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I remember I stumbled upon one of your story and you have amazing ability to make reader to feel the story thru the shadows and grey areas of the room. What I mean by that that one feels emotions and mind of characters but at the same time staying in distance creating this unique stand point of being part of them but same time not knowing anything of their heart. It's so fascinating. Brilliant job.

This is probably one of the nicest things anyone has every said about my work, thank you sooooo much! I’m so happy you’ve been enjoying reading it :) 

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omg youre active! hello 👋 😊

Hiiiiii love, I finally managed to find some time to lurk around here! 

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Is it bad that I am considering abandoning this blog? 

#This blog has been the biggest source of comfort for me for years #But leaving this blog high and dry for so long is just #making me so uncomfortable #and so tensed all the time #I feel like for the sake of my health it is time I leave this blog behind #I am terribly sorry #But I really am considering walking away from here for good #I could deal with some less expectations in my life #There's too much on my plate already

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Hello!!!I just found the ot7 fic of fluff and dads and omg its so good! O really liked the way you wrote Aria, she's amazing and the relationship between her fathers are too!

I hope to keep reading more from you in the future!

Thank youuu, I’m so glad you enjoyed it and I hope to keep writing more too!

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I told one of my closest friend the plot of Beautiful Deception and she called it the most ridiculous, idiotic story she has ever heard. Needless to say I'm effectively discouraged and also crying on the inside.

#I'm just going to assume she hasn't read many idiotic stories #and continue working on chapter 4

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The snippet you posted is it the Taehyung fic in your masterlist? It looks so interesting!

Thank youu, I’m glad you liked it :) Though it’s not Taehyung, it’s in fact someone in the hyung line!

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I'm guessing that the snippet you uploaded is from jk story chaos 😊 .. maybe d:

Interesting, but no, that's not it 🙃

Thanks for sending this in <3

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Something about the way you write makes me want to believe in love, it's just so good.

Oh my I'm furiously blushing and squealing, it makes me so happy that you feel like this, thank you so much for sending this in 💜

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“What are you doing here-ohh”

Isabelle’s eyes widen as you turn to her at the sound of her voice. You sigh, wondering why you even hoped she wouldn’t look so horrified. Her fingers reach for your face, making you reflexively take a step back. The last time you touched yourself, it still hurt.

“What happened Y/n?”

You shake your head, brushing it off. “Nothing, I uh just tripped while going down the stairs-”

“Tripped? Look at that,” She tries to reach for it again, this time making you smack her hand away. “More like shoved.” 

“Tripped.” You insist. “It um.. it was dark, because you know, it was in the middle of the night and I… had to get water….to drink obviously. I was thirsty. Very thirsty.”

“But don’t you keep a huge bottle of water on your nightstand every night? Before you sleep?” She stares suspiciously.

You scoff, “What? I can’t forget to take water one night?”

“You can,” She points out. “But Ana won’t-”

“Ok, if you’re not going to believe what I say, why even ask me?”

Isabelle just looks at you lips parted, blinking fast, confused, making you regret your words as soon as they leave your mouth.

“I’m sorry,” You let the tension escape from your posture, “I just have a really long day ahead of me - I need to take my father for his appointment then rush to Ana’s event and the house, oh heavens, the house is like the North Pole. I’ve been trying for the last 5 days to find a guy who isn’t trying to empty my wallet to just fix the thermostat and I….everything is just a mess, I can’t…I don’t…-”

“Okay okay.” She waves it away., “Its fine, like always, you have a lot going on.  But why are you here then? Didn’t you take the day off?”

“Oh yeah,” You reach inside your bag and start scrounging. “I was supposed to mail some really important documents by 8 o’clock today but surprise surprise, something was wrong with my laptop as well and so I just put them all in this flash drive,” You finally find it and fish it out. “And I just need to make sure they reach our boss and-”

“Our boss?” She blink as you stupidly. “Not ‘that dingus’ or ‘the man who’s teeth I wanna boil’?” 

“Very graphic.” You observe, quite disturbed. “But as I was saying, I just need them to reach him, then I’ll go.”

