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ppl ask me if im okay as if i don’t get up to go kms while sobbing then start hysterically laughing and dancing in my room cuz my mood switched. no. i am not okay.

#girl help #just ed shit

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i think im actually genuinely crazy. but not in the “omg youre so crazy n quirky 🤪” type of way. actually just crazy

#mentally unstable

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actually ab to kill myself, my doctor said ive gained some weight after dropping it and how hes glad to see that im now in a healthy weight range for me height 🤗🤗🤗 go die

now im going to lose weight for the next time he sees me

BUT i dont want them do think i have an ed because he b sayubg he was concerned about my weight loss like???

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i literally almost offed a few hours ago then like 5 minutes later i was full of energy and still am. what is going on

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seeing my therapist once (maybe twice) w month is not enough & all she wants to talk about it my anxiety. i need to LIVE with her. she needs to know my every thought and validate me.

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fuck bro

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man i miss her

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and he tells dad jokes, has anxiety just like me, has struggled w his weight & acne, and likes the same shows as me omg.

im probs moving schools cuz i will DEADASS kms if i have to live at my moms any longer but that means i have to leave my bf (he isnt my bf i still miss my ex ngl) AND i wont be able to see my favorite teacher who is literally my dad. hes my favorite and i want to cry when i think about never seeing him again because i love him sm (he probably doesnt even like me) and he shows more affection than my actual dad and hes so funny

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im probs moving schools cuz i will DEADASS kms if i have to live at my moms any longer but that means i have to leave my bf (he isnt my bf i still miss my ex ngl) AND i wont be able to see my favorite teacher who is literally my dad. hes my favorite and i want to cry when i think about never seeing him again because i love him sm (he probably doesnt even like me) and he shows more affection than my actual dad and hes so funny

#daddy issues #edtmblr

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i think theres something wrong w my mom. deadass.

#just ed shit

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pls leave notes i need to feel wanted and loved. love ya

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these hoes need 2 see me and think “im so scared for her. shes so skinny” like yes mf this is what u did to me. feel bad.

#edtmblr #just ed shit #tw ed thoughts

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i literally wanna kms ive been gaining weight

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hey guys (no one will see this) in the span of 2 months 2 girls have hurt me (one of them is my ex who i broke up w in october but she just had to come back and hurt me for the 100th time) 😛🥰🥰💋💋🔥🔥🔥🤷‍♀️😛🥲🫦

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crying

i hope you all fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and i hope you feel at home when you look at them

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i wanna switch to online school

i dont rlly hang out with ppl other than my cousin, who doesnt go to my school so j dont have to worry about being lonely 🤷‍♀️

i just gotta learn to be better self disciplined