#alters

[system-hottakes]

I feel like number names shouldn’t be a way to basically display ur trauma. I understand they’re only for RAMCOA victims but it’s honestly just dangerous imo

honestly we don't think they're only for RAMCOA victims, singlets use number names all the time, why is it different if an alter uses it? As long as they're not mocking the name I think it's fine. And I agree, having number names be RAMCOA only is very dangerous, it reveals their trauma to people, which can expose them to those who wish to take advantage of them

#anti endo #did system #system #actually did #alters #did #endos dni #hot takes #hot take #did osdd #Names

[antiendovents]

absolutely anti-endo bc trauma is required, but some of you forget about healthy/functional multiplicity and the fact that it proves there are non-disordered systems.

they're not non disordered.. they still have the disorder they're just better at managing it. (At least that's what I've heard, since DID/OSDD is a life long disorder after it has been developed). Yes they've healed, but they still have the disorder, they just no longer have all the symptoms / their symptoms are more managed. This is like saying someone who has gone through final fusion isn't a system, I guess they technically aren't anymore, but they still have DID/OSDD and still have the ability to split at any point if their brain feels necessary..

Also when people refer to "non disordered systems" they're talking about endos who claim to not have DID/OSDD yet somehow are still a system, not healed systems. I really don't understand the point you are trying to make here

Like correct me if I'm wrong, but surely even if you've healed you still have the disorder???

#anti endo #did #did system #endos dni #plural #actually did #alters #system #endos fuck off #did osdd #Anon you have confused me

[stormyaxolotl]

this is for wilbur soot alters of any kind here are some names you can use instead of wilbur [if you do not want to be associated w/ your source because of drama or etc] {I'm sorry if some of these are basic]

Masc: Atlas Ambrose Orion Theodore Kenley Oliver Noah Ash/Asher/Ashton Elias Bennett Silas Milo Max Felix Theo Edgar Feminine: Lyra Stella Odeliah Celeste Cora Laney Peony Willow Ava Hazel Autumn Lydia Allison June/Juniper Gender neutral: Wren Sunny Halko Quinn Chip Artemis Bee Clover Cyrus Wisteria Ren FIn Tunic Azarius Otto Ostro Hexen/Hex

#lgbtq #lgbtqia #lgbt #alters #did alter #plural system #system stuff #system #did system #osdd system #system did #did #did osdd #osdid #osdd #osddid #Wilbur soot alter

[ghost-of-a-system]

"system joy" comic from an OSDD-1b system

i'm sorry if there is any noticeable art style changes throughout the comic. it was worked on across several days, and usually our comics are completed within one. our comic style isn't always 100% consistent depending on who is fronting or co-fronting :') but we tried to keep it similar enough so that it hopefully wouldn't be too disorienting.

#traumagenic system #osdd #endo neutral #osdd system #actually dissociative #osddid #other specified dissociative disorder #alters #did community #actually plural #did osdd #osdd 1b #did #did system #system stuff #system #factive #fictives #headmates #alter #system joy #some lighthearted vent #fictive #system comic #system blog #ghost of a sys comics

[electricbloodflow]

DID is simultaneously the most subtle, ambiguous disorder while also being the most intense, all-encompassing, extremely-personal-because-it-affects-fundamental-perceptions-like-memory-and-identity-at-all-hours-of-the-day disorder of all time.

#actually dissociative #actually traumagenic #dissociation #osdd did #polyfragmented #c did #complex dissociative disorder #highly complex did #dissociative identity disorder #dissociative system #did system #alters #actually did #trauma

[ashwithapen]

yeah i have an origin story, but not in a villainous way, in a "i have a dissociative disorder" way

#ash.txt #osddid #osdd system #did osdd #osdd #osdd 1b #did system #traumagenic system #dissociative system #did #system things #osdd alter #alters

[eclecticbutterfly44]

Undiagnosed systemhood is

Thinking you just have no sense of self, and that's why your "personality" keeps changing.

Feeling like you're watching someone else operate your body, with no idea how or why.

Having strange deja vu moments where you feel like you've done something, but you don't remember any specific details.

Feeling like years of your life weren't actually lived by you, but by someone else that still exists somewhere in you.

Saying things that you can't control or don't agree with and not being able to do anything to fix it.

