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[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: this one is for my community, my bisexuals out there, this is for you all.

Chapter 1: Attention. Chapter 2: Ditto Chapter 3: Hype Boy Chapter 4: OMG Chapter 5: Cookie's

Chapter 6: Hurt

2014 (July)

I hate when he's mad at me, cause means that he cares.

I hate when he's laughing with me because means he enjoys my company.

I hate how my head laid perfectly on his chest  when he hugs me because his heartbeat is my favorite sound in this universe. 

I hate how his facility to get inside my room through the window because, at Henry's house, I only could sleep feeling breathing in his perfume. 

I hate how he became my favorite drug. 

"What is going on here?" Henry's voice brings me back to earth since I woke up I only stares at Beomgyu's face not carrying about time because was Sunday, like every single detail of him was not imprinted in my mind. Beomgyu wakes up scared, I hold his hand, Henry probably triggered Beomgyu with that scream.

"It's okay you are with me, you're safe it's not your dad, is only Henry and I'll never let him hurt you" I look into his eyes "Take a deep breath I'm here"

"Lilo, I'll not ask again…" Henry keep screaming, so Beomgyu cover his ears using his hands.

"Can you please shut up? Don't you see how shocked Beom is?" I cover his ears with my hands "Look at my bear, look into my eyes, you're safe, I'm with you, please breathe, take a deep breath… Henry can you be a little bit useful and call emergency, he is having a panic attack because of your show.." I say while I'm still looking into Beomgyu's eyes.

"You both are doing a show believing I'll fall for this, your mom knows that this boy sleeps with you?" I take a deep breath and Beomgyu copies my move.

"We're both over eighteen," and he doesn't love me that way "We're dating for almost three years now" I took another deep breath to Beomgyu copy my move one more time "I'm not you, I wouldn't lie to my mom, or anyone, this part of your DNA a decline, so can you please call for help?" 

"Why so much scream this early in the morning?" I heard Yeonjun's voice.

"Yeonjun, Beom is having a panic attack call emergency" My voice goes out so automatically that sounds like Siri, "One more deep breath Beomgyu, please copy me"

"What he is doing here?" Yeonjun asks, lord I'll commit murder, so I ask forgiveness already.

So Beomgyu put his head on my shoulder, and I tap slowly his back, please be okay, you need to be okay.

"I'm okay don't need to call emergency…" His voice goes out husky "I'm leaving, don't need to worry" I kiss the top of his head

"No, you will eat breakfast with us this time, the whole house already knows you are here anyway… Are you sure that you're okay?" He holds my left hand, the one my dad and Yeonjun can't see.

"I'm fine, I promise," He says looking into my eyes "I better go because I didn't tell my grandma that I would sleep outside, she probably worried, maybe you should go with me, there is no one will scream with you" He looks at Henry "Lilo is a good daughter, you have no right to scream at her, but I apologize to be inside your house without your knowledge" Henry look at him without saying anything, and Beomgyu complete in signal language for me [I'll wait outside, bring your things, stay with us until your mom come back, I'll not have peace if you stay here after hearing him screaming like that with you].

"Okay," I respond and jump off my bed, starting to pick up my stuff, Beomgyu leaves the room.

"I can't believe your mom knows about that and say nothing" Henry keeps repeating himself.

"What part of I already have eighteen, you didn't understand? I work at Mr. Kang's lawyer's office, I pay for the things that I want to have, and I only stay here to convince my mom that was fine she goes on a honeymoon, but I can definitely take care of myself, and also the Bemgyu factor, we always take care of each other…" I put my toothbrush at last in my purse.

"You take care too much of each other," Yeonjun seems to complain, I can't hold my laugh.

"Yes, that's part of being in a relationship, aren't you and Ariel the same?" I look at him, I'll not lie, part of the reason for me being here was because I know this would drive Ariel a little bit crazy, but only Beomgyu knows that.  

"Where are you thinking you going Lilo?" Henry asks so I throw my bag through the window.

"I gotcha!" Beomgyu screams from the outside. 

"You are not leaving this room for a while miss" I roll my eyes and look through the window, Beomgyu still looking at me. 

"You better don't hurt me" I whisper looking at Beomgyu before I jump, maybe I lost my mind, wasn't that high but I could break a leg for sure.

"You will don't be the one that gets hurt," Beomgyu says holding me in his arms, I hold myself on him with my legs.

"I lost my mind" I confess to him, my heart was going so fast. 

"You only realize this now?" Beomgyu laughs at me, I laugh with him "Let's run before they catch us" Beom put my feet on the grass.

"Yep!" So he holds my bag over his shoulders with one hand and with the other he holds my hand and we start to run.

And we run all the way to his grandma's house, everything in my head was in slow motion, every time he turn his head to look at me smiling, my heart  became weather, so we lay on the grass in the garden in front of the house to took a deep breath.

"Sorry for Henry, you stay because of me, and he was a d…" I start.

"Don't worry, thank you for taking care of me that way" He kissed the top of my head "I love you Lilo…" Those words became ink on my skin, a permanent tattoo in my soul. 

"I love you too bear" In a romantic way, and at the end of the day I'll be the one that gets hurt, I lay my head on his chest hearing his heart. 

"Lilo, I mean it… It's complicated to explain, and understand too,  I know, my whole life, I was all about loving boys, never in my mind, I thought about a girl, I mean I still like boys," He stop saying and take a deep breath "It's all so confusing, I just know that I love you, I wanna kiss you, hold you in my arms, in a real thigh way…" I sit and look at him "I'm not being clear, I know, is just I don't figure out it yet, but the only thing I'm sure I love you, and maybe I'm capable of loving boys, girls, non-binary people, you give me so much love, that I'm overflowing love right know…" I took a deep breath "I sware to you, I'm not being needed, I love you…"

"Beomgyu, breath," I say smiling at him "That's okay," I lay my head on his chest one more time.

"You don't think I'm a perve right?" 

"No, why would you be a perve? Because of that? No Beomgyu" I give a kiss on his chest over his shirt "My oppa boyfriend is like you, remember Taehyun oppa? When he meet you at the restaurant that night, he said we both cursed, cause he was in love with a straight guy  and I was in love with a gay guy, at the end you both were, bisexual or pansexual or just queer, I don't know if you wanna label yourself, but resuming he also think he was straight until fall for Taehyun oppa, he did the inverse way that you did, just that… There's nothing to worry about, relax…"

"Wait, you love me all these years?" Oh lord, why I can't hold my tongue? 

"That's not the point Beomgyu… Are we dating for real now?" I need to put his mind on another thing.

"You wanna be my girlfriend? Even knowing I can like boys too?"  I smile in secret. 

"I would never date a straight boy is against my rules…They're boring" So I feel Beomgyu's fingers holding my chin, pulling up my face so my lips touch his lips, so soft, no one in this world knows me better than him, and I think he feels the same way about me because there's no weird tension on our first kiss, I was with all my clothes, but feeling naked and this didn't bother me, I don't feel shy, Beomgyu was allowed to see every single details of my soul, I don't mind, than I remember what Kai say to me, about have no fear on someone's arms, was like this that moment, the only thing I feel finally got at home, when the kiss ended we took a deep breath "Please, don't think I'm objectifying you, or your sexuality,  because what I just say… was just…"

"I don't feel objectified Lilo, better saying, Julie," The way he says my real name makes my body shivers "But I'm waiting for the moment you actually do" Beomgyu whispers right next to my ear and kisses my neck "I love you Julie"

"I love you Beomgyu" 

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai #bisexual pride

[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: hi  my people, it's being a long time since lost in your love story right?  well i was really trapped in this thing called adulthood, it's sucks i  know, but for me is always better then anything i lived while i was a  tennager, i'm working on that on therapy I promise, which is why this  story came to me, I think, here you will find deep things about me, so  please don't judge... too much... ok?I know we live in a plastic society  today, where everyone is so perfect and lives those perfect lives, but  in this story everyone is (un)perfect, like me, so I'm showing the most  human that my perfectionism allowed me to be, hope you all undertand.

Chapter 1: Attention. Chapter 2: Ditto Chapter 3: Hype Boy Chapter 4: OMG

Chapter 5: Cookie's

Mom told me that there's an amazing difference between passion and love, passion is an aggressive and burning feeling love is a progressive and patient feeling, warmed you like a sunset. And that helps me choose my audition song.

"I can't believe you convince me to do that…" Beomgyu complains about the place I choose to practice my audition "Everyone can see us here…They will start to think you like my company"

"That's not the point of our fake dating thing?" Beomgyu's face became red. "Did you listen to the song?" 

"Yes, do you think is a good choice? Because is not performed by the lead characters of In The Heights.." Beomgyu stretches his body before we start the practice. 

"Once Kai told me that my sing, has soul, and that's a differential, this song touches me emotionally, feelings are bridges to the soul…" I start to stretch too.

"You say things so deeply like is nothing…" I shake my shoulders.

At the third time, we practice the world around us smoothly start to disappear, being around Beomgyu was easy like breath, there was no part of me I wanna hide from him, from the worst to the best I trust him to know everything of me because he was always honest about how he feels things. Once we finish our practice people stop by to compliment us. 

"I think I have a shot" I confess during our walk home. 

"I agree with you, never see a high schooler so focused like you" I look at him the sunset on his face makes him look like paint, so Beomgyu does an unusual thing open a big smile, he waves his hand to someone another side of the street "It's my nana be kind…" He whispers at me. 

"I'm always kind" I whisper back. 

"She only speaks through signal language, so I will translate okay…" I sigh, he knows nothing about me.

"I'm fluent in signal language…" I say without looking at him, just to seem cool about it in front of him. 

"Hi, grandma.." Beomgyu starts doing the signals. 

"Hi little bear… who is her? Your girlfriend?" Beomgyu starts flushing one more time I smile.

"Hi Bemgyu grandma, I'm Julie Fisher, it is nice to meet you! No, I'm not Beomgyu's girlfriend, only a girl that is his friend…" She smiled and me. 

"She has a short temper, no right for me," Bemgyu says, and his grandma hit him, I laugh at his face. 

"Look who is talking about, the ones that are terrible at making friends," She scolds him and turns to me "You should go to our house, I'm going to make cookies, I make the best cookies." My stomach almost cry.

"I'm sorry, I can't go this time, I'm working to raise funds for our school art club…" I explain "But I'll next time, cookies are my favorite thing in this world" She smiled at me and tap softly my shoulder. 

"You seem a hard worker kid, will achieve everything you wanna I'm sure! Fighting! " She says. 

"Thank you so much! See you both soon! Bye Bye" 

So I walk the rest of my way home alone, thinking if signal language could be my secret language with Beomgyu at school…My phone rings and it's a Beomgyu text.

bear: how did u learn the signal language?

lilo: i was a shy kid, didn't speak until i met ariel and kamal, so my mom learn and teach me the signal language to communicate with me, i considered it my first language

bear: woow never could imagine such a thing, you are a box full of surprises, you know that right? 

lilo: don't talk like this, i may think you are interested in knowing me…

bear: grandma is making me promise that i'll give you the cookies that we made, she really likes you

lilo: i really like her too

bear: should i go to your concert today?

lilo: of course, what kind of fake bf would you be if you don't show up?

bear: see you later.

Sitting in front of the piano I took a deep breath was the first time I sing to so many people, Mr. Park shouldn't make so much fuss about me singing in his restaurant, my finger touches the first note, sing with your soul Lilo Fisher.

"For so long I was content, pretending even for myself that second place was fine to me, I trust in you my whole soul, for you I lived under the sea…" So I heard drums behind me, and when I look there I saw Mr Park, he smiled at me "I'm not mad that you broke me, doing that you set free, that spark that was suffocating inside of me…" So Soobin appears playing base, I knew he was sad because Hueningkai and I weren't talking to much with each other. "Oh! Finally I can breathe, finally I can see, you set me free, the fire inside of me, finally can breathe, thanks for break me…" I look at the crowd they are singing the melody, and my eyes found Beomgyu. He gives me that sarcastic smile, something on that smile makes my heart flutter, so a guitar start, I look at the only person that plays like this, my old brother Taehyun staring at me smiling.

"Star, burning right up in the sky, never under the sea, even though she didn't see that's what she is, I'm here speaking facts, I saw through her acts, don't border on play the perfect role, my little Julia, warm than July on Joseon, she does everything putting her whole soul, thanks for finally break her cocoon, now she gonna fly, like a butterfly…" Never in this life, I could imagine that Taehyun could rap like this, so I sang to the chorus one more time.

"Oh! Finally  I can breathe, finally I can see you set me free, the fire inside of me burning like a thousand stars, so thanks for break me…" I finish with a piano solo, and when I reach the last, not the clients stand up applauding "Thank you for your love, if you like this please consider donating to our high school theater club, the box is with Mr. Park. One more time, thank you so much" So people stand in line to donate, and Mr. Ortega will freak out!

"Dad said that you would start a volunteer internship at the law office, I didn't understand mostly after I saw you like this ready to be a superstar…" Taehyun sits right next to me "Why suddenly this decision?"

"Someone call me spoiled I couldn't take…" So I feel a hand over my shoulder, Beomgyu's hand I don't even need to look at him.

"And work at your dad's office was the way to prove to me that you aren't spoiled?" He says and I roll my eyes "I'm Choi Beomgyu by the way" He offers his hand to Taehyun, and my older brother holds his hand with strength.

"I'm Kang Taehyun, Julia's older brother.." I bite my lip when he says my name to Beomgyu "Ah, I'm the only one that has the authorization to use her name." I can hear Beomgyu sigh.

"I like Lilo more anyway.." A small smile appears on my face.

"Let's get something to eat, I need you to tell me how is law school, if you're dating, this kind of thing…" So Taehyun holds my hand.

"Can we talk for a moment?" He wants to talk about our parents' travel to Joseon, I'm sure, I look at my friends.

"I'll be there in a second guys" So Soobin and Jisung drag Beomgyu with them I turn myself to Taehyun "Is about Joseon's travel right?"

"Also about this, but first, that guy is your boyfriend? Sunday guy?" I completely ignore's the last part. My smile is big.

"No, I'm not his type…" Taehyun looks shocked.

"He's not into hot girls?" That sentence cringes bout of us "Is not right in any way to say my sister is hot, but you know what I mean right?" 

"I can't tell you much, but I believe is not because of how I look…" This is because he is in love with Choi Yeonjun.

"Okay, anyway, is it because of him you don't wanna go to Joseon with us next week? Will be only ten days…" every time I get sadder that I'm missing this opportunity, oh lord.

"No, I can't go because the musical calls are next week" Taehyun eyes wide.

"You're taking this…" 

"Yes is funny, and also give credits to universities outside San Seoul.." And will teach Ariel a lesson she will never forget "And you, dating someone?" Taehyun blushes.

"I don't have time for this yet…" 

"Hmmm, so there's someone that you are not dating yet… hehe" Taehyun rolls his eyes smiling "Is he cute?" 

"Just a bit, but I just gonna tell you the details if you tell me about that Beomgyu guy!" 

"There's nothing much to tell, he is Yeonjun's best friend, I kiss him for selfish reasons, but he is in love with the same guy I was not long ago…" Tae opens and closed his mouth multiple times "But taking out the part he loves messing with me, and must say it's a pleasure making he mad, he also helps me compose,"

"The same way I fall for a straight guy on high school, my little sister will fall for a gay guy, the apple doesn't fall far from the three indeed…"

"I'm not in love with him, this is outrageous…" I stand up.

"Keep lying to yourself and at some point, you gonna believe it!" I sigh.

"My heart still healing, but is good to have him as a friend, since I lost Hueningkai and Ariel at the same time…" Tae doesn't say anything, he just hugs me, my tears make his shirt wet "I plan this year to be perfect for us, why…" I can't finish the sentence Tae only hugs me more. 

Late that night, Taehyun goes out to drink with Soobin, and  I walk home with Baomgyu, he seems somehow impatiently, he looks at the sky and sighs many times, so scratches the back of his head, and do all over again and again.  

"You know you don't need to walk me home right?" I say without looking at him. 

"But I wanna too, or like call you by your name I can't do it either?" I stop walking and look into his eyes.

"It just seems you don't wanna do this, all the way here you seem impatient… I don't know, you wanna tell me what is wrong?" I hold his arms to not touch his hand, sometimes I almost do unconsciously. 

