hellenkellersvlogs

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“Who you were, who you are, and who you will be are three different people.”

— Unknown

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suggestions on calorie tracking? like apps or how you know how many a week to live?

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do i need to buy a fucking dog muzzle or what like why can’t i stop putting food in my stupid mouth. 

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eating isn’t worth it.

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does anyone watch the sturniolo twins, they help me get through my day the same way dolan twins, magcon, 02l, and the omaha boys used too

#magcon #dolan twins #omaha boys #o2l #sturniolo triplets

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i’m in a spiral. i’m cutting again and i feel nothing like not happy not sad not even angry which is usually my default idk what’s wrong with me i just don’t feel anything and i don’t know what to do

#tw #tw self destructive behavior #cutt!ng

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cut the shit outta my leg last night because i was fucking bored.

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Mutuals I may not talk to you because I'm incapable of social interaction but I see you in my notifications and get very happy

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i have an entire folder of my notes dedicated to weight, weight loss, how to avoid weight gain, calorie counts, specific things and their calories, foods i like to look at, and hundreds of pictures of thinspo that i scroll through back and forth. what that says about me? i might need a therapist

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#tw ana thoughts #tw ed in the tags #thinspo #tw self destructive behavior #tw ed rant #tw #tw weight

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i wish i was my age currently in the 2000s bc ed culture was so normalized but now everyones so "aware" about it and its so bad and everyone knows but then it was in the media all the time and nobody gave a shit. now if anyone skips a meal theyre sent to fuckign therapy. im literally in therapy im just pissy about how i cant get away w ana

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Don’t forget to drink water so you can stay hydrated while you suffer

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someone followed me to ask if i need help loosing weight and i explained to them how i’m new to this scene, had me send them photos of my body then blocked me. hoping it really wasn’t a fatspo hoax or something of that sort. this sucks.

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tw: thinspo, sh

i want to look like this.

i need to look like this.

please.

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#thinspo #tw #ed #ana #notprojustusingthetags #notprojustforme