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I'm hanging out w my previous fwb tomorrow (I cant get him to fuck me bc he's into someone else sadly lol, but I do have someone else I can run to if I feel especially self destructive <3) so I can't be hungover tomorrow but I'm SOOOOO tempted to just run to the nearby bar and fuck myself up until I vomit my brain out <3

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oooopsss looked at gore and hs shit out of incognito now everyone knows how fucked up I am :'))

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P̷̢̱̮͔̝̄͗A̵̢̞͎̟͙̘͓͗́̆͂͌͝Y̴͍̳̣̲̱̌̀̆̾̊̄͆́̚͜͝B̵̨͙̬͔̥̮͙͔̉̋ͅA̶̬̮̫͈̲̱̖̯̫̎̇͑̂̌̿͜C̷̞͓͛̀͊̊̇̉̎̓̃͝K̶̢̫̮͉͉̘͍̣̄̽̃̂̀̈́̉͗͒ My art is so out of order but I keep forgetting to post things LOL I”M TRYINGGGG.ಥ_ಥ

#I desire him carnally #blood #gore #tw gore #tw blood

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Doing mentally ill arts & crafts aka covering parts of my journal with post-it notes to hide sentences about me wanting to be violated :)

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Google how do I make someone so obsessed with my body they forget I'm a human being

#AHAHAH I'm so fucked #hypersexuality #hypersexual #bpd hypersexuality #hypersexual vent #hypersexuality vent

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Our sexual energies match perfectly and somehow my bpd isn't even completely on fire about him but at the same time I wish it was bc life is so much easier when I'm obsessed over someone????? help

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Got a new fwb! :)

He left the country for four months! :(

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Hi I've been too scared to touch my computer bc I'm so paranoid over certain people :) how's it going mentally ill gang

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My fwb doesnt wanna be in a sexual relationship anymore bc he might have feelings towards someone else :) haha fuck my bpd HATES this

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#past

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Things just keep happening and I always find myself wishing I could just tell you about them…

#t #i

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#tw blood #blood #gore #tw gore

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Libra

Either I'm extremely horny and flirty, overly talkative and extroverted, or falling into a bpd spiral with emotions flipping from side to side

might flop but….. rb with ur sign & what kind of drunk you are

#tw sui mention

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I never knew it could get so dark. I’ve never known a dark that was as dark as this.

Alice Munro, Selected Stories; from ‘The Progress of Love’

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— Alice Notley, from “In the Pines.”

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— Franz Kafka, from “Letters to Felice‎.”

#yeah #my god yeah

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i feel like an anxious kitten who wants to meow and cuddle and sob

but when you look at me i’m cold and serious. at worst — tired

#LITERALLY ME ALL THE TIME MAN #FUCK