Thinking about the raw anger Porter no doubt felt when he was sent away after his fight with Vincent because he’s done everything he’s ever been asked for and still he will never be what William wants because he’s a pawn not a son
LITERALLY THIS MM MMM EARLY GUY- ANY OF THE RELATIONSHIPS EARLY 🙏🙏🫶
relistening to guy's playlist ( again . for the nth time) and after listening to the valenweek audio i so desperately want one of honey and guy early into their relationship . because why was he so cute in that one
"you're a jerk." (laughter) "well... i like jerks."
read the note btw + please lmk your thoughts :) tw blood/general dark themes‼️
ok so this is random but i wrote a screenplay (basically a script) for a short film for my coursework a while ago and whilst i unfortunately lost it 😭 i really liked the idea/concept of it as like a short story and at the time when i wrote it, i wanted to make it even longer but i didn't bc my film teacher said it was too complicated 💀💀
but ANYWAYS i'm thinking of rewriting it and posting it for people to read 🤭 i tried writing a blurb for it below lol‼️
it wouldn't be a book or anything, just a veryvery short story- like maybe a few chapters.
yet again wishing i was in the redacted fandom earlier because apparently erik had shared the pdf files for the paperwork he made in the hour long video abt gaining informed unempowered status
there’s so many things i wanna do to this man and none of them should be said out loud
“My goodness. And they say my kind is insatiable.”
“I’m making… lots of observations, in fact.”
“Oh my. You certainly are something special aren’t you?”
“I didn’t… swoon. I… I wouldn’t do that. I mean, not wouldn’t. I would. I would if it was… earned. If it was… drawn out of me.”
“Vin-Gavin! Gavin. You can call me Gavin.”
“What is it, why are you looking at me like that? I liked it better the way you were looking at me a second ago.”
“I’d say I have a very diverse skillset. Trained in multiple techniques. Well I’m a quick study. And a diligent student.”
“Oh that’s your hand. That feels nice.”
“I can sense… what you’re feeling. Mmhmm. All of it. All of the many… flavors—uh, layers of it. Lots of layers.”
“I think I have a pretty good idea of what you’re thinking. Mmhmm. And I think it’s not unlike what I myself am thinking right now too… Hmm? Studying? Oh. Oh. Right. Studying.”
“I also happen to be in the middle of some very important… studying. And… and maybe it is a less interesting subject matter than studying the… very… enticing… person sitting across from me, b-but it’s important nonetheless!”
“That feels… that feels wonderful.”
“The night hasn’t even come to pass yet. We would need to spend quite a bit longer together for it to be considered nighttime. Which we should— could! We could do that.”
“We could always find a more private location to do some… studying. Together. Mmhmm. Some very… detailed studying. Y-you could call it a hands-on approach, yes.”
“Do you have any idea just how much… energy is coming off of you right now? That’s an understatement. Dear god, I think you could power a small town with it.”
“Y-yes. Yes. Please. Please. That sounds—yes. Yes. Studying! Definitely. Lots… and lots of studying. I think we both have lots to learn about one another.”
yet again wishing i was in the redacted fandom earlier because apparently erik had shared the pdf files for the paperwork he made in the hour long video abt gaining informed unempowered status
i could not for the life of me figure out how i want his hair to look . i wanted it long but also fluffy but not too messy that he looks like . not guy (does that make sense . i dont know))
also he has an eyebrow piercing because i think canon!guy has one and because i said so 🫶.
YOU'RE A SAINT + I CANT BELIEVE THIS MAN WROTE 22 PAGES FOR FICTIONAL DOCUMENTATION FOR HIS FICTIONAL UNIVERSE 😭😭‼️THE DEDICATION IS INSANE
yet again wishing i was in the redacted fandom earlier because apparently erik had shared the pdf files for the paperwork he made in the hour long video abt gaining informed unempowered status