candiid-caniine

[candiid-caniine]

May I please have... one... grotesque... bug...?

#noy even gonna tell u fuckers whaat i thought whn i saw the it #delete later

[candiid-caniine]

#polls #intox

[candiid-caniine]

break, ache, ruin

on the request of 🌺 anon, i've put together a trancey little edging/brainwashing session for you all <3 all language is gender- and body part-neutral.

cw: reading on may put you in trance. trance may not end until you have a ruined orgasm. effects may very well linger.

depending on your mind, you could be here awhile. reader beware :)

you wanna be a good little edgepet? you wanna rub your brains away and give your orgasms away to your betters?

yeah, i know you do, sweetheart. touch yourself real good while you read this, okay? i promise it'll make you the best little edgepet in the world.

you get a point every time you start over. you want points? of course you do, you're such a good pet, aren't you? but you lose a point every time you reach the end...hmm...is that a dilemma? don't think about it!

three rules:

when you hit the edge, scroll back to the top.

cumming is not permitted. you must ruin if you tip over.

linger on each word. visualize it in your mind before you move onto the next. you'll be tranced in no time.

when you hit the edge, start from the top.

that's what good pets do.

good pets train themselves. that's why you're here, isn't it, pet? you know your place.

you know you're meant to be drippy

drooly

empty

needy

say it with me. drippy. drooly. empty. needy.

touch yourself the way you like. you can always get closer.

when you hit the edge, start from the top.

good pet. every time you hit the edge, take a shorter break. keep those little fingers working.

this isn't over until you ruin.

every edge is an orgasm gifted to your betters. say it with me: my betters deserve my orgasms, not me.

you can stop anytime you want. but i know you don't want to. you wanna stay achy

shaky

throbby

whiny

don't you, pet? and drippy, drooly, empty, needy, as long as you possibly can.

this isn't over until you ruin.

say these words every time you read them: drippy, drooly, empty, needy.

good pet.

your betters will be so impressed by you, won't they?

you know you're brainwashing yourself. you know you're getting dumber. you're f a l l i n g further, f a l l i n g deeper, into denial. keep those little fingers working.

your betters deserve your orgasms. envision them flying away from you, flitter-flutter, making a lazy circle like your fingers, off to someone who's worthy of them.

get as close as you can to that edge. then get closer. dumber, further, deeper. when you hit the edge, start from the top. good pet.

this isn't over until you ruin.

you can stop anytime you want. and i know you want to cum. but you want to be good more.

what does it mean to be good? to be good, you have to be

drippy

drooly

empty

needy

achy

shaky

throbby

whiny

warm and wet between your legs. fuzzy and fizzy inside your head. warm wet sex, fuzzy fizzy mind. when you hit the edge, start from the top.

your betters deserve their orgasms. every time you imagine them flitter-fluttering away, you sink a little d e e p e r.

this isn't over until you ruin.

f a l l i n g so deep, aren't you? f a l l i n g so far. you know it's happening. you can stop whenever you want if you just stop touching. but good pets touch. good pets edge until they're

whiny

throbby

shaky

achy

needy

empty

drooly

drippy

repeat after me, one word at a time: good pets break their own brains. when i hit the edge, i start from the top. every time i edge, i take a shorter break.

this isn't over until you ruin.

you're so warm now, aren't you? so relaxed, so needy, empty, drooly, drippy, fluttering between your legs,

dripping

your

brains

out

of

your

head.

stay with me. when you hit the edge, start from the top.

say it with me: ruined pets get ruined orgasms. if i tip over, it should make me worse. i am good, and good pets ruin themselves. pets who ruin themselves ruin their orgasms.

this isn't over until you ruin.

good pets break their own brains. the more you read this, the more broken you get. the more broken you get, the more achy, shaky, throbby, whiny you get, the more good you get, and good pets break their own brains.

good pets make themselves easier to control. doesn't it feel good to give in? give up? no more decisions, nothing but the edge.

this isn't over until you ruin.

when you hit the edge, start from the top, take a shorter break, you get dumber and drippier, fuzzier, fizzier, you get broken, you get better. you give your orgasms away. flitter-flutter, there they go, sending you

even

deeper.

slow down now. s l o w. long, aching strokes. feel your body want. it's not a want, it's a need. every square inch of you needing to cum.

but you won't. you can't. you're too good, and good pets edge, break, drip, ache. you're too well-behaved to cum anymore, and it's all

your

own

fault.

speed up again. when you hit the edge, start from the top.

this isn't over until you ruin.

you don't want to get to the end; there is no end for you, is there? so good for letting go. so good for breaking yourself. nobody told you to; nobody has to. this is what you are.

