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𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗲  𝗵𝗶𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀.   i’m  sorry.  i  just  don’t  feel  comfortable  here.

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 still  feeling  uncomfortable  being  here  after  what  happened  yesterday  /  last  night  so  i  will...  probably  let  this  blog  sit  for  a  while.    thank  you  to  those  who  reached  out  and  to  those  who’s  always  there  for  me.  you’re  welcome  to  reach  out  and  ask  for  discord,  but  for  the  time  being  i’ll  be  on  @skyruns​  as  well  as  setting  up  a  new  muse  @ghuerin​  —

#just a psa bc yeah #i need some light hearted muse time #and both four and guerin are my boyyyys

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anyway,      i  am  not  the  character  i  write.  just  because  i  am  not  “anti!character”  does  not  mean  i  condone  said  character.          with  that  said  +  what  has  come  to  light  on  my  dashboard  within  the  last  few  hours,  it’s  safe  to  say  it’s  time  for  me  to  go  to  bed.

#i am genuinely uncomfortable with the behavior of some people #and i trust people to approach me if i do something #that causes reasons to be uncomfortable #but i refuse to be painted as something i'm not #so i will go to bed #i have class in 8 hours anyway

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#remember how i talked about eddie #die hard believing he has a sister?? #but it's an illusion ?? #yes i am so using sadie as max for that fc tbh #dacre and sadie as siblings is my fave #no matter the fandom

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Joe trying to help Dacre with the walkman.

soft boys.

#i will never not talk about this #bc ?????? #maybe in another universe #maybe in another lifetime #eddie and peter would be friends #and this is so them ok? #god i cant help i also love both dacre and joe

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@insymbio​  said  :  “ i  did  what  i  had  to  do. ”

          she’s  beginning  to  wonder  if  there’s  something  about  her  that  attracts  these  kind  of  people  to  her.     that  maybe  there’s  something  equally  fucked  in  her  that  it  attracts  people  with  something  seriously  wrong  with  them.     it  doesn’t  help  that  she  never  realizes  how  completely  screwed  these  people  are  until  it’s  far  too  late,     until  people  are  dead  and  she  can’t  help  but  feel  to  blame.     with  joe,     she  didn’t  realize  that  he  was  a  psycho  stalker  and  murderer  until  he  had  killed  her  friend  and  ex  boyfriend  before  locking  her  into  a  glass  cage  and  eventually  trying  to  kill  her  too.     that  alone  made  beck  become  more  cautious  around  people,     more  careful  around  people  she  welcomed  into  her  life.     but  eddie,     he  seemed  normal.     kind.     a  change  from  what  she  was  used  to.      once  again,     she  couldn’t  have  been  more  wrong.     emerald  hues  flicker  from  his  gaze  and  then  down  to  the  dead  man.     a  reporter.     one  that’s  gotten  more  aggressive  with  his  attempts  to  get  a  story  out  of  her,     switched  to  stalking  and  harassment.     beck  didn’t  think  he  would’ve  hurt  her  nor  did  she  think  he  deserved  to  die  but,    eddie  clearly  felt  differently.     footsteps  bring  her  back,     trying  to  put  distance  between  the  two  of  them.    the  thought  of  running  crosses  beck’s  mind.     but,     she  doesn’t  think  she  can  outrun  him.     emerald  hues  slowly  lift  to  meet  his  gaze,     a  shaky  breath  being  exhaled.     ❝     you  killed  him.    ❞

