dessnotfromdeltarune

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WELCOME TO THE SUPER SCHOOLHOUSE.

#baldi #baldi au #baldi's basics #that's me! au

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alternate outfits for my regretevator oc... he actually wears the yellow suit most often because it fits with the whole cheese theme of the factory, i just drew him with the brown one because it's his favorite! he wears the orange one is for special events and such, and the swim trunks for vacation trips (he doesn't even know how to swim)

#regretevator #regretevator roblox #regretevator oc #lovely boy! #cheery chap! #MOLD #oc

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MY REGRETEVATOR OC...

He's basically the Big Cheese but.. kinda cool... big ol' fella

#regretevator #regretevator oc #regretevator roblox #oc #MOLD #?? #yeah!

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nothing but a thorn in my side

#baldi au #baldi #that's me! au #null #bbieal null

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The Joy of Creation.

#baldi au #baldi #that's me! au #principal of the thing

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doodles.. that's me...

#baldi au #baldi #that's me! au #gotta sweep #principal of the thing #playtime #1st prize #its a bully

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OH MY GOODNESS!!! THANK YOU ALL!! Im evil

#1000 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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THAT'S ME STUFF AND IDEAS!!

THE DOC IS KIND OF DONE!! the writing may be bad and stuff im sorry about that im REALLY tired and shit hope you enjoy all.. *checks the written notes on my hand* 3 of you that's me! fans

#baldi au #that's me! au #baldi's basics #baldi #playtime #it's a bully #principal of the thing #gotta sweep #arts and crafters #1st prize #null #baldloon #idk #lol !!

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that's me poster.. woaw...

#baldi au #baldi #that's me! au #baldi's basics

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you must get lucky every time.

#bear alpha #bear* #roblox bear #roblox

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more that's me stuff ..

in the last post I said null needs help spreading around the school and.. well.. this is how he does it! MONOLITHs are basically this au's version of the baldloons and they're basically little seeds produced by NULL that grow into flesh nightmares around the school's vital organs and other sensitive araes..

the player (name still pending) basically carries these little guys around in their pockets!! little pocket creatures

#baldi au #that's me! au #baldi's basics #baldloon

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MORE THAT'S ME STUFF ..

the player and null!!! the story is very much a work in progress and maybe i'll share all my ideas in one big post or document sometime but for now i'll just say what i do have here

the player (name pending) is basically this child that ran away from their home due to a bunch of stressful stuff going on in their life and, after getting lost in the woods, end up getting "enrolled" in baldi's school and taken inside

NULL is basically this like sort of deep root disease that's slowly trying to eat away at the school's flesh to decay it, which isn't working so well for him because the school has ungodly regeneration. he wants the player to help him spread and kill baldi and the school and they're BEST buddies !! also the player's scars are from like previous attempts at beating baldi's school it's sort of like an endless loop for them because baldi and his school sort of exist on this supernatural level idk as i said it's all very wip

#baldi au #baldi's basics #that's me! au #bbieal null #null #player #??idk what to tag this g

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THAT'S ME REDESIGNS!!!!

redesigned oldsworth, sweepsweepsweep and baldi because their old designs were uh.. not very great

#baldi #baldi au #that's me! au #gotta sweep #principal of the thing #baldi's basics

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big ben is bully!! this au is mostly based on classic baldi's basics but I COULD make hypothetical designs for the newer characters like reflex and pomp and the such

"THAT'S ME!" au

yeah I was working on a thing that led to another thing that led to a few other things and it led me here.. making a horror baldi au the basis of this au is basically just "hey, what if here school and everything in it was a hive mind manned by the bald bastard himself??" so I drew a few concepts and got very very obsessed they also have different names too (except baldi) because they can here are the designs!!! i don't know how i'm supposed to introduce all this sooo

#that's me! au #baldi au

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IN THIS SCHOOLHOUSE, I'M THE MASTER!

#baldi #baldi au #that's me! au

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that's me! doodles

#that's me! au #baldi's basics #baldi au #baldi #gotta sweep

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ON WHY BASIL AND SUNNY, WHILE NOT BEING OPPOSITES ON A SURFACE LEVEL, ARE OPPOSITES ON A MORE DEEPER LEVEL — 🪴

SPOILERS FOR OMORI’S PLOT!

Despite acting similar, they do contrast in ways that highlight the character trait of the other.

