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[deadgirlkisses]

i love pink, we love pink, we love how pink looks, we love how pink looks on us, we love all shades of pink, we love pink things, we love buying those pink things just because they are pink, simple as that, we love pink in all its forms ❤︎︎

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a.n: guess who's back! yup, it's me, hehehe! didn't mean to run off for a while guys, i've just been extremely busy :( bare with me guys! anyways, i love nerdy! ellie williams so this is for the sweet girls who love her too!

c.w: modern!ellie williams, college/university AU, fem! reader, socially awkward ellie (hhehe), kinda dom!reader and sub!ellie (idfk), TONS of blabbering, didn't really read proofread, in lowercase on purpose

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currently thinking about ellie williams, a stoic & quiet woman that 9 times out of 10, is questioning how she got into a relationship with YOU, the sweetest girl on the block. the girl who always had every shade of pink in her closet. the girl who always made sure her outfits were as cute as ever. the girl that was the living, breathing definition of "doll". the girl known for all the pink throughout campus, "mrs. always in pink" they would say. it was quite simply anyways,

ellie had been looking for a new guitar as hers had broken due to unfortunate circumstances (she was trying too hard to be a rockstar and smashed it CONTINUOUSLY not thinking about the after effects of the guitar) when someone with the sweetest scent of vanilla and strawberry had suddenly swished past her paired with a simple "excuse me" causing her to nearly get whiplash to look at who that may have been as they made their way past.

she recognised the scent, she had smelt it almost all the time when she was in her lectures that she only attended when she felt like, she recognised that voice too, the one she heard when asking and answering questions to her other peers around the room and with dina, jesse and (unfortunately) abby, your friends. upon turning around, she could tell who you were just from the bright baby pink skims dress you had on, your matching pink kate spade bag adorned with a hello kitty charm, she knew it was you.

she couldn't understand what was going on with her, her hands started to become sweaty as she held the guitar, her fingers kept on missing the right strings to strum as she watched you diligently, picking up the pink electric guitar you found. her hair, up in her usual half bun admiring the way you tuned the guitar with your acrylic nails with different assortments of charms and hand drawn images of designs on them that she thought made your hands look so delicate.

it's not like she hadn't stared at you like this before. as stated before, she would attend lectures when she felt like, and when she did feel like attending, it was because she knew you would be there. you two shared a course together and had a class at the same time which gave her countless opportunities to admire you and even talk to you but sadly, her dorkiness over came her and never let her try.

you on the other hand were open to speaking to her, you did know her from your lectures together though you never truly had a good one on one conversation which left you in suspicion of her. who was she truly? why was she constantly looking at you? why was she kind of cute? why did you want her to do you dirty and rough in this very guitar store? let's face it, you weren't oblivious to her constant glances at you. in fact, you thrived on it. you in turn though did act like you wouldn't notice only to allow yourself to take in her.

she didn't have much muscle and she was constantly rumbling about space but you thought it was cute. her front strands of hair falling to cover parts of her face as she looked away from you as you silently strummed away to your favourite song, you felt the intense glare pointed to your fingers. you never thought anything about your fingers except for your nails, always perfectly done in a specific pattern or colour. you can't lie, the way she was looking at your fingers did quite literally make you feel some way...

ellie could never think she would find you here, she never thought that a pretty girl like you could even be around her. but, with the way you two were at the same place and knew of each other, she might as well pluck up the courage and actually talk to you. swiftly, she walked up to you and, with all the confidence she mustered up, finally muttered a small "hey there" to which she made a mental note to never start with a conversation with that.

turning around, you stopped playing your tune and went on with a "oh ellie, didn't see you there!" although you knew she was always there. this did make ellie feel quite bad but at least you "never noticed" her constant ogling at you. after a skip of atleast 4 heart beats, ellie realised who she was talking to and came back to her senses to actually carry the conversation "yeah, i was checking out for guitars. i didn't know you played it...".

you could tell she was trying to be slick, but with the way she constantly glanced at your fingers did make you want her a bit more than usual today. "i've been playing for 7 years now, and i thought i should try electric guitars since i mostly play bass," and now she was completely immersed in your full, glossed lips as you spoke. you didn't know whether to keep going or just leave her be but something made you say "ellie, my eyes are up here."