𝗥𝗘𝗝𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡  𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦!            it  hurts,  doesn’t  it?  feeling  like  you’re  not  good  enough.  it  gnaws  at  your  mind,  punches  a  hole  in  your  gut  and  leaves  you  𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆..          rejection  -  like  a  slap  in  your  face  -  leaves  you  breathless!  it  but  hurt  turns  to  anger,  turns  to...  lust-desire-temptation?    whatever  it  is,  something  heavy  burdens  once  bright  eyes  as  he  watches  her  turn  her  back  on  him  and  walks  out  the  door.    𝚆𝙷𝙾  𝙸𝚂  𝚂𝙷𝙴  𝚃𝙾  𝙳𝙴𝙽𝚈  𝙷𝙸𝚂  𝙾𝙵𝙵𝙴𝚁  𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴  𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃?  toss  it  away  like  he  didn’t  matter  at  all?    of  course  he  mattered.  the  past  hour  they’d  spend  over  cocktails  and  their  of  shared  love  for  literature  and  poetry  had  ignited  a  brighter  flame  of  passion  within  him  than  any  other  dimwitted  bimbo  had  done  for  months.  her  rejection  becomes  a  game,  he  tells  himself,  and  eddie  is  ready  to  play  —

  it  does  not  take  long  for  him  to  find  her  by  the  way  she  stands  out  in  the  dark.    watching  her  from  across  the  street,  he  follows  her  like  a  shadow.  he  likes  watching  her;  𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎’𝚜  𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝  𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚑𝚎  𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚝  𝚕𝚎𝚝  𝚐𝚘  𝚘𝚏,  𝚊𝚗𝚍  𝚑𝚎  𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚜  𝚝𝚘  𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎  𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎  𝚜𝚑𝚎  𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚜  𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎  𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎.      peaceful,  it  almost  seems,  but  when  a  figure  comes  between  them,  the  blissful  noice  of  the  big  city  vanishes  in  a  fit  of  predatory  rage.          —  he  does  not  care  who  this  is,  what  he  wants  or  what  he’s  going  to  do.  all  he  knows  is  that  he  needs  to  die.  that  she  needs  to  be  safe!  @reversedrole                      ·          ·          ·                              I  DID  WHAT  I  HAD  TO  DO,  he  tells  her  then,  disregarding  the  body  by  his  feet  like  it  was  no  big  deal.  i  had  to  keep  you  safe.    as  black  claws  of  a  liquid,  alien  form  retracts  in  the  shadows,  he  steps  forward,  approaching  her  slowly.        ❝  you  really  should  allow  me  to  walk  you  home,  beck,  ❞  he  says  then,  giving  her  the  same  offer  as  he  did  not  long  ago  before  she  left  him  hanging  in  a  bar  during  poetry  night.  only  this  time,  the  arm  he  offers  her  is  that  of  an  arm  with  𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒅  𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒑𝒔.  

#reversedrole #ok this is what it is #IT'S RUSTY ??? #but ok i love them

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no thoughts, head empty. 

#this song is a bob #and all i need to cheer up my mood

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 not  that  it’s  of  any  huge  importance,  but  i  am  immensely  creeped  out  by  the  actor  cody  fern.  as  of  right  now  i  am  not  able  to  really  pinpoint  why  (i  assume  it’s  due  to  his  role  in  AHS),  but  he  just  makes  me  really  uncomfortable,  so  i  would  greatly  appreciate  it  if  my  mutuals  would  keep  that  in  mind.    —  i  used  to  feel  the  same  with  ross  lynch,  primarily  due  to  his  role  as  j*ff  d*hmer,  but  he’s  softened  a  bit  on  me  thanks  to  caos.

#not that i've seen anyone on my dash use that fc but #i was reminded of how much he / they creep me out thanks to youtube #so........ im sorry :// #thats it thank you for your attention

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 I  passed  my  speciality  exam  w/  the  2nd  best  grade  so  it’s  safe  to  say  I  can  finally  relax  and  enjoy  life  until  new  term  begins  on  monday

#also relevant here #getting friends over for dinner and wine in an hour #but later tonight #and hopefully the next few days #i will try and be more around

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 considering  everything  going  on  regarding  one  h*rmie  amm*er?  i  cannot  help  but  feel  like  writing  venom  these  days  is  ...    kind  of  bad  timing,  you  know?  primarily  due  to  this  𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗢𝗡  (tw!cannibalism).  i  wrote  that  headcanon  like  3  months  ago  and  while  it  hasn’t  really  been  mentioned  since,  i  feel  like  i  should  still  place  a  big  fat  warning  on  a  pinned  post  on  my  blog  or  something.    so  do  i  make  a  warning  post  about  it?  do  people  care?  or  do  i  just  tag  it  appropriately  and  that’s  it?

