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day and night

summary: you’ve always felt like you never fit in Hongjoong’s world.. or maybe he just didn’t fit in yours.

pairing: kq fellaz kim hongjoong x reader.

genre: multi-part, angst, fluff, future smut

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This last year you were in a wonderful relationship with Hongjoong. The hardworking leader of Ateez, but the love of your life to you. Even though they were still considered rookies, they blew up so early in their careers. From millions of views online to thousands of record sales, you couldn’t be more proud of him.

You met him by chance, while he was still a trainee, filming his pre-debut show called kq fellaz, as all of his fans know. You happened to sign up for classes that summer with your best friend, who was an amazing dancer and begged you to go with her. After weeks of convincing, you finally decided to give it a shot and now you don’t regret it one bit.

Obviously, you had a lot of practice to do, everyone else was so talented and you were rather uncoordinated in the sense that you were clearly not on the same level as everyone else. And Hongjoong saw that, but rather than mock you or laugh at you, he decided to help.

“Hi,” a young man with dark hair spoke up beside you, “need help?”

You felt embarrassed, already out of breath when you were only just practicing the first part of the choreography, “Oh I’m okay, thank you,” you blushed red, wanting the ground to swallow you whole and cancel your membership immediately.

“Are you sure? I want to help,” he smiled at you, not in a humorous way but instead, kindly, “I know it’s hard.. but I can teach you..”

You looked around, noticing everyone almost having the movement and rhythm down while you were still struggling with the counts. You turn back to him and he raises an eyebrow, deep brown eyes soft.

“Okay,” you agree hesitantly, and his eyes gleam.

“What is your name?” He asks.

“Y/n..” you tell him, “what’s yours?”

“I’m Hongjoong.”

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From then on, he helped you during every class and taught you how to dance properly. You both even did a small choreo together, that sadly never made it to the dance studios channel, but was still fun nonetheless.

You both had exchanged numbers and despite his limited English, he still made an effort to talk to you. Of course he preferred phone calls, as it improved his language skills but mostly because he wanted to hear your voice whenever you were apart. You had developed feelings for him but he told you he would only be staying a month before he had to leave back home to Seoul, so you never thought you would have a chance.

On his very last night in LA, you took him to your favorite spot, a small beach to watch the sunset and the stars while laying on the hood of your car. You left the radio on, the latest pop song at the time playing softly in the background as you talked and laughed with him. Hours had passed, and it was almost time to take him back to his rented house before his manager would notice his disappearance.

“I’m going to miss you,” you say softly, still looking at the stars, “I hope you debut, you really deserve it Hongjoong..”

“I’ll miss you too, I wish I didn’t have to leave..” he whispers sadly, “I want to stay here, with you. Here in LA.”

“You shouldn’t stay here Hongjoong, you have so much talent.. you’re an amazing person, you were meant to be an idol,” you look at him and he turns to you, “I wouldn’t want to hold you back.”

He stares at you for a long time, before opening his mouth, almost hesitating, “Y/n.. can I tell you something?” You nod, turning your body to lean on your arm next to him.

“I like you..” he blushes, his hands trembling at his confession to you.

“You.. you do?” He nods, eyes looking away in embarrassment.

“I like you too..” your eyes water, “I really like you Hongjoong.”

His eyes snap back to yours, softening when he sees your face. “Don’t cry,” he pulls you close to him, hand caressing your face to wipe away your tears.

“Don’t forget about me..” you whisper, looking up at his beautiful, clear face.

He looks at you for a second, before leaning down to place his lips softly on yours. His warm hand holds your face, while yours shoot up to grab onto his shirt, pulling him as close as you can. You kiss until you run out of breath, finally separating when it becomes too much.

“We’ll make it work,” he lets out a smile, pushing your hair out of your face, “I’ll never forget about you. I’m yours.. and you’re mine.”

#ateez angst #ateez fluff #ateez smut #ateez hongjoong #ateez #ateez kim hongjoong #hongjoong smut #hongjoong angst #hongjoong fluff #kim hongjoong #kim hongjoong angst #ateez scenarios #ateez fic #hongjoongie #hongjoong #kpop smut #kpop angst #kpop fluff

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??????? OH MY GOSH

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MAN HIMSELF

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♡ endless chan gifs ♡ [346 - 351] / ∞ – IDOL RADIO ​​​Stray Kids absolute pitch game! (200618)

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do yall re-read your own smut and think like damn how did i write such filth or is it just me?

