lavend3r-stardust

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snoopy reads a timeless classic!!

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#straight out of kiki's delivery service!!! a real life jiji!!!

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snoopy of the day

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defective

I will be dropping my rewrite in 5 days 👍🏽

[id: it’s a drawing of Omega standing in front of Crosshair. Crosshair is wearing his black, grey, and red armor from the show and standing with his back to the viewer though he is looking over his shoulder and down at Omega. He is depicted as albino with pale skin covered in dark freckles, buzzed light blond hair, and medium brown eyes. Omega is depicted with piebaldism which has resulted in a lack of pigment in a stripe of skin down her face and a splotch on her left hand, as well as in a tuft of hair and part of her right eyebrow. She is wearing a blue and red cadet uniform sans the belt, and her brows are furrowed. While she’s depicted in the light, Crosshair is cast in shadow. /end id]

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april in northern california, 2024

#this is what my memories smell like fs

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0 cis women have been harmed by gender neutral language around pregnancy

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Never understood the collective vehement resentment of small talk lol i hate the painful grind of small talk as much as the next person but i think id rather shrivel up and die than be denied nuggets of joy found in standing in an elevator and having a middle aged woman compliment my nails or bonding fleetingly with a cafegoer over the city's temperamental weather it's so integral to nurturing & cultivating the soul i think

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Had a bad day, just wanna be near my boyfriend, I just wanna snuggle up to it and not talk about what's going on or think about anything, just boooyfriend, that would fix me I think

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Dissociation, my bestie fr 🤙🤙

love replaying my parents arguments in my head and wishing I had the gall to shut my dad up but immigrant men have egos almost as big as the graves they've dug themselves into so that's a no-go, stubborn bull-ass men and their shit ruining the lives of their families, fucking their wives over and being the reason they're depressed and not caring about how their behavior drives their children to form escape plans since elementary school. Fuck men.

I'm so touch starved and yearn to be in a relationship and yet i'm terrified of ending up as miserable as my mom or being the reason someone hurts themselves because i'm no better than my fuck-up of a sperm donor. It's like wanting to be in a pool because you've grown up in a wildfire, so naturally you romanticize the other side of things, yet being scared of drowning and you'll die in either scenario because you don't know how to help yourself at all.

#shira talks #vent tw #vent post #tw family trauma #tw family issues #tw family abuse #tw family problems #tw dysfunctional family #dysfunctional household #dysfunctional parents

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I just need to be held rn. fuck everything, its so loud and everything's pissing me off (read: family dysfunction) and I just want them to hold me. Want their hands around my back and holding my waist as I lay against their chest and they give me room to cry. I really need that right now.

#queer shenanigans and all that #shira talks #tw family trauma #tw dysfunctional family #pining i guess #pining and yearning and longing my guy #nblm #nblw #safe love #soft love #gay pining #gay yearning #gay longing #gay love #gay #queer yearning #queer pining #queer longing #queer love #nblm love #nblm longing #nblm pining #nblw yearning #nblw positivity #nblw pining #nblw longing #nblw love #nblm pride #nblm positivity #nblw post

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Nap date, where we just cuddle up on a sunny day with the intent to nap together, just to sleep side by side, but I struggle to take naps, it's already out like a light, I just rest my head on their shoulder staring up at their peacefully sleeping face, he's so pretty, I know it'd look perfect gently caressed by sunlight, face void of stress as they sleep away

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I want forehead kisses :(

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having an oc you havent drawn / written about publicly yet that only exist as a concept is so funny. i have special access to this limited edition guy from my brain

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LMAO someone give Dick Grayson a medal for understanding that when Bruce stalks you and asks to take your blood, it's his way of showing he loves his kid.

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i want a boyfriendddddd that will shower me in affectionmnmnnnnnn >:((((

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I am, as the novelists say, in need of seaside air