"I.. just wanna say, I'm sorry if I was unpolite with your old brother, I didn't know who he was, and the way you look at him….Forget, I just read wrongly the room" So he put Beomgyu take out of his jacket pocket a bag with cookies "Congrats on your first show, you were amazing!"

I hold the bag looking without believing and I just hug him, in the middle of the street, Beomgyu hugs me back the right way pulling me off the floor, and kisses the top of my head. 

"They're not poisoned right?" He laughs at my question, an evil laugh. 

"You gonna have to eat to discover Fisher." I put one inside his mouth before he could close "Fisher, why I would poison cookies??"

"Next week we have feel tests," I answer once he swole I eat one "If this makes me sick, also will do the same thing to you…"

"I'll never, ever make anything for you, anymore in this life!" I put one more cookie in his mouth he accepts "Should we practice your audition dance at your place?"

"Don't act like that Beomgyu, people will start to think you enjoy my company…" His face burns red.

"Well, that's the point of our fake dating thing right?" He looks into my eyes, so close physically, so far emotionally. Somehow I stop to dream about high school and start to think about college, far from everyone I wouldn't be the one that gets hurt.

"Yes, is all pretending after all.." I force a smile on my face and we keep walking. 

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: hi  my people, it's being a long time since lost in your love story right?  well i was really trapped in this thing called adulthood, it's sucks i  know, but for me is always better then anything i lived while i was a  tennager, i'm working on that on therapy I promise, which is why this  story came to me, I think, here you will find deep things about me, so  please don't judge... too much... ok?I know we live in a plastic society  today, where everyone is so perfect and lives those perfect lives, but  in this story everyone is (un)perfect, like me, so I'm showing the most  human that my perfectionism allowed me to be, hope you all undertand.

Chapter 1: Attention. Chapter 2: Ditto Chapter 3: Hype Boy

Chapter 4: OMG

Beomgyu's POV

Lilo gives me a lilac turtleneck shirt, and Soobin gives me his blue blazer, while Hueningkai pretends make my hair without care that Lilo wasn't speaking with him, unless directly. 

"I will pretend I didn't notice that you are making my look the bissexual flag hyung" I jokling accuses him, and he smile at me. 

"Talking about bisexual, you need have a serious conversation with Taehyun oppa" Lilo look at Soobin "I have stalking him, he seems interest on this guy" She sighs "I don't know all the details, but if you could open that old gay binary mind…"

"It will be my plesure" Soobin responds "Okay now let me look at Beomgyu" I stend up. 

"You look stunning" Hueningkai says.

"Thanks" I feel my face burning. 

"Let us see the boy again" Lilo asks, and I show his picture, was the first time I would go on a romantic date on cinema and all stuff like dinner, I was shaking inside. Soobin looks at the picture, so he looks at Lilo, and than me. without say and word, I know everything he wanna say.

Oh. My. God.

Lilo Fisher will drive me insane, and for some reason, I don't wanna her to stop since that kiss I feel like I was orbiting around her, was everything about her, my worries, my laughs, my fears, and if that feeling wasn't about her, I would share with her without a second thought, this witchcraft heavy shit, that's the only explanation. But god, listen to me, I'm the gayest person you delivered in the year I was born, why I'm kissing only boys that look like Lilo now?  

"Here, use this necless" Lilo put around my neck, the perfume on her wrist was so good, that make me think about kiss her arm "This charm will give you luck" Was a tulip charm.

"I know it will"

The date was really good, Mark was a cool calm guy, that like literature like me, enjoy videogames like me, have great playlists, and amazing taste for movies, he holds my hand while we walk on street, and let me at Lilo's house at the end, because I lied about have forget my paperwork with a friend. But I just need talk to her before I sleep. When I lay on her bed, she was finishing math homework.

"How was your date?" She asks without looking at me, Lilo looks so cute using glasses. 

"You never ask about my dates, what's wrong?" She give me her cellphone, showing a photo, of Yeonjun and Ariel at the same cinema I was, oh lord Me and Mark were in the back of the picture. 

"I should be thankful that you choose someone that looks like me" She sighs "My idea is not fair to you bear, maybe we should end this fake dating thing" Those words make my heart tremble "You need to be happy in a full way…" Maybe I would be the first gay man in this world that would cry about a woman's fake romantic love.

"Maybe, I'm being too selfish with you, because I feel so comfortable with you, is like breath…." We laugh at my words, because never, even in our wildest dreams we could imagine becoming such good friends. 

"If we break up what I would tell everyone?" She lays by my side on the bed, using my left arm as a pillow, and automatically I start to play with her hair.

"The truth" She simply says "I really don't mind, Ariel can think whatever she wanna, or maybe you're the kind of person that doesn't care about others' gender identity, like Soobin oppa" Her words click something inside of me, and I close my eyes to absorb "You seem sleepy, wanna take a nap before going? I can be the big spoon this time…" I turn my back to her, so she could dovetail on me. 

"Are you not sad anymore, I mean because of Yeonjun and Ariel?" I ask carefully. 

"I'm sad, I'm mad, and if Ariel posts that one more time that song I'll end up punching her, nothing makes me angrier than a withe girl telling a non-withe person that they wanna be on their skin…I think what hurts me more is because we were friends," She sighs "Yeonjun will be always my first love, but not my last, he keeps trying to stay in touch with me but I don't care, sometimes I wanna print every single message and post just to make Ariel suffer" I can't hold my smile, she was so brutal and honest "And you, how are your feelings about Yeonjun?" 

"I'm used to seeing him dating, so nothing new, the good part is that this time I have a partner in crime…" So Lilo lay her head com my back.

"You know, we should do something fun, do you like horror movies?"

"No, I hated it, what about romcoms?" She will never convince me to watch horror movies, never. 

"Only if they're Hong Kong 90's romcoms…" I turn to look at her, why her brain was so weird? 

"Why do you have to be so specific?" She smile and press play, and one more time she was right, the'res magic on those movies that we don't see so much often, 

So Lilo sleep on my arms, snores softly, I need to record to proves her later, this woman always saying that she didn't make a sound sleeping, but when I unblock my phone Soobin just have dropped a message that was almost a bible, so many words oh lord.

binnie: hi bear, how was your date? i hope that everything has being just great and that you found in mark your soulmate, but just in case you don't i must to say something, even kai telling me not to do, i know is not my position to do, cause my background is so differently of yours, since i was younger never make sense like just one, and when people tell me to choose, was too late hahaha', and in my case is so much more about affection than atratction, but you don't have the same luck, what make me think you may have the impression if you love Lilo in a romantic way, would make all those atrocities that you homophobic biological progenitor said about cure thruth, but love Lilo will not make you less queer I promise, this is part of who you're, and if you need to talk, i'm here, i love you young bro, and all of us will always have your back. 

I can't control my tears as the same way I can't control my feelings, that night I sleep hugging Lilo, and I never slept so well like I did on her bed.

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: hi  my people, it's being a long time since lost in your love story right?  well i was really trapped in this thing called adulthood, it's sucks i  know, but for me is always better then anything i lived while i was a  tennager, i'm working on that on therapy I promise, which is why this  story came to me, I think, here you will find deep things about me, so  please don't judge... too much... ok?I know we live in a plastic society  today, where everyone is so perfect and lives those perfect lives, but  in this story everyone is (un)perfect, like me, so I'm showing the most  human that my perfectionism allowed me to be, hope you all undertand.

Chapter 1: Attention. Chapter 2: Ditto

Capter 3: Hype Boy

My whole life this semester was constantly waiting for him every single Sunday, he was always there waiting for me with a big smile on his face, I settled my feelings for him, deep inside my heart, guys like him would never fall for a girl like me so I was content with being his friend. I sit next to him, Jun was distracted by looking at the sunset. Something about him gives me the courage to do the things that scare me the most.

"Cause I-I-I know what you like boy, you're my chemical boy" I sing Yeonjunging a little bit of the original song arrangement, my singing classes show me how my voice could be beautiful if I used it right, and after I discover that Junie was a producer and love music, I wished unless my voice could have some power over his heart.

"Wow," He says looking at me "Wasn't you that once told me that I didn't sing?" I smiled at him.

"Suddenly I found a reason to do so…"  I say looking at the sunset.

"How was your week?" My smile became even bigger, I was a winner this week.

"I was the first in my class on every single thing so that idiot could eat my dust!" Remember Yeonjun's angry face made my day even better.

"By idiot, you mean that Beomgyu guy? Don't you think sometimes you overthink about him?" Is he jealous? My heart whispers.

"He treats me as if my feelings didn't matter because his best friend may be hurt…" I sigh. 

"Why would it be like that?" Junie turned his whole body in my direction, that was what I love the most about these moments. 

"Because he is the son of the woman that was Henry's mistress, I can't say that I hate the guy 'cause I didn't know him, but that's the thing I don't wanna meet him… Yeonjun says that I'm dramatic but he is the one overreacting, 'cause I didn't even leave my seat between classes so I don't bump into his precious Yeonjunie" I roll my eyes.

"Do you think you're gonna hate this guy that much?" Junie asks, I took a deep breath.

"Why are we only talking about me? What about your music? And your band? Did you guys find the drummer?" I lay on the grass looking at him.

"Yes, his name is Seugmin, he is dope" He moves his hands like he is playing drums.

"So during winter vacation all, you're gonna do is rehearse right?" Junie smiles like a little kid and waves his head positively. 

"You wanna help me choose the name?" I sit so fast that makes me dizzy, this was such an important thing "I just have two rules, needs to have M and H on the name…" His look on became sad.

"Can I ask why?" So Jun looked at his hands "You don't need to answer…"

"No, that's okay, I can share with you, that's the initials of my dad and my little sister…" his eyes became full of tears, by instinct I hugged him like I could protect him from all those memories that hunt him. To my surprise, he hugged me back, and we stayed in silence for a while. 

"What about miroh? Mr. Kang teaches me a few words of Joseon, his hometown, which means maze, and sometimes life feels like this…" So my cell phone starts to ring, I look at the screen and is Hueningkai "Just give me a moment, this may be important…" I leave his arms and get apart and feel steps "Something happens Hueningkai?"

"Ariel will kill me Lilo…" His voice was so sad that breaks my heart, Ary was given him a hard time with the musical, she became the first freshman to become the theater team director and now her next stop would be the first one to be the musical lead, and considering Hueningkai was her choreographer he was having a hard time "Can you please just help me with two or three steps? Please"

"Okay, in one hour, at school, deal?" I look at Jun he doesn't take his eyes off me. It was foolish of me to put the salvation of my torment into a boy, but I couldn't help myself. 

"Deal, I'll wait for you at the theater club room," Hueningkai bring me back to earth.

"See you later, bye" I come close to Jun "I wish I could see you more than just Sundays…" The confession slipped my mouth before I could hold the words inside my heart, he held my hand.

"Maybe in the future, we could make this happen" He didn't know but his promises became a tattoo on my skin.

"Well probably in the next semester beginning at a school tournament, I'll be on the football team. I know you can't cheer for another school, but cheer for me to be the striker of the league, please? I promise to cheer for you at the swim competition" And I would anyway, 'cause I prefer dying to cheer for Yeonjung, so Jun smiling cross his pink finger with mine.

"Deal," He says laughing but that happiness for some reason doesn't appear in his eyes like he was nervous about something.

"Now I gotta go Hueningkai needs me, and he's waiting for me at school on  a Sunday, so I know it's really serious…" I explain and in one second Jun gets up.

"I can give you a drive…" That sentence would make me smile the whole week. I hold Jun with my head resting on his back. I could sleep there so well, imagine waking up like this but on his bed, wearing his shirt…"Lilo.." His voice calls me so I realize we are already at school.

"Sorry I was daydreaming, thank you, Junie, see you next Sunday?" Junie smiles and waves his head positively. 

"See you next week Lilo" So he did the unthinkable thing, kissing the top of my head. I don't know what was wrong with me, but I just start to run I run like I was in a marathon, so I enter the theater club's room, lay on the floor, and wait for Hueningkai. Daydreaming about a world where I'm not a crazy person that just panics with a kiss that wasn't even on the lips!

"Something happens?" Hueningkai's voice wakes me. 

"He kisses me on the top of my head…" I whisper, and Hueningkai's eyes became wide.

"THAT SUNDAY GUY?" He almost screams so I cover his mouth white my hand. 

"Yes, him! Do you think that means something?" Hueningkai sits with me on the floor.

"I don't know, he said something before the kiss?" That question makes me sigh.

"I run away…" I make my confession almost whispering. 

"Why?" 

"I don't know, I just freak out, and when I realize I'm running…How was it for you and Soobin? You were afraid too?" Hueningkai looked at me worried. 

"You promise you wouldn't fall for your stranger Lilo…" The same sadness in Jun's eyes of early there. 

"You said that my idea of never falling in love was crazy…" Hueningkai would never hide something from me would he? 

"And I still think it is, others people's stories belong to them not you, your parents are not you…But anyway I don't feel like that with Binnie 'cause I know him my entire life, and I love him since I discovered what romantic love means so when he kissed me I stay, I can't say if like you, or if just playing with you Lilo, we don't really know him…" I sigh, he was kinda right so I wouldn't talk back "Now to the choreography we should start…"

"What's going on with Ariel?" I start stretching my body helping Hueningkai stretch his.

"She is possessed by Sharpay spirit since Mr. Ortega was enchanted by you singing Satisfied of Hamilton's musical" He gives me that accusing look.

"I was just practicing for my vocal classes…" Hueningkai sighs. 

"As your friend, I must say, if you want to keep your relationship with Ariel, don't take from her what she worked her entire life to achieve, but before you say that's not your dream anyway, as a future director your whole thing is precious, has soul…" He took a deep breath and finish the stretch "Don't wait, let's go, let's make this choreography"

And that's what we did until late in the night when our English slash arts professor Mr. Ortega interrupts saying that school needs to close, my legs were tired enough to me don't contest.

"I just need to use the bathroom before we go," Hueningkai says running through the hall. 

"One more time Miss Fisher, I must say, you should apply to our play, you would be an amazing Vanessa on our In the Heights…" I smile politely at him, I would do that only if I wish lost my best friend "Ah I have a favor to ask you," He took a piece of paper from his notebook "I didn't know if I should ask you, but earlier I saw that he brings you here so it must be a fine thing at your home now" I read the paper was an English test, made by Choi Yeonjun, Danielle's child "Can you give this back to you stepbrother?" I can't find an answer to "See you guys tomorrow!" And he leaves.

My heart lose a beat, and I felt dizzy like Jun was the gravity, the force that keeps me connected to the earth, but I lost this, he knew it, and he played me like a fool, oh my god I'm so stupid after all Henry did to mom I still made myself believe so blindly on the first guy that show up in front of me. 

"What I lost?"  Hueningkai asks so I remember that look on his face early, I put Choi Yeonjun's test in front of his face.

"You knew that Sunday's guy was Choi Yeonjun?" Hueningkai look at me without saying a thing, he knew it "Oh my god, I am such a stupid person, why didn't you tell me? Aren't we friends Hueningkai"

"Of course we are, is just, is more complicated than you think, I discovery just a feel days ago, I was just trying to choose the right words to tell you to cause you a sensible…" I take a deep breath was so hard to breathe, Hueningkai tries to hold my hand but I push his hand away.

"Don't touch me" Hueningkai's eyes became full of tears "You should say when you found it" So I turn around and one more time I start to run like I always do, run until I don't feel my legs, run until I don't feel anything. And I only stop running once I'm in front of Henry's house. The door opens before I knock, showing Ariel's face, I just lose my two best friends in one night, and someone upstairs really hates me. 

"I can explain Lilo…" His voice was just a whisper.

"Straight A's you were forgetting your charm in my room…" Jun, better saying Yeonjun, was talking until he saws me "Lilo…" I crumple up the paper and throw it against your chest. "Here's your English test, Mr. Ortega ask me to give it back to you, is delivered now… Jun, better saying, Choi Yeonjun!" Ariel's eyes became wild.

"I didn't know it I swear Lilo, I didn't even imagine he was Sunday's…" She tries to reach me but I step back.

