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Anyone remember Neko Kugyay? Or just meeeee.

#neko kugyay #cat kugyay

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God. I dont think anyone gets the sheer anxiety I had the last two days bc I could not breathe through my nose. And I don't mean stuffy. Sinus pressure had me so inflamed, it was scary. Afrin didn't even work properly like it usually does.

I'm better now, very nose runny & can breathe again. But having that shit blocked so badly is fucking scary and makes me feel claustrophobic?? Idk probably makes no sense.

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Godddd. I think this is the only social media app I think I can vent on without people coming @ me for whatever.

I had a falling out with my ex bestie. They know claim they made the decision to end the friendship... they definitely didn't. I did when I deleted them from everything. Ofc you couldn't talk to me. I deleted you. But go off, King.

Second, you're claiming now you were avidly tried to save our friendship??? But we're lying about it??? Then why did you try and save it?? The math ain't matching.

I made a post about your partner because I do believe they are not a good person, and my friends deserve to know. In fact, most of them do know. He decided to bully me for why?

You wonder why so many people walk out of his life?? 🥴 Cause I don't. He's horrid. It could have been a completely different post and he would still find a way to hate me. I regret EVER standing up for him. I never should have LOL. BUT STUPID IS I.

Thirdly, the other one plays an innocent act. But let's be honest, it's not an act and it ain't cute.

@ the dude acting like I'm in his DMs... uh you never told me off, never talked to me and your gf had no clue wtf you were going off on. That just shows how far up the ass people will go for you.

Idk. I hope you look at my shitty ghost art I told you not to get and think of me until it's covered up loool.

Also don't lie about having cancer. That shits fucked, mental illness or not. Or your ex being abusive because he wasn't. You were just lying about *cancer*✌️

After knowing my aunt died from it.

I'm sure somehow they'll find this and tear me apart again but like, whatever at this point. I'm tired and don't need to belittle and lie to people to make myself feel like my fake dick is bigger than it is. ✌️

Ya'll the deserve each other & more and more people will see how fucked you all are.

Anyway, if ya'll find this & decide to bully me about it until I delete my post, truly shows how awful you are, not me. 🥴🥴

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A RF5 blog: I absolutely love this guy 🤣

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It’s 3 am goodnight

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I have once again been got by the rune factory furry

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fave outfits of march ^-^ ✧*:･ﾟ✧

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#digital art #anime #procreate #procreate art #animegirl #animestyle #demon slayer #oc #demon slayer oc #hashira

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Just remembering how cringe I was when I had a crush on my professor and coined the name professor Hottie for him. Kms.

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Ranting for a hot second.

I am an intervention specialist, second year.

I have co-taught in several schools and it has worked perfectly. Especially when the vibe is right.

I'm at my current school subbing for my coteacher and here's just everything I hate about it.

-she set up no classroom management so these 11-12 graders do whatever the fuck they want. So they don't listen to her. And they def don't listen to me.

-the work she gives is not enough time to even occupy the students

-no rules, no expectations

-no cell phone policy

-NO LESSON PLANNING IN ADVANCE SO I VSNT EVEN PROPERLY TAKE OVER.

It's a literal nightmare.

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Wasn't feeling well yesterday cause of the weather switch, saw some things that made me unhappy, got a tattoo while not feeling well, bad choices, couldn't get out of the parking lot, drove home, couldn't park my car right and my bf did it for me, went inside and instantly was bawling my eyes out.

My bf just hugged me, and then helped me get dressed, ordered food and gave me medicine, woke me up at night to take night time medicine and spent all morning giving me cuddles. 🥺 I dont deserve him.

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Mind you, I've had no time to plan anything or do work actually needed. I'm working through time, where I should be meeting with students to help them with their goals and missing work. But that's not important. Earning an extra 30 is. 🙂

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In case you wonder how overworked teachers are, I'm subbing through what should be my lunch because of all my colleagues calling off of work.

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For so long I've wanted nothing but to be a teacher. But now that I've been in two jobs that suck ass, idk if that's the route I wanna go anymore. I almost wanna go back to school and learn preschool. It'd be better than this shit for sure.

Also always join a school that has a union 😌

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I'm 25 and now im understanding how manipulative my mom has been these years.

I simply denied a key to a house, I don't have and now she's playing the victim saying:

I view her as an intruder. I don't trust her.

Guys.. I don't even HAVE a house yet.

AND SHES MAD. SAYING IM UNTRUSTING. WHAT.

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Ugh was suppose to see him Friday, Saturday, and then Sunday. But work has kept him busy all three days and I'm just fucking sad.