#cannibalism tw #cannibalism mention #just for the sake of safety tbh #i really need to go through all of my blog and make sure everything is ok #even rules and everything #bc i really don't want to upset anyone #i know these are topics that easily triggers people #but i also feel like it's relevant to the proper portrayal of venom #what do people prefer? #and bear in mind i am always open for feedback #do u need something more tagged ? let me know #am i doing something wrong ? let me know #am i making you uncomfortable ? please soft or hard block me #your safety comes first #tell me what i can do to make you feel ok

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                 starter  call  ,    bc  i  done  fucked  up  and  deleted  my  old  one.

#i'm most likely gonna work on these tonight #and throw them in a queue #bc i have muse #and it makes me happy !!

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 it’s  all  a  bit  tragic,  isn’t  it?  we  can  simultaneously  be  𝘩𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛  and  𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓.  you  already  know  how  this  will  end.  𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖓𝖊  𝖛𝖎𝖔𝖑𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊.  are  you  hearing  voices  again?  is  it  all  in  your  head?   𝚒  𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔  𝚒’𝚟𝚎  𝚐𝚘𝚗𝚎  𝚖𝚊𝚍.

                                                                             written  by  cj.

#its been more than 12 hours i am allowed to reblog this again #but also eddie makes me sad ://

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D, I, M, R?

𝗗𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗬  𝗦𝗘𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗧.        »        pretty  self-explanatory,  a  dirty  secret  of  theirs

 what,  you  wanna  learn  about  how  he  keeps  the  nightlight  on  because  he’s  scared  of  the  dark?  how  he  sucks  his  thumb  at  night  as  he  cuddles  his  pink,  teddy  bear?    didn’t  think  so.  joke  aside,  eddie  is  a  sucker  for  being  praised.  that  kind  of  dirty  talk  just  have  a  way  of  getting  to  him,  letting  him  feel  that  warm  knot  of  something  building  up.  in  theory,  pretty  words  can  go  a  long  way,  but  where  would  the  fun  be  in  that?

𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗬.        »        how  are  they  during  the  moment,  romantic  aspect…

 if  he  does  not  care  for  you  and  has  no  interest  in  you,  he  is  oblivious  to  a  fault.  he  can’t  even  fake  it.  but  when  he  does  care,  he  cares  deeply.  and  that  is  when  he  becomes  observant,  paying  attention  to  the  little  details.  and  once  he  knows  what  pushes  your  buttons  or  satisfies  your  needs  (both  sexually  and  romantically),  he’s  your  guy.  he’s  all  in.

𝗠𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡.        »        what  turns  them  on,  gets  them  going

 eddie  has  always  believed  in    the  fact  that,  a  confidence  demeanor  does  a  lot  for  the  soul,  and  boy  does  he  find  himself  attracted  to  confident  people  a  lot  of  times.  while  he  usually  puts  himself  in  a  dominant  position  (not  denying  the  opposite  however),  he  does  enjoy  the  powerplay  between  two  compatible  partners,  and  it  is  the  small  push  and  pull  moments  that  peaks  his  interest  the  most.

𝗥𝗜𝗦𝗞.        »        are  they  game  to  experiment,  do  they  take  risks,  etc.

 definitely,  though  it  has  primarily  increased  after  his  bonding  with  the  symbiote.    it  just  does  something  to  him,  making  him  more  careless  and  a  risk  taker.  does  it  mean  he’s  done  the  do’s  in  an  ally  behind  a  bar?  probably.  forgotten  to  pull  over  the  curtains  in  the  heat  of  a  moment?  very  likely,  yes.  he  is  definitely  curious  to  a  fault.