"To the hell the fact he was Sunday's guy, you knew very well that he is Henry's stepson, and you knew more than everyone how I feel about that! How would hurt me"

"I just thought that you were being over dramatic, nobody can hate a parent so much for the rest of their lives!" My blood boiled inside my veins "And I don't know maybe our bond makes your heart easier to be reached, cures a little bit of your anger, and accepted the new members of your family, as much you did with Mr. Kangand Taehyun" 

"First and remember really well my words, don't you ever compare Mr. Kang to his mother, Mr. Kang didn't sleep with his mom while my dad was treating cancer using every single energy that he had inside his body to get better through chemotherapy was the otherwise" I look her up to down "You should be Henry's daughter, because you both are so selfish, with a protagonist syndrome, like the entire universe should bow to you, how stupid narcissist a person should be to THINK THAT I WOULD FORGIVE YOU FOR THAT?" Ariel's eyes became full of tears "Save your tears, Ariel, 'cause even kids know that crocodiles cry while they eat…"

"He is not your enemy Lilo!" I look at Choi Yeonjun's face the tears are running down his chick.

"I didn't mean to hurt you…" His voice was just a whisper "I just wanna became close to you, and things start to complicated because I knew that at the moment you discover you would hate me and I didn't wanna that, you're so important to me Lilo, one of my best friends in life"

"So you lied to me, and started to date my best friend to reach me…" I accuse him, but he didn't say anything.

"What is happening here?" Nice timing Beomgyu, for the first time you are at the right place at the right time "What are you doing here again?" He asks Ariel. 

"She is visiting her boyfriend" I answer white all hate in my voice "Apparently they start this whole thing to make my heart softly and accept the new members of my family…" So Beomgyu look at me like he knew every single thought in my head, how insane I think was that idea and he agrees.

"Are you trying to make her explode from feeling so much hate? Cause I wanna remember you both, that's my exclusivity" I hold my laugh, and the idea strikes me as thunderously.

"Don't talk about her like you are in times that much…" Ignoring Choi Yeonjun's words I walk decided looking at Beomgyu only, he stares at me but doesn't resist even for a second when I hold his neck and pull towards me I look into his eyes, and his eyes were on my lips, I take this as consent and kiss him and my insanity. 

Beomgyu's body against mine was insanity, his strong arms holding me even close making me feel every single muscle of his body, his lips so softly but strongly against mine, my legs became jelly, when we stop kissing, he looked inside my eyes. like somehow he could read everything inside them, so he kiss my ear lobe, making my entire body tickle.

"Don't think this will make me take it easy on you in class…" And there he is, disturbing me again, now hits differently but still wanna punch him. 

"What you think old stepbrother? Felling more connected with me now? Did I reach your heart kissing your best friend?" The silence was my answer. 

"You're such a child," Ariel says after all. 

"You don't see anything yet little princess, I feel now that I need to cure your protagonism syndrome and Mr. Ortega asks me one more time if I wanna be Vanessa…" By the look on her face, she got mad.

"You wouldn't" I make a sarcastic pound. 

"I will, 'cause I need to cure you… And you," I turn to Beomgyu that didn't take his eyes off me, and right now I must admit if it was just the two of us... "I need my bond with my brother to become even more strong, so see you later!"

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: hi my people, it's being a long time since lost in your love story right? well i was really trapped in this thing called adulthood, it's sucks i know, but for me is always better then anything i lived while i was a tennager, i'm working on that on therapy I promise, which is why this story came to me, I think, here you will find deep things about me, so please don't judge... too much... ok?I know we live in a plastic society today, where everyone is so perfect and lives those perfect lives, but in this story everyone is (un)perfect, like me, so I'm showing the most human that my perfectionism allowed me to be, hope you all undertand.

Chapter 1: Attention.

Chapter 2: Ditto

Beomgyu's POV

All this semester I have had a nemesis, yes a nemesis, there's no one on this planet that pisses me off more than Lilo Fisher, this girl is capable to bring out the worst in me, she thinks that knows everything, and judges everyone from the high pedestal she put herself on because she is so spoiled. 

"You should take a picture if you gonna stare her that much…" Hueningkai says giving my test, I blushed like I was found doing something wrong.

"And congrats to Miss Fisher, you had first place in the class," Lilo smiled at the paper in front of her, and then look directly at me, I hate her so much when she gives me that full-of-teeth smile. 

"Thank you, professor" Hueningkai sits next to her "Should we go celebrate lunching with Soobin oppa?" She asks him, 

"Oh, so you're not running to Sunday guy?" Hueningkai messes with her hair, and Lilo seems shy for feel seconds.

"Well is not Sunday so…"

"Okay, I'll accept not to only celebrate your ego, but I also miss my boyfriend so much…" In my wildest dreams, I call Yeonjun like this. 

My boyfriend, not only my best friend, mom says it's a curse on our family, cause when she was a teenager she also fall for a boy that end up being gay, so was my turn to fall for a straight guy and we laugh together, sometimes I really don't understand how an angel like her get marry with someone like my dad.

I leave class without looking at Lilo once, afraid of Hueningkai finding me doing something wrong again, when I was in the hall I hear some girl screaming at her boyfriend.

"YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT, HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO USELESS," she says, and then memories of my dad saying the same thing to me and my mom invaded my mind and became hard to breathe, I was far from him, living in another city with nana and my mom I try to remember myself, I was frozen, in the middle of my leaving room at my old house, my dad was breaking stuff like always, I could feel the smell of that place again.

"Hey idiot, are you okay?" I hear someone that seems really far call me, familiar but I was stuck on that memory "Listen to me, you are safe here" Dads break another thing and the voice became far I try to follow but it was hard to connect "I need you to take a deep breath, follow my voice I'm right here…" I inspire the air with all strength that I have than exile "Nice, you're doing great, the place you're stuck, has a television or a radio?" What f was that question?  I look at the leaving room, dad still screaming I see the radio right next to the sofa "Take another deep breath, can you turn it on?" I breathe one more time, was so hard but I turn the radio on so I a hear a song, a calming song in my ears.

"Stay in the middle, like you are little" slowly I was taking control of my breathing again, I open my eyes, and found Lilo's brown eyes, they were so dark, like puss in boots eyes, what heck, she took a deep breath and I follow her movements "Someone calls the emergency, they're coming to help you" She was holding the headphones on my head "Sorry if I cross the line getting this close of you, but this was something my mom used to do with me when I had a panic attack…" She step back, and I hold her hand, was too afraid to come back to that room inside my mind, if Lilo disappears maybe I get locked in that place again. So the paramedical put the oxygen mask on me and slowly I feel more connected with reality. 

"Don't need to call my mom…" I whisper.

"She's already here child," The nurse says to me while checking my heart frequency "You should be taking medicine for those you know that right?"

"I take, was just a random episode, too much stuff at the same time…moving houses, changing school…" I try to explain, so Yeonjun enters the room. 

"Are you okay Beomgyu?" He seems so worried that makes my heart flutter.

"I'm fine hyung" Yeonjun holds my hand, his touch was so rough, because of guitar training, that's for some dumb reason reminds me of Lilo holding my hand, helping me to keep calm, but her touch was soft, of course, she never works her entire life, that's why her spoiled hands were so soft. 

"My baby," mom's says looking at me "Are you hurt? A kind girl with a cute name give me this, say it that's for you" Mom give me a small bear, the size of a charming key, on his belly was writing [BREATH] "But she said she still bit you up, on school tests! I like her!" I roll my eyes, this was such a Lilo Fisher thing to do "I think she likes you so make sure that she knows you are not interested" Yeonjun laugh.

"She would never do that because she is my half-sister that hates me and Beomgyu for the occasion of being my best friend" Best friend is better than nothing Choi Beomgyu, I tell myself I hold the bear, was so soft, made for squeezy.

"I don't know if she cares about you that much Junnie, look, we hate each other, but she takes care of me the whole time" I got nothing to lose, her voice singing in my mind, dam it. I have everything to lose Lilo.

"She seems in love with someone else," His eyes became darker, oh Yeonjun, please don't fall for that spoiled girl, don't break my heart like this "Lilo helped because she is a good person you liking it or not" 

"How can you call a good person someone that says those things about your mom?" Yeonjun took a deep breath, and sigh.

"My little sis and my dad passed away, one month later she was having an affair with Henry while his wife was surviving... an sorry about my mouth aunt, mother f cancer, mom is not saint, Lilo has her reasons…" One more time he is on her side, this makes me mad, even when I know he is right.

"Okay, I need to rest, can we go home mom?" 

We stay in silence all the way home, I hold that dame bear like if I dropped I would come back to that place in my mind, why wasn't Yeonjun the one to take care of me? Why do I feel like I need to do something for her? 

The next day was Friday and I decided to spend it at home, my body's energy was drained, watching tv shows, and for so dumb reasons Saturday night I drive downtown, San Seoul was always in a party vibe, and I need have fun, I don't drink because my medicines, but I laugh with old friends, people that I don't have to hide anything of me. I dance, and kiss some boy that I don't even know the name of, but was so good to feel that someone was desiring me, and I was desiring him. 

"Come with us to the Truck party, has a lot of good music, and people that are fun Beom," The boy says, I just follow him, someone was singing in the back of a truck, which explains the party's name 

So one more time I feel like I was found doing the wrong thing, Hueninkai's eyes found me, that guy has a gay radar on him, how did he always know where to look to find me?  He smiled at me and waved, I look back to see if he wasn't talking with another person, but he walks in my direction with his boyfriend, Choi Soobin. 

"I'm so glad to see you here all health Beomgyu hyung," Hueningkai says smiling, ah, he is having empathy by the episode at school, ew "That way Lilo will shut up about being worried as a human being" He imitates her voice perfectly "And will come back to be obsessed only about that Sunday guy" Hueningkai rolls his eyes.

"Wait, Lilo is here?" I ask and Soobin nodded. 

"Yes she will be the main performance since Ariel is somewhere," He says "I don't wanna hear her complain after Lilo became a successful singer, because that boy "Soobin whistles "The way Lilo sings is almost a spiritual thing, I will buy some soda for you Kai, do you guys want something?" We denied and Soobin left. 

"I think you're so great Hueningkai" The boy hugging me says "Date a bisexual guy implies on really trust, I would be jealous even about the way he was talking about your bestie"

"Do you know Lilo?" I ask the boy in my arms, and he denies "Well she is like a diva, doesn't matter what sexuality you will feel something for her, hate or love," I sigh "And please be respectful about other people's sexuality, what you just say was so biphobic…" I explain gently"

"Oh my god, you are so boring right now, I'm leaving" No one will miss you, I wanna say but wasn't a need for any drama.

"Thank you Beomgyu" Hueningkai whispered, "I'm glad Soobin didn't hear that bull shit, he struggled enough because of people with opinions like his…" 

"Don't worry" I saw Soobing coming in our direction and trying to change the subject "So if Lilo is that great singer, why Ariel is the one always in the lead?"

"Lilo didn't sing anything before she meet this Sunday boy, was a surprise for us too" Hueningkai explains "Beside him, you're the only person she talks about, but don't say to her that I told you" 

"So Yeonjun was right she is in love with someone" The words just runway from my mouth.

"How does he know? I, Soobin, and Ariel were the only ones to know until now…" Hueningkai looks at me "And being honest if your friend even breaths closer to Lilo, she will not be kind like she was with you…" And is like my mind is completely a puzzle, the way Yeonjun talks to me, his eyes, his almost jealous, he knowing Lilo was in love with someone. I gasp, that was so cruel, even me hating Lilo, my god "Beomgyu, I don't know to do what Lilo did at school so don't freak me out and breath!"

"It's him Hueninkai" I saw Soobin losing his breath too. 

"Him what?" Soobin sighs at Hueningkai's question.

"She will be so devastated, she is so in love with him…" Soobin mumbles.

"Do you both know who is?" Hueningkai was shocked. 

"Yeonjun is Sunday guy Kai," I say at the end. 

"Hi everyone my name is Lilo, my best friend in life Ariel that is a way best singer than me couldn't make it today, but I hope you all enjoy my voice too… So let's go!" Lilo said at the top of a truck. 

Soobin was so right, hearing Lilo sing was a spiritual experience, I think it was because she canalizes all her feeling on that, and Lilo was someone with a lot of feelings, deep feelings, I wish I could protect her as she did with me, but you can't protect people for themselves. All over the internet, I was the kind that never believes what is on the internet, but maybe just this once,  I always read that gay guys have their own divas, maybe Lilo was mine. But I would never tell her that.

"Hueningkai, I think we must do something I will try to talk with Yeonjun tomorrow, see if everything that I'm thinking is thruth, can you distract Lilo for feel hours?" Hueninkai looks at Soobin, that seems positive about my idea.

"Yes, but you unless has a plan?" I sigh.

"First I will check if Sunday guy is really Yeonjun, then if was relly him, I call you, and you call her saying is an emergency"  Hueningkai thinks for while.

"Okay, I can do that, and I know is your best friend, but if he is doing that, he is a idiot" 

"I love my Lilo, but she dosen't have the best personality eider, maybe they both just going throught a lot" Soobin coments.

"Yes, I prefer think that way too" I say thinking about everything Yeonjun survived this years. 

"Sorry if I'm being too nousing…" Soobin starts "But he knows about your feeling for him?" So I felt my face burn, and Hueningkai quickly says.

"You don't have to answer, this is not his busness" I never said out loud my feeling for Yeonjun but would be good.

"He dosen't, and I preferer keep that way" And was like taking out something heavy from may shoulders "Only my mom and my grandma knows I'm gay" 

"Untill minutes before I could swer you were bisexual by the way you were looking at Lilo" Soobin comments, and Hueningkai slaps softly his arms.

"You think everyone is bisexual! Dosen't even need a reason!" Hueningkai accuses his boyfriend. 

"I need stand for my people! You know how much we and the other with a no binary sexuality suffers in this comunity? We're call perves, confusing, etc. We need stay together!" I laugh because of the voice tone Soobins was using, was so great have an comfortable conversation with close age friends.

"Well I have being gay since I was born, almost fifiteen year…" Soobin smiles. "The same way people discover they're bisexual after a lot heterosexual relationships, some people discover on the otherwise… Sexuality can be fluid as a river." Hueningkai roll his eyes.

"Can you please respect Beomgyus sexuality? He stands for you just an hour ago, don't make him regreat" Soobin expression change, and I smile at him.

"Sorry, I don't mean being pushing or anything"

"I don't mind, is really great to have friends to talk about those things!" So they both hug me, this makes me frooze in surprise.

"We got your back" They say together.

Chapter 3: Hype Boy

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

(Un) Perfects | Beomgyu

⇢ summary: Lilo is a complicated girl, but also is Beomgyu and the journey of both are a mess.

⇢ pairing: Lilo x Beomgyu.

⇢ a/n: hi my people, it's being a long time since lost in your love story right? well i was really trapped in this thing called adulthood, it's sucks i know, but for me is always better then anything i lived while i was a tennager, i'm working on that on therapy I promise, which is why this story came to me, I think, here you will find deep things about me, so please don't judge... too much... ok?I know we live in a plastic society today, where everyone is so perfect and lives those perfect lives, but in this story everyone is (un)perfect, like me, so I'm showing the most human that my perfectionism allowed me to be, hope you all undertand.

Chapter 1: Attention.

Far from the downtown of San Seul, in the small neighborhood called Madeline, two little girls meet each other at preschool in the year 2002, one was called Ariel like Little Mermaid and because of that all the little girls decided that they would use princess names as nicknames, but the other girl didn't look like any princess at that time. 

"You look just like Lilo…" Ariel says to her "From Lilo and Stitch, they have nicknames, but you get the face" 

"But she is not a princess…" Lilo says almost crying, what else could a five-year-old girl do? "Wouldn't it be as much cool…" So something, better saying someone moves inside the sandbox. 

"What you're talking about?" The boy with a cute accent emerges from the sand "Lilo is friends with an alien.." The sandboy makes Stich's noises "So much cooler than the others... By the way, my name is Hueningkai''

And for that day for the rest of their lives, no one on this earth would be capable of separating that trio, unless until high school.

2012

"Lilo, are you saying that you are not even considering falling in love?" Hueningkai asks while she was helping Ariel with a new haircut, bangs were difficult to do alone. 