While SUNNY doesn’t particularly desire to be loved and doesn’t suck up to others, he is cared for and wanted by others. this contrasts BASIL who desires to be just… wanted by others—to be cared for and loved. despite how much he sacrifices of himself to be wanted by others, he does not receive the same care that he gives out. SUNNY being loved without effort on his part (which, he does canonically feel guilty for, as mentioned in the OMORI fight) highlights BASIL’s struggle just to be wanted around by others. BASIL’s struggle highlights how treasured SUNNY truly is in rhe group—how important he is. This is further reinforced by how everything started to get back together only when SUNNY came out of his house.

We do also see that BASIL is more scared of concepts and events (abandonment, being alone again, interactions, etc.) than things traditionally found scary, such as spiders, heights, even deep bodies of water (despite him not knowing how to swim), even stuff like darkness. This contrasts to how SUNNY is more scared of things that can be found in reality. Spiders, heights, deep bodies of water, etc. He is scared of what is traditionally found scary—things that can usually be found in the real world.

BASIL being scared of such concepts highlights how even dreams aren’t an escape for him—how even his imagination is not a safe space for him. He has nowhere to be safe. Outaide, he has to face the judgement from the hooligans, the stares, the verbal abuse, the physical abuse. Outside, he has to face the guilt of knowing you played a part in destroying the very friend group you loved—the very friend group you took pictures of because you didn’t want to lose them. Inside, he has to face the overwhelming feeling of loneliness, the pain and hurt that comes from once again being alone, the heavy and empty feeling in your heart after being abandoned. This highlights how SUNNY is more scared of the real world—of things like spiders, heights, his friends, the consequences of his actions, the effects of it and how it ruined everyone. He feels the deep guilt of it all, and witnesses the suffering he had caused, and just wants to hide from it all. Just wants to withdraw back to his fantasy world where he’s safe, where harm can’t reach him, where nothing happened. He is more comfortable in his imaginations, having always relied on it when he’s troubled. He is safe there. He can hide there. And he did—for 4 years straight, until the truth’s roots eventually seeped its way into the soil of his headspace in a manner that cannot be uprooted. In a way where BASIL’s feelings and MARI’s thoughts found its way into his dreams.

However, there is a similarity in terms of their fears. Both of them are scared of being alone. however, their reasons for it are different. BASIL is scared of it due how he’s always been alone—desperately doing everything so that people won’t abandon him. Desperately wishing and praying he doesn’t have to go back to that. Whereas sunny’s more scared of it due to him never experiencing how it is to be truly alone with nobody “by his side”. He’s always had people around him, his parents, HERO, KEL, AUBREY, MARI, and BASIL. And him, being scared of the unknown, was terrified at the aspect of how bad it would feel—especially when he’s heard the feelings of one who has experienced it.

The tragedy of their character also contrasts. The tragedy of BASIL’s character lies in him re-experiencing how it is to be stuck with nobody being there by his side again just right after he finally found people who he can rely on and confide in. It lies in him having to go through everything just to be loved again. It lies in losing everything and going back to having nothing once again. While the tragedy of SUNNY’s character comes with the loss of something you have always had by your side. The tragedy of inexperience, and the grief from losing something you loved. The tragedy of being alone when you were always surrounded by loved ones—one way or another.

Even if BASIL wants to be free, no matter how much he does to free himself and SUNNY from everything that happened—he’s still essentially trapped. While SUNNY traps himself deeper via his headspace despite him being the one who could set both himself and BASIL free. He does realize this, though—however, it was too late. He finally realizes how much trapping himself affected BASIL, he finally realize that he needs to be there for him even just for a little while right as BASIL was about to kill himself. SUNNY desperately rushes in to save him, and no matter how much he wants to leave, he decides to stay. There’s no more running away when the life of a friend you love—platonically or not—is on the line.

Perhaps there was a deep sense of jealousy within BASIL towards SUNNY. A deep sense of jealousy that he rejected out of fear of accidentally hurting SUNNY. His color is green, right? The color of hope, of life, of modesty, of renewal, endurance, growth… but also the color of stagnation, isolation, sickness, envy, death. It perfectly incapsulates him, and his feelings towards SUNNY. Towards everyone. Towards himself.

In a way, they’re like the sun and the moon. Whenever SUNNY reaches out for BASIL, BASIL avoids him. Whenever BASIL reaches out for SUNNY, SUNNY runs away. Rather than the waves and the moon, they’re like the sun and moon—running away from each other in cycles. Rinse and repeat. Over and over again.

#keeping this around for safe keeping #IM GONNA GO INSANE #BEAST