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[formerprincewille]

I know you were doing your job. And I'm proud of you for that, but there is a small selfish part of me that wishes you didn't want to anymore.

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[formerprincewille]

buddie + the sh*t eddie says that sounds like it's from a romance novel [buck] requested by anonymous

[formerprincewille]

what is happening at that bachelor party and WHERE is chimney

[formerprincewille]

#Buddie Wedding Season 10 Everyone's Invited

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#What a year this week has been

[formerprincewille]

buck + gay shit going down in his kitchen

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Q: When you first met that character, and you seemed a little standoffish and maybe threatened, and not a big fan. Do you think it's because deep down you had these... something there brewing, but you didn't know what it was?

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Unreliable narrators and John Watson's sexuality

Honestly what Joolia says about gay John isn’t wrong. And think of how much the fandom’s reading of John has changed with each series.

S1 some saw John as bi, but MANY saw him as straight with an exception.

S2 those opinions were amended to “okay he’s definitely bi.”

S3 had John’s sexuality FURTHER amended with “Okay he’s bisexual but homoromantic.”

Would it really be that shocking for John to have actually been gay the whole time but very deeply closeted? Like if John is bi and homoromantic, he has always been that, do you see? But as an audience we haven’t been privy to the inner workings of John Watson, so we haven’t seen him for what he has been the whole time, our readings of him have adjusted the more we have learned. And indeed if he IS gay, he has been gay the whole time and our readings may simply still have adjusting to do.

For the record, I am not arguing one way or another, I am simply pointing out that I don’t know one person who watched only s1 of Sherlock and came away from it saying “John is homoromantic and bisexual.” It was a reading that developed the more we learned about John Watson.

And honestly, I would LOVE a bi John because we get almost NO bi representation in the media. But I would in no way be angry with a gay John. It’s just really hard to know for sure because we are being told this story from the POVs of two unreliable narrators.

#lol this could also be about eddie diaz #john watson #sherlock #911 abc #eddie diaz #buddie

[formerprincewille]

Imagine John Watson as a child thinking both girls and boys are cute and finding he will have crushes on both and not understanding why or what it means

Imagine teenaged John Watson knowing he is bisexual and trying to get up the courage to come out to his parents and friends. But then one day Harry comes home and announces she’s gay. After seeing the way his parents react to Harry’s declaration, he decides to stay closeted.

Imagine John in Uni wanting to kiss guys he thinks are cute but unable to bring himself to it. He’s got all this experience with girls but everyone still thinks he’s straight and every time he’s alone with a guy he’s interested in, he just keeps hearing his dad’s voice in his head that he didn’t raise his kids to be queer.

Imagine John in the army meeting his commanding officer for the first time and knowing right away there is something there. He and Sholto maintain their professional relationship as long as they are able until one night after they lose a comrade. They drink a bit and everything John has wanted for so long finally unravels him and they take one another apart with their lips and tongues and hands and teeth. Sholto asks John to call him James in private.

Imagine John realizing he is in love for the first time in his life, but still in a position where he has to keep it and himself a secret. Imagine how much it breaks his heart when it ends.

Imagine John’s depression after being invalided home. How he sometimes thinks of just ending it. He’s all alone anyway. He doesn’t talk to his family or James. Nothing ever happens to him. And then he meets a man who makes him feel alive. But the man isn’t an option for a romance, so they become friends and flatmates instead.

Imagine John’s frustration with people thinking he and Sherlock are a couple and having to correct them because he would like nothing more than to be a couple with him. John knows he’s falling in love with Sherlock, it’s barreling toward him like a freight train and there’s nothing John can do to prevent it from happening. He dates women and feels nothing for them emotionally, but there’s no way he can come out now. Sherlock would know in an instant how he feels.

Imagine John’s heartbreak after Sherlock’s suicide. After John was working up the courage to tell him how he felt. And then his last words he said to Sherlock’s face were calling him a machine. That Sherlock never knew how deeply John loved him. And now he never will.

Imagine John finally trying to move on. He will never get over Sherlock totally, but he can’t spend the rest of his life wishing it had all gone differently. And Mary is nice. I mean she was there for him during his grief. The sex is fine. And he may never really fall in love with her, but he does love and care for her, so there’s no reason to keep hesitating.

Imagine John realizing it’s too late when he hears Sherlock’s speech. Imagine his confusion hearing Sherlock’s words like they are a confession. And knowing there’s nothing he can do about it now. Then he finds out Mary is pregnant and his regret is multiplied. Now he might lose his friend as well.

Imagine John miserable without Sherlock. Dreaming about him. Packing his clothes and cycling to work, hoping to hear from Sherlock. Sadly wanking in the shower. Grabbing his phone desperately fast anytime a text comes in. Second guessing what he heard at the wedding. Promising himself that if he can confirm Sherlock really feels those things for him, he will leave Mary, baby or no. He will finally do what it’s taken him his life to do and come out. And then the woman he married but never really loved almost kills the man he loves more than anything.

#mine #damn this old post getting notes again #john watson #johnlock #bbc sherlock #sherlock

[formerprincewille]

Simon & Wille Young Royals, S03E01

[formerprincewille]

I agree with this take. And I think that conversation between Sara and Simon shows that too. That she DOES want Micke in her life, but she also understands that he is who he is and can’t be there as a reliable parent. I actually see both Sara and Simon having a relationship with Micke in the future, but keeping enough distance to keep from being let down and disappointed by the unhealthy choices he’s probably always going to make.

I don’t think Micke was actually an abusive parent, I think he was just useless. The fact that Simon still wanted a relationship with him and only didn’t because of Sara doesn’t really make it seem like he was violent towards his children

#micke eriksson #young royals #sara eriksson #simon eriksson

[formerprincewille]

it’s “beyond comprehension” to YOU. i’m gay though

[formerprincewille]

whyyyy do they sound like this??? im going insane 🥵

[formerprincewille]

bebe linda

#AHHHHH

[formerprincewille]

Du kom?

I can't believe you're here, I thought I was on my own now

Thank you for not leaving me alone, thank you for not giving up on me

We're actually doing this, we're going on together

Watching season one after knowing they're endgame makes me so emotional, so proud.

If only they knew. ❤️‍🩹

#they’re everything #wilmon #young royals

[formerprincewille]

went clubbing, this was on the fucking wall

#so real #I have trivia Tuesday nights with friends and the day after the final episode aired I named our team #wilmon endgame #like what else could I name it #none of my friends watch the show but they indulge me #and I had to tell my friend who runs trivia the meaning #young royals #wilmon