"Didn't you see how my mom was when my dad died? She almost made me an orphan! I don't wanna love if it's gonna hurt me like that…" 

"Your father didn't die Lilo, he just thinks divorce was a better way…" Ariel says "And your mother is okay now with Mister Kang right? And you get a stepbrother Taehyun is cool, Soobin oppa says he is really cool, maybe if you open yourself…"All that conversation makes Lilo's blood boil.

"Stay still Ary, I will cut your hair right now" Lilo warned before closing the scissor, Ariel hold her breath, so the three of them look at their bangs in the mirror "We look absolutely cool" 

"What on earth did you guys think?" Lilo mom's almost screamed at the bedroom door "Lilo, your hair…why? When? Did you forget that you're gonna have dinner with your dad today? What are you gonna say to him? "   Lilo rolls her eyes.

"Tomorrow is our first day in high school, we just wanna look cool" Her mom blink slowly realizing how badly they cut their bangs, Ariel's hair was curly, on the moment that hair dried oh lord, she took a deep breath "And why I should go have dinner with a dead person?"

"Lilo you need to get over this, Henry is still alive and is your father…" Lilo lay on her bed in the most dramatic way.

"I prefer Mister Kang to be my father, Taehyun can't just share him with me?" Lilo's mother's sighed "I swear I'll be a good daughter to him…"

"Kids, I love to have you both here, but you need to go, Lilo needs to prepare herself to have dinner with her father, and your moms probably will need to find a hair stylist to fix the mess you guys did…" Lilo doesn't move a muscle when her friends live her house, "And hurry up Lilo, Henry said that he will be here in half-hour…"

So she does the reasonable thing, for a teenager, of course, put her pillow over her head and screams until she loses her breath.

lilo: [ he is taking me to juice y pies, I can't believe he wants to profane even my child memories argh]

ariel: [everything is gonna be okay lilo, maybe you enjoy]

kai: [you gonna have dinner where Soobin sunbaenim work if anything happens you can ask for help] 

We don't talk the whole way until the restaurant unless I don't say a thing, I don't wanna be here, I preferer to be dead! The car stopped at the red light.

"Do you think one day you will forgive me Lilo?" Henry asks me if he deserves it after cheating on my mom and leaving.

"You're not making this easy Henry, you don't know do a simple thing like respect my space," He sighs and I roll my eyes "I'm being honest here Henry, everything you are doing is only making me hate you more and more…" 

"I only ask for this night because it is important, and my right as your father…"

"OH, NOW YOU ARE MY FATHER HENRY? NOW? AFTER ALL, YOU DID?" He parks the car in front of Juice y Pies.

"You need to understand that my relationship with your mom is different from our father and daughter bond" I roll my eyes, he is just so stupid and selfish, I hate him so much that I would explode if don't get out of this car, I get inside the restaurant and as always the owner Mr. Park was receiving the night costumers. 

"Oh Miss Fisher, long time since I see you right? Tomorrow starts your freshman year right?" I smiled at him, Mr. Park was the only stable thing in San Seoul, the only thing that was there forever, and will be there until the end of the says "Oh Mr. Fisher, how long too,  good see you both on good terms, fathers and daughters should always get along, is for the best.."

"Henry is not my father anymore Mr. Park but it is really good to see you again…"

"I made a reservation, table seven, there's someone waiting already…" Henry says ignoring my sharp words, let's see how long he can do this.

Mr. Park guided us to silence the people at the table: my dad's new wife and probably her son, which couldn't be worse. 

"Where's Yeonjunie?"Henry asks Danielle.

"He is almost arriving, he get some things to solve on the buffet at the last minute"  Danielle answered, she get up and offered her hand to compliment me, I pretended I didn't see "Hum, this is Beomgyu my son best friend…" Oh so he can bring friends, I don't… I look at Henry like I could murder him with my eyes.

"When I think you are already a terrible person, you unlocked a whole new level Henry," I say.

"Yeonjun hyung said that you were dramatic, but I don't believe it was that much…" Beomgyu mumbles.

"If you have something to say, don't act like a coward, have the nerve to say it out loud, what is the purpose of that much muscle if it doesn't give you courage enough to sustain a simple thing as your words?" I look into his eyes, he gets up to face me.

"You don't know anything about my courage, or about Danielle and Yeonjun, so don't you dare say a thing… Maybe if you have a part-time job like us you would have a more realistic vision of the world" I smile sarcastically,

"Guess what Beomgyu I give zero fucks about your opinion, about Danielle and her son's opinion! I was obligated to be here, so guess what? I will be as much dramatic, crazy and any other misogynistic thing that you can say about me, cause guess what, I don't give a shit about what you think, but if you gonna say it anyway, you should say it out loud like you owned what you just say" The look on his eyes are pure hate, nice now I'm not the only uncomfortable here.

"If you don't behave this night, I will ask for shared custody Lilo," My dad warned I laugh.

"Try your best Henry, at my age, I can decide who I stay with," I look at him "If you make my mom feel bad another time for doing a thing like this, even if she says she will never talk to me again, I swear I will ask the judge a restrictive measure and you will not be able to get near me ever again…"

"How can you be so cruel to your own dad? He just wanna spend more time with you" Beomgyu says out loud this time.

"If you're sad for him, you can keep '' I say finally sitting. "Can we just finish this fast so I can go home? Tomorrow I have class, so be fast.."

"You're not the only one that has class tomorrow…" Beomgyu says smiling like a fool, lord I wanna punch him so much, break that perfect nose on his face "Lilo honbae…"

"Just over my dead body…" I say it. High school was my dream. It would be my golden years with my friends before we go to college. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "You can't do this to me…" I say to Henry.

"Lilo, let's eat first and later we talk about this with calm," Henry was such a cynical person, he wanted to destroy everything good in my life just because my mom found a way to be happy without him. 

"I'm… I need to go to the bathroom" So I live the table, he will not ruin my high school, and I wouldn't let this happen, ever. So I feel someone hold me I look up and found Soobin's eyes.

"Go to the kitchen, I will make something good for you to eat" I nodded "You gonna be okay Lilo, we won't let these guys mess with you okay?" 

"Okay," I whisper.

"I'll be there in a minute, " Binnie says, going to the saloon. I look at the kitchen door, and I just can't face Soobinie right now without collapsing, so I live using the back door. 

Outside I feel I can breathe again, I look at the sky, just a feeling starts glowing because of how much light downtown propagates.

"You are the karaoke girl right?" A guy using a black leather jacket, he was so handsome that I wasn't able to structure a reasonable sentence "At the beach this summer you were singing, where was the song?" He sings the rhythm "You got me looking… How it was?"

"You got me looking for attention…?" I kinda sing and his smile became bigger "Sorry I don't remember you at Ariel's birthday party, you're her cousin?" He waves his head negatively. 

"I was just a waiter, me and my best friend, his parents have a company that organizes parties, that day two waiters get sick and we were the only thing left…"

"Oh, that makes sense…"

"You sing really well by the way…" I feel my face burning "Everything is okay? I mean you seem very upset minutes ago…"

"My dad obligates me to come here, only to say that I will study with the son of the woman he cheats on my mom…" His expression became serious like he was really listening to me "Henry knows how much I wait for high school, I need to be perfect you know cause after that I and my best friends will follow completely opposite ways, this should be our golden years… And now is ruined…" I look at him, he seems torn somehow "Sorry I'm just oversharing my problems with you when I don't even know your name…"

"Is Y...Jun! My name is Jun" He says and the way he says remembers me of when I first met Hueningkai.

"Are you Hawaian Jun?" His eyes became wide.

"You're the first that guess right…" I smile at him.

"Well, I think I may not be everybody" Jun's smile became bigger "Are you driving? I know I just met you but I would be really grateful if you help me to escape..."

"Only if you promise that you'll sing during our runway, I really like your voice…" He offers me a helmet, I never rode on a motorcycle, and this makes my heart go even faster.

"Deal!"   Jun took out his jacket and give it to me.

"So you don't get cold," I accept, my heart was beating so fast, was complete insanity just jumping on a stranger's back, but his perfume was so good that make all my survival instincts sleep for a while. 

"Lilo where are you?" I heard Soobin's voice.

"Now Jun, we need to go!" I hug his dorso and his driveway, and we stay in silence until he parks at Sunset Square, was close enough to my house so I could walk home from there "Thank you, so much Jun…" I start to take off his jacket.

"You don't wanna talk about what happened?" He asks getting closer, a stranger was more willing than anyone in my family. 

"I already overshare too much with you, I even already lie to you…" He looks confused I look at my feets "The one singing at the party was Ariel, I was just with the mic cause she was a bit nervous being on stage because of her family" So Jun laugh "I'm good at a lot of things, but singing is not one of those things, maybe one day…Thank you so much, one more time" So I fill my heart with courage, get on my tiptoe and give him a kiss on the chick "You really have me looking for your attention…" I whisper and just run. "SEE YOU HERE NEXT SUNDAY, 4 P.M, I'LL WAIT FOR YOU!" I scream running without looking back, oh lord I lose my mind. 

"I'll be here!" I answer, OH MY GOD! I turned to see him one more time, Jun was already on his motorcycle but looking at me smiling "I'll be here" He said one more time, I ran all my way home.

When I got to my front door, mom ran in my direction and hugged me, with strength, she was crying and this broke my heart. I was as selfish as Henry.

"You run all the way home my love?" She asks I nodded if I say I take a drive with a complete stranger she probably would collapse "I'm sorry that I made you go when you don't want, is just Henry will always be your father, whether you like it or not…"

"Danielle's son could bring a friend, but Hueningkai and Ariel couldn't go with me, I was completely alone with all those strangers, Henry dares to put Danielle's son in my school, he knows how much I planned this year to be perfect, but he wanted I remind of him every single day…" Mom gets speechless. 

"My girls, come inside, are already late…" Mr.Kang says inside the house "Lilo, I did that chocolate candy that you love so much!"

"Mr. Kang, you should adopt me, you know that right?" I answer by making him laugh and mom smile. 

"I consider you my kid as much as Taehyun is, I don't need a piece of paper to tell this!" We get inside, and the first thing I do is hug him "Oh my little girl, you have a busy night, Taehyun call a feel hours ago, and he says that you can call him if you need anything…"

"I will send him a message, he probably studying this time, Law School is not easy" I make a spoon fool of brigadeiro, and for some damn reason that Beomgyu's words echoed in my mind "Mr. Kang, do you think I can have a volunteer job at your law office? I could help with the organization," Mom looks surprised and Mr. Kang gives me a big smile.

"I thought the plan was to live fully in your high school," Mom commented. 

"I plan to live fully my life" I put another spoon full of brigadeiro in my mouth "And this will help on my curriculum" 

"Let's think about this next semester okay? Once you adapt to your classes we definitely can find something for you there, Taehyun started as a volunteer as well" I smile at the possibility of just rubbing it in that idiot's face.

"Now when you finish I think you should go to bed, it is really late and you have class in the morning," Mom says and kisses the top of my head.

That night I dreamed about running away with Jun we were going so fast that I opened my arms and felt like I'm flying so another motorcycle get next to ours. I look at the pilot and was that idiot Beomgyu, he offered his hand to me, and I hug Jun with more strength. 

"You'll hurt yourself that way, you idiot!" I roll my eyes. 

"Why did you care?" And before Beomgyu could answer Henry shows up in front of Jun's motorcycle, Junie tries to stop but everything happens too fast, on the other minute I'm on my room floor.

Chapter 2: Ditto

#txt fanfic #beomgyu imagines #txt #choi beomgyu #beomgyu fanfic #beomgyu fic #beomgyu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

⇢ Chapter 11: Opening Sequence

⇢ Chapter 12: Sour

⇢Chapter 13: Waiting for a lifetime for you

⇢Chapter 14: Breaking Down

⇢Chapter: 15: A Sweeter Place

Chapter 16: Looking at Paradise

"If I forget everything, don't worry, not even for a second I'll forgot the feeling of loving you" I say holding Yeonjun's hand, his eyes and mine are full of tears "I love you, here and in every single universe that exists" We lay side by side.

"I'll start," The writer says putting the pen on my skin, she draws half a heart in my hand, and do the same with Yeonjun, the heart complete each other, and my eyelids became heavy, it's impossible to fight against that feeling, end I sleep.

"Are you ready babe?" I hear Yeonjun calls me, I look at myself in the mirror, oh my god it works! We made it "Let's go, the only one allowed to be late is Yeosang, he already say that!" I open the door and Yeonjun is handsome in a suit "Wow, you look amazing" He whispers, I look into his eyes, looking if he is aware like me, he blinks at me, that's a signal, he's here with me.

"Okay, I'm ready to let's go… It's just, I need just return some books to the library after the wedding" I pick some books in my bad, looking at the room, is Yeonjun's apartment on the manhwa, memories of that apartment became easy to my mind, I wanna cry, how I could forget those things?

Once we were inside the car, I know what L.M. means about shadows, it was like my body was free from strings that I do not even notice before, maybe the fact I was in a comma didn't let me see the difference. 

"We have feel hours after the wedding, to find the portal, Changbin, take the pen, and will be over…" I put on my belt.

"Are you okay Suji noona?" I look at him, and wave my head positively, he starts to drive "About your head, no pain?"  I hold his right hand and kiss his back.

"I'm sorry for forgetting all we going through Jun…" We stop in front of Gyeongbokgung Palace a lot of press taking photos, wasn't impossible to make a wedding here in our universe, but here everything was possible "Did you notice that not just us became together in our world?" 

"Yeah, Tae told us about Jieun last month, and I saw Beomgyu scaping the dorm to meet Yeonsang of our universe, Hueningkai is having a hard time, for him is hard to trust anyone, that girl is massing him up, and Soobin is also in love with you there too…" I blink slowly "Should we get married here, only to guarantee that will happen n our universe?" 

"Oh you gonna have to work hard on a purpose Mister Choi" I whisper to him, we sit on the second line.

Beomgyu and Yeonsang have the most beautiful wedding, I wish was possible to bring all the  photos Taehyun was taking with me, to my universe, my eyes found Jieun showing me her hand with a big ring, she was engaged! My eyes were full of tears, I understand Seo Changbin a little bit, here, everything was easy.  

"We have to go," Yeonjun calls me "Is almost sunset"

"Yes, yes" We walk out without being noticed, the palace was so beautiful, we open a door and see the most amazing and terrifying thing ever, a teenager couple confessing their love and becoming ashes, right in front our eyes, Yeonjun hold strongly my hand.

"We need to find Changbin fast or this can be both of us!" We start to run to the car, and that couple probably was characters of Sorry I love you because the style of the universe changes a lot compared to Winter Song.

"We're already on his story," I say, and Jun start to drive faster "We need to find him, this will disappear like did, in The End, appears in our story," So Yeonjun open the window, and did the unthinkable.

"SEO CHANGBIN YOU FUCKER, SHOW UP YOUR FACE, GIVE US THE FREAK PEN!" He screams through the window "THAT GIRL YOU LET ON OUR UNIVERSE, YOU DOSEN'T DESERVE HER, YOU DON'T DESERVE HER LOVE, AND HOW MUCH SHE APPRECIATES YOU!" 

"Look right there, a school must have a library!" He stop the car in the middle of the street, we get off the car, and in seconds he was holding my hand again.

"Writer Changbin, we just wanna the pen to give back to the real owner," I say out loud entering the school, things were disappearing, and my heart starts to beat faster, I hold Yeonju's hand "Writer Changbin, please just give us the pen," The plants start to cover the walls inside the building, so we finally found the library door, one of the characters was knocking them with anger.

"I know who you're, you write this whole thing, right? Why did you let her with the wrong guy and me with the wrong girl you old weirdo? I know you are here! OPEN THE FREAKING DOOR!" He pushes the door "You need re-write this ending!"

"Hey, boy, let me talk from here… I think I can make him open the door" I say calmly as possible, he looks at me.

"You're from his universe, right? You both, the bright on you guys are different…" Yeonjun waves his head positively "Okay, but you should hurry up, seems all here is about to disappear"  

"Okay… Writer Changbin, you probably don't know me, I'm Hwa Suji," The moment I say my name, he opens the door, and Changbin's eyes are swollen from crying  "L.M send us here, because of her pen…"

"Okay, I was here first, so me first, Changbin-nim, I was the right guy for Sol…"The boy starts to explain.