“And you want me to help you give it to him so you made me climb down six floors?”

“You came down by the lift.”

“And you can go up by it.” She sneers, walking back. “Maybe then you’ll discover that it is still a journey that involves six floors!” 

As you laugh you ignore the pain that radiates from your cheekbones until you notice she’s seriously walking back into the lift. 

“Come on Izzy.” You put your hand in way of the doors, preventing them from shutting. “You just have to take it from me and give it to him.”

“And have him discover my fingerprints on his USB of ‘very important documents’? I think not. Whatever this is, only his assistant, you, should be dealing with.” 

You sigh, knowing it will be much easier to do this yourself than convince her so you proceed to do just that and step into the lift. 

“You know, if you waited another 5 minutes” She points at your watch. “He would be here and you could have handed him the drive downstairs.”

“Uh,” You play with your fingers not meeting her eye. “I was kinda hoping to avoid interacting with him today.” 

“And why is that?”

“Because last night uh we argued?”

“When do the two of you not argue?”

“Okay, then maybe this time it was more of a…fight?”

She squints at you curiously. “What kind of…fight?” 

“The kind where I screamed and threw stuff at him and accused him and called him a lot of unpleasant names and….I was the one at fault.”

“You…what?” She laughs in utter disbelief. “You did all that to the man who pays you? The man who hired you and who can fire you?”

“Yes, yes, and yes.” You look at her, ashamed. “I’m not proud of it, alright, but I just lost control. And I’m terribly sorry about it too, which is why I don’t want my face to be the first thing he sees in his office today morning.”

“Then you have less than five minutes to do whatever you have to and then get out of this building.” 

You tap your foot impatiently. “Thanks to you, yes.” 

“Hey, you can’t blame me for not having a death wish like you. The man looks at me like he wants to harvest my toes, every time I do something out of line.” 

You frown very confused, “What is it with you and the descriptions today?”

“I was watching a documentary about witches last night.”

“Figures.”

“Did you know the witch trials were really a political game? They sacrificed so many people just for-”

“Yes that’s very interesting I’m sure.” You look up from your watch as the doors ding open. “I will listen to every word you have to say when I see you the next time okay? I’m sorry, I just don’t have time right now.” 

You can’t hear what she says in response as you hurry to the cabin opposite and open the door to be greeted by the usual darkness. As always, you carefully yet quickly walk behind the table, roll the blinds open letting the sunlight stream in, turn on the coffee machine in the corner, switch on his desktop, mentally chide yourself for forgetting to collect his mail yet again, then remind yourself that today is your day off and you didn’t have to do anything except leave the flashdrive on his table and go. So you place it, right in the middle of his workspace where he can see it and begin to hurry out only to stop by the door, hand on the handle. You should leave a note right? To let him know what it is?

You turn back and quickly grab a pen and paper from his desk, bend over his table and begin scribbling a note, Confidential papers for the Legal-

And the door clicks open behind you followed by the clock on his table chiming as it turns 8, followed by the sigh the man lets out softly. You recall what happened in this very place less than 24 hours ago, and shut your eyes, lips pursing in regret. This was exactly what you were trying to avoid. Why couldn’t you have been a minute faster? 

“I know you’re not particularly gifted in following what I say, but today I learnt you don’t even follow what you say. I thought you were not going to come to work today?” 

As you turn, you see his eyes complete their infamous eye roll and land on you before narrowing, as his lips part wordlessly. You hold your breath and swallow when he takes takes a step ahead and then two and then suddenly he’s right before you, leaving just enough space between his desk, you and himself, looking with an intensity which gave you no choice but to look away.

“Uh…” You grip the edge of his table behind you tight and stare at his shoes. That seemed like a reasonable thing to do somehow. “I came to-”

And then his hand is under your chin, lifting your face, his eyes fixated on his thumb which softly brushed against your lower lip. You’re suddenly hyperaware of how chapped your lips are and and how calloused his thumb feels and how dry your skin is and how cold his hand is as it finds its way past your cheek to behind your ear, thumb hesitating to execute its intention. 

