chatsu

[chatsu]

11:00 pm + suna rintaro

♡︎ roommates to lovers

knock, knock, knock.

no response.

you knock on his door again, but silence faces you instead of your roommate.

perhaps he's asleep, or doing god-knows-what in there. with a slight turn of the door handle, you take a peek to see what he's up to. a sigh of relief leaves your lips when you see suna with his headphones on, typing rapidly on his phone.

"can i help you?" he asks you with an uninterested expression, as if you hadn't just knocked on his door repeatedly.

"are you texting your crush right now? i know i saw a smile somewhere there," you tease. he huffs, rolling his eyes at your comment. he's looking at you with those beautiful pear-colored eyes. the ones that lock with yours when he asks you where you put the tv remote, the ones that widen when he catches a glimpse of how you look before going out, the ones that are drawn to you every so often (more than he'd like).

"i'm not," he mumbles. "why are you here?"

it doesn't come off as rude, though. his words never do. they're always laced with a sliver of affection. and perhaps he know's he's fallen for you, your habit of blasting music when you're in the shower, your detailed coffee order (which is committed to his memory), your soft laughter when he tells you about his friends from high school.

"i'm hungry," you state. "and i need food or you'll be dealing with the crankier version of me."

"oh, was this not the crankier version?" his lips curve up into a smile.

"shut up. i'm hungry."

"you already said that," he sighs. and he won't tell you now, but bickering with you is one of his favorite things to do with you. "there's probably food in the fridge. go eat an orange or something."

you cross your arms at his words knowing damn well suna didn't get the groceries like he promised. that's why you two had to eat cereal and clementines for dinner. of course, he got an earful from you. something about how you always get the groceries on time, how he should start being more responsible, how there's only one packet of ramen left in the cabinet.

but suna wasn't listening (completely, at least). the exasperation in your voice translated to passion, fervor, and radiance in his head. he needed to know what else could elicit such ardor from you.

"can we make ramen?" you lightly pull on his arm to get him out of bed.

and even though it's approaching midnight, and he should be asleep soon, suna gets up with a groan. he tells himself that the only reason he's doing this is to make up for your disappointing dinner.

"who's we? you're gonna be on your phone while i make it," he looks at you as you push yourself onto the counter. you're crossing your legs and resting your chin in your hands while he places the pot on the stove.

he's right, and he knows that. he can feign nonchalance, but he can't fake the breath that's caught in his throat when he hears you laugh at his words.

suna hums as he boils the single packet of ramen that's left in your apartment, watching the seasoning bubble in the water with tired eyes. you've learned that he hums when he's sleepy, and it's never a song that you know. you've also learned that he's particular about laundry detergents — he doesn't like lavender scented ones. he's always extra cautious when you're by the stove because he remembers how his sister burnt her hand when she was younger. come to think of it, you've gotten to know your roommate quite well over the past eight months.

"so, who were you texting? you seemed kinda focused. never seen that before."

he takes a deep breath, thinking back to the texts he got from her.

"it was my sister. she was just helping me with something," he tells you.

suna recalls her words: “just tell them you like them more than just a friend or roommate. it's now or never, dumbass.”

and even though he’s worried it’ll ruin things, suna waits for the noodles to boil, he waits for you to happily take the bowl from his hands, he waits for you to offer him a bite or two like you usually do.

it's not until then does he say the words that have been sitting on his tongue for the past eight months.

♡︎ 🕯 anon

#OH MY GOD SAYU #IM SO #☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #BUT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU AND YOUR WRITING #MWAH #i cannot #must read +

[chatsu]

✧˖* warnings. minor bruise, he calls you doll face + doll, fluff, implied themes (very light, nothing too extravagant), kisses <3

“damn — ow,” miya atsumu almost hisses, trying (and failing) to get away from you and the cotton ball with rubbing alcohol. “can’t ya be a lil softer with it, doll face? it hurts like — ow, ow, ow — a bloody bitch.” he says, face almost cutely scrunched up.

but you’re too concentrated on the cut on his eyebrow, tongue poking out and brows furrowed.

atsumu takes this moment to appreciate you and the way you take care of him — even if, sometimes (most of the time), you’re against him getting in the boxing ring. you look insanely pretty right now, is the first thing he decides, admiring the way your face seems to gleam under the locker room’s dim lighting.

he softly places his hands on your hips, pulling you in closer toward him. he buries his nose into your tummy, breathes out a low thank you as you place your hands on his damp hair. he doesn’t deserve you, is the next thought that crosses his brain. you’re too good for him — too nice, too sweet, too lovely.

finally, atsumu looks up at you and he decides that he’s truly, actually, really in love with you — even if you’ve only dated for four months and some days.