ellie felt a wave of embarrassment pool up her stomach as she started to blabber out quick apologies here and there. as she struggled to look into your eyes, you could see her tense up much at he way you kept the conversation while attentively keeping up with her body language "the Eastcoast ST1 in pink... you like pink a lot don't you? i mean i can tell with the way you always wear pink and have almost everything of yours in pink and the way you look like the embodiment of pink, it suits you since you're pretty and sweet and so attractive and- i'm sorry, i'm saying way too much aren't i?"

the amount of words spewing out of her mouth caught you off guard but the way she had to stop herself from complimenting you more was what made you utter out words she never thought you would say to her:

" i could kiss you right now, thank you sweetie! "

ellie didn't know if that was a just a statement or a demand but she really wouldn't mind if you did anyways. heat rushed through out leaving her with the colour of strawberries imprinted on her cheeks. "i wouldn't really mind getting a kiss from you anyways but i don't think you actually would" in which she never expected to happen, in a flash of moments,

" who said i wouldn't, hm?"

to which you placed two kisses on each of her cheeks and walked off. no words. no words but baffled was what ellie was. she truly didn't believe in manifestation but having a pretty girl like you kiss her RIGHT AFTER telling her that you would never kiss her and dreaming of those lips on her was absolutely baffling. maybe she did believe in all of that manifestation, "law of attraction" or whatever. as she watched you leave, you abruptly made a stop, causing her to wonder why you would have stopped till you looked directly at her and told her,

" and my fingers could do way more than strumming guitar strings, you know? "

and with that, you left, without a guitar in hand and with a flustered ellie williams wondering how she even got there. manifestation, she'll definitely look into it...

-xoxo, rue

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HELLO EVERYONEEEE (❁´◡`❁) JUST WANTED TO ASK INCASE ANY ONE WOULD LIKE TO IN MY TAG LIST! i'm currently making a lil one and hope y'all could join, please comment or reblog this post!

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ʚ・ ୨ masterlist! ୧・ ɞ

♡ tokyo revengers!

"cuz' it feels like CPR..."

♡ blue lock

"you've got potential..."

♡ across the spiderverse

"i'll switch a nigga out so damn quick..."

more to come in the future!

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ʚ・ ୨ across the spider verse! ୧・ ɞ

miles! ( earth 1610 )

you gotta stay ready...

female barber!

miles! ( earth 42 )

female barber!

hobie!

piercings!

more to come in the future!

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ʚ・ ୨ blue lock! ୧・ ɞ

barou!

mr n' mrs routine!

like a tattoo...

bachira!

like a tattoo...

nagi!

like a tattoo...

rin!

like a tattoo...

more to come in the future!

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ʚ・ ୨ tokyo revengers! ୧・ ɞ

baji!

cheerleader princess!

baji luvs pink!

tattoo artist! baji

rindou!

tattoo artist! rindou

many more to come in the future!

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ʚ・ ୨ about the account! ୧・ ɞ

— rue, mostly write for black, IPOC n' fem readers, she/her pronouns.

i write for: tokyo revengers, jujutsu kaisen, across the spiderverse, haikyuu, blue lock, mha ♡

BYF!

do not follow or interact incase you may be any of these: homophobic or transphobic, racist, have any hatred towards any religion e.g islamophobia, sexist, pro ana, blank blog.

a safe place for mostly black readers but any one is welcome!

dni if you don't like choso (jk or really?)

NOTE!

i may be inconsistent or may take time with content, please bare with me!

may close requests if i feel overwhelmed.

some characters will be aged up if they have a canon +18 age or if stated otherwise.

i mainly write for fem writers but may try gender-neutral readers.

APPROVED!

female reader

BIPOC reader

female reader x male character

female reader x female character

DISSAPROVE!

male reader x female character

character x character

i don't write any dark content.

if writing nsfw, i do not write some particular topics such as: pedophilia, watersport, incest, stepcest, non or dub-con e.t.c

if writing nsfw, i do not write for characters without a canon +18 time skip (in short, i do not write nsfw of characters that may be minors).

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THE WAY I GASPED MY GODDDDDD

-‘๑’- I HOPE YOU PICK UP YOUR PHONE…

— when uncle aaron comes to your doorstep — you can’t help but fear for the worst.

you and your mom were in the kitchen together making dinner when you heard three knocks adorn your door. miles hadn’t been answering the phone since the night before and you couldn’t help but think he was hurt — i mean — his job was dangerous and there was always a fear that one day he wouldn’t come back to you.

