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[3ndlessly-yours]

It’s a bittersweet feeling when you get to the point that eating an actual meal makes you sick. Part of me is happy that my own body stops itself before it even reaches above 800 cals but part of me misses enjoying food without the horrible stomach aches and nausea.

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I’ve officially lost 10 lbs 💕

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I’m scared :( so basically this weekend I have 2 events I cannot miss with the family. One is to a restaurant where JUST A SIDE IS OVER 1500 calories and the other is with my grandma - if you don’t eat at least a whole plate of her food, she complains and talks bad about you.

I don’t know what to do. I’ve been fasting all week preparing but I still don’t want to have to eat so much, especially two days back-to-back.

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Me: okay if I’ve lost at least 3 lbs, I’ll let myself have a little snack.

Scale: lost exactly 3 lbs

Me: … yknow what I could go another day fasting

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Yellow MealspØ

[3ndlessly-yours]

f4sting is so funny bc one minute I’m like “I have never been hungrier in my entire life” and then the next I’m like “I could do this for another 24 hours”

[3ndlessly-yours]

I had a slight binge (still not over 1000cal but over my limit for the day) yet I still want to enjoy thanksgiving so guess who is fasting until thanksgiving!!

#tw ana diary #edblr #edblrr #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #fasting #fast #fatspo #thinspo

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please whoever is up there don’t let that number on the scale be high tomorrow i don’t think i can take it anymore

[3ndlessly-yours]

waiting for thanksgiving!! I’ve fasted 4 days this week to justify enjoying thanksgiving in my mind.

Do your metabolism days!

You don't wanna have a crashed metabolism:

- You will gain weight at low calories

- you will stop losing weight or lose it very very slow (plateau)

- after your gw or ugw you will gain weight very fast

Do. Your. Metabolism. Days.

[3ndlessly-yours]

Every calorie counts.

[3ndlessly-yours]

im never actually hungry, it's all mental

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Mealspo

💋 red edition 💋

[3ndlessly-yours]

whenever i eat i get hungrier

when i dont eat i really don't feel the need to

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♡Mealspo♡

♡pink edition♡

[3ndlessly-yours]

No, I don't want to get disgustingly bony, I just wanna look the way I want to, and the way I do it is completely up to me, who's gonna tell me what to do with my own body? I am choosing quite healthy options, a lot healthier than my habits now, then am I even relapsing since I am doing it to feel better? I am only on ed tumblr because it's motivating, I could be on fitness blogs and it would be the same fucking thing, people are just more honest here.

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FreeZia Spo

[3ndlessly-yours]

Been fasting recently, did a 40 hour fast, ate 600cals, then a 24 hour fast and I lost a total of 2.5lbs within that time!! I’m continuing the 24 hour fast, want to see if I can beat my 40 hour one :))

I know that’s not a lot whatsoever but I’m proud and feel really motivated to continue!! You have no idea how happy I was to see that number go down, even just slightly 💕

#edblr #weightloss #fasting #fast #tw ana diary #mealspo #edvent #edblrr #Ed but not Sheeran #not proana #notpro4n4 #not promoting #ana trigger #ana meal #ana rant #ana #Mia #tw restrictive ed