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You’re clumsy

Mw2/CoD Headcanons

Warnings: mention of injuries and in accidentally hurting yourself , a bit fluffy

Includes

Ghost, soap, price, Rudy, Alejandro, Valeria, König, laswell Gus and Makarov

Ghost:

- it's certainly not the first time you've fallen flat on your face in front of him, and he's sure it won't be the last either

- you two were walking holding hands and there was a pleasant silence between you

- he let go of your hand for a moment to answer his cell phone which was vibrating, excused himself and walked a little away from you

- you wanted to take advantage of the time and get you both an ice cream, because first of all it was warm and secondly, who had anything against ice cream on a hot day?

- the moment he hung up he looked at you and saw you walking towards him with two ice cream corns in your hands and his only thought was . >>hopefully you won't fall now<<

- and it was as if he had sensed it you tripped over your own feet and the ice came flying towards him

- it was the moment where he stared at the ice that was now on the ground before he walked over to you and knelt down to you

- he couldn't help but grin a little though

- but that changed when he saw that you had scraped your knees.

- only a sigh escaped him when he looked into your eyes and saw that your knees hurt

- your way home was quite fast and when you arrived home he first cleaned your wound and then bandaged it before he made himself comfortable with you on the sofa to firstly make sure that you wouldn't hurt yourself again and secondly to make sure that you wouldn't break him or your apartment by your clumsiness

- do not worry, you still came to your ice cream

Soap:

- he himself is not necessarily a man who is pursued by luck, at least not in private.

- he rides motorcross with his brothers and friends? It's actually a hundred percent certain that he'll hit the only tree in a hundred miles.

- he thought he was clumsy, but after he met you he was sure he was harmless unlike you

- there wasn't a day you didn't hurt yourself unintentionally

- you missed a step and fell down the stairs, once again

- you had cut your own finger while cutting vegetables

- or you touched something from the hot oven.

- Soap wasn't sure from then on whether you were just clumsy or cursed

- because of you he never had any bandages at home because they were always needed by you

- he really loved you, but he was sure you were the reason he would have a heart attack someday

Price :

- he had already made his house baby safe, hoping you would hurt yourself less, but somehow you still managed to do it

- he found you on a ladder trying to change a light bulb and the moment he saw you and you saw him it was like someone kicked you off the ladder

- out of the blue the ladder collapsed and Price tried to catch you

- he succeeded but now he was sure he needed a new back and discs

- the problem was your clumsiness hurt not only you but him as well

- once a hot frying pan slipped out of your hand and fell on his foot

- you twisted your ankle on a hiking trail and pushed him to keep your balance, so he fell six feet and landed in mud.

- the list went on

- he also had half a pharmacy at home because of you

- he really loved you, but he was getting really scared that you were trying to kill him

Alejandro

- he just looked at you, no emotion was in his face and inside he wondered how unlucky he had been

- it was Rudy who pulled him out of his stupor and offered him a towel, while you just looked at him shocked as if it wasn't your fault that he was now standing completely wet in front of his base

- he took the towel from Rudy's hand without breaking eye contact before his eyebrow twitched and you started running away from him

- he didn't even have to run after you extremely fast because only after a few seconds you tripped over your feet and you fell down

- it was the moment he saw your wounds that he threw his revenge plan in the garbage to take care of you

- he tried to calm you down in spanish, while he took care of your wounds

- but he didn't miss the chance to swear in spanish as well

- after all he was completely soaked and already left a puddle under himself

- he could not be angry with you, but he was sure that the next time you try to water flowers he will be far away from you

- and that from now on he would take change clothes with him...

Rudy:

- You tried to help your husband

- and he knew the danger how clumsy you are and still he allowed you to help him sort the files

- you were almost done, when you somehow got caught with your sleeve on one of the thousand folders and threw them all on the floor, which with your luck also opened and all the sheets spread across the room

- and as if that wasn't bad enough you also cut yourself on one of the sheets

- and then again

- and again

- and in the end you had more little wounds than you could count

- and he was out of band-aids

- well the whole headquarters was out of band-aids

Graves:

- he thinks it's absolutely cute how clumsy you are, it makes him feel so strong right away because he can help you then

- he might have some problems yk

- but he only thinks it's cute when you trip and hold on to him and blush in shame

- but as soon as you hurt yourself he thinks about taking you to a safe place where you can't hurt yourself

- while he's bandaging you he says how brave you are and how proud he is of you

- for him it is nothing new, but still he never gets used to your clumsiness

König

- König himself was not necessarily the most skillful person living on earth

- he was military and also in an elite unit but in private nothing was safe from him

- as often as he ran by his size against a door frame or unintentionally knocked something over because it was not in his vision

- but together with you it was a disaster at your home

- you could actually go to Walmart, Target or Ikea every week to replace something in your apartment because it was broken

- you both had new bruises, wounds or other injuries all the time

- so it was nothing new for him that you hurt yourself cutting potatoes and he took care of your finger like a pro

- you joked so often about how he had to take care of you that maybe he shouldn't become a medic.

Valeria

- if she could she would wrap you up in cotton and let you live in a rubber cell where you can't hurt yourself

- she's so tired of your clumsiness that sometimes it hurts her even to see you in pain

- besides, you often manage to hurt not only yourself but also the people around you

- you trip on the stairs and take Valeria down with you?

- happened more than once

- you twist your ankle and accidentally hit Diego?

- also happened already

- a flowerpot falls out of your hand while you were standing on the balcony and hit one of Valeria's people?

- also already happened

- she is now used to you coming into her office and showing her a new wound so she just sighs and prays to god you don't kill yourself unintentionally

- or someone else

Laswell

- she can hear a knock on your door and already knows you've hurt yourself again

- her office at your home is now half a hospital ward as often as she has to fix you up

- she's incredibly glad you're not in the military, because even though she loves you to death, she knows you wouldn't last even five minutes in combat...

- or you'd accidentally kill someone of ur own in the first five minutes....