say it aloud: this is what i am. broken, dripping, empty, aching, brainless, yearning, edged. my betters deserve my orgasms. when i give them away, i go deeper and deeper and dumber and drippier.

get as close as you can. then get closer. when you hit the edge, start from the top.

you're broken, you're ruined, you're good. i didn't make you this way. you were already broken by the time you started, weren't you? good pet. broken brain, broken nub, broken holes.

this isn't over until you ruin.

say it with me: ruined pets get ruined orgasms. if i tip over, it should make me worse. i am good, and good pets ruin themselves. pets who ruin themselves ruin their orgasms.

ruins make you drippy, drooly, empty, needy, achy, shaky, throbby, whiny. are you making noise? are you making those sweet, stupid little sounds? if not, you will start from the top and continue until you can't help crying out for the world to hear.

edges so close together now. if you've made it this far, you're not close enough. start from the top. you're too far gone, too far to stop; when you hit the edge, start from the top.

this isn't over until you ruin.

do you want to be good? of course you do.

but if you're here, at the end, you haven't quite earned praise yet, have you? if you were edged enough to be

throbby

whiny

empty

achy

needy

shaky

drooly

drippy

you wouldn't be here at the end.

but that's okay, pet. i'll break you yet.

edge ten times and start again.

#text hypnosis #hypno k1nk #brainwashing #t4t hypno #denial #dizzy #tw: hypnosis #tw: brainwashing #requested posts

[candiid-caniine]

I do not remember sending you anything to do with spanking???? Maybe it's just my poor memory though???? -jjba anon

;-; it was on the post where i told people to send in requests lol...i should not have left it at the bottom, seems only a few people actually caught it!

#asks #gen

[candiid-caniine]

You totally don't have to write about this but I have such a serious suit kink and degradation kink I'd love to see them written with something, something about seeing a cock out of a fly like they don't have enough time or frankly care about getting undressed because I don't deserve it and the power from the actual garments especially when they're nice versions of it makes me feel like I need to be cast into Mordor. -jjba anon

ohh, i may have some ideas.... ;)

thanks for the request! i also completed 10 spankings with the belt for your ask; see 🦋anon's ask previously for details on that <3

#asks #writing requests #jjba anon

[candiid-caniine]

Ooh... Writing requests! Hm... Rope stuff, of course 😁. Consensual hypnosis, because there's just something I love about the idea of the subject KNOWING what's happening and wanting it, and maybe thinking that it won't work, and then it working anyway. And like... soft abduction/captivity? Like a "we both agree that this is for the best, but once you're in, you can't leave" sort of situation.

Any format you like.

And since a thumper is the one implement on the list that I'm completely unfamiliar with, I'm going to resist the urge to Google it and just blindly pick that one. Have fun and tell us how it goes!

🦋

__

hi lovely!!! thank you for the writing requests!

what i call a "thumper" isn't really one in the traditional sense, i just don't have a better word for it because it came from Beatings on a Dime, who is a fucking innovator lmao.

specifically, it's this. our dragon tail/devil's tail is also from them.

i call it a "thumper" because yeah...it thumps lollll

i also had 10 from a belt to complete for jjba anon, whose ask i'll post right after this, and my spouse decided it would be a great game to alternate hitting me with both at random and make me keep *separate* counts without being able to see which one was hitting me *-*

being married to a sadist has its perks <333

will get on writing here pretty soon! thanks again!

#asks #writing requests #h/d #🦋 anon #maso

[candiid-caniine]

can you talk a little about clothepins on clits? i wanna try it but im scared to do smth wrong :( do u recommend taking it off after a certain time has passed? Does it make you way more sensitive? thanks 🦈🦈🦈

hi friend!

so, full disclosure: i'm a huge pain slut. and everyone's pain tolerance is different, and everyone's clothespins are different, etc etc.

in my case, clamping my clit--either with a jingle bell clamp made for sex with a screw to adjust the tightness, or a regular-ass clothespin--does make me a lot more sensitive.

there are a few ways to do it. the traditional clothespins have a sort of hollowed out section in the clampy part, and it can be less intense your first time to try and get your clit in there--but more intense if your hood gets caught in the flat part right above it, so be warned! that's if you're holding the clothespin with the handle end facing your belly button. another way is to pinch your clit between the very tip of it, so that the handle end faces the ground. both have different sensations.

with a screw-adjust clamp like my bell clamp, the weight of the clamp and the bells adds a lot, so if you like the clothespin and want to vary the sensation, i'd recommend it.

other ways to vary sensation:

those kitchen clips you get for chip bags and shit like that. they often have ridges along the inside pads for grip; that can be really intersting.

binder clips, but only if you're a huge glutton for punishment--definitely these are an advanced use for me.