"I think that too Chan, but things dudes like me and you need to learn is that is not just our needs that matter, Sol decide to be with Minho she even gives me instructions on how to end her arch, and I accepted, was the minimum…" So Chan falls to his knees "Now, I can't give back the pen right now, I'm finishing Sol's story…"

"You can do this in our universe, L.M. will understand," Yeonjun says losing his patience.

"I don't wanna come back. I can't face the disappointment in her eyes," That is it, I hit my limit.

"This is the minimum she deserves, the opportunity that looks at you with disappointment," The anger grows in my chest "You broke her, into so many peace, you have stolen from her a family heirloom, making her worry about you above other things, like destroy our universe, so be men "I don't care if you were honest about your feelings with her, you know she looks up to you and use this to stole the pen, you create this universe first without the pen, you can write Sol's story without that freak pen" I felt Yeonjun arms around my shoulder, my whole body was shaking, Changbin look at Chan and touch his shoulder.

"I will write more for you, and better, I promise" He opens the library door completely and turn to me and Yeonjun "Common, it's time for all of us to come back home" When we cross the door, we're at my bedroom already "The pen always come back to the place that the true owner is," Changbin says and L.M look at us, I step up on her direction to hug her.

"I'll let you have a conversation, but don't forget, I'm downstairs with Yeonjun, anything just screams okay" She smiled at me.

"Yes," She whispers.

"Let me show you my, heart," I say to Yeonjun holding his hand again "Is winter, and probably covered in snow, but could never bother us anyway right?" He kisses the top of my head.

"I wanna be in your heart in winter, spring, summer, and fall in love with you in every season, our story became our history, this is how epic we're babe.." He sings to me, and we start dancing with no song in the living room, moving slowly to the back of my house where the garden "On winter let's see the first snow, to show everyone how we will bloom next spring, oh babe you are the only that makes my heart ring like this, only you make me feel warm like is summer every day, that's why I fall, fall for you, I'm falling in love in every season of your heart"  We end up dancing in the garden, was really cold "You wanna talk about the person that hurt you like Changbin hurt the L.M?" 

"To be honest, I don't think about this, since I start being your fan, when I start to love you, this change everything to me, because every time I thought what I have being through the only thing I always said to myself was Junnie would never do this, or,  Junnie would never talk to me like that, even when my love was one-way love, you heal me Jun" I kiss his face "I'm so sorry for forgetting everything we live" I kiss his lips, his arms around me was the best feeling. 

"I love you, in every universe that exists I love you, sorry for taking too long to realize" He kissed me one more time, "This is not our happy ending, this is our happy forever and more." 

"In this universe, and on the others"

The Happy, Forever, and more, in all universes.

#txt fanfic #yeonjun imagines #txt #choi yeonjun #yeonjun fanfic #yeonjun fic #yeonjun #choi soobin #soobin #choi beomgyu #kang taehyun #hueningkai

[armyhome]

Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

⇢ Chapter 11: Opening Sequence

⇢ Chapter 12: Sour

⇢Chapter 13: Waiting for a lifetime for you

⇢Chapter 14: Breaking Down

Chapter [15/16]: A Sweeter Place

POV Suji

"So Jieun enters Suji bed room screaming: "Get out of this bed Suji! You don't gonna waste one more day of your life in there! Yeojun is a dead man" Suji wakes scared…" I open my eyes, and Yeonjun is sitting on my bed, reading to me, he looks at me "Are you okay noona?"

I wave my head positively, "Drink a little bit of water" He pass me the glass, and drink everything, my throat was so dry.

"Why are you reading to me?" He sighs.

"I spend the last six months waiting for you to read, this afternoon you collapse in front of me because you have probably hidden from everyone the memories battle in your mind, including me" I look at the floor, trying not to make eye contact "So I will read to you all we have being thought this whole time…"

He spends the whole night reading, we cry together, we laugh, and we hug like we have spent years without seeing each other. We're so exhausted that we don't realize when we sleep, but I sleep laying my head over his chest.

I dream about everything Yeonjun read, and that dream became a memory, I could remember living all those things, all the details, even the perfume of things, were so real. When I open my eyes I see Yeonjun sleeping so peacefully, I touch his face, softly. 

"I think our love is real Choi Yeonjun," I whisper. 

"Wake me only when you have sure," He says with closed eyes, holding me tight in his arms "And please don throw a trash can on me" Yeonjun kiss the top of my head.

"I'll think about it…" I kiss his chin "Why do you think I don't remember everything like you since I woke up?" 

"You fight too much for me, I don't think in this world I fight even one percent like you, I just thought if I stay near, give you time to recover you would remember naturally…I was foolish, and you suffer because of that, I'm sorry Suji." He kiss my nose this time.

"How you're so sure that was memories, not hallucinations?" So he looks at the ceiling, his face became red, and he coughs nervously.

"My imagination is good, but not great, some recipes I couldn't create alone…" I slap his chest, and Yeonjun laugh.

"You pervert, I can't believe, because of that?" He holds me in his arms.

"No, your mom send red tulips to my room while we were in a coma, they're the first thing I saw, so this was the start of the memories because you give me all the red tulips in your heart.." The winter song, that he composes for me "I love you, Hwa Suji."

"I love you Choi Yeonjun," He kisses my lips, and I melt in his arms "Breaks my heart, but I think you need to go, your phone doesn't stop ringing, I don't wanna ROKU on my door"

"I need start to kiss you better so you don't listen to this phone" I kiss his chick, his nose, his forehead, and his lips again.

"You probably have a schedule full because the comeback is close, and I have to edit the video of yesterday and see if I can save something…I have to record with the other member too, we have a lot to do, but I promised, I will run to you once I'm finished, but if you finish things first, you can run to me!" He jumps off the bed.

So my bell door rings, probably Parallel 38, I change my clouts while Yeonjun washes his face.

"Call me when you finish," He said kissing the top of my head when I open the door but is not Hybe's security guard, is a small girl, using big glasses, and long hair, oh lord, is her, it was L.M. Andrade.

"Hi Suji, I heard you are a big fan, I wish I could invent you to a coffee for our first meeting, but I need your help.." I took a deep breath, looking at Yeonjun, just to check that all was real, but the expression on his face makes me worry.  

"The pen is in a safe place writer?" His voice is so cold that makes the hair on the back of my head shiver.

"He stole from me," The tears on her face, I know those tears, I cry tears like that once before, I hold her hand. 

"Come in, let's have some breakfast, Junnie was going to work right? But I can make you some company" I give  Jun a goodbye kiss.

"Take it easy on her, she just remembers everything, and almost end up in the hospital because of it," Yeonjun says to her "See you later my love." He says and kisses the top of my head.

I close the door and look at my favorite author sitting on my couch, maybe I save this nation in my previous life, because I'm the luckiest person alive, and this sounds terrible to think while she is probably with a broken heart.

"What you think we watch a sad movie to cry everything out before we start?" She waves positively her head. That woman cried her heart out in my arms "I don't know who he is, but he probably doesn't deserve these tears…"

"Is my fault, he always was honest about his feelings with me," She whisper.

"If he was an honest person he wouldn't steal you…" I caress her hair.

"Did Mister Choi tells you everything? About Winter Song, the pen, Seo Changbin?" 

"Well, the last thing I heard was that you would publish Winter Song, this new version, in the same publisher that his…" She dried her tears with the back of her hand.

"Yes, first I was hired to ghostwrite the end of his story, because of his conditions, but was too much for me, he was my hero, the best in our business" She took a deep breath "So I used a pen that pass by every single generation since was created on Goreyo dynasty, my whole family is made by writers, some of these are famous, some are not, we always use a pseudonym, is a tradition on our legacy, I didn't know the power of that pen, I decide to change Winter Song because what happened to you and to clean my mind when Mister Choi confirmed with me that you both live everything I write, I was so scared" I hold her shoulders.

"Breath Miss L.M., remember that you need to breath when you start to think about the pen power?" So she took a deep long breath.

"I draw Changbin's face because my mom was complaining about me being single at my age, so I would be the end of our legacy because I don't have a husband and children, I decided to draw my ideal type, only to put my feeling on paper like I always do…But when I woke up the other day, he was sleeping next to me" I gasp shocked "That's when I looked for Mister Choi, and he confirms that you guys lived in Winter Song," She sighs "This success is all because of that pen, and he doesn't take for that, he builds a character inspired on his wife and thinks he can found a way to bring her to this universe, he's hurt, going through grief…To be honest, I'm more afraid about what he will do to himself than to the world" Is it time to take a deep breath "I'm only telling you because Miss Hwa you're the only one who would believe in this madness."

"Well, do you know which story he is?"  She waves her head positively.

"He is in the shadows of Sorry, I love you" 

"Shadows?" L.M. bites her bottom lip, I could see her mind elaborating on an explanation, even the room energy changes, it's not possible that only the pen has so much power, something on her guide this too.

"Did you read the new version of Winter Song?" 

"Jun red for me, I have a headache every time I do something around the story, feels like part of me still there…" 

"Well did you notice that not everything I wrote was what you lived?"

"Hum, how can I explain, the memories are still a mess in my mind, like a broken glass image…I know it happens, but I can't see clearly" I stop talking, and for some reason, the memory of an old movie strikes me,  Monsters Inc. doors "Writer, do these stories have a common place?" She closes her eyes thinking. 

"I think, maybe the library" 

"I know may sound crazy…" I start, and she smiles at me.

"People traveling between manhwa world to ours is not crazy enough?" I laugh. 

"Yeah, it is, but the thing is, maybe he is using the Winter Song library to get inside Sorry I love you, if you write a prologue to Winter Song, maybe me and Yeonjun can get inside the story, use the shadows do get back the pen for you…" She sighs.

"Miss Hwa, the pen that has the power to open a portal between these universes…" I hold her hand.

"You are the power that creates everything, and every reader is a portal to your magical story… I believe in you"

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

⇢ Chapter 11: Opening Sequence

⇢ Chapter 12: Sour

⇢Chapter 13: Waiting for a lifetime for you

Chapter [14/16]: Breaking Down

POV Suji

Six months later

I took a deep breath and pressed the play on the camera one more time.

"I decide, to start all this, by telling about myself, and how makeup change my life because this is the main point of my life, I meet my best friend, slash, sister, slash, soulmate, during make attempted on became a chemistry engineer, then we give up on university, mom wasn't happy about it, but once she saw our business working out she accepted, even not being happy with that, but she knew overall thing how makeup helps during my teenagerhood!" I applied foundation on my skin blending with the concealer " I suffered an accident at school, and that fine line crossing my face was huge, today is a little bit smaller, but that's when I fall for makeup because hide this, and kids stop calling me monster, etc…" I start to used contour to make my nouse more elevated "I think people don't know real monsters, that's why they use this word so lightly.." I keep recording my tutorial, and practicing speaking to the camera, is getting easier, but always gives me a big headache, dreams that look like memories battle with reality in my mind. I press the stop once I ended, and take a deep breath.

Since I woke up in that hospital, I had crazy dreams, I was so afraid to tell the doctor that I kept to myself, but sometimes they were so real to me that I mixed them with my real world, even more since Yeonjun and I get closer. So I decided to focus as much as possible on the present, recording things, like my day, my make-up, and my thoughts, I didn't post anything, was just the way I found to canalize all those feelings. So TXT's company thought would be great material to help both sides to tell our side of the history since so much was talked about while we aren't able to defend ourselves. 

So I decided to do a makeup tutorial, with all members, but one by one, all with their next comeback concept, something very fairy, with a daydreams vibe, I would show how I work on their skin, which colors I like to use o these concepts, all the details. 

"You know, I almost lose my mind while you don't wake up…" Jieun says helping me organize the makeup, I look at her, this was so random "You know, I kept sending you massages, even knowing you wouldn't respond," I hug her "You're my only family Sujiah, you know that right?"

"You're my family too unnie" I kiss her chick "And you have Taehyun too…" The worlds scape through my mouth, and the moment I close my mouth I know I mixed my dream with reality shit!

"How did you discover?" WAIT! WATH? "Or you finally read the new version of that manhwa and…"

"WAIT! YOU…HIM…OH MY GOD!" breath Suji, breath "Did, you guys have conversations in my room, while I was in a comma?" Jieun searched for her memories…"My god, how long have you guys been together?"

"Little bit before your accident, I would tell you, but this chaos happened, and you looked so fragile when you woke up, I decided to wait until you fully recover.." And maybe my dream was based on the conversations around me… I sigh, this was so much better explanation.

"I'm happy about you two, don't worry, but take care to not hurt yourself, he is an idol, and we know how these things work…" Jieun hugs me.

"I'll take care," She looks at her cell phone, "It's time Yeonjun will be here soon" My heart lose a beat for a while "Do you think will be fine if only two of you are here?"

"Yes, there are things that we only feel comfortable saying when are two of us, things that only we understand without judging, and the camera is a lot of pressure already…" I explain.

"Okay, I will be upstairs, anything, just scream okay?" She kisses my forehead and leaves the room.

I sit in front camera to record some introductions, deep breaths, Hwa Suji, you can do this, fighting, one two three.

"Hi, my name is Hwa Suji! Most of you know me because I trow a trash can on a guy," I laugh "I watched your remakes all over social media, you guys are so much cooler than I! Well, I'm here because a lot of things have been said about me, and I just wanna people to know me, through me. Does that make any sense?" I tight my hair  "And to not say I'm being biased, I'll bring some people that know me to tell, honestly, who I'm… Wellcome mom" I Open my arms like she was in the room, and laugh again "Just kidding, but I'm really bringing people that worked with me, and I'll do my favorite thing on them, make-up! Hope you guys enjoy…" At the moment someone, probably Yeonjun, "Look, someone is already here let's see who it is?" So I pause the recording.

When I open de door Yeonjun gives me the bright smile he has and hugs me, I would never become used to being his friend, I hug him back. 

"How have you been," He asks without letting me go.

"Just much as fine as I was the last time we talk one hour ago" We laugh "How was your training? You're not pushing yourself too hard right?" 

"No, I like promised you"

"Okay, let's start before Parallel 38 appears…" He gently puts me against the wall, I can feel his breath so close, a flash of the dreams in my mind.

"Are you trying to get rid of me?" The way he looks at me makes me shiver, and my stomach contract. He was playing with me, I roll my eyes.

"I'll throw a trash can on you if you don't step back.."We laugh at the joke we always use with each other "Let's start recording before HYBE sends the ROKU to me"

"Okay, where do I sit?" I point the cair in my mini scenario "Wow! You really put effort into thins!" He sits on the chair I was sitting before, and I start recording again.

"And our guest today is the amazing, the only one, my best buddy in the afterlife, Choi Yeonjun!" We clap together "You wanna say something Jun?" He looks into my eyes, sometimes I feel he is looking for someone inside me, I don't know how to explain it.

"Hi, I'm Yeonjun of TXT" He browns "First, one more time I wanna apologize to make my love, moas worried! Is really nice to be here, alive with my dearest friend, the best make-up artist on this planet, Hwa Suji! Moa doesn't need to worry about my safety while I'm with noona, cause they know you throw a trash can power!"

"Okay, no more trash can jokes, is enough, let's start work, Jun today has a photo shoot for TXT's next album, and I think moas will love the whole concept" I start to tight his hair and moisturize his skin "Now beyond do makeup we're here to tell about our history, during this chaos…How do you feel when you wake up?" 

"Was like wake up from a long dream…" He simply says " And you noona?" I start to apply the primer.

"The last thing I remember was the car, it feels like we were flying, trying to hold your hand, and then I was in the hospital, The first thing I feel was worry, because that guy, I was afraid that while I was unconscious he was able to do something with you…" I touch his chin to move his face and verify if I fully cover his skin. 

"That's so you, worry more about others than yourself…" I show the primer on the camera, all the products were from labels that TXT's members were the face of the label.

"This prime gives you so much glow, you all will be so perfect for this comeback, how are you feeling about seeing Moas again?" Yeonjun put his right hand on the left side of his chest.

"So excited, I miss them so much!" I start to draw his eyebrows.

"I know they're feeling the same, now can you give they a little spoiler?" I ask starting to softly apply concealer on specific spots.

