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i forgot this account existed until like two days ago lol

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flicker | taekook

hello haha i know this is dead but i just posted a new taekook fic on ao3! it’s my first one ever since i orphaned my old acc. if you’re interested please check it out i’d appreciate it ♡ it’s actor!jk and manager!tae, lots of angst and some smut as per usual </3 

read here

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flicker | taekook

hello haha i know this is dead but i just posted a new taekook fic on ao3! it’s my first one ever since i orphaned my old acc. if you’re interested please check it out i’d appreciate it ♡ it’s actor!jk and manager!tae, lots of angst and some smut as per usual </3 

read here

#u kno im so done w tumblr when i cant be bothered to format a proper post #i will disappear again now

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hello i know i’m not on here anymore but if anyone’s interested in reading a taekook au (with bodyguard!tae and politican’s son!kook) i posted one on my twitter recently! you can read it here. it’s currently on-going! 

#check it out if you can!

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negativity aside maybe i do miss tumblr a little...

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im turning off anon for the time being

#just got told to jump off the bus by anon again #youve made your point #let me scroll to my dash in peace? i just want to enjoy the content on here

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oh my god i’m shocked by the audacity of that anon to believe that they’re somehow more entitled to your fics than you are. please know that whatever decision will make you happier is the decision that you will always have the right to choose and i’m so sorry that apparently not everybody can comprehend that. i wish you the best of luck on all of your future endeavors 💞💗💘💖💕💝

so was i. i’m just mad people with that mindset exist. this is why sometimes i think we’re undeserving of the amazing writers this fandom has. clearly some of you need to learn how to appreciate content creators. thank you for your support ❤️

#Anonymous

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i get that you’re going through a lot of shit rn but deleting ur fics was mad selfish 🙄💅🏼 while you write those taekook fics, maybe jump in front of a bus?? ❤️🥳❤️

how is it mad selfish when those are MY works? that i wrote? that i spent hours days months working on? am i mad selfish for prioritizing my mental health and doing what i think is best for me as a content creator/writer? for wanting a fresh start? writers/content creators feel insecure about their stuff all the time and you won’t know how shitty it makes them feel seeing those works unless you are one. if i choose to remove my works because i am insecure about them then i am allowed to do so. people like you are sick for thinking that you’re entitled to have a say in what writers can or cannot do to the content they create for free, and even sicker to say things like this behind the screen and on anon. 

really, what was the point of saying you get that im going through shit and then proceed to say that? 

[ im posting this for everyone to see so you know that it’s not fucking okay to say shit like this to writers, or any content creator. if you have this kind of mindset i think you need to reevaluate yourself. im not even going to comment on the fact that anon really told me to jump in front of a bus, because that’s a whole different story. ] 

#if you want to have this kind of conversation come off anon #Anonymous #should i apologize for answering an ask too? when i said i wouldnt be here again?

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sorry for posting when i said i wouldn’t be back again but: would anyone.... be willing to beta read my fics (plural because although i’m prioritizing one rn i have more drafts)???? not just for grammar and technical errors but also... like... to see if my pacing is ok and if the shit i write makes sense? it’s going to be mostly taekook tho bcs that’s what im writing right now. i would have posted this on twitter but no one listens to me and i don’t rlly have writer friends there 😔it’d be great if you read taekook and write too but if you’re interested maybe shoot me a message? 

#ik this might be much but i gotta shoot my luck </3 #and i miss..... having someone to talk to abt plots and fics with.....

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is tkooist but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is adoreguk (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#<3

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No you don’t need to respond to asks.. but that last one did have a point. At the very least stop reposting the same “update” over and over. We get it, you’re gone. 🙄 Jesus we don’t need to see it reposted 50 times. We get it.

i scheduled those reblogs for a couple of days just so my mutuals get the word and just in case they still wanted to stay in contact and if anyone would want to read my works on ao3..... i specifically said (in the tags) that they were gonna be reblogged a few times a day for a couple of days and i brought it back one more time to actually update the post bcs i changed one of my users. but don’t worry i stopped scheduling them, like i SAID i would. if you didn’t like seeing them there’s no one stopping you from unfollowing me.