And the silence is so deafening, all you can hear is heartbeat. Yours…And his. And that’s the only sound till his thumb finally finds the courage to touch the bruise on your cheekbone, only to elicit a hiss of pain out of you. It makes his eyes meet yours and you realize. You realize all these days, not once had you paid attention to his eyes. Maybe because he always sat against the light, or he never looked you in the eye for long enough but today the sun shone into them, into that dark dark brown piercing you and they looked so…..ordinary. So ordinary yet you couldn’t stop looking. 

For a man who had incredible restrain, he didn’t make the slightest attempt to hide the rage in his voice.

“Who did this to you?”   

You stutter, “Why, why would anyone do this to me?”

“What happened?” 

For some reason, you don’t even hesitate to tell him. 

#bts fanfic #bts imagines #bts scenarios #bts romance #bts angst #this was supposed to be a very tiny moment #in my head atleast #but it turned out to be so wordy #i'm so ashamed of myself #when will i ever be able to write just to the point #can you guess which member? #and which story? #it's one of my favourite moments #just wanted to pen it down because i had some free time

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I know I've been missing in action but a LOT is going in life right now which I can't really explain. There's so much I want to do and write for this blog but it's so difficult and the guilt of being absent for about 2 months now is really eating me. Unfortunately I don't know when next I will post an update, I'm in a situation I can't even think about writing for a while, but I will say this like I always do - I'm never going to abandon this blog, one fine day you'll definitely see me back here and till then if you hang around, I cannot ask for more ❤

#i hope everyone can be understanding of my situation #i would like nothing more than to drop everything and just write away #reality is less accommodating than that #I'll try my best to back here very soom #soon #till then

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Fighting!

Thank you, I needed this today 😞

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Hello! May I be tagged on Gyve? Thank you so much!

I'm currently not working on Gyve anytime soon unfortunately, but I will tag you when I do post an update for it!

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Writers block is so real :(

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The Cottage of the Seven Dads.

MASTERPOST

The chronicles of seven friends raising children together.

Dionysus  The first time you meet the dads.

Dimple  The dads discover new things about their children.

And More Coming Soon….

Keep reading

#I think I'm gonna focus on these for a while #Some less heavy writing #Before I start other series again #Thought I'd give you all a little heads up on what to expect #They won't necessarily be out in the above order

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Updates.

UPDATES TO BE UP ON TUESDAYS OR FRIDAYS. 

JUNE 2020 UPDATES

The Cottage of the Seven Dads: Dionysus - 22nd May 2020, Friday

The Beautiful Deception Prologue - 2nd June 2020, Tuesday

The Beautiful Deception Chapter 1 - 5th June 2020, Friday

Unfamiliar (Unexpected one shot smut series) - Yoongi - 12th June 2020, Friday 

The Beautiful Deception Chapter 2 - 16th June 2020, Tuesday

The Beautiful Deception Chapter 3 -  23rd June 2020, Tuesday

The Cottage of the Seven Dads: Dimple - 30th June 2020, Tuesday

JULY 2020 UPDATES 

Character profile of Jungkook for Unreachable - 3rd July 2020, Friday

The Cottage of Seven Dads: Masterpost - 3rd July 2020, Friday 

Summary of ‘I Will Turn The Lights On’ - 7th July 2020, Tuesday 

I Will Turn The Lights On #01  - 14th July 2020, Tuesday 

I Will Turn The Lights On #02 - 17th July 2020, Friday 

AUGUST AND SEPTEMBER - Hiatus for health and work.  

OCTOBER 2020 UPDATES

The Beautiful Deception Chapter 4 

The Beautiful Deception Chapter 5 (End of Season 1, Series to go on Season Break)

Strange Connections, Stranger Chemistry - Series to start again 

#I'm writing again #My health took a serious setback over the last two months #Work was not being any merciful either #Between those two it was almost impossible to focus on anything else #But I'm trying to write again now #hopefully I'll stick around for longer #(I know I won't but nothing wrong in hoping)

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I'm ready😊

💜

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I've taken too long a break from here, who's ready for some writing?