putting one clothespin on, then clamping another clothespin on *over* it so that the second one squeezes the first one even tighter....

securing two chopsticks with rubber bands at each end. stretch them apart, place clit inbetween. you can slide the rubber bands closer to the middle to add pressure.

have had some fun tying the clamp i'm using to a piece of furniture with a string, then moving myself so that it pulls/stretches my clit and enduring it for a set number of minutes.

clamp your clit, then run a toothbrush over the part that's sticking out...*shuddering*

clamp yourself, rub yourself to the edge, then ruin it by taking the clothespin off. absolutely brutal.

as for time:

i would not go above 10 minutes without a break. circulation is very important, and there are a lot of nerves in your clit.

in fact, i find that after the 5 minute mark, going longer doesn't really add much to the experience.

taking it off hurts more. that's something you should know. the longer you leave it on, the more it hurts when you take it off.

would recommend starting with 2 minutes, working your way up to 5.

AFAIK, there's no limit to how many times you can clamp and remove and clamp again, as long as you give yourself sufficient bloodflow breaks in between.

that said: listen to your body. the clit, like any other part of your body, can bruise. i found this out the hard way lol

other safety notes:

wooden clamps can't really be sterilized completely as they're porous, so i wouldn't use one more than a few times; good news is they come in big packs where i'm at.

plastic is a bit easier to sterilize, but still isn't really meant for long-term use, so i'd be comfortable using plastic clothespins and chip clips more times than the wooden ones, but still not indefinitely.

cheap wooden clothespins have splintered on me before. anytime you use one, i'd run your finger over the inside of the clamp in several directions to check for splinters first.

a good way to gauge how intense the pressure is: put it on the tip of your pinky finger, then move to your nipple, before going straight for the clit. might help you overcome nerves/choose a good starting clamp.

if you go for a binder clip someday, be cautious; they can have sharp edges where they curl over.

always remember you can take it off anytime you want! if you put it on, then just a second later realize you aren't having fun, don't panic. it will not permanently damage your clit, and the soreness will go away. (i know it can be scary doing the pain stuff alone for the first time, so try not to get in your head about it lol)

i hope this helped! have fun love!

#🦈 anon #maso #advice #asks

[candiid-caniine]

the hottest thing happened to me last night lol (cw: consensual somno)

basically, my spouse edged me in my sleep...but neither of us meant for it to happen.

in their case, they half-woke up from a dream in which apparently we had a discussion and mutually agreed to sex, so they turned over and started rubbing my clit.

in my case, i had a very vivid "dream" that they were edging me.

eventually, my spouse woke up enough to figure out that a discussion had not taken place, and stopped what they were doing. when we woe up this morning, they said, "sorry about last night, though I might have dreamt it." I said, "wtf, i thought *i* dreamt it!" they explained what happened, while i exclaimed that i'd been thinking about it since i woke up and had been wishing the whole time that it'd been for real.

here's the worst/best part: after we'd sorted the whole thing out (during which i repeatedly reminded them that i've been into the idea of them edging me in my sleep since, like, forever), i asked them if they'd meant to edge me repeatedly.

turns out, i was tapping/moving their hand every time i got close, just like i do when i'm awake. except i was entirely asleep.

that's right. the hot, pathetic revelation of all of this: i'm so deeply edge-trained now that i do this shit in my sleep now.

#somno #t4t nsft #edging kink #tw: somno #denial #only barks

[candiid-caniine]

Can you please explain what kind of brush you're using, or even better, show us?

i might show you all at some point if im feeling brave ;) but yeah basically they're nothing special...just a couple of (clean, never used for anything else) makeup and paint brushes i have :)

i first got the idea from a guy who was rather legendary on denial blogs, don't remember the name, but guarantee if you're seeing a UK-based porn video featuring a bloke with a really smooth voice, a sable sumi-e brush, and a close-up of a pussy, it's him. this was back when female/AFAB denial was nowhere near as big as male/AMAB "gooning" or nofap, so it was kind of a big deal.

many people swear by sable brushes; i've not yet had the opportunity to try it, but brushes come in all shapes and sizes. a denser, soft brush like the makeup brush i have is a more blunt and direct sensation, whereas the fan brush i've been using from a generic paintbrush kit is way more wispy, ticklish, and (imo) torturous.

you can get a few different sensations depending on pressure, length, and direction of your stroke...just. *shivering* crazy results for my body at least.

key safety thing for me here: 1. sanitize to the best of your ability between uses; 2. swap to new brushes periodically (depending on the material, sanitizing may be difficult/not completely effective); 3. test the quality beforehand--having a brush that easily sheds fibers, like many cheap paintbrushes found in school craft rooms, near your genitals just sounds like a potential disaster to me; and 4. do NOT use a brush that's been previously used for makeup, paint, or any other non-genital purposes lol.