“i’ll get it.” you say to your mom, wiping your hands off and opening the door. you’re met with uncle aaron just in front of it, holding a pair of what looks like miles’ j’s. you stare at his hands for a moment and look up at him. “what’re these for?” you chuckle nervously, gently taking the pair of shoes into your own hands. uncle aaron sighs and rubs the back of his neck. “oh y’know miles. he just wanted me to give these to you for when he’s away.” you raise your eyebrows in suspicion — why wouldn’t he give them to you himself? “oh. well, wanna come in for dinner? we’re making pasta.” you smile, inviting him inside. aaron takes his shoes off next to the door and watched as your mom made sauce for the pasta. you sat down next to him and texted miles. he just so happened to look over at the right moment.

“he won’t answer.” aaron says before you could even finish typing. you look over at him in confusion. “where is he? is he not at home?” you ask, turning your phone off and setting it down on the table. “i don’t know where that lil’ boy went. just don’t text him for now in case he’s doing some business on his own.” he says. he looks down at your phone — the lock screen a picture of you and miles. aaron felt his stomach twist in a knot, this was a bad idea. maybe if he’d never went on this mission — if miles didn’t insist on going — this wouldn’t have happened. your mom finished making dinner and sat with with three plates — one for you, her, and aaron.

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as the afternoon dwindled into the night, aaron decided it was best to go back home. “well, thank you for staying!” your mom says, giving uncle aaron a hug. “say hi to miles for me please?” she asks, her hands on uncle aaron’s shoulders. “will do.” uncle aaron grins, walking out the house. uncle aaron could feel his eyelids getting heavier — whether it was his angst filled mind or his tiredness — he didn’t know. he got back into his car, looking at the passengers seat to see miles’ hoodie laid on the seat. uncle aaron is only able to make it to the end of your street before he parked the car and rested on his on his steering wheel, tears falling down his face.

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it’s been two days and miles still hasn’t texted you back. uncle aaron hasn’t said anything and you haven’t been to his house to see his mom. you were getting worried. your mom baked cookies to put in a container and sent you over to miles’ house. although the fall cold was eating away at your legs — you had miles’ hoodie to keep you warm from your mid thigh up. you make it to miles’ apartment complex and walk up the stairs to their room — you opening the door with a spare key rio gave you. “mama rio?” you call out. you hear sniffles coming from her bedroom, you worriedly checked it out. “mama rio, have you seen miles?” you whisper just loud enough for her to hear you. her cries intensify, you nervously standing there until she catches her breath.

“mija, miles is gone.”

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this is kinda really specific so it’s okay if you can’t write it! but could you do a earth-1610 miles x black!femreader where they’re in a big group setting, and miles feels overwhelmed so he leaves, then you go to him and he’s lowkey having a mental breakdown so you give him cuddles and tell him it’s ok to feel this way and all that jazz🫶🏽

you gotta stay ready...

sypnosis: in which you help your partner, miles, as he felt overwhelmed.

a/n: i don't really write fanfiction so i'm so sorry if this sounds stupid! + i was watching lots of beta squad vids while making this!

c/w: black fem reader! not proofread.

you walked into the party with your hand wrapped aroung his hand, him being your dearest lover, miles. ready to step inside the days prior, you had been invited to a pool party by your best friend since it was a special day for her. of course, you knew you wouldn't miss it for the world and accepted the invitation! besides, you were free from the torture of school and it was hottest time of the year so why not go? the thing was, you and miles hadn't seen each other in quite a long time, and so, this gave you an opportunity...

" miles? " you called to him as you had been sitting beside him on your bed. " yes, princesa? " " don't you think going to a pool party would be a good idea? i mean, it has been pretty long since we've hanged out so we might as well take a shot. " he stared at you with eyes that seemed surprised but he quickly hid it. " yeah, um, it's good. " you could see he was uncomfortable, the way his hands started shaking a bit. the way he bit his lip... it was wrong to ask him.

" if you don't wanna go, it's fine! "

" no no, it has been hot here, i think a lil' pool party is good, i'll go. "

" are you sure? " you asked, you didn't want him to feel like you're coercing him to go and make him feel uncomfortable until he responded " por supuesto, mami. no te preocupes, estaré bien. " there and then, you became ecstatic, hugging him and kissing him all over!

