hearts4fwy

[hearts4fwy]

My dearest love, I am sorry I am this way

I'm sorry you love someone so torn

I'm sorry you have to pick up the scraps and put me back together

I'm sorry I feel so worthless

I'm sorry for loving you

I'm sorry you love me

I'm sorry my ex tore my definition of love so much that I can't accept yours

I'm sorry I can't talk to you

I'm sorry for stealing you away from those who could love you better

I'm sorry I'm so selfish

I'm sorry.

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[hearts4fwy]

My dearest love, oh how you shine without me blocking your glow

I am the monster you say you're so scared of

How am I supposed to protect you from myself

I am the selfish monster that clings onto you although you deserve better

Who am I to stop you from getting someone better

Who am I to call you my own

Who am I.

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[hearts4fwy]

Maybe I am the scum of the earth

I am the dirt you step on

I am the gum beneath your shoe

I am the rock you kick

I am the mold on your fruit

But still you plant that fruit in hopes that it will blossom into a beautiful garden

But what will you do when you realize I have rotten into the soil

That my seeds were too far gone

Useless

What will you do when you realize I'm useless

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[hearts4fwy]

Death knocks on my door every hour.

The rhythmic sounds entice me and I know one day I won't be able to resist.

Everyone opens the door eventually, why mustn't I open it now.

I only delay what will happen.

Why do I burden others with my presence, a lost puppy clinging onto anyone and everyone that walks by.

That puppy will stay alone until the gods take it away.

It would've happened anyway.

So tell me, why can't I open death's door, it'll take me with open arms.

It would be the first time I've been embraced and the last.

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