- When you first met Captain Price and his boys, Soap took you to the firing range while Kate talked to Price.

- by the end of the nice little talk they had your gun had slipped out of your hand while u shot and you had managed to broke Soap's nose while breaking your own index finger.

- That was the deciding factor for Kate to keep you away from weapons of any kind.

- She prefers you alive.

- and she doesn't want 141 to die cause of you ...

Gus

- he is sure that an evil spirit or something like that must be haunting you with how unlucky and how clumsy you are

- he loves you but he is permanently worried about you, especially when he is not at home and can keep an eye on himself

- of course you are never alone because his whole family lives where you live but it's just not the same

- they can't protect you like he can and he knows that too

- because of you he even has a little first aid kit in every room, cause you already hurt yourself in the most unbelievable ways

- it was especially funny when you fell down the stairs and with him

- he was the one who broke his arm while you landed softly on top of him

- so for him it's nothing new, but he's still afraid that you'll die one day because of your clumsiness.

Makarov:

- he is so done with you

- he is one of the most dangerous men

- one who has survived thanks to his intelligence and skill

- and then there was you in his life

- you were by far the only person he cared about and then you of all people had to be so clumsy and hurt yourself all the time

- he had even moved his guns out of your reach because of you so you wouldn't accidentally shoot his ass again

- he had asked you to bring him a gun while he was standing at the table and going through the plans of the next attack

- the gun fell out of your hand and you released the trigger, and shot him in the ass

- he was so pissed and it took him a lot not to scream at you

- he liked how you cared for him afterwards tho…. He might consider to give u a gun again just so he can have all your attention to himself

- and because he loves your guilty filled eyes

- he’s an bastard

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buckysmith · 1 year

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Ramazan paylaşımlarınız çok güzeldi! Sana özel bir teşekkür etmek istedim! keşke senin gibi saygılı insanlar olsa💖💖💖

Çok teşekkür ederim! Beğenmenize çok sevindim, her şeyin gönlünüzce olmasını ve tüm dualarınızın gerçekleşmesini dilerim.

(Türkçem çok kötü olduğu için özür dilerim!)

And dear, it’s the bare minimum in my opinion, so it was a pleasure to make something like this for my friends ☪️✝️

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buckysmith · 1 year

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As much as it pains me… I love angst sm. 😼 thanks for sharing your beautiful works with us legend, can’t wait to see what you have planned next!

Thank YOU for the praise my dear it means a lot to me!🫶

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buckysmith · 1 year

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honestly. fuck them bitches who were in your ask box. it’s not your fault that it wasn’t appealing to them. i, personally, enjoyed it. i hope you’re doing okay💕

Thank you sweetheart, I needed that rn tbh.

I’m happy that you enjoyed it <3

I hope u’re having a nice day! 🫶

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buckysmith · 1 year

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Ramadan Special

NON BINARY READER

First disclaimer, I'm NOT a Muslim, so I use google and a lot of websites to write that headcanon, so I DEEPLY APOLOGIZE for ANY mistakes, please let me know if I did something wrong/incorrect and I'll correct it as fast as I can!

Why do I do an Ramadan special when I'm not an Muslim? 'Cause it's only fair for my dear friends from another religion to have the same treatment as my own religion, so cause I did an Christmas special, I'll do an Ramadan special as well.

So as a Christian I wish all my Muslim friends, a happy Ramadan, may all your duas come true this Ramadan!

Ramadan Mubarak! <3

Enjoy it D. and thank you so much for helping me with the intel <3

Oh and dear, if you're reading this, I was just as embarrassed as gromsko, much love 😂

Ghost:

- he knows that for you it is an incredibly important period, so it hurts him even more to leave you alone during this time because of his job

- if he is not in the country due to his job and has the time, he will call you just before iftar to either wish you a good evening or to be there via FaceTime

- if he is at home, he helps you during the day to prepare food for the evening so that you can have a nice time together with friends and family in the evening

- if you are not feeling well, it is not a problem for him to take over your household chores, because he has the highest respect for what you do for your faith and seeing you happy is the most important for him

- during ramadan he also keeps some distance physically so as not to tempt you

- he would even sleep in the guest room if you want it

- it is important for him not to do anything wrong and therefore he learns through you, other muslims and many books what he has to follow and what he is allowed to do and what not, which what he can help you and so much more

- expect him to sit next to you, almost asleep just to eat suhoor at 3 AM with you

- he doesn’t give a something when you tell him that he can go to sleep early, he stays awake for you no matter what, no matter how tired he is

Soap

- as a Roman Catholic, he is familiar with fasting, however, it was a surprise to him how big the difference are

- he was a bit confused at the beginning, not knowing exactly what he could and could not do.

- when he found out that you were going to fast for a month and therefore abstain from water and food for a month, he was already panic-stricken that you would die because of the dehydration.

- however the fear subsided after you explained it to him and he felt really stupid

- if he is not at home during ramadan because of his job, he will make sure you are near your family/friends or that you can go to his family to break the fast

- he is a really good cook and his dishes are always very good, he doesn't like spicy food but he will cook anything for you, you just have to tell him what you want.

- if you are not feeling well during Ramadan, he will make sure that he can at least make your life more comfortable

- but expect him to avoid you physically like the plague itself

- he loves you too much and has too little self control to keep the relationship between you "normal" so he tries to have as little physical contact as possible, after all he doesn't want you to commit a sin or anything like that

- while you are fasting, he is also fasting while he is at home, he thinks it is unfair that only you are fasting and so he goes along with it

- but if he goes on a mission he apologizes a thousand times for not fasting as well.

Alejandro

- he is quite awkward at the beginning concerning the topic.

- México isn't a country with many muslims and therefore he simply lacks the knowledge.

- however, it is important to him that you know that he supports you in every aspect of your life.

