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[youchangedmedestiel]

My best friend sent me a message telling me there is a spn con coming soon in Paris (June 1st and 2nd) and now I can't focus at work. Because there are still tickets available.

Jensen is coming there. I'm at only 2 hours in train from Paris. I - I, no. I can't.

I thought it would be so expensive that I couldn't even consider it, but it's not that much. But I can't. I just can't. I don't want to risk being disappointed when meeting him. But also I'm not sure there's still photo op available with him nor how much it costs. I won't be able to make a sentence in English with him in front of me anyway. I can't go there alone, I'd need moral support and none of my friends is into Supernatural anymore.

I can't. But my brain won't stop thinking about it because it's a possibility.

#jensen ackles #dean winchester #destiel #deancas #spn con #my personal experience with spn

[youchangedmedestiel]

seeing new spn fans experience truly unhinged behavior and the chaos that follows for the first time leads me to one response and one response only…

#how many times destiel trending #how many seals broken #you need to experience to not be a new spn fans anymore #just asking for a friend #I am friend #it's been a little more than a year for me #and man #what a rollercoaster #but I'm here for it #and I'm so glad there is an it to be there for #spn #supernatural #destiel #deancas #my personal experience with destiel #my personal experience with spn

[youchangedmedestiel]

CW: for the love of -, Jensen you are not Dean. Get back here!

CW: you got eyes on him?

"if you had one moment in spn to drop the fbomb which scene would it be?"

CW Sniper: affirmative.

misha: "I'm the one who fucked you hard and raised you from perdition"

*BANG*

CW: agent?

Jensen: guess again 🔫

#jensen ackles #misha collins #spn #supernatural #destiel #cr8 #reblogging others' thoughts about destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

That must be my post with more kudos and reblogs ever and by far. Maybe I should stop thinking that hard for posts and just let out what's on my mind more often I guess.

You know what? Dean deserved to be fucked hard and raised from perdition.

#but sometimes what's on my mind is shit #soooo #hard to decide #but you know what? #I'm glad it's this post #because this is about dean #dean winchester #my friend #my love #my everything #I love dean winchester so much #and this is about what he deserves #and he deserves everything he wants and needs #which includes #you guessed it #being fucked hard and raised from perdition #destiel #deancas #castiel #misha collins #cr8 #crossroads8 #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

The moment: "I'm the one who fucked you hard and raised you from perdition"

The reaction:

The moment: "if the CW hadn't been so homophobic, Dean and Cas would be balls deep by now"

The reaction:

#thank you so much for this #I'm so sad there is no recordings of this out there #I'm sure misha prefers it that way seeing his reaction on the second one #the reactions are priceless actually #misha collins #and his instant regret #rob benedict #alex calvert #cr8 #crossroads8 #destiel #deancas #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

Girl dinner🌭

#if some people knew I'm reblogging this #I don't want to think about it #I saw it multiple times already #now it's finally the time #so there it is #I'm reblogging alright #nsfw #destiel #deancas #destiel fanart #hot hot art #like yeah #I'm blushing actually #reblogging fanart

[youchangedmedestiel]

Alright I had to suffer this pain so now y’all do too. So in 13x14 Good Intentions we are shown that there are cameras in the dungeon room, and you can watch the feed on a laptop. 

You can obviously see it here with Cas watching the feed. And now here is Dean in 15x19 Inherit the Earth

He’s surrounded by beer bottles, clearly watching something on the laptop in front of him. I’m willing to bet my whole goddamn life he was there, rewatching Cas’s confession to him, replaying the moment he says “I love you” until he blacks out. Also not to make this more painful that it already is, but where Dean is sitting looks very similar to where Cas’s name is etched in the table 

I’m not 100% sure about this being the same spot but imagine Dean, obviously watching Cas’s last moments over and over again and digging the same knife he used to ward the door against Billie to painstakingly carve Cas’s name into the table. Picturing himself being able to say his name to him again, just one more time. 

#that's it #that's the end of me #what could I say about this HUH? #pain #that's what is coming to me right now #I only know pain #and always will from now on #thank you very much #at least we can suffer all together right? #dean loves cas #because this is definitely not all about cas and dean being balls deep into each other just for the fun of it #there's a reason why we want this #don't get me wrong I've been part of this craziness #and I'm loving it #because it's our way to cope with the fact that they never got the chance to be happy together #and yes I'm feeling crazy right now since the recent events but also still angry #I'll never forget what they stole from them and from us #didn't expect to say all this shit just from this post #spn 15x19 #Inherit The Earth #destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #my random thoughts about destiel #reblogging others' thoughts about destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

I ASKED WHETHER A KISS COULD HAVE HAPPENED BETWEEN DEAN AND CAS LIKE WITH BUCK AND TOMMY IF THEY MOVED NETWORKS BUT HE SAID IF THEY WEREN’T ON THE CW THEY’D BE BALLS DEEP IN EACH OTHER????!?!?!?!??!?!?!???!???