"Will be really sweet, a lot of Sugar involved!" I start to apply foundation on this skin "Now, my turn, your favorite manhwa will become a k-drama, are you excited?"

"Well a little bit, I heard the author change a feel thing, I didn't have time to read yet because of work, but I'll real soon as possible, L.M. Andrade is my favorite author, so I will definitely read it, maybe I will do a live reading, I don't know…"  I start the work on his eyes "Did you read?"

"Yes," He looks up automatically so I could apply the eyeliner "I like this so much more this version than the previous one" I start to use blush Yeonjun look right into my eyes and I end up applying too much.

"Don't move" I turn to pick the tissue to remove, and once I turn to Yeonjun is like someone scratched my mind, the left eye of Yeonjun is full of tears, and the other is worried "You can hold a little bit Jun, I know that," I say without knowing why I was saying that, so I use the tissue to remove the blush "See, you made it, now your lips," I apply the lip gloss, focus as much as possible "It's done!" I show Yeonjun's face to the camera "Hope you guys enjoy it. See you next time" I just press pause on the camera before I fall, I feel Yeonjun's arms around me. 

"Noona.." The darkness swallows me, and this time I'm completely alone.

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

⇢ Chapter 11: Opening Sequence

⇢ Chapter 12: Sour

Chapter [13/16] : Waiting for a lifetime for you

POV Yeonjun

Five Months Later

Every single day becomes harder to be around Suji without telling her everything we are being thought while the body in this universe were unconscious, sometimes I ask myself if the part of Suji that lived with me in that universe was living inside her, but sleeping. 

Trying to focus on practicing because my Moas suffer so much during all this time, my family talked all the time about how kind and supportive they were all this time, always trying to protect me, and even Suji when Yuri did all those terrible things. 

"You're daydreaming again hyung" Kai tap my shoulder, "You know that you didn't need to push yourself right?" I sigh and wave my head positively.

"If I stay more time without doing anything this will drive me crazy.."And I don't know if I'm talking about music, performance, or Hwa Suji.

"Let's drink some water before we continue tho" Beomgyu give a bottle to every single member.

"Guys, I have something to tell you, because if somehow being exposed by the media, I wanna everyone aware…" Taehyun says, and then took a deep breath "I'm dating Jieun, for real." Our first reaction is hugging him, as idols, we are always afraid of somehow damaging the group's image, considering so many brands that we work to put on their contract restrictions about dating, even if HYBE doesn't have anything about that on our contract, is like a maze all this culture.

 "We're here for you." We say together. 

"And when Yeonjun hyung will confess that he is in love with Suji, to her I mean, because we here all know, is written all over his face…" Kai comments and my face burns "Oh hyung you're so honest about your feelings" Soobin looks at me.

"Is he right? Do you really love noona?" There's something wrong with his voice "You were just in love with Yuri weeks ago. Suji noona is different, she deserves to be loved with all love in this universe!" And that's how I know, he loves her, like in the other universe.

"She's the love of my life, here and in the others universes," I say finishing my water. 

"Woooow" Beomgyu, Taehyun, and Kai say together. 

"But she's recovering, so for while, I will give her space, to organize her life, her business, and read all my contracts again, because if it's okay for you guys, and if she agrees, I wanna be public with our relationship" Their silence makes me shiver "You can think about, I don't think will be soon, I really need to read all the deals again, I don't wanna damage anyone" So after a feel second they hug me.

"We are tomorrow by together, no other future is allowed here," Beomgyu says.

"Yes, we're just shocked about how sure you are about noona" Taehyun mess my hair "That's a good thing, Jieun says that Suji noona has her heart broken really badly in the past, so be careful" 

Soobin tap my shoulder, without saying a thing, but at the same time, given me  support, I know he will find someone for him, that will love him, as much me and Suji love with other, because he deserves to live that kind of love. 

"Mister Yeonjun" The staff calls me entering the room "There's someone important saying that needs to talk to you… Is the writer of that manhwa,  L.M. Andrade" 

"The author is here?" I ask foolishly "Why?" My heart was beating so fast, maybe she could answer why Suji doesn't remember anything… "I will talk to her, give me five minutes"

I don't even take this much time, seconds later I was in front of the door in the room she was waiting, so many questions, going so fast in my mind, deep breath Choi Yeonjun, took a deep breath. Once I open the door, the smallest human being I ever see jumped from the chair, with long straight hair, brown skin,  and big glasses.

"Hi Mister Yeonjun, I'm L.M. Andrade, writer of Winter Song! Is so great to meet you and see that you a perfectly okay…" She makes a huge bow and I follow her "I know that probably will sound odd, but, I need to ask since something, really weird  happens a feel days ago, and I think maybe if this happens, maybe something happens to you and misses Hwa as well…" She took a deep breath "By any chance, did you feel weird when you woke up in the hospital?" I laugh, she does not even know the power she has.

"I lived, every word you write on that story Miss L.M" She gasp and became pale "I would ask you why I remember everything but Suji doesn't, but you didn't know how I'm right?"

"I know how now." She sighs "When you both woke up at the moment I drew the end I think was a coincidence, but feel days ago one draw not just woke up from a coma, he appears at my house, this happening because I use a special pen, it's one that my family keeps since always, one of my ancestors was a scribe during Goreyo dynasty, but this doesn't matter, I'm here to apologize with you and I will found a way to do the same thing with Miss Hwa even if she doesn't remember" She bows one more time.

"Suji noona is a huge fan of yours, you wanna apologize to her, just send a letter or take her to drink a coffee, but with me, don't worry, your story helps me more than hurts me" I can't hold the disappointment about not know how makes Suji remember. 

"Oh, right, great idea! I just need to solve something, but I'll call her for a coffee, she seems so wonderful" She looks at me "I know she will remember,  you guys have the kind of love everyone wishes for…Well, I'm leaving, thanks for receiving me"

She leaves the room, almost running, and she forgets a newspaper on the table, the headline is "The famous writer, one important peace on Hallyu movement, Seo Changbin disappears from the hospital" and my mouth dropped, "After the accident that takes way his wife life, the writer Seo Changbin that has passed the last eleven months unconscious, simply disappears from the hospital, there's no recording of him leaving or being taken from his room, police still investigate the case…"

Holy shit, that pen needs to be locked up, because if ends up in the wrong hands, we all will be done.

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Moonlight Chicken (2023) | Episode 1.01

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GAP The Series EP.9 (2022 - 2023) dir. Nuttapong Wongkaveepairoj  

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

⇢ Chapter [11/16]: Opening Sequence

Chapter 12: Sour

POV Yeounjun

The doctor seems pleased after seeing my diagnostic "She seems worried about you too, I'm gonna see if is possible to arrange a meeting between you, but right now you should rest"

"How long have I been in a coma? Did I don't rest enough?" Before the doctor could answer, all TXT members enter the room, they jump in my bed, and each one hugs one part of me, laughing "Did you guys see Suji?"

"Yes, noona is fine, she sends us here at the moment she knows you were awake! Her mom says that you are the first person she calls" Hueningkai explains, did she remember about the other world? She says that she loves me there in all worlds that we met, this makes so much more sense right now.

"Okay, I need to see her in person, now," I say looking at them "And you have to help me guys"

"Sweet is better for you rest, didn't you listen to the doctor?" I hold my mom's hand.

"One of the most terrifying things for me always thinks about living in a world without you mom" She held my hand with more strength "I know you were afraid of losing me, but Suji was the last person I see, and I only will found peace and take a rest after seeing her, I'll be back in minutes I promise!"

The boys help me to get a wheelchair, the way Suji was she will be all worried about me, the last time she made Beomgyu put us in the same room, this world would be more complicated, but I'll be calmer just after seeing her and also Suji will be more relax to see me well. When I get to her room, Suji is trying to get off the bed, during Ji Eun's speech she has to think about her recovery. 

"Suji" I whisper, she freezes, and looks at me, she is okay, more than okay seeing that she was almost standing up, my legs were stronger enough, but she was, like always.

"Yeonjun-ssi" Her eyes are full of tears, I get close to her bed, and hold her hand, why she was being so formal with me? Because of other people? Silly girls, I don't care. 

"Well from what I can see you're okay" She smiled a little, and I realize, I never see her without makeup, I put her hair back her ear "I never see you without makeup" Suji cover her face with the other hand "Don't worry, you are beautiful! But how are you feeling?"

"I don't know how to explain, one moment we are in the car talking, and later we are here..." My heart fall, she doesn't remember, or it was only a dream? "And you?" I try to hold a neutral expression and smile a little. 

"The same thing" I force a laugh, looking at her carefully, everything was so real, it is not possible, so I see in her bed, that manhwa, she see my expression and try to hide, the name on that change I can notice "Can I see that? Please?" With a worried expression she gives to me, the story change apparently "Can you lend me? I didn't read this one..."  

"You can take one, the author sends one for her with an autograph" Ji Eun takes off her purse one version "She knew that Suji was a fan so send this for her.."

"HAHAHAHA FAN? THAT IS A STRONG WORD UNNIE, MAYBE AN MANHWA FOND, FAN? HAHAHA," It was the first time that I see her so nervous, so cute, "I think you hate this story's Yeonjun-ssi..." Suji was worried, so I smiled.

"That's okay, we will have to stand here a feel more days, this will be perfect to distract me" I hold her hand i little bit more "Well I just pass by cause I was worried, now I see you're okay I will let you rest, see you soon Hwa Suji!" Cause this time, is my turn to take care of and protect you.

Suji POV

My life was turned upside down, before the accident I was just a makeup artist that has a salon popular between actors, actresses, and feels idols companies, but no one beyond my clients knew my face, and right now I was all over the internet, social media, youtube, even newspapers and I was without control of all those things. I open my favorite channel about kpop news and they have unless one video a week about the case, so I make a playlist and start to watch, these weeks that we were in a coma people got crazy about the details of the accident, I hope Yuri say those things about me because of the shock and unless that psychopath was in jail, I was so focused in the vídeos that didn't realize Soobin was here, he put his head between me and the notebook screen.

"Tsc, you shouldn't watch any of these, people can be really stupid and mean, Suji you should focus on your recovery!" He smiles showing his dimples.

"They're good people, I mean just David cause Danny wearing a TEAM Yuri shirt, that hurt my feelings" I make the fakest sad face ever, and Soobin laugh 'Talking about her, did you still have her number? I hope she got the wrong way, and say those things because of shock or anger..."Soobin's expression became serious.

"Doesn't matter the reason, she accused you, with no proof, and when they discover that was her crazy jealous ex-boyfriend she doesn't dare to say sorry in public!" I never see Soobin so angry.

"Is she okay? This guy is really dangerous, she is being protected?" Soobin closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, so I hold his hand "Maybe you don't understand because you're a guy..."

"I know I'm a guy, but also I'm an idol, in the last tour one crazy person invaded my room saying that I belong to her I know is scary Suji, but I don't blame any innocent people or my fans because of this, I know there is not their fault, noting is an excuse to do this!" Soobin entwines our fingers "But let's do it this way, I will be trying to contact her, but you have to promise me that until there you will only care about your health and getting better!" I bite my bottom lip smiling. 

"Okay, I promise! Now tell me something good, how was your confession, you have a lot of time to do these last weeks!" Soobin gives me his shy smile.

"Was impossible to contact her this whole time, but all these make me see that I need, better saying I must tell her about my feelings!" I clap because his determination was inspiring.

"You look so cool because of this girl, she is that special?" He pouts like he's thinking about it.

"Yes, she is!"

Yeonjun's pov

The doctor finally allowed me to eat solid food, the sensation of the steak in my mouth was amazing, to chew, feeling that going down the throat is almost haven, even with Yuri's presence. I got so mad when I discovered everything she did when I and Suji were almost dying…

"It's nice to see you recovering so well..."She says and I force a smile, I was angry but the managers already say to me that the better way to get what we need and deserve her to do was being as much approachable as I can be "Look.." I make a pause signal with my hand. 

"You have, you must apologize to Suji, in private and in public, 'cause you knew that was Chae-soo's fault and no one else." I drink a little bit of the soup and look into her eyes "Suji got hurt because he was obsessed with you, she almost dies, you should be sympathetic to her! But no you accuse Suji, with no proof!" Yuri drops her spoon on the table.

"Who guarantees that she doesn't work with him? "Yuri almost screams, okay that's enough.

"I do know she is innocent" Oh the strength that I'm doing right now to keep myself calm, strength enough to screech a truck "And from now on we shouldn't see each other anymore."

"You can't be serious Yeonjun." For days, since I woke up I think about that, how I would feel about saying that, if I was taking the experience that I live in my head during a coma too far, but when I read the manhwa all my doubts were gone, maybe Suji can't remember, maybe was just real in my head, but one thing that I learn with all this is: love needs faith, someone needs believe with no doubts on that love, and right now I'm this person.

"I was between life and death and without my contentment you make my private life public, my mom was crying right next to my bed because I was in a coma, Suji's mother was crying right next to her bed, and you were making a circus with the situation! You run to the newspapers!"Yuri gasp.

"I was wonder attack, your fans..."I clean my lips and take a deep breath.

"Don't you dare talk about my MOAS, they were searching for information about the reason me and Suji were holding hands, and if you trust me wouldn't let that jealous consume you..." Yuri's eyes are full of tears. 

"So why you were holding hands with her?" I bite my bottom lip to not say that I love Suji, I need to say that for the first time looking into her eyes and not for anyone else.

"The thought of dying is lonely, I don't wanna that Suji feel that way and I think she feels the same way."

Suji pov

Soobin helps me to get up on the hoverboard, we adapted to sustain me and give me balance, I put on an overcoat to hide all our equipment.

"Are you sure about this?" He holds my hands to help me stand up, I shake my head in the affirmative, "Why do you have so much consideration for her? Really? I don't explain or you don't read everything she says about you? Everything she blames you for?" I balance myself on the electric hoverboard and take a deep breath.  

"Remember the first day that I work with you guys?" Soobin looks at me trying to remember I guess "Well, I accidentally bump into Yuri and the hairstylist, and the hair dye falls all over Yuri? Well that day I feel paparazzi taking photos at that moment and everyone takes me as a villain when was just an accident, this probably happens with Yuri just because Yeonjun was in a different car, she was the manager responsible for that day" I sigh and remember that day when I bumped in her, she was all mean why I'm doing this? Soobin was right, but that feeling on that day, the injustice I feel in my heart "She probably feel cornered, unless I wanna think that way, and that's why she says those things about me, so I wanna give her what I wanna people give to me, the benefits of doubt, and hear what she has to say" Soobin hold my hand, that was new, but I feel that happen before, in a warm day, or was just a dream.

"You are too good you know that right?" I look at him, his makeup was a mess, who did that?

"I doing more for myself than for her, I will sleep better after speaking to her..." I use my thumb to try to fix his eye shadow "Who did that? I doubt was Ji Eun..." He smiles in a shy way.

"It's a new internship that she hired, Jinnah, she still training so give her a discount" Her name wasn't strange.

"Okay," I sigh "But after my conversation with Yuri I will fix that!" Oh lord, what Ji Eun made of my team. 

Soobin accompanies me to the door of Yeonjun's room, I wait, that was the worst part cause I don't think bout if she blamed you for those things maybe she was not in the mood to talk to me, and maybe was dangerous to talk to her alone. If she hurt me? No, she wouldn't do that, there are too many people looking, security guards… Is Parallel 38 here? I didn't see him since I woke up. 

"Are you waiting to see Yeonjun? He is inside, from I can see he prefers your company to mine" Yuri calls me from my toughs, oh she seems angry, you will be fine Hwa Suji. 

"To be honest I'm here to talk to you Yuri, did you have time for a coffee?" Her expression became suspicious.

"Yeonjun barely can sit, how you are all standing up?" I smile, okay that conversation would be difficult. 

"It's hard for me too, but Soobin helps me to do work and made up this" I show a little bit of the equipment that helps me to be like that "We just can't be caught by my doctor!"

"Why are you putting so much effort?" Cause I don't wanna you to see me vulnerable.  

"There are too many eyes, I don't wanna people to make a victim and villains, there is enough hate in social media, I'm doing this so that after we are discharged from the hospital we can live in peace" Yuri take a deep breath but we start to walk in the cafeteria direction.

I buy something decaffeinated and Yuri chose an Ice Americano, we get to a window where have a high table for people that don't wanna or can't sit like me.

