
Slowly, but also nervously, I entered the door closer and closer. Not knowing what might be coming, I took a deep breath and dared to press the bell marked "Himmel". That was his last name.
For a few seconds, nothing was heard, as one normally knows with footsteps. Concerned, I pressed a second time.
After that I heard deep and slow footsteps followed by a few things that seemed to have fallen over. Fortunately, it didn't sound like glass. And finally, I heard the lock open and the door handle lowering down. Our eyes met. Venti, who looked very pale and weak, looked at me in surprise. I finally came out of worry and panic without warning. I still couldn't breathe calmly and was slightly out of breath with feeling nervous. It all passed quickly.
Before he could say a word, he fell weakly to his knees. I bent down to him and held him by the shoulders. He felt very hot. "What's the matter? Can you still stand?"
"Y/n, you came...?" he asked softly, breathing heavily. I nodded and suppressed my tears. "Do you want me to accompany you to the doctor? Or should we go to the emergency room?"
He just shook his head. "That's not necessary..come on in." I looked around for a moment. Then I put one of his arms over my shoulder and accompanied him to the living room. That was the room where the door was open and I didn't think any further. Before that, I closed the door from outside. Slowly I put him down on the sofa so that he could lie down.
"I'm sorry I came without warning...you didn't reply to my messages. So Mister Zhongli drove me here. We thought something had happened to you."
"Really...?" he asked quietly. "I thought I-I had replied to you..." I shook my head. "Let's talk about that later. I'll take care of you first, all right?" That would be the most important thing first.
He nodded weakly. His cheeks were glowing, his hair tied in a loose little ponytail, and he had slight circles under his eyes. "You may help yourself here.", he closed his eyes as he said this. "Thank you.", I took one look around and spotted medicine on a small drawer which was on the other side of the room.
"Have you taken the pills yet and eaten anything?"
He shook his head. "Not yet today." I then took them and put them on the table. "First, you should eat something. I'll make you some soup then, okay?", I sat with my knees in front of him and took off my jacket, which landed on the floor. His permission for me to help myself, I will also take advantage of. After all, I want him to feel better as soon as possible. He just nodded mutely. Reoriented because I don't know my way around here, I wandered to the next door. With luck, it was the kitchen. I took one deep breath.
Good. First he should cool down. I took an ice pack from the freezer and tied a clean cloth around it. I put it on his forehead.
I had to open some cupboards and drawers in the kitchen first, so that I would know where to find something. I boiled the water and poured in some instant soup. I can make a real soup later or something else. The important thing is that he takes his medicine as soon as possible and eats something. I noticed the apples in the fruit basket. So I cut them into small pieces and placed them on a plate.
"Venti, it will be a while before the soup is ready. Eat some of the apple pieces until then, okay?"
I knelt down to him. "Please, eat." He opened his eyes and looked at me. Then he slowly sat up. "Thank you" I put the ice pack aside because it cooled him down enough.
In the kitchen I looked at the soup and turned off the stove when it was hot enough. I let the soup simmer some more and poured a small portion in a bowl. I cooled the soup a bit before taking that to Venti.
For the rest of the time, I took care of him. I helped him with the food, with the medicine and kept checking his body temperature. I didn't notice how fast the time passed as I watched the sun go down. Venti was sleeping and he seemed to be much better than he was at noon today. He apparently had no one to take care of him.
I stroked his pony once with pity. I then noticed how nicely decorated his apartment was. I didn't even notice it until now because I was very busy for him.
It looked a bit old, but still well kept. I was surrounded by plants, old books and old decorations like an inkwell, old scrolls and more. In part, it looked modern. The floor was marble and was covered with a small dark carpet. It was a room you could find on Pinterest. Maybe even nicer than the ones from Pinterest. His room must be on the second floor. Maybe he'll show me that one later?
Venti was still sleeping peacefully. So I went to the kitchen and prepared mashed potatoes. I already knew my way around the kitchen better and didn't have much trouble finding things like before. When it got dark I turned on the kitchen lamp. I left the living room dark for now so he could sleep in peace and not be awakened by the light. The kitchen only shone a little into the living room, which was enough.
I then looked out the kitchen window. It was empty of people. Although there were a few houses nearby, the streets still looked empty. Nonetheless, the surroundings looked peaceful and were surrounded by plants.
"Y/n...?" immediately I turned around. I smiled in reassurance. Venti is apparently awake again and was able to stand by now. Slowly, he entered the kitchen and rubbed at one eye.
"Are you feeling a little better?", I asked, smiling gently.
"Yes, much better than this morning..." I took his hand and sat him down on a chair. In the living room I saw a large cardigan, which I brought to him. "You should wear that. The kitchen window is open."
I was relieved that at least he could eat now. At first he didn't have much appetite and ate very little. But it was enough for the medicine. When we finished eating, we went into the living room. He sat down on the sofa and made a sign next to him for me to sit down. "Thank you so much for taking care of me..I hope I'm not a burden to you".
Immediately I shook my head. "No you're not! Next time you better answer me, alright...? "
For a moment he looked at me confused. Then he looked around for his phone and looked at our chat.