and he thinks you can see it in his eyes — when he glances at you in the car, they’re bright with love, almost heart shaped. and he thinks you can see it in the way he smiles at you — after every boxing match, when you stay over at his place and wake up with the golden sunlight in your face and he gives you that million dollar smile. and he thinks you can see it in the way he touches you — in the way he draws hearts on your hip and waist, in the way he wraps his arms around your waist as you’re making breakfast, in the way he kisses your inner thighs in the wee hours of the night and in the way he kisses your shoulders as you’re showering in the afternoon.

but he wants to tell you as well — pour his heart out to you. he stands, rubs his thumb in soothing circles on your hip. “doll, thanks for taking care of me.” he scans your face, appreciates your soft smile, kisses the tip of your nose. “i love you.”

you almost gasp, eyes as wide as the moon and atsumu can swear he sees a gleam in them, too. “i love you, too, ‘tsumu.” it’s soft, above a whisper but quiet, filled with love and adoration and his heart starts beating faster, his stomach does a flip.

he has a smile plastered on his face now as you wrap your arms around his bare torso, as you feel butterflies swarm your stomach.

miya atsumu decides that you’re his universe, that he wants to put you first (always and forever) because he’s absolutely smitten for you and the way you take care of him, the way you love him, too.

“it feels nice to say that.” he murmurs into your head, feeling as if his heart would jump out of his chest at any moment. he gets all giddy once he hears you laugh, smiling from ear to ear.

“it does. i love you. i love you, i love you, i love you.” you say, eyes searching his pretty brown ones.

he cups your face in his big, slightly rough hands — something you don’t mind, never will — and kisses your cheek. “i love you,” he kisses your nose, “i love you,” kisses your forehead, “i love you,” kisses your lips. a sweet, tender kiss that promises all of the i love you’s he told you seconds ago. “i love you.” he mumbles into your lips as his thumb grazes your cheek.

you’re lost in the moment, lost in him and his infinite love. now you decide you want to stay with him for as long as can be, want to drown in his ocean of love, want to take care of him after every boxing match.

“i love you.” a promise sealed with another kiss.

reblogs are very appreciated ꒰๑´͈ ᵕ `͈๑꒱. taglist. @sunahearts @sourstars @sugarbkg @chatsu @keisusaki @hvrbinqer @makkiwhore @my-neighbor-todoro

#I READ THIS EARLY THIS MORNING AND I WAS SMILING ALL THROUGHOUT #was so giddy wow #i'm never in a good mood in the morning #unless there's a special occassion #but this was so cute :((((( #ur writing ahhh >>>

[chatsu]

YOU'RE VERY CLOSE ?? HOW

draw me PLEASE

#IT'S JUST THE HAIR COLOUR #THAT'S IT #HOW DID YOU GET MY EYE COLOUR #what the helllll

[chatsu]

chels hihi

omg hi inez hruu <33

#imy imy

[chatsu]

we do omg <3 one time i borrowed my friend's muji w/o actually knowing it's muji, and i lost it for a second and when she asked for it i was sweating 😀 muji pens are kinda expensive but my experience when writing w/ it is just <33

oh and i'm constantly banging my head to the wall because of tot, i didn't know the purpose of cards at first so now i have to grind to keep upgrading them :'D

oh my god i'd definitely panic. also i'm the friend that hesitantly lends my markers n pens cause idk they're so special to me i'm sorry 😭 yeah the flow and everything is just MWAH

i deleted tot but ONLY cause i needed to focus on something else whew that app took up my whole day

#HOW IS MARIUS #HAS HE BECOME YOUR FAVOURITE

[chatsu]

HAHA YES TRUST ME IM STILL DEALING WITH THE AFTERMATHS OF MY URL CHANGING 😭 BUT TY AND IM HAPPY TO BE INTERACTING W U AGAIN!

IN TERMS OF TIMEZONES, ARE U AHEAD OF ME?

#just want to clarify #so i can join your event! #i still have an hour left till the 8th #so #<33

[chatsu]

hi tumblr user chatsu

why hello tumblr user sunkeiji

#WHEN I TELL YOU #MY FACE WAS THAT EXACT IMAGE #WHEN I SAW YOUR ASK

[chatsu]

holy crap i never realised i unfollowed you??? hi 😭

top 10 anime betrayals

#MESSING #I MISSED U THOUGH HI

[chatsu]

CHELSEAA I MISSED YOU SM YOU'RE BACK WAAH >:((

AMORA THE PRETTIEST GIRL I MISSED U MORE HOW ARE U <333

#:)) ur so nice ily

[chatsu]

OMG I MISSED INTERACTING W/ U <3 HOW R UUU, + i wish u all the best this year and i hope new year's going well for you !!