- accordingly he learns a lot about your religion to not look completely stupid

- but he was really awkward the first time

- he did not know what he is allowed to do and what not

- in his base there was always music playing, when he found out that you were not allowed to listen to music among other things, he made sure that as soon as you entered the base there was no music to be heard anywhere

- when he found out that you were in fact allowed to listen to music, he felt so stupid and you teased him about it endlessly

- he even arranged for you to have your own little room on the base, which looked towards Mecca, where you could pray in peace, if you ever spent a longer time on the base

- he also tried not to drink or eat in front of you, nor to say any swear words in that time

- he would also gladly do the cooking for you if it was too much for you and you needed time to rest or pray.

- he avoided physical touch with you like the plague, cause he knew himself and he wanted everything but to commit a sin

Rudy

- he is a little awkward at the beginning, in México there are not many Muslims he could have learned from, so it is new territory for him to learn more about you, your culture and religion.

- The first time he experienced Ramadan with you, he was confused why you didn't have breakfast with him in the morning as usual

- he then offered you something to drink, which you also declined

- and when you told him that you were not allowed to eat or drink anything for a month, he died inside.

- but he didn't make a face cause he didn't want to hurt you and just nodded with a smile.

- when he went to work that day, the first person he talked to was Alejandro.

- he talked to his best friend about how unhealthy it was to not eat for a month, but he was way more worried about you not drinking anything

- three days without water was bad, but a month?! How did you survive that before?! He was sure that you must be a super human to go a month without water.

- he came home that evening at the time you broke your fast, and was shocked to see so much delicious food

- that confused him, he thought you were not allowed to eat and drink anything?

- after you explained it to him he understood and at the same time was so incredibly relieved and ashamed

- he also keeps his distance during Ramadan and the most you might get is a kiss on the cheek if you don't allow him to give you more attention

- but as soon as Ramadan is over he makes up for all the attention he missed during that month.

Price:

- he has traveled a lot in his life, got to know many people and many religions and is accordingly enlightened

- especially because his "adopted daughter" Farah is muslim herself

- he tries to be with you during this time, but his job doesn't allow that most of the time, so he at least tries to call you or write you an sms

- if he can't make it at all, he records a video and sends it to you so that he can be there too

- but if he is at home, he does it for you out of solidarity, because he was once not allowed to eat solid food for two weeks and was so mad at everyone who ate in front of him

- he even gives up smoking, which is incredibly difficult for him, but nothing is too hard for him when it's for you

- he is also an incredibly good cook, so you are not alone in preparing food for your whole family and believe me, even your family loves his food

- the hardest thing for him though was to avoid physical contact, because his mind quickly darts to something else and he knew yours was too, so he kept his distance.... Unless you allowed him that certain something after sunset.

Laswell:

- She has several friends who are Muslims, so it's not new territory

- she has already celebrated iftar with all of them, helped her friends to cook and is really good at it

- when you cooked together for the first time during Ramadan, you always let her taste the food to know if there was anything missing in the spices

- for that you had cooked all the dishes you would cook during Ramadan before it so she knew what they should taste like

- she also tried to avoid eating or drinking in front of you and also stopped smoking in front of you

- for her the worst thing was not to have as much physical contact with you as before, but she knew how fast your mind was elsewhere and she did not want you to break your fast because of her

Valeria

- she did not care much for religion, neither for her own nor for any of the others

- for her religion was only the strongest means to oppress people, because it threatened consequences after death and put pressure on people during their lifetime

- she saw it as the perfect means to control people the way you wanted to

- however, she knew that you were faithful to your religion and that it was important to you, which she did not understand, but she accepted it for you

- she also made sure that you had a quiet place in her villa where you could pray in peace

- the principle of fasting was not really understandable to her but it did not make much difference to her since you usually ate something after sunset anyway

- although she is not a fan of religion, she still tries to be there for you and support you

- what really annoys her is that she has to stay physically at a distance

König

- a few of his old colleagues were Muslims, which is why he partly noticed it, but other religions did not interest him very much

- his religion was more than enough for him, he didn't need to know anything about others, after all his was already too much for him!

- However, this changes when you told him about your religion, explained it to him and why you are fasting and all the other things.

- he listens to you attentively and tries to remember as much of it as possible

- he has the highest respect for you that you manage not to drink or eat anything during the day for a month, he had tried it for five days

- the food had been an easy one, he had had many missions where he had no food for a long time, but drinking had been the problem for him

- he could not do without water during the day

- the worst thing for him was that when he was at home he couldn't have that much physical contact with you anymore

- but after Ramadan he will make up for all the physical contact he missed, so be prepared.

Makarov

- for him religion is only a means to legally oppress people to make them compliant without getting violent

- he likes the principle of religion itself, because in his opinion it makes people stick to something for centuries

- For him, it's the same thing he did to people

- when you told him that you were going to fast, he was confused and didn't really understand

- you had to explain it to him and you could see in his face that he was not the biggest fan of it

- according to him it was just impossible to know if you had time to eat at night, after all you lived with him

- however, when he saw that it hurt you the way he treated your religion, he made sure that you could fully concentrate on your religion during this time

- he tries to support you in his own way, which may not always be correct but he tries his best

Gromsko

- he himself had a few colleagues who were Muslims and with whom he celebrated iftar, but only when you lived with him did he really realize what it actually meant

- he made you a Ramadan calendar like you made him an Advent calendar at Christmas

- he filled it with things he knew you would like, different sweets and a lot of other stuff

- he also helped you with cooking or did all the housework when you were not feeling well

- he also helped you cook and prepare for breaking the fast

- he found out of his own that you were not allowed to listen to music, he made sure that there wasn’t music playing anywhere

- that confused you, cause he was always listing to some Taylor swift song and when you asked him about it he told you confused himself that you weren’t allowed to listen to music, which made you giggle

- you told him that you were allowed to listen to it, but that you had to avoid it a bit, to focus more on praying and your religion

- he was SOO embarrassed that he had misunderstood it

- he helped and supported you wherever he could

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buckysmith · 1 year

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Waaaahhhhh NOT RUDY TOO

My baby would never

I don’t think any of them would tbh, but aren’t headcanons supposed to break your heart from time to time :‘( </3

…well Shepard would, but he’s an A with double $$ and a hole, and we don’t like that so he isn’t on the list :3

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buckysmith · 1 year

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Cod needs more angst, thank you for your service😭💛

•//^//• thank you for ur kindness <3

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buckysmith · 1 year

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They cheat on you Part 2

Requested non-binary reader except for Laswell

Includes:

Ghost, Makarov, Gromsko, Keegan, Laswell (x fem reader),

Rudy, Valeria and Horangi

Let the feast- sorry, wrong fandom.