"First of all, nothing happens between me and Yeonjun, that day he just wanna explain to me, because that psychopath saw my face..." My legs start to hurt, but I hold on, my doctor will kill me later "And I'm sorry, as a woman and human for you being a pass for this when a guy like that feels free to act like a woman are his proprieties that means that we fail as society" I drink a little bit of my cup "I like to think that you did those accusations because of all this pressure..." She drinks a long sip of her coffee.

"I was jealous" I hold my laugh cause this was so absurd that my brain can act like an adult "I feel the pressure, but I was jealous of you both being found holding hands..."

"Was just survival instinct..." She looks into my eyes.

"It really was? It doesn't seem like that to him." My heartbeat fast thinking about Yeonjun, we don't talk too much before we were waking, the whole thing was so chaotic even inside the hospital, sometimes the team communication speaks with me say was for the best we see each other just before we completely recovered, that was the priority, cause we should do a press conference and feel interviews so the public calm down, even this conversation with Yuri would be happening but I wanna do in private not with a journalist as mediator. 

"I don't have opportunities to talk or have an appropriate conversation with Yeonjun, but I can assure you, right now, nothing is happening between us, or happened to us before!" My dream doesn't count as experience, so she compliments me, for bending at 90 degrees, I got shocked. 

"I'm sorry Hwa Suji, for the things I accuse you of, and I mean that!" I hold her hand. 

"Yuri you don't need to be so formal, I'm not the kindest human being, and we have the same age, I don't know if we can be friends, but I don't wanna be your enemy once I step out of this hospital, I don't wanna we holding bad feelings in our chest" We hold hands, and I leave her in the elevator. 

Once I turn back to my room I found my doctor holding a wheelchair and Yeonjun by his side, I'm over. The doctor give me a speech about how this could retard my recovery, and my physiotherapist Yeonjun stay by his side always agreeing with him, when the doctor lives the room, Yeonjun stays, and his expression was angry.

"I already say that I'm sorry Jun..." I say accidentally, his eyes wide "I mean Yeonjun..." He smiles a bit but quickly comes back to a serious expression.

"Why did you did that?" Yeonjun's voice was low.

"Because, I remember the day I mess up, with your hair dye, the way you look at me, the way everybody looks at me, no one dares to hear what I have to say, everybody just assumes that I was a bad person, and I almost lost my job" So I take a deep breathe "I just wanna give her the opportunity that anyone gives to me of being heard, even if was something that I don't wanna listen" Yeonjun suddenly hold my hand and smile.

"I'm sorry, I'm keeping doing this, not listening to you, I promise to do better from now on, I just get nervous thinking you would hurt yourself, the recommendation for both of us is to rest and do physiotherapy," Everyone says that I was tired of just do that, I even ask my mom my makeup but she says that was no time to think in my job. 

"I'm bored of this, has been weeks, I'm not allowed to leave this room, I can't do makeup cause my mom say I shouldn't think about my work, I can't look at the social media cause doctors think would be bad for my mental recovery, they put me in a jail!" So Yeonjun gives me that look of someone that planned something wrong, he takes off his hospital clothes, foundation, concealer, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and highlighter, that was haven? I press the button and make my bed low enough for to Yeonjun sit there "Get up, I'm gonna give you a free appointment today!" The way he smiles will make my heart melt. 

"And I'm grateful!" After the accident, our relationship became closer, almost dying together can really bound people, and I was so aware that we were closer than was a need but both of us just don't care, the feeling of using my brush on his skin was beautiful, I was born to do this "Nothing can make you happier than so makeup right Suji?" So I automatically think 'marrying you maybe' Hwa Suji you are the worst.

"I can't think of something right now" I start to do the eyeshadow "Hum, I really like to read manhwas, but I think makeup is for me what music is for you..." I was so close that I could feel his breath against my face.

"That's true, the first thing I did after wake up was composed" His chicks became red, "I wrote something for you Suji" Okay Suji don't freak out NOW. DON'T FREAK OUT WOMAN!

"Oh really? Can you sing to me?" I finished his lips just with a labial protector cause it was what we have.

"When we live in this hospital, that music will be your gift!" I pick up the hand mirror right next to my bed, and put it in his hand.

"I will wait with all my heart. Hold for me so I can do my makeup now please?" Yeonjun holds with care, oh lord one more thing to wait for, my makeup is basic because the foundation is not my skin tone, but I look better than before.

"We're looking really good to stay in our rooms.." Yeonjun started.

"I think I'm kinda grounded..." He smiled like a devil. 

"That's the best part, you are already grounded, and have no way to get worst" He jumps back in his chair.

"The problem is, they take away my wheelchair because of my sneak out" Yeonjun looks seriously at me at taps his leg "You can't be serious" He points to his serious face.

"I will do nothing that you don't ask for Suji" Oh boy you don't understand, that was the problem, I maybe ask, oh lord I'm already in the rain, let's accept that.

We sneak out of the room, the hall was empty, so we take the elevator to the rooftop, there was a garden, but the only thing that survives that winter coming was the tulips, so Yeonjun put a headphone in my ear and "Can't you see me?" starts, we stay in silence so the snow starts to fall.

"Is that the first snow?" I ask to put my head on his shoulder.

"I think so..." Yeonjun answered, the smell of his perfume was so good, I close my eyes.

"Are you putting a spell on me Choi Yeonjun? First the snow, now your perfume..." Why I was feeling so asleep "I think I'm gonna take a nap okay?"

"You were the one who shows me a magical world Hwa Suji, when you will see me again?"

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

⇢ Chapter 10: Lips on You

Chapter [11/16]: Opening Sequence

POV Suji

I can't believe it! The winter festival was here, my favorite part of this manhwa, Ji Eun was wearing a purple dress, I did her makeup, princess concept, the eyes like a twilight sky, she was so beautiful, hide in the bathroom I look one more time the manhwa that has our story, but the end it's no write yet. So I give up, whatever will be will be. 

I make a silver eye line, my concept was Ice Queen, my blue dress and my curly hair give the royal touch, blue was definitely my color, I put the manhwa in my purse, looking one more time to my reflection, whats comes after the happy ending? I'm ready for this?

POV Yeonjun

These last weeks I was between my dream life and nightmares, always the same car accident, I try to hold Suji hand, but the darkness swallow us, I don't wanna tell her this, so I don't sleep at home, my nightmares will only be one more thing to Suji worry about, and she already had enough of this of me.

I look at the organization of the festival, Ji Eun kill in it, was possible to see every college contribution to that, imagine how beautiful will be her wedding with Taehyun, and how probably will be if she did this for me and Suji? 

I connect my guitar to the speaker, my project was a song, and I decide to sing the song I compose to Suji before, looking at the photographs that Taehyun take of her on the walls make me more inspired, have to be three days without seeing her, and Suji keep her project secret, Soobin was part of her team, and I was not jealous at all, just curious about what will be the project that she and my best friend, the one who almost kiss her in a beautiful sunset, that's all.

I research all afternoon but when comes the time to sing, the butterflies in my stomach are flying, I take the stage and look at the audience, my eyes found Suji, and there's no one around us, she was so beautiful, I wanna hug her and runway from here, go to a place where I can kiss her until my lips couldn't handle anymore, she smiles at me, and I start to sing about the snowy day she runs to me after knowing my mom is gone, she hugs me and I don't need to be afraid cause Suji is here to protect me, we doing cookies in my kitchen she is hurt but she smiled at me, I'm confused why I'm not in love with this girl, why she is not in love with me? It will be so easier, but how the olds always say, we just notice when is lost, so I was hurt thinking that maybe you love me and all this time I didn't see, I couldn't see through your smile how many times you save me, all you sacrifice for me, they say that you shouldn't give pearls to a pig and flowers to a blind heart and she gives me all tulips in her heart, I was too coward, but she was my beginning and my end, my first snow and my spring day, the one where my heart wants to stay. When the song's end, Suji shows me her phone and starts snowing in the gymnasium, that was her project. I live the stage, going to her, seeing only Suji.

"That was the perfect ending Suji," I say hugging her "My girlfriend is the best!" Suji hugs me back, she says all the time how this is her favorite thing in this world. 

"Your song was perfect Jun" Suji's eyes were full of tears I kiss her eyelids and they drop.

"It's about our love, and you, and how I was so blind and didn't realize that it was you in my heart all the time..." So Suji kiss me in the way only she knows to do, making me lose my breath, and we get apart I confess "I love you Suji"

"I love you Choi Yeonjun, here and in every single world that we met, I always will love you Jun!" I hug her, so the world stops, but this time real stop, the music, the other chatting, everything just stops, including Suji, freeze in my arms, I shake her, call her without an answer, I hear again so she does not disappear like everyone else, her photos have "the end" write on them, that's a nightmare, wake up Yeonjun, I close my eyes when I open Suji will be sleeping in my arms, but when I open them again we are in the car, I can't do nothing when the accident happens, but one more time I try to hold her hand and this time I can, she looks at me with tears in her eyes. 

"I love you," I say and the darkness swallows us up again, I open my eyes, she is not here, the withe room my mom sleep on the couch, a sound in my head, mom is here? The story in my head and the reality crush in my mind, this another world, I know here, where is Suji? That car accident was my fault! If she was hurt? "Suji..." My mom wakes up, she cries seeing me wake, she calls the doctors, the whole team is in my room in a matter of seconds "Suji.."I say one more time, my throat is dry my voice sounds hoarse, the exams me "I need to see Suji"

"Don't worry she is okay, just wake up and feel minutes before you, did you guys agree to wake up at the same moment?" The doctor says and my heart lose a beat.

Was everything just a dream?

POV Suji

I open my eyes, and everything in my body is too heavy to move, my throat is dry as a desert, where am I? Everything was so white in this room, my last memory is doing Yeonjun's makeup before he went on stage...

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

⇢ Chapter 09 : I know I love you

Chapter 10/16: Lips on You

One month passes fast in a manhwa, the days still have 24 hours like in real life but was so busy, and Yeonjun too, his comeback was being received amazingly, so he was promoting in everywhere, and I was working in open my store, my channel, university conclusion paper, and helping Ji Eun and Taehyun with wedding stuff.

Winter was coming, but the first snow didn't fall yet, it was one of these days that sky is deep blue, no clouds in there, the sun is but still really cold, was an afternoon I was coming back from university it was weird live in my house again, mostly because I don't have Ji Eun anymore and because I was missing my boyfriend...That was sitting on the stairs, in front of my door, I run .for him, Yeonjun gets up so I jump in his arms. "I miss you so much," Yeonjun says… Reality pulls me back, he is not here, oh lord I'm Bella Swan in New Moon? I'm not kissing him, I'm alone in my dark house, should I adopted a dog? 

Laying on my couch in the dark look at the ceiling, everything in this life is going well, but still not feeling real life somehow. Ji Eun and Tahyun getting marriage, Beomgyu presents Yeonsang to Ms. Choi, Yeonjun, and me, Ms. Choi was so supportive, that he cried at dinner, Soobin was getting along with Yuri for what I spy, and Hueningkai still faces blind, and because of this I put my godmother side to works, I was suspicious about the whole story and found interesting answers, I just need found a way to tell Hueningkai without hurt him. 

The doors bells ring I run, even deep inside knowing that Yeonjun has my house keys and don't need to ring the bells, I hope to see him, but when I see Hueningkai stand holding a fried chicken, I tried not to seems disappointed, what was not hard, 'cause I miss him and he got fried chicken in his hand.

We take a photo of us eating chicken and sand in our kakao group, Hueningkai buys wall my favorite sauces, he was an angel. I wanna say everything at once, but I need to hold up if this makes his face blindness get worse?

"So when you come back to Korea? You can see my face now?" I make a funny face, he doesn't see but smile. 

"Not yet, I mean not everything, just a few details like your eyebrows, and a few your lips" He focuses his eyes on me trying to see more, stare for feel seconds trying to see more, and give up "Yeah that's it, I come back because this, I see Beomgyu today, he was happy!"

"Yes, he is dating! Talking about that… Did you ever talk with Jinnah after what happened?" Hueningkai sighs, it was a hard subject, but I think he just needs space to put all his feelings out of his chest, and I doubt his mom let him do it. 

"No, this wish… it is too hurtful to me" He confesses, I hold his hand "And she didn't call me too."

"Maybe she was afraid to do that… " I look at him, take a deep breath "Okay, I got something to tell you, please don't hate me!"

"Noona..."

"Listen to me, please. When I told my mom that I and Yeonjun were together for real, we was in the hospital, and she freaks out cause he doesn't have a stable job and bla bla bla, this because we grow up together, and his family is as much rich as ours..." I pause trying to analyze his expression "And I remember how well your mom treats me, and I'm grateful, but she shows to be impressed by my name, I don't wanna say she is a bad person." In the reality I'm, but this I keep with myself "She builds her empire and fight to have everything, also wanna protect you cause she loves you, I have no doubt, but I search Jinnah '' Hueningkai hold his breath.

 "You don't have the right to do that noona" The tears on his face broke my heart, but he needs to know the truth. Okay, Suji we have to go with this until the end.

"I know, but I have to be sure you were so sad, and looking the pain in your eyes, I did the right thing! Hueningkai during my time in the hospital, I met Jinnah! She didn't know who I'm so was no reason to lie, and I pay an investigator to make sure, Jinnah still works in a cafeteria, she never dates another guy richest than you, she was in the hospital because her mom was really sick and didn't survive her disease..." I pick up the paper with Jinnah's phone number and write there "I don't know the details, but your mom offers to Jinnah to pay for her mom's treatment and in exchange, she demands Jinnah get away from your life..." Hueningkai paralyzes "I'm sorry!" 

  "I can't believe my mom did this noona..."I hug him, and Hueningkai cries in my arms "Jinnah, she has been through so much, and alone!"

"So do you little lion,  we don't know how to trust people, because our parents teach us not to do this, so nobody takes advantage of us. But you love this girl so much that your brain stops seeing other girls' faces" He laughs between tears "Doesn't matter what you decide, noona is here for you right by your side" He hugged me back.

"I'm interrupting something?" Yeonjun's voice appears I look at him not believing he was there, and my heartbeat is fast, I get up and run to hug him, I really don't care about his serious expression, I need that hug.    

"I was playing godmother to my little lion prince, helping him found his happy ending. "I explain.

"And his happy ending is in your arms?"I stare at Yeonjun, he can't be serious, he was not the jealous type. 

"I think that's time for me to go," Hueningkai says, I wanna say no, but I need to have a serious conversation with Yeonjun, and this, maybe not be pretty, Hueningkai shows the paper with Jinnah's phone number "I will think about that!" I smiled at him.

"I'm here to help you!" I affirm one more time, I walk with him to the door. "I hope next time you stay more, but seems I had to have a serious conversation with my boyfriend!"

"Don't worry noona" I sigh.

"Bye, little lion" I mess with his hair. 

"Rawn," He says before starting to run to his car. 

I close the door and turn back to the living room, Yeonjun stays with an angry expression, lord give patience.

"What was that Yeonjun?" He looks at me nervously.        

"What? I come back home, and found you hugging another guy!" Breath Suji, breathe.

"Hueningkai is not just some guy, he is my friend, a younger brother to me! And just for your knowledge I was helping him to make up with his girl, and she just lost her mother, he was sad that his mom is a crazy manipulative person that's why I hug him!" Yeonjun bites nervously at his bottom lip. 

"What you would think it was in the other way? You would be happy to see me hugging another girl?" Yeonjun sits on the couch and closes his eyes. 

"No I wouldn't be happy, but I trust you, so I would ask first the reason why you are hugging her." I sit by his side. 

"You say that because you can be a complete girlfriend, and I bet that Hueningkai and Soobin are completely boyfriends too" Yeonjun sighs, what in this part means be a complete boyfriend? I sit on his side "Sorry for being this mess Suji, I can't be around all the time, and my mental issues, sorry Suji, you really deserve better." I hold his hand.

"What do you mean by being a complete boyfriend?"

"Suji, I can hug you, I can kiss you, I can do both at the same time, but I can't go far than this, I overthink, and my brain starts to think about every single fluid, and everything that can be wrong and this freak me out." Okay, manhwas romcoms never get to this point, so why we are having this conversation? "Sorry for you do not have a normal relationship."