NOT AS MUCH AS I MISSED YOU !1! i'm fine , thank u so much! how's tears of themis heheh

#AH #i feel like we maybe have a shared interest of stationery #tell me if that's wrong #i just feel like you're really neat yk #PLS I JUST WANT TO SQUEAL WITH SOMEBODY ABOUT MY MUJI PENS AND KOKUYO NOTEBOOKS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IM SO

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CHELSEA I LITERALLY FORGOT WE WERE MOOTS AND I FOUND UR ACC SOMEHOW?? I SAW IT AND I WAS SO SCARED OF U BYE THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING FOR ME ALSO HAPPY NEW YEARSS <33

NO CAUSE U CHANGED UR URL TOO SO I WAS CONFUSED FOR A BIT, BUT EITELLE IS SO PRETTY I LOVE U AND SEMI SO SO MUCH

thank u! i missed u loads, how are you <3

[chatsu]

I ASPIRE TO BE AS SWEET AND LOVELY AND COOL AND AS AMAZING AS YOU

mutual appreciation post cause it’s been a hell of a year on this acc and you guys are all saints for dealing with me. now obviously this is in NO order, i tried to include everyone but i have a lot of moots and a bad memory </3 REGARDLESS, i am grateful for Every single one of you, mutual or not. 2022 is our year ‼️‼️

@akiphobia - HANNAH. i genuinely adore you so so much, you are one of my bestest friends on here and i rlly don’t know what i’d do without you. you are such a light and i hope that you are receiving as much love as you so openly hand out. my dear friend, you’re so special, please never forget that

@sourstars - omg pandora..where do i begin. i cant believe you chose to continue being my friend after that godforsaken oncleer post (i am a changed woman). you are one of the best people to ever talk too and one of my closest friends; you’re so strong and admirable and i don’t think you realize that. i hope 2022 is full of laughter and happiness for you, you really do deserve it.

@devilist - sav my sweet. you are so unbelievably talented you blow my mind with every piece you publish. you’re such a genuine soul and i am so lucky to call you one of my best friends. i haven’t been able to talk to you as much recently but just know i’m coming to your inbox much more often.

@sunkeiji - SAYU AHHH. everytime i read your name i get a smile on my face. you’re such a light it’s hard to believe you’re even real at times. i am so so so lucky to have you here. you’re always there to cheer me up whether you realize it or not, i hope nothing but prosperity for you in 2022. YOU DESERVE IT ALL!!

@cyuus - RIS MY SWEET ANGEL BBY. you’re just so cool??? i get so intimidated by you because you’re literally the epitome of swag fr. you’re so freaking talented and i want to pluck my eyebrows hairs out everytime i see your writing because GOD HOW ARE YOU SO TALENTED??? you’re just so so amazing. i love you a lot and i hope 2022 will treat you well <3

@sunahearts - fawn …..I LOVE YOU!!! you’re so precious i just want to keep you in my pocket at all times. you’re literally so perfect, i love you, your theme, your works, EVERYTHING ABT YOU!!! i smile so big when i see you in my inbox bc it’s THE fawn. i am ur biggest fan

@sungie - DREWWW YOU WERE ONE OF MY FIRST MOOTS. idk if i’ve ever told you this but your yuuta works were the reason why i began to love yuuta so much. your way of writing is so calm and makes me feel so at home. you’re always so kind and a breath of fresh air, i love you so much

@g0joluvrrr - ALI!!!! you’re such a freaking cutie omg. you’re always so nice and sweet to me and i just don’t deserve you. the vibes that you give are always so welcoming and inclusive. you’re truly one of a kind bae

@mattsunbae - MARCIE <3333 you’re literally one of the funniest people alive omg. you’re just so awesome and ew does anyone use that word anymore..OK IDC YOU ARE. you’re so cool and i just know you’re the popular kid that everyone wants to befriend bc HELLOOO you’re marcie ! i’m so thankful to have met you!!!

