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My middle school English teacher's "Do you want to talk to somebody?" let me know I had her attention when I needed someone.

public middle school teachers should be paid 3x what they’re earning because I could never do that

#middle school teachers #my heroes #pay teachers more #we need them

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"Let's go to a bookstore and I'll buy you books" is a love language

#books #bookstore #love

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「 phantom blues 」

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March 28, 2023 |

Designing a class test and a hint of spring. 

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"Why I quit my job" a paragraph assigned by my father

I didn't quit, exactly... I declined the next assignment. There are things that are more important than six weeks of paychecks. It is more important to see my grandmother. It is more important to keep my grandparents' nonprofit in good standing. At the site where I worked, staff serve in 6 week rotations and our clients-- who are already facing discomfort with our safety policy-- can expect to see the same staff member roughly 5 days per week for that length of time. I was consistent through my first two rotations, but in the next 6 weeks, I expect to have at least one week where I am unavailable. I decided that not committing to another assignment would allow my clients the stability that a new staff member could provide and me some peace of mind and room to grow through the availability I have to support some of my most important people.

Does this time allow me to be the person I want to be? Yes

Will it lead me toward my professional goals? Believe it or not, yes. I am able to prepare for grad school as well in this time. I am able to do some relevant reading and writing. I may even do some work that will put me in the position that my clients were in when they came to me and be reminded what it feels like to be the person with the need.

#substitute teaching in 2021

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I'm not sure if I'll finish reading this book, but I kind of hope I will...

All I'll say for the moment is it reminds me of that Lizzy McAlpine song, "Ceilings" for some reason...

#reading #page 93

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February 23, 2023 |

Started making notes for my pedagogy colloquium. Topic: The class as a group. The amount of material is insane and I have no idea how to memorize all of it. 

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I bought a whole set of these at the flea market. 

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January 18, 2023

I woke up around 1:30 AM and cried because I fell asleep before 11 PM last night and I had an 11:59 submission deadline. I thought finishing my assignment would be easy, but there were missing prerequisite pieces because I returned my students' work last year and they did not have computers to submit assignments until nearly November. I don't have my feedback notes. I don't know if I can do the assignment at this point. I am very disappointed in myself and I am unsure if I can proceed with induction this year.

I wonder if I should try to start next year. I am not sure if I want to commit to staying in one place next year, though...

For a long time, I was really depressed and I have some patterns that I haven't shaken, yet, from that season of my life. I habitually struggle from October through February/March. Two of my grandparents passed away in the early part of the year (one in January when I was in 5th grade and the other 2 months before my high school graduation) when I was in compulsory education.

I think I searched for the missing stuff for 30 minutes to an hour before just falling into the hole because I kept trying to find someone to vent to and the bird site has too many distractions and so does the black T app. It's just occurred to me that I could just grade something else and use that. Whether or not my work will be accepted is up to my grader, but more of my work as a professional will be done.

#induction #educhums

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I'm looking forward to this for my sims... and wondering where I could get a real dress like this for myself?

WIP

#ts4 #my aesthetic

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Leaving London for a week–– I always miss the city, looking forward to being back already (and who can blame me, just look at this light in the library)

#London library #library #city life

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#scheduled post #end #scheduled on March 5 2022 #Dec 30 #waiting...

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December 22, 2022 |

Grading exams.

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That desk lamp is adorable. I'd trade some of my stationery and a nice pair of pants for it. Where on earth can I get one just like it?

Nights of writing are nights of pretending to be a poet

#cute #aesthetic #pretending to be a poet #late nights

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In spite of the fact that winter seems to have breathed on everything, like, every other morning, it's still autumn.

by arjsun

#December 2022

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10:07 PM

Eleven more nights until Christmas morning...

Suvan Chowdhury

#semester's winding down #countdown to Christmas

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Besties we gonna have a library day todayyyyy ! I felt like such a 2010s vlogger this morning setting out my stuff as though I’m making a ✨what’s in my bag✨ video Will she be able to write 2500 words in 2 days ? Stay tuned to find out 🤠

#word count #chaos #reading writing thinking