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guyi u are the cutest i loveth thou and happy neweth yeareth

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to 2018: noah fence, you kind of sucked. this was a bit of a trash year. can’t say that’s your fault but i’m just letting you know that i would give you like, 2.25 stars out of 5 on yelp. aside from this, thanks. for a lot of things. for letting me develop this blog into something that matters and make friendships and write and write and write. for letting me go see bts live a second time, for letting me learn and grow and be. maybe you weren’t my year, but you were a year. and for that, i’m grateful. 

to 2019: i pray that you are better. i already have a feeling you’ll be better. i don’t know, i can just tell. please treat me kindly. please give me space and love. i don’t need much from you. i just need enough. i hope that the future is bright and i hope that my life is only going up from here. you’re not here yet, 2019, but when you come it better be with strength, resilience, power, and energy. i will see you when you get here, 2019. i’ll be waiting for you. 

to my mutuals: thanks for thinking that i was worthy of your follow. this year has been hectic for all of us, i’m sure, but just know that no matter who you are, no matter if we’ve spoken loads or hardly ever interacted, that i appreciate you. i appreciate your presence on my timeline and i appreciate that you are willing to take time out of your day to entertain people on the internet. tumblr’s an absolute crapshoot, but you make it worth staying for. 

to my followers: you don’t know who i am, but you chose to follow me anyway, and for that i can’t thank you enough. if i could thank each and every one of you individually, send my love in a message in your inbox i would. you, most of all, make tumblr a fun place for me to be. without you guys i wouldn’t be here, wouldn’t be writing, wouldn’t be doing this. you’ve helped me as much as i’ve helped you. i wish you luck and happiness and prosperity in 2019. you deserve it. 

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mara........... oh no w a capital O and capital N.......... it looks as if u own my heart now!! u are so precious, so sweet, so much gooey sweeter than honey and i am so grateful for you and ur pretty words that always touch me in any and every way!! i am so glad we started talking & in general got to kno each other! i m so grateful u took the opportunity to get to know me. u r an amazing person & i kno youll do great, unimaginably wonderful things in the up and coming year and many more to come. im looking forward to learning more abt you, reading more of your stories that touch hearts......... i kno u will prosper in every and anything u do so pls remember i hold u in high regard and go be the truly spectacular best version of you that u can be. i will be back for 2019!!! alas mara, thank u for being an amazing person and i love u

i really don’t know how to start this. it’s been a while since i’ve had to sit down and write anything heartfelt. i don’t want to be overly sappy and emotional but i guess i should start by saying that 2018 was one of the roughest years for me by far. but regardless of that, i got to meet and interact with the sweetest people ever who made my days worthwhile. if you’ve been following me for a while, you might know that i took a relatively long hiatus (was forced to take) due to the site being blocked in my country lmao, but it’s only recently that i’ve gone to drastic measures just so i can be active here again and i don’t regret it one bit.

and it’s that time of the year again! 2018 is ending and i’ve just recently hit 4.4k (tysm!!!), so i thought now would be the perfect time to make an appreciation post for all of the people who brought me nothing but love and kindness. i hope 2019 will be a great year for you because you deserve nothing less ♡

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#moots #guktwt #mentions #letters #ty for giving me such a cute note :(

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hello ms i miss seeing you on my dash i hope you are doing well 💞💞💞

miss mara i miss u as well,, i feel like im just taking a break from tumblr but i wholeheartedly intend on coming back for the new year!!! ive been rly missing writing and reading so ill return to continue improving as a writer and a person......... i hope christmas has treated u warmly as all other days should!!! ily 💜

#guktwt #moots #mailbox:answered

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god, oh my god loving bts was the best decision i ever made in my life. theyre really my ride or die arent they? id really do it all to keep a smile on their face even if it has to break my heart. i just want them to make decisions based off their own health and freedom and wants. please

#bangtan #BTS #OT7 #ALL OR NOTHING #ein: crying #text post it up #magic shop born singer and 2!3! currently on repeat #방탄고년단 영원히 사랑하고 소중하게 아껴줄제

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#ok so who else cried watching this today #springboy #hobihobi #hoseok #181214

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#ok but i rly miss my concert #like. loads #hubby

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sweetheart!!!!!