Lemme start that again, let the hate begin

Prepare yourself with some tissues and ice cream cause you’re gonna need it

Ghost:

- Ghost is a busy man, most of the time he is on the road and only rarely he is at home

- he is not the kind of man who commits himself to someone, his trust issues are much too big for that

- but you had made it, he trusted you and committed himself to you

- but he was still very busy and although he loved you, it was strange for him to have someone waiting for him at home

- most of the time he was annoyed when he came home from a job, he wanted to be alone and even though you gave him his needed space it was your mere presence that annoyed him, it was just too much for him and he didn't even know why

- one of the reasons why you had to take your own apartment and didn't live with him anymore, because one time he had kicked you out of the apartment after he came home and wanted his „silent space".

- after a few days normally everything went fine and over the years it got better - you moved in together and it worked between you, but at some point it started again

- he became cold again, distant and upset about your mere existence

- after a fight in which he told you to find another place for a week so he would be happy again afterwards you decided to go to your family/your best friend to give him the desired distance

- when you came back home you knew something was wrong

- he was sitting on your sofa, his eyes were fixed on the floor and he looked like a kicked dog

- your heart broke when he told you that he had cheated on you

- but it hurt you even more when he told you that he had been cheating over and over again in your years long relationship

- it was not a one time thing but a continuous thing

- his voice was calm, not hint that he was sorry for the fact that he had cheated on you billions of times

- it was always colleagues or some random women he met between on his missions, but one woman who worked in his team was probably the one with whom he had a sexual relationship next to you

- for Ghost it was nothing more than sex but for the other woman it became more, she fell in love with him and he had to end this sexual relationship.

- this was the same time your relationship started to crumble

- while he was telling you all this you realized that while he was cheating on you your relationship was good, where he was caring, where he brought you your favorite flowers and took you to the most romantic dates

- he was tender and understanding while he was cheating on you and stopped when the other woman had to leave his life

- you stopped listening to him, got up and went to your shared bedroom to get the most important of your things

- it wasn't much you wanted, important papers, your clothes and nothing else

- he watched you while you gathered your things, but stopped you as you were leaving the bedroom again

- he asked you if you really wanted to break up with him after all these years, after all you had been through together

- he also said that he didn't know if you had cheated on him, after all he wasn't home most of the year and that he knew you were a good looking person let alone your personality.

- he had the hope that you would give him another chance after he told you the truth, but after you didn't answer his question but put your engagement ring in his hand he knew that you wouldn't give him a chance again

- that he had fucked up

- you moved in with your best friend after your breakup with Ghost

- Ghost had the hope you would come back on your own

- seeing you moving on, falling in love again or just being happy with having a single live he realized what he had lost

- it was soap that helped him realize it even more, cause he asked ghost what he would've done if you had cheated on him

- he regrets it so so so much

- think about it darling, would he forgive and forget if you would've done what he did? If the answer is No, you shouldn't even dare to think about return.

- but you're happy how could you not? Treating yourself or get treat by someone else how you deserve it is so much better than being with someone who doesn't appreciate you

Horangi

- he had never really thought about having a family, or even a partner at all

- for him his life was all about gambling, one of the reasons he joined the military in the first place

- yet here you were, you had managed to get the man who had never committed to anything, never had any desire to be in a relationship, to fall at your feet and beg you to be your partner

- he had begged you to choose him as your partner because he knew that you could have every person you want. - that was six years ago now

- your relationship was calm and loving, there were rarely fights and in general you were just a great team

- there was only one fight which had almost cost your relationship, but this was already five years ago

- he made sure that you were safe and that no one from his old life would ever know about you

- it was his greatest fear to lose you, because he knew if the men he owed money to would find you, they would pay his debts through you

- it was a quiet evening, he had cooked for you and now you were lying together in the bathtub

- you were sitting between his legs, his arms were wrapped around your body and your back was touching his chest while he was spreading gentle kisses on your shoulders and neck

- it was his cell phone which interrupted the silence you both enjoyed

- he didn't want to answer it but you knew that only his work had his number so he forced himself out of the warm water and answered the phone

- his facial expression changed abruptly

- of course you were worried and went to him when he hung up

- you wanted to know what was going on, but he just said he had to go.

- he also told you that you should not leave your house under any circumstances, that you should activate the alarm system and always stay near the safe room

- he quickly dried himself off, got dressed and gave you a long and intense kiss like never before

- two weeks passed and you hadn't heard anything from him

- you were preparing dinner for yourself, while the the TV was on, one reporter telling about the murder of a woman and her four year old son again

- you were about to turn off the TV when you heard the front door open and just a few moments later your husband was standing in front of you

- it was a strange moment between you, his eyes were almost emotionless while his face looked like he had been crying the whole week

- he fell on his knees in front of you before bowing to you and pressing his forehead to the floor

- you were now completely confused

- he started apologizing, begging you for forgiveness

- you also got on your knees, forced him back on his knees and gently to cup his face with your hands before asking him what was going on, why he was begging for forgiveness

- that was the moment he started to cry and to put his hands on yours to keep you with him

- and then he started to tell you

- he had had a weak moment five years ago

- it was right after your fight

- he had drunk way too much that night and could only vaguely remember what happened after that when he left the bar

- it was like he was standing next to his body during the night, at least that's what he could remember

- he had slept with a woman and from this one night stand a child was born although he was sure that he had used a condom

- the woman found him when she was in her sixth month and asked him if he would take care of her and the child

- when the child was born he did a paternity test and it was really his child

- she had begged him again and again to move in with her and the child, that she was the mother of his child, but to him she was only a sign of his weakness of character

- she and the child were the proof that he was still a man who did not take responsibility for his mistakes, that he was a weak and disgusting asshole

- she and the child were the proof that he had to work on himself

- he never held it against the child, but even cared for it.