I put his hand on my face, I take a deep breath so I can feel his perfume. 

"Jun, people always think that has a formula to the perfect relationship, and a normal relationship, and to everything in life to be 'normal' and we have to fall this recipe to be considered normal, but people are different..." I kiss the palm of his hand "Every single person has their own preferences, so these rules change according to each couple because the formula doesn't apply to them."  I kiss his forehead "I don't need to follow 'the normal relationship recipe, all I need is Choi Yeonjun, and I miss you like crazy, so please you give me a warm hug?" Yeonjun hugs me and we kiss, and the world around us disappears he put me on his lap, my legs around his lips, his hands going up and down my back, making my body shiver, so before I can control it, my hips move against him.

"I'm sorry Jun..." Yeonjun opens his eyes, your pupils are dilated, and he bites his bottom lip differently, I hold my breath when his hands stop on my hips. 

"Can you do it one more time?" He asks pressing his lips against my neck skin when I move my hips again, he moves his hips against me, and my body shakes a little bit, and my breathing becomes irregular I put my arms around his shoulder, and we're moving slowly.

Yeonjun put his head up, and his eyes are closed, I kiss his lips, and he opens his mouth a little bit, I bite his bottom lip, and Yeonjun lets a moan scapes and press his hips against me so I can feel how much he wants me, he kissed my neck my shoulder, shoulder, and his lips were going down, pressing every part of the skin that my shirt was showing and he bites softly places that make me lose my breath.

"Yeonjun..."My voice was nothing more than a whisper, the feeling of being close to being undone against him like we were becoming the same thing, even though we were wearing clothes, the feeling was so intense.

"I know babe, I'm feeling like that too Suji" And like my name was a magic word, or the way that he says, make me become undone, Yeonjun move his body against me one more time, making the energy travel in my body like a slight tingling. Our breath is having "What was this?"

"I think we start to find how is our recipe..."

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Lost In Your Love Story | Yeonjun

⇢ summary: Hwa Suji is a very skilled makeup artist who works at her best friend's salon, serving major Korean entertainment companies and that includes the artists she is a fan of: Tomorrow x Together! One day when protecting one of the members, she ends up having a car accident that takes her to another universe! The universe of your favorite fanfic called "Winter Song" but the thing is, life is not a strawberry, her new universe got a target on her back, she's the villain and has no idea how survive this cannon.

⇢ pairing: Choi Yeonjun x Hwa Suji.

⇢ Chapter 1 : Life is not a strawberry.

⇢ Chapter 2 : Love is a Disease.

⇢ Chapter 3 : Made a little cookie...

⇢ Chapter 4 / 5 / 6

⇢ Chapter 7 : Why Don't You Stay?

⇢Chapter 8: Beyond this universe

Chapter [09/16] : I know I love you

I barely sleep that night and was up before 7 am, the story has changed in a brutal way, the video leaked last evening was not part of the cannon, Yeonjun was in love with me, Yuri putting as an evil person, the cannon was destroyed! How does this happen? Why and when? There's no story that I can use as a base to this situation, I try to remember manhwas, dramas, romance book plots, and nothing, the villain never became the female lead, or I couldn't remember a similar thing in a love story. So I run to the only place I maybe, found answers: the library! 

I look over and over again all shelf by shelf, without finding anything, so my eyes finally stopped, it was a Winter song, and right next to that Winther song: The warm heart of the Snow Queen, holy mother! I try to read like I have a photography memory, it was another history, how did I end up as a female lead? Yuri was really a villain now? And that guy on the beach was…

"Hwa Suji?" I look at the one they were calling me, and it was him, our eyes connected and this makes my arm hair shiver, how could In't recognize it? He was Yeonjun's stalker "Do you need any help?" I put the books fast in my bag.

"No, I was just doing some research, I'm helping a friend with his photograph project, and the concept is romantic you know, just getting the vibe..." Sound's calm Hwa Suji, calm!

"Oh, that's why that wedding photo yesterday!" Does he seem to relive? 

"Yeah, even my mom believes, I think I'm doing a great job!" He smiles, don't show that you are afraid Suji "I got go now…"

"O right!" He put his hands and his pockets "Come back every time you need! I heard about the video last night! I'm sorry for you to have to be pass-thru so many shits because of that liar.."

"It's okay, I'm strong, well see you later!"I run out there, my heart was beating so fast that I could feel the pulse in my head.

Breath Suji, what he was doing here too? Does that mean Yeonjun is in danger? I walk thru the university halls, and notice, the pictures of me all full of cursing were replaced with Yuri's pictures full of cursing, I take them off the wall and put them in the trash.

"Humiliation teaches nothing!" I scream and everyone looks at me, I see Ji Eun crossing the hall in my direction, she was worried.

"First of all, where were you this morning? Yeonjun almost collapse looking for you! And me too! Second, why in the part you're defending her? She deserves this! Did you watch the video?"

"I was in the library of the university this morning, to think and calm myself down"I hold Ji Eun's hand "Humiliation is not the answer, never! Where is Yeonjun?"

"In the park line, next to your car!"

"Okay, see you later unnie!"I  go in the park line direction, all students are looking at me with sorry faces, being a female lead was so awkward oh my. 

Yeonjun was waiting for leaning in my car, the man he was really a manhwa character, all dressed in black, a big jacket, and sunglasses, so handsome!  He takes his glasses off when he sees me, and when I'm close enough, he hugs me, being in his arms was like being transported to another dimension.

"I'm so sorry that I was sleeping this night, and for not believing in you that time, how could I be so blind?" Was so warm in Yeonjun's arms, and his perfume… Focus Suji, we had to do what was right first.

"It's okay, the circumstance was not the best, nothing in my favor, but I got to ask you something, Yuri's address..." He looks surprised "I wanna do for her, what I wish they have done to me, listen to her side..."

"Do you think that this video has an explanation?" 

"Everything has an explanation, but sometimes is not what we wanna hear..." I was not being completely honest, and this hurt my heart a little bit. 

But all romances have formulas, to the development of the plot, apparently, I just let myself be guided by the writer unknowingly, but now that a dangerous stalker shows up, I can not give myself the privilege to continue being a guide for the writer. I need to be ready, and Yuri probably has answers to help me with that, Yeonjun writes the address.

"You wanna me to go too?" He looks at me all worried, and I already wanna get back to his arms, put yourself together woman!

"There's no need, see you later okay at home okay?" I kiss his forehead and get in the car. 

When I park in front of Yuri's house I observe the neighborhood, which was similar to the one I lived in real life, with Ji Eun, there was no bell in the gate, so I clap. 

"Yuri! That's me, Suji!" No one answers, she is here, I know that, I open my car window and press the car horn "Yuri I'm not leaving before you talk to me!"Five minutes later she shows up. 

"What are you doing here?"Oh, she was mad, like was my fault for her lies!

"I wanna hear your side, understand why you did this!"She sighs, oh please girl don't make me regret "Can I go inside?" She opens the gate and the door without inviting me to in she comeback inside "Thank you!"

Her house was small like mine was before the salon became famous, with book all over the floor, they were about Korean literature, and there is no couch in the living room, she sits on the floor, and look at me daring me to do the same, poor her, she doesn't know me! I sit just like her, Yuri tries to hide her surprise, but because her eyes were perceptible 'Let's start from the begging! Why did you wet yourself?"

"You know wasn't me! " Yuri almost screams. 

"So who did and why?" I ask trying to calm myself, her attitude was not helping.

"Don't play silly with me when you send him!" Don't roll your eyes, Suji. 

"If I did that, why I would be here Yuri?" She realizes her confusion. 

"I don't know, to play the good one?" I look into her eyes.

"Really? Me? Playing the good one? Who did this to you, Yuri? And why do you think I send him, is he next to me or something?" Taehyun would never do that, Soobin liked her, Beomgyun was too busy, and Yeonjun never too. So she snorts. 

"Everybody on the campus knows that the library guy is your biggest fan Suji when he shows up telling me to stop or disturb your happiness! That's why I assume that you, even for indirect paths was guilty of that" He was my fan… "And after that he starts to be all over places, watching if I would do something with you, like in the travel, why did you bring him?"

"I never talked to him before today, I have to go to the library for the first time..." I try to breathe "It was he that filmed Ji Eun and Taehyun's conversation?" She doesn't answer and starts to blush.       

"That was me, I was mad cause Yeonjun was looking bothered by the fact that you runway with that cute guy, I did it without thinking about the consequences I'm sorry, and didn't work in the end because Yeonjun ends things with two days ago..." The stalker was not there to observe Yuri, he was looking for me, Hueningkai was not part of his plan, and he didn't know, until that moment about, my feelings for Yeonjun, but Yuri's video exposed this, he posts Yuris video to do revenge in my name? "Suji, say something.."

"He was not there for you, he was stalking me" Her expression was worried "He posted your video, he spoke with me about this..." If he is a stalker and knows that I'm in love with Yeonjun "Yeonjun is in danger, I got to go!" I didn't listen to what she said, I run for my car and start to call Yeonjun's cell phone, over and over again, driving like crazy in the university's direction "Please answer the phone, answer the dam phone Yeonjun!" I give up so I call Ji Eun she picks up the first signal.

"WHY ARE YOU IN THE YURI'S HOUSE?" She screams on the other side of the line.

"Unnie, listen to me, where is Yeonjun?" Please be with him, please be with him.

"He receives a message saying that Yuri was planning to do something bad with you, he goes out running, I'm at the apartment with you, where are you, Suji?" It was hard to breathe. 

"It was a lie, I'm fine, he is the one in danger, a stalker, I can't explain right now, can you put Taehyun in the line?" She didn't answer, I heard her passing the phone "Tae?"

"Yes, I'm ready." His voice was serious, my tears running down my face.

"You remember how to track someone's phone?" 

"Yes noona, give me a minute" I park on the shoulder waiting for his answer "I'm sending Yeonjun localization right now on your phone! I'm going there too!" I take a deep breath and focus on Suji, you can't lose him again. 

"Okay, see you there!" I turned back to the road taking the way back, never in my life, I drive so fast, Ayrton Senna would be proud.

GPS guide me to a dumping ground, and my blood froze in my veins, Yeonjun misophobia, did he find out? How? I look at the back sit and like magic, a baseball bat emerges. 

"You got to be kidding me," I say looking up as the author could hear me, okay Suji chill, you unless got a weapon, and you were the best in your taekwondo class in elementary school, you're cool and Yeonjun is in danger, he needs you. I get off the car with my baseball bat in my hand and start to follow on my feet the red dot in my cell phone. In the middle of the dumping ground has three sheds, eenie meenie mine, I started but some guys appear, they are all dressed in suits.

"This princess is lost guys, let's guide her home, like the gentleman we are" When the first one advances on me, deflection skillfully, and punches his stomach, the second one I bit with my baseball bat in his...I make a home run! In the third, I give the best high kick, and I hit his head, In the fourth one I use his tie to unbalance him and give him an elbow in his back, so just rest the one who looks like the boss, I punch his face with all my strength, all this in seconds! I'm Vincenzo! I hold the boss for his tie "Dimmi dov'è il mio ragazzo?" (Say where is my boyfriend?)

With his hand shaking he appoints the sheds in the right one "Okay, I will need your belt" He looks at me not believing "NOW"

The boss takes his belts faster as possible. Okay, weirdo get yourself ready cause I'm coming for your head!  When I enter the place is dark, and the difference of light makes my eyes take a fell second to adapt, when my vision focused again I see the stalker holding Yeonjun for his hair, he is all tied up, and unconscious, I will kick that bastard ass so hard that he will have to crawl for the rest of his life.

"You don't know how to see you like this for him breaks my heart." His voice was so calm.

"Don't worry, I'll break your legs too, so you won't be able to feel the pain in your heart!"He laughs out loud, and I remember Hueningkai talking about evil laugh, he was right I do not have one "Now let him go this is between us"

"Oh no Suji, is not just about between us, I'm tired of Yeonjun taking everything that is mine!" The memory of the day of the accident hit me, he screamed at Yeonjun that should be "First my song, later my debut, and now my girl!" He shakes Yeonjun's head.

"First of all, I'm not your girl! Second has legal ways to get back a song, Third and last, is the company that chooses who gonna debut" His eyes seem lost for a second and then come back to have focus. 

"You're just lost, cause you're in love with him, but don't worry the poison on his system will kill him soon, so we don't have to worry anymore!" Poison? The feeling of losing Yeonjun makes the petals in my stomach climb thru my through, I vomit, entire tulips, and they are full of my blood. Yeonjun didn't confess his feelings or decline mine. I keep vomiting for minutes, if I keep this way me and Yeonjun gonna die, the crazy guys leave Yeonjun and walk to hold me "See baby, this will all be gone, and this poison will kill him soon" He shows the bottle, and I thank for the author for making me watching so many chemistry classes, cause now I know to make an antidote, I recompose myself and when I see the stalker relax too, I attack. I try not to get blind by anger but seeing Yeonjun unconscious didn't help, so I remember that I have to do an antidote soon, I tied up the stalker, using my scout knot, and start to search for his stuff the ingredients, or similar bases.    

I just found a rusty thermos bottle in that place, I put all the ingredients inside, and my hands are shaking, When I finish I hold Yeonjun's chest against me, keeping his head high, I open his mouth and make sure that his drinking everything. 

"I'm so sorry Jun" My heart was breaking into pieces "If you were with Yuri nothing of this would be happening" I cry and kiss his forehead If on that day I wasn't later he would found that guy in the hall if he didn't feel the need to explain to me the car accident wouldn't happening, if I follow the history how it was, this wouldn't be happening.

"Please don't regret choosing me yet!" He says, he stays in my arms but his arms were around me too, holding me with strength "When I thought that you're in danger, I realize that I didn't say that I love you!" Yeonjun sits between my legs, and looks in my eyes holding my face in his hand "You're my savvier, there's no place in this world that I feel more love, more loved, and that I love more to be in! I love you Hwa Suji!"

Then he kiss me and was like the world stops, I didn't hear the police sirens or my friend's voice, the world was all about me and Yeonjun.   

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Beomgyu put me and Yeonjun in the same hospital room so he can check both of us at the same time and we don't piss him off with our concerns about each other. The news got the CCTV of the dumping ground, so all Koreans are seeing me kicking that guy's asses. And they got the part when I ask for my boyfriend's localization and gave themselves the work of translating, NICE!

"So, I'm your boyfriend?" Yeonjun asks laying at my side, his face in a red tone. 

"I already told you that you can not lay in my bed!" He holds my arm.

"I can't, I'm your boyfriend, that's our first day, I need to be close to you" Yeonjun hug me. 

"Be careful with the needle in your arm" I warn but he keeps hugging me anyway, so I make myself comfortable in his arms.

"So it was true at the last..." I hear my mom's voice interrupting our moment, we jump to the opposite extremes of the bed "Darling, why him? He doesn't have a stable job" Yes that's absolutely my mom, talking about another person like he is not in the room. 

"Mom, I don't have a stable job, remember?" I hold Yeonjun's hand.

"Yeah, but in the future, you gonna work with us, if Yeonjun had chosen his family legacy, and decided to become a doctor, he heir this hospital with his Hyung, which would be another story!" Oh lord, she sounds like Hueningkai's mom, I hold Yeonjun's hand with strength. 

"Mom I can't live without him" Yeonjun looks at him without believing my words.

"Omoni I can't live without her" Oh my, we're so corny, I love him "And I'm pretty sure that I'll build a stable musician career..." He will, I know.

"And I already take my first step and will realize a makeup brand thru Hwa Cosmetics, I'll make everything from the composition to the marketing"I hold my mom's hand "I'm a woman now, you have to trust me, I know how to defend myself!"

So five guys enter the rooms, I was waiting for them.

"Yes omoni," Parallel 38 says "Look at this purple eye right here" He points to his face "Noonim made this" So Beomgyun enters the room looking nervous.

" Do you call these guys?" By his voice tone, he is mad at me.

"Yes" I answer and mom hides behind me  "They will be my store security guard if they don't wanna be sue, and of course after being properly trained." Everybody in the room looks at me like I was insane, may I was, is that thing, that keeps your friends close, and your enemies closer, that lunatic will never put anyone that I love in danger again.

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