Feeling like you don't belong in your body, like you aren't actually you.

#osdd 1b #osdd system #did osdd #alters #system struggles #system stuff

[the-habitat-sysblog]

btw. use whatever terminology benefits you.

if they're your alters, beautiful. if they're your parts, fantastic. if they're your headmates, wonderful. if they're your fellow system members, awesome. if they're just YOU, delightful. as long as you're comfortable, it doesn't matter how you conceptualise or label your self-states!

if you are a system, perfect. if you are a person with a CDD, perfect. it's all perfect because you deserve the autonomy to choose how to define yourself & you have made your choice! or chosen not to care about terminology! & that's rad!

#blurry❔.txt #; #💬 #🤍 #[ #alters #parts language #system #system things #traumagenic system #did system #system stuff #sysblr #actually traumagenic #cdd community #system terminology #did positivity #cdd #]

[synodicsystem]

I write this as a joke but we found someone new this morning.

╰ 🌿

#osdid #system #alters #did system #did osdd #traumagenic system #did memes #osdd #system memes #plural gang #fictive alter #fictive #fictive culture is #introject #did alter

[heavyskysystem]

Shout out to protectors who :

Have antisocial tendencies

Do everything to keep the system safe

are tired, but would do it all again

their way of protecting is sometimes labeled as "to harsh"

yall are doing your best, and youre the backbone of the system, youre loved and aprecciated

#system #plural #DID #alters #protector alters #dissociative identity disorder #plurality #plural community

[welldrawnfish]

So these last few days has been.. Turbulent. DIFFERENT

I think I may be a System? Infact I KNOW I am a system at this point, but Im also not ready to accept that. Well a part of me isnt, and the other parts of me are like… uh duh of course you are. 

*A system in this context refers to the collective consciousness under the DID / OSDD Umbrella, I dont know the correct terminology in all of this, so im so sorry If i I mess up. I don’t necessarily want to give myself a label, there's .. brain scans and stuff I can get to prove it. And I need those, thats the only way I know this is real. But for now, for my own mental health I am treating it as if it were.. “real “ And I dont really know… what to expect…? I want to find something, ANYTHING, on I guess.. Systems waking up? But I cant find it. So I’ll just do this here Im gonna dump out all our thoughts onto some comic pages and we will figure it out.  I had a bit of an awakening roughly.. 5 days ago, and for the sake of convenience gonna use Plural/System terminology - There are alters, I have met them, the have names and personalities and some of them are really fuckin annoying i just want to punch him in his TEETH

Anyways, since the alter awakening moment, my brain has been in TURMOIL parts of me accept this, parts of me dont, i keep feeling like my face is like shifted 2 inches to the right and everything gets fuzzy in the real world. Not that these alters have names like.. Files are getting sorted  into these proper figures and everything is getting explained and figured out. And its making me feel like I'm not me anymore?

Like I always would argue and barter and fight with my own thoughts, but that's the thing, they wer thoughts, voices in my head with just like, distinct personalities. I just saw it as a different part of me?? Figured that was normal.

But now they are.. stronger ? OR maybe because i'm more aware of them and the personalities I can tell whos out now and like.. Obviously they are happy to get some facetime with the world properly?? But like.. Am *I* just aware of it, aware of them now, aware that it is not just *I* but *We* and so noticing it more, I'm resisting even harder? We feel more fractured than ever.

I have a good friend helping me out, another system, I owe them everything, maybe my life. (PLEASE FOLLOW @transpanda-1 BTW THEY DESERVE IT) They had a few amazing tips, but I cant keep bugging them about every anxiety on my mind thats not fair, so I’ll ask the whole community.

I guess what I want to know is.. Like is this normal? Do all systems go through this? What should I expect in the future and how do I make this more streamlined and stop.. Fighting it? I guess?

I thought I finally had myself figured out, just be the girl who makes the funny relatable trans comics… it was simple.