- it was his child, he could not change that and the child was not to blame for his mistake so it was his job to make sure that he never saw himself as a mistake

- he liked his son, he was a smart kid for his age, well spoken and friendly, a kid his parents would have liked him to be

- he had never slept with the woman or any other again

- however, he had financially supported the mother of his child

- the men he was in debt to had somehow found out about the woman and his son and made them pay for his debt

- that was the moment when he put his hand on your cheek and told you that you had to leave the country, that you had to go into hiding as far away as possible

- he had already used his contacts in the two weeks to get you into a witness protection program.

-so you didn't have an hour to process that he had betrayed you, that you would have to leave your life behind, lose everything to start somewhere new and pack your suitcase

- he helped you to carry your suitcase into the van which was already waiting for you

- he gave you a note before you got into the van

- two years passed, the note he gave you was still in your possession

- it took you a while to understand what the numbers (59.3226463, 14.3274882) meant and when you found out that they were coordinates, you had to think if it was worth going there

- you went there after almost three years

- there was nothing to see except a small lake and a Lifebuoy with a first aid kit

- but on the first aid box was instead of a cross a tiger

- so you went there and opened the box

- in it was a satellite phone and only one number stored in it

- so you called this one number and not two seconds later the person on the other said your name

- and that person was him, horangi, the man you once loved so much

- he had been waiting for you and your call all these years, it was up to you to either answer him or throw the phone into the lake and leave him and your relationship behind for good

- a single moment can change everything, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse, but a single moment, a single action can change EVERYTHING.

Makarov

- Loyalty to others? Hah, no forget that

- he is and was loyal only to himself, because he could not expect any betrayal from himself

- and yet his heart had betrayed him in the end

- and then you were not even someone who had worked with him, you were a nobody, a someone who had nothing to do with his world

- a single gesture had awakened his interest in you, had turned the nobody you were into a somebody

- you had helped him without knowing who he was, without thinking of the consequences that your actions could have brought with them

- you had ignored the obvious warnings

- you had found him on your way home, if you could call it that

- it had been cold, there was snow everywhere and the visibility was also limited by the fog so you drove slowly on the known route

- there were three suv which appeared out of nowhere, with such an speed that you could only just avoid them

- it was your luck that the actual narrow road which led through the forest became wider at this point and allowed you to dodge them

- you drove on for several feet while watching the cars disappearing in the rearview mirror

- something inside you said that you had to turn around, that you had to go where the cars came from

- you cursed yourself as you turned your wheels and went back to check it out

- that's how they always die first in horror movies.

- it didn't take long to see the burning mansion standing in the middle of the woods

- you called out to see if anyone needed help, or if even anyone was still there, but the expensive cars parked in front of the burning mansion actually assured you that someone had to be still in there

- you could hear someone answering and without thinking twice you went into the burning house

- you didn't have to go deep into the house to find the only surviving person, but even that person was barely hanging on to life

- it took you a while to get the man, who was more dead than alive, out of the house and into your car

- you knew he would not survive the trip to the hospital, you were too far out in nature for that, it had already taken you two hours to get here

- it didn't take long to get to your home and once there you dragged him to your sofa

- apart from several burns he still had a gunshot wound in which the bullet was lodged

- and thanks to YouTube and the appropriate bandages you had at home you could at least stop the bleeding and make sure that the man who was about to bleed to death didn't do it on your sofa.

- When he regained consciousness, he was confused that his wounds had been taken care of and that there was a glass of water and a pill next to him on the table.

-he had not taken them but looked around in spite of hellish pain, only to find you peacefully sleeping in your bedroom

- he lived under your roof for two weeks, because nobody knew about you, you were a nobody and so he was safe with you.

- he suddenly disappeared after two weeks and it was as if he had never been with you

- weeks passed, you had almost forgotten about the meeting and living together when you were kidnapped and only a few hours later you saw a familiar face

- he had a debt to pay which he could not pay with money

- it didn't take long for him to fall in love with you and even though he tried to suppress these feelings he couldn't stand it any more

- this was now over five years ago and he had bound you to him, he was your property and you were his

- it was not easy with him, not easy with his personality or the tendency to violence but NEVER was he violent towards you

- but of course you couldn't just watch him killing innocent people, tearing families apart and trying to start one yourself

- this had caused arguments before in your relationship but the last one was stronger than any before

- he had yelled at you, he had said to you that you were a nobody before he took you in, that you were not in his heart, that he regretted you because a good spouse should support the other one in everything

- you left after that and he didn't stop you

- that night he got drunk and had his men bring him a prostitute but he didn't even get really hard

- at some point it worked when he imagined it was you sucking him off but after he opened his eyes his stiff cock became soft again

- but just when he pushed the prostitute away from him you came through the bedroom door

- his bodyguards had tried to hold you back but you insisted on seeing your man

- it was the moment he looked you in the eye when he understood

- it was the sight of your heart breaking when he understood

- it was the moment you ran away without a word from him and he ran after you

- it was the moment he screamed for his men to stop you, ordered them to hold you tight and yet they didn't

- it was the moment he ran after you only to see the tail lights of your car as they left the mansion

- it was the moment he fell to the ground, his knees touching the snow and the taillights of your car disappearing into the night

- he understood now

- it had never been his heart, it had always been yours

- he was yours from the moment you saved him, you were never his property

- he was your property

- he understood that you were the love of his life and that it was his fault that you were now gone

- he knew he could not bring you back to him against your will, that would only make you hate him even more

- but the shadow of Makarov never left you

- everywhere you went was his shadow

- he tried everything to get you back

- protect you from the men who tried to take your life because of him

- a year had passed and you had met a nice man named John Price, a man who really deserved the title of english gentleman

- nothing had happened between you yet, but there was a certain tension between you

- you were standing on your balcony when two arms wrapped themselves around you from behind and one hand put itself over your mouth so that you could not scream

- but you recognized him at once, the way he put his arms around you, his smell, the way he breathed and leaned his head against yours

- he had found you, or had he never lost sight of you?

