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followers who show up regularly in my notifications: i see you and i appreciate you so much

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every day i look at shitty images and listen to shitty music and live my shitty little life

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start a mosh pit at my funeral or we aren’t real friends

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esteban: *eating a banana*

lance: *whispering under his breath* estebanana

esteban: *confused chewing noises*

#F1

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Reblog if you're grateful for your internet friends

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A friend of mine is doing a survey on the f1 fans and it would be greatly appreciated if people could fill it out

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSfY84ik6p67STsI3XX7XYxtBuGhiLHCrQmam4hnLje4E03lFA/viewform

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good morning kiddos seb has something to say to you

#ah yes #Sebaby #F1

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when we try to befriend cats we mimic their meows and get down on the ground to their level and try to gently coax them to interact with us right

that horrifying entity mimicking human noises at us maybe just thinks we’re cool and wants to pet us?

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*looking at a photo of myself* oh … oh my god do i just walk around looking like this

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Also, while I was away, we had a whole month of a quite cold weather, a week of -35 (and even a bit colder) included.

Snowy lashes weather that was.❄️

#shitface is back #Siberian make up? #cold be like #idc you did your make up imma be your mua now

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Ok, I don’t want to go full beggar mode but just so you know: my posts are still not there in the tags. For no particular reason. So if you happen to like the content of a drawing, any reactions are greatly appreciated and you will be eternally loved.

This is not just for me but for any other artist too. Most of us draw for ourselves but knowing that what you do is liked by the others is something that helps your creative world go round. 🥺🖤

#spread the art of you think it’s good #it’s ok if you don’t want to #but if you like it and you think people should see #help them #I still don’t know why my posts are being shadow banned even after all this time #it’s been more than a year already #and the support says nothing #but I want to share my art

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Working on the drawing, I was going to write quite a caption about the new year resolutions to draw more since 2020 was a creative flop for me and all that stuff and blah blah blah but I decided that I don’t really want to.

So, as per the resolution, here're two cool dudes and their car.

P.S.: This is surely the beardest beard I’ve ever drawn.

P.P.S.: approved by Alex Lynn himself 😎 adjeshkwkdbwkksbofnomg

#anastasiumArt #Mahindra #Mahindra Racing #Alex Lynn #Alexander Sims #Formula E #ABB Formula E #racing #FIA Formula E #drawing #digital art #Procreate

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my fav conspiracy theory is that everything will turn out ok eventually

#this goes well with the post i just made #i used to be angry at people who promote all the positive thinking #but i realise that it is probably the only way to get through rough times in some cases #because nobody will solve your problems for you but if you're down then you won't be able to solve them neither

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If I were you, I wouldn’t trust me when I say that I’m back to tumblr because whenever I say that, I find some shit and let it happen to me so I disappear from the society for another eternity.

Last time I made a post here was in August and then I disappeared into the void again being overwhelmed by all the troubles and depression and anxiety all together and then a couple of months after that I discovered a nice message from a person welcoming me back. I’m sorry, an incredibly kind and caring human being and fellow follower, I failed you and your trust in me.

I’ve checked the inbox before writing this post, there’re even more nice messages and I can’t thank you all enough for being so good and nice to me even tho I’m pretty dead here.

It’s no news that 2020 had been terrible for everyone - our family and I had it all too: we had troubles, we had issues, covid, depression, losses, etc. I had thoughts I wasn’t supposed to have. But eventually I found myself with lots of loving and caring people around and, I don’t want to jinx it, it looks like there’s hope for me there after all.

I was miserable. I’m trying to learn to love and accept myself as I am, however, I’m searching for the ways to improve myself too. I’m trying to go back to my old “drawing routine” when I could produce a proper piece from time to time and not once in several months. And when it would really bring me joy. I want to be better, I need to be, I’m trying to and, I hope, I’ll get there.

I should have gotten used to the fact that whatever I do and wherever I go, I face challenges that I cannot avoid, it’s never an easy day out there for me. Since it’s not something I can escape, better turn those challenges from something that breaks me into something that makes me stronger. This is some banal shit thoughts but I better hold on to them, tbh.

Anyway, I hope all of you here are doing well and staying safe 🖤

I shall post a new drawing soon and let it be the first step on the way for a proper normal living for me

#I’m not saying I’m back #I’m not saying that #not gonna jinx it this time #and this is another whine post from me #I have never been in a condition like this #and I shall never let it happen to me again

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Drew this pic in May and posted it to my insta with the “Cause in this weird time we all need a smiling Seb, right?” in the caption.

It’s the end of August now and the things haven’t changed, we still do.

Probably, even more so.

#sebastian vettel #yeah its an old doodle #but tumblr was dead #so was i #so here we go #anastasiumArt #formula 1 #f1 #ferrari #scuderia ferrari #racing