#did/osdd #osdd system #did osdd #did system #did community #osddid #alters #PLEASE HELP #webcomic #comics #original comic #comic art #web comic #Welldrawnfishcomic

[system-hottakes]

i dont like people calling insys romantic relationships "self love"

the two fictives making out behind me in headspace are not the same person man. sorry.

yeah,, sometimes we do it to ourselves as a joke but we don't like when other people do it to us, especially without asking. Like we're very different people, do not assume we're the same person

#anti endo #did system #system #actually did #alters #did #endos dni #hot takes #did osdd #hot take

[antiendovents]

abt discussion "is functional multiplicity a way of being non-disordered system?" if no one minds, am gonna add my opinion too.

functional multiplicity isn't non-disordered way of being system. it's like remission / recovery.

when you have some chronic condition, you can manage it and feel fine. you can show fewer symptoms or don't show them at all. but you still have this condition.

if you are on meds for arthritis and don't have active inflammation now, you still have arthritis. you may still have some impairment of damage that was already made. it may flare up. your meds may stop working or start working worse. and your symptoms will return.

also, if nothing of above happens, your life, needs, and experience are not the same as life, needs, and experience of people without arthritis. you need your meds to feel good. you need to go to appointments. you need to be careful with some things. you have different risks and so on.

and also. you have experience. you know how it feels. you know what it is. your life was changed by having arthritis, and you don't lose this experience when your symptoms leave.

so same with osddid. if you reached functional multiplicity. you still have some symptoms (having alters is a symptom). you still may split more alters, get more amnesia, get more other dissociative symptoms. and you still have experience. very personal-forming experience, don't know how to word it better. your brain doesn't work like singlets brains. your alters (in functional multiplicity case) aren't like singlets parts of personality. you can't close this door and unteach your brain to dissociate, split, create amnesia barriers. you also can't erase trauma from your brain development. (early life trauma makes HUGE influence on brain development, and even not only brain but the rest of the body too).

osddid is a super complex experience. it's early trauma. it's very specific experience of not being singlet, of not having singlets personality. it's alters (if we talk abt systems). it's amnesia (not always). it's dissociative symptoms. it's cptsd. and more and more and more.

it's super complex, super influencing. endos often see osddid like "cool dudes in your head and nothing more", and it's offensive exactly because of these reasons. because osddid is WAY more. and functional multiplicity is not "cool dudes in your head and nothing more" too. it's sad, but there's no such thing as "cool dudes in your head and nothing more".

that's why people don't lose osddid diagnosis when reach functional multiplicity.

sorry for being long, boring, and complicated.

nod, nod. That's what I thought, I'm glad to have others agree. Even once you've healed and reached functional multiplicity you still have alters, which are a symptom, and probably a few other symptoms too, which means you have the disorder. Even with final fusion, you're still disordered because your brain can always split again, since splitting is a coping mechanism that cannot be unlearned

#anti endo #did #did system #endos dni #plural #actually did #alters #system #endos fuck off #did osdd #I don't know too much about final multiplicity or final fusion #Only basic information #So correct me if I make any mistakes guys 😭

[kaleidoscope-crew]

Issac 💚

You're welcome internet

#did system #systemhood #system humor #system jokes #system joy #did jokes #traumagenic system #trauma #plural system #system #did #plural stuff #plurality #alters #system stuff #dissociative identity disorder #plural things #plural memes #plural #plural community #actually plural #plural joy #plural positivity #kaleidoscope crew issac

[ghost-of-a-system]

if i had a nickel for every time an anthropomorphic wolf made a comic about the system term "host"...

we previously thought we were hostless because we all fronted fairly equally. we realized this was just because we, personally, were in a toxic environment/mindset that had us under constant distress. when we tried to work through this more, we found that one of us, me, does front majority of the time, now that things are better.

our old host comic is still very important to us, regardless of whether or not we are a "hostless" system. it still resonated with many and brought some attention to a lesser-known experience in systems. for that reason, we are still very glad we shared it.

#osdd #traumagenic system #endo neutral #osdd system #osddid #actually dissociative #actually plural #other specified dissociative disorder #did osdd #did community #alters #system #system comic #system blog #system stuff #system things #dissociative system #fictive #id in alt text #ghost of a sys comics

[falsebrothers-collective]

What if I just started going by a different name and pronouns and had different likes and ideas and memories and opinions and presented differently and acted differently... but like I'm still me though... no I'm not a system at all...

#actually did #actually plural #alters #did osdd #did system #plural system #plurality #system #system stuff #pro endo #endo safe #dissociative identity disorder #plural community #plural #dissociative system #system things #traumagenic system #funny #funnier as a system #this sounded funnier in my head #actuallydid #did