Lauren, early 40’s. Gay AF. Hockey goalie mom!! Twitch: MelusineN7. Passionate Mental Health Advocate, especially for vulnerable and LGBTQIA+. Survivor (;💚) Obsessed with Horizon, but also love Doctor Who, Mass Effect, LOTR, Star Wars, and many others.. Seyloy, Timepetals, Shiara- I will go down with these ships. Sometimes I write things. Too old for bullshit fandom drama and too young to want to give up on a world that seeks to twist us into unforgiving, unyielding cold machines. Love one another. Forgive.
A year ago today I came up with a small idea that mutated into the monster called “The Space Between the Stars.”
It was originally going to be three chapters 🤣🤣🤣
I hope to continue writing it again soon. Life has sucked the past few months. First I lost someone important to me (who hopefully isn’t really gone,) and then I lost the job I loved 2 months before it was to end anyway over something I really, truly could win a lawsuit over but my anxiety can’t take it.
I’m still full of grief but it gets better every day so hopefully our favorite gay dorks will reappear in my head (along with Beta to kick their asses) soon.
Thank you all for giving that story so much love over the past year, it has been one of the highlights of 23-24❤️❤️
Thank you, love!!! Maybe my brain will finally release the stress and grief and let me write again soon, and finally get that next chapter out.
You have been a wonderful addition to my life and to our little community ❤️❤️
On seyloy anniversary day, I wanted to say thank you to all the lovely people who write fanfics for these two. I have had the privilege of meeting many of you thanks to the wonderful @melusine0811 and you are all so talented and wonderful I just can’t tell you how much I enjoy your kindness and talent!!!
As a disabled human, sometimes I’m not able to do the things I want to…and reading fanfic has long been a favorite distraction of mine.
To all of you who write…you’re amazing and I want you to know how much sharing your gift and creativity means to those of us who read it!!!
No more apologizing for being horny on main. No more horny jail. We’re horny prison abolitionists. No gods, no masters! Wait. Okay maybe a few masters. Alright but no bars will hold us! No whips and chains will — fuck, hang on, let me start again.
I ❤️ self-loathing characters, characters who struggle with monstrosity (either fearing or embracing it), characters who are so lonely, who have a gaping hole in their chest, who bottle up & repress their feelings, who claw their way up & have ambitions, who fall down & lose everything, who search for identity & purpose yet can’t see themselves outside of what others want from or expect of them, who are hurt & hurt others, who long & grieve, who lie & pretend. characters who are messy & flawed & human
So, I wanted to put to good use the incredible animation that was the burning shores. This is just a rough edit. I plan to go back and adjust and add and take out, but damn it .. I LOVE THESE TWO. ( Turn volume up a little bit, my mic decided to not be very mic-ish.)
Music credit goes to the group the veronicas song is called catch fire.
Please enjoy my rough edit of the gay panic version of Aloy. Of the baby gay Aloy. Of the Aloy that is Seyka's sidekick and doesn't even care. Of the Aloy that deserves all the kisses because the world is ending, Aloy..