- his voice sent a cold shiver down your spine

- but what he said made your heart stop

- he told you that John was a soldier, one who tried to get to him through you, one who had tried to kill him six years earlier

- he said that you were just being used by John, that he had no feelings for you and that the meeting you had arranged the next morning was to use you as leverage against him

- it was up to you to believe him or not to believe him, but whether you believed him or not

- you came back with him to Russia where he could protect you, where no one would dare to harm you

- he did not force you to love him, he gave you the choice to take him back or not

- but he still loved you like the day he married you

-Alcohol is no excuse cause drunken acts are sober thoughts

Keegan

- you were already at his side before everything happened, even before he became a ghost

- your relationship was good, there were hardly any arguments and if there were, they were solved immediately

- but your relationship changed when the world changed.

- Keegan has always been quiet, he was quiet at the beginning of your relationship but this improved over the years and he became more talkative around you.

- the world you lived in was harsh and dangerous, you knew that any of his jobs he took could be his last.

- and yet you did not leave his side.

- you were a civilian, but you helped as much as you could, learning things as fast as you could to help others and earn a place on Keegan's side as well

- he was against you putting yourself in danger in the beginning, wanted to get you as far away as possible, he wanted to know you were safe

- and yet you didn't go, even when you had the chance.

- he honored that about you, and he probably only fell more in love with you

- but you never left the base, you had learned a lot in the meantime but you were not a soldier and therefore you were not allowed to leave

- of course you made friends with other soldiers, especially with the men and women you had to deal with on a daily basis.

- at the beginning everything was good but over time he became quieter and quieter, he hardly talked and always seemed to be somewhere else with his thoughts

- even when you asked him about it he said that nothing was wrong

- he watched you and your so-called friends with bitterness

- it hurt him to see you laughing with them when he could no longer do it the way he did then

- he just couldn't find the joy you deserved, he had no strength left and the only thing that kept him going was you

- he knew that you would never leave him, that you would never be safe, not without him, not without him accompanying you to a new life that he knew he didn't deserve

- he knew that the enemy was closing in, that it was only a matter of time before this base would fall too, until the enemy had surrounded and defeated all of them

- he knew when you would come back to their room, he knew that you trusted him with your life and he knew that you would never forgive him for doing what he was about to do

- he had taken a soldier into your room, he didn't care who she was because she was only there for one thing, to get you to leave

- with every second he could feel the skin of the woman on his body, his heart was bleeding because he knew it would break yours

- he heard you entering the room, taking in the air sharply and slamming the door behind you as you ran away

- he was away from the woman not a second later, telling her to get dressed and get out.

- he got dressed too and went where he knew you would go

- He knew you'd run to your best friend.

- he knew him, had talked to him, threatened him to never hurt you or he would come and kill him

- he told him what he was going to do, he told your best friend that he was going to betray you so that you would leave the base

- so that you could take the last truck to freedom with your best friend.

- so you would have a safe life, one where he knew you would grow old happy.

- he threatened your best friend that if he didn't get you on that truck he would kill him

- he threatened your best friend that if he ever told you the truth, he'd kill him, too.

- Keegan watched the truck as you and your best friend left the base together

- as you left him behind

- how he let you walk away to a safe life that he knew you deserved.

- he knew his sins would catch up with him one day and he didn't want you to pay for them too

- Years went by and you found out why Keegan had betrayed you back then.

- your best friend thought you deserved the truth so he told you.

- months went by, months you searched for the ghost

- not knowing that the ghost had never left your sight.

- he was not the man for your life, he was not what you deserved and yet you were all he ever wanted

- he wanted to go back to you so badly

Gromsko

-you met him during one of his missions

- however, he did not save you or chase you, but crashed through your kitchen window while you were eating breakfast, and together with another man

- the two men fought, but the one who seemed more dangerous than the mop, so you hit the pan you had used to fry your breakfast eggs with full force on the evil one's head as he was about to kill the mop

- it had been a short-circuit reaction and yet you had won the heart of the Pole with it

- now years later you two were inseparable, well except that he always had to leave to do his job

- in the beginning it was no problem that he was gone again and again, because mostly it was only short times, but in the last half year you had seen him only twice

- you didn't know why he hardly came to your house anymore, so you followed him the next time he came to your house and left again

- you knew it wasn't right, but you had no other choice

- he didn't talk to you about it, just said that the work was exhausting and nothing else

- you expected him to cheat on you when you followed his car to an expensive neighborhood

- you yourself lived in a small apartment in not such a good part of town, yet nothing to be ashamed of cause you worked hard for it

- but when you saw all the mansions you were already uncomfortable

- he pulled up into a driveway and you could see him get out before the front door opened and a beautiful woman with a little blonde girl on her arm stepped out of the mansion

- he walked up to the woman with the child and for a second you had hope that you were wrong, that this was just a sister or good friend

- but he first gave the little girl a kiss on the forehead before kissing the woman deeply

- that was the moment you realized that YOU were the person he was having an affair with and not the other way around

- that the man you loved had a wife and child

- it turned your stomach upside down to see the three of them disappear in the villa and you went back to your home

- it took a few days and a lot of ice cream to figure out the next step

- the first thing was to look for a new apartment and to your luck you found a new apartment only after a few days, it was much bigger than your previous one and not too far out of town either

- together with your friends you moved your things to the new apartment

- during that time he contacted you more often, asking if you could meet but you always said you were either busy or sick

- when you moved to your new apartment, you went to the villa again to tell his wife in person that her husband was cheating on her

- when you rang the doorbell the door opened and to your amazement Gromsko stood in the doorway

- when he saw you all the color drained from his face and you could hear the woman calling out who was there

- but before you could say anything he covered your mouth and shouted that it was a friend who wanted to talk to him before he grabbed you and took you to his car

- you resisted but he was clearly stronger than you and so you sat in his car and drove with him to god knows where

- he was calm when he asked why you were here, how you knew he was here etc.

