ghosthouse-sys

[ghosthouse-sys]

[Text: This system splits really easily, and that doesn’t make them less valid.]

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hey osddid tumblr my feed is getting stale if ur a osddid system rb or like this so I can follow lol (esp if c-did/polyfrag 👍)

[ghosthouse-sys]

"If you had a disorder as serious as DID, we would notice."

You did notice, you just called it by a different name.

When you noticed us acting different, you called it

childish

standoffish

unpredictable

too sensitive

insensitive

dramatic

manipulative

intentionally being difficult

When you noticed our amnesia, you called it

irresponsible

flakey

forgetful

not listening

not trying

unreliable

lying

When you noticed us dissociating, you called it

spaciness

daydreaming

not paying attention

not caring

stonewalling

acting stupid on purpose

wasting time

being lazy

People love to say they care about people with mental illness, and then disbelieve anyone who has one because they've already passed judgement on them.

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Fictive heavy systems, I have a question for those who are comfortable sharing their experiences.

Is the reason you believe you're fictive heavy because your trauma created a disconnect between you and real people, leading to an early comfort in media?

This is a loose theory based on our experience as a system and it's something we've been curious about for a while.

(This post is for traumagenic systems only, endos fuck off)

[ghosthouse-sys]

As a fictive I want to say:

• don't say "I want to be your friend" just because you simp for them/they're source.

• some fictives have source memory.

• some don't.

• some fictives identify with their source.

• some don't/identify partially.

• and again, don't act like a simp just for the source because it's weird.

-Alastor

[ghosthouse-sys]

*picks up ur system and shakes u all like a snowglobe and watches ur headmates fall everywhere*

[ghosthouse-sys]

shoutout to everyone with forget disorders (adhd, DID/osdd, ptsd/c-ptsd, asd, dementia/alzeheimers, schizophrenia, other psychotic disorders, major depressive, chronically ill/phys disabled people with brain fog, people with long-Covid, natural memory degradation, and etc.)

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Experiences I have related to DID that I forget are literally because I have DID

- Feeling like my identity / sense of self is fluid & ever changing

- Being absolute ass at a specific thing and then being good at it later

- Thoughts / inside voices being fuzzy , distant , like a distant conversation

- Having fluctuating feelings toward friends/families/my partner

- Getting suddenly dizzy and finding it hard to move

- Realizing I’m not wearing what I originally put on

- Feeling zero emotions or feeling every possible emotion amplified 100x

- A lot more that I can’t remember right now, also because of DID

Me after realizing everything I do and feel is related to having this dissociative disorder 😦😦😦😦😦

[ghosthouse-sys]

kinda gay to be a system

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Feeling quite sad tonight so I will say this.

I love you non human alters

I love you monster alters

I love you scary alters

You're not faking or lying because you're something people consider "unreal" or "based in fiction" I love you and you're very real and very valid.

-A vampire headmate

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shout-out to people who fit the demonised DID stereotypes seen in movies & other media:

if you have violent &/or aggressive alters, i love you.

if you have complete blackout amnesia between alters, i love you.

if you have little to no communication between alters, i love you.

if your switches are overt & "distressing to witness", i love you.

if you've ever been called "scary", a "freak", or even "evil" for how your DID presents, i love you so much.

your experiences are real. you do not have to sugar-coat your disorder to make it more palatable for others. your brain helped you survive as best it could, so i hope you will find peace & healing when the worst is over. 🤍

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Shout out to the ten year old who just got diagnosed. Shout out to the housebound fourteen year old. Shout out to the eighteen year old who can’t go to the university they wanted. Shout out to the twenty two year old who can’t get a job. Shout out to the twenty six year old with a caretaker. Shout out to the thirty year old who can’t buy their own house.

Shout out to young disabled people. We exist.

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[Text: This system’s innerworld is complex but not vivid.]

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Plural Culture is oh my gods the hosts friends can never know I'm not them, and that they haven't fronted in weeks now

Being worried about the sorrow and possible anger they could feel towards you because their friend isn't there any more

- Icarus

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Hello Tien! Nice to meet you. :) I was wondering if you knew Tien means "ten" in Dutch, or it's just a coincidence? Either way, cool name!

Woah! I think it's just a coincidence but my friend who helped give me the name is a huge language nerd so it could be part of it! :3

#ghosthouse.sys #did #did osdd #dissociative identity disorder #traumagenic system #didsystem #sysblr #alters #did alter #did system

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HOLY SHIT HELLO WTF IS THIS

Popped out of no where straight into the????? Idk??? Front??? The others are calling it???? This shit wilddddddd :3 nice to meet you guys whoever follows/interacts with me :3

I'm Tien :3

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Minor inconvenience happens

Split

Minor inconvenience happens

Split

Minor inconvenience happens

Split

Minor inconv-

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