I've been trying to recover for about 6 months now and I've been gaining and for the first time in a while I got back into the hundreds. It makes it a lot harder to keep up recovery knowing "ana" is whispering in my ear "look what you did. You fat piece of shit". So at dinner when I had half my meal trying to make "ana" and my body happy my mom just had to say "fine. But now you'll go chow down on some high calorie and fat thing later." So.... TL;DR Guess who's back on pro ana Tumblr-