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i never thought I'd love someone more than i love music.

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“When you lose a person, a whole universe goes along with them.”

— Lang Leav, The Universe of Us, from “A Whole Universe”

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There

I get out of there.

My legs are shaking

And my hands cover up my face.

My eyes are watery

But nothing comes out.

I can only hear the symphony,

All the people that are around.

So I hide,

I run,

I stop and cry.

I get everything of my mind.

Now I see her.

She's looking at me worried.

I figure out what's happening,

I really got out of there.

#poetry #some shit #writers #poemsbyme #writing #original writing #poem #poems #poems and poetry #writers and poets

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seriously wondering if we can call the uk a democracy anymore. we have a prime minister that less than 0.3% of the population voted for, we have a new king that we have no say on, people are getting arrested for protesting against the monarchy under the excuse of ‘offending someone’ and we are effectively having a day of mourning forced upon us for the funeral with important hospital appointments cancelled and people even getting kicked out of holiday lettings for the day. this reads like a dystopian world where a dictator has died, not something happening now in a supposed democratic country

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“Sometimes not telling people anything is a good thing.”

— Jason Myers

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oh my god im going fucking crazy *continues to live exactly the same*

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This.

"You don’t tell people you’re not okay,“ she said, "because it’s hard watching them not know what to do".

"Then you end up comforting them, even though the one who needed comforting was you".

-Sue Zhao- Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #222

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Please remember that you were a child. Your brain was that of a child's. Being traumatized will never be and has never been your fault, and if there are things about your system that don't seem to make sense, remember that "sense" here is from the perspective of a traumatized child's mind.

Your brain did what it could to protect you, and you do not need to feel guilty about what your mind did to survive.

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“We… need to forgive ourselves… for all the things we didn’t do. All the things we should have done. You can’t get stuck on the regrets of what should have happened.”

— Mitch Albom

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“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”

— Nicholas Sparks

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Just because you are not looking at me, doesn’t mean I’m not standing there, doesn’t mean I don’t exist, doesn’t mean I don’t matter. Just because you are closing your ears, doesn’t mean my heart isn’t cracking like walnuts, doesn’t mean I am not crying, doesn’t mean I am not screaming at the top of my lungs.

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please kill me already.

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i don't want this life. anyone willing to switch?

#hate my life #poetry #i hate me lol #i hate me lmao #im srs

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you know, sometimes i wonder when i am going to be great. when i am going to do something worth it. when i am going to leave my cage and speak out. when i am going to be... uh... happy?

#poetry #i suck i know #im stupid #hate my life

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what's the worse that can happen when you're awake?

i bet it's not like your surroundings are swallowing you from your skin to your soul and cracking all the sanity that you have left, right?

#poetry #writers #some shit