- you told him that you had followed him because you had a bad feeling and you were obviously right about it

- he stopped to put his hand on your thigh, which you of course immediately pushed away while he looked at you

- he said that he was undercover, that she was a big mafia boss and had gotten her husband out of the way and he was now acting as her lover to bring down the mafia

- that he was on the verge and that it was only weeks before he could finally complete his mission.

- you pretended to believe him and so he drove you back to your car.

- weeks later you went to the mansion again after ordering him to your, or rather your old home for some fun time

- you knew it was a lie and when you were let into the nice lady's house and you became painfully aware of it

- she didn't believe you at first, but you had proof

- it took some time but you two became best friends while Gromsko was banished from both of your lives

- you might have lost an lover but won a family

Laswell x fem reader

- you and Laswell had met in a coffee shop

- the waitress had mixed up your orders and since you were sitting right next to each other, you got into talking

- the two of you hit it off immediately and exchanged numbers

- you two became friends quite quickly

- she told you early on that she had just divorced her wife because she had cheated on her

- you supported her where you could, helped her to get over the loss and even encouraged her to date again when the time was right

- but by then you had fallen in love with her, but you didn't want to lose the friendship you both had, so you kept your feelings to yourself

- only months after their first dates, she called you and asked you to meet her at her house.

- Kate stayed at the house where she and her ex-wife had lived together, as it had been her mother's house.

- when you arrived at her house she had already put out cold wine and snacks and the two of you continued watching your series together while cuddling

- you were in her arms when she asked you if you wanted to be her girlfriend

- you said yes of course, and so you were a couple from then on

- her ex-wife was still in your life, even after the divorce

- the two of had a daughter together, who lived mainly with her ex-wife due to Kate's job

- however, her daughter was at Kate's house for two weeks every month.

- you, Kate's daughter and also her ex-wife got along very well

- you were never afraid that Kate would cheat on you, she was just not the type to do so so you thought

- a year passed and you two got married

- from that moment on your relationship started to crack because of Kate's ex-wife

- while Kate's ex wife was making fun of you, that your clothes didn't look good on you or that she had done things differently in the relationship than you, or that Kate liked this better or that

- she always played nice in front of Kate tho

- you of course talked about it with Kate, but she didn't believe you and said that you probably misunderstood her

- you started to hate Kate's ex-wife, because she played a role and you were the clown

- it continued for over a year, that your wife's ex-wife was talking negatively about you and you had to put up with it all

- but it only got worse when Kate's ex-wife moved in with you along with her daughter

- you had nothing against Kate's daughter, but against Kate's ex.

- but Kate insisted that while their apartment was being repaired cause of water damage, they move in with you.

- Kate said the house was big enough....

- over the months you felt more and more like the third wheel

- it was really bad when you came home a little later in the evening and all three of you fell asleep together on the sofa

- you fell asleep alone that day and woke up the next day.

- for Kate's birthday you organized a barbecue party where colleagues and friends came too

- you could hear people whispering, you could hear them asking each other since when kate and her ex-wife were a couple again since when you both were separated

- if you were still kate's wife, and so on.

- it broke your heart that people thought of you as the side piece

- some even whispered that maybe you were the reason for the breakup, that you were a homewrecker and Kate had cheated on her ex wife when it was the other way around

- you told Kate that you weren't feeling well and that you were going to lie down.

- she didn't even come by the whole day and in the evening she came to bed very late cause she had watched YOUR show with her ex

- that was honestly the last straw

- the next day when kate's ex wife had left for work and kate's daughter was in school you confronted your wife

- you told her that it couldn't go on like this, that you felt like you were the ex wife and not the other way around

- this conversation ended in a huge argument in which she accused you of being stupid and jealous before she left for work herself

- you left a note that you would need a few days of to clear your mind in which you would think about what to do next

- you went to a friend's house for three weeks, Kate didn't even contact you and thanks to Facebook you could see that she had a lot of fun with her ex and her daughter

- you went back after three weeks to get new clothes only to find that your clothes had already been moved out of the bedroom and replaced by Kate's ex wife's clothes

- you knew that she had now cheated on you, not only emotionally but also physically

- you took your things, the most important things you could think of, and left.

- Kate didn't even notice that all your clothes were missing and the pictures weren't there anymore

- she only noticed when the divorce papers arrived

- the woman who was cheated on had cheated on you and now you were sure they were a good match for each other at least because of that

- Kate contacted you again and told you that she was sorry and that she gave her ex another chance since she had promised not to cheat on her again.

- the divorce was almost final, when Kate stood in front of your door and begged you to let her in

- you didn't want to at first but you let her in and she sat down on your sofa

- she started apologizing, saying how stupid she had been to believe her ex-wife, she had believed her ex-wife that she wanted her family back and she was sorry to lost you because of her

- Kate told you that her ex had gotten pregnant.

- it took a lot out of you not to laugh, but you tried your best when she begged you for another chance

- but in the end it's your decision if you want to take the risk again

Valeria

-you had met Valeria for the first time several years ago, as she saved your ass back then

- you had been caught in the crossfire between the cartel and her division as a civilian and she had saved you

- but only after she unintentionally shot you in the leg because she thought you were one of the enemy.

- she visited you every day in the hospital and even gave you her number.

