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I want to be a faery engulfed by the earth herself, peeking out curiously at the world as I am becoming one with it.

#yes I’m a little wacko

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Eren Yeager looks so emo in the profile picture, bitch I-

#go off bitch

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AND THEN GIDEON SAYS

“Don’t worry honey, I’ll keep the home fires burning.”

“You sawed open your skull rather than be beholden to someone. You turned your brain into soup to escape anything less than 100% freedom. You put me in a box and buried me rather than give up your own goddamned agenda.

Harrowhark, I gave you my whole life and you didn’t even want it.”

-Harrow the Ninth, page 822 of the ebook

#HOW IS THIS OKAY #I swear Gideon will make me grovel #I am undone with her narration #tlt #tlt spoilers #harrow the ninth #gideon nav #harrow nonagesimus

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“You sawed open your skull rather than be beholden to someone. You turned your brain into soup to escape anything less than 100% freedom. You put me in a box and buried me rather than give up your own goddamned agenda.

Harrowhark, I gave you my whole life and you didn’t even want it.”

-Harrow the Ninth, page 822 of the ebook

#this part destroyed me #like how am I supposed to recover from Gideon saying something like that #it’s true and it makes me hate harrow but I understand why she did it #gideon nav #gideon the ninth #tlt #tlt spoilers #harrow the ninth #harrow nonagesimus

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GIDEON IS ALIVE (technically) MY SOUL HAS PURPOSE AGAIN

#tlt spoilers #tlt #harrow the ninth #gideon the ninth #gideon nav

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I KNEW IT

(I made that post about halfway through and now I’m more than halfway and I’m at the part where it’s confirmed and I am satisfied)

OH MY GOD HARROW THE NINTH IS NARRATED FROM GIDEON’S PERSPECTIVE IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW

#tlt #tlt spoilers #the locked tomb #harrow the ninth

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y’all ever read a book just to get answers? That’s keeping me going through Harrow the Ninth bc I need answers

#tlt #harrow the ninth #harrow nonagesimus #harrowhark nonagesimus #tamsyn muir #books

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Listening to “Always an Angel, never a God” during golden hour driving down the highway past hills and trees 🤌

#boygenius #sapphic #sapphic songs

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✨️WOMEN✨️

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OH MY GOD HARROW THE NINTH IS NARRATED FROM GIDEON’S PERSPECTIVE IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW

#gideon the ninth #harrow nonagesimus #harrow the ninth #spoilers #tlt spoilers #tlt

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Me putting fruit on my pancakes: MAKE IT FRUITY, MAKE EVERYTHING FRUITY, THIS IS GAY AGENDA

#this is life of a lesbian #lesbian #lgbtqia+

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I like women and woman-aligned people in a sapphic way and I like men in a “I deadass can’t be actually attracted to you even if I try with my entire brain” way and I like people partially or not on the gender spectrum in an either “you’re super cool” or “shit you’re hot I’m shitting myself” way yet I don’t feel like a woman all the time but I feel like a woman when I like women. Though sometimes I look in the mirror it switches back and forth between dysphoria and not BUT I FEEL LIKE A WOMAN WHEN I LIKE WOMEN??

#lesbian #gender isn’t real #wlw #sapphic #lesbian gender crisis #I tend to think girl enough when I think of gender so I’m just going to stick with that

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But why tf does my gender internally change

#h e l l o #kinda inconvenient #like I feel like a girl sometimes but I also feel like nothing sometimes but sometimes I want to be a dude? #little me had to talk herself out of wanting to be a boy and that says something #brain go haha gender isn’t real so just go through feeling like all of it and none of it at the same time #like I don’t want to be gender but I want to gender everywhere at the same time #and idk how to talk about it #I like being not a gender most of the time #but sometimes gorl but sometimes boi

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But what got me fully coming to terms with being comfortable with labeling my attraction was “I’m attracted to people’s energy and I have never been truly attracted to a man’s energy so I’m lesbian and have been lesbian, but also attraction is fluid and not a box so if it changes later on for any reason, then that’s okay”

#lesbian #sapphic #loveislove anyway

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Tomorrow is October 4th 2023 and at 14:20/2:40pm EST there is a Nationwide Emergency Alert Test for the United States

This means most devices (phones, maybe tablets even) will receive an auditory (sound) alert

If anyone in your life is in a domestically unsafe situation (ie. has a secret phone) PLEASE make sure they’re aware

October 11th is the backup date in case a major occurance interupts on the 4th

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On October 4th 2023 in the USA there will be a test alert from the government

It'll have sirens and text to speech and be incredibly loud. You cannot opt out of it.

TIMES

Hawaii: 8:20 am

Alaska: 10:20 am

Pacific: 11:20 am

Mountain: 12:20 pm

Central: 1:20 pm

Eastern: 2:20 pm

Expect it to last a few minutes.

please please PLEASE reblog!! Especially for those with psychosis, paranoia and sensitivity to loud noises.

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#HARLEY QUINN