( " of course, mami. don't worry, i'll be fine. " )

the day came after much anticipation and much shopping for swim wear and there the both of you were, at the door of your best friends house, just about to enter till you spoke " miles, i know you already said it's fine but just know that, incase you feel like you can't stay here, tell me alright? " you could see the sparkles in his eyes, he looked pretty happy which made you the happiest girl in the world.

you found yourself on the floor as your best friend had tackled you into their big hugs you always adored as they said hi to you " omg! you're here! i lowkey thought you wouldn't come since it's really far away from brooklyn. " " nuh, you know i'll always come, congrats of course! ". miles stood there as he waited for you two to finish your little talk until you turned to mention miles, " yeah, i brought miles, we thought it was a good time to have some fun, so why not? "

your friend stared at him before shaking his hands and giving him a small hi, she didn't hate him of course, you and her had many talks about whether you should talk to you're little crus since you were ALWAYS talking about him until she matchmade the both of you.

" well, have fun! everyone's out in the pool, if you need me, just call me! " and soon you ventured on to the pool, buzzing with multiple people with so much energy, you were happy to be here with the way you were talking to all of you're friends, miles was also able to talk to some other people while there, in sense, it was going pretty good!

but then again, his social battery died quite quickly and you were quite concerned. you always knew this would happen hence you finding him sitting alone, munching on some snacks. you sneak up on him sitting inside your car. " miles? we can go home y'know. " you can see he was shaking quite a bit until you asked him the question. it didn't even take an answer for you to hug him and pepper his forehead with kisses while you both sat there in silence. silence that lingered on for moment's time til tears fell down onto your bikini top. " oh, miles, i'm sorry for leaving you alone, i hadn't known you had slipped away. " he looked up at you with big, glossy eyes when he responded, " i just- i just couldn't handle being there. i wanted you. i really wanted you by me. "

shocked yet undrstanding to say the least, you stirred your hands on his hands, making little circles on his hands, sitting in the continued silence until you hear him sniffling back his tears. " its fine to feel like this, i'm fine with you feeling like this, you can always talk to me when you feel like this. " " can we stay like this for a little longer, please? " " of course, dear. "

#rue answerz #x black reader #black girl blogger #atsv x black reader #miles morales x reader #miles morales x y/n #miles x reader #miles spiderverse #across the spiderverse #prowler miles

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so real!

Taiju loovves his girlies thighs. Any chance he gets he really tryna suck on em <3

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Thank you for answering! (I asked the hostile to readers question) I understand why now. I asked someone else and got a much shorter and somewhat contradictory response, but your answer was very helpful. I just saw there were terms for readers based on race used in what I interpret to be hostile and at times mean but Ig everyone's different. Anyway, thank you for informing me! Hope you have a nice day!

always welcome dear! and thank you for the wishes for the nice day🥹🥹🥹

#rue answerz #black girl blogger #x black reader

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i- you're so right omg (❁´◡`❁)

dude koni with an age gap and!size kink

YESSSS he's so big :(

I posted this a while ago but my fave fave fave is colonel könig with a pretty little thing on his arm that just destroys him every night

you're so much younger, always sat either on his lap or directly next to him, always stood the same, you're never seen without him, always clinging to his arm and pouting about something you want

everyone thinks youre this pretty little trophy spouse for him, little do they know you have him sobbing and begging for you to fuck him every night

you're so much smaller than him, perched in his lap and he's practically surrounding you, everyone else thinks hes so threatening and menacing, such a big man with so much power in just his hands, and yet all it takes is one look from you for him to be all flustered, knowing that in a few hours you'll have him beneath you on your bed, any touch and whisper of praise leaving him arching off the bed and whining your name like a pretty little whore

#call of duty x reader #call of duty smut #konig x reader #könig x reader #rue repostz

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i didn't think they were trying to mention you as one of them! sorry if it came out that way, i thought they were talking about some bots and shit 😭😭😭

There’s a lame person blowing up the miles x reader tag and it’s causing ppl to get no engagement on their fics. If you’re confused why you aren’t getting the notes or de logs your getting, THATS WHY

i honestly hadn't noticed that since i just posted the fic and then went to sleep but looking at my notes, i see what you mean! thank you for telling me lol 🥹🥹

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Hey genuine question here, just trying to understand, why are writers here so openly hostile? to white readers? Is because white readers said (x reader) and only used white features/ descriptions back then or is it something else? Ofc everyone should write who/what they want but it's another thing to openly reject the very idea of white people any chance they get so I feel like this comes from somewhere else.

