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Why does it hurt so bad to read the truth?....

heroin doesn’t hurt….its like a warm blanket of happiness covering you while you sit back glassy-eyed and watch your life crumble around you and see yourself turn into someone you never thought you would ever become

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When I try to talk to the love of my life....

When you talk about your mental health and you can feel the person not caring

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Amen

Shoutout to Virtuous Addicts

Shoutout to addicts who don’t steal/rob

Shoutout to addicts who share when times get tight

Shoutout to addicts who don’t provide minors with hard drugs

Shoutout to addicts who deal not to get rich off everybody’s problem but to keep product on the streets and in circulation

Shoutout to addicts who protect their intoxicated friends from potential predators

Shutout to addicts that will not sellout their friends or connects when the cops come knocking

There’s a war on drugs right now and yall brave soldiers are our first defense in the trenches

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I’m doing a line in the library bathroom as you read lines from the book your mother used to read to you. As you kiss me, I embrace that this is my favorite time with you because I’m too numb to feel anything besides your skin on mine. I also wonder if I stay with you because of I feel when I’m high, or if I get high because of how I feel with you. Without this magic powder would we even make it in this life, or would we turn on each other like we’ve all read in books? Do we hold on to this high because were to afraid that if we sober up we’ll have to find a new body to call home? Is it selfish of me to keep you in this moment forever for my own reasons? I let it slip my mind as I continue to lose my self in you.

If you decide to get sober I will too, even if that means you’ll leave me. (via latenightthoughtswillkillyou)

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Got bored, so I doodled... And this happened.

#drawing #art #pencil art #doodle #bored #cantsleep #nodsquad #dfw #dfwartist #fwm #needle #nodsquaddfw #drugs #drugs inc #drugs implied #follow

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I use the drugs to forget you. But for some reason when I’m so high I can’t remember my name, but I can remember the first time I meet you. I get reminded of the butterflies I got when you pushed my hair behind my ear. I remember our first time together, and how gentle you were. But I also live through you leaving me again. How you said, “I can’t handle you anymore.” I was “just to much baggage.” You got clean before I did, you got your life together. I was just weighing you down. I guess I get it, no one wants to take care of someone who can overdose at any point. But I took care of you. And in return you introduced me to a world I never knew. You left me because the gift you gave me started coming before you. I don’t know why I could think getting high would make me forget you. Once my warmth feels my body, I can feel you with me again.

Sometimes I’m mad you had me try it. Sometimes I thank you because it’s the only think keeping me alive without you. (via latenightthoughtswillkillyou)

Beautiful and breaks my heart

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Fuck

The Accuracy

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Bad relationships change good people.

- unknown (via quotelounge)

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So true and sad

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Mmmm, cigarettes 🚬🚬🚬

#cigarettes #cigarette #fort worth #smoke #smoking

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Does anyone else smoke a lot when their anxiety is high? 🚬

I smoke cigarette, after cigarette, after cigarette.... Then, I realize my whole pack is gone and nothing is better. Even so, I just go buy another pack and do it again... Stress is an evil yet magical thing, ladies and gents~

#smoking #cigarette #fort worth #nodsquad #stress #anxiety #high anxiety #fml #addiction #addict #that boi

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Always have been the Little Black Sheep~

REBLOG IF YOU'RE THE FAMILY DISAPPOINTMENT.

#black sheep #out cast #alone #no family #nodsquad #nodding #noddfw #fort worth #texas #texan

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Undercover Cops/Warning for Drug Blogs 6/13/17

Hey everyone sorry for not posting on here for the last week, I’ve been laying low after a frightening incident that happened to me regarding undercover police and someone I met here off Tumblr. Yes, police are targeting people (drug users primarily) on here by making blogs that have nothing on them (no reblogs, no personal content, not following any other blogs but Tumblr Staff and YOU) and messaging drug addicts in private telling them that if we help them score they will give us money/let us keep like half the amount of stuff they’re asking for, etc.

I was debating on whether or not I should post this since the person this is about doesn’t know I know they’re a cop/working for cops, but I want to keep everyone on here safe from this kind of stuff happening to them, so I might as well share my experience.

Basically a blog on here that had nothing posted on their blog and that wasn’t following anyone except for me and Tumblr Staff (two key sketchy signs right there) messaged me asking for help getting H saying that they had just moved from out of state and needed help with a new connect and offered me close to $100 each time for helping them. It seemed sketchy but I desperately needed the money, so I decided to help.

I met with them twice before the third time, being extremely cautious the first two times (watching my surroundings, asking important questions, sending someone else to bring the stuff back to them instead of me, etc.). Then on the third time they asked for a much larger amount than they had asked for the first two times (which is something cops trying to do an undercover buy do, they buy a couple of decent sized amounts and then on buy number three they buy a large amount and try to pop you with it when you return back to them with it.)

On buy three I carefully watched my surroundings. I noticed undercover cop cars around keeping an eye on me, after I walked off I had a bad feeling.

I got a confirmation that my sketched out feelings were right when while the person was waiting on me to come back with dope my friend that knew what I was doing gave me a call and told me that they were over in the area that that person I’m helping is in and that there’s over 5 cop cars and a drug task force vehicle waiting on me to come back so they could bust me. There was also unmarked vehicles with cops looking out the window with binoculars driving up and down the streets looking for where I went. I’m not going to say what happened after this in case the person I wrote this about finds it. I did the smart thing and decided to be safe instead of sorry.

Everyone on Nodsquad, Tweaker Nation, and everything in between, BE CAREFUL WHEN IT COMES TO MEETING PEOPLE ONLINE AND HELPING THEM GET VARIOUS SUBSTANCES! IT CAN AND POSSIBLY COULD COME BACK TO BITE YOU.

I’ve met probably close to 20 people off of Tumblr, some just to hang out, some for whatever else, and none of them were sketchy people until this last incident.

DON’T HELP BLOGS THAT ARE NEW AND DON’T HAVE ANY CONTENT ON THEM! (aka no reblogs, no personal content, only following you and Tumblr staff or a very unusually small handful of people.)

DON’T GIVE OUT YOUR REAL NAME, REAL PHONE NUMBER, OR ANY OTHER PERSONAL INFORMATION ABOUT YOURSELF TO THESE PEOPLE OR ANYONE ONLINE YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW.

If it seems too good to be true, it probably is.

If anyone has anymore questions about avoiding these types of situations, about signs and tips on how to spot an undercover cop, or anything else feel free to message me privately. The area I’m in recently hired 110 more undercovers to do drug busts right now, I’m sure Seattle isn’t the only place with this sort of thing going on right now.

PLEASE, PLEASE BE SAFE EVERYONE. A get well, a high, or a chunk of cash isn’t worth a felony and your freedom.

Please reblog this message so everyone in the drug community on here can see this and be made aware. Tumblr isn’t always a “safe place” like we would like to think it is.

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Haha ;p

Is their anybody left that DOESN'T love heroin these days?

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THIS IS A VISUAL

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But comin down fuck

ANY SLAMMERS NOW

IF UR HIGH OR LOADING UP RIGS FOR UR VEINS

REBLOG THIS.

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