cub-mlm

[cub-mlm]

i want to sit across from you on the sofa, our backs against the arms of the couch and us facing each other. we're writing together. both of us with a laptop perched on our knees as we tap away on the keyboard. making evil smirks as we write angst, giggling at jokes, grinning happily as we imagine cute fluff scenes. excited exclamations when we reach our word count goal for the day! excitedly showing each other what we've created. working on stories together and laughing at the chaos we come up with. i want to exist with you. i want to work on my passion with you. i want to write with you safely with me. i want to write. i want to use the love i feel for you to accurately describe it in my stories. i want to write for you, dedicate my thoughts written down to you. for encouraging me, loving me, choosing me. i want to write with you across from me while you write too.

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[cub-mlm]

mlm self love

i am a queer trans guy and so much of my self acceptance comes from media and not from myself. man loving man can start within your own life, love yourself first.

today i took myself on a self love date and it has been such an interesting experience. it forced me to be by myself with who i am. and its been, extraordinary.

i am a man and i love myself, even though i am gay. even though i am trans. i accept me.

[cub-mlm]

imagine this:

its a chilly October night, Halloween is tomorrow, and youre snuggled up by a fire with your boyfriend. a bowl of popcorn on your lap and the smell of fresh chocolate chip cookies coming from the oven. you search for a scary movie, giggling as your boyfriend kisses your forehead. theres a gentle rain falling outside, everything is soft, warm, and safe.

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[cub-mlm]

i wanna tell you my deepest silliest most embarrassing secrets so we can judge my stupidity together and laugh

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[cub-mlm]

really just wanna cloud gaze with a guy who makes good jokes and will share his snacks with me as a mini picnic appetizer

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[cub-mlm]

imagine laying in bed watching Disney with the man you plan on marrying. laughing and crying and singing along, his hand in yours. imagine the gentle teasing when you recite a line word for word, the sly smiles when you catch them mouthing the songs, and the tear filled eyeing when the sad part comes on and you can't help but feel overwhelmed with strong emotions. the domestic safety, vulnerability, and love; imagine how perfect it would be.

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[cub-mlm]

Turning the frogs homiesexual

[cub-mlm]

thinking about boys thighs

[cub-mlm]

I just want to touch you. to hold your hand. to rest my head against your chest. to feel your hair. to be close enough that our skin touches.

[cub-mlm]

No thoughts, simply wanting a cute guy to do black eyeliner on me, gently holding my face in one hand.

[cub-mlm]

if a man cuddled up to me while we watched a movie on the couch and he fell asleep with his head on my shoulder i think i would faint

mlm & nblm

[cub-mlm]

ummm 😳 message me?

[cub-mlm]

making out while the playlist you made for him plays in the background :')

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[cub-mlm]

i want to lay with you under the stars, our hands intertwined between us, and our hearts full of love for each other and world surrounding us.

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[cub-mlm]

long distance is homophobic and i genuinely believe we should sue it immediately before it can get worse and become forever distance. because i have a boy to kiss and sights to see and that homophobic jerk long distance is ruining my young gay life

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[cub-mlm]

i want to read your nsfw stories out loud at random times and giggle at your reactions. oh darling is that a blush i see? so bold in your writing. are you going to be bold now and test out your nsfw thoughts on me?

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[cub-mlm]

oh to be loved by a man. a soft kind of love. the kind of love that is vulnerable and raw and so real it feels almost overwhelming. i want to fall helplessly in love with a man, who chooses to fall endlessly in love with me. chooses to be soft, to be vulnerable, to be home.

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