#aercana #THis WAS FUN #and it is by no way excluding some characters #bc they dont fit the ?? norm and needs ??? #this was just first thought that made sense #and i liiiiiiike :)))

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S = Stamina

𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗔.      »      how  many  rounds  can  they  go  for,  how  long  do  they  last…

 it  would  be  so  cliche  to  say  that  he’s  got  stamina  on  his  side  when  it  comes  to  sex.  but  the  truth  is,  he  doesn’t.  though  eddie  has  grown  confident  in  himself  when  maturing  into  the  latter  half  of  his  20s,  he  is  a  late  bloomer,  and  the  challenge  withstanding  the  temptation  and  falling  over  the  edge,  may  very  well  be  a  struggle  as  of  today.      there  is  no  doubt  he  has  the  potential  to  satisfy  his  partner  just  perfectly,  to  cater  to  their  needs  as  well  as  his  own.  the  further  apart  his  sexual  experiences  becomes,  the  weaker  his  stamina  will  be.  he  will  never  admit  to  lasting  only  a  few  minutes  because  who  would?  it’s  embarrassing  to  say  the  least.  but  on  the  right  circumstances,  or  with  the  right  partner,  he  may  be  lucky  and  last  longer.  and  maybe  go  for  a  round  two,  or  three  even.  in  the  end,  he  will  always  find  a  way  to  make  it  worth  your  while  if  he  finds  you  worth  it,  that  is.

#reversedrole #me; eddie is good in bed he loves sex but also /kinky/ ooops #also me: fucks up his libido for fun #IM sSOOO SORRY

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NSFW Alphabet Meme

psssst, send me a SW character and a letter, or the whole alphabet, whatever you want! I’ll do some of these for NSFW Sunday, any I don’t do today I’ll save for next Sunday.

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…) J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs) O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterward)

#why you always in a mood? song is playing #bc yes .. eddie is in a mood :// #but also this is fun and a good way to explore ???????

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random  eddie  brock  headcanons

—  he  loves  books,  especially  the  classic  tales  of  a  long  time  ago.  he  may  or  may  not  claim  to  own  a  first  edition  copy  of  wuthering  heights  but  whether  it’s  true  no  one  really  nows. —  attending  the  local  poetry  nights  are  his  usual  go-to  idea  of  going  out. —  he  LOVES  cooking,  okay?  it’s  just  his  thing. —  he  used  to  own  a  cat  but  it  ran  away  around  the  time  he  bonded  with  the  symbiote....  coincidence? —  eddie  believes  full  heartedly  that  he  has  a  sister,  unaware  it’s  the  symbiote  playing  tricks  with  his  mind  in  order  to  keep  them  bonded. —  bonding  with  the  symbiotes  causes  eddie  to  experience  delusions  as  well  as  other  changes  in  health,  such  as;  fever,  rashes  and  a  pounding  headache  that  usually  occurs  in  the  early  stages  of  the  bonding  until  his  body  gets  more  used  to  it. —  the  symbiote  has  a  permanent  affect  on  eddie’s  demeanor  /  character.  it’s  safe  to  say  he  is  losing  his  mind  because  of  it. —  due  to  the  bonding  and  nature  of  the  symbiote,  eddie  develops  extreme  sociopathic  tendencies.

#just some thoughts i had and wanted to share tbh #headcanon #character study

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You  can  stop  Osborn,  you  have  so  much  strength.  I  can  give  you  the  will.  Their  BODIES  filled  the  GUTTERS  ,  and  you  did  NOTHING!

I  can’t  SAVE  EVERYONE.

What’s  one  life?  A  simple  trade:  One  life  for  a  CITY  OF  SOULS.

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