results are still out on whether she's a fictive or if I'm plural tbh I need to certainly do more research to really know that for sure but somethings going on here and I wish I had the words for it
I think part of the whole minori thing i have going on is kind of odd cause she's not really that much like me now. Sure there are some superficial similarities to how i currently behave but there's also a large gap. (one of my current friends said i reminded them of erika for reference)
but she was me at 14, and this is reason she isn't me now because i've been forced to (for better or for worse) change myself and become someone who doesn't recognize who they are when compared to my past self.
She's me before i lost myself to masking before the majority of my worst years which left me scared and irrevocably a different person. Frozen in amber she's the piece of me i feel like isn't there anymore and want to one day find again. The authentically autistic and weird girl
And tropical rouge as it is gets me so emotional because throughout the whole series it's reinforced through laura and co that there's nothing wrong with how she is.
minori isn't me, but maybe one day I'll find that part again
I think part of the whole minori thing i have going on is kind of odd cause she's not really that much like me now. Sure there are some superficial similarities to how i currently behave but there's also a large gap. (one of my current friends said i reminded them of erika for reference)
but she was me at 14, and this is reason she isn't me now because i've been forced to (for better or for worse) change myself and become someone who doesn't recognize who they are when compared to my past self.
She's me before i lost myself to masking before the majority of my worst years which left me scared and irrevocably a different person. Frozen in amber she's the piece of me i feel like isn't there anymore and want to one day find again. The authentically autistic and weird girl
And tropical rouge as it is gets me so emotional because throughout the whole series it's reinforced through laura and co that there's nothing wrong with how she is.
minori isn't me, but maybe one day I'll find that part again
idk what it is but I've found it getting increasingly hard for me to post art, maybe it's just I forget or I don't finish enough things but generally I just don't post as much as I used to
this of course is in part due to me working on an animated short film and a demo for a game I'm making (not laura quest) to some degree I just don't have the time for silly doodles anymore and when I do they don't feel good enough to post
despite this I really wanna try loosening up a bit more and sharing more silly stress free doodles I think itd be good for me