#the beginning of this never fails to SEND me #짐나 괜찮다 하고싶은데로 하라 #springboy

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#if jimin doesnt keep his hair this long till the end of the yr i will personally visit bight hq to disrupt them everyday till i die #springboy

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#yellow is the prettiest color on him and jimin tbh anyone #hubby

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omg PLS theres no need to connive your way into my heart a simple “ily” more than suffices 💜💜💜

hi this is: a selfie tag

pardon the face thats about to pop up on ur screen >< i was tagged by the cutiest cutie @guksheart thank u sm for thinking of me 

so i actually answered some questions similar to these already here so ill answer only the questions that didn’t appear there to avoid redundancy !!

fav tv shows: do dramas count? if so swdbs, wfkbj but for american shows its probably ahs (?) i say that loosely bc i dont rly watch tv shows i prefer anime/dramas/movies

dog or cat person: dogs only bc im allergic to cats but if i wasnt… now thats a different story id probably be a Both person thank u v much

do you have a tumblr crush: i have lots of blogs i admire and love but @gonndry ;) and m bff @peachygleam

tagging: sry if u dont like being tagged just tell me to stop whenever :( @guksdimple @gukksangel @guktwt @nochanchu @jiminsa @besitojeons @softheony @hoseokiehopie @gonndry n tbh any mutual we just haven’t either talked n im afraid or u guys r on temporary hiatus

#as for anime.......... #beyond the boundary. bungo stray dogs. your lie in april. nichijou. my hero academia. haikyuu. erased. these are all A+ anime #also more or less varying genres omg i just love them sm #& twt !!!!! yes lets talk more there too !!!! #moots #jiminsa

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#mr seokjin #owner of my heart tbh #q: whats ein doing a: idk lots of stuff

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Please Help Me Save My Dog

For those of you who follow me you probably know I got a puppy recently who I named Honeydew (this is her the day I brought her home)

(And this is a picture of her from yesterday)

I got Honeydew to be my ESA (emotional support animal) after encouragement from my therapists, psychiatrist, and family due to the fact that I have had issues with mental illness and behavioral problems since I was 6 years old (I am now 18) and animals give me a lot of relief from the symptoms and stress caused by this. When I brought her home everything was going great, I had a healthy, active, and happy puppy, that is until this Wednesday morning when I woke up to her being lethargic, vomiting, and refusing to eat. I took her to the vet, and she was a healthy weight and even a bit large for her age, she was alert albeit still lethargic and the vet told me it’s probably parasites/worms or it could be parvovirus (a very very very serious and fatal virus for puppies) but she was optimistic that Honeydew was just suffering from an upset stomach due to worms/parasites and gave her deworming medication but told me to get in touch with her immediately if her symptoms worsened. The next day Honeydew was back to her normal self, she was active, eating, and playful (though she still had some diarrhea) and because of that I let my guard down assuming the issue was resolved. I was wrong.Yesterday morning(friday) I woke up and went to check on her only to be greeted by clear vomit and diarrhea everywhere. She was again refusing to eat but not too lethargic, regardless I called the vet and made her an appt for their soonest availability, cleaned everything, and went to school for a few hours. When I got home I went straight to check on her and she hadn’t pooped or vomited so I was hopeful it had subsided, I, again, was wrong. After about 10 minutes I noticed how skinny she looked, as if she hadn’t eaten in weeks (I encouraged her to eat but she refused so I have made attempts to feed her I didn’t just leave her like that lol) and not even 5 minutes later she vomited blood three times in less than 10 minutes. I immediately called my vet who told us to call the ER who told us to come in ASAP so less than 25 minutes later we arrived and were rushed into an examination room. Honeydew was extremely dehydrated, and tested positive for parvovirus which the ER vet called lovingly referred to as “Ebola for puppies”.

