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Can’t even do the anorexia right

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i feel so crappy, i just wanna lose weight, i wanna see my bones, i wanna look like an early 2000s emo boy, i wanna be delicate in the masculine way, i wanna look dead, i wanna see my fkn bones and finally feel skinny

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I fluctuate between "my needs are unreasonable, I should repress them so I don't have to bother anyone" and "I've been through so much. I deserve a bit of understanding and comfort"

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i feel disgusting i am disgusting

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“supreme court has ruled-“ “supreme court has decided-“ “supreme court has overturned-“ can the supreme court turn up dead next i think itd be really american chic of them to die for the fourth of july

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i want to look deathly skinny even when i’m sitting down and slouching

#4n0r3x14 #eedee #ana trigger #ana vent #ed diet #ed relapse #pro 4na #restrictive ed #trans 4n4 #tw ana thoughts #tw ed relapse #it's not as simple as just eating #notprojusttags

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im fasting rn and i feel so light and clean i love fasting

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idk if those “spells” work but………. somehow it’s working, is it a placebo? anyways 10 lbs weight loss spell!

like to charge

reblog to release

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i love that feeling that i get when i haven't eaten and everything feels sharper and it makes it easier to think

#tw ana thoughts #ftm 4n4 #eedee #4n0r3x14 #ana trigger #ana vent #ana rules #it's not as simple as just eating #tw eating issues #disordered eating thoughts #3ds #notprojusttags #i wish i was thinner #ed diet #ed relapse #restrictive ed #tw ed relapse #pro 4na #trans 4n4 #4n4 vent

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I just wanna be the skinny, pale twink that gets all the validation he wants.

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i need more ftm ed guys to follow on here.

interact with this post so i can follow y'all

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I wanna be skinny and pretty, but in a man way.

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For a while, I thought of eating disorders as parents. My father Ed and my mother Ana. I've always wanted them to be proud of me, to care, to tell me I was doing good, that they're proud of me. There was a short amount of time that I thought they would be proud of me, and I want to be back there.