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my suicidal thoughts have become second nature

#ana

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i’m going on a date next week and if i haven’t lost 5 pounds and have thinner thighs by then i’m not going ❤️ does anybody know good thigh exercises??

#thinspo #proana #ana #bulimist #th1nsp0 #not pro ana just for the tags!! #ed #TW

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my all-time safe foods and how I eat them to stay full

FRUITS AND VEGGIES

carrots (45/cup), strawberries (49/cup), raspberries (1/berry), blueberries (1/berry), pickles (0), cucumber (15/100g), grapes (62/cup), honeydew (31/cup)

eat with your hands, slowly. 

SWEET AND SALTY

sugar free Jell-o (10 cals), orange tic tacs (0), french vanilla tea (10 cals), werther’s sugar-free caramels (9/unit), plain or salted popcorn (15/cup!), dried seaweed (100/box)

eat in small pieces/sips. I find that if I eat slowly, a box of seaweed can last me the whole day. eating one piece of popcorn or one tic tac at a time is also very effective. 

DAIRY

cream cheese on a spoon (weird, ik, but delicious and 30 cals), Halo-top (330), low-fat string cheese (60), activia vanilla yogurt (90), cottage cheese (90)

- eat yogurt and cottage cheese slowly, with small amounts on the spoon. makes you feel sooo full. eat string cheese in tiny strips, and lick cream cheese slowly like a popsicle. works like a charm. 

CARBS

fried egg whites w salt (20/egg), microwave rice-a-roni (190), 

eat in small bites with a spoon, as slowly as you can. 

#safe food

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Dark Academia Food & Drink

- Wine, specifically red ;)

- Strawberries

- Green & Black Tea

- That lavish dinner you had at ur rich friend’s parent’s house 

- Champagne / Cider

- Chocolate and French cakes

- Coffee, especially black coffee

- Croissants and other pastries

- Grapes (think ancient Greece)

- Jam and Toast

- Baguettes 

- Two a.m. takeout from wherever is open bc you have been feverishly studying all night and ur super hungry

#dark academia #food

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💖💖💖

#food ideas

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Man, I really wish my appetite was as low as my libido when I'm depressed

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What does one eat in dark academia ?

A Dark Academic’s Diet:

Black tea and coffee. Enough to constitute caffeine as an intrinsic element of your being.

Pomegranates so I can envision how Persephone felt when she realized she was doomed to the underworld and Hades.

Poetry, both ancient and gothic, to seep into my mind and distract me from the scones that the Russian café around the corner of my library sells.

A ritualistic array of figs, red wine, dark grapes and rose petals, as the Roman play performed on campus echoes around the theatre walls.

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eating disorder gothic

you haven’t eaten in 36 hours. your fast is supposed to last 48. you stare at the clock. 7:28. eight hours, two minutes to go. you sip your tea. you look back at the clock. it’s 7:14. eight hours, 16 minutes to go.

your stomach growls. your friend asks if you are hungry. “no,” you reply. she looks at you quizzically. your stomach growls. you order coffee black.

you’re walking down the street when you pass a reflective surface. instinctively you flex your abs and check your waistline. your reflection smiles. you don’t.

you’re hungry- really hungry. you head into the kitchen, grab a diet soda and head back upstairs. you enter your room with a full plate of food.

you stand up from your chair and see stars, sprawling in front of you for miles. there’s a woman there, hiding behind ursa major. she frowns at you, and offers you a bowl of cereal. you decline. “wouldn’t you like to go back?” she asks. “not that badly,” you reply.

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Can’t wait till I can wear baggy jumpers and not look like an absolute

whale

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so I'm fasting for 7 days now and I just wanted to tell you

It gets so much easier. Believe me.

I don't feel hunger anymore.

I don't feel like not eating is a challenge.

You will get there too, stay strong bitches :)

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Total black 🖤

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I’ll be so skinny. So skinny. Just so ridiculously tiny, delicate, light. People will be shocked when they first meet me, everything will be too big on me, my friends will worry everytime they see me. People will be scared to hurt me, I’ll always have to sit on people laps when the car is full because “I’m so light”, but then the person will complain about my bones. I’ll be so, so small. So delicate. But so strong: I’ll be the strongest ever, I’ll fight. And everything will be good

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thinspo w/ cats🐱🐱 (requested)

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spooky season is approaching 💀👻☠️

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I cant wait for fall🍂☕️🎃