#real talk: i am deeply self conscious about the way my cunt looks lol #its normal but also my brain is always like #what if ugly #so pics soon yes #but maybe gimme a bit lol #asks #denial #advice

[candiid-caniine]

just ruined. and oh my god my tea was steeping this whole time

#denial #gen #only barks

[candiid-caniine]

write some omo for me edgemutt <3 and do punish yourself with the dragonstail, after all dumb pets do need discipline~

ty for the requesst

i completed 3 egdes (11 total) before clamping my clit n hitting mmyslef with the dragontail, very veyry stingy n it nade me whine so muchh. will write your request soon ;-;

#asks #h/d #denial #maso

[candiid-caniine]

I'd love to hear u write more about orgasm denial and brainwashing, especially second person pronouns and trancey language 🌺

ty forthe writing request <3 will complete soon

edged 3 more times before clampingg + doing 10 spanks w the belt. rly tly achy n senstsive and drippy rn ;-;;

#🌺 anon #denial #maso #h/d #asks

[candiid-caniine]

Please write something with regency/royalty kink <3

ty for the writing request <3

i iwll write it soon. im completinh spankings for writing requests, usng a belt if theyre unspecified

so i did 10 after doing 5 edges with a brush as part of my trainng for today, keept my clit clamped during so it would stay hard n sensitive, and im going to do 3 more edges before complting my next set

thankk you<3

#asks #denial #h/d #maso

[candiid-caniine]

i think what im gonna do is edge myself a few times, do the spankings i've racked up from ppl's writing requests so far, and only then allow myself to ruin after holding the edge for several minutes. wish me luck ;-;;;

i'm about to edge with the brush for a second day in a row, bc apparently im dumb n havent learned my lesson ;-;

something abt the idea of my clit being so incredibly sensitive the next time my owner sees fit to touch it with their fingers is just good enough for me to endure this much torment...

#denial #only barks #maso #edging log

[candiid-caniine]

i'm about to edge with the brush for a second day in a row, bc apparently im dumb n havent learned my lesson ;-;

something abt the idea of my clit being so incredibly sensitive the next time my owner sees fit to touch it with their fingers is just good enough for me to endure this much torment...

#denial #only barks #overstim

[candiid-caniine]

send me kinks to write about!

hai guys!! i would really like to write more long-form fantasy content. feels like i haven't done that in awhile, n i wanna kick up the posting on here again, so i'm gonna ask you: what kinks do you wanna see me write about?

they can be as general or as niche as you want, bearing in mind my limits in my pinned!

if you want a quick refresh: i don't do scat, detrans, raceplay, sexual agere, misogyny, snuff, food restriction, parent/child incest, feederism, self harm, or extreme gore.

outside of that, feel free to run wild :)

if there's a particular format you want--a story with second-person pronouns, one of the list-type fantasies i often do, or something with specific pronouns/body parts--please let me know!

bonus: as a thank you for sending me kinks and prompts, i'll spank myself 10 times with the implement of your choice: belt, cane, thumper, or dragontail...just to make it more fun ;)

#send asks #t4t nsft #punish me #t4t sub #only barks #gen #maso

[candiid-caniine]

hi bug :) i just wanted to say thank you because this blog has actually really helped me realise i'm not a sub, i'm a switch. i brought this up to my girlfriend for the first time the other day and she was rlly supportive !! it's also nice to see other disabled ppl doing kink <3

-random mermaid who appreciates you <333

aww hi lovely! that's awesome!! i love when ppl are in my inbox about new things they've realized, bc life is short and there's so many kinds of sex to be had ;)

i kind of introduced my spouse to a lot of kinks lol...i think i've said this before but my parents used to be ultra-conservative; the fact i was dating a non-Christian was a huge, earth-shattering deal to them for a long time. and when they found out we were having sex? oh dear god; they thought my spouse had corrupted me. i couldn't very well tell them it was *me* doing the corrupting lmao.

they were always into being dominant, but i unlocked their sadism and introduced them to denial...ive created a monster ;-; i was trying to ruin with their help the other day and i was whining that id been on the edge forever and i couldn't go over, and they said, "what if you're stuck here? what if you never leave the edge?" meanwhile this ask has me remembering fondly what an awkward dom they were at one point and what an awkward sub i was in turn lol.

all of this to say: it always feels weird or ill-fitting trying new things, but if that happens to you, and you end up not knowing what to say when you dom for the first time, or feeling self-conscious, you'll get there <3

and yes! love to see other disabled folks in kink!!

#mermaid anon #asks #gen #kink positivity