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tumblr is the only place that im honest, how do you tell your instagram followers that you just saw a bird that changed your life? they are soulless on that app, they dont give a fuck

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It's is HILARIOUS to me that Dan howell announces his full length live show (with deleted scenes) being posted on YouTube a week after watcher made their announcement

#daniel howell #dan and phil #watcher #ryan bergara #shane madej #steven lim #not to mention dans “for the poeple forever” #love him

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#shane madej #has been stripped of this title

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OMFG THIS COMMENT. GUISE. THAT LAST SENTENCE IS SO FUCKING RAW

edit: i see a lot of people arguing over the 'eat the rich' thing and i'd like to clear up my standing currently! i know they aren't the same kind of fancy multi-million corporation that our beloved phrase talks about, and the reason i agree to a point with this comment is that watcher is evidently trying to become that. they're doing some shitty things in regards do disregarding poorer fans, and are seemingly blatantly ignoring the economic crisis by saying 'everyone can afford that!', all in direct contrast to their entire branding of being leftist and openly supporting things like eat the rich.

"You said 'eat the rich' then handed us the forks, laid on the plate, and expected us to spare you?" at least from my understanding isn't flat-out saying watcher are now the rich we eat, but are well on the track to becoming so, and are quickly developing the same ego.

BUT!! don't like people directly hating on steven like that!! they're all grown men who can make their own decisions, and pretending like shane and ryan are out little baby beans and then calling steven evil and whatnot isn't okay. they can all be held equally accountable. though i do somewhat understand being the most disappointed in shane, as he's the one who speaks on shit like eating the rich the most, and is generally more outward with his ideals, so it's perfectly reasonable to feel betrayed more deeply. but bottom line is they're all equally accountable for this decision.

some shit we can't take back. i probably got pissed and said some weird/uncool shit initially because of the intense emotions i was dealing with, which other people amplified. i do regret some of the things i've said to a point when it comes to being hateful, but i can't just un-say it all, so i'm not even going to try. i'm going to leave everything be and allow it to serve as something to look back on for what not to do in future circumstances. while this new path for watcher is, in my opinion, not the smartest and generally really shitty, they're human beings who make mistakes, and they deserve our acknowledgement of that.

in short, i don't like it but i'll stop being a bitch about it because they don't deserve that. also sorry for the wall of (probably incoherent lmao) text i got passionate <3

edit 2: guys. im screaming. the apology was amazing imo and i genuinely think they really mean it, like it doesn't seem bullshitted. i think they realized they fucked up for reals and feel bad. im so happy for them, but also for us as fans. yay :D

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i lied abt only posting abt this situation once, i just saw this lovely person’s comment!! passing it on to tumblr 🫡

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PLEASE COLLAB

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There's something inherently trans about Dr pepper idk why but they have the same vibes

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#dr.pepper is trans

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Why would The Creator put clothes on earth if not for me to cut ???

#I have the urge to cut all my clothes #and theres nothing wrong with that #but i like my clothes the way they are #which means i have to buy new clothes with the intention to cut them #its gonna be so fun

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I often feel self conscious of the stories I write because they always start out as Ideas that I would like to read but I don't know if it would appeal to anybody else or that if I shared them it would be written off as a technical disaster because thr audience I'm trying to appeal to is me.

#ooo writing fears #im good we riter tho #trust

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Moisturize

Moister ize

Moister eyes

#this post is brought to you by Big Eye Drop #its allergy season yall #yesterday my eyes were RED #shit post

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#dean winchester in that fucking impala

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Books are so beautiful

#books #dont hurt them #read them #i am so sleepy #and i just want to read books for my life #why was i cursed with the i cant sit down and read mental illness

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Had a dream where Johnny from “The Devil Went Down To Georgia” came out as a trans woman and the response was so unanimously positive it reversed nearly all of the transphobic bills in the South. She played live in Georgia to an audience of about a third of the US.

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I am a victim of the Cat Distribution System

#CDS #i found him under the porch stairs #and now he lives in my house and terrorizes my family #but he gives me hugs sometimes when he doesnt want me to leave. #i love him #Mr. milks #cat distribution system

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I love going through my own posts because I'm like "HAAHH that's so me" like yeah no shit

#i just like myself #and like im sorry i have my own brand of humor that i understand #i have inside jokes with myself #i think i need friends lmao

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It is becoming more and more apparent to me that I do not expiernce love the way others do. And I am more than have convinced I will never expirence it as intently as others do.

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I feel so horrible rn. I want so badly to understand math and science, not just because it's part of my degree, but because I'm genuinely interested in understanding how and why things work the way they do but at school it feels like I can't get a grasp on these things because all the information is shoved down your throat as fast as possible because you have to stay on track for quizzes and exams and it's gotten so bad that you are expected to remember and sometimes learn this stuff outside of class. Like how ? YOU are paid to teach me exactly what this is and what this means and why by the institution that I am paying several thousand dollars to, so that I can learn but in actuality I'm forced to rush and teach myself just what I need to memorize for exams so that I can maintain my GPA so I don't lose my financial aid/grants. It's not learning for me. It's vicious and a rigged cycle that is clearly not bennifiting my education but rather the money hungry universities. On top of that parking is always a fucking nightmare because the student/free lots are ALWAYS full while faculty lots ALWAYS have at LEAST 10 parking spaces available in each lot and they do this to bring in more money from tickets AND to MAKE students pay the $80 parking permit fee.

#i hate it here #all i want to do rn is my creativities #but i cant even do that without feeling guilty about not using my time studying when i clearly dont understand #university #university is a scam #eat the rich #i hope everyone whose ever contributed to capitalism/not free education gets the worst karma imaginable #im talking like vlad the impaler #MAKE EDUCATION FREE YOU PUSSIES