His face clearly said "Oh", then he turned to me smiling slightly. "Eheh..I didn't press send...", he scratched the back of his head nervously.
So that was the reason, huh? Oh man, Venti...
I leaned my forehead on his shoulder with a sigh, but was very relieved. "Am I glad nothing very bad happened to you..I was really worried, you know?" Venti then put his hand on my head and smiled. "I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to. I've always been very weak. Me being sick happens a lot, unfortunately."
I wiped my eyes once. "Frequently? Is it that bad? D-don't tell me it's...", I couldn't finish the sentence.
"No, it's not that dangerous again. I just happen to have a weak body. As long as I take care of my health, nothing bad will happen.", he tried to reassure me.
"Then let me take care of you," I said softly, taking my forehead from his shoulders. "From now on, I won't leave your side..so please do it to me as well.", I requested quietly. There was a silence between us. I didn't look Venti directly in the eyes. It was still a little dark in the living room. There was only one small lamp burning.
Venti, who looked at me speechless for a moment, took my hands in his and smiled. I dared to look at him. Then he bent down slightly to me so that he could look into my eyes.
"My dearest y/n, I don't want to leave your side either. I know I don't tell much about myself. I don't know how to start..but one day, I promise you. I will explain everything to you...", he said.
I shook my head. "No, don't force yourself. It's okay as it is."
I could still see sadness in his eyes.
It was quiet between us again. Embarrassed, I looked to the window as I realized how close we were.
"It's already dark...", I changed the subject. Blinking, he looked behind my back at the balcony.
"Oh, indeed.", now he smiled at me again. "Stay the night with me. It's not safe for a girl like you to wander around by yourself. Besides, buses very rarely come at this time of night."
"All right. I just didn't bring any clothes. All I have is my bag and what I'm wearing," I confessed. Venti didn't seem to mind. He told me he did have sleeping clothes in different sizes.
He escorted me up to his room. I couldn't help but marvel at how he decorated everything. The style reminded me of the Ghibli movies I've watched. As I looked toward the bed, there was one step that went up. There stood his bed. His bed was surrounded by windows. But because no one can easily see in, he seems to have his privacy. From a closet he gave me an oversized shirt that he owned. I guess we have something in common.
In the bathroom I was allowed to change. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. My hair was tied in a ponytail (if possible), I had a blazer on which was open, underneath an undershirt and a plaid long skirt. Tired, I changed my clothes and brushed my teeth with a new toothbrush.
That he was prepared for sleepovers surprised me.
When we were both ready for bed, I insisted on taking his temperature. It dropped significantly. I just hope he will be better tomorrow. Otherwise, I wouldn't mind continuing to take care of him. Fortunately, tomorrow I have a day off.
"What, you want to sleep next to me then to make sure I'm okay at night too?" he asked with a laugh.
That comment made my cheeks heat up, but it's true what he said. After all, I trust him. He can't have weird intentions, can he?
"In that case..okay.", I said and looked at him. The boy stopped laughing and looked at me in surprise. When he slept over at my place, it was always on my sofa. But we never slept together in the bed.
He turned around and put his hands on his hips.
"Well...I guess there's nothing you can do about it! Go ahead! Off to bed~"
I twitched an eyebrow. Haha. He seems really happy about that....
"From the looks of it, you seem to be doing much better. I'll go to the living room then..."
He stopped me. "Uh, actually I'm feeling a bit feverish already..sleep next to me please?" he mumbled, looking at me with a desperate puppy look.
"Alright...", I sighed.
We both lay down. Why did I suddenly get tense? I used to let him snuggle up to me, didn't I? Is a sofa and bed that different? In my flow of thoughts, I didn't notice Venti tucking me in.
I then looked him in the eye. "You should keep warm.", he says with a cute smile.
"Oh, thanks...", I replied softly. We both then looked up at the ceiling. All we heard was the wind and a few grasshoppers. At some point Venti spoke up. "Soon we'll have vacation..how do you want to spend it?"
I didn't think twice. "I don't have any plans yet. Visiting my mother and, of course, I have to study."
"I was thinking that the two of us could do something together. So far, that hasn't been possible. Would you like to go to my cottage? It's really beautiful there. There's a flower meadow, a river, and the most beautiful view."
I turned to him. "You really mean that?"
He nodded with a smile. "It's really beautiful there. I've been going there for years. Only you know about that, though." I couldn't help but giggle for a second. "I'd love to. I'm looking forward to it.", he nodded in agreement. "Me too. But you've put in a lot of effort today. Get some rest now, yes?"
Before I could say anything, Venti put a hand over my eyes to make me close them. A touch of tiredness swept over me and I slowly fell into sleep. The last thing I saw of him was a quiet smile. But I did not hear what he said. Better said, I could not remember it.
Everything I saw now must have been in my dream. I found myself in front of a huge tree. As I walked back, I lightly bumped into something. I turned around and saw a statue. Unfortunately, I couldn't make out everything. But what I could hear was the gentle plucking of a harp.
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