@kuroosatoru - jas my beloved. you’re so special to me, i have never met someone with a heart as big as yours. your poetry is something i will always hold so close to my heart. i’m so beyond thankful for a friend like you, may your 2022 be filled with nothing but love and hugs

@chatsu - CHELS MY LOVE. the energy you share here is so pure. you’re one of the best people to ever talk to, i love sharing my megumi and suna obsession with you because you’re so creative and talented. i seriously just love everything about you. you’re so aesthetic too i aspire to be u

@kiyelle - isabelle. by far the most elegant person i’ve met on this app. you have the most graceful persona ever and it’s so genuine too 🥲. i adore you to pieces, you’re such a precious light on this app and you’re so appreciated <3

@tobibam - bambam you’re one of my newer moots but that doesn’t mean i love you any less, you’re so pure, i love seeing you on my dash. i hope you have a lovely 2022

@okkatsudon - AMYYYY. one of my oldest moots ever omg i’m so grateful for you. you’ve been here since the start and i cant imagine going through this rollercoaster of an account with anyone else. you have a special place in my heart <3

@faetarou - FAE MY CANDLE LOVER. you’re so funny i cant believe it at times. you are such an incredible friend and a generous soul. you deserve nothing but the best, may your 2022 be the best ever <3

@neoheros - RUE WE HAVEN’T SPOKEN MUCH BUT YOU ARE SO SO COOL!! i get so intimidated by you because you’re so freaking talented i cry. i hope your 2022 is amazing !!!!

@bontens-sweetheart - maïa you sweetie. you’re so fun to talk to and so so kind. we haven’t spoken much but i love seeing you on my dash everytime.

@katsukidotcom - MAX IM SO SAD WE HAVENT SPOKEN MUCH BECAUSE YOU SEEM SO SO CHILL!! i’m sorry i’m shy otherwise i’d be in your inbox 24/7.

#LOVE !!! #love u so much #in love with u so much #SWEETEST EVER AND I HAVE I MENTIONED UR PLAYLISTS CUS #THEYRE SO #AHHHHHH #THANK YOU SO MUCH ILY SO MUCH #LOML <3

[chatsu]

ARE YOU FR !,!!?

2021 mutual awards <33

NOTE:

GUYS thank u for welcoming me into this community w open arms 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 i love every single one of u n i wish the best for y’all in 2022 🤞🏾 also please don’t lynch me if ur not included in this, i have over 250 mutuals 😭😭😭

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#WHAT AN HONOUR #THANK U ILY TOO MUCH <23 #why is this the coolest thing ever #ur mind >>> #THANK U AGAIN AHSHD SQUEALING I LOVE THIS

[chatsu]

?,?!,!,

for @chatsu loml!!

ok first of all :| WERE U MADE FOR ME OR SOMETHING?? we have the same favourite planet and the same music taste?? i’m losing my mind i want to kiss you!!

♡ neptune: planet of intuition, dreams, spirituality

i match you with SUNA

he honestly didn’t expect three little words to scare him so much. he had no problem speaking them aloud to himself while practising in the mirror, nor did he have any trouble whispering it to you while you lay asleep in his arms. ‘i think i’m falling in love, no actually i’ve already fallen, i love you’

so if he can’t say them to you, the words always getting caught in his throat in fear that you don’t feel the same, then he’ll have to get creative. a small card is all that he places in your palm before looking away. he tries to act unbothered but you notice the way his cheeks are slightly flushed. the card holds the three words he thought he’d never be prepared to say in his life, and you spoke them right back before pulling him into a kiss.

ask game is now closed!

#gosh #u have a way of making my pulse quicken #cheeks blush #n everything #🤕 #ANOTHER MASTERPIECE FOR ME TO REREAD !!! #the thought of suna practising ‘i love u’ in the mirror is so funny to me #IDK WHY JUS MAKES ME GIGGLE A LIL #ALSO SLEEPING IN HIS ARMS HFHFN #suna is secretly artistic i just know #his calligraphy is definitely so pretty ahhh #also yeah we are soulmates #<3

[chatsu]

ur alive woahhh hi hi how have u been

not for long, i've a mad cough & sore throat 😵‍💫

BUT I SAW UR SELFSHIP ATSUCIE AND & YOUS R SO ADORABLE ??

#ur comments on samu >> #poor guy he'd be slagged all the time #i coughed 7 times typing this #HOW HAVE U BEEN !!!

[chatsu]

I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA ☹️ LIKE HALF OF ME WAS MISSING!

i’m alrightttt!! i forgot to tell you but i did that presentation on a battle in ireland and it went really well and i thought of you <3 how are you angel!! TEXT ME ON DISC LITERALLY WHENEVER!! <3

OH MY GOSH I MISSED U & UR SWEET SOUL SO VERY MUCH AGHHH

awh bless, i knew you'd do so well on that ah i wish i could've seen it :') also my french performance has been postponed till after my mocks! so be prepared for me to you on disc about my worries and nerves around march hehe

#DISCORD JUST SCARES ME SOMETIMES #I'VE NO IDEA WHY

[chatsu]

SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!1*!! CHELSEA?!? HI BBY!

HI ANGEL, THE LOML !!! I MISS YOU SO MUCH ☹️ HOW IS EVERYTHING AHH WHAT’S GOING ON <33

#so happy rn #heart warm #<3333