Apologies incase you see some writers being as you say "openly hostile" but for me personally, I'm a black girl who often doesn't see much representation for us in stories/fan fiction, i have no problem with writing non black readers obviously but, once again, i don't see black girl representation and so, i typically write for us to give a safe space for those whom are not represented.

Many times when reading "x reader" stories i only ever see features that may be given to non black people, i have no problem with those stories. Black or even IPOC writers and readers want inclusion in these type of stories and so we tend to write them for ourselves and include people of our community, hence the many BIPOC tags e.g "black! reader". Not only not being included, but stereotypical features of our communities may be wrotten and published in which we do feel uncomfortable in.

In summary, It doesn't come from hatred for white people when we don't write for you, it comes from the fact that we have little to no representation and often want to cater to our community that has little represantion and a lot of stereotypes written about us! Hope that answered your question.

-xoxo, rue!

#rue answerz #x black reader #black girl blogger

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There’s a lame person blowing up the miles x reader tag and it’s causing ppl to get no engagement on their fics. If you’re confused why you aren’t getting the notes or de logs your getting, THATS WHY

i honestly hadn't noticed that since i just posted the fic and then went to sleep but looking at my notes, i see what you mean! thank you for telling me lol 🥹🥹

#rue rantz #black girl blogger #miles morales x reader #miles morales x y/n

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guess who's out of the shackles of writer's block? yup, me! anyway. this came to me randomly after seeing a tiktok based off of this career so yeah have thisヾ(•ω•`)o

cw: this can be read as either miles 1610! or miles 42!, black and fem reader, idk tbh but this has been proofread idk how many times :(, a shoutout to the line of work mentioned!

thinking about being miles' pinkish wifey, adorned in the cutest charms and fits, aromatized in the sweetly scented perfumes, and him being her supporter, always praising her for everything she could do, academics, hobbies, even with his hair ♡

ever since he found out about you being able to braid, retwist and do styles on his hair type, he was in love. what he didn't expect was the fact that you could literally cut & style hair. you were a female barber that got to cut hair for a few extra bucks spent on some lip glosses!

instead of hitting up his neighbouring barber shop in brooklyn, he calls you up, eager to know whether your free to hang out. it's a good time too since you've been noticing the way his hair's been growing out and wanted to do a lil' tweak on it.

" you see how it is right now? " " you're hair's grown since last time, omg! " " mmh, i know, i really wanna cut it but i don't know how i want it " " want me to do it for you? " " suena bien. adelante, princesa "

( " sounds good. go ahead, princess " )

meeting with him was always easy, you taking a quick stroll as you listened to some music, or him coming over to yours really quickly since he didn't want to keep you waiting. but this time, you had invited him over to yours to do the style you had seen as best for him.

he reaches to your home, reaching your bedroom, he sat on your reclinable chair he oh so loved and as comfortable as he needed while you laid your rilakkuma shoal on him, getting ready to make a skin line for the guidelines using your trimmer as you two talked about all the most random topics out there.

" i got the new jordan's but they were so expensive and for what, like, what else must a girl have to suffer from :( " " they look dumb as hell, i like mine better " " i'll shave your ear off, i know you're just saying that cuz you wanted us to match " " me conoces demasiado bien "

( " you know me too well " )

as you shaved and styled his hair, he watched in your mirror as it had come out elegantly, a perfect afro taper fade that accentuated his face too well, his confidence increasing a tenfold, thinking it was done until he saw your face, scrunched up and concentrated. he left himself on that seat as he saw you continue working on the back of his head, what were you doing?

" ¿qué haces ahí, mami? " " a lil' something, no worries, it looks good, you'll see ♡ "

( " what you doing there, mami? " )

you brush his head for any hair that hadn't moved off his head as you're nails slightly brushed past his skin until you finally remove the shoal, allowing him to freely stand up. while you clean your equipment, he takes out his phone, immediately going to his camera and letting his back face the mirror as he records his movements only to find himself shocked while watching the video back.

there it was, trimmed away, a cute design connecting with an initial that he quickly realised had been from your name, ended off with a heart. looking at you, he watched in adoration, his girlfriend, showing everyone he's hers without having to physically be there with him to show really got him, it got him good.

" you like it, love? " " so that's what you were doing at the back of my head, huh? " " it looks adorable doesn't it? " " se ve bien, pero se ve mejor con su nombre en ella ♡ "

( '' it looks good, but it looks better with your name on it ♡ " )

-xoxo, rue ♡

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