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please yunho hold me down while you fuck my brains out and call me tiny and cute

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Jim Halpert makes my heart h u r t.

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Chan is slowly killing me these days

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hey i really loved your work clarity

thank u my love!! im glad you enjoyed it💗

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I was just minding my own business on ig and...

...body goals??

#a.c.e bk #a.c.e fluff #a.c.e jun #a.c.e #a.c.e chan #a.c.e smut #a.c.e angst #a.c.e kpop #kpop smut #a.c.e wow #a.c.e sehyoon #a.c.e scenarios #kpop fluff #kpop angst

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Mingi : so you got a girl pregnant.

Yunho : Mingi it was for a kdrama!

Mingi : I don't wanna hear it.

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[12:37am]—khj

“hey wait! wait!”

you don’t bother turning around, walking out the bar where your coworkers and you were celebrating for the music show win your company’s boy group received. after a couple of shots with your boss, you excused yourself to the bathroom, only to see hongjoong pressed against the wall with one of your pretty female coworkers all up on him. you stare at them in shock, before snapping out of it and running away.

“y/n!” you can hear him call for you and you still ignore it.

an arm holds your forearm, forcing you to turn around and stop to look at him. his eyes are frantic as they stare at yours, which are glassy but you refuse to let the tears fall. “it’s not what it looked like,” his lips trembled as his hand held onto you tight, almost afraid to let you go, as if you’ll disappear.

“it’s none of my business,” you whisper, tearing your eyes from his, looking at the pavement to avoid staring at his stupidly handsome face.

“look at me,” he places his warm hand on your cold cheek, softly turning your face to make you meet his eyes again, “it wasn’t me, she came onto me!–“

“it doesn’t matter,” you whisper quietly, “i won’t tell anyone, if you’re scared i‘ll tell on you.. don’t, i promise your secret is safe with me.”

“no, that’s not what i–,” he takes a moment to breath and shuts his eyes, “i need you to understand that i didn’t do that, i didn’t kiss her..”

“why,” you mumble, wet tears starting to fall, “why did you run out here? why do you need to tell me this?”

his eyes open once more and soften when he sees your expression, “because i don’t want you to think that i want her, that i want anyone else.”

“but i still don’t get it,” you shake your head, “it doesn’t matter to me, i work for the company, i’m not your..”

you pause, “i’m not your girlfriend.. i’m nothing to you..”

he lets go of your face, tears welling in his eyes now. “don’t you get it?” he hisses, your eyes widening at his unusual tone of voice, “have you really never considered my feelings?”

“feelings? what, hongjoong–“

“yes, my feelings,” he cuts you off, “for you, y/n.. i love you.”

“me?” you stare at him in disbelief, “how can you love me? i’m nothing compared to you, i’m not pretty or talented. hongjoong, i think you’ve had too many shots..oh–“

you don’t get to say another word as he pulls you into a kiss, pouring all his emotions into it. he nips at your mouth with need and desperacy, holding you close by the back of your neck. you melt into the kiss, wrapping your arms around him. finally he pulls away, smiling in content at your dazed expression.

“i don’t care who you are, but to me you’re everything and more,” he brushes a hair out of your face, “i just want you, and i refuse to settle for less than your love.. of course, if you want me too, that is.”

he looks at you nervously, but it only brings a smile on your lips.

“i’m yours”

a/n: based on joongie’s unofficial jason mraz cover on vlive :’))

#ateez angst #ateez hongjoong #ateez smut #ateez fluff #ateez #ateez kim hongjoong #kpop angst #kpop fluff #ateez oneshot #ateez imagines #atiny #ateez drabbles

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I have soooo many drafts that I want to post but im having a writers block >:’(((

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today hongjoong read my question on vlive and im so sad I didn’t record it I only got to screenshot 2 secs later😭😭 BUT MY BABY NOTICED ME

#hongjoong #ateez angst #ateez smut #ateez #ateez fluff #ateez hongjoong #kim hongjoong #hongjoongie #atiny

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but... the accuracy????

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06.07.2020 bae irene - monster mv

#irene #irene bae #red velvet irene #bae irene #monster mv #red velvet #IRENE MAKES ME GAY #seulgi #irene moodboard #irene & seulgi #kpop

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THAT PART

whats a girl to do if she cant be choked by bang chan🥺🥺