#thanks for making me upset now i rlly do hate this hellsite #im sorry ive been so mad but i have no other excuse other than im mad #also if anyone wants to come at me for saying i keep coming back on tumblr when i said i was dont bother i still check this site for #my dash's content #*was gone #anonymous #answered #my desc says archived until i change my mind and i never said i was 100% sure im not coming back but jesus . #u know what if any of u have anything to say abt me might as well send it now im in the mood to left off some steam

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soooo you deleted your stories and say that you don't know if you'll be posting again. then you say that you're posting on ao3 but instead mxm? okaaaaaaay. it was nice knowing ya whilst it lasted.

i said i wasn’t going to reply to tumblr asks and forgive me if i took this the wrong way but the tone of of this one right here just doesn’t sit well. 

first of all, i’ve been writing mxm BEFORE i started writing mxr. my OLD ao3 was violentguns / onfilm, which i orphaned for personal reasons and i had a couple of mxm fics up  (bcs i orphaned the acc, i can’t link the profile, but here’s my oldest published fic). i made a new one because i wanted a fresh start. so no, i’m not ditching writing mxr and this blog to start writing mxm on ao3 because i’ve been writing mxm fics for as long as i’ve been actually writing fics. and no, i’m not a hypocrite who said she won’t be posting fics anymore on tumblr anymore only to post fics on ao3. 

i’m sorry if you don’t like my decision of not re-uploading my works but these are my works and i’m entitled to do whatever i want with it. if you don’t want to support my change of heart then maybe just don’t leave asks like this? thanks 

#maybe i took this the wrong way sorry #it just came off as you not accepting that i write mxm and chose not to repost my mxr fics #and i got a little pressed #tone and wording is everything when it comes to sending anons #so.... #anonymous #answered

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is tkooist but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is jeonsts (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#i changed my twt user! its updated now

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is adorestk but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is jeonsts (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#unexpectedly ive become more active on twitter so if you'd like to keep in contact there......

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is adorestk but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is jeonsts (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#boop #scheduled #sr

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is adorestk but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is jeonsts (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#bump #ive become more active on twitter :" if anyone wants to keep in touch there

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an update (sort of)

hi. so. i wasn’t going to do this originally but uh, well, i changed my mind? this isn’t an official formal post or anything i just wanted to drop by bcs it’s been a month and i still don’t know how to explain whatever prompted me to delete all of the fics i had here. sorry for that (and i’m really sorry to myself, too, because i’ve had some of those fics for years and i basically just threw all of my hard work and progress and memories ? away). i wasn’t in a good place mentally and i needed an outlet to take out all of my… anger? into and. well? 

don’t worry i have all of those saved in my google docs so they’re still here with me, but i don’t know if i’ll ever reupload any of them ever again. i just don’t think it would be the same? so thanks to everyone who’s given them so much love up until their time here was over! sorry i’m a mess. swear im working on it. 

if anyone’s wondering, yes, i’m still writing fics. surprisingly more consistently than i expected the past few days. will i ever get anywhere with any of my wips? we’ll see.

i read all of the sweet messages u guys left in my inbox while i was away and im really thankful for that. i’m okay now <3 

if anyone wants to contact me my kkt is adultkth and my new twitter is adorestk but im not active there and i wont bother trying to be active unless it is to scream into the void about writing (twitter still gives me anxiety ffff)

my new ao3 is lovings and any new works i decide to upload will be posted there (no mxr fics sorry :( just mxm) 

and if u want to send me anything anonymously my curiouscat is jeonsts (i wont be answering to tumblr asks anymore sorry!) 

ah. i didn’t want to make this long but it’s hard trying to get everything out when youre not even sure how to say the things u want to say.

thank you again for all the support on my fics this far, and thank u to all the people ive talked to for putting up w me <3 

#sr #scheduled #gonna keep rbing this for another few days