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locitarose · 2 months

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this whole 'writing' part of being a writer is so hard

#writing #The struggle is real

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9-1-1 || Edmundo "Eddie" Diaz

#911 #Eddie Diaz #I just love him

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locitarose · 2 months

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100th episode leak

#911 #Send help I can’t stop laughing

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locitarose · 2 months

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we moved on way too quickly from “this is not the first kid you raised, that was me” because look at them!! it was never supposed to be her place, but she took her own grief and put it into raising her baby brother when she was just nine years old and buck finally knows the truth here and he’s so proud of her and so proud to have been raised by her

#911 #Evan Buckley #Maddie Buckley #Buckley siblings

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locitarose · 2 months

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wild geese by mary oliver

⤷ for @118hasmyback and @missmybuddie I know you two didn't ask for anything for my follower celebration thing, but I wanted to make something for you to thank you for being my first friends here, making me feel welcome and encouraging me to create, you will always hold a special place in my heart.

[image description: 5 gifs from 9-1-1 with the opening lines of the poem Wild Geese by Mary Oliver.

gif 1: from Season 5 Episode 10, Eddie speaks with carla about being held hostage in his kitchen. The text reads, "You do not have to be good"

gif 2: from Season 2 Episode 17, silhouette of Eddie sitting on the beach. The text reads, "you do not have to walk on your knees"

gif 3: from Season 3 Episode 8, Eddie is on the verge of tears, he is saying I wasn't enough. The text reads, "for a hundred miles repenting"

gif 4: from Season 5 Episode 1, Eddie looks at Buck over Bobby playing pool. The text reads, "you only have to let the soft animal of your body"

gif 5: from Season 5 Episode 1, Buck looks back at Eddie. The text reads, "love what it loves"

/end ID]

#911 #Buddie #Eddie Diaz #Evan Buckley #I love these two

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locitarose · 7 months

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Okay, so I'm /actually/ about to write a porn fic to AO3, and I'm interested in knowing what the difference is between the M rating and E rating. Able to enlighten me?

Mature is ‘and then they made love.’ Explicit is ‘and here’s how they did it exactly.’

To wit: mature.

He looked at the envelope, spread out before him.

God, he’d never been this hungry.

Could he be gentle enough? Slow enough? He didn’t want to damage it, didn’t want to do anything he’d regret… but no, no, it seemed the envelope wanted this as much as he did. It slipped into his hands, it folded as he asked. When it was time for more, the card was waiting, and he somehow knew exactly what to do. He moved with his correspondence in a dance as old as the mail system, and when it was over, he was smiling and the envelope was completely, thoroughly sealed.

Explicit:

The envelope waved its flap in the air slowly, gently, and he could see the faint shimmer of the adhesive traced along its fold. It was like a taunt, a dare: won’t you? And he would, oh, God, he would, lifting the envelope firmly to his lips, licking slowly at first, then faster, more firmly, tasting the envelope’s essence, the faint bitterness, the sweetness to follow–

Oh, he couldn’t help but smile at how it felt in his hands. It was so perfectly folded. Its paper was rough against his fingers, and its crossed folds shifted slightly as it opened for his eager tongue. Yes, yes…

Now the card, and his hand trembled as he lifted it, as he held the envelope, stretching it wide. Would it fit? Oh… oh, yes, it would fit, it slid in smooth and quick and filled the envelope to bursting, oh, made for each other, and he smiled in delight at how perfect it was.

He was ready. Now, now, now: with one swift movement he folded the flap over and he pressed, yes, he pressed the flap down and it stuck, God, it stuck perfectly, and he closed his eyes in bliss.

Afterwards, he stroked the envelope, and thought about addresses.

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locitarose · 8 months

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Okay, 9-1-1 writers - fic and show alike - do your thing. Let Buck show up looking like this and Eddie have zero chill about it because he doesn’t know how to handle it.

#911 abc #911 fanfic #writing #Buddie #Evan Buckley #Eddie Diaz #Let’s give Eddie that sexuality crisis #Let him wonder about beard burn #Look I’ve read and loved Eddie with a beard so let’s flip it

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locitarose · 1 year

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911 Season Six Finale

I don’t do this, I really don’t. You can look at my rather bare Tumblr page and realise easily that I’m more a lurker of Tumblr fan-pages than anything else.

I apologise for this rant, but I’m not going to take it back, I’m not going to regret speaking my mind about this.

This thing with IMDb? This continuous issue we are having with it? It honestly makes me more angry than the finale did and for entirely different reasons.

The season finale wasn’t, perhaps, what anyone wanted, but honestly? That’s how shows go since the writers can not and are unable to make everyone happy with their decisions. Personally, I have several problems with the finale, but I am not and will not go on IMDb and completely tank the stars on it because I didn’t like it.

911 is in a very perilously position, ladies, gentlemen and other gentle-beings of various gender identities. Fox has dropped them, cancelled them, and it’s only because ABC is willing to pick it up, move it over to their network that we will be having a season seven at all.

However, that doesn’t mean 911 is safe right now, not with the writers’ strike and it being in a limbo right now; not yet ABC’s yet no longer Fox’s, and we need to keep that in our minds.

Why would ABC invest thousands or millions of dollars into a show that’s last episode tanks so horribly? Why should they go through with a season seven when its die-hard fans are tanking it? Why should they go through with all that and give a complete season seven with hope for more seasons if this is the reaction every time they do something we don’t like?

Those are the questions we need to keep in mind as we react to the season finale.

Because I’m so worried about the possibility of 911 being cancelled all out, I went to IMDb and I awarded the episode 9 stars.

Do I think the episode deserved nine stars? No, but I don’t regret giving it nine stars because I don’t want it axed.

Am I happy about the episode? No, not completely. There were things I really liked, little sparks of joy, and there were other things which soured it for me and made me angry.

Will I ever consider it a favourite? No, no it isn’t and will not be a favourite of mine, but that’s my issue, that’s my business, and that’s my opinion.

Do I think it would have worked better, be paced better, if they split it into two episodes like the did with the Lightning Strike and Buck’s coma? Yes, but again, that’s my opinion.

But I’m not going to risk 911 being cancelled because I’m unhappy.

If you are not happy about the finale, that’s fine. But if you want to complain about it? Do it these ways;

Write your fix-it fics, your spite fics, throw yourself back into your favourite AU fics and pretend it didn’t happen.

Hell, go on Twitter and do whatever they do over on that Hellscape because I honestly do not know nor understand that site.

Write discourse about it, write your meta, break down why you didn’t like, what you would like to see in your fandom servers and on Tumblr.

Discuss it with your friends, voice your complaints to them or talk it out to your uninterested family member yet emotionally captured audience.

What you shouldn’t do, what you should never do, is take your issues out on the writers, directors, actors and crew for doing their work, for doing something they should be proud of doing, something they built and made for us to enjoy.

And don’t, just don’t, do anything which could cause ABC to back out, to second-guess their decision of taking on 911 and giving us a season seven and maybe more seasons in the future.

Because if ABC backs out? If ABC decides to drop it? Then that episode you hate? The season finale you are raging about in a way which made them drop it? That’s the only ending we will ever get. There will be no season seven to expand on that ending, to fix it or give it a chance to make sense for us as die-hard fans. And that? That will be your fault; it will be our fault.

#911 #911 fandom #911 finale #THIS #THANK YOU

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locitarose · 1 year

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