#kissing you on the forehead #bringing you food and beverages #waving a big leaf to keep you at a comfortable temperature #bowing down to you #THANK YOU for this #misha Collins #destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #cr8 #crossroads8 #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

April 28, 2024 - the CW sniper is dead.

Supernatural trends following the passing of the CW sniper. Whilst no official confirmation was published regarding their death, Misha Collins made a statement regarding destiel and since he's still alive, we can conclude that the CW sniper is no more.

The Cross Roads 8 Supernatural convention is currently taking place [x]. As usual, things have been said. There was one statement however which caused the tag to trend and it was (unsurprisingly) by Misha Collins, in response to a question asked by our bravest soldier @sunglassesmish [x].

"If the CW wasn't so homophobic, Dean and Cas would've been balls deep for sure." [x] [x] [x]

Whilst this may not be the exact quote (I haven't been able to find a video yet), this was enough to cause a destiel revival. More things have happened, and people on Twitter are posting under #CR8 in case anyone's interested. Multiple Supernatural tags are trending there as well [x].

RIP the CW sniper, you will not be missed.

#I'm waiting for the videos #like a dog is waiting for a treat #like a flower is waiting for spring #like the desert is waiting for water #and could keep going #but you get the idea #I NEED to see this with my own two eyes #Misha Collins #destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #cr8 #crossroads8 #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

I'm so glad to wake up to them trending again. Thank you all, I knew you would be there. I've never doubted you guys.

Now, let's keep going!

You're telling me that with all the crazy shit Misha said this week-end, Destiel is still not trending yet? Where are you, guys?

Don't tell me you're living your life like normal people right now!

It's time to fucking scream about the bi hunter man and the gay angel being so in love it makes us all sick. It's time to fucking raise your hopes up for that revival we are waiting for.

Come scream with me! AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!! Let's make those two idiots in love trending again.

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #we are here #we'll always be here #there's the usual ones #and there are the resting soldiers that wake up to join forces #and I'm happy to see you all with us #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

Cas can't resist Dean wearing that robe. Well, at least in the last fic I wrote.

“Are you gonna take off the dead guy rode?”

DEAN WINCHESTER - featuring his robe

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #and his grey robe #destiel fanfiction #self promo #because why not #my destiel fanfic

[youchangedmedestiel]

You know what? Dean deserved to be fucked hard and raised from perdition.

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #misha collins #truths have been spoken #cr8 #crossroads8 #expecting to wake up tomorrow morning on destiel trending #I'm counting on you guys #don't disappoint me #my random thoughts about destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

misha was so close to my face when i asked the last question. you don’t even KNOWWWW

#that lady behind him #I see you #and I can't blame you #good for you #misha collins #cr8 #crossroads8

[youchangedmedestiel]

You're telling me that with all the crazy shit Misha said this week-end, Destiel is still not trending yet? Where are you, guys?

Don't tell me you're living your life like normal people right now!

It's time to fucking scream about the bi hunter man and the gay angel being so in love it makes us all sick. It's time to fucking raise your hopes up for that revival we are waiting for.

Come scream with me! AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!! Let's make those two idiots in love trending again.

#destiel #deancas #castiel #dean winchester #spn revival #spn season 16 #when? #we are waiting #we are fucking ready #misha collins #crossroads8 #cr8 #I'm feeling so normal right now #every stars are aligning #I want to see them balls deep in each other #or at least tongue deep in each other's mouth #my personal experience with destiel

[youchangedmedestiel]

I literally spit out my water

#I have no words #I'm speechless #what's going to be next? #that they filmed it but then it was censored? #I'm expecting anything by now #misha collins #destiel #cr8 #crossroads8 #reblogging whatever that is

[youchangedmedestiel]

It’s been 5 minutes misha 😭😭

#my reaction as I scrolled down #I saw the question #thought it was hard to choose #I started to read the answer #thought oh no he did not say - #I kept reading #thought of course he did #covered my mouth with my hand and closed my eyes #he fucking did #was there some hesitation? #I'm sure there wasn't #misha collins #= chaos #and I'm here for it #let's have fun in this fine sunday evening #reblogging whatever that is

[youchangedmedestiel]

This quote is wrong “jensen is pretty attracted to me” https://twitter.com/livelyackles/status/1784211881252528196?s=19

this is the correct one

"he said he finds jensen really attractive"

https://twitter.com/sophdeanism/status/1784226670565630369?s=19

no nonny it's "attracted", as stated by multiple people, and is the only thing that makes sense in context wrt what he goes on to say

easy thing to mishear at first though (or make a typo)

sources: x, x, x

#I watched last cockles panel today #and now this???? #what a day #cockles day #I'm here for it #they are crazy #but you know what? #good for them #and also #good for us #cockles #jenmish #jensen ackles #misha collins #cr 8 #crossroads8 #reblogging cockles