I had the choice of having her hospitalized so she could have around the clock care which would have costed me well over $2,000 or I could try to take care of her at home for a (somewhat) more affordable price. I had no choice but to treat her out-patient since I have no way of funding her hospitalization which dropped her chances of survival from 80-90% to about 65% IF my care for her is PERFECT with absolutely 0 mistakes. The thing is I cannot afford her treatment at all, I’m a full-time college student working night shifts part-time and had been relying fairly heavily on my savings for the past 2 months due to my hours at work being cut down by more than half. She needs frequent vet visits to survive this and I absolutely can’t afford this. I had money saved for her standard vet visit where she would get vaccinated etc. but I never expected anything like this to happen. The ER visit cost me $420 that I don’t have and she’ll need to see the vet multiple times over the next 1-3 weeks which will probably put me out another $300-400+ that I don’t have. 

I wouldn’t do this unless it was a last resort which it unfortunately is. She wants to live so so so so bad even the vet said that the fact she responded and tried to struggle against being poked with all those shots they gave her was a good sign. Watching as she struggles to raise her head, struggles to drink water and watching her try to walk and almost being unable to breaks my heart in a way I can’t explain. How she went from a happy go lucky baby girl to a fur covered skeleton in 24 hours absolutely baffles and devastates me. I’m doing my absolute best to be on top of her medications and giving her subcutaneous fluids but if I can’t afford to continue her treatment there is a very very good chance she will die.

I am begging you please please please donate if you can, even just $1 would help. Please help me save Honeydew  

(link to Honeydew’s GoFundMe)

#i hope honeydew gets better #pls consider if u have the financial means to do so

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ein, you’re so gorgeous and lovely ilysm

em, .;@:@:&!!/&/&¥**]€]!¥.•_ i love u my brain malfunctions at the thought of ur breathtaking beauty

#moots #nochanchu #mailbox:answered

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oof so uhhh i was tagged in a selfie/question tag by @inkth ein i love u bunches! sorry yall had to see this jidfpqbvjn 

fav tv shows: not to be basic but the office, brooklyn99, hill house, always sunny, that 70s show, goblin, chopped, house hunters international, LOVE ISLAND VHFVHdvdvdvvhjdvh

dog or cat person: i love both but im gonna have to say cats because i have…. three and i love them more than ANYTHING  

do you have a tumblr crush: do i have…..a cr u s h jhahah n o t a but yeah @inkth smorch 

#m-mirANDA U OWN MY HEART #I WANT NAMJOON N JIMIN TO WRITE A TEN PAGE ESSAY PLUS PRESENTATION ON WHY THEY DESERVE U MORE THAN ME BY TOMORROW EVENING #moots #🐻 miranda

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hi this is: a selfie tag

pardon the face thats about to pop up on ur screen >< i was tagged by the cutiest cutie @guksheart @dearlytea @louvresdemiel thank u sm for thinking of me 

so i actually answered some questions similar to these already here so ill answer only the questions that didn't appear there to avoid redundancy !!

fav tv shows: do dramas count? if so swdbs, wfkbj but for american shows its probably ahs (?) i say that loosely bc i dont rly watch tv shows i prefer anime/dramas/movies

dog or cat person: dogs only bc im allergic to cats but if i wasnt... now thats a different story id probably be a Both person thank u v much

do you have a tumblr crush: i have lots of blogs i admire and love but @gonndry ;) and m bff @peachygleam

tagging: sry if u dont like being tagged just tell me to stop whenever :( @guksdimple @gukksangel @guktwt @nochanchu @jiminsa @besitojeons @softheony @hoseokiehopie @gonndry n tbh any mutual we just haven't either talked n im afraid or u guys r on temporary hiatus

#ein fax #ok so this is my face....... #guys i am so sorry to do this to ur eyes like legitimately apologizing rn #all i do is pout why #these r sum old ones actually.... recycle to save our environment

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he. is. beautiful.

#i think i found the set of pics to bring w me to my grave #WOW #DO YOU #DO YOU SEE THAT #HE DID. THAT #SPRINGBOY #박지민씨 용서는 못할겁니다 #q: too busy giving vmin all my love

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#ok so basically i love him and want to give him the biggest hug in the world #even tho i feel like id fight w him the most out of bangtan #seokjin #q: whats ein doing a: idk lots of stuff