- you two got along very well and in the end you got together and became a couple

- a few years passed and she suddenly disappeared

- you searched for her of course but there was no trace and so the search for her was stopped only for you to be kidnapped a month after the search was stopped

- of course you were panicking all the time, after all you knew what Valeria had been working as

- what you didn't expect was to see your girlfriend when they removed the bag from your head

- she gave you the chance to leave, to leave her and do forget what was between you

- but you loved her, so you stayed with her.

- Years went by and she became more and more violent.

- the Valeria you met, the woman you loved changed and it scared you

- she never yelled at you before or just disappeared after an argument but that's what she did now

- she never raised her hand against you, but you were afraid that she would do Thaiboxen day

- you had seen what she had done to one of her soldiers in front of you because he had made a little mistake

- and you knew how many died in Las Almas because of her

- you tried to talk some sense into her, to get her to be a little more peaceful, to become the Valeria she used to be

- however, you noticed that she also started to look after women, that she showed less interest in you even though you tried to be positive despite your fears

- you couldn't leave the villa you had been locked up in for years and she was rarely home, and especially you couldn't leave the room when guests were there

- but once you were thirsty and even though there was a meeting you went to get something to drink

- you could hear and see that actually no guests were there yet, because everyone was still preparing

- when you got your drink you looked out the window towards the pool

- and there you saw her doing it with two other women by the pool

- only a few hours later the other guests were there too

- you knew she wouldn't let you go after all these years and now was maybe the best chance to get away

- so you sneaked down the roof to the garage, and just as you opened the garage you looked into to eyes of two of Valeria's men, that were about to tell the others that you were an runaway

- but before they could do so they were knocked down by someone

- by a man you knew only too well.

- Alejandro Vargas, the ex-boyfriend of Valeria stood before you, practically staring into your soul

- you both just start at each other before you run past him and he looked after you completely confused

- but he told Graves, who let you be captured by his men.

- days later the shadows still wanted information from you but you said nothing about Valeria or her organization

- you didn't know anything about the stress between los vaqueros and shadows in your container

- But when Valeria stood in front of you, you knew something must have happened.

- She knew that you knew about her infidelity.

- but she also knew that even though she had betrayed you, you had not betrayed her, even though it would have gotten you out of the container much sooner and with less consequences

- she told you that she thought you loathed her, that you didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore and that's why she cheated on you

- because she couldn't bare the fact that you didn't love her anymore

- but the fact that you didn't say anything about her or her organization despite a very good deal made her realize that you still loved her and that she had made an huge mistake

Rudy

- you and Rudy had met because his nephew, whom he had to look after and had run you over with his bicycle

- neither you nor his nephew were hurt, but he was more than uncomfortable apologizing to you for it

- you were immediately charmed by his friendly manner, especially because the tips of his ears turned a soft red the more he apologized to you

- he had offered to pay for the cleaning of your clothes but you refused and asked him instead if he would like to go out for a coffee with you

- that was five years ago and the vacation you had planned for six months to explore Mexico and the States ended in Las Almas

- you got along pretty well with Rudy's mother and sister and you quickly grew together as a family

- Alejandro quickly accepted you and the rest of Los vaqueros as well, since you not only stole Rudy's heart in no time, but also became the favorite of the vaqueros.

- you brought something almost every day, be it food or sweets, cold drinks or ice cream

- but what was great for Rudy in the beginning, what he was proud of, started to gnaw at him

- the niceties you showed not only to him tore at his ego

- he wanted you to give him that attention all by himself, that only he had a special place in your heart

- one of the women from los vaqueros who didn't like you for the sole reason that you were dating Rudy kept telling him that you were only doing it to find the next best man

- That you would leave him as soon as you had a better opportunity.

- at first he didn't believe it, but he saw Alejandro talking to you and you laughing at his jokes

- he was the second highest, only Alejandro came before him.

- Alejandro...

- Alejandro was the one who always got everyone.

- Rudy had already developed a crush from time to time, but everyone was into his best friend and so he never had a chance.

- so why should you be any different

- Alejandro was tall, strong, handsome and had a deep voice, besides he was very extroverted... everything that Rudy wasn't in his own eyes

- the doubts that he had before and the doubts that this woman made him feel, made him angry

- this went on for months during which he distanced himself more and more from you

- he hardly came home and even when you talked to Alejandro about it, since Rudy ignored you nothing changed

- you didn't know what was going on, so you decided to cook him his favorite dish and visit him at work

- but you didn't get far, because you could already hear Alejandro yelling from the entrance area

- he shouted at Rudy, asking him why he had done it, why he had cheated

- you stood in the middle of the entrance area, listening to what Alejandro was shouting while everyone who was there had their eyes on you

- you walked up the stairs towards Alejandro's office and could see Rudy, who had his back turned to you.

- Alejandro yelled at him if he didn't love you or why he did that, to which Rudy replied that he never loved you.

- that was enough for you , you ran out to your car and drove back home as fast as you could

- your cell phone rang, first it was Alejandro, then Rudy, then Rodrigues...

- you had packed the most important things when you saw his mother and sister in the door frame

- it broke your heart to tell them that you were leaving, that it wasn't their fault and that they were wonderful people

- you temporarily moved in with a friend from the store, at least you did until you found your own apartment

- you changed your number, got rid of your cell phone and left the house only to work

- after you left Rudy came home, told them what he had done and that he now had a new girlfriend, a girlfriend who loved him for who he was and wasn't looking for the next best thing

- so he thought

- but only months later she broke up with him for someone else, someone with more money and better status

- she had not supported him anywhere during that time, no romance had been between the two of them, everything he had with you was not there with her

-he realized his mistake and started looking for you

- and when he found you he realized what he had lost

- he had thrown you away like trash, a diamond for a pebble, just because he couldn't deal with his self-doubts

- because he did not trust you enough

- because he had projected his thoughts onto you

- it was never your fault it was his

(Ignore this lmao)

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